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misc-obeyme · 1 year

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MASTERLIST

BY TYPE

headcanons

ficlets

drabbles

thoughts/event posts/lesson recaps

series masterposts

OC/MC masterpost

BY CHARACTER ~coming soon~

Lucifer

Mammon

Leviathan

Satan

Asmodeus

Beelzebub

Belphegor

Diavolo

Barbatos

Simeon

Solomon

Raphael

Mephistopheles

Thirteen

MULTI-CHAPTER

The Threads That Bind

EVENTS

500 Followers Prompt Event - Complete

1,000 Followers Prompt Event - Complete

Flufftober 2023 - Complete

Kinktober 2023 - Complete

Cozy Comforts - Complete

TAGS

misc writes: all the writing

misc naughty times: anything slightly suggestive or NSFW

misc rambles: whenever I just talk about stuff

misc lesson recap: every lesson breakdown post

misc writing update: when I write little status updates about what I'm currently working on

misc oc arsenios: any and all posts related to my OC Arsenios

misc mc ciaran: any and all posts related to my MC Ciaran

misc queues: all the posts I queue - if this tag is on a post it means I queued it up at some point so I might not be actively online when it posts

misc scenario: short quote/script format posts

nonsense posting: when the thing I'm posting seems especially ridiculous to me

late night nonsense posting: my super secret nonsense tag that I add to things that I post after 12 am my time - peruse at your discretion (much worse than regular nonsense posting)

midday nonsense posting: my even more secret & quite rare nonsense tag for things I post during work hours - usually while waiting for zoom meetings or if I can't get something off my mind

obey me game play: any and all Obey Me tutorials/explanations/references on things game play specific

character tags: all characters are tagged with "obey me name" where name is obviously the name of the character (e.g. obey me barbatos)

obey me mc: any and all MCs (except mine, but including canon)

obey me oc: any and all OCs (except mine)

Thank you for reading!

#masterlist #misc masterlist #misc writes #misc naughty times #misc rambles #misc lesson recap #misc writing update #misc oc arsenios #misc mc ciaran #misc queues #misc scenario #nonsense posting #late night nonsense posting #midday nonsense posting #obey me game play

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marmoue · 11 months

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some more updated oc refs from 2022!

#marmoue art #realized i havent posted some art in a while so im gonna queue some #i dont think theres much but here is Some #oc: roshan #oc: anton #oc: ciaran #oc: fleur

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kommunistkaitou · 1 year

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ive now gone through ciaran @rilianedautriche's entire zero escape tag (111 pages) twice and i intend to do it again after ive finished ztd and can see those spoilers but the issue is that ive been queueing a lot so that I don't flood my dash w nothing but ZE, and setting up my queue to alternate between ZE posts and other posts, since it posts twice a day. but my queue is now over 80 posts long, and it will be longer when i add more non-ze to balance the ZE thats in there. so it seems like i should make it post more often, but if I increase it to 3 times a day, it'll throw off the alternating :| and its such a pain to rearrange the order of things

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iorveth1040 · 1 year

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What in the

Ciaran must have put that last post in my queue. How do I delete it?

#thus spoke iorveth

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cerasus--flores · 2 years

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i think lyle should kiss adam's honkai corruption marks. all of them. y'know, as a treat.

#sorry i get brainrot for they every time i open disc #hikaru rambling on #ciaran queueing posts #honkai impact 3rd #apho adam #lyle collodi #adamlyle

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bomberqueen17 · 3 years

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My favourite of yours is absolutely peace tied, I've read it multiple times and I jumped on every update immediately!

ha, thanks! I hadn't realized that post had come out of my queue so I was mildly confused. but! i thought of a fun game, I'll give sequel or outtake snippets for asks! so. here is a snippet from the sequel to the sequel of Peace-Tied, which I am working on and which is taking forever!

“How can there be no one alive who knows [what year Iorveth was born]?” Roche asked.

Iorveth’s smile went taut and he looked away. After a moment, Ciaran said, “You-- you realize dh’oine have killed most of the Aen Seidhe on the Continent, yes? This is a thing you were aware of?”

