#fuck the forth wall

[icewindandboringhorror]

a quite simple outfit, trying to use the little blue and white apron thing (which is actually a dress I think, that I just leave un-buttoned in the back and added an apron-like tie to lol)

#self #mori kei #jfashion #NOT really but like.. it's.. adjacent I guess.. forgive me .. I may try using tags again though I kind of got out of the habit ghhj #I need to be... Seen to some degree. I want to start selling clothes and sculptures again to recoup the costs of having to euthanize my cat #and stuff . but that won't be very successful if I have like.. 15 people to sell to lol... #the eternal Hermit Conflict where you hate attention and Being Percieved in general yet in todays capitalist society it is nearly #a necessity to have some form of social network or media presence especially in creative fields. etc. etc. ... kicking screaming wailing #sobbing so on and so forth.. tearfully punching the cold mossy stone walls of my evil wizard tower... #I was also thinking of maybe opening a few sculpture commission slots and maybe Tumblr Blazing that post or something #but.. again.... sobbing crying interacting with the general public oughhf ouuch -500 HP #why can't I just be approached by some wealthy 65 year old woman who is nonsensically infatuated with my art for no #reason and gives me like $10.000 a week for food and art supplies and etc. and I can go fuck off into a cabin in the middle of nowhere #in the uk and just be left alone to work on my projects without even needing to build any form of connections or social presence because I' #already set for life and can just get funding and connections whenever lol.. WHICH not to be ungrateful like obviously I still appreciate #anyone who follows and interacts with my posts. I dont mean it in a 'grrr fuck all of you imbeciles I wish I could delete my blog!!!' or #whatever hhjkjk.. I just mean it more in a like.. I am very socially inept and my mental illness gives me severe social issues so any situ #tion where I'm expected to self promote or network or interact with others generally is nightmarish and stressful for many many reasons #and if I could somehow skip that part and just go straight to being a famous author or somethin.. that would be cool. Which I know EVERYONE #hates networking and stuff but I mean like.. on a level most people could not possibly comprehend.. I am not just an 'introvert'. I am like #doctors declare me incapable of functioning in general society very poor mental health prognosis probably should have a caretaker at #some point type Hermit lol.. ANYWAY ghbhj... alas.. I also feel weird about the sculptures in terms of what to charge for them #and always have which is part of why I stopped selling them. If I charged a fair even like $15 an hour many of them would be like #close to $150+. and nobody is going to pay that for a decoration. that doesn't even factor in like.. supplies or time spent communicating/s #etching the concept (if a commission) etc. etc. I thought it'd be better to just auction them then and let people pay what they want inst #d of a set price but etsy doesnt allow auctions and is it weird to just.. link people to an Art Ebay or something lol.. #AAAANYWAY.. the outfit.. I still love these shoes. they're nice and a little Older Style looking. always into pastel florals too lol #(everything is thrifted as usual. excited about the shirt because it's so puffy! it was in the halloween section though ghjhj.. like when i #s october and they make the special aisle in goodwill for 'Costume' clothes even though theyre all just normal stuff I would wear ghg)

[slasherscream]

the minute i gather my thoughts and inner strength well enough to fucking talk about claudia in iwtv tv show it is over for you hoes it will be OVER for you

#bee talks #i am rocking back and forth and back and forth and back and forth and back and forth #black girls whose mothers loved them but not ever more than they loved their fucked up husbands rise UP #no i CANNOT speak on this in my fragile state of mind #(known as my period) or i will burn my house to ash #but oh god oh god 'you did it AGAIN. picked another one over me.' #Enfant Terrible i am in your walls and i was you and i am you and i love you #claudia they could NEVER make me hate you not ever my beautiful GIIIIIIIIIRL

[sukugo]

i really hate the soft sukuna hc before but with sukugo it just works?! sukuna is the king of douches and i have a hard time seeing him stopping at it but in sukugo it is not hard to imagine he would go softie. it is something for satoru alone.

i could see sukuna just hate fucking everyone else but he would go slow and deep for satoru just to torture him. he would gently fuck him for hours until satoru cries and begs because he wants it hard and fast. satoru wants to be destroyed but sukuna denies him and makes him feel good with a gentleness satoru believes he did not deserve but desperately needs.

