#heaven gained an angel

[eleanorsmom420]

What not to expect on a Wednesday

Today was a pretty good day. Okay, I was a bit lazy today. We did our first house and our second house I pretty much sat my ass down and went shopping on Te mu...SMFH Thank God for TM who picked up my bullshit slack and rocked her ass off cleaning. I helped the last 5 minutes of the house, lazy bitch. 500 Gold Stars to you today TM. The last house was cancelled so home we go.

What not to expect when you come home from work!

My phones rings and I wasn't able to get it. It rings again as I am in the middle of helping DM clean up the kitchen. I am like who the fuck is calling me??? I see that it is AK calling me on Facebook Messenger. I answer the phone and she is crying. "What is wrong?" SW, her husband. The ambulance is there. SW woke AK up and said he was having chest pains and his arms were not feeling right. She gets up, gets there son in order and they get ready to go to the hospital. As she is almost ready, SW is sitting at the bottom of the stairs and he goes into what looks like a seizure. AK runs down to him and calls 911 and administers CPR as requested. The Ambulance and Fire Department came and attempted to resuscitate SW. They have to use a Lucas which administers CPR consistently. I drive AK to the hospital while JM and TN take the baby to their house.

AK and I arrive at the hospital, I don't even know what time it is. I know its after 4:00pm. AK registers at reception and they take us to a room. Never seen this room before. The doctor comes in and tells AK and myself that at 4:02pm SW was pronounced deceased. They did everything in their power to save his life. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?!?!? SW is 49 years old. God fucking dammit, 49 fucking years old. What makes a 49 year old just die? A massive fucking heart attack. AK will know more after the autopsy. So now, AK is now left a widow and single parent. Oh yeah! AK is 25 years old and is a fucking widow. 25 fucking years old. FUCKKKKK! This is something that she does not deserve. No one deserves that type of heart break. They aren't perfect people but they were perfect for each other. They were a team! Best friends! Their own Bonnie and Clyde.

SW is not a bad guy. SW had his quirks but who doesn't? He would do anything to help someone. He wasn't a center of attention guy in the crowd. Hes the guy who watches from afar. But get him in a small circle and he would talk your ear off. Literally sometimes he would not shut the fuck up. But you could have a conversation with him. He was an educated man. He came from a good family. Dude did not deserve to go out like this. Not one fucking bit. He would do anything for his wife and son. He would make sure that AK had everything she ever needed or wanted like a husband should do for a wife.

Ya know what kills me? I am 42 SW was 49. If he can pass away out of no where, When is it my time? I am here with an anxiety attack thinking when? When am I going to die? It scares the fuck out of me.

Rest in Peace SW! Taken from this world way too soon. Please watch over AK and SW (son). I know AK is a beast and she can get through anything but Please SW make sure you show her guidance. That girl loves you so much so make sure you let her know you are there protecting her still.

I will miss you SW. I will never forget you. I will always tell some of the funny stories we had together. Thanks for letting me be your friend. Thanks for letting me be a part of your family. We came from different backgrounds of life but you never judged. You listened and you tried to understand. I love you dude! Always and Forever!

AK I am truly sorry for your loss. You don't deserve this. I really do wish I could take your pain away. I don't know how you feel and I never thought you would have to deal with it too. Just know I am here for you.

This was the last thing I expected today. Fuck dude! You never know when it's your time.

#rest in peace #gone way too soon #Its not fair #why? #married one day widowed the next #25 and widowed #Heaven is in trouble now #heavens rules are now changed #husband and wife #will never be forgotten #will never be the same #bullshit #fucked up #fucking bullshit #unbelievable #shocked #massive heart attack #Not supposed to be like this #R.I.P. #Heaven gained an angel #Not what to expect #Not your typical Wednesday #April 5th #4/5/2023

[zabiume]

happy slap his face sunday reblog to slap his face

#my family: heaven gained another angel today😭👼💔 #me in hell: where is ulquiorra cifer❗️❗️❗️ #also....chadhime moment <3

[rimunagenius]

The way I cannot fathom watching friends when I was growing up with my mom, and to watching it and loving it when I watched it all alone, with a Matthew as the first person I think I ever had a crush on and the one friend who made me laugh and smile the most, to knowing it won’t be the same—feel the same, without him . That show brought me so much comfort (still does) but it made my time in the hospital so much better and enjoyable. Watching it now knowing he’s gone is something that’s been hard to process.

Sometimes you forgot that your favorite actresses and actors aren’t some invincible and eternal force that won’t ever disappear as long as you keep loving them like you do. I cannot believe we lost a friend, a light that leads us out of the dark places, a giving and loving human. You have given so many souls the courage and the will to speak up and get the help we need. You did that. You helped by just being you.

The beautiful man that was Matthew, the amazing work he’s created and the help he’s given to people who were also struggling with inner battles that he has experienced personally, speaks to who he was a person. He was truly someone special. The tremendous light and warmth that was Matthew Perry will always be missed.