“I know this,” Roche said, pulling his mitten off to rub his forehead. He put it back on hastily; it was cold out here and he’d been out in it a long time.

“Not all Aen Seidhe used the same calendar reckonings,” Ciaran said, voice colder than the air.

Iorveth turned back to look at Roche, grin sharp and keen. “So how old are you?”

“Guess,” Roche said, before his mind could catch up with his mouth.

“A hundred,” Ruarigh said.

“Dh’oine don’t live that long,” Ciaran said scornfully.

“How long do they live,” Faengil asked, nudging his horse forward to peer at Roche with great interest.

“Do they really not know,” asked one of the men Roche had recruited. He was a former Temerian soldier, and sort of presently still was, though he was so muffled in remade old fur-lined coats that he mostly looked like a bear.

“Why would they know how long it takes us to die of natural causes?” Roche asked. “For all they know, I’m twenty-two.”

“I’m guessing not that,” Iorveth said.

“Well if she’s twenty,” Faengil said, indicating Ves, “then you must be older.” He hesitated. “Right?”

#my writing #peace-tied #asks answered

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samgiddings · 3 years

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Check-In Tag

Stole this from @cluelesslesbian bc it looks fun and i'm bored >:)c (yes I should be doing homework, no don't worry abt it)

anyone who wants to do this, go ahead and say I tagged u bc i'm officially tagging u mentally rn <3

1. why did you choose your url?

LOL because I came back to tumblr solely to be an Until Dawn blog. When Rush of Blood came out I was lucky enough to snag a canon URL so I've held onto it ever since!

2. any side blogs? if you have them: name them and why you have them

Um ok like a million. I'm not going to tag them all but I have one that's just for random posts I want to find later/don't feel like tagging, my old art one (rip), my miraculous ladybug one, my total drama one, my art archive one, uhhhhhhhhhh a vent one, ummm idk probably a lot more i'm forgetting :')

3. how long you’ve been on tumblr?

too long LMAO. This blog was made in 2016 but my original blog was made in March 2013!

4. do you have a queue tag?

yesssss #nice queuein' tex

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

This one I really only started because I got this URL, but when I started my OG, it was bc I had a couple friends telling me to get tumblr :)

6. why did you choose your icon?

Aughhhh it's my FAVOURITE THING EVER!!! I commissioned it from @reallyhardydraws and I'm not sure I'll change it bc I'm obsessed w/ it. Plus it matches the url haha.

7. why did you choose your header?

I think I've had the same one since I first started this blog? It's just a random picture I took a long time ago while going through the mountains.

8. what’s your post with the most notes?

The cinematic parallels one LOOL. I think it's at 145k as of today? And then after that it's that name one at around 115k I think. I'm still holding out for orple juice though 😤

9. how many mutuals do you have?

44, not counting doubles :)

10. how many followers do you have?

26k (as far as u know 😘)

11. how many people do you follow?

107!

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

um when have I not. lbr that's this blog's legacy. even when I was solely an until dawn blog, I was popular for memes and shit posts.

13. how often do you use tumblr each day?

usually once in the morning, once or twice in the afternoon, then twice in the evening. idk bc I don't follow a ton of ppl I usually catch up with my dash in like 10 minutes tops.

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?

yes <3 i used to get into a lot of until dawn drama bc I was fed up with the tag being exclusively ppl hating on ashley and/or emily. now i'm old and don't really care enough to, plus the fandom is practically dead. in those cases idk if anyone won bc usually both sides were too stubborn to change their opinions.

15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

hate them. if a post says that I will not reblog it. I hate the guilt-trippiness of it. I don't rlly care when ppl I follow rb them tho, it's more just the person who says "you need to reblog this" that gets on my nerves lol.

16. do you like tag games?

yes bc I love talking abt myself!! <3

17. do you like ask games?

see above! <3 <3

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

me <3 um jk that doesn't count. i'd say mel or ciaran strange probably??? lolol

19. do i have a crush on a mutual?

hahahahahahahahahaha 🤩🤩🤩idk maybe but @alternative-girlfriend is cute 😳

#med mumbles #friends and fans #tag game #abt me #did not proofread so!

