#girl...im tired ok

[astoldbychae]

Get so enraged because you lost the argument (rightfully so because this man is the most amazing dad)...that you uncontrollably drink his plasma...Girl, I- 😩

He only stopped by because Ge invited him over so He could teach her how to ride her bike.

Soon as he came into the house, Marguerite started flirting with him and he wasn't having it. Ge started making a mess, Eden woke up angry from her nap, and Egypt was fussing cause she's a gassy infant. Marguerite got angry because she was overwhelmed that house was now in shambles, so she picked a fight with Melo (mainly because he rejected her but of course she had to make it be about the kids). He won the argument and She was salty about it. So damn salty that She proceeded to get up out her chair and just drink his plasma. If she somehow manages to turn this man into a damn vampire, Imma lose my shit because that's not in the cards right now. 😩 I need them to stick to the plan for once. JUST. ONCE.

#astoldbychae random gameplay #oc: carmelo hollingsworth #his ex-wife is just evil... #pure evil #this is what happens when I turn autonomy on #THIS is how they decide to show out #just that morning she had her back blown out by Scar #she should still be floating on cloud 9 #cause it was transcendental or whatever #euphoric even... #i don't get it... #also her house is literally in shambles because I still need to decorate it #girl...im tired ok

[starrysharks]

i want to finish this design later, but otherwise here's a sketch of a ghost trainer rin

#zeno's art #vocaloid #vocal synths #kagamine rin #team picks - mimikyu (shes the most popular female vocaloid after miku kinda so i guess its like living in miku's (pika's) shadow?? #also that one line in giga-p's bring it on about 'that green girl' #jellicent because they have a twin variant #doublade for a similar reason - its literally an identical pair #uuuuuhhhh driftblim just fits idk #rotom becuz electric angel cover idfk😭 #and pumpkaboo because of the hit song happy halloween by junky. #honorable mention is galarian weezing because even though its not a ghost type you could say that its a nuclear power plant #aka meltdown reference #ok im tired now

[pickled-flowers]

I wonder what about me, a trans man with boobs, make people think I don't experience misogyny 🤔

#like do you think i have male privilege as well? #do you think i dont benefit from feminism? #curious #i was talking with my mom about it and she was surprised i still got treated “like a woman” #like maam no one sees me as a guy ok they see me as a weird androgynous girl at best #idk man but this shit usually comes from cis women and im tired #like i once got called the enemy because im a trans guy??? like sure noemie #i dont even consider myself a binary man im transmasc but cis people cant wrap their head around that i guess

[vithcy]

Ppl will talk shit about lesbians having weird relationships to gender but every day 1000 tiktoks are made about how girlhood is some shit like getting bubbly feelings for a man and dressing up for him

#im tired of seeing it grandpa #the way girlhood and womanhood keep being reduced to be centered around men in the year of our lord 2024 #yeah i want nothing to do with it #'x thing is girlhood' ok bet im not a girl then #stfu vithcy

[ek-ranjhaan]

Headphones pehno, kitaab lo aur kho jao.

#duniya is dead #desi tumblr #desi teen #desi tag #desi dark academia #being desi #desi things #desi #growing up desi #desi academia #desi girl #what a mess #im so tired #im done #desi memes #im slowly going insane #exams #bad health #ok bye

[lunarharp]

into the deep end - 29k T orufrey fic.

the sweet oblivion of the victim, the poisoned freedom of the other.

for one moment - it had felt like two parts returned - the needed reunion of two disparate halves. no more secrets, no more pain.

the moment you get to give back what you never wanted to take. that moment, under the night-blooming flowers, when they had both let out the same single broken sigh of relief.

but they were never whole to begin with, were they?

qifrey swore he wouldn't say 'sorry' to this man any more if he could help it - sorry is cheap now. he didn't want to be in a position ever again where you only have 'sorry' left. so he just looks down into the threads of his blanket, strains his eye until it hurts, feeling his insides - his throat, heart and head - burn with pain. he expects more, but olly says nothing.

olly says nothing.

