#but i dont see that happening ANY time soon

[solargrove]

i wish i could just play the sims in a carefree way and make little legacy posts but alas, i am a chronic perfectionist and if every bit of what i make or post isnt perfect i get upset and rage-delete it lmao

#ren ramblings #its such a bad habit but like. #i cant have something published that im not happy with #and it seems im never happy unless something is perfect which it never is #which is why u probably have noticed ive never really had luck when posting gameplay lol #ive had some technical issues along the way but mainly i just ragequit and delete everything #sigh maybe one day i will be less difficult in that regard #but i dont see that happening ANY time soon

[lesbienneanarchiste]

How I'm feeling heading into Pisces season

#oooooh the agonies #i would like one year to have an actually good birthday and not feel overwhelmingly suicidal #but i dont see that happening any time soon #disgruntled octopus

[lunarharp]

"Found out" set in kind of a made-up chapter where the girls are in trouble, or something.

#witch hat tag #orufrey #i hate having a strong cinematic image in your mind for months..working hours on it..& at the end looking you have to be like “Sure. :/" #i'm especially unsatisfied with the beginning and the end and how i can't get eyebrows to work as i want #but i dont care any more... this is probably the comic that has given me the most trouble ever i just dont care #i barely even care whatsoever if anyone even sees this..Ugh..but at least i can move on to the next era now #i'm just annoyed i cant get out good enough my image of qifrey flinching bc he thinks oru will hit him but then he is not hit #i feel like sensei will do something along these lines. i want to see what she will do. #there are also other variations i have in my mind. i just want to know #i just don't want it to happen with qifrey on his deathbed or something. but it possibly will. I DONT EVEN KNOW. #i have another very cinematic image in my mind for something sort of along those lines which i will do soon. it never ends... #btw after this is probably my fics. yeah.... i think it has to be my fics. jasmine sort of goes along these lines #i need that space for dialogue. look - i'm a writer. this is HARD for me. so i am really glad i had the space and freedom of words #to process all the feelings. but i tried to get something out in a quick visual space too. <- me defending myself to myself at cai court #anyway going along the lines of 'Jasmine' - they talk this out and argue and cry and oru pushes the hat at him and tells him #why not just erase every memory i have of you then. That would be easier for us all wouldn't it? #they kiss and sob and kiss and lie outside in the flowers for many hours in that one. and then there's 'Deep End' where it turns out #way way way way more time and words is needed for this actually and that's upsetting for everyone. #the destruction of the hat is certainly another path to take. Can you make this work without that hat going up in flames? #something you have always had and have been clinging to will have to be destroyed. You have to lose something now. This is the crux qifrey #I CANT GET IT OUT IN ONE COMIC!!! I CANT DRAW IT OUT!!!! I NEEDED THOSE FICS!!!! PRAISE WORDS!!!! whatever im going to have dinner now

[oatbugs]

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#meeting the sociologist/philosopher who flew in from barcelona and got basically no sleep just 2 be on time to our date soon #im wearing the earrings the ex situationship person chose for me. they have 3 sharp metal bits hanging down from them. it feels #cold like a knife and also they make noise whenever i take a step which acts a little like a friend and also a beating. dont forget who cho #for you. do you miss her? do you miss her? when you see his face will you miss her? #im going to look someone else in their eyes today #im going to study with my friend today and tomorrow #i had a call w a friend yesterday . he taught me logic metatheory intensively and he also said this whole experience has been painful for #him and the rest of my friends bc its like watching someone nearly drink cyanide over and over #it made things a bit clearer #he said its like watching a lion get declawed and that i was essentially unrecognisable. something happened to his friend #and he wanted his friend back #so im going to go back. #he said he doesnt mind dying alone. he asked why hes doing philosophy and i said pure love and he said thats true #im supposed to be in love w abstractions more than ppl #and im supposed to be in love w my friends before any romantic partner #ok going up tottenham ct escelators is a religious experience recently bc every time i will either make eye contact w the most beautiful #person ever or be reminded of the way they held me on the way down here or how i held them on the way up #anyway lets go

[microwaving-tesilid-argente]

putting down my scattered thoughts for where i would like season 2 of the webtoon to end 🤔

season 1 ended with the cotton candy scene, webnovel 51 and webtoon 42. s2 is currently at the slime dungeon, which is webnovel 61 but webtoon 52. the webtoon condensed hearthfenrir punishing the golden ivory tower (ch 46-49) into like 2 panels and condensed/skipped a few other minor scenes. i never actually read all the early chapters, so idk if the 10 chapter/episode gap is because even more entire chapters got skipped. if it is, then it means that the adaptation speed is roughly 1:1 except for when entire portions get cut.

