#cant cant ccant !!!!!!!

[crushedsweets]

oh the desire . . . and longing . . . and the ache. . . .

#i love crp so bad #i know im ridiculous and change so much and my au is so specific in ways that arent canon but thats what i love about it #im sorry i cant shut up about how much i love this fandom LMFAOOOO #my gf told me i should get back into crocheting and i said i ccant im too focused on creepypasta. then she said i could make crp plushies #i felt like my brain imploded in that moment #chatterbox #this is so bad how do i get anything done in this condition

[wheelercore]

A small pt 2 to my mikefredtedvictor parallels thoughts but what is up with all four of them being associated with the grandfather clock/predators/UD monsters. Because I've beaten this dead horse idk but they literally repeated this 2 separate times with Steve and Jonathan in s4

Newspaper + cross legged + some reference to "predators" (the tiger poster behind the grid towel and the ewoks cartoon). Hell Steve even chastises Dustin specifically before sitting down like that for like. Literally no reason. Which is very familiar. I mean watch the scene for yourself- the way it's shot is very deliberate if you know what you're looking for.

(and don't get me started how the blue light + bowl behind Steve is reminiscent of the lights in Eddie's trailer- which represented the "boundary" Chrissy crossed into her vision where vecna (predator) was waiting. Or how those lights are similar to the two lights on the Creel doorway and one of the first things we see when the Creels first walking into the home is the grandfather clock).

I mean and we already know about Mike stuff [insert size comparison of s1 Mike to the demogorgon idk I can't find the image here]. *Puts on tinfoil hat* kill your father, become your father, and then marry your mother. The clock represents the inevitability of you becoming your father- and it's also associated with UD monsters/predators. Henry looked into the clock and achieved the abilities to kill his family (his mother and Alice being associated with rabbits- prey), just like how Victor had killed a family during the war.

#very obsessed with henrys monologue about how he found out that his parents had done awful things #and the parallel to holly. holly whos been in teds den for the majority of season 4. #oughhh oighhhhh YEOUCHHHHHHH #the first shadow better come to me and SOON i cant take this shit anymore. what happened. fuck. #the bloody hawkins sssign i ccant ddddo this #mike wheeler #ted wheeler #victor creel #henry creel

[butchviking]

new dunes tour announcement... with vip tickets available.... all in america.... cant afford 2 go back so soon.... killing me

#BLEASE I CANT TAKE THIS... COME 2 ENGLAND I CCANT COME TO U..... ANTHONYYYYYYYY 😭😭😭😭

[marioyuri]

Just saw someone do a aged up joker design where they gave him stubble and it made me want to hurl so bad you dont get it he would be injecting oestrogen directly into her veins

#i just ccant… i just cant #my posts

[wind-becomes-lightning]

i will never finish this next wllg chapter

#nisi rambles #im so close too #i have like 5.5 k words #but i cant i cant i ccant #its like im completely dried up on naruto stuff #and my head just doesnt want to comply #at all #but i have to at least finihs mmitw otherwise like... too many open long fics #but i cant

[absentmoon]

isekai au-me probably beelines to the tops immediately and makes friends with benny to tell him exactly how to get his plans to work. unfortunately

#:( i know myself #i actually have a lot of thoughts about this thing but i cant. i ccant #daisy.txt #🎰.benny

[zarovich]

nothing feels real, i don't understand what's happening anymore

#personal #words arent mmaking any sense. i try to read but i cant understand anything #idk. it feels like somethibg is under my skin and everything is so damn loud #need to sleep bc i keep staying up. i cant sleep at night too paranoid cant sleep at day too loud and bit paranoid but less so #err. i dont think im making sense. i ccant even understand what and how im saying things rn. how i feel #feels like an idiot i cant convey anything. i cant understand #what the hell

[solardistress]

i need . to never get work again . i fucking suck.

#vent #i ccant even handle school how in the world will i ever handle a job ! #i feel like crying every time i get an assignment ebcause i know im going to procrastinate and spent 2i3u4832944riwoue hours trying to #complete them beccause at the end of the day thats what my brain wants ! to complete it today #those are the goals that i reach every fucking day but then the goals and hopes and dreams get crushed and forgotten and thrown away #again and again and again and i just want to keep one good fucking thing . one thing but noo nooo i just fucjing cant !!!! because theres #literally something fucking wrong with me !!!! and i fucking suck !!! and i should just give up entirely and cry all fucking day #because im a fucking loser with no social life and no one to love me and nothing for me to live for because i fucking suck #and can never do anything right or for myself ever because i just fucking cant manage my time or do things on time #all i do is fucking work and do whatever people tell me to and i want to shout and yell and scream and punchthe walls #but i choke up and dont do anything and dont say a word because im just the biggest fucking loser and bitch ever in the entire world #i need to disappear and never exist again and so i cant just sleep all of the rest of eternity and so i wont disappoint anyone or myself #ever fucking again #goodbye #i need to never talk or be seen or exist ever again #sorry

[my-chemical-ratz]

in therapy we were talking about the *future* and it just set in how much fucking time i have to wait to transition because of my shitty ass parents i cant fucking do this hhhhhhhhh I AM A FUYCKING ADYULT

#my post #its so fucking frustrating #its like #yeah transitioning wont fix all my problems #but it will fucking help #i cant even gfet a BINDER #because my parents STALK MY INTERNET HISTORY #i #ccant #HJASJGFSGFHGFHFHG #hsdjghg #aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #hgggggggg

[dramaturgydrakes]

imdying im sying im dyinng im dying

#vent #pup’s serious tag #it hutrts it hurts my chest is gonna explkode im gonna die in dyinng im dyunnbg im dying #i want bubba n brobro hhhhh #cant cant ccant !!!!!!! #whhyam i so stupiud #im dyimng ithurts #i keep nneeding to pull on my haiyrabd scream i cannt

[snailofkale]

been rotating dimentio in my head since last night. i was dicking around on the mario wiki and i went to garson’s page to read the stories and i misread one (the ancients) that was saying that the sages (merloo, merlumina, merlimbis, and merlight) were passionate in matters of love, but what i read was that the ancients as a whole were passionate in matters of love

and i hc dimentio as an ancient and like. the idea that he’s a creature thats incredibly predisposed to loving? and he chooses to be evil despite that?? insane.

then when we take into account my interpretation of the events at the end of the game (him putting his former teammates in dimension D) being an act of “i dont want to m ake a world without you guys”? ghhh insaner. he loves because hes predisposed to it. but he chooses to be evil. buthe ccant not love. he cant imagine a perfect world without his friends even if they hate him i fucking love this game

#me #super paper mario #GHH AND I KNOW ITS SO FUCKING FANONY TOO BUT LIKE #let me have this lol #dimentio #my headcanons

[jo3ydr3w]

no no no i cant do this again i just spen ttow of so days straight doing it i ccant 

#vent

[murray---adam]

Try to get his hand off and run

/ i cant ,i ccant,

[absentmoon]

COURIER HAVE U READ ALL ROADS … i just read it earlier and i Loved it they draw benny so nice :]

^this panels driving me nuts its so pretty

I HAVENT SPECIFICALLY BECAUSE I CCANT. I CCANNNT. I CANR. I CANNOT. I CANT

#hes so Ummmmmmmmmm . Hes. Well hes so. Um. Uhhhh ummmm. Um. yea 👍 #i will get to it one day Maybe.Eventually. Some day. #daisy.txt #moot tag #davie/billy