#especially cause it's not fucking mine!

[medicinemane]

I'm kinda fucking furious with my mom

Her stupid slob lazy ass has lost my fucking ballot

I fucking brought it in with the mail, but it was such a fucking busy week with so much shit on my plate (think the fridge may have been dead still at that point, can't remember) but I go to check the mail and it's like ah yeah, there they are

Only just remembered cause had so much stuff going on and... she's just been making a pile of trash in the kitchen instead of going through the mail, and she's going "oh I never saw them"

Fuck you, my fucking mistake for trusting you with anything. I should have known you're such an asshole you can't even open your own mail

Like I'm actually fuming right now

#when I say I literally have to do everything myself I fucking mean it cause this is what happens when I don't #but you see; she's so fucking busy writing for anthologies again despite 'learning her lesson' not to overload her plate #learning that lesson over and over and over and then ignoring it; like saying aloud how she's learned it #she never fucking helps; she has zero fucking attention to detail #like... I'm scatterbrained; I can forgive it but... she literally only fucking makes problems for me #she's quite literally a fucking child; like I can straight up tell you that she's emotionally stunted to about 14 #and so she acts like a fucking child most of the time and like... I'm fucking sick of it #now I'll need to scour the house and track down the ballots just to be able to fucking vote #like... I just... I just fucking... brought the mail in; but like fuck me I guess for being so tired I trusted her with the ballots #I guess I need to fucking... separate out all important mail and not let her touch it #and like it is just a huge trash pile of old mail; and I have so so so fucking much trouble going through that shit #especially cause it's not fucking mine! #but I guess I know how I gotta try and spend tomorrow #just... get the fuck out of my house; I'm so sick of you lady #fucking 5 minutes of cleaning even once a month... it would be fucking something #I'm... I'm doing real bad these days; and she just keeps piling more shit on my plate all the god damn time #...I'm tired... I'm tired of not even being able to bring in mail apparently

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

a question for the lights out au

what would happen if someone new woke up like an oc or someone who was packed away in a corner away from everyone?

no idea! it's none of my business <3

#listen if yall want to fuck around w the au and throw your ocs in there - go for it! dont let me stop you #but - and i say this as neutrally if not positively as possible - leave me out of it <3 #simply put - not my basket not my eggs! #especially w/ lights out cause for me the whole Thing is that no one but the 9 were ever real #but yeah just. have fun. you dont need my permission or input to be creative #go do your thing & ill keep doing mine #rambles from the bog

[whogirl42]

Okay but the reveal that not only were Ravonna and Mobius BOTH once hunters, but that they were partners????? Adds so so much depth to their relationship makes so much sense why a judge and an analyst would be so close. And that Mobius couldn't kill the child that would grow up to kill thousands so Ravonna made the hard call and did it in his place??? God that adds so much weight to earlier in the season where Ravonna spoke about how she's always made the tough choices so Mobius didn't have to😭

Truly EONS of friendship, being partners trusting each other having each other's backs cleaning up each others messes. A bond that lasted hundreds of years later even after they were professionally separated and Ravonna was promoted to judge and Mobius transferred to analysis. I just. NO FUCKING WONDER Ravonna felt so gd betrayed when Mobius got a new bestie and chose him over her. And no wonder even after Ravonna literally pruned Mobius in S1 he still wanted to try and work things out and mend bridges cause they've been through tough shit together before and after all this time they're basically each other's FAMILY and-

#God these two get me so emotional #On the whole I'm fine with Loki ending with s2 cause that was one HELL of a finale holy fucking shit #But I'll be really fucking sad if we never get to see these two reconcile and be besties again #Like Ravonna's story is clearly not fucking over she could easily appear in future movies #In fact I think it's more likely than not that she does especially with her teased connection to Kang #And Mobius's story isn't over either yet #So it wouldn't be a stretch to bring them both over to over MCU projects and do a slow-burn besties to enemies to besties again type arc #(With Mobius also reuniting with his husband cause they're literal soulmates) #Mine #loki spoilers #loki series #loki season 2 #loki 2x06 #ravonna renslayer #mobius m mobius #Mobius x Ravonna #loki disney+ #Loki

[corneille-moisie]

i love you video games that you dont need to get good at, i love you games that dont rush you, i love you games that dont require dexterity, i love you games with easy settings, i love you games with accessibility features, i love you games in which you dont die, i love you games in which the stakes arent high, i love you easy games

