#cried a good amount of time

[alkibiadessuperfan]

I love ac odyssey more than anything else ever made I think

#nothing can give me what ac odyssey gave me #the amount of times i sat in front of the tv screaming in joy and horror #and how i cried when i realised just how many places i can go there #kassandra and alexios changed my brain chemistry #especially kassandra as a character #if i had played the game upon release i would have been a different person #but its good i played it at 20 and not 16 #ahahaha #ac odyssey #assassins creed #kassandra of sparta #kassandra the eagle bearer

[pokeharvest]

third time i'm watching les mis in a week let's gooooooo

[Image IDs: Various MS Paint figures/stick men looking despaired, upset, and violent. End ID.]

#les miserables #poke things #and the 1739826th time looping the albums #cried an embarrassing amount of times during the 2010 recording good god man #watching the 2019 one right now and actually fuming bc the dvd release was only in the uk. <- physical media enjoyer #still dying to see bradley jaden as javert. his version of the confrontation would fix me i know this <- lying

[stardustinthesky]

I just wanna sit here, watch the sun come up. It occured to me that in all my time here, I've never done that. I wanna know what it looks like when it comes up over the horizon, so I can carry a picture of it in my head.

#babylon 5 #john x delenn #john sheridan #delenn #m: babylon 5 #mine: edits #otp: we are star stuff #to think she does that for 81 years after john's death #i went in to watch and have a good time #and then this show stabbed me in the heart #also: #i cried when bruce said it was his favorite shot from the show #because it is such a beautiful shot of them #side by side always and forever #in each other's light #yk there's just something about them #that makes them legendary in a way none of my other ships ever were #not even john and aeryn #(and i say that as someone who loves johnaeryn with my whole being) #i love them a normal amount i swear

[nishicchikouchi]

How...will Iever get to read another Villainess manhwa without thinking about Kill the Villainess I wonder...?

#this is actually traumatizing #helena was the real deal in this series #the amount of times I cried was unexpected #at least the main couple had a happy ending good for them good for them #the way the other men turned out in this series scares me #kill the villainess

[thedragonemperess]

I need the & Juliet soundtrack injected directly into my veins and if that doesn't work I need it lazered into the forefront of my brain

#marankton speaks because why not #& juliet #specifically i want it that way when the guitar kicks in and every single song lance is in #THE WAY ANNE SAYS 'drink that koolaid' IN THE BROADWAY VERSION LIVES IN MY HEAD RENT FREE FOREVER #'tonight were taking names cuz we dont mess around' SLAY GIRLIEPOP #and juliet #&j #the amount of pure serotonin and giddiness that comes with listening to teenage dream/break free is unmatched #and the POWER that is both larger than life and its my life????? #immaculate #AND THAT'S ONLY THE FIRST ACT #DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE ABSOLUTE BLAST IT IS TO BE LIKE 'its gonna be MAY' AND THEN IT WAS M A Y #THE STRAIGHT CHILLS I GET LISTENING TO THE I CANT FEEL MY FACE/PROBLEM MASH UP???? #EVERY DAMN TIME BBG #THE I WANT IT THAT WAY REPRISE???? GIMME A MAN LIKE WILLIAM RIGHT NOW #AND DU BOI BAND'S BACK ALRIGHT 🗣️🗣️🗣️ #anyway #sorry im having a decently good time right now its weird that doesnt usually happen #edit: im not done #i always forget they threw a fucking adam lambert song in there and its always such a nice surprise #one more try????? BEAUTIFUL NO COMPLAINTS #and im not a girl not yet a woman is like so ???. i wanted to cry while watching it and almost cried when listening to it on the soundtrack #and youre right juliet i am feeling sexy and free youre so right lets get out of here #AND ONCE AGAIN THE FUCKING FULL BODY CONSISTENT CHILLS I GET LISTENING TO BLOW???? I WANT TO LIVE IN THAT FEELING

[ijzermansdriesen]

Two years later and on the other side of major depressive disorder, I don't remember ever crying for maandag 11:03 like I did today.

#like don't get ne wrong I've cried a lot like A LOT watching Sobbe.. an insane unhealthy amount even #over the littlest of things but #not over maandag 11:03 as far as I can remember #Sander breaking down.. his broken cries in Robbe's arms and I couldn't hold my tears anymore #somehow I relate to Sander much more much much more than I went on the hiatus and it's funny because I already related to Sander more #than Robbe before as well #I just felt what he must feel on a very deep and personal level... to think he can never be loved or be treated normally again to always #feel like a victim of his illness a shadow that's lurking always and can anytime overshadow what little happiness or normalcy he tries to #reach and then have someone to tell you it's okay I'm here you're safe you're good we can and we will get through this together ... #to feel anchored and not like you'd fly off any time to have the stability of a loving caring person even through the worst of times when #you hate yourself #oooffff #a crying mess it made me #the way Sander trying to be strong otherwise but breaks down as soon as he realises Robbe really loves him he's really staying ... #not the cruelty it's the tenderness that makes you break down #just how horrible Britt must have been to him nobody deserves that shit #wtfock #don't know if I want to tag this but I'm keeping travk of my posts this way so anyway tag is bereft of people of sorts

[ev-cant-spell]

Good Omens S2 spoilers!

