#having studied for like 10 minutes

[korescorner]

Refusing to acknowledge that you need to study for a test is a great tactic, because then at least instead of being unprepared and stressed, you're just unprepared

#i have a test in less than 20 minutes #and i am still on my way to campus #having studied for like 10 minutes #uni life #uni experience

[solradguy]

Messing around with the new CSP brush blending features. Sort of a color study of this photograph of a 1999 HOS garage kit by Nakayama Eiji.

#my stuff #guilty gear #sol badguy #order sol #I'm DYING for that garage kit to ship you have no idea #Sorta cranked the undersketch for this one out in like 10 minutes but with how long it took to paint I wish I had put more effort into it.. #Oh well it was just a study/sketch anyway

[raininyourblackeyes]

My cousin, a published writer, a well-known poet in my country and a literature professor, for whom I've always been no.1 support ever since her first attempts at writing in high school, told me that I must stop writing as a hobby because that's her thing and since I'm writing fantasy mostly my writing could never have any important artistic value anyways.

#what happened was that i was feeling really down these past few days #like mental health dead in mariana trench #and i went to visit her because she lives like 10 minutes away and has a cat i can play with #but yesterday morning a friend of mine made a fanart (i guess i can call it that) of a fanfic i am writing for the five of them #she sent it to me and said she's also working on an actual painting on a camvas of her fave scene from my original story #and i was so surprised and exicted #that's actually a too mild description #and when i was visitting my cousin i showed her the pic of the drawing on my phone and explained it to her and she just said ....ehh.. #and started texting someone #i was sitting there feeling stupid and thinking wow you could have at least praised my friend's art sytle or something #and when i was getting ready to leave she asked me if i was aware my writing has no artistic merit and fantasy is trivial literature #so i should just stop wasting time on that and focus on developing my art style more for her future poetry collections #i do the art for her book covers #and added how we already have an established writer in the family so i should focus on my role - becoming a good pharmacist #and she knows how much i hate that i'm studying pharmacy like it's the no.1 cause of me hating the direction in which my life is going #finished it off by saying she feels like what she's doing in going to be really great and important on a large scale one day #and how she wants me to continue being her shadow that follows and supports her #i left went home and started at a wall for hours #i just feel so dumb for getting excited over a silly drawing of something not more than 5 people will ever read #i genuinely hate the idea of people reading anything i write so most likely writing will just remain a hobby for me #and now i feel like the most stupid person on earth and am this close to deleting all my word documents from both my laptops

[mysicklove]

I GOT HIT ON TWICE IN 10 MINUTES IN THE FUCKING LIBRARY WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH MEN

#🔪 - mello talks too much #bitch do i look like i’m trying to have a conversation??? #both headphones in notebook and laptop out #first guy was chill but like not my type #he was like “have i seen you before? you are so familiar” #and i was so confused so said no and then tried to go back to studying #but he proceeded to have a 10 minute whisper conversation with me #and ended up with my snap after i told him i barley use snap nor instagram #but king he tried #i’m not adding him back #BUT THE SECOND GUY WAS SCARYYYYY #i was walking out the library and this guy was like ”girl you are so beautiful” #and i was like ”….hahah…thank you.” #”can i take you out some time?” #”uh no l actually have a boyfriend” #“he don’t have to know” #HUH??? #LMAOOO #I WAS RUNNING AWAY #obvi real ones know i am single 😔 #but men r crazy

[luvring]

just complained about my group to my irls and i'm pretty sure this has genuinely motivated me to speak in class because i Cannot let my prof think my critical thinking abilities are the same as theirs

#💬nia.rambles #rant fr// #guys im srsly sick thinking about it #LIKE THERE WERE SO MANY MOMENTS WHERE I WAS JUST ?? #'im not saying to beat your kid black and blue but discipline is different across cultures and #i just dont think this should be an area of exploration like its worked for hundreds of years' #? YOU AS A WOMAN OF COLOUR HAVE NEVER HEARD OF INTERGENERATIONAL TRAUMA? #like why are you implying you dont like gentle parenting why are you making a strawman DONT PISS ME OFF #then white guy speaking way too loud to my right is throwing in words he DOESNT understand and saying the same things over and over #'from a Sociological Contemporary perspective' be serious. 'it comes back to nature vs nurture again' Can you Stop Tlalkingplapewmj #and i bring up gender and he goes smth smth gender is just such a sensitive topic then the 2 other girls Agree #and they wouldnt let me talk and even if i did they obviously wouldnt know what i was talking about #because why are you asking what post structuralism is THAT WAS A MAIN TOPIC AND DEFINITION OF LAST CLASS??? 😭😭 #they wouldnt answer the question properly and repeat the same basic vaguely connected ideas the Entire time #like do i look like i gaf abt different body standards/expectations for football players MOVE ON ITS BEEN 10 MINUTES #like i want to talk about enforced binaries in queer spaces and Oh my god i just remembered #they were like. lgbt studies/discussion is just so recent and i was like. Its literally discussed In the reading. but None of u finished it #OHH IM PISSED OFF. IM SO PISSED OFF #and im so mad bc the discussion q's were Good and if i was w my irls wed have such a good convo but NO!!!! #whatever. Whatever im going to start raising my hand in class im so fr i got lightheaded complaining about this IMSOMADBSJF

