#everything you heard is true

[iclout]

#body count #odunsi (the engine) #amaarae #deto black #gigi atlantis #everything you heard is true

[ravegirlrevelry]

Odunsi (The Engine) - luv in a mosh

haven't wanted anything else than the glare of the lasers and the haze of the crowd but then you showed up and

well

maybe there's more than just the stage or the lights that's glowing

fell in love in a moshpit...

11/10

#music #music recommendation #svntax recommends music #odunsi (the engine) #everything you heard is true #luv in a mosh #rnb #afrocentric #african music #Spotify

[twelvedaysinaugust]

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#F anon #everything you heard is true #I don’t talk about it

[transmascutena]

i know i've said it a million times before but i just. i hate it when people treat akio as some kind of god with supernatural powers to manipulate people's emotions and not just. a fucking groomer. like there's literally nothing he does that regular ass horrible people don't do every single day. and that's a hundred times scarier than whatever you're making up about him

like. no he fucking isn't ???? what show did you watch

#he sure would like for everything you're saying about him to be true. but he is literally just a guy. #with not a single bit of power that hasn't been given to him by other people #also whoever wrote this analysis just keeps citing things akio says about himself. have you never heard of an unreliable narrator. #m

[australet789]

I just rewatched Hazbin by watching someone's else reaction and i LOVE how they started skeptical about it and then enjoyed the show so much to the point of crying.

#hazbin hotel #babbling australet #like everyone go judglinly just because of the 'reviews' of social media #which are not true! at all! #they make fun of the swearing but i have heard more swears in a minute of tadc than hazbin #it's actually good writing despite of whatever you might think of vivziepop #it's adult animation and it's actually good compared to everything else being mass produced #that's the heart of hazbin hotel i think: it has charm #it's not trying to sell a story it's trying to TELL a story #and when you see the pasion actually coming out it's great and it wants other to do the same! #im so emotional about this silly little show you have no idea

[todayisafridaynight]

This is based off a text post going around a while back- but for the stream you should make a lil 2D drawing to represent you, and every time you hit Ctrl+Z it cringes/yells

i got two settings it's cringing and yelling ☠️☠️☠️

#snap chats #very true though anon. you have me down to a science #i prob will forgo using a face cam just so the focus can be on whatever im drawing or whatever's on screen #that sounds funny tho LMAO alas i have never made a persona nor would i know the first thing about doing any of that #ok thats a lie but im not using my old warrior cats oc from 2010 to represent myself when im drawing YAKUZA #i should redraw that lil shit tho.. just for fun.... yeah ill do that for my peepers #anyway i just woke up from an accidental nap. sorry. #woke up to find out my mom was gone for a bit for some skin appointment so i ran upstairs and started eating everything #buddha will slap me for this but thats ok if this is what it means to be happy then yk. let it slide please <:) #SO FUNNY THO I WAS TALKING TO MY SISTER AND WE SUDDENLY HEARD THE GARAGE OPEN #AND I HAVE NEVER SCRAMBLED OUT OF A ROOM SO FAST and then it was just my brother with ice cream ☠️☠️ #this ice cream yummy.... if you were wondering... its not mint choco so no one can yell at me it's cookies and cream

[girlthingdecay]

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#i kind of want to kill myself. im so disconnected from anything. i have no original thought. everything is scripted #everything is just put together pieces from things ive heard elsewhere and i do not have a single original thought #everyone can see that im masks all the way down and everyone can see that i am nothing underneath and even that is a stolen way of saying it #i have no way of making nothing palatable but i am simply nothing. invite me over and ill try to adapt to you and write a new script based #off new media but if you make me truly comfortable and somehow manage to unplug my behavior then youll be rewarded with me just sitting #beside you on the floor and staring at whatever media you show me without speaking much and only occasionally seeking further warmth from #you #i vocalized it to someone close recently but im a nothing void and i wish people all acted in exactly the way i wanted regardless #i have selfish fantasies about people just doing everything to make everything easy for me and if i were a god i would be an entirely #selfish one #if the right people would go and stay as i please even though im a nothing void and dont deserve them around #if they would all do whatever i needed like gave me cuddles or sex or affirmation or money or treats #if life was one long cycle of being the most treated god by everyone then maybe i could be something i dont know #maybe something could be manifested into me #everyone already projects an idea onto me so maybe a collective idea held by all with a great deal of love would make whatever they say of #me true and maybe then id exist fully #until then oh well #though in reality im just sanitizing a bit. having others fully as puppets serving me isnt something that i want because i think itll “fix” #me by any measures and id likely only grow far more sadistic and selfish but i wish for that world because i could live in perfect comfort #i could do anything i wanted and have anything i wanted and nobody would stop me #sorry this is just like. a long rambling in tags. i should shut up now

[savefrog]

Dude the human body is crazy

That post about T giving you too much blood, and how thats a genetic condition passed down mainly through cis men (hemachromatosis). And how its a risk for going on T because someone can have inherited the gene but not know until going on T triggers the issues. I need to do more research, because I cant find a lot of information on how it reacts to T (besides it often resulting in lower T), but it almost looks like the body gets T and is like "Oh cool we're going dude mode now, heres that condition you were missing!"

