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emsgoodthinkin · 7 months
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❀⟡☾𓋼𖤓⟡𑁍˙⋆𖦹 hippie!eddie & hippie!reader ⋆˙❀⟡☾𓋼𖤓⟡𑁍𖦹
Eating fresh fruit and edible flowers in the evening, laying nude; out in the open in the back of his blanket padded van as he plucks his guitar until the stars appear
Intoxicated love making with a grinded plant pumping through your veins. Cleansing in the clear river waters, body hair and odor exposed and adorned, not a worry in the world ☮︎
Warm nights, skin to skin with your adopted cats cuddled beside a bonfire until the sun rises again.
☾𖤓☮☾⋆。𖦹 °✩☽𖤐☼𖦹
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unfinishedslurs · 1 year
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prophetic nightmares of the dead (steddie)
Eddie’s been dreaming of dying. 
It started his first round of senior year, some kind of prophetic fuck-up from his brain. No one knows except Wayne. Wayne gets it, kinda, from his time in ‘Nam. Knows how vivid nightmares can get, knows all the tricks to waking up and remembering you’re alive. 
“It’s that damn music,” he mutters to make Eddie laugh through tears, after Eddie’s woken him up again with his shrieking and stumbling out of his room. “Or that game. Your imagination is vivid enough without you feeding it, boy.”
“You’re right,” Eddie responds unsteadily. “No more of that devil shit for me. I’m going on the straight and narrow. From now on it’ll be…fucking church hymns and songs about the Lord.”
Wayne hums in absent agreement, still rubbing Eddie’s back. The glass of cold water sits heavy in his hands. He takes a drink. 
It was practically routine. 
He got better at waking up silently, at not running to his uncle after the fourth, seventh, twentieth nightmare in a row. Avoided sleeping at all, showed up to school with bags under his eyes and cranky as all hell. His grades dropped lower than ever, Wayne got more and more concerned, and Eddie kept dying every night. 
The Queen of Hawkins High wasn’t the person he was expecting to understand his predicament. 
“Do you ever feel like you’re losing your mind?”
“Um, you know, just... on a daily basis.” He smiles, tries to make her laugh. Every day until I get out of this damned town. 
Slowly, he wheedles it out of her. 
“I keep having these dreams,” she admits. “Nightmares. Every night, for years. It’s always…it’s always the same.”
A chill goes down his spine. 
“I’m sorry, I sound crazy.”
“No, no, no,” he scrambles to reassure her. “Keep going, it’s okay. Safe space, right? It’s just me, you, and the trees here.”
She nods, unsteady. “There’s…a monster. And he…he’s after me. And when he catches me, I always…the dream always ends with me…” She raises a trembling hand to her eyes, not bothering to wipe away her tears. Almost like she’s checking if they’re still there. 
His blood runs cold. 
“Dying,” he whispers. Chrissy lets out a sob. “Every night, since ‘83, you’ve dreamed of dying.”
“How do you know that?”
“Because it’s me, too, Chrissy.” He jumps up, pacing in circles. “I…every single night, since that Byers kid went missing. It’s not the same as yours but this is…this is fucking crazy, what are the odds—oof!”
Chrissy has barreled into his chest, clinging to him with her arms around his neck. He can feel the collar of his t-shirt getting damp. 
“Uh,” he stammers as she sniffles into his shirt. His hands hover around her, not sure what to do until he settles them around her back. “There, there?” He tries to soothe. It’s not very soothing, with the way his voice shakes. “It’s okay.”
“Something’s wrong with me,” she gasps. “It’s following me. I keep seeing things when I’m awake, my mother and a clock and a monster—“
“Shit,” he says, a sinking feeling in his chest. He’s not exactly superstitious, but he has a feeling there’s more to this than dreams. “Hey, listen, Chrissy, you’re gonna be okay. Nothing’s going to happen to you.”
She just shakes her head, burrows in closer like she can worm into his skin if she tries hard enough. He’s never been hugged like this in his life, and he has no idea what to do with the scared teenager in his arms. 
“Here, hold on,” he says, and carefully removes her arms from his neck. She wipes her eyes, looking away. 
“I’m sorry, I just…”
“No, no, it’s cool,” he says. “Promise. I just wanted to give you this.” 
Fumbling, he drapes his leather jacket over her shoulders. Her cheerleading jacket can’t be very warm, especially combined with the skirt she’s wearing. 
She pulls it tight around herself, even though it probably sticks like weed and cigarettes and Eddie’s BO. He’s a little too preoccupied to be embarrassed about that right now, though. 
The bell rings, signaling the end of class. Chrissy startles like a scared rabbit, dread coloring her whole face, and Eddie makes a decision. 
“Do you want to get out of here?”
Looks like Hellfire’s getting postponed after all. 
They make a stop at Family Video, partially to rent a movie or two, but mainly because Henderson never shuts up about Steve fucking Harrington so now Eddie knows exactly where he works. Why the little rich boy is working a dead end job with Keith as his manager is a mystery, but it’s not one he’s interested in uncovering. Hopefully he’s on shift today. 
All of Eddie’s shit luck must have worked to make the stars align, because there he is at the counter, in all his ex-kingly glory. He doesn’t look up as the bell rings, apparently focused on whatever he has in hand. 
“Welcome to Family Video,” he calls, chewing on a pen. “Let me know if you need help finding anything.”
“Is that Blue Jeans?” Eddie asks, walking up to the counter as Chrissy goes to look through the shelves. Harrington jumps, slamming the magazine shut. 
“Hi, what can I get you—Munson?”
“Harrington,” he grins, reveling in the frown he gets in response. Harrington meets his eyes for one startled second before his gaze travels down to his Hellfire shirt, over his vest and bare forearms, and taking in the belt and ripped jeans. Eddie smiles wider. He oh so loves intimidating the jocks and moral majority of this town. 
“Shouldn’t you be in school?” Harrington finally asks, eyes jumping back up to meet his gaze. 
“That’s actually why I’m here, I need you to pass on a message for me. We’re skipping, and—“
“We?”
“Hey Eddie,” Chrissy says, appearing behind him. She lays three movies on the counter. “I picked some out, I hope that’s okay.”
“Yeah, yeah, ‘course,” he says as Harrington’s eyebrows jut up. Chrissy is still wearing his jacket, and he realizes exactly what this looks like. Shit, is Harrington friends with Carver? They probably have some jock bro code that’s totally going to end in Eddie getting beat up, shit—
“Hey Chrissy,” Harrington says agreeably. “Finally dump Carver?”
She blinks, startled at the insinuation. Her cheeks flush. “Oh, no—“
“It’s not like that,” Eddie breaks in, laughing to cover up the panic he feels. Trying to walk the delicate line between not a queer and not stealing a jock’s girlfriend. “Chrissy here just needs some company.”
Harrington nods, clearly not believing them. 
“Seriously,” he presses. “I mean, can you really see a girl like her with a guy like me?”
Chrissy frowns, but Harrington looks him up and down again. 
“I mean, yeah,” he says. “But it’s really none of my business, I don’t get paid to care who dates who.”
Eddie blinks. It almost sounds like Harrington was calling him hot or something.
Before he can figure out what Harrington actually meant, he starts scanning the tapes. He pauses on the last one, brow furrowing, before he looks between Eddie and Chrissy with understanding in his eyes. Eddie doesn’t know why the sudden change of heart. 
“Rocky Horror Picture Show?”
Shit. 
He has to clear his throat. “You have that here?” 
They don’t. They shouldn’t. It’s not exactly small town video store material. Eddie had to go to Indianapolis to find it again, he knows damn well it’s not at Family Video in fucking Hawkins. 
But the cover stares up at him anyway. 
“I found it on one of the shelves,” Chrissy says. “It looked like it doesn’t get checked out a whole lot. Is it any good?”
Eddie braces himself for the slurs. For the bored retail worker to disappear and the Bible thumping, red blooded American to come out. It’s not Chrissy’s fault, she didn’t know any better, but if Harrington knows this movie and now he knows that Eddie knows this movie, there’s some bruises in his near future. 
“It’s pretty good,” Harrington says easily. Eddie blinks his eyes open to see him smiling warmly at Chrissy, handing her the tapes. “For a, ah, certain type of people.
Well color him surprised. This is an interesting turn of events. 
“I own it,” Eddie blurts out without meaning to. Harrington’s eyes snap to him, widening at the confession. “It’s, uh, hard to find, I had to go out of town for it. That’s why I was surprised.” 
 “Oh, I guess we don’t need to rent it, then,” Chrissy says, completely unaware of the staring contest that’s happening between him and Harrington. 
Harrington looks away first. “Right,” he coughs, and goes to cancel it. Chrissy pulls cash out of her pocket. 
“Oh, Chrissy, you don’t need to—“
“Don’t be dumb,” she says. “I picked the movies, I’m paying for them.”
He shrugs, unable to fight the logic in that. He’s not exactly in the mood to spend money right now, anyways, since he’s definitely giving her a discount on the drugs after this.
“What was it you needed me to do?” Harrington asks as he prints the receipt. 
“What?”
“You said you had a message.”
“Right,” Eddie says. He completely forgot about that. “You’re going to the game tonight, right?”
“How did you know that?”
“Sinclair said you go to all his games.”
“He talks about me?”
“Dude, those kids never shut the fuck up about you,” Eddie says. “Makes me want to pull my hair out.”
“It’s mutual,” Harrington snorts, looking a bit touched. “Henderson already phoned me to ask to join the campaign, man, I’m not filling in—“
“He asked you?”
“Yeah? Wait, if this isn’t about that, then what is it?”
“Tell Henderson he got his wish,” Eddie says, putting his hands in his pockets. “I’m postponing the campaign.”
“Wait, really? Lucas is going to lose his mind, he was gonna be so bummed if he missed your nerd game—wait, why are you telling me?”
“‘Cause we’re ditching, Harrington, catch up.” Sinclair was excited for the end of his campaign? It makes him feel a little bit guilty, somewhere deep in his nonexistent soul. Oh, well. He’s postponing now. 
“I’m going to wait in the car,” Chrissy says, and takes the tapes and Eddie’s keys with her. 
“I see what this is,” Harrington says, leaning closer to Eddie and pillowing his chin on his hand. “You got them all riled up, and now you want them to shoot the messenger.”
“You caught me.” He grabs his chest, pretending to be shot. Then he leans forward with a grin. “What’re you gonna do about it?”
“Maybe I won’t tell them, make them wait for the entire time for you to show up. Henderson’ll do it, you know. Then who’ll be in trouble?”
Eddie laughs without meaning to. He doesn’t believe for a second that Harrington will do it, which surprises him. But it seems like Harrington is full of surprises this afternoon. 
“So she really hasn’t broken up with him yet?”
“Huh?”
Harrington nods behind him, to where Chrissy is in the van. It seems like she’s playing music, nodding along with a small smile. 
“I told you, man, we’re not—“
“That’s not what I meant, it’s just…” he grimaces. “She’s way too good for him. And she’s never seemed…you know. Happy.”
“Really? I’d have thought you and Carver would get along, you know, jock bonding or something.”
“The only jock I’m friends with these days is Sinclair, and he’s as much of a nerd as the rest of ‘em. Anyways, even if I was still on the team, it’s like…I dunno. He sounds like a preacher.”
“The devil knows scripture, too?”
“Something like that.” He shakes his head. “It doesn’t matter. How’d you two end up hanging out anyway?”
“Oh, you know,” Eddie says lightly. “Shared visions, strange dreams, things like that.”
He waits for Harrington to laugh it off, to roll his eyes and go back to his girly magazine. It doesn’t happen. If anything, Harrington grows sharp, gets a cutting edge Eddie’s never seen on him before. Not even for the time he spent as king, looking for peasants to push around. 
“Visions? Did you see any weird dust, or animals? People acting weird? Or anything else like that?”
“What?” Eddie blinks, startled. “No? They’re just nightmares, dude.”
Actually, his dreams do involve weird looking animals. A bunch of ugly bats, with teeth that hurt. Whoever said you can’t feel pain in dreams was a fucking liar. 
They’re not just nightmares, Eddie knows. At least, not for Chrissy. Not if she’s outright hallucinating. There’s something wrong with both of them, and Eddie’s of half a mind to just drive them both down to Pennhurst and get it over with. But that’s their business, and he’ll be damned if he tells King Steve Chrissy’s secrets. Even if he doesn’t seem that bad, now, out of the fluorescent lights of their school. 
“Right, right, of course.” He laughs, dragging a hand down his face. “Sorry, I’m just…on edge, I guess. Didn’t get a lot of sleep.”
“I know the feeling.”
“Right,” he says again. “Well, have a good day, I guess. Tell Chrissy her tapes are due back in five days. And, uh, thank you for choosing Family Video.”
“Yeah, sure thing,” Eddie says, feeling equally unsteady after the weird turn their conversation has taken. He heads for the door, only pausing when Harrington calls out. 
“Oh, and, uh, Eddie?”
“What?” He pauses, one hand on the door. 
“If anything…weird happens, let me know, all right?”
He has no idea what that means. “Don’t worry, Harrington,” he says, throwing a smile over his shoulder. “I live weird.”
When he gets back in the van, Chrissy studies him closely. 
“What?”
“What did you and Steve have to talk about? I didn't know you were friends.”
“We’re not,” he snorts. “Me, friends with the King? Can you imagine? Nah, we share custody of some of the freshmen in Hellfire.”
“I don’t know,” she says. “I feel like…” she trails off, biting her lip raw. 
“Like what?” He encourages. 
“You called me a queen. Does that mean we can’t be friends?”
“Uh…” Eddie says, stumbling a bit. He does want to be friends with Chrissy. Even without the fact that they’re probably going to end up at the same cell in the nuthouse, she’s sweet and quiet in a way that makes him want to ask if anyone’s ever told her she can be loud. Her eyes are big and sad, but he can see a smile glancing along the edges of her mouth when he looks at her. She’s clever, he’ll give her that. He’s been caught hook, line, and sinker. “No, I’d— I’d like that. To be friends with you.”
Her smile feels brighter than the sun. 
“Then what’s so weird about being friends with Steve?” She asks, glancing towards the Family Video window. Harrington looks like he’s back to reading his magazine, but glances up like he can feel them watching him. Eddie looks away and starts the van. 
“Well, for one thing, you’re not one of the assholes who called me names and pushed me and my friends around.”
Harrington’s not either, really. Too busy standing around and being self obsessed to bother. His friends did all the pushing around for him. Wouldn’t do to get his hands dirtied with the freak. The familiar bitterness rises in his chest, and he tries to push it down. Looks at Chrissy out of the corner of his eye as he pulls out of his parking spot. 
Her smile has faded, and he could kick himself. “Jason is, though,” she says quietly. 
“How long have you guys been dating, anyway?” He asks, eager to change the subject. He pulls out of the lot, all too ready to leave the video store and the man who resides in it behind. 
“Three years.”
Eddie chokes, not expecting that answer in the least. “Three years?”
“We got together when we were fifteen,” she says, a grimace pulling at her mouth when he glances at her. Shit, maybe Harrington was right and there is trouble in paradise. 
“How do you stand him?”
“He loves me,” she says. It’s not an answer. 
“Yeah, but Chrissy, he’s like, a major dick.”
“He loves me,” she repeats. “He wants to go to college together. He wants to live in Hawkins, and have a pretty white wedding, and a job that pays and a wife that’s pretty and sweet and doesn’t have nightmares about dying every night. A wife that’s not crazy. And she’ll have his kids, all two and a half of them, and she’ll always smile and stay at home and never do anything with her life because she gave up all her dreams for him—“ 
He pulls onto the side of the road. “Jesus,” he breathes, twisting in his seat. “Chrissy. That’s not love.”
“He’s safe.” She looks at him imploringly, eyes wet. “I just have to make it until summer. He can have his pretty little girlfriend, his pretty little life. He can have whatever he wants. I just have to make it to summer.”
He swallows back bile. “What’s summer?”
She looks down. “I got an early admission. University of Chicago. I have scholarships. I’ll pack everything, and run away there, and I’ll never have to see him or my mom or anyone else in this fucking place ever again.”
“I used to hate Steve,” she whispers. “Even if he was nice to me, I used to…just wish he didn’t exist.”
“Shit, Chris, so did I. He was an asshole.”
She shakes her head. “No, because it wasn’t like that. It wasn’t because of that. I was just…jealous.”
“Of Harrington? I think everyone’s been jealous of him at some point.”
Her face screws up. “You don’t get it,” she says. “I didn’t want his house, or his money, or his car, I just wanted…”
“Him?”
“No!” She pulls her hair in front of face, looking at him desperately. “I wanted to be him, because he was…”
He really doesn’t know where this is going. “Because he was…?”
“Nancy,” she breathes with a sigh. “He had Nancy Wheeler, and she was pretty, and smart, and I…I wanted it to be me.”
Oh. Oh. Holy shit, Chrissy Cunningham is coming out to him on his ratty couch. He’s safe, she’d said about Jason, and he’d thought she was talking about all the other ways he was convenient, but… there’s safety in a shield. Easier to hide behind a boyfriend then have people asking questions you can’t answer. He’ll eat his shoes if Jason knows, but at least he’s good for something. 
She’s turning pale. “I’m—I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have—I don’t know why I thought—“
“Woah, woah, woah,” he says, grasping her hand as she tries to flee. “Chrissy, I—Chrissy, wait. Me too, okay?” 
She freezes. “You too?”
“Yeah, Chris, me too.”
“Like you had a crush on Nancy too?”
The look he gives her speaks volumes. 
“Oh.” She settles back down on the couch, her too-thin wrist trembling in his grip. “Okay.”
“Okay?” He asks, just to make sure. 
“Okay,” she says. 
“Good.” He sighs, lets go of her hand to run his fingers through his hair. “So, Wheeler, huh?”
A flush blooms across her face. 
Steve breaks the surface again, looking panicked, before being dragged back under. 
Immediately it’s chaos. 
“Steve?” Nancy calls, looking over the side of the boat frantically. “Steve?”
Robin jumps in. 
“Woah, woah, woah,” Eddie says, as something determined flashes over Nancy’s face. “Let’s think about this—“
She takes a deep breath and dives in after her. 
“Shit!” He looks at Chrissy, eyes wide with dread. “We’re not going in there, are we?”
Sounds echo from the shore. Shit, the police. 
They’ll probably die if they go down there. But if the cops find them, they’ll take Chrissy’s Walkman, and then she’ll definitely die. 
He sees the same resolve settle over her face. 
“This is crazy,” he mutters. “This is crazy! Dammit, dammit, dammit!”
 She takes his hand. “On three?”
He lets out a hysterical laugh, gripping her hand tightly. 
Chrissy counts to three. 
They jump. 
He spits blood. It dribbles down his chin, and Eddie follows it down, down, watches a few drops land on that glorious chest and thanks every god there is that he’s too scared for the frankly impressive boner that wants to form. 
Chrissy elbows him. 
“Hey! What was that for?”
“You’re drooling,” she whispers. 
“Can you blame me?” He hisses back. “Look at him! That was some fucking Ozzy shit right there!”
She gives him a look. 
He toes one of the dead bats by his foot. Ugly little fucker, with sharp teeth. It’s almost familiar. 
He doesn’t get too far with that train of thought. 
“Sense of humor still intact, that’s good.” She chuckles nervously. Then she shakes him. 
“Ow, Rob!”
“You have to stop doing shit like this! ‘Hur, dur, I’m Steve, I’m going to go into the highly dangerous portal and get eaten by bats because I’m stupid—“
“I don’t sound like that!” He bats her hands away from his torso. “Also, you seem to be forgetting the part where I was dragged against my will.”
“You can’t take any more concussions, Steve!”
“No concussion,” he says, and takes her hands in his. She pauses to breathe. They look like they’re in their own little world, and something bitter twinges in Eddie’s chest. “No rabies, no concussion, I’m okay.”
“You’re definitely not,” Nancy says as she moves in to wrap his injuries. He grunts in pain. 
“I’m fine,” he insists, and Eddie snorts. He gets a scathing look in return. 
“We are not fine,” Eddie says. “We’re in some sort of hell dimension, shit, I…” he turns in a circle, finally taking in the world they’re in. Everything is grey and barren. Red lightning cracks across the sky. 
It looks exactly like his dream. 
He lets out a nervous laugh. “What the fuck,” he says. “What the fuck, what the fuck, what the fuck—“
“Eddie?” Chrissy grabs his hand, and he turns to her with wide eyes. 
“Chrissy, it’s just like my dream. This world, those weird fucking creatures, it’s exactly like…”
She turns pale. 
“Dream?” Nancy asks, sharp. “What dream?”
“It’s crazy,” Eddie says weakly. He’s starting to believe it less and less. 
“It’s both of us.” Chrissy straightens, raising her chin. “It’s always the same thing. For me, it’s a monster. He takes my eyes, snaps my limbs.” Mercifully, none of them point out the similarities with the recent killings, although all three of them straighten. “For Eddie, it’s…”
“Bats,” he says. “Ugly fucking bats, with sharp teeth. Everything is grey and desolate, and there’s this kid—“
The other three exchange what can only be described as a look. 
“I’m crazy,” Eddie pleads, trembling. Please, for the love of God, please tell me I’m crazy. Stick me in the loony bin, tie me up and leave me on the front steps of Pennhurst. Please. 
“You’re not crazy,” Nancy confirms. It feels like a death sentence. 
“So, what’s the story there?” Eddie asks, tripping over a rock. “How’d you figure out the whole ‘Prophetic Nightmares mean death’ thing, anyway?”
Steve furrows his brow. “You’re taking this surprisingly well.”
“I’m not.” Eddie lets out a laugh. “Trust me, I’m not at all. But I think some part of me had always known, you know? Like, it was too real to be just my imagination.”
Steve nods. “As far as we can tell, it’s only people who die from the Upside-Down,” he tells Eddie. “Has to be directly from it, no second-hand murder or anything.”
“Great.”
“Yeah.” He grimaces. “And it can change, you know? You might be having nightmares one night, and then you do something significant enough to change your…fate or whatever, and they’re gone. Or maybe something happens, and you start having them. It’s not always set in stone, you know?”
“Well, good,” Eddie breathes. There’s a chance they get out of this. “That’s good.”
“Yeah.”
“How do you know all this? Like, do people just come up to you and tell you their nightmares? Do you go around asking everyone in Hawkins what they dream about?”
“As far as we can tell, it started with Barb.”
“Barb?”
“Yeah, uh, Barbara Holland?”
“The one who died from the chemical leak?”
There’s a heavy silence, where Steve looks at Nancy. There’s regret in his eyes. 
“She had a nightmare, the night Will disappeared. Told Nancy a monster took her, something with no face and lots of teeth. Nancy told her to lay off the horror movies.”
Something sinks in his stomach. 
“That night, they came over to my house, you know? We were messing around, being stupid, and Barb cut herself. It wasn’t supposed to be a big deal, we told her to go home and went inside. The next day, she was missing.”
“Shit,” Eddie breathes. “The chemical leak?”
“Bullshit,” Steve confirms. 
“Shit.”
Steve blinks, eyes jumping back up to his. “What?” He asks, sounding breathless. Poor guy. Those bites must hurt like hell. “Sorry, I didn’t hear that.”
“It’s fine,” Eddie says, even though his mood sours a bit at the idea of Steve not listening to him. “I was just saying, you and Wheeler looked pretty cozy. I think you’ve got a chance.”
Steve stares at him. “…what?”
“Christ, Harrington, your ex-girlfriend! Nancy Wheeler, who leapt after you without a second thought and was giving you eyes the whole time she was patching you up. I’m telling you to win her back.” Sorry, Chrissy. She'd told him she was over that particular crush, though, so he figures it's fair game.
“Nancy? You want me to date Nancy again?” He asks, as if the idea is so far out of the realm of possibility that it’s baffling. 
“Do you not?”
“Not really.”
“Why?” Eddie asks, because if there’s anything he’s learning about himself these days it’s that he’s a bit of a masochist. “Isn’t she the perfect girl for you?”
She is. They fit so well, Eddie could see it from space. Nancy Wheeler, with her determination and fearlessness, guns in her room and fire in her heart. Steve Harrington, the hero, the protector, standing at her side where he belongs. It’s so storybook it practically writes itself. 
But Steve’s shaking his head. “We weren’t…good together,” he says haltingly, as if he’s debating on whether to even tell Eddie this. “I wanted to ignore it all. I was scared of what I’d seen, scared of the government guys whose NDA’s I signed, just…scared. I wanted to pretend like it never happened, like  everything was normal. Nancy couldn’t do that. She lost Barb, and I…told her to forget. I told her to just put out the story the Feds were selling, because I was a coward. Barb’s parents sold their house to hire an investigator for a girl we knew was dead, and god, Nancy’s face…”
Eddie doesn’t know if he wants to hear this. He looks back up at the girls walking ahead. Nancy looks as fiercely determined as usual, but for the first time, he wonders what’s behind it. 