then when satoru finally gives in to the softness offered, sighing into the slow rhythm of their bodies, sukuna would suddenly fuck him like there is no tomorrow. he would slam relentlessly into satoru's prostrate to make him keen again and again. sukuna fingers would leave bruises blooming like purple roses all over satoru's hips and thighs. he keeps him spread open as he drove himself sharply and deeply inside satoru.

sukuna enjoys the show satoru puts up under him. his white hair spread like a halo over his head and framed his blue eyes clouded by too much pleasure. tears and drool glistened on his blushing face. his porcelain skin a canvas of blood red vines and blooming purple and blue bruises.

the best part for sukuna was how satoru keeps up with him. his body naturally dances to the rhythm sukuna sets. his cock bounces and weeps in perfect timing with every thrusts. each slap of their skin is highlighted by satoru's sighs and moans. and when the man under him keens and cums, his body bows and tenses so beautifully in harmony.

then sukuna would slow their pace again with satoru following obediently like a dancer enslaved to his patron. he would grind inside him for minutes before thrusting shallowly in demand for an encore. satoru would groan and cry but he would still welcome his demand to perform once more.

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#f.ask #ANON???????? #DO U THINK U CAN LEAVE THIS IN MY INBOX AND EXPECT ME TO BE FINE?????? #ive actually read this multiple times since u sent it and it has made me crazy every single time. fuCK #that's so hot that's so fucking hot #LIKE YEAH #it's a back-and-forth between soft and slow and fast and rough bc that's how it is with them!!!!! #sukuna's relentless. but satoru takes and takes. bc that's what he wants. and that's what sukuna wants to give. #and at the same time. #tender. sukuna giving his love to gojo with every slow drag along his walls. #fsijahdkasgjsdhlkfskdjfsdkfasjfglskada *explodes* #they're just perfect for each other OTL #jjk #sukugo #ns4w #and FUCK bruised gojo oh god. do u understand how crazy i am abour bruised gojo. #sukuna leaving him completely marked all over. blood gorgeously blooming on his pretty flawless skin 😩😩😩😩 #it's fine im fine #he's so pretty u described it all so gorgeously OTL

[welcome-to-roomba-fazbender]

I keep forgetting I followed you on Instagram and occasionally you show up on my feed and I just

"Everyone forgets I'm there because I only post once a month."

"You know how exhausting it be for the mod to make unique images several times a month?"

"it's so easy to reuse the same images."

#charlie the phone guy #charlie the cursed phone guy #dsaf #dayshift at freddy's #classic verse #SHUT THE FUCK UP CHARLIE #AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DON'T BREAK THE FORTH WALL ON CHRISTMAS #- mod monnie

[blackvahana]

"You came from here" is just echoing in my head. or. from my head. talking about understanding the astral. talking about this plane. talking about this planes people. I am the astral. I am the original parent. I am those waters. All I can say about understanding is "you came from here" but that's a lie because what I'm actually speaking is both the tiny island of those words and the huge swathes of water that is my body open wide and my body is the cosmic gelatine, the Mother Waters, the binding between existence and it's electric wire mainframe

#Well Ahi certainly was there when I fell asleep #Ahi. God. Fuck. Ugh. (affectionate) #Aspect: Mother of All // #Because that. title of hers got slapped on me a few days ago for the first time this life and I'm viscerally feeling the generations that #are partly held together by part of me in their bones. and the walls that are held together by me. and the /ocean/ #I am viscerally feeling the generations and generations of literal actual living children that came forth from me #Kos is no longer dead on the beach but stitching back together the Sunlit dream. Grey is no longer screaming but enjoying his beach vacatio #in dorky fucking board shorts. But the Creatrix-Creator Mother-Father - look! I'm hyphening! Because they're working in sync! #They're dancing! The Storm and the Storm Generator not making storms but back to homes trading and - I meant homesteading phone #but that's funny AF to imagine so. you know #ramblings // #Aspect: creator //