[newtness532]

im so annoyed with everything today, i think i need some tasty food and a million hours of sleep and then I'll be back to normal

#the teacher at the first class today was so dibsjdhdhdhdhsgs 😫 #like she was teaching us things that are like unrelated to the class that shes teaching so idek why she was teaching it #but also its things that we have been learning since the 1st semester and we've done them in at least 10 classes and she was acting like #this was the 1st time we were hearing about it #like oh yeah we're on the 7th semester of studying nutrition but no one bothered to tell us how many calories are in a gram of fat #and she gave us homework 'to see if we know this' like #oh yes i can make a meal plan for a child with crohns or cystic fibrosis or celiac disease or everything else we've done this semester and #all the other semesters but i guess i cant tell you what micronutrients are in this one breakfast meal #like fuck off and stick to what you're supposed to be teaching #anyway i know im getting more annoyed than i should but she was just even more annoying than usual today #like she interrupted the lesson every 5 minutes to yell at someome to be quiet i wasnt even aware there were people talking until she yelled #anyway #also my new earphones aren't working well idk why ive definitely not been mistreating them that much for them to break in less than a month #like i had my old pair for at least 4 years until the broke and i dont think the wire got cut in them like the sound was coming out weird #but there was sound coming out. in the new ones you need to hold them in a very specific angle for sound to come out #and like im careful with how i put them away so what is up with them? #my theory is that they make wired earphones shitty on purpose so that you will spend a lot of money and buy wireless #also we had said from Tuesday that we would hang out with my friends today but i guess they forgot or idk and they made other plans #(to go home and sleep) and during the weekend the one friend wont be here and next week my family will be here so we probably wont hang out #again until next year and we have exams almost immediately so we wont be hanging out much then either #also my period is supposed to come soon and i hope that it will either come today or it will wait until after Christmas #ideally it will never come ever again but we cant always get what we want #anyway im gonna go eat the rest of my μεσογειακό and go take a nap #jo says stuff #personal ramblings

[vatrocvet]

a personal take on. that one panel from the end of chapter 60. lineart under the cut because i like it a lot.

#soul eater #crona #soul eater crona #i have drawn something #i remember reading the manga and the way crona was drawn in that scene ticked me off so much i had to put my phone down #i was just staring at a wall for like 10 minutes #it's such a good fucking reveal. it's jarring. BUT WHY WAS IT DRAWN LIKE THAT. #so i wanted to do it with more of a 'frankenstein's monster waking up for the first time after being animated' vibe #i struggled a lot with this one but that's because i did 0 warm ups and went right in after a week of only studying

[jayjamjary]

Traveling the 7 seas to find an open gender neutral bathroom as school.

#i go to the library during my study hall instead of staying in the classroom for my study hall and once i got there and put down my stuff #i found that. 3/4 of the gender neutral restrooms in this entier building we're closed and the only onr open was the one right next to my #study hall room. like i should havr just gone before going to the library ig #at least i wasn't in one of my upstairs classes #we have no gender neutral restrooms up there #i just havr to be uncomfortable in the womens restroom or miss like 10+ minutes of class to take a quick piss #op #complaining

[0-k-4]

at least im back home today. i dont have to hear my neighbours do burping and farting competitions at almost midnight through the paper thin wall of the hotel

#at LEAST they werent having sex. it happened to a friend of mine staying in that same hotel tonight though #he told us it lasted like 10 minutes btw #anyway #i do need to go study

[magentagalaxies]

uploading all the videos i took during my time on tour with scott onto a flashdrive and there's 190 items selected omg,,,,

#to be fair some of them are like 10 seconds of b-roll but other ones are 45 minutes to an hour so idk exactly what the total time is #and not all of these are specifically from the tour a few of them are other vids that could be used in the doc #but i'd guess the vast majority are the tour #current mood is that meme where someone asks to see the person's phone and they're like ''sure just a sec'' #and then it's a screenshot of deleting 50+ screenshots of the same fictional character or celebrity #except all of the scott images/vids on my phone are somehow for WORK and i can't delete them i'm duplicating them onto a flashdrive #so even if i do need to free up space i will have the video of scott teasing me at my first gay bar FOREVER #anyone wanna watch through the several hours worth of footage with me as i try to figure out how i'm gonna edit this into a 10 min sample #as the final for my independent study credit lmao #(rhetorical but also maybe at some point i'll be sharing some of this behind the scenes footage even if it doesn't make the doc) #that tour was such a wild experience i miss it so much lmao #feeling nostalgic for sitting on the floor of a nyc train station with scott and casually chatting about being undiagnosed manic-depressive #literally the best vibes i wish i was sitting on the floor of a train station with scott rn

[bisaster-energy]

every now and again im reminded that people who have long conversations over speaker phone should be bonked with hammers

#if you need to take a call or make one and you don't have earbuds i get it!! #but holy shit! #the mix of speaker phone. the length the phone call (going on for over 15 minutes now bro). the fact that i'm in the QUIET STUDY AREA. #just step out into the staircase! it's 10 feet away!! #i just. maybe im just hungry i swear i dont usually get this mad over dumb shit #it's just the person they're on the phone is already on speaker and yet they're like. YELLING into the mic #wtv man

[hannie-dul-set]

what if i told u i impulsively started writing another rich kid asshole jaemin fic during my 10 minute study break and now im devastated because i have to get back to studying.

