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piosplayhouse · 2 years

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oooooo 15, 22, 30 for the ask game 👁

15. Favorite fanart for SVSSS? Show us the amazing artist~! Feel free to plug~!

Kyle you know it's literally a hate crime for you to ask me this right . Ok so since there's no way I can pick a favorite SV fanart of all time I'm just going to showcase a favorite piece from some of my favorite artists, starting with YOU you little bastard

Kyle's genderbend sqh art fuels me please look at it it's so so so so sos so AGHGHH (cw a bit suggestive ig)

Kaya's in their unhinged era rn everyone just smile and wave (and also look at how adorable their art style is come on like everyone looks so so

BONES!!!! bones art my absolute beloved what can I even say that I havent screamed before in tags about their lineart and how funny they are. God. Cumplane for my soul

I can't pick a Goat art just look at their entire page please it's all incredible . I'll link another cumplane post just to stay on brand though and also because i love it so so SO much

Teazart's shen yuan design hits all the right spots AGH hes such a nerd I'm going to kiss him

every sharpie art instantly becomes a lourve candidate as soon as its posted but I do have to give special attention to this bingy which makes him look (deserved) SO happy and bright and content LOVE HIMM

of course I have to put another cumplane from my beloved Lace who isn't really a mainly svsss fanartist but who I will put in here anyway because I have 1000 fans that can possibly be converted to yuwu

this moose art I think about all the time because it's so incredibly tender and loving adn the colors and the posing and the ghhhhhhh makes me so soft

BERRY'S RAMHE the absolute adorablest sheep . I want to pet him more than anything in the world

festeringrian's bingyuan GRR BARK BARK BARK once again in my favorite category of "shen yuan's cringefail nerd charm has captivated me " AND sexy bingy...

SHATOU'S MOSHANG COMIC GOD shoving this in your face look at this and cry

late night cumplane the first sloane art i ever encountered and which got me HOOKED on this artstyle GODDD absolutely gorgeous art and hilarious ideas

Munchy's art is SO cute in general but I'm shouting out this one in particular because. binghe tits. yeah

Every sel au and art is a national treasure of course but I have to give special attention to this one because demon sqh is critically underrated and also SO cute

this Binghe piece by toffee-arts is simply beautiful, like a perfect renaissance painting its just so ..!! THE SKILL

I own quite literally every piece of sv merch phee sells on their site and I would buy them all over again . So so SO good. Bonus points for Shen Yuan with a body pillow and Bingy puppy eyes in this post though

THIS pxychta piece which I am buying asap when inprnt does free shipping friday again!!!!

Bo's fluffy sqh lives rent free in my head he is my world and he deserves everythign for being the cutest guy ever

If you're a moshang fan and not already following seiraheron then what are you doing !! It's getting harder and harder to choose favorite pieces but if I had to pick the atmosphere in this is so strong and their expressions are so warm I could stare at the details for HOURS

Like every other artist on this list, every tadpole_art piece is INCREDIBLE, but this one holds a special place in my heart with how vibrant and powerful its color story is <3 also it made me cry

C's tetris sqq art is an eternally loved classic but honestly all of their gouache paintings are so magnificent and deliciously textured that I think you should stare at them all for a million hours

It was hard deciding between this and the dnd au but Kelenia's demon squad designs are some of my all-time favorite in the game just AHH.. look at those cheekbones and the outfits and hair and shl's piercings and how they bitch to each other!!!

and SO many more honestly i couldn't even begin to list all my favorite artists on twitter too!! Sv fandom is filled with so many skilled people with amazing art and it's such a wonderful environment of creation I'm so thankful to share this space with everyone !!!

22. Would you or have you cosplayed as any of the characters of SVSSS?

Unfortunately I'm not super into cosplay in general just because I don't like attracting attention HAHA but if I was I would absolutely cosplay Ning Yingying bc I think I could pull it off so well

30. Who's personality do you think more closely represents yours in the SVSSS universe?

deep sigh

#long post #long posts #svsss ask game

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jlf23tumble · 5 years

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Fic rec anon here, and I'm blanking in the moment! I know you have a lot of recs and I love them all. Maybe your favourite AUs? Broadly speaking? Seeing some of them might help jog me into more specific categories ! xx

Gotcha, sort of like my prison rec list, only I like to think of it more in terms of what would I have on my phone to read when I’m bored and traveling, lol. Obvs, this sort of list is super hard, but having it focused on AUs kinda helps? At any rate, this isn’t a deep dive, it’s just my top level, so hopefully it’ll spark you. These are in no particular order, so come back if you want more!

Tuxedo Dress-Up, by Blake (honestly, ANYTHING in this fandom by Blake, I file this one under hot and hilarious, but every line is just swooooon). Louis is an aspiring song writer by day, a makeup artist for drag queens by night, and masquerading as a full-time real estate agent for his third most famous (and first most handsome) client Harry Styles.Or, five times they fail to fuck in a closet, and one time they get it right.

Once Upon a Dream, by objectlesson (again, ANYTHING by Phoenix, and most of it is canon, but where to even start with her AUs, jesus god, I struggled to rec just one, so I went with the AU she gifted me, ilu!!!!). “M’not gonna half-ass our fake relationship,” Louis almost snaps, voice sharp with a defensive edge, like Harry wandered too close to a bruise with needy fingers. “Now kiss me again. We’re gonna make every shitty tourist here wish they had stayed in the Midwest. We’re gonna burn Disneyland down with our gay.” Or, a fake dating AU where everyone is lying and they happen to be at the Happiest Place on Earth.

knock knock, i love you, by @thelovejandles aka beautlouis (another one of my fave authors in this fandom, proof that wips DO finish, and they’re absolutely worth it). Harry and Louis get kicked out of a statistics exam for passing a knock knock joke note, and subsequently fall in love. Harry's a virgin, there's a cat, a hot cocoa date, a lot of sex, even more knock knock jokes, and everything is lovely and happy.

Tied Down, by @ham-palpert (the twists and turns here, my goddd, just masterful) The most interesting case in Liam and Niall's careers falls directly into their laps, courtesy of an epic fuck-up of one Harry Styles, partner to the almost-infamous drug dealer Louis Tomlinson. The investigation yields an unexpected yet satisfactory outcome for Liam and Niall. For Harry and Louis, however, things are far more complicated.

Alien Roadtrip! by @helloamhere (needs ao3 account; I love desert roadtrips, and this captures that vibe perfectly, plus it’s hilarious). For the first time in his life, Louis doesn’t know where he’s going. Harry doesn’t mind. Or, a roadtrip with desert feelings, too much snack food, and empty motels. Harry is definitely absolutely not an alien. That would be ridiculous.

Harry Styles Cooks..., by @magicalrocketships aka sunsetsmog (aka the very best wip on earth, I weep with joy whenever I get the notif). In which Louis Tomlinson can’t cook, there’s a very special shower curtain, and Harry Styles used to be a baker. Or Louis owns all of Harry Styles’ cookbooks, and he never intends to cook a single thing out of any of them.

just call me inspiration, by @hereforlou (in which I *am* Liam Payne, porn editor!) The truth is Louis knows he’s going to hell, if there is such a thing, but it isn’t because he writes erotic fiction for a living. If anything, it’s because his muse, the reason he’s inspired to write about people shagging in increasingly creative ways everyday, is the sweetest, loveliest, most genuine (and completely oblivious) future children-book illustrator in the world.

Buried Like Treasure, by @becomeawendybird aka quickedween (marcel marcel marcel!!!). Prince Harry Styles is very private. He chooses to keep himself out of the public eye but feels lonely and isolated while surrounded by people in his hectic royal life. When he finishes his dissertation, he decides to take a solo holiday to one of the royal family's properties in the Swiss Alps. Semi-retired thief Louis Tomlinson has been pulled in for one last job: steal a painting from an uninhabited mansion. Neither one of them expects a natural disaster.

into another serotonin overflow, by @mercutionotromeo (this story packs a LOT into a little, it helped inspire my sideblog with smaller fic recs, actually). Harry's the yearbook photographer who's been assigned to take pictures of Louis, the new captain of the football team. Harry's got a massive, obvious crush on Louis and somehow, Louis feels the same way.

