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Untitled, Lavinia De Ayr

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Why bother get into this lost forest which your heart claims there's a way through that only you know even though nothing is shown, yet you travel through starting with barely anything, for a long time for nothing but for the finders dream.

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To whom shall abuse remain a treasure?

There is no point

If only I could have remained free and clear

Ignored everything as they said

Only for it to pile up again and again

Seeing the effects as others covertly try to relay messages

The unwanted become opportunist

The unloved deemed wretched and vacant

To the frivolous, the brain looks like it needs a straighting iron

For the things it has to do

To stop only to have to try again tedious until you can see the blessings within

It's unbelievable to many when there are no pleas of love me too

Life has no more impact

For there is no point

Life dry earth

Which becomes watered by rain

Natural sustainance

Continues

Be it greatly or reduced

It's not that we are insignificant

It's just that we are an intrinsic part of a momentum that already was and went on much bigger than we could ever hope to become

A designation and a design that outrun each generation time after time.

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I am so #happy I almost cannot believe my dream came true but I am so #grateful it did. Found my book again. I read this book in #2009 whilst I was still living in #waterloo close to #southbank shortly before moving to #northlondon #strawberryvale

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It is the closest I have ever lived to the #thames in #london #uk and I #lovedit but there was #drama. We were being #stalked again.

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It was so important to me at one time to record how long it took me to read a book first time around, for some reason. As I complentated the end date when I found the book today I realised about 19-20 years ago it was around that time we were stalked directly for the first time. Years went by so much to put up with dates became insignificant to me until I started realising there was particular drama antics on around the 3rd of June! Dr Amen writes about stalking in this book. I remember feeling there was not enough written! Pick up the book today and it was like something said to me...you know why not much was written...because its obsession!🤣now thar makes perfect sense after all the years I written about my own experiences!

For me this book came into my life just in time, and served as an anchoring for me during all the challenges that came up next in my life, I kept rememberingI read there is a way I could change even though I may not remember all I read.

For a while I realise I may not have had an accurate memory of the dates now looking at them.

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I am so Grateful for your work it has been so helpful to me.

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The healing of a poets brain is as essential as being deemed professional! I creatively heal from deep within the galvanised pathways of turmoil. Studying Brain Health to heal myself out of abuse and trauma. Warts and all as it has always been only now I have a better map to remain on the road of non or less toxicity! Courtesy of Amen Clinics, and the community of neuroscientist and all dedicated research. I pray all my works can be a contribution for the greater good of all concerned these are terms I learned courtesy of training within spiritualism. To have an open heart amongst the fellowship of us all.

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#blackobsidiancrystal #guccienvyme #gucci #perfume #femaleperfumes #maleperfume Was given this as a gift years ago as far back as the 90's been years since I worn it...but...please do not envy me! Every night the dangerous drive by head light flashing stalkers whom have taken to the UK motorways just to abuse driver especially this ole lady lorry driver. Those drive by stalker who dare I say: whose brains are just not working right have been a tremendous burden to bare just to get through a nights work. Absolutely unbelievable! I have f'ed and blind to break up the delusions of grandeur driving towards me who then decide to try and obstruct my vision of the road by blasting me with their vehicle headlights. It has been part of the harrowing history in the UK when used as a code for murder! Just telling the truth of recent experiences. Not even going to get into the bit about being "put under" some kind of trance then having male looking figures and their grey goatie beards and stick on lips taking the piss driving past me with their eye lids lowering and their eye balls knocking and rolling back up under their eye lids lowering this is some serious #stalker shit! #criminalminds #fatalattraction #greyhairbeardgang #greyhairgoatie #beardwig #aerodrome #hypnotist #poetsofinstagram #poetryslam Found it strange that my eyes would be closed against my will #backdoors #junction #sliproads Never thought to think who was always driving around me! #dogcollars #2006 #2014 - #2021 On and on its gone they drive right beside you (most dressed in a combination of all black or black & white)as you are concentrating on safely driving how are you supposed to know how they intend to attack you? #bendintheroad @naturalflowismstudios where survival is part of the therapy being the process! ^ Natural Flowism ^ A Freedom of Being! ^ https://www.instagram.com/p/CSmOcgIjUQS/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Without Reason? Pt 5, Lavinia De Ayr