“I hurt her, and she hurt me,” Steve continues. “I…shit, I really thought she loved me, you know? I thought we would get married, have kids, the whole nine yards. Realizing it was all…well, bullshit, that was almost worse than any concussion I’ve had, but I don't blame her. I wasn’t what she needed.”
“And now? I mean, you’re clearly a different guy than you were back then,” Eddie says, because he’s kind of nosy at heart. Steve’s being all introspective and shit, just giving up all this information for free, and he wants to know more. It’s not at all because something in him turns smug when faced with the fact that the world’s most fated couple aren’t fated at all. Are actually kind of terrible together, if Steve’s to be believed. 
“It’d just be the same thing all over again. I’ll always love her, but we want different things. Different priorities and stuff. I wouldn’t be able to keep up, and she’s not going to slow down for me.”
It doesn’t mean he has a chance. Eddie’s got, like, negative chances with Steve Harrington. Still, the little peacock in him preens. 
“What does she need, then?” 
Steve’s face is almost wistful. “She needs someone like Jonathan. He’s got…drive, or whatever. He’s someone you know you can trust to do what needs to be done. The two of them made sure the stuff about the chemical leak was published, you know that? Nancy needed closure, and Jonathan made it happen. He’s cool like that. And he’s good to have in a fight, too. Throws a mean punch.” He smiles wryly at that, touching his temple like he’s lost in a memory. “He’s passionate, and caring, and he’s so stressed all the time, but he still manages to be, like, soothing. And he’s got those eyes, you know? They’re big and sad and like, wet all the time. He always looks like he’s about to cry, but it works for him. He’s just…he’s good at making people feel safe.”
Eddie barely processes the words, too busy staring at Steve in confusion, jealousy churning in his gut. Which is to be expected, given that he’s been pushing said jealousy down for this entire conversation, but he doesn’t know how they went from Steve’s relationship with Nancy to how pretty Jonathan Byers’s eyes are. 
He’s good at making people feel safe. God, he had it all wrong. In the wake of finding out they’d lived through three world-ending apocalypses, that might be the greatest confession of love he’s ever heard. And it’s from King Steve, about a boy that humbled him so bad he drop-kicked his crown straight across the country. 
Steve catches him staring and shuts his mouth with a click. Everything has a washed, gray tinge to it, but he swears his cheeks flush.
“I’m rambling,” he laughs, looking slightly panicked. “I was just trying to say that Nancy and I don’t fit together. Not like that. I don’t really know if we ever did.”
“Yeah,” Eddie says, “I’m starting to see why.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”  
“Nothing,” he squeaks. Well, in for a penny, out for a pond, right? He’s already in hell, might as well try and sus Harrington out while he’s at it. “Just…Byers? Really?”
“I don’t—“
“Didn’t he kick your ass?”
“Not you too!” Steve groans. “I already got the third degree from Robin. I was asking for that beatdown. Shit, some of the stuff I said was so nasty it makes me want to take a shower when I think of it.”
His eyebrows fly up at how easily he’d given up denial. “Gotta say, I didn’t think he’d be King Steve’s type.”
“He—I—he’s not—“ he stammers. Never mind, then. Denial still firmly in place. 
At least until Steve lets out a sigh. “I don’t know why I’m trying to deny it. I can see that hanky in your pocket.”
Eddie’s eyes widen innocently. “Oh, this?” He asks, tugging it a bit for emphasis. It stays firmly in place, because he’ll be damned if he doesn’t pin it. He learned after the first three he lost to miscellaneous chaos. 
“Don’t play dumb, that’s my job,” Steve complains. “Shit, I can’t believe I said all that. That’s fucking embarrassing.”
“I mean, I just tried to get you to win back your ex-girlfriend when you’re in love with her boyfriend,” Eddie says mildly. “I feel like we’re both embarrassed here.”
Steve’s flush would be visible from outer space. “I’m not in love with him.” 
“Who are you trying to convince here?”
“I’m not!” He protests. “Like, yeah, I used to be, but I’ve moved on. Firmly moved on. I love him in the same way I love Nancy, you know? Like, she’s the first person I ever loved, and he made me realize that I like both. They’re always going to be part of me. But I’m not in love with him anymore.”
Eddie’s heart takes off without his permission. 
“Don’t tell Lucas,” she pleads. 
“I won’t,” Steve promises. 
Max hesitates.
“You don’t have to tell me if—“
“I’ve been having Nightmares.”
Eddie sucks in a breath. 
“What?” Steve sounds…shit, there’s not a way to describe how broken Steve’s voice is with just those four words. 
“Ever since Billy died,” Max says. “I can’t…it’s Vecna. I know it is. He gets me.”
“Max, why wouldn’t you tell us? We could have—“
“I thought it would be easier,” she tells him, voice cracking. “If I just pulled away, I thought maybe it would hurt less when I finally go. And I think—I think I wanted to—“
She cuts off with a sob, and Eddie’s heart fucking shatters. 
“Max,” Steve says helplessly. 
“I’m sorry,” she cries. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you, and I’m sorry I haven’t been here, and I’m sorry for thinking I wanted to die but Steve I don’t, I don’t, I’m not ready to go. I don’t want to die, I don’t want to die, I don’t want to, Steve, I don’t know what to do—“
Steve pulls her into his chest. She curls her fingers into his shirt, and he meets Eddie’s eyes over her head. Eddie sees tears streaking down his face before he ducks his head back down. 
“I’m here, Max,” Steve promises. “We’re gonna figure this out, okay? I’ll do everything I can to fix this. You just keep that Walkman on.”
She nods into his shoulder, still crying. It’s violent, her sobs shaking her entire body. She looks smaller every time Eddie sees her, like she’s retreating into herself, and now she looks tiny. Looks all her fifteen years, clinging to the only adult in the vicinity she trusts like he’s her lifeline. And Eddie sees the resolve settle on Steve’s face, knows without a doubt that he’s going to do something stupid. 
“Yes, we do,” Max says quietly. Even from here, Eddie can see her trembling. 
“No,” Steve says. “No, no, no, no, no.”
She’s got a whole plan though. Outlines it with steel in her voice, confident enough that everyone nods along. If Eddie didn’t know better, he’d believe in it too. 
Steve looks damn near apocalyptic. “Max,” he says through gritted teeth, “can I talk to you in the other room?”
Lucas stands up with her, but Steve stops him with a look. Still, he doesn’t sit back down until Max puts a hand on his arm. 
“It’s just Steve,” she tells him quietly. “We just need a minute.”
No one says anything as they close the door to Max’s room behind them. A deafening click of the latch in the silence. 
As soon as the door is closed, Dustin and Erica have their ears pressed to the wood. Chrissy isn’t far behind. 
“Guys,” Nancy hisses, even as she creeps closer, “really?”
“This should be a private conversation,” Robin whispers, wringing her hands as Lucas tiptoes across the room to join them. “Like, you know how Steve gets about you munchkins, obviously he wouldn’t take this well. Honestly, I’m not taking this well, and I’m not your guy's babysitter-slash-big brother-slash-dad. But it’s the best plan we’ve got, unless we want to just let Vecna-slash-Henry-slash-One to give up and find his fourth victim somewhere else and we wouldn’t know who it was and then he really will open the gates and kill everyone we know—“
She’s shushed by four different people. 
Eddie gives in, crossing the room as silently as he can to join their little eavesdropping party. Robin follows him. 
“—said you weren’t ready,” Steve is snapping, voice barely muffled through the door. Thank God for shitty trailer soundproofing. “I told you all you had to do was keep the goddamn Walkman on, and that’s what you’re going to do! We’ll find another way.”
“There is no other way, Steve!” There’s a light thump that Eddie thinks might be the stomping of a foot. “It’s our only shot at winning this. It has to be me.”
“No, it doesn’t.”
“What are we gonna do? Wait for him to target someone else? Wait for them to die, because I was too selfish? Because I’m a fucking coward?”
“Yes!” Steve hisses, clear as day. Their little group of eavesdroppers look at each other with wide eyes. “Fuck, Max, if that’s what it fucking takes to keep you alive. He’ll find another target—“
“Are you kidding me right now?”
“I’m not letting you die on my watch, Mayfield. I’m not letting you die, period.”
Max sounds close to pulling her hair out. “You’re not letting me do jack shit. I know the risks. I’m willing to do what it takes.”
Eddie’s heart twists. Jesus, she’s a fucking kid. He’s with Steve, on this one. 
“Well I’m not,” Steve replies harshly. “And if those guys out there knew, they wouldn’t be so gung-ho about it either. You know damn well if you told them you were having Nightmares—“
Dustin loses his balance, and falls on the floor with a thud that seems to echo in the sudden silence that follows. Everyone freezes. 
When Steve opens the door, he’s glowering. Eddie can’t help but notice the tears in his eyes. 
“Seriously?” He demands. 
“You’re having Nightmares?” Lucas asks Max, heartbroken. 
Max’s face is thundering. “That was a private conversation.”
“If you wanted privacy, maybe you should have better soundproofing,” Dustin snarks. “We could have heard you from the living room.”
“Sorry for assuming we didn’t have to ask after closing the goddamn door,” Steve growls. 
Max pushes past them all, heading straight for the back door. 
“Max, wait—“
“Max!”
“Hold on—“
Steve starts after her, stopping them all in their tracks with a glare when they try to follow. He doesn’t say anything, just lets out a derisive huff before slamming the door shut behind him. 
They stand there, crowded in the tiny hallway, frozen. 
“I think we may have fudged that one up,” Robin says quietly. No one disagrees with her. 
By the time they come back inside, everyone else is scavenging for apology food. Max is wiping her eyes, and Steve’s hands shake like he needs a cigarette. 
“I’m the bait,” Steve announces. No preamble, no room for debate, just laying it down and expecting everyone to go along with it. 
Obviously, he was hoping for too much given the kids they hang out with. 
“Will that even work?” Erica scrunches her nose. 
“Yes.”
“Wanna elaborate on that?” Robin asks quietly, moving into his space. He gives her a look, but lets her close the distance between them until she’s taking his arm and dragging him to the couch. He sits obediently, and Max immediately moves to the side Robin’s not on, leaving a bit of distance between them like she wants to be close but is scared to touch. 
“Nope.”
“How do we even know if it’ll work?” Dustin asks. “You can’t just decide Vecna will go for you instead, that’s not how it works. That’s not how any of this works.”
“He’s right, Steve,” Nancy says apologetically. She backtracks at Steve’s deadly look. “Obviously, we won’t use Max anymore if she’s having Nightmares, but we have no way of knowing if Henry will come for you.”
“I could do it,” Chrissy offers quietly. Bile floods Eddie’s mouth, and he swallows it back with his protests. “He might still come for me, since I was cursed.”
“You’re not cursed anymore,” Steve reminds her. “You don’t even need the Walkman. Plus, he wants someone El knows. We don’t know that he’d come for you.”
“We don’t know that he’d come for you, either,” Lucas says. 
“He will.”
“He will,” Max affirms quietly. When Eddie looks at her, she’s staring at her own hands. 
“How do you know?” Erica asks. 
“Because I had my first vision while we were outside,” Steve says. 
That shuts them up. 
They’re distracted by Robin standing up abruptly enough to knock over her chair, yelling something incomprehensible at Steve about his “stupid box,” and where he can shove it, whatever that means, and storming off. Steve stays sitting exactly where he is, head down, looking defeated. 
Eddie and Dustin exchange startled glances. 
Chrissy creeps up to Steve cautiously. “Are you going to go after her?”
He shakes his head. When he raises it, Eddie notices his eyes are rimmed red. “You should,” he mumbles. “You’d probably help more than I would, right now.”
She nods and slips away. Eddie sends Dustin in the Sinclair’s direction, and plops down in Robin’s empty seat. 
“She not doing too hot with all this?”
Steve grimaces. “I told her where my will is.”
“Ah,” Eddie says, genuinely at a loss for words. “Well, fuck.”
“Yeah.”
“You not leave her anything?” It’s a shit joke, one that he kicks himself for making, but he laughs. It’s hoarse and cold and all too fake, but it’s a laugh. 
“Like, almost everything I have. To be divided as she sees fit.”
“Making her do all that? No wonder she’s pissed.”
Steve’s snort is real this time.
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Living After Midnight (Failed Rockstar!Eddie x Motel Worker!Reader)
♫ Summary: You once again found yourself face-to-face with Eddie not even twenty-four hours after he checked into the motel, and your interactions left you with more questions than answers. (3.8k words)
♫ CW: slowburn, strangers-to-lovers, angst, drug use, parental conflict, poverty, grumpy Eddie, eventual smut (18+ only, minors DNI)
♫ Divider credit to @hellfire--cult
chapter two: here today
Bzzzzzz!
Your alarm clock blared its tinny ring at 1 PM. The sun was bright, a welcome change from yesterday’s overcast skies and steady rainfall.
You stretched as you awoke before shedding your oversized shirt and shorts, padding over to the shower and waiting a full five minutes for the cold water to turn lukewarm. The thinning bar of soap formed sad suds in your palm, and you lathered your skin as best as you could.
Despite your best efforts, you kept thinking about your encounter last night—that morning, really—with Eddie Munson. There was a cocky edge to him, evident by his initial refusal to put out his joint, but at least a shred of humanity; after all, he did eventually comply. There was even a semblance of…something that’d you’d shared in your brief interaction.
Or maybe it was just your imagination, the summation of your exhaustion and his high.
The towel scratched as you dried the water droplets from your bare skin, and though the cloth dampened, you could have sworn that it wasn’t wicking any moisture. Dad had been saying for years that he’ll invest in new linens “as soon as business picks up.” But business never picked up enough to do anything more than barely break even for the year, so the ancient towels stayed.
Picking the lint off of your purple T-shirt, you tucked it into your jeans and shoved your feet into your sneakers without bothering to unlace them first. One look in the mirror determined that you definitely needed makeup to look half-decent, or at least awake. There was no earthly way you would sacrifice a minute of precious sleep, so you swiped on some mascara in favor of an intricate routine and quickly fixed your hair. 
You plucked a granola bar from the stash on your dresser: your usual breakfast, tossed into your backpack as you headed out the door towards the lobby. The bus would be arriving in about five minutes, giving you just enough time to get to the stop before the doors closed. Barring any traffic, it followed a consistent schedule; one of the few certainties in life. 
“Hi Dad; bye Dad,” you called out, stopping in your tracks when you saw an obviously irritated Eddie standing in front of the desk, his arms crossed over his chest and his foot anxiously tapping. At least he was fully dressed this time, clad in a faded band t-shirt, ripped jeans, and the same denim jacket he was wearing last night when he’d first walked in. “Everything okay?” 
Dad motioned to Eddie. “Our guest is having some issues with his TV,” he said, his raised eyebrows indicating that the guest was being quite persistent about the matter. “Can you help him?” Before you could answer, he looked at Eddie and explained, “my daughter’s better with this technology stuff than I am.”
There was a temptation to argue that it was probably just a matter of smacking the side or replacing the remote batteries, but you didn’t have time to waste. “Yeah, sure,” you relented, turning to Eddie and waving him over. “Come on.”
Eddie waited to speak until the two of you were completely alone. “That was your dad?” 
You nodded, shoving your hands in your pockets and keeping your walking pace until you reached his room. 
“So what’s the problem?” you asked as he turned the key in the lock. It stuck for a moment before it fully unlatched, and he opened the door with a shove.
“The reception’s shit,” Eddie muttered, keeping his fingers splayed on the door so you could walk in first. “Every time I try to put on MTV, it’s all static. Tried it last night, too, but I figured it was because of the storm.” He gestured to the now-sunny skies. “But that shouldn’t be affecting it anymore.”
You offered a wry smile, the way you always did when delivering bad news to a guest. “Nothing’s wrong with the reception,” you explained, “there’s just no cable.”
“What?” His brows shot up in disbelief. “How is that even possible?”
“It’s simple.” You shrugged. “Cable costs money, we don’t have money; ergo, no cable.”
Eddie raked a hand through his messy curls. “You’ve gotta be fuckin’ kidding me.” His feet could have worn holes in the floor with the way he was pacing. “Where can I watch MTV around here? Like, is there a bar or something?”
“Yeah, I mean, there’s one right down the—” You turned to the window but stopped mid-sentence, your stomach sinking as you watched your bus fly past. You heaved a dejected sigh as tears prickled at your eyes embarrassingly, and you blinked them away. 
It’s okay; I haven’t been late at all this semester, you silently reminded yourself. You could take one of the dollar cabs that runs up and down Jamaica Avenue. It wouldn’t get you exactly where you needed to go, but it would be close enough.
Eddie remained oblivious to your inner turmoil, eyes trained on the TV. “Fuck,” he grumbled, sucking through his teeth. 
“The clock radio plays music,” you offered as you hiked your backpack higher up on your shoulder. “I know it’s not the same as watching videos, but–”
“It’s not about the stupid videos!” he snapped, curling his palm into a tight fist and biting down on his forefinger knuckle. Dark eyes exuded distress, and you couldn’t help but think that his sheer panic mismatched the problem’s minimal severity.
You recoiled at his sudden outburst and took an instinctive step back. He noticed this, his expression instantly softening. His hand unfurled and fell to his side. 
“Shit, I–”
“I’m gonna be late to class.” You composed yourself, straightening your posture and forcing yourself to meet his gaze. “But the bar is right on 144th and 89th.”
He sputtered as he searched for the right words to apologize and explain himself. If you had time, you’d wait for him to unscramble his thoughts, but you were already behind schedule now that your bus was long gone.
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You strode across campus like you were on a mission, feet flying over the pavement. The cab had left you at another bus stop closer to school, and that bus had thankfully arrived on schedule. At this rate, you would only be ten minutes late to class. 
Sweat trickled down your back from midday sun’s warmth and your fast pace, but you kept walking until you reached the lecture hall’s double doors. This class was a smaller one, only twenty or so students, so there was no sneaking in unnoticed. 
You shot your professor an apologetic look that she accepted with a polite nod, sliding into your usual seat next to your friend Nora. 
“Is everything okay?” Nora whispered, moving her own bag from the chair. The concern on her face was palpable; if you weren’t able to make it to class, you would have called her. 
“Yeah, just stuff at the motel going haywire as usual,” you reassured her with a small smile, digging out your notebook and a pen. You flipped to the first blank page and scribbled today’s date next to the right-hand margin. “What did I miss?”
Nora shook her head as if to say, nothing. “She just gave back last week’s homework. I grabbed yours, too.” She handed you a sheet of paper with a bright red A+ on top. “I figured if something had happened to you, you could be buried with your most recent perfect paper.” 
She winked, and you rolled your eyes to mask your burgeoning pride. 
Truthfully, you’d worked hard on the assignment. You might have already been accepted to graduate school, but NYU’s prestige didn’t come without a hefty price tag, and you still needed to apply for scholarships in order to afford it. 
Now was not the time to slack. 
You tried to pay attention to the lecture, but your mind constantly drifted to the way Eddie had behaved in his room, having a meltdown like an overtired toddler. The man who had lost his temper over a television channel was starkly different from the one who had readily swapped playful jabs with you the night prior. 
Maybe whatever buzz he’d managed to acquire before you’d interrupted him had made him uncharacteristically pleasant, and today’s outburst was indicative of his true self. 
You bit the inside of your cheek and willed yourself to focus on the case study being presented on the board rather than your own personal Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. 
Try as you might, you couldn’t shake the mystery that was Eddie Munson. Guests had had their choice words with you before—there was a reason why you had pepper spray at the ready—but this felt different. When most guests screamed like he had, they were specifically angry at you; it was the reaction you had expected when you’d told Eddie that he couldn’t smoke pot in the motel. Others simply were not in their right minds and didn’t realize that they were shouting at a random woman and not their mom or childhood bully or the monster under the bed. 
Eddie differed from both categories in that he’d recognized his mistake. That he was frustrated at the situation, not at you. That he had started an apology that he might have finished If you had stuck around.
Or maybe he wouldn’t have. Maybe he would have continued yelling, face growing red with rage. Maybe he would have stopped his tantrum but stormed out to the bar without a second thought. 
You looked down at your notebook page, still blank except for the date. 
Maybe you should stop playing this game of what-ifs and actually listen to the lecture. 
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After your professor handed out the rubric for the final paper and dismissed the class, you and Nora made a beeline for the food cart outside the building. Dining hall food was too expensive and bland; besides, Niko knew both of your orders by heart. 
He greeted you with a chipper smile as soon as you approached the cart. Bacon sizzled in its own fat, drowned out only by the sound of the chopper scraping against stainless steel as Niko scrambled the eggs.  
“Better enjoy this nice weather while it lasts,” he said, fuzzy gray brows pinching together. He grabbed two styrofoam cups from a stack and filled them with coffee. “Temperature’s s’posed to skyrocket this summer.”
You grimaced, pulling a few bills from your backpack’s front pouch. “If food service doesn’t work out for you, Niko, you should look into meteorology.”
He brushed off your sarcasm and adjusted his apron over his protruding belly. He added cream and sugar to the coffees and slid them towards you. “Been doin’ this a long time,” he said, gesturing to the food cart set-up. He took your four singles and handed you back two quarters, doing the same for Nora. “Longer than you two’ve been alive. And some things never change: you kids always have somethin’ smart to say.” 
Your mouth watered as he toasted the rolls and added a slice of American cheese to yours before combining the ingredients into hearty sandwiches. He carefully wrapped them in tinfoil and handed them over. 
You smiled, uncovered the sandwich, and took a hearty bite. Melty cheese oozed out from the roll and clung to your lip, and you collected it with the tip of your tongue. “At least we’re consistent,” you teased, waving goodbye as you and Nora walked to the bus stop. 
“What went down at the motel today?” Nora asked, chewing her food as she spoke. “I mean, I’ve seen you get to class early during a blizzard,” she added with a knowing grin. 
You remembered that day, February winds whipping around you and cutting through your layers of clothes like a knife. The snow stung your nose and cheeks and made it nearly impossible to see three feet ahead of you, but you’d made it to class before the professor had even arrived.
“Nothing really,” you tried to say nonchalantly, taking another bite of sandwich to keep your mouth busy. You don’t want to think about the way Eddie had raised his voice at you this afternoon; more specifically, the shame that tugged at you for being disappointed. You’d had one decent interaction with him and you’d foolishly assumed some kind of mutual respect had been built, but it all boiled down to the basics: he was a guest at the motel who would be checking out on Friday, and then you’d never see him again.
Nora wrinkled her nose, not quite believing you, but any further interrogation was interrupted by the bus squeaking to a stop. You dropped the five quarters into the tray before squeezing your way through the aisle.
“Just…” Nora dropped her voice to avoid drawing the ire of your fellow commuters, grabbing onto a pole to steady herself, “you didn’t need to break out the pepper spray or anything, right?” 
You gave her a grateful smile. “Nothing like that. I promise.”
“Good.” She reached over and gave your hand a small squeeze, careful not to brush up against anyone else. “Because I need my study buddy in one piece.” 
“I’m fi—” The bus lurched forward suddenly, the driver slamming on the brakes just as the yellow light turned red. You tightened your grip on the pole and planted your feet into the floor to keep your balance until coming to a complete stop. The other passengers grumbled and groaned as they shifted, leaving trails of mumbled sorry’s in their wake.
The Metropolitan Transit Authority would likely cause your demise well before any motel guest could get to you.  
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It was barely after six PM when you got back to the motel. The sun began to creep down from its pedestal into purpling clouds and teased dusk’s beginning. Horns honked as rush hour traffic dragged along the expressway as though their cacophony would make the other cars evaporate into thin air. 
You had about four hours before your shift started; it was just enough time to work on the paper, take a quick nap, and boil water in your electric kettle to make some Cup Noodles. 
“Hey.”
You looked up to see Eddie leaning against the wall, a cigarette burning between his pointer and middle finger. It was freshly lit, but he still extinguished it under his foot before stepping closer to you. His brown eyes flickered from the ground to your face and back down again. 
“Hi.” Short but polite, your customer-service smile didn’t quite reach your eyes. You could see Mom through the glass door, leafing through paperwork that was almost certainly a stack of past-due bills. 
Eddie shoved his hands in his pockets, scuffing one Reeboked heel against the pavement. “I went to that bar you told me about.” He said it all in one breath as though he expected you to take off running. 
“Oh.” One corner of your mouth quirked up in a hesitant half-smile. “Did you, um, did you get to watch your show?”
He nodded, a forlorn look clouding his eyes. His right incisor dug into his lower lip. “Yeah. Thanks.” He paused, and you started for the door once again before he spoke up. “Sorry, I—you said you had a class today?” he asked, clumsily tripping over his words.