Makes me think of how people who have had a hysterectomy can still experience the menstruation cycle even without a Uterus. Like PMS and the soreness and bloating associated with cramps. And its hard to find research on because its a newly recorded phenomenon with a lot of bias against it, but trans women on E may also experience a monthly cycle (PMS and the soreness and bloating associated with cramps) even without a Uterus as well. The body gets estrogen and is like "oh sick i know what to do with this! Pain!!!!!"

Like it really drives in how the human body is made of analogous structures. The reproductive system is all the same parts, just given different instructions. The clitoris can get erections! Hormones can change BONES even though its limited! (Horomonal changes also affect the bones during menopause for example, something archaeologists or forensic scientists can notice)

And speaking of, that whole thing about "when archaeologists see your skeleton THEN they will know" is bullshit! (ON SO MANY LEVELS)! Sex determination with bones is typically based on the measurement of literally ONE bone. And the field of archaeology has, for quite some time, acknowledged how innaccurate this can be. (And honestly, this assumption shows a lack of science knowledge in general, where in my experience researchers like to lean more towards "probably" rather than "definitely" when making ANY kind of assertion about something because there are ALWAYS EXCEPTIONS!)

Thanks to X-rays, we have classifications for different types of pelvis shapes. Do you know what may cause someone to have a C-section???? Having an Android (or "male-shaped") pelvis. Yes. A cis woman LITERALLY GIVING BIRTH, may have a pelvic shape that is labeled as having a masculine shape. AND IT IS NOT THAT RARE!!!! (A brief search says 20% of cis women)

But consider that people usually only get X-rays or other scans when absolutely needed. There could be so much more overlap that we arent even aware of. Things that are "rare instances" may not be that rare. We arent analyzing the dna of every person in existence, we only see what we are looking for and research has only just opened up past our cultural biases towards gender!

We know from studies of the brain that a lot of gendered assumptions (women are good at sorting colors because they were gatherers, etc) are not well-defined AT ALL. A lot of it may be learned during development. There are some stereotyped trends, but they're just small percentage trends such that its impossible to look at a brain and 100% say "yup thats male!", only at the most "well, statistically, its Slightly More Likely male" and still be very wrong. Exceptions are the NORM.

(And that whole evolutionary psychology thing of "women are better at colors because gatherers?"...based on what ancestors?!?!?!?!? Different groups of ancient people had different gender norms!!! There wasn't just one big caveman family for the entire paleolithic!!!! There are SO MANY recorded remains of what are most likely female hunters!!!!! Why would they not take advantage of having MORE HUNTERS during a hunting season?!?!!)

"Its simple biology" is quite possibly the most ignorant statement one can make, its a paradox. Biology is INHERENTLY complex, varied, and difficult to categorize. If you say it's simple even just for the sake of categorization, you are literally admitting to not knowing SHIT. Ask anyone into taxonomy. Categorizing animals seems easy if youve never actually done it, and meanwhile there are appparently heated debates on river dolphin teeth and whether or not river dolphins with no visible differences except slightly different teeth are different species or not. Birds are reptiles!!! Everything is a fucking fish!!!! Rigid thought based on societal bias is antithetical to science (though it has SURE affected science!)

Its that bias where the less you know about something, the easier you think it is. Someone may think they already know everything about a topic if they never actually researched it because they dont know whats out there. Whereas someone actually knowledgeable in that field KNOWS that its complicated and feels LESS like they know everything about it. Cis people who have never thought deeply about gender THINK it is simple because they lack any experience. They THINK its the same as they believed in preschool because they never challenged it - when everything else you learn in grade school is obviously simplified!!!

Its so blatantly apparent how little transphobes want to actually consider facts. Its all "just ask a biologist" until real biologists tell them its complex, then its "science is woke". They'll talk about gender all day and yet mock anyone actually studying it. It's all about rigid definitions, until someone tells them the literal definition of gender makes it seperate from sex. They pretend to care so much about the literal definitions of words and what you can and can't call something due to biology...but still call a seastar a "starFISH".

The WORLD is amorphous! Words are merely tools! Biology hates rigid categorization! EXCEPTIONS ARE THE NORM! live your damn life!

