#ramblings

[neverevan]

there is only so much I can take, Kat.

#who knows maybe it won't give me a heart attack this time #oliver stark #911 #911 abc #ramblings

[hero0901]

#pre op mtf #valorada #tv series #skullgirls #webcomic #sarah #ramblings #forest

[fleshcatalyst]

I love the new Dungeon Meshi episode. Never in my life have I felt more represented as an autistic person. Like that’s me!! That’s my life!!!! That’s my exact experience as an autistic person on the screen!!! They explained it so well!!!! Having people you think of as your friends think you’re annoying and off putting but they never tell you directly. They expect you to just know you’re awkward but you don’t! How could you know!!!! You just wanted a friend!!!!! AGHHHHGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

#dungeon meshi #dungeon meshi spoilers #ramblings

[389]

#electronics #dj #technology #equipment #gear #pioneer #cdjs #turntables #classic #ramblings #music #u

[hemeruni]

TODAY IS TODAY

HAPPY HATCHDAY TO THE ONE AND ONLY FOX THAT I LOVE SO MUCHHHH

You don’t understand how much I have planned for this fox today, it might very well lead into the weekend if I can’t finish it in time

Just. Be on the lookout. Things will be different soon enough.

#sparklecare #text post #hemera philly #ramblings #HAPPY HATCHDAY HEMMY LETS GOOOOO #SHES LIKE 30 NOW #YAY

[i-drop-level-one-loot]

Why won't you love me like I love you?

God, every single time I look at you, it feels like my chest is crumpling in on itself.

The pain is unbelievable.

Why do you smile like that?

That smile hurts so fucking much. I want to bite your face. Just.. latch onto your cheek, just hard enough to draw blood.

It's infectious. Even if you were smiling because of someone else, it makes me smile too. And I hate that.

Why do I hate it?

Why do I feel like clawing open my skin; ripping the corners of my mouth so I can never smile again?

Please look at me.

It feels so good when you look at me.

Maybe I'm a masochist.

It still hurts. My ribcage is still cracking and my heart is throbbing so heavily that I can feel it as it threatens to fall out in front of you.

But what hurts the most, is that you say you love me.

Why don't you feel this way too?

Why aren't you grabbing my face with both of your beautiful fucking hands and sinking your teeth into my nose?!

Why don't you look at me like you're going to puncture my eyes just because it hurts you for me to look at you?!

What do I need to do to make you love me like I love you?

If I disappeared, would you go mad searching for me? Or would you move on almost immediately?

Maybe, if you were "abducted" and I rescued you, you would realize that you can't live without me..

You would finally see how much you need me.

Then your eyes would look at me with the same hunger I feel for you, and your body would ache with the same agony I suffer.

I would give anything for that.

Please just..

Love me.

#yandere #yandere x reader #yandere x you #ramblings #love #not proofread #really tired #probably stupid

[catnippackets]

does anybody have a huion kamvas pro 24?? I'm thinking of getting one bc it's cheaper than a cintiq and I'm scared to spend so much money but my brain is stuck in "the more expensive one is better" mode and I'm getting nervous wondering if it's a bad decision :S I've watched a lotta reviews and it seems nice but I'm still scared fdgfdhfghf

#ramblings

[queen-of-the-grapefruits]

So like... how widely known at aguefort is it that riz Ate kalvaxus after they killed him. Cause that happened. Riz ate his body. As retribution for eating his father. Does anyone in the school know this? Cause like holy shit that's metal and insane and you'd think less people would fuck with him.

#riz gukgak #dimension 20 spoilers #dimension 20 #fantasy high spoilers #dimension 20 fantasy high #ramblings #fantasy high

[gorgynei]

im so sorry they said that about you dark souls oh my god

#she will never understand TRUE artistry #ramblings #taylor swift

[prismaticpichu]

Friendly reminder that people do read your fics and enjoy them without leaving kudos; they read and enjoy them without leaving comments; they may read them 100 times over, and that icky-looking ratio of a bunch of hits to only a few kudos may in fact be someone who reads it every night before they go to sleep bc it’s their comfort story.

It’s hard in a world where we all wanna collect those pretty numbers like hidden ability shiny Pokémon, and there’s no denying that numbers do give some serotonin! But it’s always important to remember that, sometimes, your work reaches people in ways that you’ll never really know. In ways that aren’t reflected in numbers or comments. And that your work is more valuable than you’ll ever know!