#i can only write for 10 minutes at a time bcs i have a upcoming deadline recitation i want to cry. #this one was inspired by my friend(?) who suddenly cut us off recently and started acting like a pretentious asshole<333 #its a lot angstier and a lot more unhinged than top of the world that much i can tell u 😔😔😔 #bye i have to actually study now im about to cry ive been studying nonstop this whole weekend yet ive barely even made a DENT

[99probalos]

today

#70sgi #not really 10 minutes #because i have a geology final to study for #but maybe expect it to drop around 3-4 pm PST #the chapter illustrations are done.. theres like one or two commas i gotta change into periods.. life is good #god im so excited. sorry im gonna geek out over my own idea again im so sorry #IM REALLY REALLY EXCITED AND HAPPY TO SHOW U GUYS WHAT IVE GOT SO FAR . AND I CANT WAIT TO WRITE MORE.. #the semester ends on the 24th im so fucking happy #im gonna spend my summer going to coffee shops and libraries and Writing #god. God #AAAAAAHH !!!! #ok im normalsies now #bigfoot took the wheel #rlm #gorilla interrupted

[misskamelie]

Officially (?) got into ear training two days ago 🫡 (i.e., my lack of knowledge and skill in that field is embarassingly low compared to other musicians I know and I may as well start well before my course on it since it's mostly practice and, well, training your ear)

#not doing anything more than like. 10 minutes a day because my God does it get tiring quick #found a very nice website which increases the difficulty (adds other intervals) as you improve so that's nice :) #it doesn't feel as overwhelming since I don't have to stop and think 'oh should I add new intervals?' #I mean I have been playing and listening to music for well over a decade at this point! It shouldn't be *that* difficult #I just need more awareness to better understand what's going on. make it more instinctive if you will #I can distinguish 2nd minor from 2nd majors but sometimes I lose some kind of reference point and mess it up completely #so yeah #training will fix it I guess #also! it should help with singing out stuff so I'm looking forward to it <3 #(you can tell I'm procrastinating studying my uni exam this next few days lmao) #my post

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

started out going “free food won’t tempt me”. that is a lie. braving the cold and dark for free boba

#i literally just have to walk outside im not being that brave actually but it’s the sentiment #my post #leaving in 10 minutes. fuck my microecon exam. not actually i will just be studying when i get back #pro tho: outside and no chairs so i can wear my standing pants. i know there are lesbians on campus. ringing a big bell Hello Ladies Where #Are You. i filled out a ‘marriage pact’ compatibility thing for funzies and then posted abt it and a bunch of wlw on campus were like #‘omg me too’ ok then WHERE ARE YOU

[sodafrog13]

i think a lot abt biker and jacket's relationship for someone who does not like them together romantically

#and talk abt them a lot for that matter fgdfgfgd #idk!! i just think that there's like. possibilities there y'kno #like there's a reason why i made a playlist for them. bc if you know me then you know me making ship playlists and like #actually sharing them. is a little unusual. bc i have others that aren't hlm related #but this is the first time i've felt strongly abt them (the playlists) enough to actually share #which makes sense for beardjacket and jacketgf since i post abt them a lot #but for biker&jacket (esp consdiering that it's a ship playlist /meant/ to not be romantic) it's like. god idk how to say it properly #like there's tragedy there. if u kno what i mean. just inherently #like there's a reason that of all my jacketshipping playlists the biker&jacket one has the most amount of songs w no words (5/10 of them) #bc to me their relationship isn't built on affection/any sort of real attraction. it's built on understanding. #on needing this person in your life even if it isn't good for either of you because not having them there would just make things even worse #bc the beardjacket playlist also has a genrous amount of songs w no words (4/10) but i have specific reasons for having them there #the main general ones being /comfort/. and longing. bc that's what those songs meant to me personally #w the biker&jacket one i have straight breakcore songs on there (bc to me biker/jacket means breakcore) and a 25 minute ambient/vpw track #as well as release by M|O|O|N and it's ok you're ok by bonjr bc to me all of those songs are like #like regardless of how i personally feel about them they're not meant to be. satisfying? ig?? like they're meant to be unsettling in a way #i'm essentially trying to encapsulate how games like hlm and firewatch make me feel #like. like this is how it's supposed to be. even if it's not what anyone wanted #anyways. i need to keep studying. #the trash speaks