#forgot how hard it is to color this fucking show 😅

[ohlexa]

7 years without Lexa

#*sigh* still here dammit #lexaedit #commander lexa #lexa #heda lexa #clexaedit #adcedit #clexa #alycia debnam carey #adc #myedit #*23 #forgot how hard it is to color this fucking show 😅 #i hadn't watched any lexa scenes in a while so i ended up watching most of them while grabbing screencaps for this set #she really was something special #I’ll see y’all next year 🙃

[youarestellarverse]

hello i am SO curious about "but really it's nico's story" and "rrverse polycule"

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WIP meme!

HEY SO remember this post? That's where that title came from.

I'm not completely sure what I'm doing with it yet, but I started writing it out. I have a ton of these, small excerpts of scenes that might not end up anywhere or might end up turning into a multichapter or might just ultimately be oneshots.

The scene I have is a conversation between Nico and Jason, meant to semi-mirror their canon interactions, set during tech week for Sweeney Todd (Nico and Sally are assistant stage managers— re, they're the members of the run crew who wear headsets so Stage Right, Stage Left and the stage manager can communicate during the shows).

"Let me guess. The Smiths." 

Nico turns off his cassette player, his lips twisting into a reflexive scowl. 

"Virgin Prunes, actually." 

"Isn't that the one Bono was involved with before U2?" Jason sits down next to him, his hair a good inch longer than it was when they met and startlingly black. 

"You look like a sick, male Thalia." Nico almost lets himself smile when Jason snorts with laughter in response. 

"Yeah, black is really not my color. The same thing happens to her when she goes blonde. I guess she went through a Hole phase when she was about fourteen." 

He doesn't look terrible in it, but it brings out his stress. The circles under his eyes are a lot more pronounced, his usual tired paleness exaggerated into a stark, almost deathly pallor. It's worse when he's in the pure, blinding white of his costume shirt, a color that oddly enough lights Percy up like a— fuck. 

Nico shoves that line of thinking away as hard as he can. 

"Right. I forgot who raised you. That explains how you know about the Prunes." 

Jason smiles, and it almost looks sincere. "She got me into Stevie Nicks and Kate Bush, which sent me down a rabbit hole into goth and new wave. I like Sisters Of Mercy a lot, mostly because their music is in a good range for me to sing along with." 

He's not wrong. Nico can hear it in his head, if he thinks about it. He's not sure why the idea makes him so uncomfortable.

"You should be Andrew Eldritch for Halloween. Your sister could go as Patricia Morrison."

"She probably would. We were already planning on going as Billy Idol and Joan Jett some year." Jason sighs. "It was Percy's idea. He's threatening to go as Robert Smith." 

So much for avoiding that subject. 

Nico sinks into his auditorium seat. Percy's down at the piano, his bright voice carrying through the auditorium. 

"I am in the dark beside you, buried sweetly in your yellow hair!" 

I'm sure it'll explode in length when I get to House of Hades, but I'm still just over halfway through Mark of Athena at the moment. 😅

rrverse polycule is the next multichapter up after I finish HiOB, which is plotty, so I want it to be done before I post to hopefully prevent getting stuck and writing myself into a hole. MORE UNDER THE CUT.

The reason it's "polycule" is because it's the part of the multichapter that's from Percy's POV, as relates to the bit where he and Jason temporarily break up and Percy ends up being "fostered" by Clarisse and Charlie and Silena and Chris. There's some more chatter about that plotline under the tag #rrverse polycules, which I will add to this post for easy browsing!

It's pretty angsty so far. It will get worse, but it will also get better, I promise. 🥴

Content warning for references to self injury and unsafe kink.

"I didn't cut myself." 

Clarisse leans forward, her elbows on her knees.  

"I know. I've been debriefed."

Percy fidgets with the edge of the medical tape at his wrist. His arm itches. She hasn't stopped looking at him since he sat down, and he hasn't looked back at her at all.

"I don't think it looked as bad as it was. I told her I was fine because I honestly felt fine, and by the time I came down enough to realize I wasn't actually fine, I was already on the train."

"She should have stayed in the room with you until you came down completely, regardless of how 'fine' you told her you were, and you know that."