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heroparadigm · 4 years

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Okay going to watch a little more youtube and then head off to bed. I have a few posts in my queue right now. My goal for tomorrow is these posts. It’s not all the replies I owe people. Just trying to make my way through them all.

@jacksonoflucifer - Kevin [1]

@cnceuntcld - Rex [1]

@damagedbyfate - Hades [1]

@thegreatworkofmagic - Ciaran [1]

@apocketfullofmuses - Gabe [1]

@professoriisms - First Professor [2]

@aquestionthatsneverbeenposed Merlin [1]

#ooc #nite y'all

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headcanontheshitoutofsoulsborne · 5 years

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lady-dragoon hat auf dein Foto geantwortet “Ciaran’s affection for Artorias is one-sided. The Abysswalker is gay...”

bad post

Look guys, I am getting tired of this. When you don’t agree with the headcanons, then just leave and don’t post about it in the notes that I, the mun, even though the headcanon was from a completely different person. I think it is time that I queue some salt headcanons again...

#lady-dragoon #replies

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mrslittletall · 5 years

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Prompt: I know you are in there somewhere fight Fandom: Dark Souls Characters: Artorias the Abysswalker, Dragon Slayer Ornstein Word Count: 1.577 AO3-Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/15153839/chapters/39038302 Warning: Graphic depictions of violence, Major Character Death

Written for @badthingshappenbingo

Summary: Ornstein follows Artorias on his mission to Oolacile and is faced with a horrible decision, when he realizes, that his friend has been corrupted by the abyss.

(Author's note: It is time for the most angsty one of the prompts. Prepare your handkerchiefs for it is time to cry and suffer.) I have ideas for the purple marked prompts but you can still send them in to getting their position in the queue up. Also, I am still searching for a whumper for “Hiding an Injury”, so here is your chance.

Ornstein hadn't been able to shake this bad feeling away. After Artorias had left for his mission in Oolacile, he felt like something was wrong, very wrong. Ciaran must have felt it too, cause the woman had disappeared one night only leaving a note that she would have an eye on Artorias. But Ornstein still couldn't find any rest, so he abandoned his post, his duties and his silver knights to follow Artorias to Oolacile, even though he knew it would get him into great trouble.

And there he was now, standing in an arena, hardly able to believe his own eyes.

“Artorias?”, he asked, unsure if the raging figure in front of him really was his friend. “It is you, right? My eyes aren't doing tricks on me, correct?”

Instead of answering, Artorias howled and opened with a jumping attack. Ornstein managed to evade it at the last moment, a slight shock in him that Artorias would attack him. He clutched his spear in both hands, taking in a defensive stance.

“Artorias, don't you recognize me? It's me, Ornstein.”, he said with a pleading tone in his voice. As a response, Artorias swung his sword in his signature spinning move. Ornstein managed to avoid this attack too, he knew how deadly it could be. Artorias had never used it in a duel against him, knowing how devastating it would be if one day Ornstein wouldn't be able to evade it. His spear still tightly clutching, it felt like his knuckles were already going white beneath his gauntlets, Ornstein took a few steps backwards, as the wolf knight had to straighten up because of the attack's momentum.

Artorias took a few steps forward or more, he limped forward. Still walking backwards, Ornstein could see in what a bad state he was. He wasn't even holding his sword in the left hand, the whole arm dangled uselessly downwards, he had the sword in his right hand instead and didn't even had his shield with him. And where in the world was Sif? Ornstein could see the black sludge coming from him. Corrupted, he thought, taken by the abyss.

His armour clanked as Ornstein's back hit the arena wall. Artorias took this as opportunity to start another attack, Ornstein recognized the stance as the sword thrust. He didn't had any trouble to evade it, the distinct shape of the arena hindered that he could get cornered. Artorias immediately followed with another attack and this time Ornstein raised his spear to parry the swing.

