#even tho denji says 1 thing

[getsusekaii]

in a tucked away corner of a small district, one can find many shops and services open from the mid afternoon into the late night. one such place is a parlor, where the front doors feature eight men in extravagant costumes, and wonderful photos to show their appeal. one would and could easily mistake them for idols, and perhaps to some they are, but they would be wrong. a host club named ‘devil division’, most famously known for the males who worked inside, and the types of clients they would take on.

denji munches on his lunch, a glass of alcohol sat untouched beside him. he's not a big drinker, and it was a courtesy drink anyways, being one of 5 other hosts who would cater to men and women who wanted anyone to help fill their tables for the night. rarely was he ever called individually, but he doesn't mind making just enough to be able to support himself and cover his living expenses. it probably doesn't help he's on temporary suspension — ‘it's for your safety, denji-kun. you made that customer quite angry,’ ms. makima would tell him, her voice devoid of any disappointment yet denji felt it anyways.

he was currently chilling by himself when he felt a presence beside him; he doesn't bother to look up from his manga until he finished the page, amber eyes following the dark pressed pants up, up to the torso of a neatly pressed shirt and tie, up til they landed on a nearly familiar face. well, he's not that familiar; he's only been here for about two weeks when ms makima introduced him as the new security personnel. moreover, because of denji's fuck up, he was set up to be denji's personal bodyguard until things could be smoothed over.

denji finds yoshida's company to be a bit odd. ever since his appearance, hosts of the parlor have set up a challenge to get him to come spend money on them. it's a strange challenge, denji thinks to himself eyebrow raised at the other male who seemed to escape from the chaos of the main hall. he looks back to his manga, “yenno, i'm pretty sure i don't need ta be protected back 'ere. 't's just th' break room.” he says without looking up.

@smilemuse gets host! denji

#smilemuse #✦ ・ denji #✦ ・ in character #tfw i kinda wanted to toss makima at u too #i mean 👀👀👀 #we can always plot that out too #hahuhe but here u go #i feel much better about this starter #even tho denji says 1 thing #lmk if i should change anything!

[ocdhuacheng]

Asa thinks too much while denji doesn’t allow himself to think at all they’re perfect for eachother

#edit: #I should have said she can’t stop thinking but now ppl are rbing this sigh. #anyway #this is super simplified I mean what denji said in this chapter kinda implies that he’s not being TOTALLY avoidant as I thought he was #just the way he’s ‘thinking unhappy thoughts will make you unhappy’ ‘thinking happy thoughts will make you happy’ #having the bad thoughts but looking to things that will make you happy instead as a motivation #also the way denjis idea of happy thoughts immediately went to cats dogs and ice cream #it’s cute… #tho he really doesn’t have any ambitions except for the simple things in life #that in itself isn’t bad but also I can’t help but think that after part 1 he doesn’t allow himself to want anything deeper #than sex. even tho we know he wants something more. I still just think he doesn’t think he can get that anymore #like what he had with power and aki #so he focuses on the things he still thinks are attainable #not sure if im explaining this how I want but im not proofreading that godbless #.txt #csm #denji #cc #also I wanna say smth about the ideal world still has bad movies thing but I just woke up so later maybe

[stanlunter]

Hiii i saw a post you made about a year ago about ships like lunter zutara and robrae

Im dying to watch a show with that kind of enemies to lovers dynamic! (even if they arent cannon lol)

Could you recommend me anything to watch please? 💌

Sure!

