lieutenant besties !
(if anyone knows who initially drew them as sanrio characters, i'd love to thank them for the spot on idea)
my commissions are still open!
link to all my stuff -> x
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I get so mad with these girls on tiktok that call themselves "jirai" just because they like wearing girly-kei clothes. like, it's insane.
they just can't even do an easy research about what jirai kei REALLY IS without resuming it all just with the fashion THAT ISNT EVEN JIRAI KEI AT ALL...
this is killing me I can't
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Here we go again... time for another Phantom Tales of the Night rant dump
⚠️ Warning for major spoilers up to Volume 11
From my previous notes on Vol 10 plus what we learned in Vol 11 there seems to be 5 incarnations of Sasaki that have been highlighted in the story.
Starting from the oldest incarnation...
Singing Bone: ~ we know this is the oldest version since Owner tells us that this is the first time they met.
Lover Sasaki: from volume 11 ~ was somewhat living with Owner and Owner stated that they loved him.
***Super Old Sasaki: from volumes 7 & 9 ~ this version is the Sasaki with Super Old Rei who reveals himself as a skeletal monster. This is the version that is the Author --- this is also the version that Yoshitaka Kudou sees and that Kaibara is researching.
Adult Sasaki: from volume 8 ~ this is the incarnation who was arrested for political writings and whose will-o-the-whisp moved on.
Current Sasaki ~ our present day kiddo.
For Saejima Rei, he does not show up until the Super Old Sasaki timeline. I believe this is where their souls or fates became intertwined. This is probably the only reason that Owner became involved with trying to 'change' the Saejima curse.
We see 2 Saejima Rei incarnations:
Super Old Saejima Rei/Mandarin Orange Rei ~ where their paths seem to first cross (I'm thinking more of Current Rei's grandfather or great grandfather) because Kaibara found the *old* writings of SO Sasaki.
Current Rei ~ teacher and newest incarnation of Rei, brother to Rin and cousin is Tousei, grew up with Yoshitaka Kudou.
With the info from Vol 11 it's not too far fetched to say that Owner feels that SO Saejima "stole" Sasaki from them. I was getting the impression that Sasaki cared for and maybe even loved Rei in that timeline. Perhaps Rei loved him back as he kept his skull with him.
So the one thing Owner wants (family/love?) is taken from them. When Owner kicked out Kaibara, they stated that they "did try to make a home once but couldn't do it."
SO/MO Rei tells Owner that "Only by speaking to others can we end this cycle."
By setting it up for Rei to cross paths with Current Sasaki, Kaibara, and Kudou again... (ppl who understand his family's curse) He is setting up the opportunity to "speak to others" and end the grudge/curse cycle.
The same goes for Sasaki, SO Sasaki wanted a true friend someone he could speak to freely without hiding the knowledge of his body. (Or so he thought...)
This branch goes back to Kudou's conversation with Owner at the waterfall. Owner states that Kudou loves Rei and then asks "what will you do with this knowledge.... if I say he is not happy... are you going to try and make him happy?"
To which Kudou responds, "That's not what it means to wish for a person's happiness. It's to hope for that person to be happy even when you're not there."
The showdown in Vol 11 is centered around Rei. Kudou wants to save him. Tousei wants to consume him. Sasaki relates to him.
Owner thought there was a connection building between them when Sasaki asked what he wanted to fill himself with so long ago. They reach out to him only to be left behind when Sasaki says it isn't about him right now.
Then again at the end of the volume Sasaki asks Owner to tell him what he's been searching for 'up until this life'. It looks like Owner is about to tell him when they are interrupted by Kudou and Rei 😩
Reviewing older volumes, I think Owner is sticking with the reincarnations of Sasaki to figure out what/where his "core" or soul is. It seems that he is hoping for the version that loved him back to return, based off my interpretation of Owner's convo with the Bone Monk in Vol 8.
That ultimately Owner is trying to rebuild their family/home with Sasaki as it once was.
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I hate even more that I'm into kawaii fashion and most of the girls I see in pinterest to give me an inspiration to make my own outfits are so thin and small . I wish I was like them .
I'm so sad that I'm dealing with these thoughts again .. i know I can't control it (but my meds can and it's not working anymore) but it's so disappointing.
I wish I see more fat and big girls into kawaii.. this would help me even a bit :(
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‧͙⁺˚・༓☾ pinned post! ‧͙⁺˚・༓☾
✧ hi !! my name is cass, you can also call me cassandra :)
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