It took me a while to nail this into my head. Just something I think is worth sharing every now and then! <3

#writing #writing things #ao3 #ramblings #<33

[jesncin]

here's what Golden Boy looks like in Hellblazer btw! Idk why he's posing like that, but serve. My all time favorite panel of Goldie is the very next panel though:

HEH he's so silly. (wiggles into rocks)

#ramblings #hellblazer #idk if I should tag goldie...the “golden boy” tag is full of...nightwing... #maybe I'll make my own tag like goldie constantine or something. i'm a nutter for organization

[neverevan]

okay so we didn't get a breakup (yet) so that's a good sign for all the Tommy enjoyers (me)

#oliver stark #lou ferrigno jr #bucktommy #tommy kinard #911 #911 abc #ramblings

[mikelogan]

raise your hand if you've been personally victimized by smosh reading fic on stream and saying "cummies" multiple times

#ramblings #smosh

[gr3-d12]

WAIT IM ABNORMAL ABOUT MACHI.

toya and kohane sing 'i think somebody laughed here' (in refrence to vivid street) because it was the first place they let themselves be truly happy whereas an and akito sing 'i think somebody cried here' (in reference to vivid street' because it was the first place they ever let down their guard. wait. wait. hold on. i. oh.

#ramblings #pjsk posting #maintag sure #an shiraishi #akito shinonome #toya aoyagi #kohane azusawa #machi #vivid bad squad

[nereidprinc3ss]

hi girlie. thoughts on spencer’s bisexuality? specially post-prison spence. would he be more willing to experiment or just keep being the same guy who doesn’t care at all? just thinking. plus thoughts on austin? we didn’t got to see much about it. honestly i think both of them would have gone harder than with maeve, to be honest. i did not got much of the vibe from maeve and spencer and it felt like quiet new and weird coming from him? we’ve seen him interacting more before with these super confident girls like lila and cat. to me, it looks like these are more his type, pretty odd for a introvert guy like him.

babe thoughts on spencers bisexuality are all i have

but i also have thoughts on all his girlfriends actually

spoilers for maeve, cat, trigger warning season 14 episode 15 “truth or dare” mentioned😓😓 that fuck ass episode

i think post prison spencer is too traumatized and too exhausted to be thinking about romance or sex for a good long while. if he was already in a committed relationship before he went in, i think he’d stay because he’s incredibly devoted and i feel like he tends to latch on to one individual as his person and then never let them go, but if he wasn’t, i don’t think he’d be pursuing anyone, period, boys girls anyone in between or outside, i think bro is just TIRED lmfao

but specifically speaking about his relationship w his own bisexuality, i think if it wasn’t something he was super comfortable with before prison it sure as hell won’t be something he decides to confront after prison. i think he would just ignore it and continue on with life in his own little world ignoring other human beings. i think if he was chill with his sexuality before he went to prison that wouldn’t change afterward other than the fact that he’d probably find himself less attracted to men because they scare him a lot more now. i don’t think he would suddenly start having a ton of internalized homophobia (although he has so much self loathing it could definitely present that way) but again i don’t think he would be interested in seeking out new romantic or sexual partners for a while regardless of gender

and i liked austin a lot!!! potentially controversial opinion but i did NOT like maeve for him. she was clearly designed to be spencer but a girl so we would be like omggg she’s so perfect for him and then we would be extra sad when she died but imo their relationship fell flat, lacked passion or believability, and simply wasn’t interesting to me. the way he spoke about her reminded me of the way a 13 year old speaks about his girlfriend after a month of dating when he thinks they’re going to get married.

i have always FIRMLY believed that he had more chemistry with almost ANY of his love interests, even austin and the einstein chick who were around for ONE EPISODE EACH than he did with maeve. spencer seemed more interested and challenged by literally every single one of them. and i think he needs someone who challenges him. like spencer understands everything, give him someone who he can’t figure out and who drives him insane and is endlessly compelling and confusing elle greenaway!! we saw the way he wanted to genuinely consume lilah and cat. both more interesting than maeve. maeve was giving like… older sister almost?? like that woman had a FIANCÉ and according to canon she was his first “girlfriend” (strong word for what she was… those bitches were e-dating at best) it was just bizarre in the same way it was bizarre for a woman who had been married for ten years with two children to declare her love for him. i genuinely can see him with an older woman elle greenaway but the dynamic was just off with jj and maeve.

so that’s my rant on them. i could go on forever

#asks #ramblings

[afraidparade]

i’m so excited for mermay i’m so excited for mermay i’m SO EXCITED FOR MERMAY. ahem. sorry. i have… fish related plans >:)

#ramblings #sorry i needed to let it out