1. Inspector gadget 2015 - Penny x Talon. They are enemies-to-lovers and have super similar dynamic to Luz and Hunter's one. If anyone, they are the most similar to them

2. Bungou stray dogs - Akutagawa x Atsushi

They have similar dynamic of enemies who are feel like the opposites for thw first sign, but then we find out they actually have a lot of things in common. They pretend like they hate each other, but deep down inside they know they can trust each other. Also the way Atsushi helped Akutagawa realize a lot of things and become better

3. Gravity falls - Dipper x Pacifica

Two completely different teens who hate each other, but have to work together while finding out about each other more. They find out a terrifying truth about the family of one of them and then become friends or at least become more tolerate to each other

4. Chainsaw man - Power x Denji

Not like really enemies to lovers, but at first they actually hated each other, so. Also their dynamic is kinda similar to Lunter. Two silly besties on the same vibe who truly care about each other

5. Arcane - Jinx x Ekko

I can't say their dynamic is actually similar and unfortunately they don't have so much time together, but I wanted to add then too basically bc of their past friendship and the way they don't wanna fight, but have to

6. Death note - Misa x L

I can't say what exactly did I find in this tbh. But their personalities give me smth similar

7. Hell's paradise - Sagiri x Gabimaru

Actually I haven't watch it yet, so I'm not sure about this one, bur my friend told me they actually are similar, so it's better to add then, than not

May be it's not what you actually was looking for tho, but I think they have some similarities, after all, it's basically impossible fo find smth that would be the same. May be, if I remember smth else, I will make part 2 tho

#lunter #the owl house #toh #denpower #shin soukoku #time bomb #Talenny #lawmane #dipcifica #Sagiri x Gabimaru

[stackslip]

chainsaw man 112 thoughts below cut bc there is so much to unpack here

asa is so sad about the broken sword/uniform.... baby i’m so sorry :((((

“i don’t know who that woman is” YORU YOU ARE EITHER DUMBER THAN I THOUGHT OR A LIAR SHE HAS YOUR EYESSSSS

student council slash devil hunting club DMLXDS i lvoe the ongoing animanga tradition of student councils being obscenely powerful

it is EXTREMELY funny of fujimoto to drop a hell of a mystery last chapter, leading to a week of speculation and despair and everyone thinking it’ll be the main mystery fr this part, only to be like “oh yeah the imposter is this random dude who just like openly calls himself chainsaw man”. king of anticlimax. love it

i mean i suspect there are like ten imposters running around thanks to the powers of justice and/or coolgirl right there (famine? who is also justice?) but still. extremely funny

g-d asa looks so tired of yoru’s loser shtick this is so funny i love their relationship. pathetic loser teenage girl and an even more pathetic devil possessing her

“as long as you’re inside me, not only will i be miserable but the people around me will be too” sobs cries owwww i get a feeling that the day they do separate it’s gonna hurt like hell even tho rn asa hates her (understandably)

HAHAHAHAHA THIS FACE SHE IS SOOOOOO

the chicken stomping thing...... my heart hurts. g-d everyone is gonna end up miserable and making terrible choices and doing terrible things. i love it

“i’d rather kill a human than a cat” 1) parallels, again 2) that’s fair and also v funny

the fact that creating a weapon involves guilt is so cool bc it’s the contrary of what justice has been doing--granting powers in exchange for the students/hosts believing their every action is utterly righteous. to become stronger asa has to understand that she is doing something heinous and cruel and choose to do it anyway. and she decides to do it.......... rhghhhhhhhh

obsessed with this set of panels and the cat LITERALLY being larger/more important in asa’s vision than the ant-like humans below her....... g-d i hope fujimoto sticks to giving her a villain arc bc it’s genuinely fasctinating stuff

asa seeing denji and immediately going “yeah he sounds good to kill. he’s an idiot and a loser but he sounds like a good person.” augh.

AND THEN IT TURNS OUT DENJI HAS BEEN SCAMMING HOMELESS PEOPLE FOR MONEY FJKSDXDKQLZKLX DENJIIIIIII i love my asshole son

but also............. why aren’t people at school allowed to take on part-time jobs when half of them are orphans and can’t provide for themselves. what the fuck. and denji has to take care of a little sister AND like eight dogs and a cat too??

asa’s self deprecation is so delicious i love a self hating pathetic loser who’s also really tragic and sad and clearly on a terrible terrible path

denji is catching all the cat comparison nows. did fujimoto get a cat and say dog people are out cats are IN