Turning Page, by @daisyharry aka purpledaisy (pretty much every on-set picture I see of Harry these days just makes me tag it for this fic). “You wanna buy Harry a drink?” Louis lets his eyes drip back to Harry, to his wide eyes and the way his shoulders curve down. He really is pretty – Louis will be the first one to admit it and the last one to ever say it out loud. Louis almost smirks and his lips twitch as he tilts his head, “Not particularly, no.” An AU where Harry Styles tries to get lost in a place he’s never been. Louis Tomlinson has been perfecting the art of being lost for years. What they don’t expect to find is each other.

hush. by wankerville (this story is achingly evocative of just about every shitty small American town, but my god is it beautiful, the sweetness of how it ends). “I don't like you like that, Harry.” “See,” Harry starts, Louis can hear the smile in his voice, “that's where I think you're lying.” Or an AU where small towns suck, louis is losing it, and harry’s just too perfect.

Three French Hems, by @gloriaandrews and @100percentsassy (I wish I could pick just ONE of my top three from these two, but alas...do persimmons smell like come? discuss). In which Louis is a designer at Burberry and Harry spends December wearing Lanvin… and Lanvin… and Lanvin.

Thought the Song Was Sung, by @gloriaandrews and @100percentsassy (see above, pretty much, and how happy I am that the tweets still show up! with Dame Julie Andrews even!!). Louis never auditioned for the X-Factor. Years later, Harry's just another gay ex-boybander who lives alone with his cat... until Niall decides to take matters into his own hands and set up a profile for Harry on a dating website.

Wild and Unruly, by @gloriaandrews and @100percentsassy (Iconic, even the abstract is iconic, everything still holds up. oh for cute, etc. etc.). Harry is a cowboy sitting on the biggest oil reservoir in Wyoming, and Louis is the paralegal assigned to pressure him into selling his land.

Are You Gonna Be My Girl? by loadedgunn (another one that inspired my sideblog dedicated to short fics! So much greatness packed in, Jesus, it’s in my top five for sure). Louis reenacts his first time, and Harry wants to be his good girl.

“burn this flame” by @rainbowninja aka rainbowninja167 (anytime I reread this, I smile...filed under hot and hilarious). When Harry gets invited to play in a celebrity charity match with Louis Tomlinson, Manchester United's star player, he's determined to impress him with brilliant football skills. The only flaw in Harry's otherwise foolproof plan? He has absolutely no football skills, brilliant or otherwise.

Challenging Nature: A Look into Male Lactation, by @jaerie (hands down, one of my fave kinks, handled fantastically well...and this isn’t the author’s only one!). Even taking into account all the bizarre things Harry has subjected himself to in the past for the sake of an article, Harry has received his strangest assignment yet. It comes up as a random misunderstanding in a meeting and builds into a conversation — can men breastfeed? Internet searches reveal documented cases of male lactation popping up at different times throughout history, but are any of them true? Can a man will himself into lactating? Harry has two months to make it happen.

like how your hands feel me up and down, by ballsdeepinjesus (this author wrote a lot of my faves back in the day, I have so many ~thoughts about the amazing writers in this particular era). “It’s -- you’re tight,” Louis chokes. “It’s tight, I mean. It’s. Yes.” His hand is curved around his hip now, squeezing lightly. “Tight’s good, right?” Harry murmurs, batting his eyelashes. He almost can’t believe himself. “Very good,” Louis grunts. Or louis works in a halloween shop and harry needs a costume.

baby look what you've done to me, by ballsdeepinjesus (see above; even the username kills me). The next day kind of turns everything upside down, though. Louis gets another lingerie catalogue addressed to Harry. He’s about to toss it when he sees a personalized note stuck to the front; it thanks Harry for his previous purchases and offers him a complimentary six-month subscription to their magazine free of charge. Or louis moves into harry's old flat. harry gets a lot of mail.

Take Our Bodies Higher, by @littlelouishiccups (I’m something of a connoisseur of the phone sex trope, so the way this author flips it and makes *Harry* the operator plus what ensues? chef’s kiss!). Harry wasn’t often caught off guard at his job anymore. He called different men Sir, Master, or Daddy for work almost every week, but he’d never been told he was a good boy in a voice quite like that. In which Harry is a phone sex operator and Louis dials a wrong number.

Make a Dime Go One Hundred, by @screwstyles (I’d rec this for their jobs alone, but everything in it, just wow). “Do you think you could trust anyone enough to have full control over you?” he asks into the night, hoping his sentence won’t break their bubble. It doesn’t, if the way Harry’s eyes meet his is any indication.“What do you mean?” Harry’s voice is barely above a whisper, rough from the singing they had done earlier. Louis wants to keep this memory forever.“You know, if someone wanted to, uhm,” he coughs, “to tie you up, or blindfold you.” Or a friends to lovers AU where Harry volunteers to help Louis experiment with bondage. Things don’t go exactly to plan.

it ain't trickin' if ya got it, by sarcasticfluentry (needs ao3 account; I often stare at the wall and wonder what another installment in this universe would be, fuckkkkk, it’s so good, I only wish the social media was still in it). 28-year-old blockbuster actor Louis Tomlinson rushes home to give his 20-year-old model boyfriend Harry a good seeing-to after a particularly provocative Instagram post and, in his excitement, alerts the entire world. Featuring daddy kink, anal beads, and feelings.

If You Asked Me if I Love Him (I'd Lie), by allyasavedtheday (needs an ao3 account; it’s a sequel, but I reread it over and over vs. the first piece). Or the one where Harry and Louis eloped but neglected to mention it to anyone. Meanwhile Lottie is getting married and the only way for them to not steal her thunder is by pretending they're just friends for the weekend. Featuring Harry and Louis as terrible liars who don't know the meaning of the word platonic and some Tomlinsons and Styleses who definitely don't believe them.

Damn, I could go on, but I’ll stop! My sideblog dedicated to short fics is @marathonficbreak, and it has some smaller ones, if this is too intimidating, lmao...hope some of them are new for you, enjoy!

#fic rec #long post #i do have deeper dives but this is a nice representation of my fave AUs #one direction

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theskyexists · 4 years

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Steven Universe Future

i LOVE this rose quartz episode oh m ygod

all of their responses. and Pearl being surrounded by Roses and Greg running AWAY and

one of em coming onto Pearl oh goddd

oh my GOD

one of them is super sweet, one of them is super flirty and one of them is super motherly and enthusiastic. OH GOD

‘i know it’s wrong, but im overwhelmed’ hahaha

‘they don’t just look like her, they ARE like her’

yeah. god they’re so adorable. you can totally see why everybody fell in love with Rose!!

and Pearl and Garnet just literally stay camped out in the bathroom ahahaha

‘i am dying i am dyign i am dead rose quartz’ ‘hehehuhuhehe’ great voice acting on that laughter of doom

the resolutions of these mini episodes are very quick

pink pearl is so cute

that was BEAUTIFUL. Pearlpearl is beautiful. the way they bring the puzzle pieces together, the way they stop making excuses for the person who hurt them, the way they find comfort in each other.

another piece of Pink’s past - why she so desperately wanted to reshape herself into a healer, a benevolent secret keeper, a competent and controlled and wanted creature. she’d hurt her best friend in a way she could not fix, did not have the emotional knowledge to fix, was not in the position to fix, and did not have the power to fix (taken, as pink pearl/Volleyball was, from her like a toy she’d broken). She probably mourned the loss of her Pearl desperately. She tried to be controlled, to be discreet, to be competent like the Diamonds wanted. She was given Spinel as a reward, ‘as a new friend’ - and she never treated her unkindly, never physically hurt her, never showed her the emotions she felt inside - and simply left her when she tired of her and realised that they could never be true friends, because she couldn’t even fathom how to make them true friends - as it would have required the space to deny Spinel her purpose (which in those days meant death for a gem).

And then our Pearl. Pink keeps looking for ways Pearl is different to what she is supposed to be. She keeps looking for how she might be like Pink herself.

Because Pink has gotten everything she wanted, everything she was supposed to want: control of her own colony (and the respect it implies, and the tenuous power that gives her) and another Pearl. She’s on her way to becoming an ‘equal’ to the other Diamonds. And yet, she’s bored, she got what she wanted but it turns out it sucks. The place she’s sent to destroy is beautiful, and she still doesn’t feel happy. The feeling grows that there is something fundamentally wrong with the Diamond Hierarchy.