#witch hat tag #orufrey #ok first this drawing isnt right im too tired..i couldnt draw for a week bc i was WRITINGGG and now i dont even know how.. #im changed....... why would you write a 29k fic? WHY??? and i wanted it to be 30k because qifrey (spoilers) turns thirty in it. #and that's important to me...and yet it's 29.4k. there's a point where it's just like. i cannot any more. it is what it is. goodbye #it's about memory trauma..disability..birthdays..mental illness..living in a grave since you were born since you died since it happened #and crawling and crawling and crawling back to the place where you left him #uh yeah feel free to give it a read! i literally dont know if a single person will read it and enjoy it and tell me LOL #i've realised long fics do not get read as much lol. but! it's separated into 4 parts ok! you could read one part and then take a break. #just saying. also i hate editing. if there are any more typos ill flip my lid. no-one tell me. #god i love witch hat and qifrey and orufrey and oru #there's girls and background ermicia and garuato but i was so vague about so much cause i had to be peace out #btw being ace is critical to me and informs everything i write.

[youngestdaughtersyndrome]

Really glad to see so many of my mutuals hating on the word girlhood. Welcome ..... ive been here the whole time

#clicking on the tags subjects u to My Rant btw #1. i automatically dislike it when a specific phrase or wording is used to turn an incredible diversity of experiences into a monolith and #with that particular word the monolith is 'ouughhh all we do is suffer we have no joy *jennifers body foundation gif*' like ok?? shut up #2. if youre unable to talk about feminist issues without using some post format like 'girlhood is ___' than i dont trust u fr!!!! #3. the particular phrase 'girlhood is ____' fills in the blank w hyperspecific experiences bc thats what the format is. and genuinely 80% o #the time the mentioned experience is one that only applies to a specific subset of women. and that subset is always white thin non-disabled #middle class cisgender and probably conventionally attractive. which by NO means covers all womens experiences so it just feels exclusionar #and bioessentialist most the time. like if something fucked up happened to u and youre able to talk abt it with the format then maybe just #talk about it instead of publicly defining your experiences as the essential rites of passage to being a girl or woman. come ON #sorry for ranting lol im just so tired of people only being able to talk about oppression with a fucking meme format #hollyws

[stonerzelda]

ik im a stoner and i love abusing substances as much as the next guy but i dont think watching people record themselves blowing smoke trying to be sexy will ever be anything but hilarious to me lmao. I am sorry. But there is no way to do that without looking like an idiot Especially when you're trying so hard to not choke. Embrace the ungrace of it

#they always use the dumbest lookin snapchat filters too and i knoww theyre just having fun ok. fine fine #but im getting sooo tired of these bligs i follow rb identical gifsets of these girls tryjng to look hot while tears well in their eyes #JUST COUGH!!! ur gonna DIE with ur mouth open but no air girl love thyself...

[faneth]

i would be a / if i could i cant stand pronouns

#theyre ok in english but it sucks so bad when every word you day should signify if ur a girl or a boy #im tired

[elegyofthemoon]

ok ngl i gave up this year and the year decided to go out with a bang on the final day that i couldnt help but laugh

#i cant even vent bc i think its too funny and fitting #anyways so our apartments flooding LMAO #have to call maintenance but damn #2023 said it wasnt gonna go down without a fight #OK GIRL WEVE BEEN FIGHTING SINCE MAY YOU CAN STOP NOW!!!!! GET IN YOUR GRAVE ASSHOLE #you can go into your own grave im not coming down with you 🤣 #but man. am i tired lmao #i thought at least today i can rest but nooooooo #snow has to deal w one thing after another.... #will 2024 give me rest finally...... can i please rest 2024 or do we have to keep fighting #tw vent #vent #snow speaks

[starrysharks]

"it happens all the time, it happens all the time", a tautology of self-delusion - a one-way love affair that turned me into a weak rabbit

#zeno's art #ocs #velvet kuragari #this is mad awkward because the story changed so much that the “magical girl ward” title is out of date...... #so i'll have to think of a new name and use that o.o #but anyway this is the new and improved velvet!!!! #part time magical girl full time sufferer #imagine the song bad girl online by wonderful opportunity #(if you havent listened to it you should esp the oktavia english cover is peak) #well listen 2 that song and add a suicide pact and magical girls in the mix and you kind of have an idea of what the story for this thing is #other than that the stuff about nurses and viruses is mostly the same #feel free to ask Bout this because i have a lot of stuff abojt it right now #ok im so tired tags time #suicide #suicidal ideation #mass suicide #oh there are 5 other girls btw #i only have 4 designs finalised including velvey.....

[wayward-sherlock]

me to my parents after they say “we know” when i come out to them (in a few years) : so…how.

my parents : you listened to strawberry blonde by chloe moriondo in the shower. cmon.