[cowboy AHHHHHHH dot mp4]

literal devil on her shoulder........... and thinking of yuko..................... augh

AHHHH THE FACT THAT THEYRE BOTH IN SHADOW AND SHE CATCHES HIM RIGHT AS HES ABOUT TO STEP IN LIGHT AND THE WHOLE CONVO TAKES PLACE IN THAT SHADOW RIGHT BEFORE THE LIGHT oh fujimoto is gonna go for tragedy alright

in general i’m really loving the way the conversation is framed i love how awkward this is how harrowing it is from asa how denji softens i love this so much i love that both protags are traumatized loser teens who have lived unfathomably tragic lives and it’s gonna get so much worse and they don’t understand one another but they are SO similar too.....

UGHHHH ASA IS FEELING REAL GUILT AT THIS AND THINKING SHES GONNA KILL A SAD LOSER TEEN............... 

and like. oh man someone earlier said that denji points her out as the girl who hates chainsaw man. and here she is coming up to it asking him out on a date. a girl who hates CHAINSAW MAN but wants to ask HIM out. it’s like. everything he’d hoped and wanted. someone who wants him and sees him and not chainsaw man. and yet he responds in such a shy way when in part 1 he’d have been ecstatic........ genuinely shocked that it would happen at all

sadder still is that she really isn’t seeing him as a person at all and is just aiming for chainsaw man augh. ow.

and really what asa is seeing is a way out of this entire nightmare a way to save yuko (WHOS ALREADY DEAD AAHHHHHHHHHHH) a way to end this entire pantomime and attempt to reclaim a normal life all for the cost of this one loser kid whose name she doesn’t even know but who is so much like her and yuko and augh. augh AUGH

g-d it’s like twenty pages and there is so much to unpack here

#eli talks #csm

[wishi-selfships]

Hii I’d love to hear more about the nayuta plot point!!! I genuinely love ur self inserts lore 😭 I’m someone who also has plot points and very like detailed lore for my own s/i and I’m v interested in others’ as well :P

HAII AGAIN ANON ^^!!!!! WHEHE IM HAPPY U LIKE HER LORE !!! Even tho I have . Not really told much about it (because she has even MORE but I'm working on writing it all out coherently)

SO!! That Nayuta plot point :3c Well usually/canonically, since Gabi was in part 1 and stayed w// Denji at the end of Part 1, she met Nayuta w// Denji, so she and Nayuta bond ☆

In this case, then, Nayuta sees Gabi as like an older sister!!! But like that sort of older sister who's really more like a mom than anything (which also means she's fine w/ Gabi being affectionate with Denji :3c EVEN THO SOMETIMES SHE GETS JEALOUS OF DENJI [she wants Gabi hugs too >:/])

But in the case of Gabi only being present in part two (in that sort of AU), its.. a little more tricky. Because Nayuta is very protective and possessive over Denji so normally I feel like she wouldn't be cool with GabiDen :< So the only thing I could think of was giving Gabi and Nayuta a previous sort of connection, but how was I supposed to do that ??

Sooo I kindaaa,,, took some liberty with this AU and changed some things about the timing of Nayuta appearing on earth / where she appeared.

So for this AU, I wanna say the time between when Nayuta reincarnated on earth and when she was brought to Denji was maybe 4-5 months? Where she reincarnated sometime in April and Kishibe brought her to Denji in August/September. And instead of showing up in China, she shows up in America. I remember mentioning the whole thing with Gabi going back to America for a sort of "spin-off" (which isn't really a spin off but again that's a whole other can of worms) in the normal canon, but Part 2 Only!Gabi does that too. Difference is that because she's not involved in the part 1 plot, she does that a little earlier.

Which!!! Gives her the opportunity!!! To run into Nayuta during her time in America. She just runs into this homeless looking child and goes ○□○! And she takes her in!! Because why wouldn't she? And during the time they spend together in America, Nayuta gets a taste of love !!! Real familial love!!! The type that makes her feel all warm and safe and it makes her feel all at home when she's with Gabi.