Percy is overcome with the distinct sensation of being dunked in cold water, without any of the clarity or release of the real thing.

"It wasn't intentional," he gets out eventually, slow and reluctant. "I didn't go in there thinking 'gee, I hope I find a shitty dominant who seriously hurts me'."

"No, you just slept with the first person in a pair of leather boots who insulted you and ended up in urgent care because she couldn't be arsed to do the bare minimum of her responsibility."  

There's an accusatory note to Clarisse's bright voice, but it's not directed at him. It makes him twitchy and self-conscious. 

"She did the bare minimum."

"She literally put a fucking bandaid on you and walked away." 

"Several bandaids, and they were very large." 

"And you still bled through your shirt and got an entire subway car convinced you'd been fucking stabbed because, again, she cut you so deeply you needed three fucking stitches, Perseus Read Jackson." 

("Your middle name is 'Read'? Shut up."

"You shut up. I'm named after the pirate queen. I would have been Estelle Anne if I'd been a girl— Marie is after Paul's mom, but Gramma Blofis likes sharing an homage with Mary Read and she thinks it's cute that we match."

"Okay, I would, too.")

"Thanks for drawing my attention back to it." He wants to glare at her, but he can't, so he focuses on the wall instead. "I just distracted myself from the pain."

"If you don't find a better way to do that, you'll end up in the hospital or worse." 

He scowls at the floor. He can feel her eyes on him, burning into his skin.

"I told you I didn't do it on purpose."

"Bull. Your subconscious figured out that you can say you're not hurting yourself without it being a lie if you get someone else to do it for you. Like, oh, some chick you've never met who's arrogant enough to try a kink she doesn't know how to safely do, that you've been doing for way too long not to recognize the sloppiness of her technique."

Shit.

"Okay, maybe I'm not being as careful as I should," he mutters. "And maybe that's kind of by design. I always feel really stupid about it afterwards, if it's any consolation." 

"No, it isn't, because feeling stupid about things is what sets you off in the first place." 

Clarisse crosses her arms over her chest.  She's in a brick red wifebeater, well-worn and thin enough that he can see the lace on her bra through the fabric.

Percy blinks, and finally meets her eyes. 

"When the hell did you get so observant?"

"You're not that subtle, pretty boy." 

"Why, Miss La Rue, are you hitting on me?" 

"Yes." 

The banter stops, with the abruptness of a cartoon character running face-first into a brick wall. 

She stares at him. He stares back. 

"You're serious." 

"Yes." 

Now that she has his gaze, she's somehow locked it in place with a shift in expression so small he can't pinpoint it— yet somehow enormous in impact.

He never realized it before, but she's actually hot.

She's not pretty, and she doesn't try to be. That's not what makes her attractive: it's the way she moves; the power in her stance; her bold, assertive attitude. That's why her renaissance faire character— the Red Knight, Slayer of Dragons, defending champion of the joust for two years running— has so many clamoring groupies, even though she spends almost the whole time shut inside her boar-shaped armor.

"I don't want your pity." 

"It's not pity, it's that I know what I'm doing and I give a shit about your welfare." She smirks, and something about it is almost feral. "And while I actually do think you'd be hot in one of Charlie's shibari harnesses, mostly it's because I'd rather you didn't fuck your way into the morgue." 

Somehow, her voice remains calm and even. It's like she's talking about the fucking weather. Percy's blushing at the mental image she just gave him and feeling torn open, pinned like a butterfly to a board, over the insight. 

"So, what, Beckendorf will tie me up and you'll kick my ass so I stop recklessly endangering myself by subconsciously seeking out the worst tops I can find?" 

"Pretty much." Clarisse leans forward, her elbows on her knees, looking more serious than he's ever seen her. "If you're not interested, don't feel like you have to take me up on it, but I'm not going to stand by and do nothing when you're in trouble."

He's tempted. Oh, he's tempted. 

The problem is, he knows that look, and there's only so long he can ignore the similarities. 

"How bitchy can you be?" he asks, half serious. She rolls her eyes, but he can tell it makes her happy that he's considering it. 

"Would my middle school levels of bitchiness be enough for you? I'm not shoving your head in a toilet, but I can think of a few other places I could shove it."

"I can't—" 

His voice stops abruptly, and he can't spit it out. 

