#can it be October rn

[orions-beltloops]

I’m chewing on rocks right now oh my god

#ofmd #our flag means death #izzy hands #con o'neill #AGGGHHH #so unwell rn and also the best I’ve ever been #thank you Mr O’Neil #thank you Mr Jenkins #can it be October rn

[bug4932]

im like if the joker was a sun and moon themed tumblr lesbian couple

#idk why all the wretch art rn. we can pretend its spooky october stuff #parahumans #wormblr #amy dallon #parart

[kaidiaries]

i still can’t believe they used the instrumental to cigarette daydreams for this mission like that was honest to god attempted murder by insomniac. the song, the nostalgia for the kids they were before emily and ben died and harry got sick, the warm autumn colors, the reunion patching together a pivotal part of peter’s life at a time he literally needs it most after getting fired from brooklyn visions. and in the scene before this, peter’s remembering may’s lesson about maintaining balance in his life then boom the return of one of the people who keep him rooted in life outside the mask when it’s so easy to breeze by it. first act of sm2 i love you.

#also the yearning for something lost in the lyrics to cigarette daydreams… #several people in the insomniac writer’s room were not playing about parksborn #there are times when I feel this game was shorter than the first and wish we’d had more in the third act #but one thing I really appreciate is how much they commit to Harry’s friendship with Peter in the time they’re given #we don’t know him in the first game beyond the research station messages #and they bridged that gap so well similar to how they developed peter and otto before everything also crumbles in sm1 #can you tell I’m replaying rn and experiencing a lot of emotions again #wish I could’ve bottled up and saved my first reaction to this mission in October bc whew #the song floored me #parksborn #peter parker #harry osborn #marvel’s spider-man 2 #spider man 2 ps5

[b4kuch1n]

I don't follow anipoke and pokespe at all but I do remember raihan flirting with sonia in one of those early on. and I just think they should be like, fully fucking with each other

it shouldn’t be funny except that they’ve quite literally seen each others eat sand

#pokemon #swsh #assistant sonia #gym leader raihan #ft. champion leon #three parts of a whole idiot #raihan: 😉😏😘💞💥💖 #sonia: how are u doing that with ur mouth #hi everyone. today has been 70% sleep so I am NOT lucid rn #hopefully this will be cured by. wait for it. more sleep #tomorrow? perhaps I can figure out the second october piece. I have Something goin on #not as concrete as the first one... but hopefully that means I can do all sortsa funney stuff. we'll see #okay. I make drink and watch ghost file. then I sleep #have a good night lads! give ur friends a kiss on the cheek

[karda]

Hi guys i hate to ask for this but my dog Pluto has been hurt for weeks and we've been doing literally everything we can but he has to go to the vet, and we just dont have the money. He's got foxtails and cactus needles in his foot and hes losing a lot of fur and weight because he's so sick. My dad has talked to every vet around us and nobody accepts payments, and after explaining and showing vets pictures they told us if it doesn't get fixed soon he could get a blood infection and die. He can walk on it, but the blood infection and the foxtail/needles are unfixable without a vet and medicine. If we could take him to the vet he'd have to be muzzled and knocked out, so it'd be around $800 to $1000. Im not expecting to raise that, but literally anything would help. My dad has just started a new job and isn't making much yet and with paychecks so far apart he won't be able to spare the money for months. I don't want to go through my entire life story, but ive been through a lot of shit with this dog and he's protected me, my sibling, and my dad's lives multiple times. I don't want to lose him to this.

its kinda hard to take a picture of, some days its really swollen and horrible and other days it looks a bit better like the second picture. i absolutely cannot spread his toes to show you better because he will bite me.

im also an artist so if you donate on my ko-fi with a request i can sketch something for you. (if i have the time)

my ko-fi is ko-fi.com/karda

my p*ypal link (the name is in my dads name, ryan)

thank u for reading, please share if you can <3 love u guys

#this is also why i opened those sketch comms but i havent gotten any and i didnt want to beg but yeah just share if u can please #he's gonna be four in october hes just a baby and id literally die for him but i cant do anything but draw . #to the two people whos commissions im working on rn i will do urs first and i will finish them as soon as i can

[jazzzzzzhands]

Bowl-sized little man 🥺💖

A lil pen doodle on my lunch break haha. Based on this:

#sry all i can do are sketches rn!!! #oooh October is creeping up on me #preparing myself for 31 drawings oof but exciting!! #bit i still just want to draw him every moment of my day!! #curse things like having to work and eat and sleep!!! #jazzsketches #wally darling #we dont have pencils so yall have to see my guidelines oops #putting this tiny man into my pocket