She designs the Rose Quartzes, and makes them healers (that MUST be because of pink pearl), she makes them attractive and kind and beautiful and strong. Makes them in the image of what she wants to be. Just normal enough to be able to make connections with other people without being seen as a Diamond. Just amazing enough that people will love her (like the Diamonds once did).

The more she explores the bubble of freedom that she creates with Pearl - freedom from their roles - the more she develops her philosophy counter to the Diamond Hierarchy. The more she believes that Earth can be a beautiful haven away from them to play in and make connections with people and be forced into nothing and never be locked away into lightless rooms. The more she believes it is worth fighting for. And she learned thousands of years ago that other people don’t want her as she is, can’t handle her true feelings or expressions of her emotion - will break in response or punish her for them. So she keeps all her secrets and wills her new self into being.

And she draws people in and she believes it and she believes the Diamonds don’t care for her! Bismuth tells her yeah they’ll def run if Pink Diamond bites it. She tries it and everything goes to hell.

And she protects her friends. And she bubbles the monsters. And she enjoys Earth and its people because she’s always had to move on from the messes she makes. And she loves Garnet and Pearl and then Amethyst and never ever ever puts them into lightless rooms. And then Greg challenges her on what relationships could be - he challenges her to communicate on an equal footing.

That’s all radical. It’s revolutionary. But she still broke countless people’s lives and hearts doing it. Simply because she was that powerful, that ignorant, that selfish, that underdeveloped every step of the way.

And she knew it. And she gave up everything that she had to change. Change into Steven. And that still had awful consequences, as basically all her choices had - but it was by definition, a selfless choice.

the way we learn about Rose is just so masterful. the way the narrative shows us how radical she was, but also how awful - what terrible damage and harm she’s done to everybody. it’s amazing.

#thinking about it i just don't really understand how Greg could have let Rose do this though #if my goddess gf was like hey im going to kill myself to make our baby i'd be like.....uh no really really please dont #but all greg asked for was emotional honesty #and respect #and he never tried to control her #i guess #steven universe #my stuff #i understand why they made this a bomb #bc it needs so much background knowledge

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brothalynchhung · 4 years

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2019 overview.

this year.. was fucking two years in one. also a little late again but whatever. this is going to be long as FUCK.

started 2019 in dubai

spent the first couple of days in Dubai on the beach

YOOO AS AM WRITING THAT IT FEELS SO FUCKING LONG AGO HOLLYY SHITT

went to London and just fucked around dt and chinatown lost that damn snake ring fml

I got drunk eating dumplings watching Jeffrey star in that bed LMFAOOOYOO LMFAOOOOOEGJEORIGHSREUG

got back to Ottawa and it was straight GRIND from the get go

back to my last semester of uni

back to club m (omg.. I miss:( kinda lol)

started that govt job

back to social media marketing for Dubai

3 jobs + school basically

did that dumbass STUPID FUCKING govt job all the way in quebec that I woke up for and travelled for everyday

would go straight to gym, work again, or school fml

wasn't entirely bad I kinda needed it cuz I applied to a million jobs during that time and did school work LMAO also printed a lot of important shit and got paid so whatever

CAME TO TORONTO IN MARCH W TRAND OMG I FORGOT THAT WAS 2019

SAW VINCE STAPLES!!

AND The fortune teller who like prophisized all this shit goddddd

iconic if I must say

little did I know...

I miss movati fml lol

working at club Monaco omg ugh they gave me life honestly

fun times w trang cc precious Courtney mich JACK Amanda Raman donia even tho she annoying lol and whoever else I worked w jana jil Daria honestly I just miss Courtney LMFAO uhh jenn was cool too

I'm never going to forget that place I swear to god I have so much loyalty and pride for my memories for that place im never going to take my experience there for

chilling with avid Vinny and like Alex a bit LMAO he would randomly ask to chill it was weird

that Chinese dinner and chat time thing in his car WHAT WAS THATTT

chilling like a scrub a cu with hector and that crew goddLMAO

avin vin rideau gang

visiting avid at nordstorm the Rui girl and Herman lol he was sofunny

MY BODY IS FOR ME NOT THESE BITCHES LMFAOO

last class with strangle omg he was iconic honestly

trang pargol fidede zainab mannnn honestly shoutout old Ottawa friends

xinyii!! and jelly!! my last times with them

I miss Xinyi so much :( im so happy I got to see her before leaving she was so nice I wish her so much success

remember working those last shifts at cm like.. yo I feel like things are going to change and my days are numbered.. I feel it.

did interview after interview, applying EVERYDAY to escape

the amount of focusing I did on applying around feb and April like I was just focused on working and getting out of there

did two interviews in like 2 hours always on the go always moving always working

and then like clockwork.. at the govt job.. went to the bathroom knew? to bring my phone with me.. and then right when I left I got a call from mk went into that empty conference room and got the offer. cried. accepted. life changing

I honestly just left that place... went to cm and just.. resigned... put my two weeks in...

and it happened literally in my last week of the govt job..

like fate

immediately went home told cc precious fam

fam weren't happy

BUT I FINALLY ESCAPED!!!! LOOKING BACK ON THIS BLOG AND EVERYTHING I FINALLY F I N A L L Y GOT OUT OF THERE THE BITCH ASS CURSED SHIT CITY NEVER GOING BACKEGIUEHGEIRUGH

shout out precious for helping me honestly he helped so much

found my place through hmida who held it down

that whole condo scenario LOL godddd my landlord a HOE

met zgy gvy at precious while I crashed a night

THE MILLIONS OF RIDESHARESSS GOODDDDDD

remember the one I took last minute from Yorkdale LMAO that one wasn't bad honestly I slept good

moving my things packaging them up. like yo.. lol

bringing the boxes from shoppers godddd LOL

finally landed in Toronto with my place

waiting outside for 5 hours for my damn keys crazy with my suitcase lol...

THEN FINALLY GOT TO MY FIRST PLACE!! MY FIRST RENTAL CONDO ALL ON MY OWN NO ROOMATES JUST ME

unpacking my things

like just finally having my own place mannn that was my dream for such a long ass time

getting around dt a bit getting used to tdot...

crazy exciting

then... 3 days in..

...

met that bitch that fucked me up

met everything I ever wanted in a person? physically and interest wise and yet?

nothing?

SO CONFUSED I MET SOMEONE WITH EVERYTHING I THOUGHT I WANTED

first hookup? lost v?

new city new job new life new home lost v new everything

in 3 days.

my life crazy..

spent the whole time like until October till low-key NOW just thinking about it bitterly

my feelings up and down I was drowning in obsession and confusion

I know I fucked it up but it was fucked up since the beginning

shook everything about what I thought I wanted in gl or a person

standards are definitely raised and all men trash and hoes Idgaf

I feel nothing towards nobody

my whole mind switched to money and power.

gl I love you but you're not here and we got a lot growing to do so imma see ya ass in a couple of years

anyways started working at mk!!! craziest 3 month probation thing I had

HOWWW DID I DOOOO ITTTTTTT

met so much people... holy shit.. zgy,gvy,hailey,gab,aisha,priya,rach,lisa,alex,DANIA, goddddd

clubbing.. mon., thurs... weekenddd... wake up... 8:30 work

how did I do it.... fuck lol

met a lot of hoes.. fucked with Sunday once more before he died bye bitch ass hoe.. Leo, sleeve, uhhh that's it I think actually

CABANNNAAAA

OMG I SAW SEAN PAUL LIVE ICONICC YOO THIS FUCKING YEAR LMFAOOOOO

omg YEAH I SAW NCT IN MY FIRST WEEK OF TO WITH PARGOL LMFAOOO YOOOOO

damn this year was crazy I keep forgetting shit

all the weird ass ppl I met at cabana omg the humber guy YOO THE ASIAN GUY WITH MY KEYS LMFAOOO ZGY FUCKLMFGIESH

omg tsf lmao and like yeah all the clubbing ppl in to fuck

half and half like didnnt know if I liked it or not but it was crazy

still think about that Frans night the damn milkshake and food omggg

just spent summer exploring to trinity Bellwoods ossington like summer stories clubbing stories

managing my double life lol

SPIDERMAN OBSESSION LMAOOOO TO DISTRACT MY MIND FROM THAT BITCH ASS HOE LMFAOOFREJGIEURHSTESUIH THEN I FOUND OUT HE HAS A WHOLE WIFE AND BABY YOOO LMFAOOO

good distraction made work fun when I needed it during my last months of probation LMAO

omg going home during lunch and then back to work ICONIC

leaving the girls at my place and coming back for lunch LMAOOO god really iconic honestly showering and going back to work sleeping hoeing all that LMFAO

omg the time I left Leo at my place YOO LMAO

still have that expensive ass sweater LMFAO WAT A SIMP

those drunk texts he sent Me in august and I punked him off LMFAOO 😩😂

men trash

darren Chris rob goddd all those damn ppl I met the one guy who saved me during that blacTHE BLACKOUT CABANNA NIGHT GOD THAT WAS A MESS LMAO TITTIES OUT EVERYTHING but yeah he was low key useless I forget his name highboy but whatever