If Artorias really had been taken by the abyss, he would have no choice. Ornstein felt a lump forming in his throat at the thought. He swallowed, it was a hot and dry feel, while the thoughts crossed his mind. Then I need to kill him.

He shivered at the thought. For now, he hadn't fought back, hadn't tried to hurt Artorias, simply evaded and parried his attacks. No, he couldn't do it. Artorias was his comrade, his friend, there had to be another way. He needed to snap him out of this rage. With a determined look at his face, Ornstein stepped back to evade another attack and swung his spear to parry the next blow of the sword.

“Artorias, you need to snap out of it.”, he said, pressing his spear against the sword, on which Artorias had laid a lot of force. Ornstein knew, if Artorias would have used his left hand, he wouldn't had any trouble to shove his spear aside and probably severe his arm in the process. “This is not who you are. You are Artorias, one of the four knights of Gwyn, one of Anor Londo's heroes who fought in the dragon war. You have a wolf companion named Sif.” Ornstein could feel that he would lose the battle of force, Artorias was close to push his weapon aside. He decided to pull back himself. The sudden absence of force made Artorias' sword collide heavily with the ground.

“Remember, who you are.”, Ornstein screamed over the noise. “Where is the Artorias that loved to bake cookies and would surprise us with them when we least expected it?”

The wolf knight only answered with another howl and started an attack that consisted of several successive flips. Absolute deadly if you got caught in it, Ornstein had to be on his toes to evade all three of them, but when Artorias got up after the finished attack, he had another chance.

“Artorias, please, don't you hear me?”, he said, his voice had a pleading tone in it. “You would always go feed the stray cats and dogs in Anor Londo, remember?”

Artorias turned his head and stared directly at Ornstein. Ornstein felt a chill running down his spine, the face of the wolf knight couldn't even been made out anymore.. it just looked like a black abyss.

“You were knitting all of us scarfs for the winter, remember?”, Ornstein said, feeling tears welling up in his eyes. There was no response.

“Fine.”, Ornstein said, sniffling a bit. “If I have to beat you out of this, so shall it be.” He readied his spear and started an attack, expecting Artorias to evade it, but the wolf knight just stayed where he was and Ornstein's spear connected with armour and flesh. He could make out blood that seeped from the fresh injury and Ornstein pulled his spear back immediately.

“Artorias, I am so sorry, I didn't want to... I was hoping...” What exactly? That Artorias would snap out of it by him fighting back? Staring at the bloodied blade of his spear, Ornstein didn't notice the sword coming down and a sharp pain in his left arm told him, that he hadn't evaded the blow in time. He could feel blood pouring out of the wound, the arm feeling limp, probably broken from the sheer force. “At least we are even now.”, Ornstein murmured and took his spear in his right hand alone.

Ornstein knew by heart how Artorias fought and the same should be true for Artorias and while the wolf knight used all his familiar attacks, he left himself wide open for Ornstein's own. Ornstein winced every time a blow connected with the wolf knight. After a while Artorias staggered back. “Artorias, are you back?”, Ornstein asked. “Have I finally beat some sense into you...?”

No answer. Instead, the darkness of the Abyss surrounded Artorias while he howled, Ornstein wasn't sure if it was in pain or in rage. Both probably.

“I know you are still in there somewhere.”, Ornstein screamed. “Artorias, please fight. Where is your unbreakable will of still you are so famous for?”

The black fog cleared around Artorias. Ornstein didn't knew if it was an illusion, but it looked like Artorias would glow with darkness. He took a few step backwards as the wolf knight limped forwards, adjusting his sword.

“It is of no use, right?”, Ornstein said, the tears which were welling up in his eyes starting to fall. “You have no clue who you are anymore, right?” He shivered. He didn't want to do this. He didn't want to kill his friend. But I have too, were all he could think about.

Artorias readied a jump attack. This would be his chance. Ornstein had to do it now or he would never be able to scrape together the will for this atrocious act. He didn't move, he didn't try to avoid, instead shortly before Artorias attack connected with him, he jerked his spear up and pierced it through the chest of the wolf knight, having activated the special lightning powers within it. A thing he normally wouldn't do in any of their duels. He heard Artorias scream, a sound that would haunt him in his nightmares.