#a video game post #video games #im already stressed out enough i dont need games to also stress me out #and im dyspraxic so that means my dexterity fucking sucks #i cant aim for shit #this makes shooters impossible for me to play #even splatoon #and aim is just one part of all that dyspraxia makes difficult #i have a long response time !!!!!! #i dont like final fantasy cause its turn based makes me feel rushed #its also why i will always always always always a l w a y s prefer dragon quest #i also cant really play zelda if i can be really honest #especially now that it got extremely button intensive #i cant play anything horror either lmao #i cant deal with things chasing me #even the golems in the stardew valley mines freak me out lmao #thanks anxiety :)

[todayisafridaynight]

i HAVE to keep the daigo plush locked away lest i squeeze it every five minutes to alleviate the cuteness aggression i feel whenever i see it

#snap chats #being without my computer charger has been maddening #that makes me sound terminally online and its because i am. its also cause all i ever wanna do is draw :(( #AND I ESP WANNA WORK ON MY COMMS NOOOOO FUCK #i mean i was at least able to read through yakuza’s bias vol 2… so theres that… #MY SCHOOL STORE DIDNT HAVE LAPTOP CHARGERS i had to order one… hopefully it gets here Overnight like i asked….. if not ill kill #anyway. daigo plushie so cute :(((((((((((((((( #mine cute too but theres just something especially squeezeable about daigo #alas.. thats what the aoki plush’ll be for. my personal stress toy ☠️☠️☠️☠️ #lowkey i wish i also got ichi but then i remenbee they made him pale as all hell and Yeah Im Not Putting Money To That #THE SMALLEST BIT OF A TAN I BEG YOU RGG WHY IS HE SO PALE IT DONT LOOK RIIIIGHT :(((( #anyway.. i have my last class in half an hour… lemme drink this tea… #also Lowkey obsessed with my outfit today.. its that butterfly shirt + gold accessories since theyre monarch butterflies #tho Lowkey 2x the black and yellow remind me of the watase blokes from gaiden…… wack….. #ok bye its tea time #help one of my roommates just came home and she just announces like. ‘man those edibles were. OUGH’ #calling my dad to pick me up nooo im a lame straight edge dont talk about drugs around me ill scream and cry LMAO #ok im done byebye lemme drink this good god

[purgemarchlockdown]

The temptation to vague about something in the milgram-confessions blog because its something thats bothered me for Actual Years about certain fandoms vs letting it go because when it is brought up its actually done somewhat tastefully and reasonably which makes me happy and this anon probably didnt mean it in the incredibly bad faith way I keep on seeing it be repeated so really Im getting upset over nothing.

#the answer is: ramble a bit in the tags just to get it out of my system #for some elaboration: Im asian! I have a knee jerk reaction when people go 'the westerners are projecting their values onto the east again' #because 9/10 of the times someone does that they're an American who wants to justify their weird racism/homophobia #by using the idea that asian countries (especially Japan) are backwards and/or ignorant but disguising it as 'being mindful of their cultur #and also then homogenizing them and pretending their all a monolith to be assholes to people! #and/or completely dismiss any possible criticism or interpretation for a series as a cultural values thing #this one fucks me up especially because usually there IS Merit in those interpretations/criticisms #but a concerning amount of people then go 'oh your just pushing your cultural values onto them' as a smokescreen to be a bunch of assholes #and/or discredit their ideas because Clearly All (insert x group here) think EXACTLY THE SAME and BELIEVE FULLY in whatever cultural #idea their using to justify this behavior #Ive Seen actual good discussion on differences in culture! #especially in another fandom of mine #but the worse option has happened so much that when I hear someone say those words alarm bells start ringing #its bad faith! I know its bad faith! But Ive engaged the worse option in good faith and came out wanting to punch someone A Lot More #Ive seen actually good faith discussions of cultural difference in this fandom sometimes! Its really nice but It scares me #cause im just Waiting for Someone to come in and ruin it #can you guys tell ive seen too many bad anime video essays? Ive seen too many bad anime video essays.

[scrambledslut]

headcanon: joel’s hands are fucking huge.