YOOO THAT GIRLS TITTIES I SLEPT ON NGEIRGHEUHUE ICONIC

I got catfishes twice 😩 the change bitch and the John bitch airehguerihserh FUCKKK LMFAO

AND THEN THE CHANG BITCH WAS TRYNA SAY OH U JSUT LOOK TO ARAB THATS WHY WE HAVNET TALKED AGAINL IKE BITCHHHHH FIRST OF ALL UR A WHOLE CATFISHFHERGUERBKSHETERU AHERUIGESRUYR LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

and then I catfish Sunday to punk him off for revenge and call him a thot and thought he was talking about me for catfish when it was just about another bitch he was hoeing with cuz he a hoe.. Jesus my life wild

SO MUCH SHIT THIS SUMMER UHERGHSREG

gained weight fml I don't even wanna mention it iDONT WANNA TALK

even if it is muscle I dDONT WANNT TALK ABOUT IT

the cabana pool jump... godd... walking home drunkregiuhersguhe fucK

summer was crazy

nada and mama coming wow that was annoying I rlly can't do family even though I love them

getting high swimming the catfish racing munchies arguing with Alex LMAO

eating out with Dania gab Lisa the normal ppl I met lool

a lot of stress of money and where I want to go I was in a hella rush idk why I think everything happening so fast made me not want to slow down at all but im finally slowing down

priya end of the year rebel tiff stuff

basically drowning in depress and regret around the end of summer cuz everything calmed down and I had the time to think and reflect about everything and yeah.. got super depressed

that bitch cc and her bullshit yo just fucking go bye

notice how there's like no memories with her like yeah there was but they were just annoying cuz she was annoying highkey

thanks for bringing my shit from Ottawa tho dumbass LOL eat a dick

THE HOT TUBBBB SUMMERSSS AND SUMMER NIGHTS

omg all my emo ass walks at night to the port and water and trillium park in the morning aiohreughresehre writing with my journal god that was actually nice tho

super peaceful so happy to live near the water highkey

always in between losing myself who am I what do I do now who am I like did I lost myself did I ever have myself

major existential crisis

how did I survive work god

musicmusiscmusicccc

moviesmovesmoves

readreadread

actually I had a lot of night walking home from the club sad

omg remember the ovo guy fucking loser liar

as usualllll

RECORDRESCORSDCRECORDDSSS SO MANY TDOT IS PERFECTT

ugh what else fuck too much shit happened OH YEAH

my birthday with the girls and the bbq!! the cake!! omg so nice :((( so funny lol

that weirdo ass man that I still see in the gym sometimes god help me lol

passing my probation!!!! and then like finally fitting in and feeling apart of mk and the “family” lol

CLARK KENT AND SCOTTISH MANS MAKING MY LIFE EVRYDAYYYYYugh love them

got a moomin from Scottish mans 🥺 love him

anyways got depressed drowning in obsession.. nothing surprising there 🙄

got high and drunk like bottom of the barrel...

right before pargol came LMAO

oh yeah I went to Ottawa because yo I was going out of my mind about losing myself.. needed to go BACK to the place I hated to find myself

went back and it was like??? everything was the same.. still saw vin and avid and Herman at Rideau still had bbt with them

still fucking around hector and that whole crew had Ivan his girl moe.. ribal..Kyle YO lol that weird ass club experience AS USUAL Ottawa clubs trash god

apple picking same year in a row wit z <3 and hamza and fams lol

saw the kids and got to be stupid again loool

anyways came back to my actual life

like it just felt weird knowing that the place I had all my memories and experiences in like.. felt nothing

even the forest felt weird like I didn't need to be there anymore?

as much as tried to drown myself in obsession and my past and bad habits.. I couldn't?

im being forced to move forward and learned Sunday was the last experience it was just eye opening

after the emotional shit I sat down again and had a whole purging

I never felt that bad and horrible and drowned in obsession since raglan..

like.. deleted the hidden pictures... the feeling.. like I've done this before...

that was the final straw..

you think its over just because I am dead but its not over..the games just begun.

never again.

anyways I met Aisha!!! love her vibe with her heavy

introduceed me to the sugar shit YOOOO LMFAOOO

THEN WE STARTING PIMPIN AND MAKING EXTRA MONEY

NO MORE MONEY STRUGGLE

GOT FUCKED OVER HEART TURNED COLD NOW WE FOCUSING ON MONEY CAREER POWER PLAYING THESE HOES FOR THEY MONEY AND RECLAIMING MYSELF

weird ass fucking people but get the money and go

stack up crazy and saving up this past few months

and just chilling w friends and therapy sessions

scheming and planning for the future

therapy sessions

got close with Lisa

oh yeah BOLO!! UGH BEST GYM

ALSO OMG I FORGOT I SAW BROCKHAMPTON AGAIN!!! AND SOMEHOW GOT TO THE BARRIER AND LITERALLY HAD SO MUCH INTERACTION WITH KEVIN LIKE SINGING TOGETHER AND THEN HE CAME DOWN SAID I GOTCHU AND TOOK TWO PICS WITH ME FUCKGIERGEIUTHSEUH THAT WAS INSANEEE MY LIFE WILDDDD

iconic holiday party and New Years with again like random weird ppl and my girls exemplifying how wild and fresh the whole experience of this year was

at least I be waking up warm and clean in MY PLACEby myself with no bullshit

just like.. got a new place new job new city basically live the life I always wanted? reading movies? new friends no problems? wtf how my life change so quick

new interesting experiences

getting drunk high dancing at my place out in these streets just meeting bare people all these new people and experiences holy shit...

and like yeah im not where I want to be but this progress and process is FUN now

everything a strategy and a move and love staying busy

wish I had more free time tho I never feel rested my life fucking crazy LOOL

that weirdo bitch who thought he was dating me UGHHH BOTTOM OF THE BARRELL JUST FOR A CAR AND FOOD BITCHARE U CRAZY

power trip crazy im so sorry jfc

anyways block and move on

met Chris and we still talking for like 3 months in a row god... lol gunna see him Saturday idk was the HALE going on

im like surrounded by hoes???? and I don't want it GOD I JUST BEEN FOCUSING ON ME AND MONEYFUCK EVERYONE ELSE

idek what else maybe im missing shit but this whole year wild best year of MY LIFE though

idk what the fuck gunna happen in 2020 cuz my split lives and the chaos and playing hoes and always thinking about opportunity and abundance and money got my mind and moves all wrapped in strategy but we only ONNLY ONLYYY GOING UP from here no excuses lets fucking go I always say this but 2019 was fucking wild and you know what.. lets fucking go 2020 LETS FUCKING GO as long as I don't gain weight LMFAO lets fucking GO. money and power on my mind exclusively. gl imma see you in 2 years. focusing on bigger things but at least im OUT HERE and ESCAPED and we onLY ATTRACTING AND MANIFESTING ABUNDANCE

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alittlebittersweet · 7 years

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reading snk #6: chapters 85-95

i have a lot of feelings okayyyy

'first of all... the survey corps is now... just the nine of us here?' DAMN THAT'S SO TRAGIC ;___; WE LOST SO MANY GREAT CHARACTERS ALONG THE WAY

'you've been entrusted with erwin's life, as well as the power of the titans' sooooo... no pressure armin

those panels of eren and mikasa standing in front of their old house as kids and as teenagers i'mma cry

THEY'RE GOING TO THE FUCKING BASEMENT I CAN'T BREATHE

it's a wrong key... oopst just kidding, it's empty... oopst just kidding

do you think it's funny i almost had a heart attack @ isayama

'wall maria has been retaken' yaaaaaaaay it's such a bittersweet victory

a photo of grisha's first wife and... zeke???????