[trentcrimminallybeautiful]

im thinking of that one incorrect quote that's like. "person c: omg give me all the details! person a: oh my god and he kissed me and like his hands were in my hair--" versus "person d: was there tongue. person b: yea person d: nice" and like. you'd THINK ted would be the first one and trent the second but actually i think it would be like

trent, in full lovestruck dork mode: [fully ready to spill All The Details to colin or keeley or his ex wife or whoever you want it to be in this case; he is ready to start doing Full Body Autism Wiggles]

(meanwhile)

beard: was there tongue

ted: yea

beard: nice

#alternatively they're BOTH gushing weirdos #but i just think beard being like 'was there tongue' and teds like yea sure was #is very funny and in line with their vibe specifically #but then again i can also see them gushing back and forth and being weird (affectionate) about it so #there's just always something amusing about whoever you think would be person a vs person b and like. swapping them. but like #onyl when it still makes sense it just takes a moment to get past the surface level reading #like the whole 'professor overshare vs professor asshole' #ANYWAY. not the point. this just occured to me and im chuckling #not professor asshole professor brick wall. fuck. whatever you get the idea

[scp2337]

best thing about Fallout 4 is that, thanks to that classic bethesda polish, the cows in game are big and beautiful and dumb just like real cows but also sometimes they accidentally teleport onto a roof and immediately accept that they just live there now

now THATS realistic gaming

#i had to remove an entire section of fence in one of my settlements #because the brahmin kept accidentally teleporting on top of it while trying to get to the feed trough #THEN i went to another settlement right after that and the brahmin was clipped into the fucking building #like not even one of the houses it was clipped into a structure on the land that isnt accessible/doesnt have an inside #just chillin w its head sticking out of the wall lookin like a mounted head #all because i place the feeding trough the wrong direction (i didnt realize only one side of is intractable for them) #AND THEN AFTER I MOVED THE FEEDING TROUGH SOMEWHERE ELSE ON THE PROPERTY #went back over to the tower/building thing and homie wasnt there anymore so i was like 'ok cool moving it got him unstuck #and then i looked up. #mans was on the fucking roof. straight up vibing in the idle laying down pose #not a care in the fucking world. no classic confused turning back and forth in place because of broken pathfinding #dude got teleported and immediately accepted his new status of 'That Bitch Up On The Roof' #two heads and not a single brain cell between them #now THATS the kind of realism i want in my games

[bugpoasting]

feels like such a slamdunk fic concept/prompt but. beatles-monkees 4 for 4 fucking at some random party in the 2 or so years when the monkees were relevant. there's soo much that can be done here

#lord forgive me but god psuedo/semi hero worship is always a fave trope of mine going back to da hrpf days #like not hero hero worship but guy who's a few years older than u and very successful and cool and you want to impress them type beat #and the beatles rly fill that niche when u consider their timeline aka rounding the bend of their meteroic and def becoming more jaded/ #experimental. yaknow #and im so sure that they did all meet at one point in history i just cba to look it up rn #anywho. as an amateur monkeeologist my pov would be john-mike (shared Waddahell is wrong with this guy factor/general malaise/glittering #wit and intelligence and mean streak (affectionate)/kid(s) and wife they do Not fuck with/seeing the projection of the Self in others #that includes your best and worst aspects reflected back at u/glittering brightly sososo doomed just like you were. and are/and so forth) #peter-george because of that one pic of them. so fucking good man. and vibes i guess they were compatible in that way #paul-micky for that insane showman vibe i guess. i dont have the best handle on micky Yet but i would enjoy this. manic energy off the wall #plus sleazy charming paul who dgaf who you arebeyond getting his dick sucked to whom everyone is a groupie because hes #fucking paul mccartney. best paul #and ringo-davy i guess they're both short and i like it when tiny dudes get destroyed by massive cocks. sue me

[volatile-shorty]

the wolfhound and the wolf

#heat #heat 1995 #neil mccauley #vincent hanna #fanart #docart #i was like i dont wanna learn how to draw robert deniro and al pacino.so ofc im gonna draw them as furries right? #cuz thats easier. yeah right #anyway im forthing melting tearing my fucking hair out bc of this movie! what the fuck!!!!!!!!!!! #i expected it to drive me crazy well consider me driven!!!!!!!!!!! #bangs my head ont he wall!!!!!! michael mann you gave me brainworms #whats WRONG WITH THEM. #2 and a half hour goddamn movie. yes i want to watch it again YES i want to read the book #i couldve watched 2 and half hours of vincent and neil talking if im gonna be honest with you #their dynamic drives me up the fucking wall #DONT. DONT EVEN TALK TO ME. IM SO #EXPLODES x100 #i dont even think i furryd them right i need to practice more