if we take s2 to also be ~40 episodes, we might hit episode 80+? assuming a 1:1 adapation speed, it would mean webnovel 100+. and if some portions get chopped (maybe some sections of floor 299 and some others) maybe we can even hit webnovel ch 110?? idk if that area will be a good spot to stop though.

the week of regressions is at webnovel 77, while greenwalle starts at ch 82. narratively speaking, the start of greenwalle would be a nice place to start s3, except that i think the webtoon readers might get a little upset about still being stuck in the tutorial period orz. unless floor 300 is just that well done?? idk. actually i think floor 300 would work well as the central arc for this season, just like the toy mansion was. i just want to see post-regression tesilid though 😔

harpy queen is 87-91 and pandora's is ch 91-98. personally i think it would be nice if they could include greenwalle and a little bit after. just to smack all of us silly with the huge gap between tutorial tesilid and post-regression tesilid. i think casual webtoon readers would have forgotten how optimistic and well-meaning baby tesilid was by the time season 3 rolls over, so greenwalle wouldn't hit as hard.

stopping at the end of pandora's would also mean adapting 40 chapters, so i guess maybe they don't need to cut too many scenes? i also don't think it would be a good idea to include much past pandora's. the vatican arc is a liiiiitle bit long. there's the whole setup period, then the snow queen dungeon, then everything keeps snowballing into the magic republic arc and we only get space to breathe again at ch 128 when ailette blacks out. which is also a cliffhanger itself.

greenwalle being in s2 on its own would be a bit of a let-down i think because iirc nothing really happens there, we just meet reed and tesilid wakes up and barely talks. harpy queen arc very clearly shows how much more cold-hearted tesilid has become, which is great for making us all cry, but idk i think pandora's is a cooler place to stop? harpy queen ends with "how is tesilid going to sacrifice himself to regain powers without dying", which is a nice cliffhanger but i think it's not appropriate for a season finale - the stakes are too high. pandora's ends with them entering the vatican, which is a whole new stage of their lives so i think it's a nice spot for s3 to pick up.

#s-class heroine spoilers #might not reply to any replies for this post bc #i actually dont want to get reminded too much of what is gg to happen in s2 #j wanted to dump my thoughts somewhere #bc i wanted to work out the math and see if we're gg to get post-regression tesilid anytime soon lol #signs point to yes ☝️ #altho tbh i think i could just get the answers for this by looking at the korean webtoon #but ✨ idk how ✨ #would have saved me time tho LOL

[red-dyed-sarumane]

can you say the aru sekai series in a nutshell and link the 4-komas?

aru sekai series is about futile attempts to escape the cycle of destruction. no matter how hard they try the only way out is to lose everything they have both physically and mentally. thats the shortest way i can put it. there's a certain world they want to preserve, unfortunately it costs their entire selves to even attempt doing so.

to be clear aru sekai series is purely a song series there is no 4koma all content for the series is (currently) contained in the songs & accompanying videos. unless u want to count the little extra art the artists do for some characters but thats just art it doesnt have any new info in it

when i mention 4komas im a talking about the musical isotope 4komas which can be found here but its COMPLETELY UNRELATED the musical isotope project is a whole other entity by kamitsubaki. the only link to the series is that hiiragi magnetite uses them for series songs. thats it though theres no more crossover. i think theres english translations for these somewhere but i only ever read the japanese idk where to find the eng sorry

#asks #i wish aru sekai series had a 4koma i would lose my mind. imagine having more than one art of the girls......... #if we ever get content outside of the songs my bet is on novels since magu already writes bits to throw in the videos #but i still dont see it happening any time soon

[peterstamatin]

heartbreaking: person who worked on the game doesnt like rubin

#we can never win... #she was a localization editor #also i still havent finished p2 and i dont see it happening any time soon. i like him though #rubin my friend rubin