"You can't handle someone being nice to you right now," Clarisse finishes for him, surprisingly sympathetic. "Which is why you're being reckless, and why I'm offering to be a bitch. I can be as mean as you need me to be."  

That one's longer, with bits involving the other three as well. It's currently sitting pretty at just over 7300 words. I'm imagining it'll become clearer where I'm going with it as I finish off HiOB!

Thank you for dropping by, friend 💜

#rrverse polycules #answered #ternaryflower53 #i wrote this #stellarverse #clarissercy #fic spoilers

[dotster001]

How’s life ?

Oof, buckle up cause this is gonna be a tale 😂

So, I'm super excited cause I got fairy gala Ortho in twenty pulls, and then that night Kaveh came out. I really wanted Kaveh cause he's baby girl.

So I did a ten pull and got FUCKING CANDACE?!?!?! I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO SHE IS!!!!

Then I did a second ten pull and got Candace and Ningguang?????!?!?! Like, I don't have a lot of characters???? The fact that I already had both of them was upsetting and I still didn't have Kaveh????!?!!?

So I did a third ten pull, and got Beizou!!!?!!?!? Like, I didn't want him, I wanted Kaveh!!!! I was watching say yes to the dress Atlanta with my family, and when he showed up, I shouted, quite loudly "no!" Cause I was so scared it meant I wouldn't get Kaveh. Anyway, two later I got Kaveh so it all worked out 😂 except I haven't played in three months so I forgot how much I hate the fact that the world levels up with you, so you can't even use your new characters unless you have the means to bulk them up. I hate that game mechanic so much but we can have that convo another day 😭

Anyways, other than that, the depressions have been up this week, but I got promoted at work, so that's nice, but I also think I'm too sad and tired to do therapy today, unless she just lets me color and hang out, and eating is so hard but everyone's so judgy about it...anyways....sorry if I over shared 😅

#just some thoughts #fun with moots #not me oversharing on the Internet #couldn't be me

[0x1lovebot]

✩•̩̩͙*˚⁺ stray kids and proposing ⁺˚*•̩̩͙✩

gender neutral! reader.

warnings; language.

requested by @kpop-official-fan ;

hi faith<3 i love~ your blog set up and I have an ask for you, can you please do a reaction/headcanon with stray kids proposing , who would be shy, nervous, scared?and how they'd do it, if you can't that's fine! but if you do it thank you so much~<3

thanks for the idea!! I hope you like it!! <3 and sorry it took so long😔 school's been killing me

chan

channie is scared😬❗

he freaks out so hard becuz 'what if you say no?'

or 'what if you hate what he has planned?'

or 'what if you hate the ring he bought?'

or 'what if you just don't love him anymore?' plz that would never happen 🙄

he just spirals so hard and he a l m o s t backs out

but we all know that chan never gives up😤 so he goes through with his plan of proposal

he takes you on a picnic with all your favorite foods and there's candles and the scenery is so beautiful

and all you can think about is how you're so in love with him and how important he is to you and just-

it's just perfect😔❤

I'm very much in love with this man ANYWAYZZ-

he gets down on one knee and pops the question💍

and you don't say anything at all at first because the most beautiful person on the planet just FUCKING PROPOSED TO YOU AND IT CATCHES YOU OFF GUARD

and chan starts nervous laughing because the silence is eating him alive and he thinks you're gonna say no

but you tackle him to the ground in happiness and kiss him all over the face😫❤

"wait so you actually wanna marry me⁉️"

"YES YOU IDIOT!! I wanna be with you forever🥰"

[rest of the members under cut!!]

minho

first of all minho bought the engagement ring the month after you started dating

he already knew he wanted to spend his life with you

and he carries it around e v e r y w h e r e waiting for the right moment to propose

so you guys are in a clothing store looking at shirts

and the 2 of you were bickering over which color would look better on him

but in the middle of it this old lady comes up to you

"excuse me, hi! how long have you 2 been married?" she asks

and it completely catches you off guard

"oh! uuhhhh haha we're not married!!"😅

"really?? you 2 bicker like a married couple😊"

and minho decided that this was the perfect time to propose

so while you're talking to the sweet old lady manz gets down on one knee in the middle of the damn store⁉️

and when the lady leaves and you turn around to face him you almost pass the fuck out

"if that lady already thinks that we're married, we might as well do it right!"