Hello again tumblr! Here’s another edit I made of them because this song makes me physically unwell. Have fun! :)

#seriously if y’all knew the amount of times I’ve cried to this song… #but oh well #good omens #edit #ineffable husbands #gos2

[aroaessidhe]

2024 reads / storygraph

The Liar’s Knot & Labyrinth’s Heart

books 2&3 in a fantasy trilogy set in a Venetian inspired city full of political intrigue

follows a young woman who conned her way into a noble family, a masked vigilante, and a crime boss, who eventually become allies while juggling multiple identities

and trying to save their people and city by joining a secret society to find origins of a corrupting curse, to eventually destroy the powerful magical objects at the heart of it

tarot magic & sigil/geometry magic, dreamworlds, sentient magical disguises

#the liar's knot #labyrinth's heart #rook and rose #aroaessidhe 2024 reads #the summaries at the start are helpful. bc I forgot what happened in book one lol #I enjoyed these better - I think listening to the audiobooks helped with that a lot. They’re quite long books! #the accents in the audiobooks also enhance it a lot #I def enjoyed the series overall & listening to a whole book in a day or 2 (rather than dragging out if i did text format) is better #the overall plot and magic stuff. im not gonna lie and say i understood it all LMAO but I thought it was pretty good & def some great char #don’t super care about romance. like I don’t dislike it - & much prefer the slow burn to instalove that's everywhere - but also eh whateve #also not to be like miraculous ladybug but high fantasy. but #yeah of course the aromantic crime boss w a telepathically linked spider hosting the ghost of a dead guy as his closest companion is my fav #yeah i cried. im tearing up thinking about it now. they’re so good #his little spider gloves for his spider feet? #there's a good amount of queer characters scattered around #(vargo's aromanticism is hinted a few times; and it's pretty clear imo if you're looking; but not explicit) #i see there’s tons of people shipping him/disappointed it wasn’t polyam...I wish it was clearer bc of that. but otherwise it was fine #like. solidly developed in depth character is just as/more important to me overall #but also why'd [redacted] have to leave....nooo :( #also spider on the cover!!! i only noticed that at the end of that book sjdghsf #queer books #aromantic books #bisexual books

[alren-ki]

I just did the catboxes, for the third week in a row, without having to force myself, without feeling like my body wants to collapse into parts, and the only reason I didn't do them yesterday was I didn't have cat litter.

Y'all I think what I'm doing is working, I'm getting my fucking body back.

#awled rens rambles #I- you genuinely have no idea how much #this time last year #I was ready to give up #I was in agonizing amounts of pain almost daily #I was doing the catboxes maybe twice a month feeling extremely guilty and helpless about not doing it more #I couldn't go grocery shoping without my pain spiking into the stratosphere- even on a good day #I was helpless and trapped and in pain and tired #all the time #I can't count the amount of times I went and cried on my porch to get some feeling of going outside #I couldn't get a doctor's appointment until *September* #and I felt the lowest I had since I was 16 and regularly having meltdowns that got pointed at myself #and now #I'm getting better #it's not everything #I still can't drive or really leave the house on my own #but it's so much more then it was #I'm gonna go cry for a bit now #I always expected to lose my body some day #I never expected to get it back

[baeshijima]

4.2 spoilers utc

HYV FUCK OFF

SHES BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH AND HAVING TO SHOULDER THIS BURDEN ALONE AND KEEP UP AN ACT AND ULTIMATELY LOSE HER TRUE SELF BC ITS BEEN 500 YEARS SINCE SHE COULD ACTUALLY BE HER AND NOT PUT UP THE HYDRO ARCHON FACADE WHILE FOCALORS IS WAITING FOR THE RIGHT MOMENT AND OURGH 😭😭 DAUGHTER JUST WANTS THE FINAL TRIAL TO COME SO SHE DOESNT HAVE TO KEEP THIS ACT UP PLS IM SOBBING

SHES BEEN THROUGH TOO MANY SCENES HYV STOP THIS

#just genshin <3 #THROWING UP DAUGHTER FURINA LET ME HUG U AND GIVE U ALL THE CAKES AND SWEET TREATS U WANT #no but this aq..... good lord its so good so far..... #AND ALL THE CUTSCENES HAVE BEEN SO !!!!! #the amount of times ive cried and gasped ;w; #pls let furina finally be happy istg if u dont then hyv u better sleep with one eye open ¬¬