#dullblogging #disclaimer #i can add sources if asked but ill never get around to posting this if i try gathering them now #on mobile lol #my drafts are FILLED bc of that lol #so dont take my rambling as a source do research keep in mind bias exists #these are all rambling based on research i have done #for example that first thing ive only just heard of today and so i feel my understanding of it is shaky #but everything in the latter half of the post about biology being weird and amorphous #thats just true like. that is what biology is lol #if you insist on rigidity you are not doing biology

[boypussydilf]

i love it when the doctor displays their audhd swag

#the doctor is the absolute definition of ‘i remember everything except for when i forget’ #they ARE ‘i remember this convoluted trivia i heard one time decades ago with perfect clarity #i don’t remember the conversation we were just having though sorry’ #Impeccable alien memory foiled by alien neurodivergency #you couldn’t possibly reasonably argue against the doctor having autism + adhd #it simply is true #they take everything literally and if they get too bored they might drive off a cliff just so something novel happens #i got off track. this is no longer related to these 2 insignificant lines of dialogue #basilposting #basil reads edas

[ruerock]

🧸 !

#some small update bc i havent talked in the tags for a while!! #i got a ricecooker for my birthday!!! :D #and a haircut! #and im gonna be dyeing my hair blue! #my wardrobe does not match blue in the slightest #im gonna have to improvise #thank god browns go with everything #i ordered a queenie keychain and it came out nicely! #now that i know its good i can start thinking of the barbie ones #ill probably post the chibis i made first and then announce them as keychains #i might sell them on ko-fi at first and if theyre selling i might even consider making my own website? ;w; #like store website #would be a small dream come true #do you guys vibe with kofi? i heard its easy to purchase from there and stuff #i plan on some color theory oc merch too <3 #im drinking tea right now #ive been watching shadow and bone and the amount of love i have for inej. unmeasurable #oh and i saw shazam 2 but its not better than 1 in my opinion )): #i was really counting on um. seeing billy LMAO #like out of shazam form #and he was there for like 4 scenes for a few seconds literally heartbreak #it was fun other than this but i doo have some scenes that i wish they just did differently #im curious what did others think? i heard it was better than 1 thats why i think my expectactions were so high #guys i hate being a hater!!! i always want to see my favorite things do well #i feel so bad having criticism about stuff not even funny!!!!! #also next adopt batch coming soon #mushroom theme!!!! <3 #also ive been playing so much dreamlight valley #115 hours in this game already how does he do it #i still have dream drop distance to finish like me @ me PLEASE

[iclout]

#wicked sexy! #odunsi (the engine) #maison2500 #everything you heard is true

[hellofears]

having issues with men, the associations the instant distrust, which i dont like i dont want it i want things to be different, just all of it so much just the dynamic i have the relationship all of it the way the world is atleast online and having a younger brother. I wouldn't trade him for the world, I try and talk to him where I can and will continue to do so i adore him but i fear. i believe in him i want joy for him. I fear that his peers will feed him fckn brainrot and it scares me. not even just that he'll fall into that thinking that his fuckn upstanding that his unwillingness to follow ppl will hurt him. crazy shit at schools, like why tf r ppl dying kids young teens killing eaachother with knives? ??I don't want to loose him i don't want to see him loose who he is and the heart that he has i don't and i hope he rises above it all and will continue to. i feel like im stating what he has to be or smth but all i could ask for is his wellbeing, respect, humanity, that he treats himself well know what he deserves and has some sense of self, some gravity. I feel like shit sometimes for this aspect that i'm concerned that i just idk, i dont like the whole 'dont disappoint me' thing he owes nothing to me other than basic human decency and respect, hes a reason why i live but to i just that intrusive thought of there is no different the hell u think of is real about men to someone i hold so fckn dear to in a way show me their fckn fuckery its idk, like another? it'd hurt me, it'd hurt me bad.

i've never understood men or boys, amab, who go on about their connection or like protectiveness of their sisters of their mother but treat other women like shit like their familiars aren't women? you don't want to fuck them so its different? what is it like just whats the difference why does it have to pertain to you for you to care? do you care or do you see them as an extension? is it a personality trait for you? a 'lover boy' thing? a signal to women, women u imagine u want and is going to be 'ur woman' but u cant even like visualize them in a way that doesnt pertain to your sexual interests? a signal so people can say oh he loves his mother so hes good to go and prime? a 'mummys boy' ? are they not real women just because u dont feel that sort of way? talking about women that way with your friends? do i have to bring up the fact those same people could date your sister etc for you to care? those people could make the kids that surround your kids, your daughter. idk.

its like okay u want sex so u respect them less? did no one hear dont bite the hand that feeds you? what the fuck is going on. you cant fuck them so its all good? the demeaning-ness? lack of gravity, venom is just rapid, vapid