Blood and goo seeped out from Artorias, he could hear him wheeze. Ornstein yanked the spear out of the wound, which made more blood splatter, from Artorias chest and mouth. The wolf knight collapsed to the ground.

“Oh, Artorias, I am so sorry.”, Ornstein whispered, kneeling down beside his friend. “I wish there would have been another way. Why didn't you hear me?”

He could hardly believe it when he heard the faint whisper of Artorias voice. “Ornstein?”, he said.

“I am here, don't talk. It isn't too late. Maybe we can still fix you up!”, Ornstein frantically started to rummage around his belongings, he must have a divine blessing somewhere.

“Ornstein, it's too late.” A cough and a wheeze. “I am already consumed... by the dark.. the abyss.” Another cough, Ornstein could feel how a weak hand hold out to his own. “I am so sorry, please, all of you, forgive me. For I have availed nothing.”

Ornstein shivered, feeling the tears streaming out of his eyes, clutching the hand of his friend with his own.

“Thank you... that at least... I can die.. as myself... with a friend at my side.” The hand of Artorias got limp. Ornstein shivered, the salty taste of tears on his lips, he felt like screaming, but instead, he just collapsed on the ground, feeling empty, as if some void had swallowed his heart.

He could feel a hand on his shoulder and raised his head a little, enough to make out Ciaran's mask.

“Ciaran... what have I done?”, he asked.

“What you had to.” (Author's note: I used some of the cut Artorias dialogue for this. From the moment I saw this prompt I wanted to use Ornstein and Artorias for it. The fic was inspired by this video.)

#badthingshappenbingo #I know you are in there somewhere fight #dark souls #dragon slayer ornstein #artorias the abysswalker #major character death #tw blood #graphic depiction of violence #littlewritesstuff

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liberatingflame · 6 years

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Tagged By: @miranda-mundt-art

Rules: list all the things you’re currently working on in as much or as little detail as you’d like, then tag some friends to see what they’re working on.

Actively In Progress:

Heathers RPG made in Ren’Py. Planning stage at the moment where I’m hopefully going to write out the first scene tonight to make sure I have everything together. I plan on finishing the temp. sprites for all characters I’ll have in the game (they’re bad stick figures) tonight as well.

Script for Adapt. It’ll be like an outline of what I’m going to be doing when I get to either writing it out or making it a game, depending on how successful the Heathers one will be.

Ghost AU story from the moment of return to being partially in this world to some reconciliation.

Making a new, more detailed post for the RPG ideas to have spread around for more information included about what I hope to have in the project.

Projects that are in Queue but not actively being worked on now:

The Adapt game itself.

Updating the Patreon Ciaran + I have with rewards and everything. Once I can... think of some. Or my own. If anyone has any suggestions for either, that’d be fantastic!!

Thinking about a Poisson game so it’s easier to make a story and make sure characters are described well with visuals. Mermaids are difficult to make sure you picture the same thing the entire story without repetitive description.

FBIS. At this point, it’s been changed a lot and I want to rewrite it as its own thing instead of where it started.

More dirtyheathers if I can. What we have to work with isn’t inspiring visual shitposts that haven’t been done already.

There’s probably more in queue, but the in progress stuff is just so much that I can’t think of any other plans I’ll be doing any time soon.

Tagging: idk @larvaloverlord? I have no idea who else hasn’t been tagged.