[navramanan]

still heartbroken but cannot move

#i've understood a good while ago that kurdish people are alone in their suffering more than any other muslim people #i suppose bc our biggest oppressor being turkey which is such a beloved country among muslims just erases our struggle #bc any other oppressed muslim people i can think of are suffering either in the hands of non muslim nations or their own corrupt governments #so it gives them a lot more ''credibility''. like there are rules to oppression with credentials you have to meet in order to be valid #in order for your oppression your persecution the distruction of you home(land) the cultural genocide you experience to be valid and real #and cared about by the general muslim population. i have honestly and genuinely not seen any more silence than when it was about us #from the muslim community. i have to time and time again watch how people side with turkey praise their actions eat up their propaganda #and the lost lives arent lost lives but we're lying about them #and no matter how often this pattern is repeated and our very real suffering invalidated and thus ignored #it still shatters my heart an unspeakable amount when i witness it #especially when i then watch the muslim community condemn other nations for the same crimes turkey commits against the kurdish people #turkey does no wrong is the common narrative. and i always feel so lonely in my grief #i still remember october 2019 when trump withdrew the troops from rojava & gave turkey the green light to invade #they inflicted and still inflict immerusable suffering in the region. they bombed them only last week #i remember 4 years ago my mom on the phone with a friend who had fled from the region due to the syrian war #i remember her silently crying on the phone with my mom. she was on speaker. we cried with her #she was as helpless as we were just watching the news about turkey wreaking havoc. she still had family there #and this is just the smallest fraction of what turkey and inflicted upon the kurdish people. but of course it's all fake. we fabricate it #bc we're bored. our tears are fake our families getting bombed are lying. and turkey can do no wrong. #nesi rants

[bare1ythere]

My brain feels like its melting. Too much socialization. Someone lock me in a cupboard for the next two days

#shut up me #I had fun but was spacing out a good amount of the time #and i have to do so much tomoRROWWWW #CRIES

[spokelseskladden]

of course it would be gender dysphoria that finally broke me in the end, just got done bawling my eyes out in front of my psychologist✌️

#I've been in and out of therapy since i was 13 and i can still count the amount of times I've cried on one hand #I'm generally too emotionally constipated to cry in front of people so doing it is like :| #but yeah this is the first time we've properly had a deep discussion about it cause I'm a master of deflection #but it all came out today and she didn't treat me the way i was expecting to be treated #which made me cry even more lmao #was expecting the whole ''oh obviously your idea of gender is warped by your sexist upbringing #which means ur just a confused little girl'' but she actually validated me and said sje wanted to do whatever she could do #to help me figure it all out and that got me sobbing like a baby ok #i should cry more often tbh‚ it felt good

[astrxealis]

being someone who started xiv w 5.3 (basically! though i caught up with everything with 5.5) man all the changed in xiv since then (like the earliest dungeons being changed, the ending of 2.0 with the fights being made to be better) kinda make me sad because i am a sentimental person but also it really has improved the game even if i do miss the past, however uh. worse it may have been! also because my friends who get into ffxiv will never be able to experience what i have and as time goes on that will continue to happen, and then new players as well... so yeah. feeling this way esp with regard to cape westwind the hardest fight in game T___T

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა ffxiv ໒꒱ *·˚ #the best time to start xiv is as soon as you can imo! for me uh i waited a month or a few to actually get the full game from being in free #trial bcs me and lune need to buy two copies (one each) and well if we got money from work stuff that'd be child labor back then so we had #to ask our parents ofc lmfao so to make it better for them we waited for a sale! lune cried when w the last day of the fest there was #finally a sale hehe. i still rmbr that moment tbh. what a lovely night esp after the concert <3 #ANYWAYS THOUGH YEAH. i really want to go through ffxiv someday again. man. my favorite game without a doubt #it makes me really happy whenever i see people interested in ffxiv (esp if it is because of me and/or lune hehe) !! #xiv is something that genuinely means an otherworldly amount to me for many reasons and i owe a lot to it :(( #+ i've made friends and many lovely experiences and the story is so good and the music and i can go on forever! #so. yeah. hehe #anyways this post... i feel what the older players feel i think #idk. if others feel the same way as me lol but yeah ive only played for 2 years and later this year will be my 3rd anniv #and it will be on my birthday <3 !!! ig another reason why xiv has really stuck with me. it almost feels like a birthday gift

[kurtcore]

I got a great mark on my presentation !!!!!!!

#so happy rn !! :D #my neg feedback was mostly abt me not being a great public speaker lol #but my research was all excellent :) #the amount of times i cried over this presentstion as well… feels so good to have done well #hype hype hype phd here i come eventually. lol

[aeterna---amantes]

|| PR's Fever Dream is so so so so good! My aura is getting darker with each song though, and I've listened to it all day...

#ooc #|| *is genuinely worried for Remington* #|| I love his voice. He's so talented. I don't regret listening to him but man I'm worried he'd do something to himself. #|| There had been that one occasion when he hinted at sxicide on Twitter. #|| I panicked so much I wrote to him on Instagram. I never do that. But I got so scared of losing him that I just couldn't... #|| I keep thinking how Linkin Park's Chester wrote most of their songs and how each of them were probably cries for help. #|| And even though my words probably wouldn't've meant anything to him I still feel a massive amount of guilt. #|| That I never thought of telling him how much his songs meant to me. That he saved my life. #|| If I'd told him I probably wouldn't feel that guilt to this day. So I can just hope... that Remington will take good care of himself. #|| There are roads one shouldn't take. Taking one's life is such a road. 😔 #|| And I know what I'm talking about. I've been there. Many many times. 😔 #suicide mention tw #death tw #personal