'humanity has not perished' ok i figured as much not because of imir's flashback but back when we found out about annie and reiner and bertolt's hometown and even earlier when i found out there were three walls and they had no idea what was beyond them, but i expected something more in terms of a post-apocaliptic world, not an entire fucking civilization

grisha's backstory... blatant ww2 references idk how i feel about that

and they have zeppelins???? the fuck

what the fuck did that man do to his sister???

the history of eldia and marley... so eren and co are on the paradis island

THIS IS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO HANDLE RN

(i could probably write an entire essay about the parallels to the real world, but it's not a place for this, this was supposed to be just me liveblogging and posting random thoughts and reactions goddd, i'm not sure how i feel about this story suddenly turning into a modern morality tale)

NINE TITANS? DO THEY MEAN SPECIFICALLY TITAN-SHIFTERS??? ARE YOU TELLING ME THERE ARE ONLY NINE OF THEM? WHAT

'his name was zeke' DUH

oh and the marley government had seven of them

so i guess: eren has two (grisha's and frieda's) armin annie reiner zeke zeke's pet friend ymir

there's still one more we haven't seen yet could it be someone still behind the walls??? i cannot take another betrayal

'we are sure to see an age where military power backed by fuel determines the state of the world' it doesn't ring a bell AT ALL

'the ten of millions of titans that sleep inside the walls will surely flatten the entire earth' damn king fritz was not playing around

ZEKE BETRAYED HIS OWN PARENTS OH MY GOD

THIS IS THE PLACE FROM YMIR'S FLASHBACK AHHHHH SO THAT'S WHAT IT WAS

they're turning them into titans so that they can murder their own people jfc

oh the santa titan was one of grisha's friends...AND DINA WAS THE SMILING TITAN THIS IS SO FUCKED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that guy is the owl! and he's one of the titan-shifters and his name is eren!!!

'whoever inherits the power of the nine titans will die in thirteen years' WHAT THE FUCK NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

DINA WAS OF ROYAL BLOOD AND EREN COULD USE THE COORDINATE POWER ONLY WHEN HE TOUCHED HER HMM

THE ATTACK TITAN SHINGEKI NO KYOJIN THE TITLE DROP

'everyone has a phase like this' and then a panel of eren looking like an old man my heart hurts

HERE IT COMES YMIR'S FLASHBACK... BUT IT'S ACTUALLY A LOVE LETTER ;___;

EREN IS PROTECTING HISTORIA ;______;

'if you want to save them all mikasa armin and the others carry out your mission to the end' hmm what this is a very interesting quote tbh kinda reminds me of the very first scene in the manga

ONE YEAR PASSED? WHOA

THEY'RE GOING OUTSIDE TO SEE THE OCEAN ;_______;

'that glittering time of carefree dreams had already come to an end' wtf they were happy for like 5 minutes, give them a break ffs i want to see them being carefree :(

okayyyyy, starting chapter 91... WHAT IS HAPPENING???

middle east union, seriously? so isayama is really going there

ARE YOU FRICKING KIDDING ME? 4 YEARS??? THAT MEANS EREN HAS ONLY 4 YEARS TO LIVE NOOOOOOPE

are those kids a new generation of ~the warriors~? poor them they don't know what they're getting themselves into oh and they are clearly brainwashed too

NEW TITAN? WHO IS THAT?

daaaaaaaamn reiner looks so good with his scruff

OH MY GOD HOW DOES EREN LOOK LIKE NOW? AND THE OTHERS?? THEY'RE FOUR YEARS OLDER NOW ARE WE GONNA SEE FLASHBACKS????

they're using mindless titans to fight that's so fucked up

what's next? titans falling from the sky - levi's nightmare is real

'walls disgust me' oh no you didn't, reiner

the inverted map i cannot

'by the administration of your spinal cord fluid into your companions thy turn into titans and they do whatever you say after hearing your scream and even if the moon appears they are able to move during the night. for generations this ability was never presnt within a beast titan' SO THAT'S WHY IT'S BECAUSE OF HIS ROYAL BLOOD ISN'T IT?

ahhhhh so eren and armin were defending the island for 4 years

'my mistake was underestimating those weapons' muhahahaha i need levi vs zeke round 2 stat, lmao he's really scared of the ackermans

WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK IS YMIR DEAD?????? DID ISAYAMA JUST KILL HER OFFSCREEN? THE FUCK NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ;_____________;

AND NOW MARCEL'S BROTHER HAS HER TITAN, THE STORY CAME FULL CIRCLE

IT'S A GIRL SHE'S THE PET TITAN SHE WAS IN HER TITAN FORM FOR TWO MONTHS STRAIGHT SO SHE FORGOT HOW TO WALK JFC

so... liberio is reiner's hometown goddddddddd this is too much and gabi is his cousin of course that's why he's trying to save her

DID I JUST... CRY BECAUSE OF REINER'S SPEECH AT THE DINNER? ;_____;

'WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY DIFFERENT VARIETY OF PEOPLE? THEY'RE ALL BAD RIGHT?' OH MY GOD GABI THIS IS SO HEARTBREAKING

REINER'S FLASHBACK IS SO SAD POOR BRAINWASHED KIDS

'won't something happen?' omg eren be careful what you wish for

'the teiber family controls the power of the warhammer titan' SO THE NINTH TITAN IS REVEALED!!!

oh okay so reiner's dad is a scumbag

REINER WASN'T EVEN SUPPOSED TO BE THERE AND THEN MARCEL SAVED HIS LIFE

AND PEOPLE IN THE COMMENTS JUST INFORMED ME THAT EREN IS ALREADY THERE HONESTLY I READ IT ALL SO FAST I DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE HIM BUT HE'S THERE THEY ALREADY INFILTRATED LIBERIO OH MY GOD ! ! !

#from now on i have to wait one month for every chapter #just kill me now #shingeki no kyojin #attack on titan

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readbythestarlight · 3 years

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c2e141 (part 2)

(It was too long for Tumblr to allow so there will also be a part 3)

Aaaaaand we’re back!

Oh my god they’re actually gluing his hands together

Should that be allowed to work?

“See? You aren’t a failure. Now, finish the job, and fulfill your destiny.” Bitch shut UP

[[MORE]]

No you can’t, Astrid

No but Caleb knows

And you still made a lot of your own choices girl

Byeeeee Wulf

I mean tho that seems extreme he just wants to be done with it why be more of a dick to him than Astrid

Oh damn Caduceus

Caleb using fire magic to SAVE his friend’s family home I’m

Aw…

Okay. Fine. Astrid can have her redemption arc too. Because she went through a LOT.

I resent the forehead touch though.

Oh okay then just go

I hope they find peace somewhere, somehow

Not-Molly where the heck have you been

Oh for the love of his someone punch him

Yasha that’s hot

Caleb I don’t think you’re on the chopping block at this point babe

“I love you too”

KISSES IM THE RAAAAAIN I’m so SOFT

Oh dear what is Cad gonna do

Oh DAMN Caduceus!

Keep going babe come on

Jesus he’s just gonna keep succeeding

Trent is such a fucked human being that he is incapable of empathy is how I’m interpreting it

lol Not-Molly

“WHAT is WRONG with you” xD

Awww Veth giving up her flask!!

“You are now the best friend I’ve ever had—and I walk away”

God okay we still have like 3ish hours what else can HAPPEN

Whooooo is it

Oh damn they came back ALREADY?

That was quick

I’m glad tbh

Even tho I still don’t really like Astrid but give me time

No mention in their accounts of any other members of the CA huh

Cad is NOT forgiving them for this easily DAMN

Do it, intimidate them!

Yep there it is, he can’t empathize

Oh NO the spooky book!

It’s Gotta be useless now tho right

Valid point Jester

Oh Veth :((((

I’m not ready for the goodbyes!!

I’m crying goddd

Cad NO

Godddd there’s so much TIME left and I have to go through it without Caduceus??

“But it doesn’t feel separate from the family he’s made”

I’m crying

“You comin’ hot boi?”

you can’t take him from me too right now

NO please god

Yes Caleb talk him into staying!!