#fuck headcanon this is CANON‼️🫡 #he could hold your head like a tennis ball #especially mine cause i got the head of a child #joel miller #the last of us #joel miller x reader #allie shut up #pedro pascal

[no1ryomafan]

I knew too much of my prior obsessing over mega man affected me so hard going into getter but it somehow just fucking clicked today my eternal struggle of “if I like new or arma more especially when it comes to ryoma” is just the same FUCKING THING I HAD WITH WHICH I LIKED MORE ZERO FMLLLLLLL

#meg text #I hate hate hate admitting Zero is top 3 favs of mine in MM because of how his fucking fans are #or the fact I simp him even if it’s not a actual surprise 💀 (him being a robot doesn’t stop me) #Zero such a mix bag cause his MMX arc is all over the god damn place and MMZ it’s more smoother #but the trade off in MMZ hes just stoic and even with his messy ass arc in MMX he has a more proper personality #and also just- I hate when people shit on the MMZ design but I can’t lie when I say MMXs is just better #I love zeros art style don’t get me WRONG and the reimagining is good but it’s hard to top the OG #MMX especially just compliments my art style a lot more tbh #”style vs substance” beating my fucking ass rn fr #might make a ryoma and Zero comparison image later just bc of this… #don’t ask me who model Zs counter part be for ryoma your guess is as good as mine

[tristansarchive]

It's the way you move I knew I would stay with you After just one touch The way you move has got me stuck Stuck

#grimm #mine: edit #nick burkhardt #monroe grimm #nickroe #monroe/nick burkhardt #i've been watching the series yet again #and i'm a little obsessed with the lengths monroe will go for nick #of course he also enjoys the adrenaline of doing some detective wesen work but #to think he really protected aunt marie #'cause nick asked????? #with those big blue eyes of his????? #'i trust you' nICK YOU MET HIM LAST WEEK OR SMTH #stay tuned for the next episode of Who's More Exasperated By Nick's Life Decisions #a competition between me and monroe #besides the series fucking *knows* okay #you can't keep putting monroe and juliette scenes side by side and tell me you ain't implying he's the side piece #anyways S1 was for me especially

[ice-block]

BTW general advice if you struggle with anxiety or depression always make sure you get your blood checked for thyroid dysfunction and vitamin deficiencies (specifically vitamin D and iron) because a lot of the time the symptoms for those things can mimic anxiety and/or depression extremely closely!

#always ask to have those checked especially if you’re at a point where you’re thinking about starting a medication for your mental health #I have nothing against anti-anxiety/antidepressants but they can fuck you up and sometimes there is an underlying cause that can be fixed #anyway I got my blood work done recently and my iron levels are. ok so. normal levels are 70-100. mine were 4 #don’t know if that’s worsening my anxiety but it definitely could be

[ialwaysknewyouwerepunk]

tell me your fav fine line era memory, i want to reminisce so bad

#mine is a really really tough choice but it has to be #the period in time when we were pretty active here on tumblr making analyses of fine line #and especially the mermaid gender deep dives #venus and rebirth and lilies and pink blue white #identity and how do i see myself how do others see me what matters most #oof i could write and write and write #love of my fucking life #my posts #cause of death: fine line

[teds-lasso]

ted lasso knows too much hurt for how much good he puts into the world

#ted lasso #tbh he probably doesn't have one without the other #the death of a parent especially in a way that tragic and traumatizing would change a boy forever #my dad died when I was 2 and that's still got me fucked up. finding your dad after he shot himself though #fuck man #that’s brutal #mine died in a car accident. he cause because he was drunk. in a way also killing himself #fuck i wanna give ted a hug

[yo9urt]

ball dur's gait 3 is ruining my life

#mine #I THINK I LOCKED MYSELF OUT OF AST4RI0N ROMANCE BY ACCIDENT #AND THE WORST PART IS I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW!!!!!!! #LIKE. WHAT SCENE DID I FUCK UP IN. WHICH DIALOGUE DID I MISS. WHERE DID I GO WRONG #i just got to act 3 and i had the option to ask him why him and my char haven't [ahem] in a while and i decided to click on it #and he finished the conversation by being like 'yeah theres never going to be anything between us' #i insta-reloaded to my save right before the convo because i refuse to accept that as being canon #even though i know the structure of this game well enough to know the fact that i have the option to have that convo #is like a 99% guarantee that i cant romance him #but fuck me man i wanna be a little delusional and keep believing #but if it's really over...............then 1. i'm very upset especially because this is my self insert #(although that is oddly fitting in its own way) #2. i still care him so much and in my heart i want to believe maybe after the events of the game something happens between them #3. im going to kill myself #and 4. on the upside i guess this does offer some interesting story/rp aspects i could play with in my silly mind #but fuuuuuuck me man i was counting on being able to do it i really thought i could get this to work................... #fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck man #so many things have gone wrong in this run it's almost kinda funny #i guess this also adds another playthrough to my planned list cause even though i watched the supercut and i know his romance already #i still kind of want to experience it for myself...even if it's not with my insert :( #but then again my tavs and durges will always be a little bit of an insert cause i'm going to project on them and they'll always #have something in common with me #i can try again in the future... #my 2nd run is going to be durgestarion with durge resisting the urges which i think will be really fun #but i guess im gonna need to use a guide LMAO #fuuuuuuuuuuck dude even though i reloaded to make the convo uncanon i feel like me and my little tav guy are sharing a deeply painful momen #ok this is too many tags WHATEVER i have a call in 30 minutes and then i'm playing the game for the rest of the day #even if he doesn't want me i will still care him...... #oh i guess that's the other upside is i can see nonromantic dialogue i might not have seen otherwise #i'll probably see friend dialogue in future playthroughs when i romance other characters but who knows