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misc-obeyme · 1 year

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name: CC age: 30+ pronouns: they/them main blog: @misc-magic

about: Please call me CC! (Anyone can call me this, please go ahead! You can call me misc too if you prefer.) This blog is for my Obey Me writing and for reblogging all kinds of Obey Me content. I mostly write fluff, but I will also write smut and the occasional angst. I also like to write about lessons, events, and characters. See the links below for info on my writing and request status! Barbatos image from @/ephemeral-memories.

requests: currently CLOSED ask box: always OPEN for chats/thoughts

masterlist | ao3 REQUEST RULES oc & mc masterpost

current writing status update

latest works: Obey Me Zodiac Signs: my opinions on the canon signs & what I think they should have been Beelzebub drabble Belphegor drabble Barbatos drabble Barbatos drabble

coming soon: Mammon drabble Secrets & Serenades: multi chapter Arsenios (OC) x MC

asks: Please feel free to send me asks! Requests (if open), random thoughts, just chatting, whatever you want, it's all good. This is a safe space and I am always judgment free. So talk to me about whatever you like! Due to volume, I normally respond to asks in 2-3 days!

If you would like to claim an emoji/anon nickname, please let me know in your ask!

anons: 🦁, 🪱, grey Asmo, Michael anon, 🍵, 🧬, 💚🌻, 🐚🦀, 🐈‍⬛, 🍁, 🎠, 🧼, ^^, 🥐, ✨, bows for Barb, angsty anon, 🐌, 🪿, 🦊, Solomon🤍, 🍄, 🐆

minors: You probably shouldn't follow me, but I don’t have the time to monitor you so do what you will. If you decide to follow anyway, do me a solid and block the tag "misc naughty times." Also I’m old so please don’t dm me or anything.

nsfw: You will find nsfw stuff here. Whether it's my writing or reblogs, I will tag it all with "misc naughty times" so you can block that tag if you so desire.

tags: You’ll find this post is tagged with all the tags I use on my fics and other such posts. More info can be found in the masterlist as well.

THANK YOU! Seriously, thank you to everyone who has liked, reblogged, or followed me. I appreciate all of you!

And as always, thank you for reading!

#pinned post #misc writes #misc rambles #misc writing update #misc lesson recap #misc answers #misc mc ciaran #misc oc arsenios #misc naughty times #misc queues #obey me game play

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liesonthefloordramatically · 6 years

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2017 recap post

A 2017 recap post, posted in 2018 because I forgot to queue it up like a winner. If you’ve never seen one of these before it’s because...you haven’t been looking in the right places. >.>

Good stuff that happened this year:

I am officially ABD!

New World Magischola was pretty fun! But maybe...the real treasure was the friends we made along the way???

I’m in Japan and...still breathing? I somehow got someone to fund my weird research project?

I taught again and loved it and my students loved it so it all worked out.

I’m teaching myself to be a better cook, by which I mean a more ridiculous cook whose fridge is full of 漬物.

My apartment is slowly being taken over by JJBA gear. Like...so much of it. So much.

My roommates and friends continue to be A+, the best, and the greatest. Like, seriously, I’m not gonna be a sap or Make It Weird but like...you’re great. I love you.

Stuff I made this year:

Blogging: Again, barely wrote anything this year. “On being unrequited” is probably my favorite bit of blogging I’ve done this year, but there aren’t that many other choices.

Linkspams: I think I only made one this whole year lkjsdfkhaskjhfksafa what the frick

Fiction: the shape of the universe (and other constants) (NWM fic wrapping up the disaster child’s story) is definitely the best thing I wrote this year. But I have like...a huge soft spot in my heart for “Once all of this is over”? I know that there are like...three people in the world who are interested in my niche JJBA traumafic but also like...I enjoyed writing it. It was enjoyed by me.

Playlists: A whole bunch! Just bunches and bunches of playlists! Some particular favorites: Queens and Dragons (a playlist for Dragonoak), It’s JJ STYLE (a playlist for whenever you feel stand alone), Everything comes back to you (a playlist of kind of mellow, kind of sad, easily loopable songs), Summer 1999 (a playlist for the Morioh kids), Diamond Is Unbreakable Stands (a playlist of every single Stand in DiU; probably the most effort I’ve ever put into a playlist), That girl is a god damn problem (a playlist for the Stone Ocean ladies).

LARP: I wrote one! Holy cow! That happened!