"SERIOUSLY⁉️ ARE YOU SERIOUS⁉️ LIKE MARRIAGE MARRIAGE⁉️"

"yes babe, like marriage marriage!!"

"OMG YES!! OF COURSE I'LL MARRY YOU"

you've completely forgot about the shirts and you get kicked out of the store for yelling😭

changbin

confidence is key for this man😌

changbin does not get n e r v o u s

he's so sure of himself and your love for each other that he could literally propose to you anywhere😤

so that's exactly what he did!!

it was late at night and you two were craving fast food so.... mcdonald's!!

it wasn't very crowded but there were still a good amount of people in the establishment

and while you 2 were in line changbin gets down on 1 knee and pulls out a ring

"y/n, the love of my life will you marry me?"

"are you seriously proposing to me in mcdonald's right now🧍‍♀️?"

"yup😗 so you wanna be with me forever??"

"yes🙄❤"

everyone in mcdonald's cheers for the 2 of you

and you end up getting free fries too😋

hyunjin

hyunjin definitely is nervous 😬

he's so so so fucking nervous

but the way he proposes is so chill that you can't even tell⁉️

you 2 were in the middle of movie night and the movie that he chose was extremely cheesey and romantic

and when the couple in the movie starts to be all domestic he goes:

"omg y/n that could be us!! will you marry me??"

and at first you think he's joking

but then you turn and see that his face showed complete sincerity

"are you being serious hyunjin??"

and he just nods silently cuz he's too nervous to say anything

"yes I'll marry you!🥰"

he lets out a huge sigh of relief and pulls you into his chest

"oh thank God!! I thought you were gonna say no!!"

nervousness = nonexistent 😌

jisung

definitely the most nervous😭

he’s jittery and always looking around nervously

acts so so s o suspicious

"hey sungie what are you doing😊?"

"DEFINITELY NOT LOOKING AT ENGAGEMENT RINGS👁👁"

he plans to take you to this romantic restaurant as a surprise and propose to you there

but hannie can't keep a secret to save his life🙄

while you guys get ready to leave for the restuarant he just goes:

"y/n have you seen your engagement ring?!" without thinking because he can't seem to find it anywhere 😐

and he doesn't even realize what he just did until he turns and looks at you and you're just like

"😳😳"

and he's so sad that he ruined the surprise

but he is e c s t a t i c when you say yes and kiss him

felix

lixie had a whole ass plan‼️

he was gonna make you dinner

and then he was gonna take you on a romantic moonlit walk,,

and then he would propose in this field with rose petals and candles

but due to one of his members🙄 jisung dinner was ruined and it threw off his whole plan😔

so you two just end up chilling on the couch and he’s like

“y/n will you marry me?💍"

and you're just like "🧍‍♀️w h a t"

because that is not what you expected him to say while cuddling in the couch after a failed romantic night

but of course you say yes💕😌

seungmin

ok so when you first started dating

like maybe 6 months in, seungmin already knew he wanted to be with you forever😔💓

and you felt the same way

so one night you 2 were just having one of those late night talks and seungmin asks

"hey y/n would you marry me?? like later in the future??"

"of course I would."

so t e c h n i c a l l y you 2 are already engaged

but fast forward 2 years

you both pass by a jewelry store in the mall and the rings really catch seungmin's eye

and he remembers your conversation from a few years back and he feels all warm and fuzzy inside

"y/nie you still want to get married?"

"absolutely!!"

"then let's go get you a ring!!"

and he pulls you into the jewelry store and helps you choose an engagement ring💍

jeongin

plz i.n would simply just throw the question at you😭

no plan, no previous thought, no bullshit, just impulse

he just knows that he wants to spend the rest of his life with you

and that he can't live without you

so in the middle of the damn supermarket jeongin just-

"hey y/n, will you marry me?"

"i- seriously?? you wanna marry me??"