Shenanigans ensue, and eventually Kishibe finds out that Nayuta is in America and is with Gabi, contacts her thru Yoshida (pretty sure I mentioned she and Yoshida are friends??), and takes Nayuta off Gabi's hands. Obviously it's a little more complicated because Gabi doesn't wanna give Nayuta up but she's eventually convinced. Mostly because Gabi's little adventure in America is starting to get kinda dangerous and she doesn't wanna put Nayuta in any danger.

But before Nayuta is taken to Japan Gabi promises her that they'll meet again!! And that she loves Nayuta and that she only wants what's best for her •×• Gives her a lil gift too but I haven't figured out what it was 💭

SO FAST FORWARD A LIL WHILE !!! Asa/Denji/Gabi "hangout" at Denji's place, that whole thing plays out and Yoru smooches Denji, Nayuta comes and does her little thing ☆ And she's about to shoot the chain thing through Gabi's head as well (cause she was nearby lmao) until she pauses and like. Takes a better look at her.

"... Gabi •^•?"

"...NAYUTA Ó□Ò💧!?!?"

And just like that Gabi gets a free pass from being turned into a dog. Well OBVIOSULY yk there's like... Some sort of explanation from Gabi (to Denji who is so confused because how does the cute girl from school know his little sister figure?) - and it definitely helps that Gabi wasn't the one to actually kiss Denji - but in the end Gabi sort of gets spared from that fate =×= although Nayuta gets like. Really super clingy and tells Gabi she can't leave but. That gets resolved and Gabi gets to leave.

Although even if Nayuta did do that funny little chain thing, it wouldn't actually work because of Gabi's "contract" she made with Wishi, which sort of makes her immune to mental devil attacks? Like she can totally be attacked physically but mental attacks just kinda bounce off. But do they know this? No !!! Not really !!!

... am I making sense? I feel like I've just been rambling all silly like 😵‍💫 BUT IM J REALLY PASSIONATE AND ALSO NOT GOOD AT EXPLAINING!... But I'm happy you like her lore anon 🫶🏽 Yk if you ever wanna share your inserts lore, well,,, I think I'd be really interested :0!!!

#self ship #selfship #you ask; wishi answers #self insert #HAIII AGAIN ANON THANK UUU FOR THE QUESTION ♡♡♡ #always love talking about. LORE!!!! #I wrote this all out on tumblr but then had to copy and paste all of it individually bc i accidentally put a poll on the og and idk how to #delete it :((( SAD oh well #tbh now that i mentioned her here i might as well officially make her a plat/fam f/o right #⛓️🎯 nayuta [little sister f/o] #slayed☆

[thecurrator]

1, 2, 12, 15 and 24 for mikoto, kaiser, sae, azul and aki if that's okay^^

Thank you for these, Lina! <3

1. Why do you like or dislike this character?

Mikoto: Mikoto is just a guy. His design is cute, he's so silly, so clueless. Someone help him. As of now, it seems as though he really didn't have anything to do with his murder, so maybe he really is the only normal prisoner in milgram.

Kaiser: ...What do I even say about him. I think I have a thing for flamboyant blondes with a superiority complex. That was the archetype for my first anime crush haha 😀 His tattoo is great. His hair? Not so much. Especially his original haircut before Ness changed it. Also. Um. His method of thinking of a way to beat Isagi was...🧍🏻Man is not okay. I can't wait to see his tragic backstory.

Sae:🧍🏻🧍🏻🧍🏻 I like how in Rin's flashbacks, Sae isn't so outwardly affectionate or doting. Like, you can see his cold and aloof personality but still understand his love for Rin. He shows it in the little things! I don't care much for the sibling dynamics where the older sibling is so loud in their loving, so Sae was an older brother that I can relate to more. 😀 Also, his bangs when he was younger are oddly cute. His bad luck is so funny too. I'd like to see his relationship with Rin improve tho. Come on man, its not that hard.