[1980ssunflower]

AOAUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MIS AMORESSS

#ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙 #tape entry circa 1980 #ooohhhh my babies my babies MIS BEBES MIS AMORES LOS LUCES DE MI VIDA #all i need is them mis amores ill never need anyone else ever as long as i have them both #i need to hold them both so so so fucking close and kiss them and tell them every little thing i love abt them #which will last hours cause ill keep repeating myself and ill never stop hjfdks #i need my husbands so so badly especially cause its our birthday... ;w; #i wish i could be w them rn so we could properly celebrate together.. #itd be nice to go to a carnival and do karaoke and rollerskating or bowling #and a movie of course!! maybe walk around the mall #auhh i miss them sm... id really like to lay w them rn and fall alseep cuddled against them w their arms around me #and id like to wake up to min making us all breakfast and later we can maybe have a little jam sesh :-] #i really want to play w them rn tbh #auhh our voices sound so perfect together it was like we were destined to be in a band together 💖💛💙 #god i just... miss them man #i want to stare into their beautiful eyes and see the way they smile and hear their laugh #i want to hear their lovely wonderful voices... to feel they way they hold me and have their fingers intertwine w mine 🥺💖💙 #i cant properly express just how deeply i love them but i just cant stop thinking abt them #and the way i feel is overwhelming me again i just NEED them i need them so so badly i cant stand being away from them i need them... #i just want to drink w them and eat good food while listening to records while singing at the top of our lungs #and laughing so hard w them that my ribs hurt and i cant breathe #i want to be leaning against them and feel the warmth of their body against me and really take in that moment #to hear and feel the way they breathe in and out w the rise and fall of their chest #the way they sigh feeling content and relaxed in this moment #to take in their own personal scent along w other things like the smell of their hair products or cigs

[todayisafridaynight]

mine's done a lot of sexy things in my opinion but top five to me still is asking daigo if he wanted to prioritize The Family or one man Not In The Family

#snap chats #you know what i mean. that rggo story I Think That Was Very Attractive Of Him #i simply understand why daigo was like 'fuck man .............. kinda right with that ................ wanna get married--' #but no cause real shit daigo ily and its very cute that you love kiryu so much #and i get it i do. i live for daigo's idolization of kiryu it makes for delicious drama and many emo spiralings at 1AM #i just really appreciate mine being able to speak up. from his position. yk what i mean #like mine's relatively green to the yakuza atp and this is the first time he's personally going out with his boss but not just His Boss #THE Boss and he still sees value in being like 'idc if you're my superior i need you to really evaluate your values rn for the whole org' #its so sexy of him ........ love a man who can cut the bullshit when he gotta ... #ESPECIALLY in regards to kiryu cause like .... kiryu ily and ily because youre messy ... i just need others to call you messy too ... #its also just so good because it's exactly the type of thing daigo wanted from companions #people who could look at him beyond his name and money and status and tell him what he needs to hear ... its very yummy ... #so yeah thats one of my top five sexy moments thanks for watching im gonna kick my feet and think about mine #he's such an epic character ......... i wish i had blender so i could spin his model for an hour #ill just have to settle for doing that in my brain

[david-watts]

I just remembered in grade nine geography on like day one the teacher was discussing how different things are affected from country to country and somehow we landed on ‘what factors would affect the size of a country’s military’ and I asked whether wealth would affect it and the teacher went ‘NO because china isn’t a rich country and they’ve got the second largest military in the world’ anyway at the time I thought she was wrong but didn’t think to fact check. she was wrong. good riddance that she quit a fortnight later though lol

#I was the type in grade nine to immediately fact check because I had access to a computer and reliable internet then #well I say 'reliable' but it was still horrendous #hashtag the early nbn was fucking Terrible but once they fixed it the fibre optic was mwah. excellent. #anyway I don't feel bad referring to her as a hag especially since I don't remember her name. but she wouldn't even allow #you to keep your drink bottle on the desks which caused me to lose mine twice