ESSEK

THELYSS

PLEASE

no no please caleb ask him again please

Stop breaking up my found family

Essek I don’t understand OR accept this PLEASE

Fuck I’m just gonna lay here in a puddle of my own tears

I hate this I hate this I hate this

Huuuugs

Group huggggggs

Artists I need Essek in a flower crown art to heal my shattered soul please

“Don’t take too long because, um, connection is what saves us”

Thank you Yasha

KISS

ON CHEEK

AND HUG

“Don’t be a stranger”

“Try to be kind to yourself”

“YOURE the one who showed me that trauma doesn’t define you”

“Stay safe”

“You too, Caleb Widogast”

Fuck

FUCK

FUUUCK

Caleb gonna teach Luc I’m fine

“He’s his godfather, yes” this is fine

God Astrid just go with them

Y’all I’m not ready

Yes let’s check on Yussah good idea

“Friends, I was hoping you were going to make your way here” I’m so glad they went to see him

Awww he’s so HAPPY!!

They’re YOUR heroic knuckleheads and you love them

Beau you’re silly

Caleb and Yussah study buddies! I’ve been wanting that since we met Yussah

Not as good as Caleb and Essek study buddies but I’ll take what I can get :’)

Fjorjester water tower date

I want you to close that chapter yes

And YES good y’all go together

Oh man Fjord so desperately wants to be on the ocean and he so wants Jester with him and this is everything I want for them if it’s also what she wants

I’m crying

I love them so much

Fjord’s like “I wanna live with you”

God YAAAAAAALLL they’re so unbearably cute

Aww the Nein Heroes is there

Oh god and now goodbye to Veth

I’m gonna cry all over again

Fjord and Veth making me laugh-cry

please roll well

Yay!

Oh no not the Veth and Caleb goodbye

Yep here I go weeping again

“Veth the Brave” OKAY SURE FINE

Veth please please I can’t I’m crying I’m already crying you don’t have to make it worse

“Yes, you’ve convinced me I’m brave. But you are mighty.”

FUCK STOP

I don’t know that I can watch a third campaign because I don’t know that I can go through this again

“For most of my life, I’ve wanted to be a pirate.”

“Most of your life…?”

“Since I heard you have a ship.”

Thank you for that laugh Tal I needed it

I’m glad he’ll be with them

OH MY GOD ITS THE BANDITS

“I was sleeping…” I love Orli

You’re alright, Kingsley, I hope we see you more in the future

I keep worrying they’re gonna get up and leave the table and I can’t have that

Oh boy here we go

“What have you done?” lol

Udolaphon fixing to help end this man’s whole career

God I hope he doesn’t hurt them one last time by spilling about Essek I just thought of that

Yessss give Beau the credit she deserves!!

I’m so PROUND of her! LOOK at our girl.

“If we need any subcontractors I know a pretty good detective agency.”

Looking after her family members who aren’t present <3

Good, let him rot there

NICE they left him glued and powerless

They’re gonna offer him a spot in the Assembly

Called it

Atta boy don’t you fall into that pit of vipers

He’s coming for you next

Astrid, of fucking course

I knew it

Alriiiiiight time for Beau to get her justice

SUCK IT YOU SHITTY FATHER

Niiiiiiiiice

Beau has earned all the honor he never believed she could be worthy of

“Give this to TJ for me”

YES girl

Zenoth going to jail hell yeaahhhhhh!

JUSTICE FOE BEAU HELL YEAHHHH

And Yasha was there to support her the whole way and I’m crying again

No no no

If Artagan says goodbye I quit

I kid you not Matthew don’t do it

“I wanted you to be my friend, and you were”

Yes please stop using past tense

Okay thank god

Matthew you just about gave me a heart attack and Laura a heart attack

Don’t leave okay don’t leave

Don’t GO

Please

She’s grown beyond him and he knows it and he’s trying to tell her and let her go gently and I’m crying AGAIN

I’m so bad with goodbyes y’all this is really just tearing me up inside

“There’s still so much of Exandria to fuck with” what a goodbye I love him

Okay okay Fjord closure time

I can’t believe I was ever fool enough to think they wouldn’t give us these moments of closure

And now I’m just a wreck

“Do you remember me?”

“I do, boy. What brings ye here?”

“I came to find you.”

I’m fine this is fine

Please hug him

Fjord sounds so happy

I’m crying guys

Fjord finally getting his answers

The awkward “I slept with the same woman as my dad figure” reveal

I’m so glad we’re finally getting the backstory on this

“Guide you away from his path”

Adopted dad vibes

Only to lose Fjord and think he’d failed twice

“I thought about you every day, since that night. The life I had before working with you, is one I don’t care to recall, and you showed me kindness and love and honor and it meant the world to me. It fills my heart with joy to see you here, pleased, at peace. I suppose my last question is: is it your desire to stay here. We do—we have a ship.”

Gonna try to unseat the Plank King and become Pirate King huh? xD

“As my captain, you will always have a seat on my ship.” This is fine

Aw :(

Yeeeeeah!

Take a couple of trips, get to know your future daughter in law better, it’s fine

YAY

“You know that power. It’ll eat you in town. U’kotoa’s a hungry beast.”

“I believe you. We’ll have to do something about that.”

“Maybe.”

Yasha’s turn

Beau okay good start definitely we want Beau along

Let Yasha have a nice long vacation

GETTING A PLACE TOGETHER YES

gardening yes

Making you food for when you come home from work, my expositor

I’m crying that’s so SOFT

Beau stop being horny for 3 seconds challenge xD

“I never want to hold you back from anything, I want to be here to support you in everything that you do.”

“I want to be your Yeza” omg

Mmmm yes let’s get some Yasha past answers maybe please?

Drop the book off for Zuella ;_;

“I’ve never known anyone deeper than I know you, and yet I feel like there’s still so much more to learn. A lifetime to learn. And I’m so excited to explore every—every bit of you. In multiple layers. Your past doesn’t scare me.”

“You sure?”

“It only makes you beautiful”

Okay OKAY STOP y’all I JUST got done crying

Can you believe we got the perfect lesbian couple y’all

Oh god here we go

Oh my god

Oh no??

Greet??

Oh no

Jadek? Okay okay

Oh NO

Spread your wings!! Show them your new wings!!

YES good kneeling is a good choice

Ozone

Yessss Storm Lord yesssss

Y’all suck not marking her grave

Ouch

Beau that’s clearly NOT awesome

Shoutout to the Storm Lord

Oh they found her </3

Yasha no I can’t handle YOU crying

I was not emotionally prepared for this at all

I love the way Beau gives her space and then is also there with her and supporting her in the way she grieves

Just gotta love the healthy relationships they’ve given us

I’m cryinggggg

Y’all need to get some sending stones

(More in part 3)

#cr spoilers #emi watches critical role #critical role #critical role spoilers

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erenjaegur · 6 years

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Snk Positivity Day 6: Love Your Series

Im gonna put this under a read more because I cant think of express my feelings on something without turning it into a full length incoherent ass essay so!!

I’ve been in the snk fandom since I was like 12 lol - Im 16 now so that’s like, five years?? I can still remember like I’d see a lot of gifs n stuff of it going around tumblr and for some reason I just really felt I wouldn’t like it like I had smthing lowkey against it?? But then I decided to watch it one day, n i still remember, I was just chilling on my laptop watching it in the sitting room, my family around me and stuff and goddd it was soo good... but it made me tear up... n bITCH I was NOT! about to cry in the sitting room around my family. I was not! prepared for that. That night I stayed up till possibly 1 or 3am just watching it, I must’ve gotten to like around episode 6 I think? I loved it so much I rlly fell in love, I finished it all in just three days.... three days of which I also went to school and stuff and had to go to my friends party.... bitch i was pissed i didnt even like that person....i just wanted to finish snk lmaooo 😭

Im pretty sure Id spend sm of my time invested in snk and looking through snk tumblrs and stuff and other fandom stuff of it, I loved it so much!!! like!! thats all I did and even then I was still forcing my friends to read/watch it. I was really cringey in 6th class wow lmaoo I would literally go around during break with the snk manga like xD!!! eren is my baby!!! saying shit like that yikes.... bitch first of all hes 4 years older than you...your literally 12.....

Especially then, when I was younger it brought me sm happiness like when little me was going through shit then little insecure young me, you know how people say u use entertainment to escape or whatever, a distraction, idk.... like that was rlly it man idk ho to describe it without sounding weird i swear it was like my main source of happiness omg lol

Almost always, its very rare like I’ll be watching a movie, listening to music, anything like that just consuming some piece of media or literally just like. living my life and I see something and im like. omg snk au in which.... or I just somehow relate it back to snk or some of its characters lol. Like even when I was on holiday in Venice last year I was literally like thinking of a fanfic of like, the 104th on holidays in Venice like how wholesome...