Azul: I've said before that I don't actually like canon Azul that much. I can admire his tenacity, and his dramatic tendencies are funny in small doses. His relationship with the tweels is so... Why can't they show affection normally? 🥲 But hey, at least they're having fun. Azul's way of talking does sound to me like a sleazy salesman trying to scam you. But its okay, his Halloween card makes up for everything.

Aki: I only watched the anime and exposed myself to some manga spoilers about major events, so I don't have much to go off on. But! ...He's so malewife. Get me a man like him. His backstory was um. The part where his parents prioritized his brother and told him to entertain himself because he's the older brother got to me. Yeah, his little brother was sick, that's fair. But ahhh the elder sibling trauma is- Okay, now let's talk about his topknot. No. I hate it. Why does his hair stand up like that. He's so hot, why is his hair like that? 😭😭

2. Favorite canon thing about this character?

Mikoto: His ghost drawing in minigram was super cute

Kaiser: The clear collar he wears in his manga cover 🤔🤔

Sae: His bad luck with ice cream sticks

Azul: He doesn't like nutritional food ahdskdjsdks help him

Aki: Seeing him go bowling in the csm op was...jarring

12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?

Mikoto: I believe in the trikoto theory 👀

Uh, I don't have headcanons for any other characters. I'll come across portrayals of them that differ from canon in fics that I like, but I don't actually have any headcanons of my own. Sorry, Lina. :(

15. What's your favorite ship for this character? (Doesn't matter if it's canon or not.)

Mikoto: The milgram shipping pool is so small hdsjkjsdksjs. 0909 compels me tho 👀 Whether platonic or romantic, its so angsty and complicated. They literally cannot communicate. Orekoto just wants to protect Bokukoto. He's trying his best and it isn't helping.

Kaiser: Kainess. Another toxic doomed yaoi ship, I'm quite predictable. I'm hoping that Kaiser will either start to treat Ness better or Ness will just up and leave Kaiser. Either way, I win. Or not, because Kaiser seems to be more likely to kill himself first.

Sae: Ryusae. Any ship with Ryusei in it will have chemistry because of his bombastic personality. Sae has been seen interacting with a grand total of 3 people during his time in the bl manga, and 1 of them is his brother. So my options here are literally just Aiku and Ryusei.

Azul: The octotrio hnggggg

Aki: I don't have any romantic ships for him. :0 The found family he had with Denji and Power was cute.

24. What other character from another fandom of yours that reminds you of them?

Mikoto: I tried thinking about it for a second and MIDORIYA IZUKU CAME TO MIND 🤯😨🤔 Take that how you will

Kaiser: Um. Afuro Terumi from Inazuma eleven.

Sae: Itachi from Naruto. I'm not even in the Naruto fandom, its just that Sae has been compared to Itachi a lot.

Azul: I... honestly can't think of anyone. He's one of a kind.

Aki: Megumi Fushiguro...

#tbh I watched csm and didn't like just about every character in it 0.0 #also the site I used didn't have a few episodes? so I missed out on some content #Aki is only my favourite character because I don't know much about the minor characters #and didn't like everyone else that got more screen time... 😅 #and yes I do know that every character is deeper beneath first glance #but that's hard to keep in mind when I feel nothing but pure annoyance when they're on screen #Makima scares me #✒ asks #reblog game

[makiema]

hello i wanted to know your thoughts on how galgali, the violence fiend, is drawn out to be this evil, mass murderer when in reality he is so peace loving and polite and caring towards those he works with. it's interesting because he did say he still has control over his brain, yet the public safety department created such a distorted image of him.

heyyyy yeah i find him and angel p intriguing bc they're more reconciled to their human nature than you’d expect them to be and much like everything else in csm i believe this has to do w how social interactions affect the individual and vice versa and no one is inherently devilish/human and some humans (the govt) are more devilish than the devils themselves. 