There was no sense in lying; not with your backpack hooked over your shoulders. “Mhm.” 
“Were you…” His tongue swiped nervously over his lips. “Did I make you late?”
You shook your head. “I got a dollar cab.” Not quite a lie, just omitting the truth. At this point, you were willing to let him smoke weed again if it’d result in easy conversation.
Eddie bit the inside of his cheek, head tilted slightly as he assessed your response. He seemingly accepted it at face value, exhaling a quiet, “that’s good,” and fumbling in his pocket for another cigarette. 
You took that as your cue to leave and ducked into the lobby to greet your mom with a quick wave. She returned it with a weary smile, eyes creased at the corners. The soft lines etched into her forehead had deepened over the past few months. The Reagan-Bush trickle-down economy era might have come to an end, but its remnants still affected small businesses and the even smaller people running them.
“How was class?”
“Good.” 
The usual exchange, no real information revealed. The mother-daughter song-and-dance performance of the ages. As long as neither of you disrupted the routine, the music played on.
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Ten PM rolled around too quickly, and you plodded into the lobby with a stomach full of sodium-drenched noodles and your tote bag full of books. A street light flickered outside, more off than on, illuminating the sidewalk in a hazy glow every so often.
Mom handed over the register keys and placed a kiss on your cheek before she left to go to bed in the room she shared with Dad. Nighttime was the only time they got to be together uninterrupted, and it was spent sleeping.
That wasn’t what you wanted. When–if–you found somebody to share your life with, you wanted to have conversations with topics besides financial upkeep. You wanted to talk about meaningless topics and make each other laugh. You wanted to lay with your head on their lap, gazing into their eyes and revering in the beautiful silence. Nothing forced or planned. Just being.
You positioned yourself behind the desk, spreading your supplies in front of you. You’d managed to draft the opening paragraph for your essay before sleepiness overtook you and you’d had to nap, and your goal tonight was to revise it to perfection. The upcoming weekend would be spent at the public library, nose deeply buried in every psychology book they owned while you outlined the body.
Red pen marked up your page, commas added and removed three times over. Arrows shifted sentence order, while some sentences were altogether crossed out with heavy lines.
It was perfect. It was all wrong. You loved it. You hated it.  
Maybe I should scrap it altogether and start over. 
Your palm pressed to the notebook page, ready to tear it out and crumple it into a ball with jagged edges that would dig into your skin. 
“Hey.”
In your intense focus, you hadn’t even heard anyone walk in. A rookie mistake; somebody could have snuck up on you and you’d be none the wiser.
Eddie stood there, a folded one-dollar peering out from between his thumb and forefinger. He shuffled to the desk and held out the money, his eyes offering a silent apology. 
“I owe you for the, uh, cab,” he mumbled, lips forming a tight, nervous smile. “And don’t argue with me. I know my bullshit made you late, so…” He flitted his free hand as if dismissing potential concern.
You clicked your tongue in mock disapproval. “You’re not from New York City, are you?”
Eddie shook his head with a laugh, fingers scratching at a stubbled patch along his cheek. “How’d ya know?”
“A New York man knows better than to tell a New York woman not to argue with him,” you teased, capping your pen. “Also, you tried starting a conversation with me earlier, and any New Yorker knows that’s a cardinal sin.”
“Having a conversation?” 
“Making small talk with a stranger.”
His nose crinkled in adorable bewilderment as though the thought never occurred to him. “We’re not strangers. We met last night.”
The innocence of his remark drew a genuine laugh out of you. “I see the same people on the bus every day,” you told him, “and they’re still strangers. Being more than mildly aware of someone's existence doesn’t mean I know them.”
“Fair point,” Eddie conceded, leaning in slightly, “but I’d argue that we know each other’s names, so we’re not total strangers.”
Humming your acknowledgment–but not necessarily agreement–you plucked the dollar from his grasp and tucked it into your back pocket. “I’ll put this towards your bill.” 
“Oh, yeah. About that.” Eddie cleared his throat and shifted his weight from one foot to the other. “Are there any pawn shops around here that’ll buy a guitar?”
“No, sorry.” There had been one down the street but it had already been shuttered for a few years. Guests would go there all the time to hock whatever they could to pay for another night at the motel.   
He let out a long, disappointed sigh. “Shit. Okay.” The playfulness behind his eyes faded. “Um, thanks anyway.”
He turned away from the desk, shoulders slumped. You knew that look all too well; it was the stance of someone who just needed life to cut them a break.
“Eddie?”
He swiveled back around, his curls a half-second behind. “Yeah?”
“Do you know how to re-wallpaper a room?”
“Huh?” Your question caught him by surprise, and he took a moment to collect himself. “I mean, yeah, kind of. I did it for my uncle’s trailer once. But I’m not, like, a professional.”
You smiled. “No professional experience necessary.” You gestured to the various spots on the wall where the paper was cracked and peeled. “If you can make this look presentable, you can stay a few more days. Free of charge.”
His expression immediately darkened, eyes narrowing and crossed arms closing off his body. “I don’t need charity,” he asserted through a tensed jaw.
“It’s not charity; it’s a favor.” The harsh reaction caught you off-guard, but you refused to let him unsettle you again. “Look around: do you really think we can afford to hire someone to install new wallpaper?” 
You didn’t bother to wait for his response before continuing. “We need to fix this place up, and you need a roof over your head.” Shrugging casually, you held onto the hope that he would also view this as a mutually beneficial offer and not a pity handout.
Eddie just scoffed, a rejection in itself, compounded with a growling reprise: “I said, I don’t need charity.” 
Spikes jutted out from his words and pinched your skin, each one a reminder of your uncanny ability to worsen every problem you tried to solve. 
Offering a job to someone you barely knew? He gave you a buck to pay for the cab you only had to take because of him—not exactly the best character statement. The man could be a serial killer who preys on low-budget motel owners and you’d be none the wiser, signing his checks like you weren’t his next victim. 
Maybe next week, you could hire Ted Bundy to change bed linens. 
“Understood.”
He looked at you so intensely his pupils should have bored a hole right through you. Behind his eyes wasn’t an ounce of hate or even anger. 
It was raw shame. 
I’m sorry got caught in your throat and didn’t reach your tongue until he had disappeared back down the hall, out of sight. 
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littlesubbyflower · 4 months
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High Pitch - E.M.
Pairings:: Eddie Munson x Fem!Reader
1.5k Words
Warnings:: Fluff, established relationship, reader has sensitive ears and often finds discomfort in certain pitches, mentions of tympanostomy (surgery where tubes are placed in the eardrum) 
Summary:: After seeing your discomfort during Corroded Coffin’s setlist, Eddie vows you will never have to cover your ears ever again.
A/N:: Maybe you guys will like this version of Eddie? Sweet, loving, and caring boyfriend!Eddie. Also, thanks to my babies in the coven accountability sessions, ily <3 divider by @saradika-graphics
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It all started one rainy September afternoon, Eddie swore he saw you flinch when he turned up the boombox he had stationed on his dresser. He had just gotten Ozzy Osbourne’s ‘The Ultimate Sin’ cassette in the sale section of the record store. Bringing one hand up to plug your ear closest to the radio before wrinkling your nose in discomfort, the other hand keeping the well loved copy of The Secret Garden open in your lap.
“Um, Eddie? Can you turn the radio down some?” You say apologetically. “I uh, just have a bit of a headache today.” 
Eddie immediately lowers the volume almost completely and sends an apologetic smile your way. “Yeah sweetheart, I’m sorry.” He takes a step forward and leans down to place a kiss on your forehead. “Do you need any Advil? Have you eaten anything? Drink any water?” 
“If it wouldn’t be too much trouble?” You smile sheepishly after slowly pulling your hand back down away from your ear. “I ate some of my lunch today, but I was in the library studying and only managed to eat my grapes and a granola bar. I had a few sips of my water too.”
Eddie shoots you a worried glance. “Alright, well, I’ll grab some Advil, a snack and water.”
“Thank you Eddie, you’re the best.” You call after him as he leaves the room. 
He returns a few minutes later with a peanut butter and jelly sandwich, two Advil and a water bottle.
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The next time Eddie swears he’s seeing things as you wince and plug your ears is during Corroded Coffin’s band practice
“Hey, I’m going to step out for a second,” You call over the guitar solo that Jeff had been working on. “--just need some fresh air.” Quickly standing and rushing outside near his van. 
Jeff finishes two notes before he stops and turns to Eddie. “Hey, is she okay?” 
“Yeah man, said she just needed some air.” Eddie said, pulling a cigarette from the crushed box he had in his pocket and lighting it before inhaling and sitting on one of the larger guitar amps. 
“Maybe her ears are a little sensitive. Sometimes certain pitches can bother me, so I wonder if it’s the same for her.” Gareth says. 
“Maybe? She has been having a few more headaches, and asks me to turn things down quite often.” Eddie says, ashing his cigarette into the amber ashtray sitting on a table next to the amp.
Jeff nods in agreement, and turns the amp down a few notices and starts the solo again. Meanwhile, you’re rummaging through your bag, dumping the contents into Eddie’s passenger seat. Finally grabbing the small bottle of Advil, you take two. You make a mental note to try and put a pack of ear plugs into your bag for times like this. 
You feel guilty tears building in your lash line, wiping them quickly before heading back towards the garage. Finding your place back on the couch, you sit with your feet tucked under you before smiling at the guys. 
“Feelin’ any better, sweetheart?” Eddie asks. 
“Yeah, I am.” You smile back at him. “Thanks.” You say as Gareth hands you a water then passes water to the other boys. 
For the next twenty minutes, any guitar solos that needed to be practiced were done so with the instrument unplugged or moved to one of the acoustic guitars. Confusion settles over your features but you decide not to ask, silently thankful that the rest of band practice went a lot more quietly than when it had started.
“Well boys, I’m beat. We’re probably going to head out.” Eddie says, standing from his spot where he was still seated on the amp. 
“You sure? We can stay for a bit longer if you want to keep practicing.” You say, looking up at him. Eddie smiles at you. 
“I’m sure sweetheart, plus you look a bit tired. Let’s get you home.” Eddie says, holding his hand out for you to take. You take his hand and he helps you off the couch. “Okay boys, guess we’re leaving. Same time on Wednesday?”
“Possibly.” Jeff said.
“We have a gig tomorrow at The Hideout.” Gareth reminded Eddie. “Nine pm, so we will need to load up the van and go to unpack at seven.” 
“Got it! I’ll be here at seven, if any of you asshats are late, you’ll be walking.” Eddie jokes. 
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Eddie peaked out from the corner to see you chatting with Steve and Robin. He smiled to himself and stepped back closer towards the band. 
“Does anyone want a drink before we go on?” Jeff asked. 
“Can I just have a Coke?” Gareth asked. 
“Same.” Eddie said.  
Damien shook his head. “No thanks, I’m good.” 
Jeff slipped out into the crowd and ordered the drinks and quickly went back to distribute them before downing his own drink before making his way to the stage. Meanwhile, Steve migrated you and Robin closer to the front so you could see Eddie. 
“Oh, I meant to ask, did you bring your ear plugs?” Robin said close to your ear. 
Your face paled in color as you pat your pockets. Steve searched his pockets as well but came up empty handed. 
“Shit…” you groaned. 
“It’s okay, maybe the pitches won’t be so bad?” Robin said wearily. Boy she was so, so wrong. A high pitched, loud, note came barreling out of the amp and nine o’clock on the dot. 
Steve’s hands immediately came up to your ears as you flinched, squeezing your eyes shut, silently cursing yourself for being so forgetful. 
Eddie sent a confused look your way and Gareth scrunched his face up in an apologetic manner, while Jeff’s face held a guilty expression. 
The set was short tonight, playing two or three songs instead of the usual five or six. It was something you were extremely grateful for, but would rather die than tell Eddie that. 
“We’re Corroded Coffin, Thanks so much for coming out tonight!” Eddie said with a goofy grin that faded when the spotlight turned off. 
A group of girls waited by the side of the stage for Eddie, but after setting his guitar down, he walked straight past them and made a beeline to you. 
“Sweetheart, are you okay?” His eyes search yours before pulling you into a hug as Steve removes his hands off of your ears. 
“Y-yeah, I’m okay! Why?” 
“No you aren’t.” Robin says. 
Steve elbows her side. “This isn’t our place, Rob.” 
“Well could someone tell me what’s going on?” Eddie says. 
Silence falls between the four of you. Eddie expectantly looks at you. 
A heavy sigh falls from your lips as you close your eyes and turn your head away. “I just– it’s just–” 
“Sweetheart, take a deep breath, I promise whatever it is, I won’t be mad.” Eddie says, using his thumb and forefinger to turn your head to look at him. 
“I have really sensitive ears and sometimes the notes that are being played physically hurt my eardrums…” Your eyes immediately drop to the floor. “Not your typical ‘Ow, that was kind of loud’ hurt, like ‘someone is shoving needles into my eardrum’ kind of hurt.” 
Eddie sucks in a deep breath and a guilty look flashed across his face. Why had you been in pain this entire time and never said anything? Band practice was probably the most miserable 2 to 3 hours of your life and Eddie had absolutely no idea. If band practice was bad, then the gigs played at The Hideout were even worse.
“Sweetheart…” Eddie said. “Why didn’t you say anything? God, now I feel like an asshole for anytime I gave you shit when you asked me to turn things down.” Sighing heavily, pulling your body impossibly closer to his, wrapping his arms around your waist, hugging you tightly. “I am going to spend the rest of my life making it up to you.” 
Wrapping your arms around his neck as he squeezed you, you giggled. “Eddie, ‘s not your fault. I just had three tympanostomies before the age of six.” Eddie looks at you confused. “I had three sets of tubes put into my ears before the age of six for my chronic ear infections and because of that, I have super sensitive ears.” 
“She’s also supposed to use ear plugs.” Robin said, in her ‘matter of factly’ tone.
“Ear plugs?”
“Yes, earplugs. She’s got some special ones that her doctor had given her for use at school, but she’s supposed to wear the foam type ones if she goes to concerts.” Robin continues and Steve chimes in. “Usually I have some in my pocket because she and Robin have convinced me to go to several impromptu concerts, but I have two or three packs on me to block out the twerps arguing when I have to drive them around. Dustin’s screaming gets intense sometimes.” 
“Melvad’s closes at eleven, right?” Eddie asks. 
“I’m pretty sure, I think Joyce is working tonight too.” You say. “It’s late, can we just go tomorrow?” 
“Whether we go now or in the morning, I don’t care.” Eddie kisses the top of your head. “I’m buying an entire box of foam ear plugs to keep in the van. I never, and I mean never want to see the look I saw on your face as soon as we started playing ever again.” 
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bimbobaggins69 · 1 year
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I saw you did someone’s request and I had to put mine in! Eddie being behind in class and the top of the class cheerleader reader is told to tutor Eddie and it somehow ends in them fucking between the bookshelves of the library, please? 🥺
Meet me in the library
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Eddie Munson x sweet cheerleader fem!reader
⚠️warnings: SMUT 18+MDNI, playing never have I ever, Eddie has a slight corruption kink, dirty talk, public sex, fingering (f receiving), oral sex (m—receiving), unprotected p in v sex, cream pie, all of my “sweet and innocent or virgin” girlies are always undercover freaks, it’s hard for me to write for super innocent characters since well, I’m not.
A/N: I was recently rewatching st and realized a lot of the kids reference failing Spanish, so I thought that could be the subject Eddie needs help with in this, as I don’t see that much in other fics. Anyway, thank you to whoever sent in this request. Hope you like it <3
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Today, was not your day. You had woken up 15 minutes late, missed the bus, did not have time to eat anything but a granola bar and to top it off; Tyler in first period, sent you one of his weekly pervy notes, that read: “You’re so hot, my zippers falling for you.” You couldn’t help but roll your eyes as you crumbled the paper to throw away on your way out, to second period.
As you walk into Mrs. Burtons Spanish class, the vanilla air freshener sitting on her desk, wafting through the air. You take a seat in the middle and begin taking out your text book.
“Buenos Dias, clase.” Her inability to roll her tongue, peaking through her sentence.
“Buenos Dias, Mrs. Burton.” You and a few other pupils, say back.
“Please take out your Spanish 1, text books and turn to page 24.” As you move to open your book with the rest of the class, the classroom door is pulled open. Eddie Munson walks in, without a care in the world that he’s late. Choosing the open seat right next to you, he plops down. The smell of weed, hitting your nose. Clearly smoking before class was more important.
No wonder he’s a super duper senior - you thought to yourself
You usually try to give everyone the benefit of the doubt, but you’ve had a shit day and thus, no filter. You don’t dislike Eddie, you’ve had multiple classes with him throughout your high school career and even though you both have never really had a full on conversation, you’ve still never bought the crap this town says about him.
“So nice of you to join us, Señor Munson.” Spits Mrs. Burton, face adorned with the fakest of smiles
“Uh, I forgot my book in my van, sorry.” He says while slumping down in his chair
“Mmhm” Mrs. Burtons continues while rolling her eyes and turning towards the chalk board
“Psst, what page are we on?” You hear being whispered in your direction
You turn toward it, not sure if the questions is directed at you or someone else. As you turn your head towards the leather jacket wearing metal head, you notice his eyes trained on you, eyebrows lifted as if to say “hello?”
“Oh um, page 24.” You whisper back
“Thanks, Pom poms.” He says with a wink
Your face instantly blooming a rosy pink— Eddie notices as he throws you a cocky smirk.
You bury your head in your text book as Mrs. Burton explains the difference between “los padres and el padre”
After Mrs. Burton dismisses the class, and you’re packing up your belongings. She sets her sights on you.
“Y/L, Munson? Can I have a word with you both, before you go?” Her eyes darting from yours to Eddie’s
“Sure” you both say in unison, although your tones were anything but similar
You put the purple straps of your backpack on your shoulders, while Eddie haphazardly slings one strap over his. Bag zipped halfway.
You both walk up to Mrs. Burtons desk, side by side. Eddie looked annoyed, like he had better things to be doing, while you always did your best to be polite.
“Y/N, I wanted to ask. Since you are my best student, if you wouldn’t mind tutoring Eddie, here? If he passes these next two tests, they will count for half of his grade, if he can bump his F up to at least a C, he can finally pass my class.”
She says, all while side eyeing Eddie. His jaw clenching through her proposal. You couldn’t help feeling bad for the way he was treated, by peers and teachers alike. You wondered how it must feel to have your teachers give up on you. You would probably stop caring, too.
Before your thoughts could carry on, Mrs. Burton begins talking again.
“So, what do you say?” Her eyes pleading for a yes, she clearly wants him out of her class.
You look over again at Eddie, the action making your tummy fill with butterflies. Having to be in close proximity to him, most likely alone. You couldn’t tell if the nerves were from intimidation or infatuation.
You’d find out soon.
“Yeah, of course. I’d love to help!” Words coming out way too enthusiastic in comparison to how you were internally feeling.
“Okay, excellent.” She says as she sits down in her seat to begin grading papers.
She looks up at you and Eddie through her lashes “you both are free to go.” She says with a tight lipped smile
Eddie is the first one to make his way out the door. Exhaling a breath he’d been holding.
“So, when and where do you wanna meet up?” He says through gritted teeth, face impassive as his eyes flicker to yours.
“Meet me in the library, after school.” You say as you turn on your heel and head to third period.
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The day dragged on, until finally the last bell rang out. You made your way to your locker. Exchanging some of your text books for ones you’d need to help you study that night.
As you swing your locker shut, your thoughts interrupted by a figure leaning up against the next locker over.
“Hola, pom poms.” Eddie says with a smirk, your widened eyes turn squinted as you return the smile.
“I thought we were meeting in the biblioteca?”—You inquire
“The what?” He says as he reads your face for the answer
Oh lord, you had your work cut out for you.
“Biblioteca means library in Spanish, Eddie.” You say with a giggle
“Mm, no yeah, I-I knew that.” His smirk drops, as he swallows. Addams apple bobbing at the motion.
“Sure you did. So do you wanna lead the way, or do you need directions?” You say with no bite to your words, purely a joke.
“Oh, low blow, princess!” He says as he puts his hand over his heart. “All have you know, I’ve been to the library once or twice before.” He smirks while looking back at you.
The butterflies in your stomach returning, ten fold.
As you both shuffle into the library, it was mostly empty. Most of your peers have already headed home for the day. You both find a nice secluded table towards the back shelves. Away from the judging eyes of Mrs. Westin, the grumpy old librarian who loves to tell people to be quiet, even when their voices are just above a whisper. You knew Eddie could be loud, witnessing his little outburst in the cafeteria and in classes you both have shared together, through the years.
As you reach the furthest table; you remove your backpack, taking out your text book along with some paper and a pencil. Meanwhile Eddie slams his body into his seat, slumping down and spreading his legs out as he crosses his arms against his chest. You can feel him watching you as you turn to the page your next test was going to be on.
“Are you going to keep staring at me? Or are you going to get your text book and writing utensils out, so we can study?” You ask as you uncomfortably shift in your seat, his gaze doing nothing to ease the butterflies flapping around your belly.
“I’d rather study you, princess.” He says as he brings his chin towards his chest, looking at you through his lashes. Big doe eyes roaming your chest, neck and face as he brings his bottom lip behind his top teeth to bite. Finally his eyes meet yours and you can’t help but to get lost in them.
What was he doing to you?
You were hardly boy crazy, basking in the fact that you never took any of these boys serious. School always came first. That’s not to say you haven’t dated or had fun, you certainly have but you knew graduating and getting the hell outta this soul sucking town was the real object of your desires.
But Eddie was making you feel ways you’ve never felt, ways you didn’t even know were physically possible for you.
You bring your thoughts to a halt, as your eyes quickly find solace in the page in front of you.
“Text book, Eddie?” You say, with a tone you weren’t familiar hearing from yourself.
“I-I didn’t bring it. Is it cool if we just share?” He stands up and makes his way around the table to plop in the chair, beside you. Mirroring the same slouch and spread legs, as earlier. Not even waiting to hear your answer.
“Sure, why not.” You whisper to yourself as you continue looking over the page, trying to gage what lesson you wanted to work on first.
Eddie sits up and scoots his chair closer to you, elbow touching yours. Sending something as easily described as electricity, coursing through your body. You begin to move uncomfortably in your seat again. Eddie, watching you closely out the side of his eyes.
He was purposely trying to throw you off, and it was working. You close your text book and look up at him, while you scoot back in your chair. Eddie moves back a bit too, eyes widening as he thinks you’re going to get up and walk away from him and his antics.
“How about we put off studying for a day and I don’t know, talk?” You say as you collect your book and utensils to put back in your backpack.
“Talk? What would you like to talk about, poms?”
“My name is y/n, not Poms not Pom Poms just y/—n. Okay?” You snap, although the nickname was kinda cute coming from him, you’d prefer to be called your real name.
Eddie puts his hands up in surrender.
“Y/n, right. Sorry.” He says as he begins nervously scratching the back of his neck.
“Well, why don’t we get to know each other a little bit? Maybe that way you can get more comfortable with me and then it’ll be a little easier to study.” You’d much rather talk to him anyway, see what’s going on under that beautiful, luscious head of hai— nope, no. Don’t even finish that thought.
Eddie raises his eyebrows, smirk adorning his full pink lips
“I’d love nothing more than to get to know you, princess..” smirk growing wider
Okay, so much for wanting him to call me by my name. Cause if it’s between that and princess, princess wins. Hands down.
“How about we make it interesting?” Face full of mischief
You could tell that face was going to be nothing but trouble, but you couldn’t help the intrigue it brought you.
“Okay, what did you have in mind?” You ask, trying your best to be impartial.
“Have you ever played, never have I ever?”
“I mean, a couple times at a sleep over and once at a house party, but that involved alcohol.” You say as your heart thumps out of your chest. You remember those questions being anything but innocent. The middle of the library probably not the best place for this. But, you also thought it could be fun.
“Right, well unfortunately for us, we don’t have any. So maybe we can just put a finger down, instead.” Disappointment in his voice “Okay, you start.” He says with a motion of his hand.
“Never have I ever… ditched school.” You wanted to start off small and work your way to the good stuff
Eddie puts his finger down, with an exhale of his breath.
“Okay, princess. Let’s play fair.” He snorts out with a chuckle
“Never have I ever, had a one night stand.” He says with a cocky smirk, as he puts a finger down. Eyes trained on you, as he waits for your answer
You shake your head, as you nervously play with your fingers in your lap.
He’s just jumping right in, okay.
Eddie nods his head as he laughs to himself, as if to say “I knew it.”
“Never have I ever… Um, broken a bone.” You put a finger down, remembering 6th grade and your bright pink cast you had to wear for a whole a year.