[princekirijo]

I hate when you have like pieces of a character and you're trying to put it together but just. nothing. Mind blank. Head empty

#banging my head against a wall with this one tbh #at least now ive actually written out the pieces i do have #in an attempt to get something going #this is about hatanaka for anyone curious #my mind has been bouncing back and forth on what to do with her and just 0.0 🧍‍♂️ #her backstory is honestly. kinda solid if i do say so myself #a lil cheesy maybe but its ok it fits with the themes #the problem is figuring out why the fuck the thieves target her in the first place #toying with several ideas but as i said #jigsaw pieces but some are missing and im trying to put this puzzle together

[celestial-toys]

been laying here listening to Lucky by Dermot Kennedy on loop for half an hour while thinking about Everything Stays and crying

#it’s good crying dw i am just. i have so many feelings about this story #Seven’s Celestial Commentary #Everything Stays #writing stuff #i may be stuck in bed struggling to type due to personal reasons but that will Not stop me from cooking up ideas for this fic #there is gonna be so much fucking angst and it’s gonna hurt soooooo good #the more i listen to it the more the possibilities expand #i can easily see Moon and Reader going back and forth between verses vulnerably arguing over Sun #but i can also see it being Sun and Moon getting real and discussingcougharguingover Reader #can’t decide which i like more #god i wish y’all could see this story the way it plays out in my head #next best thing would be to keep writing and sharing the story instead of vagueposting abt future plot points tho wouldn’t it lmao #and GOD don’t even get me fucking STARTED on Two Hearts… #Dermot Kennedy’s music is responsible for yet Another plot point for this story and i can’t even be mad about it. his fucking lyricsss dude #‘and so we jump to the THEATER??? in that SAME OLD TOWN???’ DO WE? FUCK I GUESS WE DO NOW!!! #picture me listening to that song and inspiration hitting me like a truck. diligently taking notes like the lyrics r instructions from God #‘she sees his face?? and HE sees HER as the LIGHTS GO DOWN???’ write that down write that down #‘the life that they should’ve had sat between them that night??’ FUCK Man yeah it sure did!!! #anyways it’s chill i’m chill. i’m very normal about my little stories and their musical inspirations! #and i’ve listened to these songs a very normal amount (translation: they will likely be in my top ten for the 2024 wrapped) #(cut to the scenes playing vividly in my head) ‘Well‚ at least I can always say that I /told/ her!’ #‘I can’t relate to having a heart like that‚ Sun! With all of your wonder and your trust intact…’ #like no i wouldn’t lift the lyrics directly for the song to use as dialogue but FUCk does it work well.. Lucky is such a good script for- #like- a heated conversation between my Relentlessly Positive Sun and my Apathetic Jaded Moon #‘How could our farewell mean as much as our time? Honey‚ I’ll be gone. It’s better if I’m something that you leave behind.’ #‘I used to paint these trees‚ now I just scream at the sky. Honey I was wrong. Guess there’s certain things you never leave behind.’ #*sobbing shaking throwing up clawing at the walls* I Am Normal About These Characters #anyways uh. on an unrelated note how many song lyrics do ya think i can cram into ES before it’s Too Many #gonna have to start getting creative with how i can incorporate more songs in a way that feels natural and not forced #even tho i am forcing it. i am forcing it very much bc i have songs with applicable lyrics and y’all Will read them one way or another

[rufflet]

Tilly seems to have reached the “randomly eliminate and step/lie in it” phase of cognitive decline and I’m having a really hard time knowing I’m going to have to making that call soon.