the person the violence devil took over was probs a peaceful and kind person so i think that personality prevailed over the violence devil, making him in turn kind and caring. its the same w angel devil bc it's hinted at how that one person was v important to angel and their memory + aki’s love & concern for him influenced him to grow into the protective guardian figure of an angel who sympathises w people. in csm the ult takeaway is that power is essentially a corrupting force so the movement is away from aspiring to greater power and the emphasis is on the loneliness that inevitably comes with power so everyone who's powerful understands the need for affection and once they receive it they change and they urge others to do the same— hugs or feelings of affection & empathy are the only things that matter in a broken world. so ofc acts of kindness form the core memory of devils and make them more humane— angel recalls the core memory of that important person even under makima’s brianwashing and attempts to save aki who’s important to him too. the control devil recalls that finger bite shared b/w makima and denji even in their reincarnated form. someone like pochita who used to literally wipe out devils let himself get eaten by power to save denji. power, known for her isolationist & survivalist nature sacrificed herself, reached the pinnacle of emotional development, defied someone like makima, and urged denji to befriend her once more all bc denji showed her affection—so yeah, everyone who's come in contact with affection has changed and so has the violence devil who came to inhabit a mind and a heart that was full of compassion.

and the reason he’s painted like that by the public safety is bc it’d again directly benefit the govt if they could successfully instill fear of the violence fiend into the public so they don't protest against the govt and also so that galgali couldnt garner support from the general public. only ppl who work with him would know the true him. so basically its the way propaganda works to keep ppl in line and also looking at this treatment of galgali thru marxist lens we can say this is in a way how 'dehumanisation' of the labor force happens under exploitative systems. just like denji is dehumanised by makima who keeps calling him a dog and throwing him into situations where all he ends up with is death, blood and violence, and somehow convinces him that its a good life for a dog; galgali is dehumanised by the govt too and they convince him whatever little love he gets from his co-workers is more than enough for someone non-human, someone who is a devil and attributed w violence, a quality that has caused one too many problems for humanity. so galgali like everyone else is a character who represents the complications of being demonised as a devil/fiend/hybrid in a world where the govt is more guilty than all the devils we've encountered and in fact, they directly make use of the devils as well as the citizens to fight each other, consequently causing damage in a scale greater than a devil's. galgali also represents how everyone changes when they’re loved and that everyone is ultimately shaped up by their immediate society. we’re all products of social interactions. if the interaction is good, we’re good. if it isn’t, we’re fucked. when someone like pochita who was hell’s #1 devil, ate devils for a living, came in contact with denji he got affection and love and evolved into the pochita we know and love. contrary to this, someone like makima who was an idealist w noble intentions encountered the horrors of the second world war first hand, came in contact w the government at that moment of crisis and was brainwashed and morphed into the nasty control devil we all hate. so yeah essentially that’s how it is. the violence devil feared and hated by everyone came to understand the feelings of a compassionate pacifist and that changed him and he grew into a compassionate co-worker who valued kobeni’s life enough to throw himself in the face of the darkness devil even tho the extent of fear the darkness devil inspires in devils is uhh scary to say the least.

#asks #csm #chainsaw man #csm spoilers #in conlcusion 100% devil appreciation in. this house

[0tivez]

Ive never been the same since tbh 🥲 im forever paranoid now

Megumi would have the most confused expression ever. the visual representation of "huh??"

random hc that I just came up with: Megumi hair was literally a carbon copy of Toji's and the reason its all spiky now is bc gojo forced him to switch it up a bit; gojo can existence is a bit more peaceful since then. this is not canon compliant at all but idc let me leave in my fantasy world 😭

if it wasn't for the chokehold that Aki has me on- ill create a Facebook acc solely to respond to those stupid ass comments ffs

And I just finished reading the reze "arc" (dunno if you could call it an arc) and im so frustrated?? I think?? I dislike maxima and I love denji and FUCKING AKI IM GONNA- I love him, thats all im gonna say.

oh and im also skimming through jjk manga bc my friend is reading it as well (I actually think they already finished it??) and reading the word Shibuya just sends me into immediate panic lol

ofc Yuzuru has abs im gonna sob TT the core strength that man needs to do things on a ice must me insane.

you, talking about jjk: // me: 😍, your analyses (is that the plural??) are always on point and very satisfying to read LMFAO I hope that doesn't sound odd :,)

I agree that toji isn't as bad as people make him out to be as well! its funny bc my opinion about his character did a 180 quite literally. I used to think he was the worst.