Eddie barks out a laugh as he shakes his head.
“No, no, no sweetheart. Dirty questions only.” He says with a smug smile
“Why? I meant get to know as in little details of each other’s lives, not sexually.” You whisper the last word, making Eddie roll his eyes
“C’mon princess, this is so much more interesting.” He whines
“Okay, fine. Never have I ever had sex in a car.” You say as you put a finger down
Eddie’s eyes widen at the new information. He thought you were a virgin, miss Virgin Mary in the flesh. You had unexpectedly surprised him.
“Mm, that’s what I’m talking about, sweetheart.” He says smug smirk still adorning his face
“Never have I ever, had a threesome.” He puts another finger down, as your eyes widen at the fact.
“You’ve had a threesome? With who?” You ask, tone in disbelief
“It was a friend and some girl.” He answers
“With another guy?” The thought making your thighs close, as you swallow down the curiosity plaguing your mind.
Eddie just nods his head, as he looks at you. Awaiting your next revelation.
“Never have I ever, kissed a member of the same sex?” You couldn’t help it, you were curious.
Eddie side eyes you, he knows exactly what you’re doing. He puts his finger down, as you mirror him. Having made out with your best friend at a few of your sleepovers.
That was totally normal, wasn’t it?
You and Eddie, both clearly surprised by the others answer.
“Oh, so miss goody two shoes is actually just a secret bad girl. Having sex in cars and kissing girls? Mm, I like this version much better.” He snickers
You roll your eyes, but can’t help but laugh along.
“Okay, okay” Eddie begins “never have I ever… had sex in public? Car sex doesn’t count.” He continues
“How does that not count? It’s literally in public.”
“I mean in a public place; a park, a gas station, a library?” He says leaning closer to you as he whispers the last part.
Your face heats up at the thought of Eddie, fucking you against one of these bookshelves. Before you could think about the words, they’re already leaving your mouth.
“Nope, can’t say I’ve ever had the privilege of getting fucked in a library.”
Eddie’s eyes darken and his jaw tics at your language. He’s never even heard you cuss before, not even a damn or hell. He was loving that you weren’t as innocent as he thought. Although he did very much want to corrupt you, he thinks it’ll be easier now.
“Well, do you want to?” He asks, big eyes staring into your souls as he licks his lips.
“Um, I-I don’t know.” You stammer
Of course I do! I want you to do whatever you want to me— your brain betrays you, with its horny thoughts. God, it hasn’t been that long. Has it?
“Just say the word, princess. We can change that, if that’s something you’d like.” He says, voice not matching the sexual undertones of the conversation. He sounded so sweet and understanding. Like if you said no, he totally wouldn’t pressure you. He’d just go about his day, like nothing was even said. And that, makes you want him even more.
Your voice feels stuck in your throat. How do you tell him you do, really, really want that without sounding like a slut? I mean clearly, he was one but you don’t know if you’d like to be looked at in that light.
“It’s cool, don’t sweat it. We’ll just get back to stud-“ finally you find your voice, you have to just say it, own it. Who cares, you want Eddie. You want him to fuck you and that doesn’t make you any less than anyone else.
“N-No, I um” you sit up straighter as you try to say the rest of your sentence with more confidence “I want you to fuck me.” You say as you look him directly in the eyes.
His smile beams, as he rubs his chin in deliberation. As if, trying to grasp at the fact that, Hawkins sweetest and most innocent cheerleader just asked him to fuck her in the library. This was better than Christmas. Hell, christmas and his birthday combined. He couldn’t wait to get a little taste of your sweetness, he hoped this wouldn’t be the last time either.
“Okay, anything you want princess.” He whispers as he put his large ringed hand on your thigh. Rubbing up to the hem of your green and yellow cheer skirt. Goosebumps spreading all over your thighs at the coldness of his rings. You squeaked at the gesture.
“Shh, shh. It’s okay, baby I’m just g’na get you nice and ready for me, is that okay? Get that pussy, all nice and dripping for me? Huh?” He whispers closer to the shell of your ear. You bite your lip at his filthy words. Rosy cheeks making another appearance.
He moves his hand up higher, grabbing at the fat of your upper thigh and letting out a low growl, as if that really turned him on. Your heart was beating out of your chest as you began looking back towards the front of the library, trying to make sure you wouldn’t get caught and suffer the wrath of Mrs. Westin.
“It’s okay, sweet girl. I won’t let us get caught, okay?” He says as he grabs your chin and turns your head back to look at him. As you take in his face, you notice his eyes trained on your lips. He wanted to kiss you, so without thinking twice you move in closer, closing the space between you both. He watches you and realizes what you’re doing. He begins to completely close it, by putting his lips on yours. The kiss is soft and sweet, until his other hand grabs the back of your head, pulling you even closer. He slips his tongue past your lips as he entangles it with yours, the kiss now needy and passionate. His hand continuing to skate up your skirt, until he reaches your panty covered slit. He can feel just how soaked he’s made you.
“Fuck, you always this wet when you tutor dumbasses, like me?” He laughs, but his self deprecation pulls at your heart strings.
“You’re not a dumbass, Eddie. Don’t talk like that about yourself.” You say shyly, but voice full of tenderness, a tenderness eddie was not use to.
“What? You care about me now? I got your pussy wet, so you think you give a shit about me? Is that it?” He says, but his tone was anything but mean. It was more teasing, something about it made your sex throb and your panties soak up more of your juices.
“N-no, I just don’t think you’re a dumbass. I think, you don’t apply yourself in things that don’t interest you. I think, if you would actually let me help you, and make it interesting enough, you could pass in no time. I’ve worked with dumbasses, you Eddie are not one.” You continue
Eddie’s never been great at taking compliments or receiving love, so he does the only thing he can think of in that moment that doesn’t include any talking. Smashing his lips back into yours with a deep set growl, it’s wet and sloppy, you want more.
And just as if he was reading your mind, Eddie slips your cotton panties to the side, and brings a ringed finger up your slit to collect the wetness. You open your legs wider, as Eddie smirks into the sloppy kiss. He begins rubbing at your little bundle of nerves, and you’re so in the moment that you can’t help but moan out, immediately moving your face into your elbow to cover it up with a cough. Eddie throws his head back in laughter, at that. He can’t take how fucking cute you are. It’s driving him, crazy!
Before you can collect yourself from that embarrassing moment, Eddie plunges a finger into your dripping hole, as he brings your face back to kiss him, trying to conceal your moans.
Finally, he removes his hand from your panties as he whispers in your ear. “Cmon, let’s go find a more private place, for this.” He stands and holds his hand out for you to take, you put your smaller hand in his, as he guides you to the book shelves even further back. You would have to hurry, as the library will be closing soon, but luckily you have more than enough time to spare. You’ve been stuck in this library multiple times to study, so you know about what time, Mrs. Westin comes around to start telling students to, pack it up.
As you follow Eddie behind the bookshelf that reads “science fiction.” He pulls you over and gently puts your back up against the shelves, a couple books digging into your back, but you didn’t mind.
“You sure you still wanna do this, baby?” He asked with such softness, you couldn’t help but melt.
“Yes, I do Eddie.” You whisper to him as you hold his gaze
His smile was infectious. He brought his hands up to your waist, grabbing at the flesh and then rubbing down towards the fat of your ass, grabbing two handfuls.
“Such a pretty ass, I can’t help myself every time I see you, baby. I just gotta look.” He whispers into your ear, making you shiver in excitement.
“I can’t do everything I’d like to do to you, here. But I’m g’na give you a little taste, until next time. How’s that sound?” His voice so silky and smooth. You nod your head, as your eyes water. The anticipation was making you mad, you needed Eddie right then and there.
But the promise of a next time, made the butterflies in your stomach explode.
You didn’t care, you needed him in your mouth. No more waiting. You turn him around and push him up against the same shelf you were just standing against, as you drop down to your knees. Eddie’s eyes bulging out of his head.
“Holy shit.” He whispered to himself
You begin working at his button and zipper, pulling his black jeans and red checkered boxers to his knees. His dick springing out and tapping your cheek. Now, it was your eyes that were bulging out of your head. You knew Eddie’s cocky attitude probably solidified the fact that he was packing, but not like this. He was porn star big.
“Mm, open up baby. Open that pretty little mouth for me.” He says as he grabs his pretty pink cock in one hand, tapping it against your mouth. The pre cum being smeared on your top and bottom lip.
You open and take the head of him, into your mouth and suck. “Fuck” you hear from above you. Taking more into your mouth inch by inch as you reach the middle, not able to fit his whole length in at a time. He grabs your hair in a makeshift ponytail and whispers “I know you can take more baby, cmon just a little bit more.” And the desperation in his voice does nothing but make you want to obey.
So you continue taking more of him into your mouth, until your nose brushes against the tuft of curls situated at the bottom of his shaft. You can hear him making gasps and groans above your head, so you move your eyes to focus on the metalhead above you. The knuckle of his thumb between his teeth, as he bites down. Trying to hide his moans from being heard, from across the dead library.
You want nothing more than to hear him, his groans and mules and praises. But as he said, you’ll save that for another day.
He gently pulls your hair, as if to silently tell you to get up on to your feet. You stand back up, drool covering your lips and tears staining your cheeks.
“Fuck, you’re so beautiful baby.” He says as he bites at his lip, and uses his finger to wipe up a stray tear. “Come here.” He grabs the small of your back pushing your chest into his, as he kisses you, pulling your skirt up to reveal your baby pink cotton panties. He smiles as his eyes take in the wet spot, just for him.
He moves you further down to another book shelf, as he pushes you back up against it. Grabbing your left leg and hiking it up around his waist, as he digs back under your skirt to move your panties to the side. Taking his cock in one hand. He spreads your arousal all over the tip before it begins breeching your tight hole.
“Fuck, I knew you’d be tight but holy shit.” He gasps
He continues moving in, deeper and deeper. Inch by inch.
You moan out into his ear, something only for you and him to hear, as he begins fucking into you, stretching you out and stuffing you whole. He speeds up as your pussy begins to stretch wider for him. You’re both moaning into each others mouths, ears and necks as he fucks you better than you’ve ever been fucked. Your toes curling in your white ked sneakers. Head thrown back, against the book shelf as he hits that spot so deep inside you. Your pussy begins to flutter around him, making him fuck into you harder. You knew if Mrs. Westin were to come and check on you both, she’d immediately know what was going on. The thought making your pussy flutter even more.
You moan out as you look into Eddie’s eyes.
“Right there. Fuck, don’t stop.”
“Is that your spot, baby? Fuck yeah, I’m not stopping. Not until your cumming all over this cock.” 
He was so close but he needed you to finish first. Taking his ringed fingers and bringing them to your lips, you open up and begin sucking on ‘em. Getting them nice and wet. He moves them between your bodies as he reaches your clit, wet fingers drawing circles over the sensitive bud. Making your vision go white and your legs shake.
“I’m cumming, fuck I’m cumming, Eddie.” You screech out.
“Fuck, so am I. Where do you want it?.” He says as he throws his head back, hair falling beautifully behind his shoulders as he drives his cock harder into you, almost animalistic.
“Inside, please cum inside me.” You cry out
The suggestion and desperation in your voice tipping him over the edge as he releases, white hot ropes inside of your fucked out cunt.
Eddie’s face falls into your neck as he holds on to your hips, you both catching your breathes. Coming down from the best high of your life.
“Damn, yeah we’re definitely g’na have more fun, next time.” He says as he kisses your lips, and pulls away to stuff himself back into his jeans.
You fix your panties and smooth out your skirt as you, and Eddie begin making your way back to the table.
Eddie grabs you by the waist and brings you back towards him, as he notices you begin to close back into yourself. “Hey, that was okay, right? I wasn’t too rough or anything?” He says, he really had a way of making you feel cared for.
“It was perfect, Eddie. I can’t wait to do it again.” You smile as you grab your backpack and sling it over your shoulder, not caring to fix it properly.
Eddie throws his arm around your shoulders, kissing you on the crown of your head. “Let me walk you out to your car.” He offers
“Oh, thank you. What a gentleman.” You joke
You both make your way out of the library, Mrs. Westin side eyeing you both until you walk out of the library, in a fit of giggles.
“Hey, so can I get your number or something?” Eddie says as he leans against your car and opens your door up for you.
“Yeah, sure.” You say back as you rip a piece of paper out of your journal and bring out a pen. Writing your number as you fold it up and hand it to him. He opens it, smiling at your name with a little heart right next to it.
“Alright, I’ll talk to you later?” He asks as he leans in, to give you one more peck to your lips.
“Yeah Eddie, I’ll talk to you later.” You say as you climb into your car.
Holy shit, you just fucked Eddie in the library and you’re going to do it again.
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The Pariah and the Freak
Chapter One: how it all began
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Summary: After a long time obsession Eddie Munson finds a way to make the queen of Hawkins High all his and only his.
Part summary: Eddie putting his plan into action and getting together with the girl of his many dreams.
Warning: This is a DARK fic involving forced pregnancy / Eddie baby trapping reader without her knowing. do not keep reading if that makes you uncomfortable or if you’re under 18! It’s definitely soft but still dark Eddie
Sweet, beautiful, caring, compassionate were all words that could be used to describe (Y/n) (y/l/n). She was head cheerleader as well as the somewhat queen of Hawkins high. However unlike most of the cheer squad and jocks she was wasn’t cruel to those not in her social group. Even the nerds, geeks, dorks, losers, and freaks adored her. Eddie Munson was no exception to her beauty and charm.
They definitely weren’t friends she didn’t really know anything about him. They’ve never hung out, and they haven’t exchanged more than ten words but she never insulted him or anyone else in Hellfire. In fact on multiple occasions she stopped one of the jocks from harassing the club. Those things alone lead to Eddie having quite the heavy crush on her.
Now just because she wasn’t cruel to him or his friends doesn’t mean they spoke often. The pair had three classes together and sat on opposite ends of the cafeteria. She just simply didn’t really take much notice of him when he wasn’t putting on some sort of show. For all six years of knowing her he had struggled with ways of getting her attention. If he couldn’t get her to fully notice him how could he get her to be his?
The idea came to Eddie one day while smoking a cigarette in the trailer park on a picnic table. Two of the park moms were sat out front one of their homes smoking and drinking boxed wine while loudly complaining about their lives and how they ended up there. The one with dyed red hair lets out a long exhausted sigh. “I should’ve never listened to him about not usin a condom Cathy, I could’ve been married to Phil Blake he’s a doctor now” she exhales with a puff of smoke. “He baby trapped ya Trisha that’s exactly what he did no good bastard” the other agrees.
Eddie sat up straight listening a little closer. He had heard rumors of women ‘baby trapping’ men but never the other way around. Could it be the answer to his prayers? The solution to his life’s struggle? Now he just had to figure out how to get the most popular girl in town to not only sleep with him but do it unsafely.
Thankfully that comes to him pretty easily too. He’s in his last period class not focusing on the assignment at hand instead listening to the two girls in front of him conversing. The class was doing busy work while the teacher got caught up on things. As long as things didn’t get too loud he allowed them to talk. The two cheerleaders were discussing the party of the week hosted courtesy of the basketball team.
“Jason says Josh’s parents are out of town all weekend”
“Lucky Josh”
“You’re coming right? I was hoping we could get ready together”
“Yes I desperately need to get out of my house especially if it involves drinking and dancing”
“There should be plenty of that knowing the guys. Do you wanna sleep over?”
“Sounds great Chrissy as long as your mom doesn’t make us those granola cookies or jog laps again”
The girls quietly erupt into laughter recalling a prior sleepover and just like that Eddie has a plan. All he has to do is score an invitation to this party and everything he’s ever wanted will be his. (Y/n) will be his and only his.
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The party is crowded with way too many drunk teenagers. The music is loud and shitty. This is not how Eddie Munson wants to spend a Friday night but for her he decides it’s worth it. For her and for his baby Eddie will suffer through this meathead’s party.
He makes his way through the living room pushing past his peers until he spots one of the hosts of the party Josh, aka number 20 of the basketball team. Josh could be the face of the dumb jock stereotype. He’s only cruel when he’s joining in with his peers. Basically the human equivalent of a dog who does whatever you say. Eddie waves a ringed hand holding up the paper bag he had brought.
“Munson fuck yeah man!” Josh laughs with a slur making his way over. In the bag is an assortment of ziplock bags filled with different drugs. Some of the pot is definitely weak since Eddie had to give Josh way too good of a deal to convince him to let him come to the party. Josh pulls out a wad of cash shoving it forward which Eddie accepts handing him the bag. “Good shit, stick around dude have a drink might make you loosen up or somethin” the drunk high schooler says wondering back to his friends.
Eddie rolls his eyes and wonders back into the main part of the party. It’s a sea of faces made up of cheerleaders, preps, partiers, and everything between. He can see a few party goers giving him dirty looks and mutterings of wondering why the freak is in their territory. When he finally spots (Y/n) she’s dancing with Chrissy. Both girls are clearly tipsy already their movements much sloppier than they normally were during their cheers.
They’re giggling and taking turns spinning each other even though it doesn’t match the music at all. Eddie can’t help but think he can’t wait to dance with her. Slow dancing in the kitchen the only thing between them her baby bump. Eddie can’t help but smile at the thought. Their dancing is interrupted by Jason coming up to borrow Chrissy which (y/n) allows despite her disappointment.
(Y/n) let’s out a breath looking around and their eyes meet. A small smile blossoms on her face as she casually walks over to him. “Eddie Munson at a party, well now I’ve seen everything” she teases with a kind smile. She isn’t making fun of him or being rude she’s genuinely surprised he’s here and he’d go as far to say she looks pleased. “Must be a sign of the impending apocalypse or something” he teases back.
She laughs face lighting up with amusement. “Did you come to protest our conformist ways?” She asks curiously. “No just to make googly eyes at Carver, he’s playing hard to get” Eddie jokes. (Y/n) laughs again and Eddie can’t help but think he’d talk forever if she kept making that sound. “I was just here to make a sale” Eddie shrugs.
“So you’re not staying?” She asks. Eddie can’t help but revel in the small bit of disappointment evident on her features. She wants him to stay, she wants him around. “Not really my scene” Eddie shrugs.
“Oh come on stick around you never come to these things” she begs placing a hand on his forearm. Eddie looks from her to the door as if he’s honestly thinking it over. “I guess one drink wouldn’t hurt” he sighs smiling. (Y/n) lights up smiling a little wider.
“Yay that’s great!” The way she cheers for Eddie in the way that’s normally reserved for the schools star athletes makes his heart swell. “Here I’ll get you a refill sweetheart while I get one” Eddie offers out his hand to take her cup. He doesn’t miss the way the nickname makes her a bit bashful as she hands him the empty cup. “Don’t go running off on me now Munson” she calls after him when he begins heading back to the kitchen.
Thankfully the table covered in an assortment of beverages is temporarily unoccupied since the bartender is . Eddie pours them both a drink before slipping out the small two ziplock bag containing only two pills. They were much harder to get than his other substances but thankfully there was a guy the next town over. Once (y/n)’s drink is mixed he returns to find her saving him a spot on a two person love seat.
The small chair doesn’t allow for too much space between them so his leg presses against her own. “Thank you” she grins when he passes her the red solo cup. “Anytime princess” Eddie responds. It was usually a nickname reserved for DnD or for making fun of spoiled rich popular girls but for her he’d make an exception. Again Eddie isn’t oblivious to the effect the nickname has on her.
“You’re quite charming you know that?”
“Am I?”
“Yeah I didn’t know you were so sweet, guess I always thought you were kinda…”
“Mean and scary?”
“I’m sorry”
“It’s okay I kinda thought you were mean and scary too”
“Really me scary?”
“Terrifying”
“Careful Munson I’ll get you with my pompoms”
“See what did I tell ya scary. You give Kruger and Voorhees a run for their money” 
“I guess you know my terrible secret, I’m really the evil cheerleader of doom”
“Oh of doom?”
“Yea of doom! I’ll slay you down all while wearing a cheer skirt”
By the end the two are laughing hysterically coming up with her evil villain origin story. He had no idea she’d be so easy to talk to let alone kind of a dork. Maybe she’s only so open because of the alcohol or maybe it’s just who she is he can’t quite figure that part out. However it doesn’t really matter so long as she keeps laughing and touching his arm like that.
“You’d make a great comic book villain sweetheart” Eddie says taking a sip from his drink. Her smile brightens and he watches the way she ducks her a head little as if trying to cover up such a beautiful sight. Eddie reaches his hand out gently tilting her chin so she’s looking up at him again. “Nuh uh if I have to stay at this party you can’t go hiding from me” he teases. The act clearly catches her off guard but she doesn’t move away or push his hand away.
Eddie almost thinks he could get away with kissing her but he doesn’t push his luck moving his hand away. “There you go being all sweet again” she muses. “Shh don’t say that too loud you’ll ruin my reputation” Eddie says in a mock whisper. “Oh and what makes me worthy of knowing the real Eddie Munson?” (Y/n) teases. “Well it must be reserved for only the prettiest girl in school” Eddie shrugs looking down at his cup.
“You think I’m pretty?” She asks. Eddie’s a little surprised by the question. (Y/n) isn’t fishing for compliments or trying to get him to spill his guts, she’s really asking if he’s telling the truth. “Beautiful” Eddie scoffs. The admission makes her bite her lip looking off again.
“You’re not like most guys you know. I don’t think I’ve ever been complimented so much”
“That’s a shame sweetheart.”
“Maybe it’s the age difference, you’re older, wiser than the guys on the team”
“And now I’m old?”
(Y/n) opens her mouth to say something else but is cut off by someone yelling. “What the hell are you doing here freak?” Jason spits. (Y/n) winces while Eddie just lets out a sigh. “Carver so lovely to see you” Eddie says with a mocking grin. One of Jason’s goons grab Eddie by the collar yanking him up from the chair.
Most of the room is looking on at the scene. (Y/n) jumps up from her spot. “Come on guys knock it off we’re just trying to enjoy the party” she says glaring at Jason. “She’s right Jason let’s just go” Chrissy pleads tugging on the sleeve of Jason’s jacket. Jason shrugs his girlfriend off stepping closer to Eddie despite being shorter and far less intimidating.
“Party’s invitation only freak, get lost before I make you” Jason threatens shoving him. Josh looks worried as he keeps his eyes on the ground waiting to be ratted out to his team mates. “I invited him Jason he’s my date” (y/n) snaps quickly grabbing Eddie’s hand. Jason and the rest of the guys look over at her shocked so do Eddie and Chrissy. “And why the hell would you do that?” The blonde asks.
“Jason dude what’s it matter let’s just go back to partying” Josh finally speaks up. “Yeah man who gives a shit he’s here?” Patrick agrees. Jason finally gives up his stare down storming away. Chrissy mouths an apology to her friend scurrying off after them. (Y/n) takes a deep breath looking back towards Eddie.
“You okay?” She asks worriedly. “Yeah sweetheart nothing I’m not used to. Besides this time I had the cheerleader of doom here to protect me” Eddie winks. (Y/n) breathes out a laugh shaking her head a little. She still hasn’t let go of his hand and Eddie can’t help but move his thumb against her skin.
“You might wanna be careful though going around saying you’re on a date with me wouldn’t want to tarnish your reputation” Eddie explains. (Y/n) shrugs smiling nonchalantly. “Not the worst rumor I’ve ever heard about myself” (y/n) laughs. Eddie nods understandably. “Gotta be a new high point for mine.”
The two talk for a while more about whatever crosses their minds. They get to know each other at least on a basic level, joke around, and tease each other. Hell she even convinces him to dance with her for a bit since it is a date after all. He’s having so much fun Eddie almost wants to consider changing his mind on the whole plan but but kidding by how (y/n) seems to get more tired by the minute he thinks it too late for that. She’s in his arms slightly swaying to the music when Eddie notices she’s leaning on him a lot more and slurring her words.
“You alright sweetheart?” Eddie asks tucking his chin down to look at her. (Y/n) nods her eyebrows furrowed and she closes her eyes for a second. “Um yeah I uh I think I need to sit down” she answers slowly. “Shit here sit back down, I’ll get Chrissy okay don’t move a muscle” Eddie orders helping her back into the chair. (Y/n) nods leaning back into the cushions.
Eddie speeds off back towards the kitchen. Thankfully Chrissy is without her guard dog talking to someone from student council who gives Eddie a dirty look. From what he could hear from the conversation the other student was concerned why the (Y/n) (y/l/n) was on a date with the freak show. “Sorry to interrupt but I think (y/n) needs you Chrissy she’s not lookin too good” Eddie says worriedly. Chrissy frowns immediately following Eddie without a word to their classmate.