#she rarely engages doesn’t play paces back and forth until she passes out stares at walls gets lost in our tiny living room and now this #but she still eats! will get zoomies sometimes when we take her leash off! like how am I supposed to ‘’know’’ it’s time what the fuck

[starswallowingsea]

thinking about angel/demon madashu now

#🙈🙈🙈🙈 #uhm angel mama demon shu where the shinkai cult is heaven and mama is trying to propagate that to the human worshippers #runs into shu who is kinda vibing on earth bc he hates hell for being stuffy and not great for his creative freedom #i've seen a few interpretations of shu if he wasnt an idol and im partial to museum director #and he has some. questionable artifacts on display that mama is sent to investigate #and shu thinks its suspicious and they dance around the fact that neither of them are human #like theres hints of it sometimes shu's demonic features creep out when he's annoyed w madara's questioning #and madara has a bad habit of leaving feathers behind #its like a back and forth and eventually shu catches madara sneaking in after hours bc shu doesnt need sleep #and accidentally reveals his true nature when he pins mama against the wall like his horns come out his wings are out he grows claws #and as a defense mechanism madara employs his angel powers and those activate in a flash of light and shu's like oh fuck #i'm going to have to erase the security team's memories of this and edit the-- wait what the fuck are you an angel? #and madara's like you're a demon????? and its like. the spiderman pointing meme #uhm. yeah yeah so. yeah yep. #dont have anything past that yet but i just made this all up on the spot so #shay speaks

[cottoncandyrhythmqueen]

Fighting temptation to make SS public demo move video bc I’ve played it too much…

#people need to know you can cancel out of super jumps #people need to know parry and super taunt are still here #people need to know about Kickflip and Tumble to mach 2 #people need to know you can flip back and forth between walls repeatedly to keep your momentum at mach 2 #I’ve literally obliterated this demo with my eye beams before I could do it in one swift motion if I didn’t suck at video games #anyways Play SS public demo. hut note the mechanics are much different to PT for the time being #it takes getting used to but to ME: it’s so fun. I love how loose and slippery Pizzelle is #forces you into being more precise and being creative with movements #reminds me of Fancy Pants adventures if that makes any sense with the fluidity #should I tag SS? y’know what maybe yeah #Sugary Spire #I am the CEO of ‘I have fucked about and found out’ #rememebr the time me and my bf were trying to figure out how to super taunt #and how the demo released while we were in call talking about ‘I hope SS demo releases someday soon’ #it was magical. oughdhdhd it’s 11am I’m so soft. #if my 360 wasn’t calling I would be playing SS public demo all over again #returning to the No-Combo loss Psudeo-P rank grind #SS devs sorry for being cringe… it might happen again……….

[detectivekonan]

the landlords want 350,000 for this place

#full offense to the landlords but they bought this place for 30k #and there is so much fucked up stuff in the foundation and actual building since we moved here in december 2020 #or whatever. it was 2020 or 2021 #none of the outlets work in my moms room and we have to use extension cords for everything and so forth so sometimes the power goes out and #we have to do the flip the switches thing #and apparently our landmate cried bc this is how she found out but my mom found out first #and they (landlords) just bought another new house #i hope you rot in hell #i moved in with a broken door a broken closet door super bad moisture due to the windows not closing #all the way and shit so my room is moldy on the walls near the windows #which also happened last year during this time of year #the real estate lady is heavily doubting that the landlords will be able to sell it at this price #and this house specifically the one we live in not the one in the street used to be a barn. come on now. theres a super low ceiling with #a whole bedroom of space like that we cant access because the ''door'' is near the top of the house. no latter. foundation is cracking and #UGH I

[rosicheeks]

🤦🏽‍♀️

#why is it 2am already???????? #i guess i should go home? #bahhhh #can anyone guess what I’m going to say? #I miss smoking in my fucking house 😭 #UGHHHHHHHHHHHH #I need to apply for jobs and I want to bang my head into a fucking wall #I was trying to look for jobs while I was chilling outside #so whenever I get sad or mad I can take a hit #but it did not work #bahhhhzhhzjsjsjnandkdjskajjfkejsj #why is life so hard and fucking expensive????? #ok I’m just complaining now #I guess I should go home and get to bed #I just miss being able to sit in my bed and smoke a little bowl if I’m sad or can’t sleep #wow I’m going back and forth in this post my bad #my mind is kinda all over the place #but mainly I just hear a UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #like nonstop #😂😂😂😂 #ignore me #someone should definitely kidnap me tho #I don’t want to deal with any of this #shut up rosie