[localgirl12]

scream x f1 where lestappen are ghostface….. lovely

#can you tell i haven’t watched scream #i have to watch it in october #kinda wanna watch rn just cause of this #whatever it’s lovely #like whoever started it ly you deserve kisses 🫶🫶🫶🫶 #lestappen #3316 #116

[emblazons]

My week has been so damn stressful on the financial front I haven’t even wanted to make gifs or be online to analyze lmao but. I did start Heartstopper in an attempt to soothe myself with tooth-rotting fluff 😭😂

#I promise I am not gone I’m just stressed AF #my car is becoming a money pit because it just hit 100k #(miles) #and I’m trying desperately to figure out if I want to get a new car #or just sink more $$ into my current car through a few more years to save #student loan payments are also restarting in the US come October #and my side hustle (that supplements my salary the way it HAS to in order to survive in my state) #may or may not be the being October 1 because of a buyout 😭 #like. can I afford my life even without that? sure #and the car trouble is just. a pain in the ass either way #but jsksksmskksjsj I grew up hella poor so money things always stress me tf out #and it’s making my anxiety insane lsksjdnd my appetite is nearly gone + I wake up jumpy ad #tight jaw always tired feeling insane it is NOT FUN #anyway. if you read these tags thank u I just needed to rant somewhere LMAO #I should also find a therapist but GOD that’s energy I just do not have rn 😭 #the me tag

[mortellanarts]

2023 go bye bye

#999 spoilers #art summary #art summery 2023 #my art #shoutout to all my monster high drawings that are still in the oven #I haven't posted them anywhere but! my friends made them pins and I've sold them on cons throughout the year :3 #I only started drawing them as a request from a boothmate actually and they're such fun designs to draw!!! #I went to a lot of local conventions to participate in the artist's alley and made so many friends that way it was wonderful #I think the next thing I'll reblog will be the game I worked on! #found out the nda doesn't cover me simply saying 'hey I worked on this thing coming out in a few months!' #so I made artist and cosplayer friends selling my art on the beach and I got my first proper job #....then I proceeded to give me a shoulder inflammation because my setup was terrible and it had to catch up to me eventually #but! already managed to get a new tablet and desk for myself!! it's even a screen tablet so there'll be a learning curve but I'm excited #I'm hoping this display will make things easier I always had trouble sketching on digital #and I am more carefully taking breaks now also because turns out relying on hiperfocus is bad for you? never knew #I was going through some stuff in the middle of the year there though I had so many vent drawings of akane from may to october qwq #not featured here are the tons of utena and umineko wips I have accumulated those were my favorite new media I got to experience for sure #in fact I'm watching the adolescence movie rn!! what in tarnation is this last act lol whatever! go Anthy go!!! floor it queen #also not featured the tons of oc stuff I made :D I'm glad I feel like I can start properly working on them soon ^^ #but yeah that's that I felt like writing a whole diary entry in these tags and you read it and that's what tumblrs all about ♡♥︎

[oh-gh0st]

can it be october already please

#ghosts rambles #i need it to be october rn its the only month where i can and Will go crazy #i need to get spooky i need to get silly i need to BOO #plus bday. smiles

[bestomato]

will they free themselves of their father’s cruelty, or will they die without ever knowing love?

#my art #mgs #liquid snake #eli mgsv #tretij rebenok #psycho mantis #liquidmantis #not really but ok whatever #im actually not thinking about them as much as often im more of in a Kaz mood rn #this is a sketch btw i was lining this but didn’t like it so whatever. just put some layer modes on this #haven’t actually drawn digitally in what feels like weeks. been prioritizing traditional for schoolwork #you don’t understand how satisfying it is to actually hear a pencil/pen slide across paper. good lord #also the sound of the Apple Pencil touching the screen is so annoying to me idk #sorry it capitalized idk why #I’ve been trying so long to put a caption to this bc it literally is just 2 people standing so sorry if it sounds kinda cringe and awkward #first October drawing also. i hope i can post more this month. i miss doing that

[non-un-topo]

"It's not dysphoria" I say as I write an entire assignment on my own invisible queerness and gender identity, and as I feel like tearing my skin off and crawling into a cave forever

#i love that this seems to happen every october sdfghfd #those who have been here long enough know the pattern by now #but what am i gonna do about it? nothing probably. idk maybe something when i'm 45 #i would be more okay with all this if i wasn't fucking 5'1 with the biggest girly baby eyes ever #god when cis people say 'but you're so pretty' all sad like it's a shame i'm not dolling myself up. #maybe i can pass as an 11 year old boy. and maybe passing isn't the point. but i would at least like a CRUMB. #....ah. that's why i'm so messed up rn. probably this assignment / research topic i'm choosing #and also having to keep my partner's transition a secret. it's not hard i just worry that someone in the family will find out #that's probably why i've procrastinated working on this assignment for so long lol. it's too personal. #i also had one of those days yesterday where i felt like everyone was scrutinizing me. and maybe a few old men actually were #but i mean who cares? but still can't queer people just exist without being a spectacle? #without cis people constantly trying to 'figure them out'?