(Y/n) was just barely staying awake eyes fluttering shut before snapping open again. “Hey hon it’s me you feeling alright?” She asks pressing a hand to her friends forehead. “I don’t know what happened, we were talking and she got really dizzy and tired” Eddie explains. “Maybe she’s just drunk I don’t know will you help me get her upstairs?” She frets looking up at Eddie desperately. Eddie quickly nods leaning down to gently pull (y/n) up hoisting her up bridal style.
“Come on sweetheart I’ve got ya” he breathes carefully upstairs following Chrissy. She leads the pair to an empty bedroom that was off limits. Eddie is gentle when he lays (y/n) down helping her fully into the bed. Chrissy is anxiously biting her thumb nail looking down at her best friend. (Y/n) is softly breathing but hasn’t moved a muscle or spoken since they started heading upstairs.
“She ever gotten drunk like this before?”
“Drunk sure but she’s never been like this before oh god do you think it’s alcohol poisoning? She’ll freak if she has to have her stomach pumped”
“I doubt it did she do anything but drink maybe smoke something?”
“No she couldn’t have I was with her till you got there all she had was two drinks I thought. Oh god Eddie do you think someone drugged her or something? Like one of those tapes they make us watch in school?”
“If so they’re about to learn how much of a freak I can be”
Eddie practically growls the sentence out low and angry as if someone had really hurt his girl. Chrissy looks at him stunned taken back by his concern. “Thank god you were here what if some creep had found her” the blonde frets. Eddie is about to respond but the door slams open making them both turn around. Jason enters the room looking pissed off.
The angry, tipsy athlete storms towards his girlfriend. “Chrissy what the hell are you doing with this freak” Jason spits never taking his eyes of Eddie. “Jason something’s wrong with (y/n) I think we need to take her to the hospital” Chrissy answers. “She’s a big girl she shouldn’t have gotten wasted if she couldn’t handle it” Jason demands. “Not her fault one of your pervert friends drugged her” Eddie says.
“What the hell did you just say?” Jason growls stepping towards Eddie. Chrissy pushes herself between the two as much as she can. “Jason stop it please (y/n) really needs help, he was just helping” Chrissy promises. “Helping, he’s probably the one who did it fucking freak” Jason accuses. Eddie narrows his eyes down at him.
“Eddie will you please grab (y/n) some water?” Chrissy pleads facing the metal head. “Sure thing Chrissy” Eddie nods making sure his shoulder bumps Jason on his way out of the room. Even just outside the door he can hear the couple fighting. As much as he hates it for Chrissy’s sake since she’s always been nice to him it’s a good sign for his plan.
When Eddie returns to the room Chrissy and Jason are long gone just as he expected. Eddie peaks around the empty hallway before shutting the door making sure it’s locked tight. His breathing is shaky and his body is trembling in excitement as he approaches the foot of the bed. This is it finally his shot.
Laid out across the bed peaceful and unmoving (Y/n) looks straight out of a fairy tale. His very own sleeping princess that can only be saved by his love. Her eyes are shut just slightly fluttering every so often. Painted red lips parted just slightly allowing her slow breaths to escape.
The mattress dips under his weight as Eddie kneels down onto the bed. He lowers himself down till he’s hovering just above her. His ring covered hand reaches up to move a stray hair from her face before sliding it down to her cheek. “So beautiful” he whispers. Slowly Eddie leans down till his lips are ghosting over her own.
His head is clouded with anticipation, anxiety, nervousness, and even a little guilt deep deep down. Swallowing back the conflicting emotions Eddie takes the plunge connecting their lips together. Just like he’d always daydreamed her lips are pillowy soft. They melt against his anxiety bitten lips like cotton candy.
When his tongue finds its way into her mouth Eddie sucks in a sharp breath through his nose. Cherry coke mixed with cheep vodka lingers on her tongue flooding Eddie’s tastebuds. It’s a flavor he will now cherish forever because it’s hers. Her gentle slow breaths hit his skin and his fans against her resting face.
When Eddie finally pulls himself away from her now glossy barely swollen lips he doesn’t go far. Instead his wet searing kisses move across her cheekbone, down to her chin and up her neck all the way to her ear. “I’m gonna love you so good sweetheart I promise. Gonna make you and our baby so god damn happy” he breathes.
He lifts away from her face looking over her body. So badly does Eddie want to take his time. He wants to cherish every square inch of her skin, slowly pull her clothes off and tell her why he loves every part of her body, enter slowly with his fingers warming her up and stretching her out, eating her out till she begs him to just stuff her full, making love to her the way she deserves. Only he’s already painfully hard, this is his first time, and he has to hurry. Still though it would be rude not to warm her up.
His hands move down to her skirt and Eddie pushes it up to her waist. (Y/n) chose some see through black panties for the evening that Eddie can tell are already wet. A moan escapes his throat knowing he’s turning her on even in her unconscious state. He’s quick but careful as he pulls them off picketing them in his back pocket for later. There’s not much light in the room just the soft moonlight coming in from the window revealing her wet lips to him.
Eddie reaches up two ringed fingers spreading her pussy open to him. “Fuck you’ve even got a pretty pussy baby can’t wait to see it drooling my cum” Eddie groans. He moves a thumb to her clit slowly circling it. (Y/n)’s body makes a small movement and in her sleep she lets a a soft moan like sound. Eddie continues the motion in varying speeds and pressures seeing which ones make her the most wet.
“That’s it pretty girl need you nice and wet gonna make you cum then fuck you full alright” Eddie breathes moving his other hand to push two fingers into her. She’s tight around even his fingers clenching around them. Once he’s got the rhythm and technique down it’s not hard to make her come undone.
“Fuck” Eddie groans pulling his now soaking wet fingers out of her. He’s quick to shove them into his mouth moaning aloud at the taste. Once their licked clean he moves his hands to his belt fumbling with the buckle till it’s undone and he can properly shove his jeans down his legs. His cock springs free slapping his stomach head red and dripping with precum. Eddie gives it a few strokes looking over her again.
Even just the feeling of the head of his cock lining up with her entrance has Eddie ready to lose it but he holds back. With a slow but hard thrust he’s bottomed out completely balls deep buried in her pussy. “Fucking christ” he moans voice high pitched with pleasure. He thought she was right wrapped around his fingers but this? This is next level.
Another rock of his hips rolls his cock sweetly into her lurching her body against the bed. Lifting her legs up Eddie carefully placing them over his shoulders. Each time his cock comes out even more wet in her own pleasure. She’s completely unaware she’s soaking the ‘freaks’ cock so much.
The thrusts get harder shaking the bed while Eddie fucks into her sleeping form. He has to bite hard into his lip to keep his moans down. “Holy shit sweetheart this pussy is made for my fucking cock, gonna ruin you for any of those assholes” Eddie whispers. His hand moves up to her blouse bunching it up around her neck. Now each time he thrusts into her he can watch her tits bounce.
“When we do this next time gonna make you really enjoy it sweetheart I swear. You’ll be awake and screaming my name.”
“Maybe I’ll bend you over in your cheer skirt and fuck you behind the bleachers let you go back to practice stuffed full of the freak’s cum.”
“Oh shit so fucking tight sweetheart taking me so well”
“Fuck fuck fuck” Eddie groans louder with each obscenity. His cum floods her walls. Once his balls have completely emptied into her pussy he slowly pulls out watching some of his cum ooze from her abused cunt. His fingers are quick to catch it and push it right back in. Eddie takes a minute to catch his breath while getting his clothes fixed.
Big brown eyes are transfixed at her used up pussy. He wonders if once he gets her back to the trailer if she’ll still be asleep enough to go another round. Eddie does his best to get her cleaned up straightening up her clothes before throwing one of her arms over his shoulder. Part of him hates how easy it is to get her unconscious body out of the party but for now he’s slightly grateful for everyone’s lack of care for anyone but themselves.
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(Y/n) groans opening her eyes sunlight filling most of her vision. Her head is throbbing, she feels nauseous, and she knows something doesn’t feel right. She sits up opening her eyes again. Her surroundings are unfamiliar, this isn’t her room or Chrissy’s or any of the other cheerleaders. Looking down she also sees the clothes on her body aren’t her own.
Panic fills her chest and for a moment she worries the vomit might spill from her throat. (Y/n) pushes the blanket away from her legs looking at the oversized shirt with the words Iron Maiden scribbled in a peeling font across the fabric along with a pair of plaid pajama pants. Her eyes dart up scanning her surroundings. Thankfully they land on at least something, or someone familiar. Eddie Munson slumped in a small white chair using his jacket as a blanket.
Small snores leave his opened mouth and his hair is sticking all over the place. This was Eddie Munson’s room. It makes sense given the posters on the walls, the music equipment and the ash tray. Even if things are still a blur at least she knows where she is.
As if sensing her presence Eddie begins to wake up. The snoring stops and his brown eyes slowly blink open. With a deep yawn his eyes finally meet hers and it seems to wake him up instantly. “Shit you’re awake, how are you feeling?” He questioned jumping up from his chair. His jacket falls to the floor with a loud thud as Eddie makes his way over to the bed side.
“Um not great” she answers truthfully. Eddie winces nodding his head. “I’ll uh grab you some water and then we can talk alright?” He suggests. (Y/n) nods watching him hurry out of the room. When he returns Eddie not only has a glass of water but some Tylenol.
“Thanks Eddie” (y/n) sighs gratefully taking a large sip. “Better?” He asks voice still quiet and careful. (Y/n) hums setting the half empty cup back down. “Can I sit?” Eddie asks gesturing towards his own bed. (Y/n) nods pulling her legs towards her body allowing him room in front of her.
“So what do you remember?”
“Not much I remember meeting up with you at the party, arguing with Jason and then it gets fuzzy.”
“After we talked to Jason we were sitting in the living room and you started getting dizzy and slurring your words. I got Chrissy and we helped you upstairs. Jason found us and started arguing with Chrissy yelling at me you know his normal shit.”
“I do kinda remember yelling.”
“She begged me to just go get you some water and when I got back they were both gone and I found you alone in the room.”
“So you brought me to your home?”
“I swear I looked for Chrissy again sweetheart or at least someone who could tell me where you live but I couldn’t find her and no one would trust me with your address.”
“And my clothes?”
“Well you kinda threw up and some got on your shirt. And since you were in a skirt I just pulled the pajama pants up I swear I didn’t look at anything!”
“It’s okay I believe you”
“I just got you here and then realized that might look really bad when you woke up but fuck I couldn’t leave you there”
He looks genuinely worried that she might not believe him or that he’s worried that she’s accusing him of something. Eddie Munson school ‘freak’ slept on a far too small chair in order to make her comfortable in his bed. She had gotten too drunk at a party and passed out and he spent his entire night taking care of her. (Y/n) placed her hand over his giving it a gentle squeeze. “Thank you Eddie” she says softly with a small smile.
“There is more” he says quietly. (Y/n) just looks at him to continue. Eddie takes a deep breath running his hand through his hair. “When I found you your um your clothes were messed up like your skirt was crooked, your shirt was mostly pushed up, and your uh- your urm panties were gone” Eddie explains clearing his throat. “Oh god” (y/n) whispers.
The nauseous feeling returns all too quickly and (y/n) physically pales. “I’m gonna be sick” she mumbles. Eddie is quick to grab the small metal waste basket handing it to her. Not more than a minute later she’s puking up the water since it was the only thing in her stomach. She expects Eddie to turn around but instead he sits at her side pulling her hair out of the way with one hand and stroking her back with the other.
When she’s done he pulls the basket away offering her the water again. Tears prick in her eyes and blur her vision she can’t even make out the glass. Eddie scrambles to set the glass down wrapping his arms around her. She isn’t exactly sobbing but tears are streaking down her cheeks breathing broken and coming in harsh inhales. Eddie hold her tightly to his chest soothing her to the best of his ability.
“Need you to breathe for me sweetheart can you do that? Follow me okay just take a deep breath” he instructs. Eddie shows her by breathing like that himself his chest rising and falling against her. It takes a couple minutes but she starts to mimic his movements. He’s able to calm her down finally.
“I’m okay I’m okay” she sniffles wiping her face. It’s not true she’s definitely still freaked out but she manages to hold back the tears for now. “I looked but uh there was no one close so I settled with getting you out of there but if you want me to go with you to the cops or anything just say the word. Whatever you need from me I’m here” Eddie explains. (Y/n) nods quietly knowing that even if they both went to the cops nothing could be done but it was nice he would be there for whatever came next.
“Are you um hungry?” Eddie asks changing the subject. “Yeah actually starving” (y/n) admits recalling the fact that she barely had five chips and a bunch of alcohol for dinner the night prior. “Let’s get you some food sweetheart” Eddie grins helping her out of his bed. Even through the haziness of the second part of the evening she remembers having a lot of fun with Eddie before the fact. (Y/n) recalls how sweet and charming he had been with her.
“We do have to be kinda quiet my uncle is asleep in the living room”
“You live with your uncle?”
“Yeah he took me in when I was in eighth grade. But he works the graveyard shift”
She quietly follows Eddie to the kitchen leaning against one of the counters while he raids the fridge. “So we don’t have a lot and I’m uh not the most experienced chef but I can make some killer scrambled eggs and toast” Eddie says peaking at her over the fridge door. “Sounds great Eddie” (y/n) laughs. “Perfect my kinda girl” Eddie says grabbing the egg carton and milk. (Y/n) watches him while he collects the supplies with a thoughtful look on his face.
“You know what I do remember last night?”
“What’s that?”
“Having a really good time with you”
“It was a lot of fun princess”
Before the conversation can continue Eddie accidentally knocked over a pan causing it to clatter. “Shit” he mumbled scrambling to pick it up. There’s a groan from the living room and not two minutes later a tired looking older man shuffles into the kitchen. “Fuck I’m sorry Wayne” Eddie frowns. “It’s alright son nice to see you eating somethin before noon” Wayne says with a yawn.
“I’ll get coffee started” Eddie says heading to the pot. Wayne catches notice of the girl standing in the kitchen. He eyes his nephew for a moment before looking back to (Y/n). “You plannin on introducing me to your friend here” Wayne teases. “Oh uh Wayne this is (Y/n), (y/n) this is my uncle Wayne” Eddie says.
Wayne’s eyes widen and he smirks. “Oh this is (Y/n), the (Y/n) I’ve been told so much about?” He asks. (Y/n) looks towards Eddie with a teasing smile. Eddie’s face reddened and he sent his uncle a look. “Wayne man come on” he groaned focusing back on the coffee.
(Y/n) laughed offering out her hand to Wayne. “Nice to meet you Wayne, I haven’t heard much but it’s all been great” she smiles. “You too darlin” he chuckled shaking his head. Wayne grabbed his coffee before excusing himself to the bathroom. “That was humiliating” Eddie sighs going back to his cooking.
“So you talk about me to your uncle?” (Y/n) asks curiously. “I’ve probably mentioned you once or twice” Eddie shrugs. (Y/n) suppresses a laugh offering a kind hand on his shoulder. “Small school not many new faces and names right?” She offers him a way out of his torment. “Right yeah exactly” Eddie smirks.
Eddie thinks he could used to this, cooking her breakfast while she’s dressed in his clothes. Laughing with Wayne, drinking coffee, laughing over burnt toast, he wants the whole nine yards. Now he just needs to hope his plan worked. Little does he know she’s thinking something pretty similar. (Y/n) can’t remember the last time she’s had a better time then the last day she’s spent with Eddie.
(Y/n) spends breakfast getting to know both Munson men. She hears stories of little Eddie, learns about Corroded Coffin, and about why his uncle has so many coffee cups. It’s a nice way to spend a Sunday morning. Even though it’s small the trailer feels like a real home, somewhere happy memories are made. After the fact Wayne begins to clean up while Eddie changes and (y/n) decides to help.
“I promise darlin it’s not a problem I may look old but I can handle it”
“No please really I’d like to help, earn my keep you know”
Wayne shakes his head with a small smile. Once upon a time Eddie had used that very phrase over and over again. “Well alright I’d like the company anyway” Wayne shrugs. The two are quiet grabbing up the dishes they had used.
“You know, Mr. Munson”
“Wayne is just fine”
“Wayne, Eddie is a really good guy you should be proud of him”
“Oh really now?”
“Yeah, I mean obviously you already knew that but knowing Eddie even just a little I imagine that’s not something either of you hear a lot”
“No I reckon it’s not”
“I just don’t know many guys that would have done what he did for me last night”
Wayne doesn’t ask what happened but he does put a reassuring hand on her shoulder. “Well thank you for sayin so darlin” he says quietly. (Y/n) nods giving him a kind smile. The two go back to cleaning up while Wayne tells her another funny story from when Eddie was younger.
A little while later Eddie and (y/n) are sat in the front seat of Eddie’s van. An Iron Maiden tape plays quietly on the radio when the van pulls into her parent’s driveway. It was definitely the slowest Eddie has ever driven in his entire life, hell he thinks he might have broken a law by going so slow. But he was in no rush to get her home.
“So can I walk you to the door or do we need to sneak you in a window?” Eddie muses. (Y/n) laughs shaking her head. “You can walk me to the door if you’d like” she answers. Eddie grins exiting the van with her. The two make the short trip to the door in silence until she’s stood in front of him.
“Well here you are princess” Eddie says gesturing to her house. Not wanting him to leave just yet (y/n) doesn’t turn to leave or enter her house. “Thank you again Eddie, for everything” she says. “It was fun, I’m sorry again about the uh circumstances” Eddie shrugs. (Y/n) nods looking away from him.
Eddie’s fingers fidget at his sides wanting to tilt her chin up and kiss her. Treat this like he was just a normal guy bringing her home from a great date and giving her a goodbye kiss. Only that’s not what this is yet. In her own mind (y/n) is desperate to come up with something else to say. She just wants five more minutes with him.
Suddenly she lights up gently grabbing Eddie’s forearm which startled him just a little. “Your number um can I have your phone number?” She blurts. The second the question leaves her mouth she’s humiliated. (Y/n) was used to being the one being begged for her number and it was usually at the end of a date. “How about a trade?” Eddie grins.
(Y/n) nods with a smile feeling relieved. Eddie jogs back towards his van fumbling around in the front seat for a couple minutes. “Goch ya” he exclaims exiting the vehicle marker in hand. Eddie is triumphant as he hands her the black marker. Uncapping it (y/n) gently scrawls her name against the back of his palm.
Watching her write down each number Eddie feels more and more joyful. Forget the bats and the puppet master, screw the spider or his wyvern. The ink now covering his hand is by far his new favorite. The black inky numbers are made even better when she finishes it with a small heart. For just a brief moment he considers buying a bunch of gloves so he could get away with tattooing it for real.
“There you go” she breathes reaching to hand him back the sharpie. “Looks great sweetheart hurt a lot less than my other ones” he teases capturing his hand in his own. (Y/n) has to look down again staring at the pavement beneath their shoes while he writes down his own digits. She wonders if he’s consciously making the decision to run his thumb against her fingers or not. Instead of a heart Eddie adds a tiny devil head for his own little touch.
When he’s done Eddie uses his teeth to recap the marker while not letting go of her hand. He admires his work for a second before bringing her hand to his lips gently kissing her knuckles. “All done” he says quietly as he lowers their hands. “What do you think do I look metal?” She jokes. “Oh so metal” Eddie teases back.
“I uh guess I should go”
“Yeah me too”
“Thank you again Eddie”
“Don’t mention it”
“I’ll bring your clothes on Monday”
“Sure, yeah sure”
Eddie’s a little surprised when she stands up straight enough to kiss him right on the cheekbone. His eyes go wide, cheeks redden and he’s definitely smiling like an idiot. “I’ll see you Monday Eds” (y/n) breathes before hurrying inside. Eddie’s ringed fingers reach up grazing over the spot she had just kissed. The nickname mixed with the kiss swarm his head and make up for the money he lose out on for the pot well worth it.
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The following Monday Eddie is a little shocked to see (Y/n) waiting for him at his locker. The minute she spots him approaching (y/n) waves with a bright smile. “Well shit if I got welcomed like this every day I just might show up on time” he teases. “Maybe there’s hope for your education yet Munson” she laughs. (Y/n) surprises Eddie again by stopping to give him a hug.
“What’s this for sweetheart?” He questions softly while still holding her close. “I don’t know just feel like I should thank you” she sighs resting her head against his shoulder. “You’ve done that already a few times now, besides it’s not necessary” he promises her as they separate. (Y/n) nods but still looks unsure. Before either can say anything else there’s a yell of her name and Chrissy is rushing over.
The blonde pulls her best friend into a tight hug. “Oh gosh you’re okay! I’m so sorry I abandoned you!” Chrissy frets her eyes glossy. “Chrissy it’s okay I’m alright” (y/n) assures her. “I was so worried about you but Jason got so mad and made us leave and wouldn’t take no as an answer” Chrissy said with a sniffle.
“I’m okay I promise, Eddie made sure I was taken care of” (y/n) explained looking over at him. Chrissy pulled away from (y/n) quickly hugging Eddie. The metal head is taken back too shocked to react to the fact that he got hugged by the two most popular girls in school. “Thank you thank you so much for looking after her” Chrissy rambles breathlessly. “Uh no problem Chrissy” Eddie shrugs.
By lunch time Eddie and (Y/n) have hung out most of the day. Walking together between classes and only separating to sit in their assigned seats, she’d give him a hug before the classes they didn’t have together, and were even partners for a project in second period. Not having fourth period together Eddie is sat at his usual table when (y/n) arrives to the cafeteria making their way over to the Hellfire Club table. The guys take notice of her approaching before Eddie does.
“Holy shit is (Y/n) (y/l/n) coming over to our table?” Gareth Gawks. “Yeah haven’t you heard her and Eddie are real close lately” Jeff teases nudging Eddie’s arm. “Lucas said the whole basket ball team can’t stop taking about it” Mike adds while Dustin is amazed at what’s happening. “Be nice fuckers, and Gareth move over” Eddie growls under his breath. Gareth huffs out an annoyed breath and everyone groans and complains but moves down.
Eddie puts on a bright charming smile as (y/n) steps up to the table. “Hey Eddie, I was wondering if you’d mind if I sat here with you guys?” (Y/n) asks. “Course we don’t mind do we guys?” Eddie asks looking to the others. The others shake their heads still looking shocked or fearful of their club’s leader. “Thanks guys I appreciate it” she smiles graciously taking a seat next to Eddie.
“No problem sweetheart glad to have you join us” he grins. There’s a heavy awkward silence across the table while the group share surprised confused looks. “Is all that cheer stuff hard? It looks really complicated” Dustin finally speaks up just curious and friendly as he always was. The other guys stare over at him in disbelief.
“Oh not really anymore, it’s a lot more physically straining then people think though” (y/n) answers. Eddie sends Dustin an approving smile and nod. “But I think that Dungeons and Dragons you guys play looks crazy hard with all the math and stuff, seriously I respect it” (y/n) continues. The group quickly falls into comfortable easy conversation about cheer and DnD and anything that comes up. Laughter, and joy fills the table, Dustin even snorts some milk from his nose.
At the end of the day Eddie is heading out to his van when he hears (y/n) calling out to him. “Hey sweetheart I was hoping I’d see you before I left” Eddie greets with a smile. “Hey Eds I uh have your clothes” she says offering out the neatly folded bundle of clothes. Eddie accepts the garments and his fingers graze hers. “Oh sweet, the shirt is actually one of my favorites to sleep in” he explains.
The revelation isn’t lost on her that he allowed her to sleep in his favorite pajama shirt and she can’t help but smile a little. “Hey look I’m sorry if I was like all over you today I swear. I didn’t even realize I was until someone pointed it out last period” she admits a look of guilt blossoming on her features. “You didn’t annoy me sweetheart. We might’ve started a few new rumors but what else is new around here” he jokes back.
“That’s probably true, I don’t know I just-” (y/n) trails off with a sigh looking down at their feet. Eddie frowns tilting her chin up with his hand. “Hey it’s alright you can talk to me, I promise. I’m all ears here” he assures her. (Y/n) looked away unable to look him in the eye.
“Ever since what happened at the party I don’t feel safe around the guys on the team. Like I don’t even know who did it or if they were all involved. I just got to school and I didn’t feel safe with my normal crowd and I remembered how safe you made me feel during the weekend so I just kind of clung to you all day without trying to” she rambles nearly out of breath by the end. Eddie’s face softens as he pulls her into a tight hug.
“You’ve got nothin to worry about alright? I’ll take care of you” he whispers kissing the top of her head. Eddie can feel the way she relaxes letting out a breath and relaxing into his touch. “Thanks Eds” she sighs tightening her hold on him. “Anytime sweetheart anytime” he whispers.