Pushing the Bike back! What it is to remember your life? Pushing the Bike back! There was a time I quite enjoyed mooning around the heart of London in the middle of the night, and in the early hours of the morning. Pushing the Bike from around latter 2006? For whatever reason That feel good exploit became a terrorising? Familiar helmets? Junction of fear? "I better retreat.....just in case she gets crazed?" Pushing the Bike back! There were motorcyclist at the junction I had driven through for years For whatever reason now the sight of me cause terror, sweat, and some fear! Pushing the Bike back! The swatting had begun Without any information for anyone!! ^ Familiar Helmets? No harm intended! No harm done! ^ In the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost, Allah! In the name of Jesus Christ, Allah! ^ I am so grateful, and thankful for the changes time has brung! ^ I am so thankfully, grateful, and blessed to repent and surrender to the difference, and forgiveness life is! ^ Amen! ^ Selah! ^ Natural Flowism! ^ A Freedom of Being! ^

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Whose Story Am I Really Telling? Pt 3, Lavinia De Ayr

To God! To Survive! ^ The Sport of Things? Pt 2 ^ Whose Story Am I Really Telling? This was like a silently terrorising Knowing somebody wants to violate you But for their pain and sick entertainment! It has to be experienced like a form of silent extreme terrorism, and a form of silent civil war? They done it? Then, realised what they had done? then, Panic? No ransom? Then the attack is on everyone? ^ It was a cold time I felt it like a real cold heartless form of paranoia Not that I was paranoid It was the feeling of the presence of someone who for many, many years to come was going to continually pick me to pieces, if they could! So much pain! Somebody in so much pain! Over you As an individual Who is only exercising the right to live! Live Doing the most normal of basic things! ^ Natural Flowism! A Freedom of Being! ^ Disclaimer: Fictional Face - resembles no one involved! ^ Thank goodness time has moved on, and I have forgotten exact month, and certain time details. ^ But, I remember this toilet scene At time thankfully I took to wearing a midi coat I pulled into the services to have a break and do the necessaries For some reason the toilet door would not shut You know when you just cannot help but get that feeling that you just walked into somewhere where something just wrong? Maybe it is just an empath thing When you walk into the room completely blank, and clear not thinking of anyone, or anything, nor feeling anything, then bam you are filled with a sense of fear, and nerves, the racing of thoughts, your imagination then becomes filled for no apparent reason! ^ Well, on this occasion I did not actually manage to expose myself. I manage somehow to hold the door shut, and get the job done! ^ However, what was really strange with a weird bunch of feelings was the two youngish looking guys. Dressed dark colours wearing straight yet loose fitting jeans, t-shirts, jackets, and trainers . Lingering and looking near the toilet door while making it look like they were looking a mags, and shopping in the services. But, what I found weird is how obvious their actions were. It seems almost comical and obvious in hindsight because this is a toilet scene, and if you have not been - you do rush in! But, this was like the living spite. The rush in appeared to be to remove the something which had jammed the door in a difficult position? I had been forced to come across these types before! ^ Press intrusion? Why would somebody who is completely unknown to anybody be subjected to invasion from the press, if that is the truth of what was going on? ^ Stranger things have happened! So, either I was being constantly accused of what someone else had done, and blaming me has allowed them to build on that and continue on? Or something else is behind what is still going on? And what does the emergence of 'swatting' play out in and amongst all that goes on? and what the planners want to bring on? ^ To keep an eye on! ^ To keep a check on! ^ Natural Flowism! ^ A Freedom of Being! ^ Selah! ^ Amen! ^ I am so thankfully, grateful, and blessed to repent and surrender to the forgiveness life is! ^ Somebody squeaks 'therapy' sounds like the sound of the voice box - can anybody take that? 10/06/2108/13:36!!!!

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