Im glad to hear that your schedule is lighter now! I remember when I was in college (I dropped out bc of mental health reasons and now im figuring out what I truly wanna do) and the workload was absolutely insane. manifesting that you get awesome results 🕯

Also!! I finished writing and then editing my first fic!! it was a gojo angst LMFAO. I published it yesterday on a new blog! kinda like a fresh start :D im thinking of moving blogs as well; make the new one my main. I think making the navi was the hardest part of the whole blog creation tbh :p I wanted to share bc I'm excited and all!! 😅

and I know I already it but, welcome back!! thanks for taking the time to answer all my little asks as well, you didn't need to TT

I hope your week goes great! have a good one!! <3

-🥳 anon

i keep forgetting about many fights in shibuya, literally. i occasionally forget toji appeared in shibuya lmaoo my brain is protecting my mental health i guess

oof gojo teaching baby megumi how to style his hair in front of the mirror 🤧 he can't reach the mirror so gojo seats him on the counter 🥺

reze arc is bomb hehe. reze is best girl fr. i disliked her a lot at first but she's just so cool for me to hate her lmaoo. i've been meaning to reread csm cause i remember NOTHING but i don't know if i can handle everything just yet :') fun fact, i was planning to dress up as kobeni for a halloween party this year but had to go back home :') next year, hopefully! tho my main costume would be freddie mercury in i want to break free >:) i'm afraid no one would recognize my costume and i would be unmasked as a weeb and not the cool, cold blooded sexy bitch i am 😔

i swear to god aki is the sexiest man ever. the second he was introduced, i have created the holy trinity of cold blooded, black haired man.

okay hear me out. megumi, giyuu and aki ARE THE SAME EXACT CHARACTER. SAME. they even have the same fucking mbti and enneagram type ffs

if takahiro sakurai voices aki (which would be perfect, exactly how i imagined and also leaked as a possibility?) he will also add up to my holy trinity of men i simp for, that being geto, giyuu and aki lmaooooo im fucked 😫

sorry that came out of nowhere klmalwskmf i've been waiitng to tell someone this for ages now

(a little venty under the cut)

omg thank you 🥺🥺🥺 you're literally so sweet! i love splurging jjk bullshit out, having someone enjoy listening to them means the whole world to me, and i love you <3

toji appeared for like, 1% of the manga and became one of the best written characters imo. he's so complex, he's not good or bad. his character raises a very important question to me which seems to apply to jujutsu kaisen as a whole: what exactly is bad? can you really blame toji for the way he turned out to be? the things he did? there really is no winners in this manga, if the mc was switched, pretty sure our main cast would be the villains too

imagine a spin off from toji's pov 🤤

i especially love how toji fucked up the ENTIRE world for 3 million yen JKWNAWDSKJNASDW my man. the legend. i will DIE if gojo doesn't have a flashback of toji or smth like imagine. just imagine. him getting unboxed. he sees maki. he's like what the fuck?? and we see a panel of hidden inventory again. damn.

aah turns out it's not as light as i thought it would be lol

i can 100% understand dropping out for mental health reasons, especially now. i literally feel my mental health collapse physically. sadly, for my future, dropping out isn't really an option. i know that this feeling is temporary, i just feel angry you know? it's really just the tuesdays, i fucking hate tuesdays so much. i overslept TWICE today. TWICE. i hate tuesdays

workload really is awful! worst thing is, it's not the law part. i LOVE my law classes. i wish i could have fucking time to study for them. i mostly take non-law classes this semester and i swear to fucking god i'm not studying law, i'm studying whatever the fuck those classes are. i feel like i'm not learning anything from them, they're just bullshit. at least i hope they will be useful for when i start my interviews for internships. what do you have in mind for what you wanna do? how's the search going?