Powerpoint presentations: I’ve made four PPTs about JJBA in the past four months and I need to note that somewhere so I’m frickin’ noting it here

Other stuff: I guest lectured twice! Taught a whole lot of recitations! Got some kids psyched about Japanese history! Got a 5/5 for “generates enthusiasm” on my evaluations! Also I guess I wrote a prospectus and a conference paper too or whatever.

Media I enjoyed this year:

Books (fiction): Dragonoak by Sam Farren is the clear winner here. Read it. Please. Honorable mentions to Blank Spaces by Cass Lennox (ace fiction that I actually really enjoyed! also generated some good conversations with friends), Musketeer Space by Tansy Raynor Roberts (have you ever wanted to read The Three Musketeers but like...it’s in space?), and Labyrinth Lost by Zoraida Cordova (bi Latinx brujas? Um, yes please).

Manga/comics: The Wicked + The Divine and JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure win here. In part because I didn’t read much else, but also because they’re danged good (in the case of WicDiv) and danged...something (in the case of JJBA). Actually, you know what, it’s my weird side blog that nobody follows: JJBA is good. It’s good. There, I said it. Please don’t fight me I’m very conflict averse on the internet lksjdkfjhaskfhdas

Fanfic: Read A WHOLE TON because I fell into the JJBA tags on AO3. Favorites I read for the first time this year include *deep breath* Fluency by standpreg (JJBA), Untitled (1980-2014) by platinumfinale/saint-vagrant/Ciaran (JJBA), pretty much everything etymologyplayground has written for JJBA (but especially Twin Human Highway Flares), “magpies” by winchilsea (YOI), all of nevermordor’s JJBA fic (but especially Let the Good Times Roll), “around you the world is greener” by kevystel (YOI), and honestly many more but this list is already getting unwieldy. Lots of fanfic read by me. Maybe some day I’ll put together a full rec list for JJBA fic instead of just sketchily sending people huge walls of urls whenever they finish a part.

Films: Get Out is the winner here. I feel like I saw other films this year but none of them made that deep of an impression. But also my memory is crap so like...who knows.

TV: Uhhhhh, JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure, obviously. Also H and I watched almost all of Mushishi and enjoyed it a lot! Also enjoyed A Series of Unfortunate Events.

Podcasts: The Adventure Zone wins for this year, although I only started it in the past few months. Honorable mentions to Within the Wires, The Bright Sessions, and The Strange Case of Starship Iris.

Music: What I listened to this year was kind of all over the place. Lots and lots of RADWIMPS (“Aadaakoodaa” and “I Novel” are particular favorites). Hey Ocean!’s IS was my jam for like a solid month as well as The Limousine’s Get Sharp. According to Spotify my top songs were “Atlas Hands” and “Haunted,” neither of which is particularly surprising, and my top artists were Sleeping at Last and Ingrid Michaelson which is slightly more surprising. Also, Bump. Always and forever Bump.

and finally...

Not so good stuff that happened this year:

HAHAHA LET’S NOT TALK ABOUT THE NEWS

actually, no, let’s briefly talk about the news: PTSD has been hell because uhhhhh I can’t go more than five minutes on any social media without seeing friends posting about sexual violence, and even when it’s not them offering their bad opinions (which, to be clear, is more frequent than I would like), it’s still not good for my mental health

Living in Japan...is not my favorite. Also given that the way you usually connect to your social networks when you’re abroad is through social media................yeah.

Consequently, mental health = BAD. Honestly, this year has had some of the worst periods mental health-wise that I’ve ever experienced, and, yes, I’m counting the 2+ months back in 2013 when my PTSD was so bad it was making me physically ill every single day.

The girlfriend and I broke up.

Basically I’m fatigued almost all the time and some kind of monarch of executive dysfunction and also very isolated, and I’m only ever at like 0% or 150% which isn’t great for my productivity

Anyway, I will survive this as I have survived so many other things. Survival is my middle name. Also my last name because I don’t actually have a pseudonymous last name. Queenie Survival Survival. That’s me. The second survival is pronounced very slightly differently than the first one.

Anyway, bye, 2017; あけおめ, 2018.

#Queenie actually says something on this blog #a wild annual recap appears

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