"of course, I do! I love you🥰"

"then hell yeah!! let's get married❤"

you guys went to the mall right after grocery shopping and he got you a ring💍

it was so sudden that he hadn't bought one yet😭

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#skz x reader #skz headcanons #stray kids headcanons #skz fanfic #skz bang chan #skz lee know #skz changbin #skz hyunjin #skz han #skz felix #skz seungmin #skz i.n #stray kids x reader #skz scenarios #faithwrites🌱

[elliebartlets]

2.05 And It’s Surely to Their Credit

Episode:

• “Don’t shout.”

• “Which I guess makes me deputy deputy chief of staff.”

Lol and Sam’s thumbs up makes it better

• what the hell is in Gail’s fishbowl? looks like a princess bed or something.

• ok I just looked it up and it’s a bed and they added another goldfish in reference to the subplot where Bartlet and Abbey try to have sex omg I forgot this was that episode

that whole subplot is iconic

Charlie thinking Abbey wants to have sex with him, Bartlet getting so excited he can finally have sex again, only for him to stick his foot in his mouth, Abbey cockblocking herself to talk about feminist leaders, “Kids I have to go now, to a special meeting...of the government.”

alsksk icONIC

sorry I got ahead of myself

• when Leo tells Lionel that Bartlet wanted to hire Ainsley, Lionel starts nervously laughing and picks up his bar and for a second it looks like he’s gonna go after them lol terrifying.

• “UHM-brellas”

• holy shit when Abbey says to Charlie “so we can have sex now” there’s a faint laugh in the background!!!? like it’s really hard to hear but it’s there...what the fuck 😅😅

• Bartlet and Abbey are hella cute tho

• when Leo’s telling Ainsley not to worry about it all, he says “don’t worry about Sam or Josh and Toby or CJ...” why does he put Josh and Toby together?

• omg Sam has his initials embroidered in his shirt pocket lmao

• “Would you like to get that smile off your face before I send you on special assignment to the Yukon?”

• honestly both Bartlet and Abbey cockblocked themselves from having sex

• gah the ending is too cute

Podcast:

• introduced to our second tribbey lol

• Josh while talking about the general wearing a medal he didn’t earn:

“Would have loved to see the lapel pin in there. “That is for West Wing Weekly listeners, sir, and you are not a West Wing Weekly listener.”

Lol I cant

• “It then takes me to a further level of disbelief to think that they would go through the effort of collecting dead flowers to put in a bouquet with the word “b***h” on her desk. Like, that’s just – who makes that effort? If they can’t even be bothered to order pizza for themselves.”

Lmao so true

• it is interesting that this episode and the show in general has its sexist moments and yet CJ is pointing out the sexism in the plot to Toby about how Ainsley is treated and how she herself was treated. But then you also have the women characters sticking up for themselves/their believes, ie CJ with the general and Abbey calling out Bartlet on his belittlement and ignorance of important women figures. Idk Sorkin has a very complicated way of writing women.

• Abbey goes to Cochran’s Mills to honor a statue for Nellie Bly. Nellie Bly’s real name is Elisabeth Cochran Seaman.

• “I’m thinking that’s what Ainsley did too. She’s got a stack of Gilbert and Sullivan and D’Oyly Carte posters, and when she hears that Sam’s going to come down and discuss something she runs around putting them back up.”

Lmao this episode is funny

• honestly I never knew what leaf peeping was and could never be bothered to look it up but it’s when people travel and photograph places where the leaves change colors. leaf peeping is a huge thing in New Hampshire, so Bartlet should know what it is, but he doesn’t.

• “I came, I saw, I Concord.” alskfjaha

• Josh would jump into leaf piles when he was a kid and his mom was afraid there would be dog poop in it and it would be a doody trap and then Josh said “well, they’re all about doody.” I cannot.

• “Hearing the President and First Lady talking about having sex, was not totally unlike imagining one’s own parents having sex.”

“Little bit.”

“It’s a little disturbing. Still kinda cute, but also a touch disturbing.”

“Yes, and I thought it was odd that they would drag Charlie into it.”

“I feel like, I thought maybe that they were angling for a threesome.”

Alskfjshahsja nOo o I did. Not read that with my own eye balls

• The cases Sam brought up of people suing the KKK were real cases won by the Southern Poverty Law Center

#the west wing #and it’s surely to their credit #the west wing weekly #tww weekly #tww #rewatching tww