Thank you for the laughs, thank you for the smiles you brought to all of our faces, but thank you for being you. Rest in peace Matthew 🙏🏼 you will severely and greatly be missed my love.

#matthew perry #rest in peace #friends #chandler bing #chandler bing x reader #friends cast #friendship #rest in paradise #heavenly #fallen angel #heaven gained a new angel #rip matthew perry #f.r.i.e.n.d.s

[freakoutgirl]

they should invent a classification scheme that is good and makes sense

#my loved ones: heaven gained an angel today #me in hell: WHERE IS MELVIL DEWEY???

[lesbiancolumbo]

flames…… on the side of my face

#when i die heaven will not gain another angel im going to be piledriving rex in HELL #i hope she’s haunting him. i hope he never lived down what he did to her.

[dykes4timrand]

rip fly high 🪦🕊️

#jrwilb #suckening spoilers #rip gabriel heaven just gained another angel 😔

[ratgingi]

you guys would love my original oc stories i think

#i have a story about a star who gained a human form to guide people to a soulmate of theirs so they wont be lonely. #i have a story abt a snail who got tmnt mutated to mostly human and is being gingerly taught abt the horrors and wonders of living. #i have a story about a family of murderers and a lesbian little news reporter whos madly in love with the daughter of the family. #i have a story about a highschool for anime/cartoon protags whos main character is a genereic anime mc except she has a hand for a head. #i have a story about heaven hell and bug limbo whos main characters are a lesbian demon and angel couple who are trying to fight back- #-against the divide between the three planes and overthrow a tyranical god. #i have a story abt a shy little fairy lesbian who is trying really hard to woo her neighbor with the help of her friend #i have a story abt a bunny guy who helped protect a weird fucked up dogboy once and now that guy follows him around with homoerotic devotion #my mind is full of wonderful stories [<- has no intention of sharing any of them publically any time soon] #dialogue

[nick-cassidy]

x

#dino beganovic #heaven gains another prema angel etc etc etc #Ollie bearman #f3 #f2

[heathcliffgirl1847]

whenever i say i miss reading aubrey-maturin my roommate says "remember what they did to diana though" and i clench my fist and look out the window in rage

#i still miss it though #my family: rip heaven gained another angel 😣 #me in hell: mr obrian new jack aubrey adventure NOW

[leextacy]

this is the piece of paper from which I cut your wings

#leextacy #poetry #dark poetry #mine #grief #griefandloss #mixed media #paper wings #take this literally #heaven gained another angel this week

[cacturne]

anon in my inbox i love you forever

#Heaven just gained another angel today #ghosts howling

[homenecromancer]

miss ya, old man

Slots made it to 16 — he was a shelter kitten who belonged to, and was babied by, a friend’s grandma for many years. either he was deaf or just didn’t care when people talked to him; later in life he developed an eye problem and thyroid issues. he liked mashing his head against my ankles and napping in the sun.

#cat heaven has gained another fluffy angel #slots #kitty

[knitruneatrepeat]

This girl means the world to M and I.

Yesterday, she passed peacefully in M’s arms after a long and hard fight with Cushings. Our hearts are broken.

She was our world. Such a unique personality. Always following, always wanting to be loved and give love. We were her humans.

It sucks that our animals are only on this Earth for such a short time and have so much love.

She is at peace now, no longer in pain, with infinite Dairy Queen pup cups and yogurt lids to lick, frolicking and chasing after rabbits.

#heaven gained another angel #doglife #best friends for life

[nomaishuttle]

do you guys ever think abt how they just fucking decided to invent money. and rent. and commerce. we couldve had it all

#my family at my funeral like Heaven gained another angel today* 😭😭 me in hell WHERE IS THE SICK SON OF A BITCH WHO INVENTED ECONOMICS. #its made up its made up we justg fucking decided Yeah lets do economics and everybody fucking hates it it makes everybody miserable but #everyones like Wellll weve been using it 4 so long ig we just do this now ! Im going to kill somebody #and then you get dumb cunts who r like Wow economics is so impossible and soul crushig . we need to change the system and its like yass #and then theyre like so in this new system i just changed the name of the money and instead of rich ppl being the only benefactors Im the #only benefactor. and irs like can we all kill are self.

[howfishismade]

POOR BASTARD EXPLODED?????

#🪼💭... #heaven gained another angel🙏

[lady-starbind]

Final update on Mom...

As far as what I plan to do internet-wise, I plan to be on it less at the start of the New Year as I have a lot going on IRL and I need to be there for my family and do better with self control concerning it. So come January, don’t expect me on tumblr for awhile... (may come back on February... depends on how things go)

#Update on Mom #tho the covid didn't kill her it weakened her up pretty badly #she passed away due to a heart attack #I miss her so much... #Life update #Starbind's serious posts #Heaven has gained an Angel #RIP Starmom 2022