aah that's so exciting, congratulations! i would love to read it sometime, if you feel comfortable with sharing it of course :) i find organizing my blog so relaxing. just the sheer pleasure of organizing is so good, but tumblr is awful so i understand the struggle lol

aah thanks again! speaking with you relaxes me a lot :) i try to write back faster but i can't write on my phone TT

btw sorry for dumping everything all of the sudden lol this turned out very venty

have a good week babe 😽

#🥳 anon

[wishi-selfships]

Hii!! I’m a CSM self shipper too, whose s/i is also in part one, and I was just wondering if you’d ever like to talk abt Wishi’s role in part two!! There aren’t many CSM self shippers I’ve seen and I’d love to hear abt ur self insert more, especially w the recent stuff!! Like if u go to the same school as denji and all. Only if you’d ever want to share though :D!

OMIGOSH HAII >□<!!!! Omg it's so nice to see another csm selfshipper (even if ur in anon form ,,, haiii anon ☆). AND ANOTHER PERSON WHOS IN PART 1??? HELL EYAAA!!!

Ofc I'd like to talk abt my inserts part 2 role !!! Though I'm not sure if u want Wishi's role or Gabi's.. I'm gonna assume u mean Gabi tho because Wishi most likely won't be present in part 2 <//3

So Gabi's role in part 2 is !!!! Still sorta undecided :3? Well, sorta

Because !!! Gabi and Denji are together by part 2 (I wanna say they've been together since the end of part 1 ?? Eya) like they are officially in a relationship, but idk if Gabi is, like... present?

I know in the beginning of part 2 she isn't, because I wanted there to be a sort of "spin-off" story w/ Gabi going back to America for a while to figure out some sorta problem 💭💭 So like. She's doing that in America while part 2 is going on. BUT IK SHES GONNA COME BACK!!! Just gotta ... figure out when ':3

I've got a few ideas on how I wanna re-introduce her to the part 2 storyline, but I think I wanna see how things progress a little before I make any ideas canon. So far though, I'm sort of leaning into the idea of bringing her back either right after the Eternity Devil Aquarium arc, or during the Falling Devil arc, but nothing quite concrete yet!! I just know she's gotta come back for her bf and their kid (nayuta) <//3

Having said that!! Whenever Gabi comes back, she probably won't go to the same school as Denji. She'd graduate early !!! Get herself a GED n stuff •□• Much to Denji's displeasure (he wanted to go to school w her!!!) But I don't think she'd wanna go to school if she could help it. Might change depending on how the story goes tho!!

HOWEVER I do also have like... an "AU" of sorts where Gabi gets introduced only in part 2. In that case, she'd have a more active role in part 2 - she'd go to the same school as Denji (just in her senior year, so like a grade above Denji? Sorta? At least I like to hc he's in his junior year. Cause I'm fairly sure he's 18 currently? But I thought it made sense for him to be in a grade below), would interact with him, Asa and Yoshida more,,, stuff like that :3c

I'd like to say that Part 2 Only!Gabi would've been present for the Aquarium date (which would've been framed as a hangout bc when Asa tried to ask Denji out, Gabi was there too and she didn't wanna be weird) and would've been over at Denji's place with Asa (The kiss still would've happened, but Gabi wouldn't have been effected much by Nayuta - which is its own plot point that I can elaborate on if someone's interested!!!!), and most likely would've been present in the Falling Devil arc!!!

Theres.. more I can talk about but for the sake of not rambling 4 too long I'll end it here =^•×•^=

#self ship #selfship #you ask; wishi answers #TYY ANON FOR ASKING !!! SO SORRY I JUST GOT AROUND TO MAKING THIS >//<💧 #im so tired i just took a benadryl and woof that benny is WORKIN