#im not ashamed i just realized that my music could be Percieved #anyway. to be somebody’s strawberry blonde. im waiting. #MY GIRLS MADE OF PEACHES AND SOFT GRASS AND THE MOONLIGHT! #EVERY TOUCH REMINDS ME ITS ALL RIGHT! CANT IGNORE THE REST OF FOREVER #CAN YOU STAY AND MAKE ME FEEL BETTER! #MAKE ME WANT TO BELIEVE ITS OKAY WHISPER IN MY ROOM WHEN IT’S SO LATE #IM SO TIRED OF BEING EXHAUSTED! ALL I WANT IS HER TO GET LOST IN! #this song makes me go feral ok. #🫧🪴

[coccolithophore]

lol... all day ive been feeling this bone deep exhaustion and wondering why i cant motivate myself to do anything and i keep having to lay down but i realized. its the winter solstice. historically one of the worst days of the year for me every single year

#im a photosynthesizers what can i say... #be nice to urself girl #combination of a lot of trauma around this time of year and just biochemically struggling lol #ok im a bit relieved now #(im not allowed to just be tired dont be silly!) #kiwi.txt

[girlcrushau]

#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/ #but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment #i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating #there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2 #months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it #not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him #in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to. #until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if #he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone #and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think #there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy #your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you) #and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly #so last night #i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text. #i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart #until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent #that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real #did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart #and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about #and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in #which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever #it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in. #just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the #reason that he went away on me. #im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying #not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me #that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest. #and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs #he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am

[lazaruspiss]

yeah its kinda depressing that every fandom seems to have some anti shipper niche but its also so fuckin funny sometimes. like im just remembering that rick and morty exists and holy shit was that a show that contained Sensitive Subjects portrayed only for crass amusement and self gratification. and even that show has anti shippers. (adding a cut for those who dont wanna listen to my sleep deprived rambled retellings of my rick & morty memories)

hey do yall know what the pilot was about. bc the og r&m pilot was a back to the future parody where morty has to suck off rick in order for him to have big brain power. like the og r&m has uncensored underage incest blowjobs. also the actual final show has an episode where a character proposes a "multi generational sandwich" 3way. yeah yeah but portraying incest is problematic. do u hear urself. incest doesnt even make the top 10 as far as ricks crimes against humanity go. how do yall live like that

#OH AND SOUTH PARK ANTI SHIPPERS. LIKE HELLO? #what do u expect in fandoms for shows like that. offensive content in the offensive show fandom. fork spotted in the kitchen cmon now #dangan//ronpa is also a very funny fandom choice for antis #theres like a whole subcategory thats specifically against shipping characters who canonically killed the other #like hello. you collect teenagers underwear as part of the relationship mechanics #the game is all about kids being forced to kill each other #SORRY ITS LIKE 1AM FOR ME. my brain in silly mode rn #hifumi haters are so funny (derogatory) bc hes literally tsumugi but nicer and dumber. but they like her and not him bc shes hot anime girl #SORRY I THOUGHT I WAS OUT OF MY DR PHASE. BUT THAT SERIES SHAPED ME AS A TEEN </3 #once a makoto kinnie always a makoto kinnie smh #Hghhhh hifumi is so cute and underappreciated #i gotta find the spin off comic where makoto dresses as a maid to help hifumi sell his comics bc it was cute as hell #hifumi getting fandom stereotyped as a perv is so dumb. hes literally only into anime and also maybe makoto. #hes not a perv hes just a DWEEB get it right smh #everyone was always so mean 2 him and i was like. ok. #and then i actually read his stories and yeah hifumi haters lvl 0 reading comprehension #TOO MANY TAGS. im shutting up now. #sitting my tired ass down and trying to be normal #ramble tag

[suffarustuffaru]

just so we’re clear about how tappei has a Type when it comes to who he wants to make the mc of rezero…..

#rezero #heinkel astrea #natsuki subaru #every time i make these venn diagrams they get both better and worse HAH #OK IF YOU DONT KNOW AGANAU IF. its an if route from the lost in memories mobile game #what essentially happens is that subaru doesnt die after the arc 3 loop where rem plays Twister and he carries her body back. subaru walks #a different path from the one going back to the mansion. so rems dead and subaru lives for another twenty years. shit gets a little wild and #subaru is now gritty and tired and more cringe fail. #as you do in these if stories. #i forgot to add that they have family expectations issues but yall already know that and im lazy to remake this HAH…. #maybe subaru has a divine protection guys. the divine protection of having a loving family. #a loving found family too. just as a bonus. just to rub it in. #hes the main character bc hes everyones manic pixie dream girl fr. who else could do it like him?? no one.