Like I really do love snk I think about it every day without fail, and I honestly think I’ll always always always love it, and even if I don’t, it’s always gonna have a special place in my heart. Like, I liked it since i was literally 12 years old and it helped my through shit and I just have so much good memories associated with it. I honestly rlly do picture myself being like a 40 year old woman and still loving snk but like the fandom is dead or something... 😭 I rlly hope that never happens.....bc that will happen my 40 year old ass will b like boiis whens season 10 coming out ? Like I really hope snk is one of those series that kind of just lives on forever, or atleast for a very long time - Like Harry Potter for example

Okay, all that was really personal and I’d be surprised if anyone is reading this anyway, but I love looking back on it and talking about snk like this, I love it :) Butttt, getting to one of the reasons why I think I might love snk so much, and I mean, I can’t really pin it down why I love it so much, I dont think anyone can pin down EXACTLY why they love something, especially a series, but I think one thing I really like, and it becomes really apparent when I look at other series is like, they have a good balance between male and female characters if that makes sense. Like theres not way more men in the show than there is women, like how it is in some series or like, theres not way more men in the show than there is women, and the female characters in the show aren’t just like background characters pretty much, and they’re all good fleshed out and developed characters n shit. I think people have talked about this before but yeah.. And the female characters aren’t sexualised or anything like that and like, theres basically little to no fanservice at all which is nice. Supereyepatchwolf said something about it in his video about snk, how it can appeal to everyone because anyone of any age and gender and such can be in the survey corps n stuff... :P

And the characters just in general of course :) I honestly think the characters is one of snks strongest points, like... im not about to do a full on character analysis on anyone here lol but they’re just so amazing. Like I think on first glance it can probably be easy for people to sort most of them into like a trope or something or just write them off as cliche - mostly eren is victim to this bc people are like typical shounen boy !!! but like. you know anyway. I wish I was better at expressing my feelings and thoughts lol. Like god idk i feel like its so easy for someone who idk might just be a casual fan or smthing to just kinda see the characters on their more surface level without seeing how much depth they actually have - and I feel like that could also easily happen with anime only ppl. Like snk really does have so much great n complex n developed characters, especiallyyy now with the timeskip, more so now than ever. Like you know when you love something so much that you cant just pin point one thing about it... because its like.... everything about it i love n everything within it works to like compliment everything in it if that makes sense u get me?? like i cant just pinpoint ONE THING its the whole thing.... why i love snk? *directs u to link of readsnkmanga.com* or something lol

as for the characters themselves, obviously u can tell, with my url, u can take a guess at who my favourite is :) since the timeskip, i dont like him as much - not that i dislike him, i could literally never - but timeskip eren is basically a whole new person - and im not saying that in a bitter tone or anything, if anything its cool and i appreciate it and i understand why eren is like this now, all the shit hes been through- stuff so singular that barely anyone else would be able to understand, no one, if anything. So i understand why hes like this, and as i said earlier, this’ one of snks strong points its complex and rlly developed characters... The things I admired about Eren is just like... his good and bad, everything. How passionate he is, how he wears his heart on his sleeve - that of which being his most notable quality imo, and he expresses himself in an unapologetic manner like.... the courtroom scene... he rlly shouted that in front of all those people... how headstrong, stubborn and impulsive he is. I relate to Eren alot, thats part of the reason why I love him so much because I think I can kinda see myself in him.. but on the same hand, I think it’s also because he possesses a lot of traits I admire. Eren never backs down even when the whole world seems to be against him. He holds on firmly to what he believes in and never gives in, even when literal guns or canons are being pointed towards him. He’s full of determination and will power and he knows what he wants, and he’s also not afraid to express his opinion, even if he knows that he’ll be laughed at or be largely disagreed with.. And I admire his impulsiveness too. Those are all things I admire and other things I didn’t mention.. like me, I’m a very non confrontational person, I always feel things out before getting to it, and even then a lot of the time I just don’t at all. I might second guess my emotions and feelings when it comes to relationships with people especially, and I can a lot of the time stifle or keep quiet about my own beliefs, not completely keeping quiet, but not speaking them out as firmly as I believe them in my own mind, yielding? more I guess, if people disagree with me, I might step down a little - Which isn’t a completely bad thing, it’s good to be openminded and to see other sides, but when it’s coming from a place of embarassment or insecurity, not so much. So I really admire those traits in Eren :) I relate to him a lot, but I also know that in a lot of ways too, we are veryy different. I’ve even thought before, if I knew someone like Eren irl would I even like them lol?? Who knows lol. But as a character, I love him :) My other two favourtie characters after Eren, Levi and Jean, I won’t go into them as much as I did Eren but with them, and not just that, all of the other reasons they’re my faves.. I have like more of a ‘crush’ on them lmaooo like with them i could read so much /reader fanfic lol... but even though Eren is my #1 I could nEVER...god NO lol. And I think thats also down to the fact, as I’ve been saying I seen myself in Eren... rather than the other way around :))))))))

Like god there have been so many times I’ve laughed, cried at stuff in this fandom, made good memories as a result of it irl too... bullied my friends into watching it.... Like I have nothing but good memories. I really can’t express enough how positively snk has impacted my life like I genuinely can’t, it’d be impossible.. I seriously love it :) I’ve made friends bc of it, gotten closer to friends bc of our mutual interest in it, stuff like that...:) And even if those things didn’t happen, I’d still love the series and its fandom itself. :) I seriously can’t thank enough, the ppl that contribute to this fandom, I really can’t. Everything, and everyone to small and big creators, thank you so much. Well known and lesser known creators, like just everything and everyone, seriously. Everyone is just why this fandom is so great and!! Like I just think how lucky am I to have smthing like snk have such a big fandom and stuff and so many great people in it. Like y’know when you see your favourite fanfic update, you see your favourite artist has put out smthing new, even just see a funny snk text post or something, it all can really brighten and even make your day, and its so good :) There are so many amazing creators in this fandom, fanfics that are honestly better than published books I’ve read - like seriously, some of this stuff seriously deserves to e published or something!! And the fact that so much of these creators are putting their work out there and sharing with us for free, is just so great, and I’ll never not be grateful for it :)

Like seriously, returning back to when I was like 12-14, some days back then when I was younger it really felt like y’know the only things I could take comfort in was this series and its characters and stuff yknow.... and maybe im just being and emo teen but im getting kinda emotional thinking about it just now :’) Like seriously... I feel like im maybe being too much in this post lol but seriously this series means a lot to me.. as I said, I can honestly really picture myself being like 40 and still rlly loving snk like no matter what, whatever happens, wherever the series goes, whatever the hell, it’ll always hold a special place in my heart, because its helped me through a lot, a lot of bad days, I have nothing but good memories associated with it, made friends, seen some of the most beautiful art and read rlly great writing!! Just like yeah. Thank u Isayama and this entire fandom.....

and I was gonna peace out but I also want to appreciate and throw some love @ Isayamas art and art style. Obviously, Isayama was a bit infamous in the earlier days for his art not looking so great (Which also is amazing bc like a manga with not so great art like his in the beginning... grew to become so BIG!! like who would’ve thought) - even so the character design and stuff was all really good?? Like I also think thats a strong point he has too!! And all those years of practicing really shows, because damn!! look at his art now!! It’s really damn nice and im not just saying that lol :P

Anyway!! :) Thats all lol

#idk what this is its just a jumbled ass incoherent string of thought sorry!!#snkpositivityweek #i feel like i should be embarassed jst by the sheer lenght of this n i lowkey am but like?

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kwerkykrish · 7 years

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Rain, Life, Love!