She’s smiling a little when they separate. “So how do you usually get home” he asks despite knowing the answer. “Oh uh usually I ride with Jason and Chrissy but I think I’m gonna walk today” she shrugs. “Nonsense, follow me princess your chariot awaits” Eddie grins offering out his arm. (Y/n) now with a much bigger smile happily accepts following him into the parking lot.
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It wasn’t until 6 and half weeks later that Eddie has confirmation that his plan was successful. They were in the middle of first period doing another partner project when all of a sudden (y/n) stopped an explanation short taking off out of the classroom. Both worry and hope fill Eddie’s chest. Somehow he manages to contain himself for about five minutes before getting permission to leave for the bathroom so he can check on her.
As Eddie steps into the girls bathroom he hears the toilet flush followed by broken sobs. He doesn’t say anything as he makes his way over to the stall but he’s sure the chain attached to his pants alerted her of his presence since it sounds like she’s trying to conceal her cries.“Sweetheart it’s me are you alright?” He asks softly tapping against the door. “E-Eddie?” She calls with her voice cracking. “Yeah you rushed out of class pretty quickly so I came to check on you, can I come in?” He asks.
She didn’t answer but Eddie hears the door unlock so he lightly pushed it open. (Y/n) was sat with her knees against the cracking tile floor. Cheer skirt crumpled, hair disheveled, eyes red and puffy, tears streaking down her cheeks. “Oh Eddie my life is over it’s ruined” she chokes out. Eddie sits down next to her on the floor stretching his legs out ahead of him.
“Why do you say that?” He asks voice soft and gentle. Her lip trembles and she has to look away from his gaze. “Because it is, everything is ruined! Everything I’ve worked for is ruined! Cheerleading, school, my friends, everything!” She shouts.
The sobs start fresh again, her eyes squeeze shut in a poor attempt of keeping the tears locked away. (Y/n)’s shoulders shakes and she can hardly breathe between her cries. “C’mere sweetheart” he offers pulling her into his lap carefully. He allows her to do most of the moving and she does leaning into his touch. She turns her head to fall in between his shoulder and neck.
Eddie holds her close, his right hand rests against her back while the other caresses the back of her head. (Y/n)’s hand clutches into his shirt balling the white fabric up in her first. He doesn’t mind the wrinkling shirt or the tears falling onto his skin. “It’s okay let it out I’ve goch ya” he whispers.
Once she’s calmed down her breathing steady and the tears have temporarily stopped she pulls away from the safety of his shoulder. Eddie’s left hand moves from her head to her face and he uses his knuckle to wipe away her tears. “What’s goin on pretty girl?” He asks pushing back a stray hair stuck to her face. “I’m pregnant” she answers almost in a whisper. Thankfully Eddie manages to to bite back a triumphant smile, for once in his usually miserable existence things are working out for him.
“Oh shit that’s big” he breathes. “What am I gonna do Eds” she asks with a sniffle. “Do you uh do you wanna keep it?” He answers her question with another question. ‘Please say yes, please say yes, please please please say yes’ he begs in his head. He’s worked too hard for this.
She swallows thickly nodding her head. “I do yeah I know that’s crazy and stupid-” she starts to answer. “Hey you are not stupid this is a really tough decision but it’s your decision” he answers confidently. She smiles, it’s weak and her eyes are still shiny with tears but it’s there.
“Who’s the father if you don’t mind me asking?” He asks. She sniffles and another tear spills from her eyes. “I don’t know.” The answer is quiet and shameful embarrassed even. “What do you mean?” He continues eyebrows furrowed “Remember how you found me at the party?”
“Are you saying you think someone…?” His sentence trails off like he’s unable to say the word even though he knows the answer. She nods and sobs again. Eddie pulls her back to his chest hushing her and rubbing her arm in comfort. “Fuck I’m so sorry sweetheart, I don’t even know what to say but I’m sorry” he says.
“It’s not your fault” she mumbles pulling away from his chest. “Maybe if I had gotten there sooner this wouldn’t have happened” Eddie frowns guiltily. (Y/n) shakes her head quickly grabbing his hand.“Don’t do that Eddie it’s not your fault. You did so much for me that night and it’s not even your responsibility to take care of me” she assures him.
“I like taking care of you whether it’s my responsibility or not” Eddie promised her. There’s a beat of silence between them and he wishes he could get a photo of the way she’s looking at him right now.
“I don’t know what to do. How am even supposed to tell people?”
“You could tell them the truth”
“No one would believe and I can’t prove anything I don’t even know who did it”
She’s looking away from him staring at her hands in her lap. This is Eddie’s chance he has to do this right otherwise it was all for nothing. “Okay well what if you tell people it’s mine?” He asks. (Y/n)’s head snaps up and her eyes are wider than he’s ever seen them. “Excuse me?” She gawks.
“Well people are already gossiping about us hanging out recently so we’ll just pretend it’s mine, we got drunk at the party and you ended up pregnant” he shrugs like it’s the obvious solution. Like he just added two and two and got five and she was the crazy one for not getting the same. “Eddie that’s insane it would completely derail your life” she argues. Eddie let’s out a snort at her comment. “Sweetheart I’m a super senior who lives in a trailer with his uncle and plays DND and guitar in his free time you’re not derailing anything.”
She seems to search his face for any clue he’s lying or joking. “Why on earth would you do something like that?” She asks genuinely. Eddie smiles at her charming, sweet, loving, innocent.“I uh I care about you (y/n). I’m serious about this but I understand if you don’t want people thinking it’s the freak’s baby either.”
Her hand comes up to cup his face delicately. From the look she’s giving him Eddie knows he’s got her hook line and sinker. “Eddie honey I don’t care if people think it’s yours but won’t you? I mean you have enough issues with people here do you really want to be associated with this too?” She’s practically acting like he’s sacrificing himself for her.
“Y’know I don’t think people thinking I not only slept with the most beautiful girl in town, but got her pregnant would be the worst thing for my reputation” Eddie teases. This earns a small wet laugh from (y/n). “I can’t believe you would do that for me Eds” (y/n) says softly. “I told you I care about you I want to do this, let me do this for you” he whispers. Their faces are mere inches apart he can feel her breath against his lips.
Now or never Eddie takes the risk leaning forward. She doesn’t stop him so he pressed his lips against her own. By book definition it’s probably not technically a perfect kiss. He can taste the salty tears on her lips and they’re sitting on a dirty bathroom floor. But the smile on her face when they pull apart makes it all worth it.
“I’m all in here sweetheart I don’t just mean some guy for you to point at when people ask who knocked you up. Diaper changing, late feedings, baths, all that dad shit. We’ll be a family alright? Together you, me, and this baby we’ll be in this together. This is what I want, you are what I want both of you” Eddie insists.
“You’re my hero you know that right?” She gushes smiling sweetly. “Anything for you princess” he smiles. She’s the one who connects their lips this time hurriedly kissing him. “Now let’s get you off the floor yeah? Can’t have my girl and my baby sitting on the dirty ground can we” he teases.
Eddie lifts her up allowing them both to stand and helps her straighten her cheer skirt. He grabs her bag from the floor tossing it over his shoulder. “Wanna ditch last period? I don’t think I can handle another class today” (y/n) asks. “Now you’re speakin my language, how’s a date to Benny’s sound?” Eddie suggests.
“Sounds amazing I love their milkshakes!” (Y/n) exclaims excitedly. Of course he already knew that along with which one’s her favorite. Eddie grins a content Cheshire grin offering his arm out for to hold onto as they make their way out of the school.
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Dungeons & Dragons
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Eddie Munson x Fem!Mayfield!Reader
Word Count: 1,220
Warnings: Language
Summary: Eddie invites you to play Dungeons & Dragons with him.
A/N: I have no self-control apparently. Also, it's not explicitly said but in my mind the reader is adopted; I don't want anyone to feel uncomfortable because they don't look like the character who is the reader's sibling :)
General Taglist: @gg-is-a-loser @yesshewrites1
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The hellish beeping of your alarm clock awoke you. You groaned, scrambling for the snooze button with your eyes still closed. You heard a crash and sat up in annoyance, glaring at your still-beeping alarm clock, which was now on the floor. You slid out of bed and turned it off, slamming it back on your dresser.
“I was having such a good dream, and you ruined it!” you scolded the clock.
“(Y/N), stop talking to your alarm clock and get up!” your sister yelled, banging on your door.
You groaned, taking off the shirt you’d slept in and pulling on a white button-up and overalls. You stumbled out of your room, still in the middle of pulling on your sneakers. You ran into the bathroom and quickly brushed your teeth and splashed some water over your face. You hastily brushed your hair, grabbed a granola bar and your backpack, and ran out the door. Max was already in the car.
“I’m going, I’m going!” you said, noticing her annoyance. You started the car and headed to school, going as fast as you could without going over the speed limit. You pulled into the Hawkins High parking lot just in time. Max opened the door, slammed it shut, and ran as fast as she could inside. “A thank you would be nice!” you called, running after her.
She flipped you off.
You rolled your eyes and walked into pre-calc.
“Miss Mayfield,” Mrs. Brown addressed you coolly. “Late. Again.”
You grinned at her. “At least I’m here.”
Mrs. Brown scowled and turned to the chalkboard, carrying on with her lesson. You tuned her out and focused on reading your book underneath your desk.
Something hit your head. “Psst. Mayfield.”
You turned around to see Eddie Munson grinning at you. You tilted your head in question.
“So y’know my D&D club?” he whispered.
You nodded.
“Cool, so, we’re short a member, and you seem pretty cool, so I was wondering if - “
“Oh my gods, yes!” you squealed.
Mrs. Brown glared at you.
“Sorry,” you called, wincing.
She shook her head, grumbling, and went back to teaching.
“Oh my gods, yes!” you whispered to Eddie, who laughed.
“Great. I’m assuming you know where to meet me, considering I live right across the street from you.”
You giggled and nodded. “Yeah, see you then. Thanks for inviting me.”
He waved you off, smiling. “See you then, Mayfield.”
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“You invited who!?” Mike stared at Eddie, mouth open.
“(Y/N) Mayfield,” Eddie repeated.
Mike and Dustin stared at him.
“What? She’s cool.”
“I mean… kind of, I guess. But she’s Max’s sister. That’s weird.”
“How?”
Mike struggled for a response. “It’s just… I don’t know!”
“Whatever.” Eddie took a bite of his food. “I like her.”
Dustin’s eyes widened. “Oh my gosh, you like her. You have a crush on her, don’t you!”
Eddie shrugged. “Maybe. I dunno. I just think she’s cool.”
Dustin grinned. “Oh, I am gonna be the best wingman ever.”
Eddie made a face. “Please no.”
Dustin patted his shoulder. “Too late, man. Too late.”
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“You’re doing what!?” Max stared at you, mouth open.
“I’m going to a D&D thing with Eddie Munson and his friends,” you repeated.
“With Lucas? And Mike and Dustin?”
You shrugged. “Yeah.”
“Ugh, why are you so lame?” Max groaned.
“Hey!” You put your hands on your hips. “I am your cool big sister!”
Max gave you a look.
“I am your big sister!”
Max rolled her eyes. “Why do you even want to do this?”
“Because I wanna play D&D! And because Eddie’s cool.” You fidgeted nervously.
“Oh my fucking - “ Max put her face in her hands. “This is about your crush on Eddie Munson.”
“What!? I don’t have a crush on Eddie Munson!” You lied.
She gave you another look.
“Okay, so I have a crush on Eddie Munson, but that’s only part of it,” you insisted.
She waved her hand, walking away. “I’m gonna watch TV.”
“Love you too!” You yelled after her. She didn’t respond.
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You made your way over to Eddie’s at 5:00. He opened the door with a grin and dramatically welcomed you inside.
“Am I early?” you asked, noticing you were the only one there.
“Nah.” He shook his head. “Just gives us time to work on your character.”
“Okay!” You smiled.
Fuck, she’s cute. Eddie shook off the thought and led you into the basement. You sat down and he handed you a piece of paper. “Okay, so this is a character sheet. It has stuff like your character’s name, their stats, their skills… well, you can just look at it.”
He watched as you looked over the sheet, biting your lip the way you always did when you were focused. Why did he notice that? He shook his head and leaned over your shoulder, clearing his throat. “Okay, so the first thing you wanna figure out is your character’s race. There are like, a lot of them, but - “
“Can I be a fairy?” You covered your mouth. “Sorry, I just totally interrupted you.”
He laughed. “No, no, you’re fine. Yeah, you can be a fairy. Fairies tend to be chaotic good or chaotic neutral, and class wise they tend to lead toward being rogues and bards.”
You nodded slowly. “Okay, so what are those things? Gods, I’m so sorry, I probably shouldn’t have agreed to do this without knowing anything about D&D.”
“No, don’t worry about it. Rogues are scoundrels who use stealth and trickery to overcome their obstacles and enemies, and bards are musical magicians who are basically just really annoying and like to sing and seduce people.”
“Okay, I wanna be a chaotic good bard fairy,” you giggled.
“Nice, nice.” Eddie jotted it down. “Um, so now we can figure out your name and appearance and stuff.”
“Okay.”
Eddie walked you through the rest of creating your character; you were a fast learner and a fun person to be around and Eddie honestly didn’t want the rest of the party to get there. “Hey, can I ask you something?” he said suddenly.
“Yeah, sure.”
He bit his lip. “Do you wanna… do something with me?”
You cocked your head. “Do something?”
“Like… like get food or hang out or something. Like… a date.”
A grin bloomed across your features. “Absolutely.”
You leaned forward and pecked him on the lips. Eddie blinked, then pulled you close and kissed you again. “I really like you, (Y/N),” he whispered against your lips.
You smiled. “I really like you too.”
“OH MY GOSH, EDDIE AND (Y/N) ARE MAKING OUT!”
The two of you jerked away from each other, red-faced. Mike, Lucas, and Dustin were staring at you, open-mouthed.
“Go away,” Eddie groaned.
“I thought we were gonna play D&D!”
You smiled, biting your lip. “We are. Right, Eddie?”
“Y- Yeah. Yeah.” Eddie cleared his throat and took his spot at the head of the table. “You ready?” he asked you softly.
“Definitely.” You clasped his hand under the table and Eddie smiled.
“This is gonna be torture,” Lucas whispered under his breath.
“Shut up, Sinclair.” Eddie cleared his throat and began the game, eyes on you as his voice lowered dramatically.
Never before have you been glad that you went to pre-calculus.
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Run Boy Run
It’s the summer of ‘86 and Steve should enjoy it like everybody else in Hawkins. They defeated Vecna, the Upside Down is closed for good (or so El says) and everyone he cares about is still alive, if a little bit worse for wear in the case of Max and Eddie. Steve should be fine, should feel safe, should act normal. But he isn't, he doesn't, he can't.
He has nightmares, every night, and sleeps four hours tops. They seep into his days, too, make his own mind a terrifying place. One day, when he's alone in that big, empty house of his, it becomes too much. He snaps. Barely manages to put on a pair of shoes before he's out the door, feet pounding on the asphalt, drowning out the loud screaming in his head.
It helps. He comes back an hour later, sweat-drenched and exhausted, and falls asleep on the couch before he can even get into the shower. Sleeps for seven hours straight, a record.
After that, he goes on runs more and more often. Buys actual running shoes when his Nikes won't do anymore. He's able to sleep after those runs, is able to let go some of the anxiety that's clawing at his insides. It quiets his mind and that's all Steve can wish for these days.
The first time he ends up at the trailer park is by accident. It's just close to the woods where he always ends up lately, tired of all the curious eyes on him when he runs through town. When he sees the familiar sight of it he slows down, contemplates just running past it, but his legs ache and his mouth is as dry as the dessert. Maybe Max is at home.
It's Eddie he finds instead, out on the trailer steps, smoking. Steve jogs over to him, a genuine smile at the sight of him. When Eddie looks up and sees him, his cigarette drops from his mouth.
"What a sight for sore eyes, Harrington. Want to relive the old jock days?" He asks with a playful glint in his eyes.
Steve shakes his sweaty hair like a dog at Eddie in retaliation. "Shut up, Munson. Running is a great way to exercise.”
“Pffft, the only reason to run is away from something.”
“If you say so. Hey, could I get water before running back? It’s hot today.”
Eddie looks him up and down, bare legs up to his upper thighs, his running shorts and the sweat drenched shirt clinging to his torso.
“Sure is, Big Boy. Gimme a sec, I’ll get you something.”
He comes back with a bottle of water and a towel. Steve takes the bottle and gulps half of it down as if he had never had anything better in his life. It certainly feels like it right now. Satisfied, he pours the remaining water over his head to cool the rest of him.
He uses the towel Eddie gave him to wipe his face, and as he lowers it, he finds Eddie staring at him with a dazed expression, mouth slightly open, eyes unblinking.
He throws the wet towel in Eddie's face and cackles at the indignant stutter.
"You asshole! See if I ever help you in your time of need."
Steve just smirks at him over his shoulder, ready to start the long run back. "You looked like you were in need too, Munson. To wipe up the drool.”
Before Eddie can say anything in return, Steve is off at a brisk pace, feeling smug and invigorated.
Despite Eddie's threat, he gets Steve some water and a towel the next time he stops. And the next. And the one after that. It becomes a routine, the trailer park becoming his regular pit stop, his safe haven to refuel. Eddie is always waiting for him with water and a towel, sometimes a granola bar, and always a blinding smile and a flirty one-liner.
"Just looking at you, Harrington, makes me sweat."
"Maybe you should lose some layers, Munson. How've you not had heatstroke?"
"If you want to see me shirtless, all you have to do is ask, sweetheart."
The nightmares and anxiety attacks don't magically go away just because Steve starts running, but he is getting better at dealing with them. They become more manageable, less frightening.
Things are finally looking up, which is why he's unprepared for a particularly bad nightmare on an ordinary Monday night. He falls asleep on the couch, watching a few reruns, and wakes up to the sound of his own screams, images of snapping bones and oceans of blood flooding into his mind.
He's on the verge of a panic attack, feeling his windpipe tighten and his lungs burn. So he does the only thing he can think of — he runs. He doesn't even change into his running clothes, just puts on his shoes and sprints out of the door.
It's not like his usual runs, because this time he just doesn't stop. He runs until there is nothing left in him but the pounding of his feet on the ground, the aching legs, and the dizziness that comes from exhaustion.
In the end, though, his feet carry him to the only safe place he knows, just as the sun begins to set.
The scene is reminiscent of their first meeting here, Eddie on the steps of his trailer having a smoke, and the sight at last calms something in Steve, gives his mind something else to concentrate on, something other than death and blood and sorrow.
Eddie looks up at the sound of approaching footsteps and is on his feet in seconds, stumbling toward him before he's even fully upright.
"Jesus Christ Harrington, you look like you could keel over any second." Which is exactly what Steve does, his legs giving way and his body being caught by Eddie's arms around him before he hits the ground.
"Steve, hey, man, what the fuck? What happened?" They're both on the ground. Steve's in Eddie's arms, his legs folded under him. His legs hurt, but the pain is a distant sensation, like it's not his own. He’s cold, skin clammy and he feels nauseous. Eddie looks at him with big, worried eyes and Steve tries to stand up again, to show Eddie that he's okay.
He manages, but only because Eddie is shouldering most of his weight.
"Nightmare. It was bad. Real bad. So I just... Started running. I don't know how long? Just couldn't stop. Not until I saw you."
"Okay," is all Eddie says before he leads Steve into the trailer, almost carrying him as if Steve weighs nothing. Eddie is stronger than he looks, and the thought nestles deep in his mind, ready to be examined later.
Inside, Eddie sets him down on the couch. "Stay here, I'll get you something to drink."
He returns with water and dextrose, hands both to Steve and tells him to take slow, small sips or he'll get sick. At Steve's questioning look at the dextrose, Eddie shrugs and mumbles something about stocking up for his weird jock friend.
"How do your legs feel?" Eddie sits down on the couch next to him and Steve sips his water, already feeling a little better. When he touches his leg it hurts like hell, the muscles are too tense under his sweatpants.
He looks up at Eddie and says, "Sore. And stiff, like moving it will make it worse."
And then he does just that, lifting his bent leg and screaming in pain as his thigh immediately begins to cramp. He tenses up all over, tries to stand up, knows that moving the muscle helps with leg cramps, but apparently not this time. This time the other leg cramps as well.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck! It hurts." He falls back on the couch and presses both hands to his legs, trying to knead away the contracting knots in his thigh muscles, but to no avail.
Then Eddie is there, pushing him backwards and down on the couch, taking Steve's legs in his lap, pulling down Steve's sweat soaked sweatpants to get a better grip and starting to massage the leg closest to him. Steve reaches for the left one and presses down on it again, can't really get a good grip on it, but the pressure is enough to get the muscles to relax a bit.
Eddie's hands are sure, precise. He expertly massages along the cords of the muscles, starting with firm strokes to warm them up and get the blood flowing again. Next, he begins to knead the muscles, first lengthwise, then across. Steve feels the tension seep out of them, the muscles loosen and the pain subsides. The feeling is heavenly and he composes odes to Eddie's hands in his head.
Satisfied with how Steve's thigh muscles have softened in his capable hands, Eddie moves to the left, giving it the same treatment. Steve leans back on the couch, exhausted from the pain, from his run, from the nightmare that brought him here in the first place. He's tired, so tired. The repetitive movement of Eddie's hands on his legs soothes his mind like the equivalent of white noise.
"Where did you learn to do this?" His tongue feels heavy in his mouth and his eyelids keep dropping, but he has to know. Eddie keeps surprising him and Steve can't get enough.
Eddie's hands pause on his sweaty skin and Steve wonders if he said something wrong, wants them to go on, is already addicted to the way they feel on his body.
They continue when Eddie answers his question, his voice soft, careful. "There's this book I found in the library. And it talked about cramps and what to do about muscle strain and overexertion. Just. I remembered what it said when I saw you."
Steve blinks at him, once, twice, before asking, "A book? What book? Why would you read about muscle strai - Oh." Eddie ducks his head, hiding behind strands of his curly hair. "You read a book about running for me." It's not even a question.
Eddie doesn't say anything, which says more than enough, and continues to massage Steve's thighs before moving down to Steve's calves. He kneads the muscles there with the same devotion and Steve melts into the cushions beneath him. Now that the pain is gone, he can enjoy the feeling of firm hands lathering his body with attention.
As Eddie's hands move back up his legs, it feels less like a massage and more like a massage. The touch feels less functional, more sensual, purposeful in a different, exciting way. He feels blood rushing not only to his relaxing muscles, but to other places as well. Steve can't bring himself to care, even though he knows his arousal will soon be visible in his boxers. They've been dancing around each other for months, their flirting all bark and no bite.
He hopes that changes now.
Eddie's hands reach his thighs again, and Steve knows the moment when Eddie sees that Steve's half-hard by his hitching breath and clenching hands. He looks up at Steve's face and his eyes are wide, pupils already dilated, giving him a wild look. A hungry look.
"Steve?" Almost a whisper.
Steve has been running away from his nightmares, his fears, for weeks, but maybe, just maybe, he has also been running towards something.
Toward this.
“You read a book about running for me.”
“I did.”
“You wait for me, every day, to stop by. You take care of me.”
“I do.”
Steve has been running towards them.
“You want to touch me.” They both know he doesn’t mean a massage.
“I do. So bad, Steve. Want to touch you so bad.”
He's been running toward Eddie all along.
“I want you to. Please, Eddie. Touch me.”
It’s all the invitation Eddie needs. He yanks down Steve’s boxers and Steve holds his breath, waits for Eddie’s hand on him.
He gets Eddie’s mouth instead and can’t help the “Fuck,” he almost screams at the sensation of wet heat around the sensitive head of his cock.
His legs are still in Eddie’s lap and the angle is kind of awkward, must be hell on Eddie’s back, but the guy is not only surprisingly strong, but also flexible. He bends over Steve’s legs, his hands on Steve’s hips to hold him still as he swallows down Steve’s dick like it’s his favorite meal.
Steve’s hands find their way into Eddie’s wild mane, burying themselves in the silky strands. There is not much he can do but hold on for the ride.
It’s messy, it’s desperate and downright filthy how Eddie chokes himself on Steve’s dick, swallowing him down until he can bury his nose in the coarse hair at the base of Steve’s considerable length. Steve feels Eddie’s throat constrict around it, feels him gag as it hits his palate, but Eddie doesn’t stop, just encourages Steve with wet, pleading eyes and his hand gripping Steve’s where it’s buried in Eddie’s hair to fuck his mouth.
Steve moans at that, mind blown by the sheer hotness that is Eddie Munson. “You sure?” he still has to ask, has to make sure, holds himself back until he sees Eddie nod, feels him tap Steve’s hip once, twice, three times and knows that’s how Eddie will tell him to stop if it gets too much.