#*txt🗣️ #real world issues #i instantly think of counter points before i say anything especially online and i hate it because its like im accustomed to ppl being accus #atory. at being contrary. shitting on vulnerability. shitting on emotions. shitting on hhumanity. shitting on the ability to care. #women can be pieces of shit men can queer folk can i can be you can be to me theres an ability just as people and the world of choice that #-e have. im not saying everyones on the brink of doing the worst and makes a choice not to either if ur going through that u need to seek #help or some sort of sincere dialogue well and truly. but the world around me has made me who i am just as much as my reaction. not all etc #is a no brainer. ppl dont have a neon sign on their forehead. its understandable why the caution has been fckn drilled into so many afab so #many women in the hearts of many and thats hurt fear and absolute rage simmering anger for bs. i understand proventitive cautions to ppl #especially those who tend to be the direct target demographic but to drill in fear to woman to afab not even just on a personal level imsur #everyones experience is different on that front and their thoughts but on a society level and then take no action to then be like atleast t #my knowledge or its just not fckn working bitch its crickets. men should be able to feel safe enough to share their fears and worries to be #vulnerable but that isn't coddling bs and pointing the fingers at women at afab. theres weight in the way both sexes have been socialized #its cause and effect i refuse that it can't be helped. i refuse it. i reject it. thats not me discrediting or trying to come at gender(s) #at ppls gender identity etc. i mean everything makes us who we are. its all part of a journey. ones sex doesn't invalidate such a thing. #humans are so complex to say someones just pulling shit out their ass for the giggles is wild. no matter what it rings true for people #its not for us to choose for eachother we don't choose what others want to share we can't decide how someone else feels we can't read them- #back a book they feel like they've never heard or is bs and give them the finger. u can't tell someone they're the authour and they didn't #write the book or they didn't hire you or agree and want u to write it for them? ur not a ghostwriter bitch ur writing perception #i mean the way we're brought up the way society has become accustomed it effects results its a world in of itself made #to no fruitful benefit atleast to me for any party. when desire grips you at the throat when you allow your will you allow your every whim #the desire isnt even desire anymore. now you're creating a loop you're creating a possibility for a life with no balance #if men are so upstanding they aren't like one another they aren't the bad ones why is the refusal to move forward and write past men up #write them wrong feel so heavy or resound so heavily atleast to me. write for better because you're better. know you're better. #excitement as it once was turns into not enough then again and again. and the core issue even thbere i care for other parties responsibilit #relationships are a back and forth dont choose for others what they want dont decide for others. ask them. #u shouldn't have to constantly prove ur different but heres the thing if in ur life those who know you atleast if u have walked the road #u speak of the valiant road you've trecked supposedly there'd be nothing to prove. you've walked it. if a new person comes along you dont #need effort to show you have basic respect for another. and if u dont have that respect dont get mad at those who dont want u in their live #u took yourself out their market. life is a in moment custom experience. buckle up. not me talking about love like a business worker or smt

[daimonios]

ive literally been crying so much lately. its kinda nice though

#like just everything makes me cry. obv especially like. palestine #but also other stuff just like movies and music and stuff #i feel like people say that going on T makes u not cry as much and i think that was true for a little while for me #but ive also heard people say that it like evens out eventually and you can start crying more later. hoping this is whats going on with me #personal

[fluffypurpleglitterdemon]

Getting into TGCF in an unusual order, having first been spoiled for several major plot points via enjoying fanworks (including the rather important plot point regarding Jun Wu) then watched the cartoon while waiting to get the books out from the library and only now beginning to read the books, has led to a lot of surprises! Genuinely thought watching the show that Ling Wen kept purposefully directing Xie Lian to enter the array when the other gods were trash talking him in it, was very surprised when he wandered into that scene accidentally fully on his own!

#Me Talking #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing #the other thing that's kept happening so far is I keep going 'I DON'T TRUST THAT' whenever Xie Lian's backstory stuff is mentioned #spent half the prologue like 'okay if everything else I've heard has been true then you are LYING omniscient narrator >:(' #Which is likely not the intended experience! Whether those things are lies or whether my idea of things is wrong #But I'm still having fun so that's alright :) #I don't know whether I'll have other comments to make during the course of reading these books but I'll make a tag for them just in case... #TGCF liveblogging

[unstablerk800]

|| I want to sing the chorus of Video Games by Lana Del Rey to Connor while slow dancing with him.

It's one of those days again. 🥺

#out of thirium [ooc] #|| It's you it's you it's all for you - everything I do; I tell you all the time #|| Heaven is a place on Earth with you; tell me all the things you wanna do... #|| I heard that you like the bad girls - honey~ is that true? It's better than I ever even knew~ #|| They say that the world was built for two - only worth living if somebody is loving you... baby now you do.

[saintflint]

​i am living ‘it’s rotten work.’ ‘not to me. not if it’s you.’ & it is……………….there are no words for it.

#everything you’ve heard is true. if you submit to the mortifying ordeal of being known you truly will be rewarded– tenfold –with love. #true & sweet & honest love. #🫀💥