[twipsai]

thinking more,,

#i cant help but feel horribly heartbroken every time i hear whats happening in gaza as well as so many other places #it feels like-- like none of this had to happen #i guess ive never even been in the same universe as someone who even sees one death as a solution #let alone thousands #as a jew especially it feels horrible #like this happened to us. and we're just doing it to someone else??? why?????? #because if you walk into someones home kindly they will take you in. walk in with a gun and theres gonna be tension #i dont understand at all #and like maybe im naive. maybe im just young and my brain hasnt developed yet #and when im an adult ill understand how people could ever think war solves any problem #but. i just think its literally never fixed anything #sometimes people suck. should NOT kill them over it #and thats not even true in this situation!!! israel fucking sucks and theyre the ones commiting a genocide here!!!!!!! #if you walked in peacefully none of this wouldve happened #pass over is soon. and we'll say prayers and eat matza and have lots of food #and those across the globe will do the same. and yet they are murdering people #and we'll be in our safe warm houses and they will be dying #shouldnt there be some way to help them all???? america is one of the richest countries in the world and we're actively hurting them.. #i genuinely cant fathom how people could ever think like that #i dont think evil exists but then i look at the world and i realize weve gotten pretty damn close #and yet i still have to wake up tomorrow #and i still have my own life to live #and the world doesnt stop for me to mourn strangers #i hate all of it. why cant we just be nice to people #anyways. ive just been trying mostly to avoid this topic esp online #this is my little safety zone and ive never really been one for politics; esp things that i dont understand #yknow i dont wanna spread misinfo; and at the same time i dont have the energy or knowledge to fact check #plus the whole emotional toll in a place that i just wanna unwind in #idk. i think im starting to feel like i cant just ignore all these posts anymore. im kinda starting to feel like i wanna scream #all of this really fucking sucks. this shouldnt be happening

[theamazingannie]

Really glad no one died this week cuz I really wanted to talk about how hot Buck looked in this episode

#911 #911 fox #911 spoilers #gonna ignore his personal arcs but his firefighting arcs were top notch #love seeing him take charge and be in control #i know we arent gonna get fire captain buck any time soon cuz he needs to grow more #but i can so see it happening in his future #can tell next week is gonna be a disaster with that cruise lmao but heres hoping it isnt a longterm disaster #i dont watch the previews so hopefully im not embarrassing myself here

[arolesbianism]

Thinking abt my bndori ocs again... I need to draw them more I love them all sm

#rat rambles #oc posting #band posting #momoko especially drawing her earlier made me remember just how much I adore her #but Im also thinking oh so hard abt kou I need to rework their design for the 50th time at some point #momoko has such a perfect design tho she's like high key one of my favorite designs Ive ever made #I just think her shapes and colors are neat #I should totally make them all furry designs even if I dont rly have any ideas for them #I do generally make momoko a frog in au stuff tho so she can be a frog ig #yuriko is technically sorta a bat in the random card au but thats mostly just a nodd at rokka backstory #the other two do not as of now have any connections to any animals so I fully have nothing for them #I could see yori being some sort of hog or smth and kou could be a mongoose or smth idk #that also reminds me Ive been meaning to make olivia and jackie furry designs for funsies #I mean I already moddled their designs off of animals so it wouldnt be hard #Ive just been struggling to draw thats all #hopefully Ill keep building momentum into getting back into drawing more #although today was kind of rough I am starting to get off my ass a lil #mostly cause I finally found smth that I want to do in the future even if its just seeing my friends #I wanna meet them in person and the fact that thats smth I have to look forward to is making me feel much better #even if it wont happen soon just the fact that Ive added that to the 'thing I will do someday' list helps a lot with my mood #cause its just smth of a future I can get into my head yknow? #smth I can think of thats not just today and tomorrow

[academiaipromise]

honestly the amptp forcing a wga strike right before the dga and sag-aftra contracts are up (and therefore all union directors and actors could potentially strike) is horrifying just because this is my livelihood but also kind of funny just because of the audacity. they’ve lost their minds. 

PAY WORKERS FOR THEIR LABOR it is literally that simple. anyways. 

#wga writers strike #genuinely i will probably cry if this happens so don't take my jest too seriously i do not want that to happen #but they really are acting like they're the victims in this scenario when they could just. pay the writers. #also acting like they don't need writers as if all of hollywood might not shut down in less than a month #this could get...really bad just fyi #i am so disheartened by the public negotiations update like we are so far away from a fair deal #i dont see this ending any time soon

[piplupod]

thinking too hard about my situation and ending up with heart pounding and inability to breathe yayyyy

#i have enough in my savings for two more years of no income if i am very very careful with my money #and if there are no sudden medical expenses. i feel very very sick fdsjkl #i may have to figure out how to get onto disability or get a job if i want to live any longer than two more years but god. god. #idk i am just... this sucks. i cannot see a realistic way of me living in the world as it is currently but i so badly want to be alive #i have things i want to do and things i want to be !!! but there is just no realistic way for me to even bare minimum survive out here!! #it is all so sucks and i just feel so fucking nauseous and dizzy thinking about it all #welcome to the new year time to think about how you're going to be forced into suicide soon yayyy thanks brain #honestly its impressive i can get my heart pounding from anxiety considering im on a beta blocker to . prevent that from happening. #is this a panic attack? this might be a panic attack. i dont know anymore bc i am just in a constant state of low level panic/anxiety #suicide mention #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[earl-grey-love]

I hope that Barbs remains my primary f/o for years like my last one did. I can see it lasting a very long time.