Another broken moan rips from Steve’s throat as he starts to slide his dick in and out of Eddie’s throat. He starts of slow, tries to savor the feeling even if his leg protest under the strain. Eddie moans around him, the vibration doing nothing for his already thin self-restraint, hips speeding up without Steve wanting them to. It’s just. It’s too much, too good, Steve too keyed up already.
“God, Eddie, shit. So good. So hot. I’m close, so close, please, can I come in your mouth, please,” he babbles, brain-to-mouth filter fried by the hottest blowjob he’s ever gotten. Eddie hums at his request, thumb stroking over his hipbone and eyes locking with Steve’s in a silent plea to do just that.
It only takes four more thrusts for Steve to lose it, to bury himself deep inside of Eddie’s throat while he comes harder than he can remember. It seems to go on forever, the cum dripping out of Eddie’s mouth and into Steve’s lap despite Eddie’s best efforts to swallow it all. When it gets to be too much, the pleasure turning into pain at the overstimulation, he cups Eddie’s cheek, presses his thumb to the corner of Eddie’s mouth where it’s stretched wide by Steve’s dick.
Eddie gets the hint and lets Steve slide out of his mouth, licks his lips, tongue catching on a stray drop in the corner of his mouth and it’s so hot Steve wishes he could get hard again this soon.
“Fuck, that was hot, Harrington.” Eddie’s voice is raspy, fucked out and Steve loves the sound of it.
“You just had my dick in your mouth. Call me Steve, okay?”
Eddie grins. “Fuck, that was hot, Steve,” he says and captures Steve’s lips in a searing kiss.
As Steve slides his tongue into Eddie’s mouth and tastes himself, he thinks that they could add this to their routine. He would like that very much.
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A little self-indulgence from a passionate runner who just wants to see Steve in his tiny shorts again (I miss you S2!Steve).
As usual, thank you so so much to @legitcookie and @yournowheregirl for your unending support, great cheerleading and pep-talking as well endless supply of ideas. This would still be just a thought in my head without you 🫶
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Roomies
Pairing: Eddie Munson x reader (College AU)
Word Count: 2,302
Summary: You and Eddie are best friends and roommates (and underneath it all, so much more) but what happens when the tension between you finally breaks. 
Author’s Note: College Eddie has been stuck in my head forever! And I know how crazy final time can be and how much a good friend and roommate can help...especially if it’s Eddie haha. This takes place in the late 80s because duh Eddie’s alive and has graduated and gone to college! I’m hoping to revist these two more if I get inspo! I also want to wear all of Eddie’s flannels so he can take them off me...thank you all so much for reading! Much love always! ❤️❤️❤️The bat divider is by @wannabehamlet and the library divider is by @firefly-graphics thank you beauties! 🥰
Warnings: some angst over finals and exhaustion but Eddie makes it all better, fluff and flirting fun, tension and some sexiness. 
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It’s already dinner time and you’re still not home. Last night you didn’t get home until after eight and you missed Eddie’s gig because you passed out from exhaustion. That hardly ever happens.
He sits on the couch, Metallica blasting through the radio on the shelf and his fingers mindlessly playing along on his guitar. His can’t stop his knee from constantly bouncing and he keeps missing notes.
“Shit, shit, shit,” he mutters in frustration. “Where the hell is she?”
Your black cat, Dio, pads over and rubs along his legs, purring loudly.
“Yea I know D…I think I’m gonna go look for her at the library,” Eddie tells the cat as he scratches behind its ears.
Eddie lays his guitar along the couch and turns off the radio. He grabs his leather jacket and shrugs it on before searching the cabinets for snacks. When he’s satisfied with what he finds he throws it all in a bag and runs out the door.
He makes one more stop at the coffee shop before rushing to the library.
The doors fly open with a bang and Eddie flinches, making a sheepish face at the guy behind the desk. He gently shuts the door and tip toes past the desk, clutching the bags tightly to his chest.
His eyes scan the tables but he doesn’t see you, his stomach dropping. He walks to the back of the library remembering you have a favorite table hidden in a corner by the reference section. When he rounds the shelves he sees you with your head down on a textbook and your pencil tapping against the table.
“Hey,” he whispers, hoping he doesn’t startle you.
You lift your head slowly and blink.
“Eddie?”
He smiles as he places the bags down and comes around to sit next to you.
“Hey sweetheart.”
You stare at him and your eyes begin to water.
“Babe…?”
You burst into tears, instantly covering your mouth to silence the noise. He grabs your chair and pulls it between his spread legs, wrapping his arms around you and cradling you against his chest.
He soothingly rubs your back, holding you close until your tears subside.
When you lift your face to his, your cheeks are tear streaked and your nose is sniffly.
“I think I got snot on you.”
He just throws his head back with a laugh.
“I don’t care…but are you ok?”
His smile fades as he studies you.
“I’m so tired!” you sigh. “I just can’t wait for finals to be over.”
He nods in understanding and gently releases you to drag the bags closer.
“I brought some sustenance,” he says with a smirk.
“Did you bring beer to the library again?” you ask with a giggle.
“Not this time,” he winks.
He takes out your coffee and a water, as well as some cookies, a granola bar, a push pop and fruit snacks.
“You’re my hero Eddie,” you squeal as you open the coffee and smell it.
His eyes light up and he gives your hand a squeeze.
“I’ll help you study for a bit if you want,” he offers.
“That would be great. I was getting lonely.”
He rips open the fruit snacks and pops one into his mouth. “So, let’s get to it. What are you workin’ on?”
“Chemistry.”
His eyes go wide and he dramatically falls back into his chair.
“THE WORST,” he whines.
“I know!”
“But for you…anything.”
You lean in and give him a big hug, burying your face in his neck and letting out a relieved exhale.
“Thank you,” you whisper.
He rests his head to yours. “Of course, sweetheart.”
You finish off the bag of fruit snacks and reach for the push pop, sticking your finger into the bottom so the lollipop shoots up. You push it between your lips and suck on the sugary candy while you work on a problem.
“You almost done with that?” Eddie whispers.
“Nah, I can’t seem to figure this one out,” you shrug, sticking the pop back into your mouth and sucking hard.
“No…I mean the push pop,” he says with a hard swallow.
“Well…,” you start and look it over, “I have a lot left. Do you want some?”
You hold it out and he stares at it then his eyes drift to you mouth as you lick your lips.
“Nuh uh, you finish it. You seem to be enjoying it.”
“Mm it’s so good!”  
He slips his hand under the table and discreetly adjusts himself in his pants, clearing his throat as he does so.
“You ok?” you ask him, noting his flushed face.
“Yep,” he answers, popping the p.
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You last another two hours but by 8pm you’re falling asleep on Eddie’s shoulder.
“I think it’s time to go home babe,” he laughs as he nudges your slumping form. “Let’s get you to bed.”
“Ok, yeah, good idea,” you mumble.
Eddie packs up your things and cleans off the table before helping you into your coat and zipping it up for you. He puts on your backpack so you don’t have to carry anything and grabs your hand.
“Come on,” he says as he gently tugs you through the library tables and toward the door.
He looks back with a smile, stopping short when he notices your sneaker is untied.
“Wait!” he says, holding up a finger.
He kneels down and shifts your foot closer to him, tying it tightly and tucking the laces behind the tongue of your shoe.
“There we go,” he says and pats your foot.
“Thanks,” you say quietly, taking his outstretched hand again. “What would I do without you?”
“Well...I dunno, trip over your own shoe laces, spend your nights sleeping in the library, fail all your exams...”
You open your mouth to give him a sassy retort but he keeps going, his smile wide. 
“AND starve to death for sure!” 
“It was a rhetorical question Eddie,” you huff playfully. “But...you’re probably right!” 
“I’m always right,” he snarks as he holds the door open for you. 
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You walk home in comfortable silence, Eddie’s hand holding tightly to yours as he swings your arms back and forth.
A cold wind blows and you shiver. He tugs you into his side and slides his arm over your shoulders.
“We’ll be home soon,” he tells you.
When you’re about two blocks away from your apartment you feel a drop of rain. Eddie doesn’t seem to notice so you don’t say anything and just keep walking but unfortunately several more drops start to fall as you continue on, the ground already dotted with wetness.
“Jesus Christ!” Eddie groans. “Hopefully it doesn’t get worse.”
He picks up the pace and keeps you securely tucked under his shoulder. The rain starts off light but within minutes it’s coming down harder and harder.
“It’s so cold!” you screech as you run along the sidewalk.
“I know!” Eddie yells as he starts to take off his jacket to hold over your heads.
“No way, you’ll freeze!” you retort, but he already has it off.
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Your feet slosh up every step to your apartment, the water running down in big drops and plopping onto the tiles.
“Don’t slip,” Eddie warns as the trudges next to you.
“I can’t believe we got caught in the rain,” you say shakily. “We’re soaked!”
He unlocks the door to your shared apartment and holds it open for you. You walk in and Dio immediately trots over to greet you but as the cat gets closer he slows down, realizing you’re dripping wet.
He dances around the drops and the growing puddle to poke his tiny whiskered nose around and inspect.
“I know D. We’re a mess,” you sigh.
“Let’s get dried off and changed. It’s too cold,” Eddie says.
You toe off your drenched shoes and try to pull off your socks but they’re so wet that you almost fall over.
“I got you,” Eddie whispers as he steadies you and then pulls off your socks.
“Thanks.”
You walk dejectedly to your bedroom and start to pull off your clothes, hanging them on your drying rack and searching for a towel. Once you’re dried off you realize you barely have any clean clothes, your overflowing laundry basket mocking you from the corner.
With a loud curse, you stomp your feet, your eyes burning with fresh tears that threaten to fall.
“Hey sweetheart, you ok in there?”
Eddie’s voice settles you and you walk closer to your door, opening it slightly to tell him, “All my comfy clothes are dirty. I didn’t have a chance to do laundry!”
He peeks his head through just enough to smile at you and holds up a finger.
“Be right back!”
He rushes off and shortly returns with his flannel and some dry socks.
“Is that enough? Most of my stuff is dirty too, but you can take my Hellfire shirt if you want. I can take it off.”
“This is perfect. Thanks Eddie.”
You shut the door and grab your last pair of clean panties, sliding them on and then throwing his flannel over your shoulders and buttoning it up. You can’t stop your inhale when his familiar scent envelopes you and you stick your nose in the collar to get more of it.
You find Eddie sitting on the couch with his sketchpad in hand and his pen scratching over the paper. His still damp hair curls close to his face and his tongue darts out to wet his lips as he concentrates. You pause in the doorway and stare, sucking your own lip between your teeth at the sight of him.
As if he feels your eyes he looks up and smiles.  
“What are you drawing?” you ask quickly as you move closer and peek over his shoulder.
He lifts his hands away and shows you his little cartoon vampire bat.
“He’s so cute Eddie!”
“Thanks,” he laughs, finishing off the doodle by adding some blood dripping off the fangs. “I’m thinking about a new tat.”
“OOOO WHERE?” you say excitedly as you round the couch and stand in front of him.
He looks up and his eyes widen as they sweep down your body. You’re in nothing but panties, his socks and his flannel and his mouth falls open.
“You don’t have to tell me…” you begin, feeling suddenly unsure.
“No!” he says loudly, followed by a softer, “no, that’s not it. Ummmm….”
He tries to form words but all he can do is stare.
“Eddie?” you ask.
“You missed a button,” he whispers, his eyes falling to the lopsided buttons of his flannel.
“I what…? OH!”
You look down and giggle. “I did!”
When your hands lift to the first button he grabs your wrists, standing with the motion and stepping closer to you. His eyes wander over your face and linger on your lips, his warm breath fanning across your cheek.
“I’ll fix it,” he murmurs.
“Ok,” you answer, your voice breathless.
He takes one more step to close any space left between you before he brings his hands to the first button, time moving torturously slow as he pulls it free of the material. He keeps his eyes on yours as he moves to the next one, your breathing growing shallower by the second.
Your body sways slightly toward his and your eyes lower to his hands. He opens the third button, enough of your bare skin exposed for him to know you have nothing else on.
“Fuck,” he mutters quietly, delicately parting the sides of the shirt with his fingers.
With his eyes trained on yours he slips his hand between the fabric and runs his knuckles along your skin, his rings ghosting along the same path and making you shiver.
“You sure you’re not still cold?” he hums.
“No. I’m fine. Warm actually, the socks really help.”
“Hmm.”
He’s barely listening to you at this point, his focus dropping to your mouth as his fingers grasp the last button and undo it.
His shirt hangs open at the sides as his fingers graze over your skin and move lower. His eyes squeeze shut when his fingertips glide over the silk of your panties and when he opens them again an unmistakable hunger flashes in their warm brown color.
His fingers press into your skin as he slides them along your waist, his free hand reaching up to caress your cheek. Your heart thunders in your chest and when he drags your body to his and you feel his hardness press into your stomach your breath stutters and you grab his biceps.
The hand at your cheek slowly smooths down your skin, skimming along your neck and tracing your collar bone until he meets your shoulder. He toys with the shirt, brushing his hand just under it before his fingers curl into the fabric and he slowly pushes it off.
His lashes lower and his eyes fall to your bare skin.
“This has to be a dream,” he whispers.
Your hands move up his arms and curl around his neck, your fingers combing through his hair to bring his face closer.
He dips his head, brushing his lips to yours in a whisper of a touch. Your fingers tug on his hair, silently urging him to kiss you. Instead, his lips move over yours with another teasing whisper and you whimper his name, your nails digging into his scalp.
It shatters whatever restraint he has left and he grabs the back of your neck, hauling you against his body as his mouth presses to yours. His groan of satisfaction rumbles through you and his hair tickles your skin as he parts your lips, sliding his tongue across yours until nothing else remains but the taste of him.
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radiosteve · 7 months
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just wanted to let you know how much I enjoyed reading I Knew You thank you so much for writing it 🥺 but I have to say as an Eddie girlie... I'm so curious what happened during that one time him and Baby made out like 😮‍💨
if you do write a blurb about it you best believe I'll eat it up so quick (if not that's fine too btw! my imagination will run wild I suppose HAHA)
I'm so glad you enjoyed it! I actually really wanted to write out this scene, so thanks for giving me a reason to! Hope you like it!
Baby Kiss It Better
Warnings: 18+, slight smut, language
Word count: 1.2k
You flung your backpack from your shoulders, leaving it to land on the mess that was Eddie Munson’s bedroom floor. With a sigh, you fell face-first onto his bed, shoving your head into his pillow. Eddie shut the door to his room softly, his worried, wide eyes gazing over your limp figure sprawled out on his bed. Wayne had already left for the day and Eddie couldn’t be more glad, knowing you needed privacy to unwind. 
“You alright kiddo?” he slowly approached the bed. Rather than use your words, you responded with a muffled groan, your position unchanged. Eddie sat on the edge of his bed, his hand coming down to pet your head as if you were a cat. Your head shot up then, shooting him a glare. Eddie held his hands up in defense, ceasing the motion. You rolled over onto your back, hugging Eddie’s pillow to your chest. 
“I can’t wait until we graduate, then I never have to see Steve’s stupid face again,” you pouted and Eddie leaned over you, his hair dangling in your face.
“Are you forgetting that you live next door to the guy?” he asked, eliciting another groan from you as you lifted your hands to push him away. Eddie just smirked, his smile looking like nothing but trouble. “You know what could make you feel better?” you propped yourself up on your elbows at Eddie’s question, ignoring how they uncomfortably sank into the bed as you did.
“What?” you asked, voice monotone as you still clung to your bad mood. Seemingly out of nowhere, Eddie produced a joint, holding it between his fingers as an offering to you. “I knew we were friends for a reason,” you smirked, snatching the joint from his hand and getting up to find a lighter in the mess of Eddie’s room. 
One joint later, the two of you were zoned out on the couch in Eddie’s living room, munching on stale popcorn and a way-too-old granola bar. Eddie had been staring at the same spot on the wall for the past five minutes while you tried to see how much popcorn you could put in his hair before he noticed. The TV played in the background, the low hum of static filling the silent room. You let out a sigh, coming to terms with the fact that Eddie wasn’t going to notice the popcorn’s new place of residency in his hair. 
“Fuck, I’d blow someone for a pizza right now,” you exclaimed, having no filter in your inebriated state. Eddie finally pulled his gaze from the wall, fully intending to look at you but getting distracted by the snacks in his hair. He picked up one piece at a time, munching away on each kernel.
“Pizza sounds otherworldly,” Eddie spoke after clearing the snack food from his hair. He got up and grabbed the phone from the kitchen, calling in an order for two large pizzas. He sat back next to you on the couch, spreading his legs wide, hardly noticing the way they brushed against yours.
“Do I have to blow you now?” you asked bluntly, still devoid of embarrassment given how strong your high was. Eddie’s head whipped towards you, eyebrows raised and wide-eyed.
“What? No. Why would you…” Eddie didn’t even finish his question before you cut him off, your words clashing with his.
“Because I said I’d blow… fuck, never mind,” you faced back towards the TV, crossing your arms over your chest with a huff. Why were you even mad? It’s not like you wanted to go down on him anyway, right? The question blurred in the fog of your mind, wires crossing and changing what would typically be a ‘no’ into a ‘yes’. You’d always felt at ease with Eddie and the two of you had a good rapport. So fuck it, it's fine.
You turned to Eddie once again, finding his eyes already glued to you. With a nod of permission, you threw one leg over him, sitting comfortably in his lap. He let out a small gasp at the contact, the round of your ass pressed flush against his thighs. That’s when you leaned in, your lips meeting his in a crash of hazy lust.
Eddie couldn’t help the moan that escaped him, the feel of you pressed against him driving him crazy. He’d only kissed two girls before you and was still very much a virgin with a capital V. So the feel of you on him, mixed with his steady high, brought a buzz to his skin that he just couldn’t shake. He couldn’t help the jerk of his hips as he rutted into you while you slipped your tongue against his. 
“Fuck,” you drawled out at the feeling, leaning back a bit to revel in the way his hard cock brushed your clothed core through your jeans. You had far more experience than Eddie, but your high set your skin alive too, making you more sensitive than normal. After a moment of Eddie’s eyes searching yours, he did it again, rutting against the rough material of your jeans. A whimper slipped from you then and brought your lips back to Eddie’s. You let your hands tangle through his hair, pulling his head back to place wet kisses on his thick neck.
“Christ,” Eddie cursed as you rolled your hips against his, setting a steady pace. Your lips trailed up from his neck, along his jawline, and back to his lips. “Feels so good, Baby,” Eddie mumbled against your lips as his hands trailed down to your waist, resting there as you ground into him. You couldn’t help the moan that escaped you at the combination of his words and the way his cock felt against your clit. 
Eddie’s breath picked up, getting way too close to blowing his load for comfort. But he didn’t want to stop, the weed keeping his head foggy enough to not think about the consequences. You panted into his mouth and your tits jiggled through your t-shirt, bouncing with each roll of your hips. Eddie had to close his eyes to stay in control, but it didn’t matter for very long. 
A knock sounded from the front door, suddenly snapping you both back to reality and dissipating your highs. You scrambled off of Eddie, a groan rising in his throat as you did. With a check of your hair and adjustment of your now wrinkled clothes, you opened the door to find the pizza delivery guy. Eddie’s eyes widened at the sight of the man in the doorway. He’d honestly forgotten that he ordered pizza. 
Eddie tossed you his wallet from his place on the couch, unwilling to get up and give the pizza guy a good look at his hardened length through his jeans. You paid for the pizzas and closed the door, setting them on the counter. Eddie’s gaze was drawn to the floor while your expression was hidden with a wince.  
“So,” you spoke faintly, teetering back and forth on your heels. Eddie peered up at you through his bangs, embarrassed as he waited for you to continue. “We never speak of this again?” you suggested and Eddie nodded instantly. The two of you sighed a breath of relief, knowing that this drug-induced makeout wouldn’t affect your friendship. You grabbed two plates from the cabinet, bringing the pizza boxes over to the coffee table. You sat next to Eddie, a soft smile on your lips as you both grabbed a slice.
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dogboytim · 1 year
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Fuck it. ST headcanons again
Hiking with ST characters
Eddie Munson
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Ok so he’s not the biggest fan of hiking
He likes to hangout in the woods sure but that doesn’t involve constant movement
Drinks at least three waters before you’re even halfway done with the trail
Gets excited every time he finds a cool bug or lizard
You drive home bc he is snoozing on the ride back
Steve Harrington
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He’s actually really excited!
Always checks the little trail maps to see where you guys are!
Slightly over prepared? He has like a thousand granola bars.
Doesn’t tire very easily bc he played hella sports in school
Sings his favorite songs while walking
Jonathan Byers
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He literally lives surrounded by woods
Knows the trails like the back of his hand
He likes to look for animal tracks so he can identify them
Be prepared for lots of pauses to take pictures!
He likes to talk about different types of wildflowers and trees that grow around the place
Billy Hargrove
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Props to you for getting him to agree to this
For once in his life, he regrets smoking
Probably complains most of the time but shuts up once he sees the views
Makes you clean off your shoes before you get in the car again because he is not having mud in his car
Panics when you have to remove a tick from him
Robin Buckley
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Poor girl. She’s never been hiking before
Holds up really well for a first timer!
She hates crossing streams or creeks because her shoes get wet which in turn leads to wet socks
Accidentally touched poison oak
Brags to Steve about her hiking trip the next day at work
Nancy Wheeler
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Girlboss made sure to get some information about the trail beforehand
Tells you facts about the wildlife in an attempt to impress you
Terrified of any snakes you come across
Very intrigued by tent caterpillars
Exhausted but very happy once you two are back in the car
Argyle
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Bros an expert at hiking
Prepare for detours though because he’s hunting for mushrooms
Actually brings an extra bag to put said mushrooms in!
Shows you some cool bugs and wildlife
Tries to climb trees. Please keep an eye on him
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Ease Her Struggles
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𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔: eddie munson x fem!reader
𝑠𝑦𝑛𝑜𝑝𝑠𝑖𝑠: depressed writer needing comfort cute moments between teen mom!reader and eddie
𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠: fluffy to the maxxxxx, mom!reader, no real mentions of past anything so its open to interpretation, teen mom struggles
𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡: 1.7k
𝑎𝑢𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑟’𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝑒𝑠: wrote this in an hour bc i had inspiration... yay me 😌 not at all edited 💀
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Y/n frowned, closing her locker, securing the lock on it before walking into the cafeteria, books tight to her chest. She sat, back against the wall, feet planted on the floor with her knees curled up to her chest. She took out a granola bar from her pocket, taking a small bite as she looked at all the other students. Her messy mom hair, ratty jeans, and heavy bags under her eyes showing her struggles. She looked at the floor, sighing to herself.
Eddie stood on the table, mocking the jocks as per usual, when he caught sight of a girl sitting at a far corner of the cafeteria, away from everyone else. His smile faded as he took in her appearance, his face morphing into that of pity. He jumped down from the table, stalking toward the girl as though she were a small puppy.
She didn't seem to notice him, her eyes trained to the floor, head seemingly up in the clouds. Eddie sat beside her quietly, keeping his lips shut as he tried to keep still. His leg started bouncing after a moment and he looked to the girl to find her already looking at him with confused eyes. "Do you need something?" Her voice was more tired than her appearance. The mere thought made Eddie wince as his heart cracked a bit for this girl.
He looked down at her granola bar, reaching into his deep pocket to take out a sandwich his uncle Wayne had left on the counter for him. Wordlessly, he split the sandwich in two uneven pieces, offering her the larger one. She looked down at his hand, looking back up at his eyes, feeling at ease with the reassuring smile on his face.
She took it cautiously, taking a small bite from it. She practically groaned out in satisfaction as she took another bite, humming out a thanks. Eddie smiled at her, his crooked teeth on display as he watched her happily eat the sandwich.
She finished her half in a few bites, wiping her still-full mouth as she smiled bashfully at the long-haired boy. "Thank you." Eddie shrugged, still smiling. Y/n cleared her throat, holding out her hand. "I'm Y/n." Eddie shook her hand happily. "Eddie. You new here?" Y/n shook her head and Eddie frowned, wondering how he could've missed such a beautiful sight. "Just got back to retake senior year. Had to take almost all of last year off for... personal reasons." She hummed out smiling down at her feet. "Thanks again for the sandwich." Eddie shrugged again. "It's really not a big deal. Plus, you seem like you needed a pick-me-up." He winked, laughing playfully at the flustered expression on her face.
"What about you?" Y/n questioned, leaving Eddie confusedly blinking at her. "Are you new?" She clarified, laughing at the way Eddie's mouth opened in an 'o' shape. "Nope, failed a few classes, had to retake them. And before you judge, I swear those teachers have it out for me." He raised his hands in surrender. "I wasn't judging. We all learn at a different pace. Plus, that kinda makes us one in the same, don't ya think?" She grinned at him, making his smile grow. "Yeah... one in the same."