It was indeed a tiring journey - from the sweltering heat and nerve binding crowd of Chennai to a small village in Kerala, the god's own country. Maniyaru near Mukkam is my native place. It has always been a favourite place for me. My home, my secure spot, my love, my go to place, a place where no one judged me. The house and ways of Maniyaru are filled with my memories - memories of me playing, eating and all my naughtiness. Those days were so easy to live. No worries, no pressures and people were a lot simpler too. Oh I just forgot to introduce me I m Ananya, people close to me call me Ammu. I m a writer by proffession and I m in the final editing stages of my first book. In the meantime I m doing a phD too in Psychology. I have always been shunned by my family. Never an average girl who mingles, I was always the odd one out. My cousins found happiness in gossips and makeup while I found happiness in nature, writing and reading. And another point to taunt me constantly is my being plump. I mean I atleast won't fly away when there is a storm. I just don't actually get 'if-you-are-fat-you-won't-get-a-good-husband' point. I mean I know a whole lot of people who are fat and are happily married and also know a lot of people who are stick thin and have problems in their married life. I mean what logic. Any way this is me and my life. I just came down to our ancestral home in Maniyaru because my mom has been constantly torturing me to see this one particular guy who is also in Chennai in some MNC. I actually hate guys who do such mainstream courses. I mean it is well and good if they like that. Half of them do it because of family pressure. A guy who can't stand for his passion, can never love me or accept me. That is my logic. I actually have no interest in marriage as such. And my mom just doesn't get my point. So to drive the point home straight, I just ran away from home! So I don't need to see this guy amd I also can finish my editing work in peace. So I caught a train to Calicut and reached Maniyaru by 6 in the evening. It was all cloudy when I reached. I had to have a quick shower before I could eat anything. So I had a shower and decided to go to Kuttan Chettan's thattukada to have a special chaya and dosa. As I was stepping out, it started raining. What started off as a small shower, started getting fiercer and fiercer. The electricity went off too. Though I was a little scared, with no one to go to, I had to put up a brave face. It was after what felt like a decade that the current came and I saw the time, it was 10. The shops will be closed and nothing to eat, I raided my bag to find a bag of chips and cream bun. Thanking my stars and ever hungry stomach, I gobbled them up. It is then that there was a constant thump on the front door. I was a little freaked out because no one should ideally be knocking now. It was a closed down house and no one knew I m here. I went and peeped through the window. I was in for a surprise. A handsome guy, probably in his mid 20s, with a camera was standing there, shivering. He was wet and had his camera hidden in his jacket so that it's not wet. He was cute. I opened the front door to see the wet guy, shaking terribly. I had him sit in the front, brought a bottle of hot water, a fresh towel and old clothes of my dad that grandma always stocked. He had a nice wipedown and changed into my dad's clothes. He looked kind of cuddly in my dad's over sized shirt and mundu. He wiped his camera and switched it on. To my shock, the footage had me. I mean it was fully me. I was furious and asked him to get out. I didn't wanna hear anything. It was humiliating to think that some random guy had shot me through the whole evening, without my knowledge. He knew my frustrations and asked me to sit down. I was beyond furious and felt like ripping apart his handsome face, to just bite those lips and to just squeeze him to death. Though I was frustrated I just couldn't deny the fact that the guy was a catch - a perfect guy! But no, I m not supposed to look at his beauty, how dare he shoot me. He made me sit down and started explaining that he saw me in the bus to Mukkam when he was on his way to his hometown from Calicut. He was looking out for a girl for the lead role of his first film. He saw me and thought I was perfect. That is why he shot me to show his producers for them to approve. I was angry till then but then he began telling me sorry in the most cutest way possible. Like a puppy. If I had enough guts, I would have just kissed him then. He was an archangel, he was cute, he was so so so so perfect. He had these creamy chocolate brown eyes that anyone can mistake for chocolates. He had a one day one stubble that gave him a cute ragged look. He sported a moustach that he touched every now and then. I had to restarin myself from touching them myself. It was so inviting. He had this perfect sikh bangle in his hand that set off his rugged look. I felt like I could just kiss him to death, then and there. He looked near perfect, like live from a fairy tale. I had to tear my eyes from his eyes as I was just drowning myself in his eyes. Meanwhile he was telling how he was trying to go back when it started raining. There was no house nearby and he had no option but to come to my home. Poor thing. But the fact that he found me interesting was good enough for me. I don't know, till then I wasn't interested in marriage but now I m. May be this is an infactuation but I liked the feeling. May be this is all gonna go away in the morning when he is gone. May be I will forget him in the long run. But what if he is the one. There were a thousand negative thoughts running in my mind. But just one thought that maybe he is the one destined for me, made my day and I wanted to know more about him. But first I wanted to know his name. I had given him the remaining chips and bun. He ate them amd thanked me - 'thanks Ananya'. He knew my name. Wow. My name sounded so different in his voice. It was like my name was just made for him to say. It fitted perfectly. Eventhough I wanted to know how he knew my name, I didn't wanna be a paranoid in front of him. I guessed I could have mentioned it somewhere when he was following me. As this was my opportunity I asked him his name - AARAV. Though it was stupid I silently said my name with his name. It sounded so good to my ears - Mrs.Ananya Aarav. Wow. I was smiling stupidly and he asked me what I was thinking. I just snapped back to reality. Shit what was I dreaming - I m so stupid. I just looked at him closely and saw a small mole on his lips. Goddd they were irresistable. Like how cute can a guy get. He has just swept his fingers through his hair. They felt silky. I just had to touch them, ruffle them and play with them. God how I wish this guy was mine and how I wish he felt the same for me too. I mean I just saw this guy and I don't even know him properly and here I m pretending as if he is my life partner, head over heals in love. May be that's what love is. May be this isn't love at all. May be this is why we call love blind. Gosh, I m so stupid. I m not just able to stop my racing mind and brain. STOP. He was fed and was warm. He started talking about his profession. He started telling me details about his work. He told me how it wasn't so easy following passion and how it was tiring and how he almost gave up, how he got to his position and all that. He said that he had to work in an MNC to satisfy his parents and how left out he felt there. How difficult it was for him to adjust and how he started pursuing his passion even with a job in hand. My respect for him increased. A guy with passion, a guy who chases it - perfect for me. But I really don't think he has any feelings for me. God how heartbroken I was feeling even when he wasn't even mine. Stupid me! When he was speaking, he encouraged me to talk too. The best part is that he was someone who had the patience to hear me out. He asked me about my profession. He asked me how my book was doing. He asked me about my family. We almost had same wavelength. I didn't feel the need to express anything, Aarav got it even without me saying. He encouraged me to follow my desire and wished me luck with my book. Half night passed away in our talks. Both of us were tired. Like a true gentleman he is, he slept outside my room and did not even ask me for a blanket, not to make me more embarassed. I fell in love over and over again that night! I found a friend, a friend forever and was unsure of my love. I did not want to intimidate him. I don't even know his feelings towards me, I did not even know my feelings. With a turmoil in my mind, I drifted off to sleep. I suddenly got up in the wee hours of morning. I stepped out and saw Aarav asleep. That was the most perfect thing one could see. He was vulnerable to the core yet I felt safe. I just felt like cupping his face and showering them with kisses. I just imagined a morning when I will have him all to myself, when I would know he is all mine. A morning when I can awaken him with my morning kisses, a morning that will have me safe in his arms! I slept off near him at some point, holding his hand. I was awakened the next morning with a rude thump. I got up and saw my mom. I was shocked that I wasn't in my room. But before arguing, I ran outside to see Aarav. My mom came and asked where Aarav was. I was shocked she knew Aarav. Aarav came at that time from a room, putting on a white tshirt and a jeans, looking dashing. If mom wasn't there I would have kissed him. But I had to sort things out as of now! Aarav told me that he was the guy mom had fixed for me. He heard that I refused to see him. My mom told him about Maniyaru house and that it was where probably I had escaped to. It is then that everything fell in place. How come I did not think about why no calls came from home, as they would be searcbing for me. Aarav was out searching for me and almost knew where I was. So why call me? Yes I m an idiot of number one order. I fell in love with the same guy I didn' t wanna meet. Life is strange. Life is a little unfair. Life is so full of love. We married a year and a half after our first meeting. Aarav is always there beside me in all my endeavours and my third book is going to come out soon and I m still plump and eat a lot but Aarav loves me the same. Aarav is still walking around with camera and is working for a start up now. He has a lot of time in his hand to follow his passion, but I don't let him follow random girls anymore! My mom and dad are happy and Aarav's parents are also happy. Life is beautiful - no matter what, no matter where you are in life, Life will be good. Life will be beautiful. Life will give you love. It is just that when it comes knocking, just let it flow through you. It will change you for the good like how it changed me!!!! **Note- Though Ananya has a lot of traits like me, this is purely fictional. No part of this has happened, ever!!!!**

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