#or better yet last forever #that's a bit unrealistic though #if I were going to get bored it would have happened by now #i dont see myself moving on from the game any time soon #but even if I did I can still easily maintain interest without engaging directly #he's so much fun to write #I love everything about him #I hope they don't royally mess up his writing but even if they do I can fix that #it wouldn't be the first time #ship: anything for you dear #sunny speaks

[theood]

Suddenly so stressed about everything 👍

#grandpa said he's probably gonna turn in his license soon #whicj good i agree he should. still haven't gotten mine though. if he does there goes getting a job. going anywhere. there goes my paychecks #for SIX months if I can even get my license. amd if he does get rid of it that means I legally csn only practice on the weekends when my d #ads here. in his truck. a thing you shouldn't practice in first time. #i just wont have money. I'll have to pay to go to work. to get home from work. to go to the store. eveything. i wont ever get out of here #and i can't get to the store to pick up my needles to do my shots. let alone to get to the clinic. everything was starting to look up for me #not to be pessimistic but I really fucking let myself think anything good would ever happen. and look what happened. what always happens to #me. it got pulled out from under me because I don't deserve it. don't deserve to be happy. #im never fucking leaving. I'm going to rot here. i csnt save myself. I'm useless. no place will hire me or even call back. i dont know why #i bother with it. i was so happy to transition finally and this just keeps happening to me. * ****** **** **** ** i dont see any reason * #* **** *****. *****'* ** ****** ***** *'* ***** #elias.zip

[orcelito]

There are more trigun fanfics than there were back in April

This is creating a problem for me

#speculation nation #I WAS RAVENOUSLY READING FIC end of march beginning of april #like. Ravenously. regularly sacrificing sleep for it. #started running out of longer things to read (one shots r fine but i Rly like longfic. if u couldn't tell.) #so i started writing my own. #i dont tend to read much when im actively working on writing. and if i do it's Usually one shots #brief things to fill the time when i dont feel up to writing. but long things r iffy bc i get too absorbed and then it muddles my writing #since my gf was visiting i didnt rly have time for writing so i was reading in spare moments #she left today tho which means writing time is back on the table #but there are so many good new fanfics that have popped up since april........... #gonna finish the one im currently reading. and we'll see if there r any i Reaaaally wanna read #i swear tho ive read like 200k words in the past 3 days alone. and this is just me reading in spare moments. #(read: sacrificing sleep to read) #it's healthier for me to focus on my own writing anyways lmao. bc it forces me to take care of myself to obtain writing brain #and i dont feel that voracious hunger to just Keep Reading to find out what happens next w/ my own stuff #bc i already know what happens next lol. it's just easier on me in general. #but Oh i sure do like reading some good fics when theyre available... #anyways. yea im gonna b able to start writing ITNL 15 soon. hoping for the best in the coming days xoxoxo

[woozi]

no bc the svteenies were insane for debuting with a mini that includes adore u and 20 in it

#special mention to shada too she’s a classic for a reason #adore u on the other hand....... the guitar riff.... the whole composition actually... THE VOCALS #very unique color to them #she GAVE #ANYWAY #20’s still one of the vocal u songs im so fond of #dont love the rest of the songs there BUT it was a product of its time i cant find fault in that #their discography is SOOOO good tbh #obviously there r gonna be some snoozers i havent seen any artist without em but over all???? holy fucking shit #im laying eggs #im so so in awe of these men #and im so glad circumstances allowed them this much creative freedom #lich rally have not liked a group this much in so many aspects but what can i do we’re literally talking about seventeen here #wish i got into them sooner though icb i’ve known abt them since their 17tv days but only got into them in 2020 #also stopped my kpop era in 2014-15ish so i also wasnt there for their debut </3 #but yeah </3 love these men so much i have SOOO much to say abt them today my brain feels like it has rock pops from all the crazy things- #-happening inside as i think abt this group #feel extra insane today so im super chatty and making sm gifs NFNDJDJ SORRY i havent been like this on here in a while #and u hopefully wont see me like this again any time soon 😋 #y.txt