Y/n fumbled with her keys at the door to her trailer, attempting to open it with a bag on one hip and a purse hanging from her forearm. A van pulled up across the small dirt road of the trailer park and Y/n sped up, attempting to get inside without attracting attention from whoever was in the van.
His long hair flowed as he jumped out of the parked van, shutting it with a slam as he turned toward her, walking closer to get a better look in the darkness of the night. "Y/n?" He spoke, walking even closer. "Y/n, is that you?" Y/n turned, shoulders dropping tension at the sight of the metal head. He walked up the few steps to stand in front of her. "Hey." He smiled. "I didn't know you lived here." Y/n shrugged, looking down at the keys in her hand. "My parents kicked me out, this was the most adorable option." Eddie shook his head at her embarrassment. "Hey, I wasn't making fun of you. I live right over there." He pointed to the identical trailer.
He turned back to Y/n, looking her up and down. "You work at Benny's?" Y/n nodded slowly, realization crossing her face once she remembered her outfit. Eddie hummed, looking down at her keys. "I could help if you want." He nodded to her hand and Y/n looked up at him. "You sure?" He nodded, a smile on his face. She handed him the keys, holding up the right one as she watched him open the door. She sighed when she walked inside, kicking toys out of the way as she took off her shoes. She walked into the small kitchen, setting down the groceries, reading the note on the counter.
"Had to head home before my mom killed me, sorry!! Cynthia's asleep and fed
- Kat"
Y/n closed her eyes, taking a deep breath as she rubbed her temple, nearly forgetting Eddie was there. "I'm sorry, I've been rude. Can I get you something to drink? We have orange juice, milk, and water." Eddie cleared his throat, looking down at the toys by him feet and Y/n's eyes widened. "Oh, shit, sorry. Didn't think there'd be company, didn't have time to tell Kat to pick up the toys before she left." She mumbled, bending down to pick them up herself.
"You got a younger sibling?" Eddie asked as he held her arm, stopping her from picking up the toys. Y/n shook her head, chuckling nervously. "A kid." She whispered. Eddie's eyes widened now as he coughed slightly, eyebrows raised under his bangs. "Oh." Y/n dropped the subject, kicking the toys by her feet into the living area. "You can sit if you like, just gotta empty these bags." "Oh, I'll help!" Eddie chirped as he tied his hair back into a messy bun with the hair tie on his wrist. Y/n's face grew hot as she felt insanely flustered by such a minuscule thing. Eddie smiled at her cuteness, taking the bag from her hand. "You go wash up, I'll empty this."
Y/n walked into her room as quietly as possible, smiling to herself as she thought about how adorable his bun was. She took out her pajamas, walking out of the room with as little noise as possible as she made her way to the bathroom.
She took a quick shower while Eddie worked. Shock filled her face as she saw he was done when she got out., already seated on the couch, holding up two VHS tapes. "Which one? Grease or Carrie?" Y/n smiled, taking in the moment, watching as he explained the pros and cons of each with a wide grin.
Y/n called Eddie with huff, grumbling into the phone. "Help." Eddie didn't have time to respond before the phone hang up and he sighed, walking over, hands stuffed in his pockets. He opened the door just a crack, closing it quickly as a toy was thrown his way. Y/n stood on a chair, holding a lid to a pot, hiding behind it. "She's been like this for an hour." She mumbled, pointing to the crying child on the floor, whining and throwing toys every which way. Eddie held up a finger, closing the door quickly and running back to his trailer.
He came back moments later, a guitar in hand. He strummed the acoustic lightly, a soothing melody emitting from the wood. Y/n sighed out in exhaustion as Cynthia calmed down, looking at Eddie with bright eyes. "Oh my god, I love you so much right now I could kiss you." She whispered out, rubbing her temple. Eddie chuckled, looking down at his guitar, hair covering his blushing face.
He sang softly, whispering out the words as the little girl's eyes fluttered shut slowly. Y/n stood up, wrapping her arms around his figure when the child was asleep, placing his guitar on the floor gently as she nestled into his chest. "Thank you." Eddie leaned down to kiss her head, smiling as he felt her squeeze him tighter.
Y/n groaned out, just about ready to snap her book in two as she had done to numerous pencils. Eddie walked in the library moments later, two warm coffees, a kids hot chocolate, and a pastry in hand. He set them down, motioning with his head toward a bay window, pitter pattering with the drops of rain. Cynthia came running down the halls, rushing to wrap her arms around Eddie's leg in hello.
"Well hey there, little princess." He whispered, patting her small head as she grinned up at him, the grin reminding him of Y/n. He picked up the hot chocolate, crouching down to hand it to the little girl, watching as her tiny hands wrapped around the cup. She took a small sip, giggling with glee as she ran back to the kids section, picking up her book again.
"C'mon, queeny, you need a break and I need some alone time, just the two of us." Y/n rolled her eyes, leaving the open book on the table as well as her work and bag as she stood, taking one of the coffees and the pastry before walking to the window. She sat quietly, waiting for Eddie to sit beside her as she watched the rain fall, smiling at the drops racing to the bottom. Eddie walked next to her, kissing her temple as he sat down beside her, sipping his drink happily. Y/n looked at him with a warm smile, looking down at her pastry, then back up at him.
She carefully ripped two uneven halves, offering the larger one to Eddie with kind eyes. He smiled, a faint blush covering his cheeks. He took the pastry, taking a small bite as he smiled at her, eyes flickering down to her lips. He thought silently for a moment, looking out the window as he came up with his next actions, only to get cut off by the feeling of lips on his. His eyes widened as he froze in shock, slowly easing into it as his arms wrapped around her waist gently. He smiled into the kiss, bringing one hand to hold her fade as he deepened the kiss. Her mouth tasted of the sweet pastry and the bitter coffee, creating a warm, inviting environment for his love. Eddie broke the kiss, pressing a few chaste pecks to her lips before pulling back completely, resting his forehead against hers.
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eddieobsessed · 2 years
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i’m worried about you…
pairing: fem!reader x eddie munson
summary: you’re extremely depressed and eddie takes care of you
warnings: angst/ fluff, happy ending. swearing, ed, depression, i think that’s it but tell me if i missed any
a/n: a little angsty story to reflect how i’m feeling. i know eds and depression aren’t like this for everyone, but this is how they manifest for me. also sorry for the long intro to this story. leave requests and criticism<3 (not proofread)
you had some bad habits. self-destructive ones. they only got worse when you were in a bad headspace. and that’s exactly where you were right now. if you imagined what your brain looks like, all you would see is a black void. you felt so, so shitty and you didn’t know what to do about it.
when you got like this, you also tended to hate everything about yourself. your body, your voice, the way you smiled. you hating your body was the worst. you could stare at yourself in the mirror for hours and keep picking out new points of insecurity. how pointy your knees were. how your neck was too long. how your ribs were too wide. but the worst of all was your stomach. no matter the size, you always thought it was too big. or that it was shaped weird. shouldn’t it be flat? you thought to yourself.
there was one thing in the entire world that made you feel a smidgen better. and that was your boyfriend, eddie munson. he always knew how to make you smile when you feel like you can’t. when you’re upset he spends extra time with you, just to cheer you up. but the thing is, you hated doing this to him. you hated that he would drop everything to come and be with you. it made you feel like a burden.
this time around was especially bad. you hadn’t showered in four days, you didn’t sleep at night. instead you stayed up thinking about everything that was wrong with you. you hadn’t eaten anything but a bite of a granola bar in the past 24 hours. the hunger in your stomach was painful, but you couldn’t bring yourself to eat anything. you couldn’t bear it. when you ate, it made you feel dirty. you knew that people needed to eat, but you didn’t want to. you ate too much anyways, you felt.
eddie noticed. he noticed right away, actually. he noticed the purple bags under your eyes. he noticed the way your shoulders hung low. and he noticed how you didn’t talk. you didn’t talk, only speaking when you needed to. he was worried, he just didn’t know how to approach you. he knew this episode was a bad one.
you woke in the morning, after getting a single hour of sleep. you turned to your bedside table, where your alarm was ringing through the air. you pressed stop, almost pushing it off the table completely. you let out a long groan, trying to rub tiredness from your eyes. you rolled out of bed and walked into the bathroom. you took a look at yourself. you were revolted. you had basically black half-circles under your eyes, your hair was a greasy mess, and your body looked like a skeleton. you don’t know why, but looking at yourself in such a state made you angry. you were pissed at yourself for letting yourself get to this state, but you were also pissed because you knew you couldn’t stop it. you just had to keep getting worse.
you didn’t bother brushing your hair, or putting it up. you didn’t dare touch your toothbrush. or even think about stepping into the shower. instead, you just peed and left the bathroom. getting back to your room was even worse.
when you opened the door to your room, it made you even more angry. there were clothes everywhere, half you didn’t even remember wearing. your records were strewn about in one corner, and in the opposite was your record player. you tried to ignore the mess and opened your closet. you grabbed the closest pair of sweat pants and threw those on, then finding a tshirt and a sweatshirt to match. you took a final look in the mirror and all you saw was a black, dirty mess. you put the hood up around your head, it didn’t make much of a difference. you left the closet, grabbed your backpack, and left the house.
as you were leaving, you could hear your parents yelling after you. “aren’t you gonna eat breakfast?” “you’ve got to clean your room!” have a good day, sweetie!” jesus, they were annoying.
you hopped into your car, throwing your bag in the seat next to you. you didn’t bother putting music on, the ride silent and long.
once you got to school, you stayed in your car extra long, waiting for everyone to leave the parking lot. you didn’t want to face anyone, especially not eddie. you knew he was worried about you, you just didn’t care enough to talk to him.
once the parking lot was pretty much clear, apart from a few stragglers, you grabbed your backpack and hopped out. you strode from your car to the school, your head down the entire time.
TIME SKIP
it was now lunch time, but you couldn’t be bothered to actually get any. you walked into the cafeteria, immediately spotting your boyfriend and his crew. normally, you’d go over, seating yourself on his lap, laughing along with the group. but today? you found an empty table across the lunchroom from them. once you sat down, you put your head down, hoping you get a quick nap in.
as you were falling into sleep, you felt a hand tug you on the shoulder. you whipped around to curse out whoever it was, but you were already being dragged out of the cafeteria.
once in the hallway, you realized it was eddie you dragged you out here.
“eddie what the hell, i was trying to sleep.” you snap at him.
“y/n, i’m worried about you. you wont talk to me, you look like shit-“ he realizes what he just said before continuing.
“wow, thanks for the compliment, you think i don’t know how i fucking look? yeah, eddie, i know i look fucking sick.” you cross your arms over your chest.
“that’s not what i meant, i’m just worried about you. you’re not okay and i can tell.” he tries to hug you, but you wriggle out of his embrace.
“i’m fine, eddie, honestly.” you wanted to tell him the truth, but you didn’t want to burden him with your problems.
“okay, y’know what.” he grabs you by the legs and throws you over his shoulder. you kick and punch at him, but he was an iron grip.
“eddie, put the fuck down right now! i don’t need your fucking help! put me down!” you scream at him. you continue to to kick and punch him, but it’s no use.
he doesn’t talk again until you’re in the passenger seat of his van. you huff as he sets you down, punching him some more. before you get out, he’s in the driver’s seat, turning on the car.
“eddie, we’re in the middle of fucking school, where the hell are we going.” you can feel the anger bubbling in your veins. you just don’t want him to help. you feel bad making him deal with you.
“we’re going back to my place and you’re telling me what’s wrong.” he says, sternly. his grip around the steering wheel is tight, his knuckles turning white. what the hell does he have to be mad about? you say to yourself, turning and looking out the window.
once you get to his house, he opens your door for you. you walk up to his door, still with your head hanging low. you know he’s going to confront you, you just don’t know what to say when he does.
he opens the front door for you and you shyly walk inside. once he’s inside as well, he shuts the door slowly, almost like he’s preparing himself. this scares you. what if you pushed him away too far this time? what if this his final straw?
“y/n, i know something is up. i don’t know if i did something, or you’re done with me, i just need to know what’s up. i need to know what’s going on in my girl’s head.” he walks to you and looks down at you. you’re still too scared to meet his gaze. there’s a million things you want to say, but you can’t find the right words to do so.
“eddie…i…i don’t know what’s wrong.” the words start spilling out of you, without your control. “i’m so tired, but i cant sleep. i’m hungry, but i wont eat. and my entire body just aches all the time. i feel like im going to pass out most of the time. my mind is a never ending void, and i just keep falling farther into it.” you’re crying now, saying everything through short sobs and hiccups. eddie cups your face in his hands, turning your face to look at his. he swipes away your tears, but it’s really no use because they just keep coming.
“y/n, you need to tell me this stuff. i’m here for you baby.” his eyes are pleading to have a look into your mind. you can tell he really cares.
“i know, but i feel like such a burden. i don’t like worrying you with my problems.” the sobs start racking through your body. you shake and hyperventilate. being vulnerable scares you, even though you’ve done it a million times before with him.
“hey, y/n, breathe. take a deep breath sweetheart.” he pulls you into his chest, wrapping his arms around you tight. you cant stop crying, but his hand running down your back soothes you.
“eddie-please help me. i need help.” you say into his chest. he hugs you a bit tighter before pulling away just enough to look at you.
“y/n, i will help you, but you need to let me help you. you’re not burdening me with your problems, i love soothing you. you just need to tell me them, so that i can help you before things get this bad. now what can i do for you?” he places a kiss to your forehead and swipes some more tears away.
“i-i need a shower. and i need to clean my teeth.” you laugh a little, knowing your breath smells rank.
“alright, good job honey. do you want to shower with me, or by yourself?” he says, walking to the bathroom.
“with you, please.” his hand in is yours as you follow him. he turns on the shower and asks if you’re okay with the temperature. he helps you strip and get into the shower, before shedding his own clothes.
in the shower, he washes your hair and body, helping you stay up straight. as he’s washing you, he sees just how skinny you’ve gotten. he decides not to say anything, but it puts a strain on his chest. he’s careful with your legs and arms. and when he gets to your torso, he holds back tears as he can see your ribs. once he’s gotten you clean and rinsed, he helps you out of the shower and wraps you in a towel.
“alright, let me see if i have a spare toothbrush for you. should be around here somewhere…” he says looking in drawers. as he does, you look at yourself in the mirror, realizing what he just saw. you start to cry again and he pulls you into another hug.
“what is it, baby? what’s got you crying?” he hugs you more carefully this time, worrying he might hurt you.
“i’m a fucking skeleton.”
“baby, let’s skip the teeth and get some food in you. i know you’re starving.” he carries you into the kitchen, setting you down on the counter.
“alright what do you want? i think we have some ramen somewhere, or i could make you a sandwich. or do you want a burger? i think i could one up” you laugh at how he thinks he can cook a burger.
“we both know you can’t cook a burger. ramen will be just fine.” you’re still laughing when he gives you a hurt expression.
“oh, c’mon, i can totally cook a burger. i’d rather not burn down my kitchen today, so i’ll go with the ramen. but one day i will cook you the best burger you’ve ever had.” he jokes as he grabs a pot.
“we’ll see about that.”
you sit on the counter, watching him cook as he hums a little tune. you jump off the counter and grab his hand. knowing what you’re doing, he spins you around, by the arm. he grabs your waist and pulls you into him. you get lost in the dancing and are only pulled out it, when you hear sizzling.
“eddie! you let the water boil over!”
“oh shit!” he jumps towards the stove and moves the pan off the burner. you crumble with laughter.
soon, the ramen is done and you’re seated on the couch with the bowl in front of you. you’re scared. your stomach is screaming for food, but you don’t think you can do it.
“come on, baby. you gotta eat.” eddie coaxes the bowl towards you. he’s rubbing his hand up and down your back. you finally get of the feeling in your stomach, grabbing the bowl. you shove a huge chunk into your mouth and chew.
“woah, slow down, honey. i don’t know the  Heimlich maneuver.” he laughs through his words. you try to smile at him, your mouth filled with noodles. he laughs more at that, before turning on the tv.
once you’ve finished your food, eddie is immediately proud of you. “good job honey, thank you for eating.” he holds your face and kisses you.
“thank you eds” you say through the kiss.
“alright, now let’s get you dressed.” he lifts you up again and carries you to his bedroom where he sets you on the bed.
“how does one of my shirts and a pair of boxers sound?” he asks, holding up the two items.
“sounds perfect.” you say, standing up.
“alright now lift your hands over your head so i can dress you”
“eddie, i can dress myself y’know”
“shush, let me take care of you” he lifts your arms and pulls the shirt over your head. then he leans down, having you step into the boxers. once he pulls them around your waist, he lays on the bed.
“come here, pretty girl.” he opens his arms for you, before you crawl on top of him. you nuzzle your head into neck as he rubs your back.
“thank you for taking care of me. i’m sorry for not talking to you sooner. i love you eds” you say into his neck
“i love taking care of you. and don’t be sorry, i know how hard it is for you to talk to people about these things. i love you too, sweet girl. now try to get some sleep.”
soon you’re drifting off to sleep as he plants kisses to your head and holds you a little closer.
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freaky friday | eddie munson x reader
summary: it’s summer and you and eddie are bored. nail polish saves the day. 
warnings: swearing, suggestive comments, some theoretical violent language (eddie would kick the jocks out of a party), etc. 
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You were utterly bored as fuck.
You were laying down on Eddie Munson’s bed, listening to him playing around on his guitar. It was the middle of July in Hawkins, Indiana, and there nothing to do but melt in the heat. You had succumbed to the simplicity of the summer, but that didn’t mean you weren’t going insane with boredom.
You started to look through your bag for a book- for anything to ease your restless mind, as Eddie played the same guitar chord for the third time in the last minute.
The contents of your bag were disappointing to say the least. A rose flavored lip balm, a late pass from the last week of school that was somehow still in there, a crushed up granola bar, your thin wallet……
And suddenly you found your fix. A bag with black and pink nail polish bottles in it, a file, some clippers, and a smattering of sticky gems. Bless past you for putting this completely unnecessary stash in your tote.
You excitedly made your way over to sit next to Eddie against his wall. You had absolute glee written on your face which scared the shit out of him.
“What is it, princess?…”
“Do you wanna do something fun?” you asked, practically exploding with excitement.
“Again? I don’t know what kind of stamina you think I have, doll.” he joked.
“No, Eddie! I’m bored out of my mind, will you let me entertain myself?”
“What is it?” he asked warily.
“Let me paint your nails.”
“Ok”
“Pink”
Your little smile, and the way you were practically bouncing made him realize that if you asked him to cut off his arm for you, he probably would. You were deadly.
“You want my nails pink?”
“Mhm.”
“Alright, but yours are getting painted black.”
“I’ll look like you!” you exclaimed, and Eddie found it adorable that the thought of looking anything remotely like him didn’t repulse you, but rather excited you.
“And I’ll look like you! It’ll be like Freaky Friday, but instead of your mom it’s me.” he joked, setting his guitar away. 
You giggled your way over to the bag and dumped its contents on Eddie’s floor.
“Alright, you gotta stay still for me though, Eds.”
“I’m not the squirmy one.” he said suggestively.
“Eddie!” You slapped him playfully and took the cap off of your pretty baby pink nail polish. 
You slowly painted all ten of his fingers a in the dainty hue, and he only got scolded twice for moving and making you get paint on his skin. 
“It’ll wash off,” he told you. 
After all ten fingers, you made your final proposal to the man sitting in front of you. As he was blowing on his fingers trying to get them to dry, he heard you whisper something under your breath. 
“What was that babe?” 
Again you mumbled something unintelligible, prompting a questioning look from Eddie.
“CanIputheartsonyourmiddlefingers?”
Eddie’s confusion quickly transformed into adoration at how fucking cute you were. 
“You can do whatever you want sweetheart. Sure, put some hearts on there.”
Another giggle from you, making Eddie’s heart rate pick up like he’d been punched in the face. You were fucking lethal. 
He watched as you peeled the hot pink gems off of the plastic they sat on, and arranged them with tweezers in a tiny heart on his left middle finger, then his right with all the precision of a heart surgeon, and all the care of a lover.
As you finished his at home manicure, you beamed up at him, asking softly,
“Do you like it?”
His face held a smile to rival your own.
“Fucking love it. I look sick. Thank you baby.”
And then a kiss on your head, on your nose, your lips, cheeks, neck, anywhere he could get to. Somehow between breathless laughs you managed to say.
“Hey Mr. Pretty in Pink it’s my turn. I better look very fucking metal by the time you’re done.”
“Fine, but I’m not as good as you are. It’s gonna be messy and I can’t do those designs and shit, I’m just warning you.”
“I told you I wanted to look like you. Messy black nails might as well be called the Munson manicure.”
Now it was his turn to let out a loud laugh, and your turn to internally thank the universe for letting you be the person to make him laugh like that. 
He painted your nails half as slow, with double the care, and a fraction of the precision that you used on him. By the end, you had black polish all over your cuticles that you now assured him would wash off, and a grin the size of Indiana on your face. 
“They look like shit.”, Eddie said with a frown. 
“Are you kidding me? I feel so cool right now.”
“Really?”, a small smile growing on his face.
“Yeah, I feel like I’m in Motley Crue or something, like I’m dangerous.”
You stuck your tongue out like you’d seen them do in Kiss videos on MTV, which made Eddie laugh and fall in love with you just a little bit more.
“Are you gonna take it off for Steve’s party on Saturday?” he asked. 
“Hell no. This is my one chance to show Robin that I’m cool, I wouldn’t miss it for the world.”
Then,
“Why, are you gonna take off the pink? I get it, it’s a little um...  Not metal.”
“Fuck no. Gotta show off my girl’s hard work. Plus, if those basketball assholes try to crash the party, they’re getting two pink hearts to the face and shoved out of Harrington’s house.”
The image of Eddie with pink nail polish and his skull rings pushing the Hawkins Basketball team out of Steve’s house really did it for you. You let out a huge, hearty laugh, leaning into Eddie’s side. He smiled in a way that he knew he never would’ve before you came into his life. You hugged him, face to his neck. What a lovely way to spend the day. 
“I love you, thank you for the makeover”, he whispered into your hair. 
“I love you. Thanks for letting me have fun.”
“You know you have me wrapped around your finger right?”
“With cute little gems.” 
You both smiled.
Your simple summer was going to be paradise.
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sugarpopss · 2 years
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I WANT TO I WANT TO I WANT TO I want to leave lipstick marks on Eddie Munsons neck I want to put him a mason jar with holes poked in the lid I want to see corroded coffin perform at a shitty bar I want him to be a goddam menace while I’m trying to write a college paper I want him to flip through my records and make fun of my music taste I want to lean into the drivers side window of his van and get just close enough to kiss and watch him flush I want to sit in a parking lot to befriend stray cats with him I want to give him the best head of his life I want to trace his pretty face while he’s sleeping I want to share the old granola bar from the bottom of my purse with him
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whoahoney · 1 year
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for glassy eyes, hazy afternoons id personally love to see a little bit of angst, i struggle with body dysmorphia/ED, anxiety. i’d love to see something to do with that but how eddie would react to it. i really love your writing so i think anything you put into this will be great. but pls a happy ending 🙊😂
ps. maybe some spice too?
!!!TW: Mentions of ED!!!
And how Eddie Munson would handle loving someone who struggles with it
Hello, dear! I, too, have heavily struggled with ED/body dysmorphia and anxiety and have really considering making a one shot/mini series centered around the topic entirely since I’ve improved in recent years and think I could make this into very hopeful story!
I think if I injected that into GEHA it would feel rushed because with something like that I’d want to work with it from the beginning and highlight it all the way though.
Off the top of my head, I feel that Eddie wouldn’t really be sure what it means for someone to be going through ED, as far as where they’re at mentally and how it comes about, and I think he’d be confused because he thinks the absolute world of reader.
I think he’d do research where he can—the counselor’s office looking through pamphlets, the library, maybe asking Wayne later on when he feels overwhelmed by it all.
I think he’d do well to always have protein rich snacks to share with her like his cashews, maybe granola bars or trail mix! He’d never force or guilt reader into having some, but the fact that he cares to offer would have her accepting every time, and she wouldn’t find herself feeling icky while chewing and swallowing.
I feel like he’d make it a priority to compliment her daily, but on things besides her body; her eyes, her smile, the way she laughs, the way she wrinkles her nose, etc.
I’d want to see reader getting better because Eddie inspires her to, not because she wants to make him happy. I want to create a genuine happiness in herself and see her come back to life with the help of this sweet boy 😭 I think it’d be cathartic for me.
I’d love to know how you feel about all of this, I love the concept and would love to tag you when it’s done! 🤍
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