[honexjams]

please please please save this link somewhere you will see it every day to remind you to donate to Palestine with a FREE click

I dont have the disposable funds to donate directly myself but that link allows you to give at least a few cents to Palestinian aid through ad revenue and doing so Every Day can make a difference

#i been doing that almost every day since last october #along w contacting my local state reps #the post i have pinned to my vlog has a link thatll send messages to ur state reps so hassle free #like just put in ur name (can be fake) and address (can be fake) and it sends the message for h #everything i been seeing abt palestine since october has been sickening and awful but recently i been seeing so much crazy inhimane shit #like its both surface level bad and also like DARK dark as fuck #anybody with a brain should be on the side of tbe Palestinians #but israel has a chokehold on the whole world rn because theyre mostly white #its fucking insane #im an atheist but god help us really #shit is so horriffic #ill become a believer if some glowing mf come out the sky and stop this shit like please im begging any god thats real #talkin.555

[dollar-store-sparklez]

i miss dominion smp :(

#also i wanna be in one of legs videos i couldnt be in the undercover one bc when i try and log in on my wifi i jsut insta crash #this used to not happen when i joined legundos server but now it does bc verizon wants me dead ig #like that GOT one looked SO FUN fr #like im a silly goofy guy! im good at the game! i could be an asset! #this isnt relevant to the post at all i just got instantly distracted #except like. only patrons and like. really active members are prolly ever gonna get to be in those #and i had to cancel my patreon membership for a little while so i could save money #so im only a patron until october rn after having been a patron for. many months #im kinda sad about it fr #legs you follow me if you see this. hi. sorry i had to stop being a patron im also not happy about it but i had 20 dollars to my name #ill rejoin later i prommy #also viking if you see this. start a patreon nerd i wanna be a member when i have more money #what was i talking about? OH YEAH videos players can be in #they look so fun i was in the ryan one recently and im super excited for it to come out #even tho i wasnt a big part of the story besides getting my ass kicked that one time #it was still fun. wish my group hadnt continually had everything we owned burned down. that sucked really hard #very excited for that video tho i wait w bated breath #i should go rewatch the got video

[coffeeandcalligraphy]

girl the sunless ground lonanasona devotion is like no other like who's ready for harrison to tell lonan "anywhere you go I'll follow"

#SCREAMING INCOHERENTLYYYYY #i'm finally doing all the preptober work that I should've started earlier but october has been me mostly being asleep most of the day LOL #SOOO I AM STARTING NOW!!!!! #we're in scene list territory rn @ anon who asked abt my preptober plans #when I make the scene list (which is just a list of EVERY idea in my notes) i'll organize it by “idea type” #like there'll be a subheading for ideas related to lonan & harrison in the seventh roost a subheading for reeve on her own etcccc #ALSO back to what I wrote in this post lol this dialogue is soooo lonanasona chapbook coded likeeeeee I love that I can #bring some of that poetry collection into this LOL <3

[semercury]

Spent $5 on the digital remains, and I feel bad bc I'm anxious with money rn for understandable reasons, but ultimately I am glad I got it. The booklet was really neat to look through, and seeing crossed out lyrics and how the songs evolved is really special to me. Also the live tracks were fun to listen to, despite my headache.

#stuff sarah says #i want to crawl inside his brain and take a look around and understand the process #i want to have a long conversation with him about writing and the creative process #i probably never could. im too shy. and he has that midwest sarcastic avoidance aggressive type #and ive got that midwest sarcastic avoidance avoidant type #idk. this whole album is just really special to me #might have to see if i can burn a physical cd of it from the digital album and keep it in my car or smth #if i ever end up super financially stable i want to get a record player and as many records of theirs as i can #my oldest little cousin has one and listening to it made me want one. music just sounds nice on a record player #oh also listening to the live tracks made me wonder if ill ever be able to see them live #ive been to one (1) concert in my life when i was less anxious of a person and it was surprisingly roomy #ive seen videos of their concerts. everyones packed like sardines. everyones yelling (like on the tracks) #if i could guarantee it would be a good day i think id be fine #but like im im anxious that day or have a headache (my head is pounding rn...) like... #idk. maybe the adrenaline would make it go away #i remember talking to my mom about how they have shows near me in october but i didnt think i could go #bc of money + anxiety + other stuff and shes like well your birthday is in november #and its just like... i dont know what life will look like next month. much less october... #like i dont want to make plans and buy tickets and then have to cancel bc of a funeral or sudden changes you know? #anyway. the booklet is really cool #i wish they sold the journal by itself bc i really want that lol