#helping her set up for her baby

[puppetmaster13u]

Prompt 168

So. Apparently halfas are like phoenixes or something, which Danny would’ve really liked to know. 

See, usually with ghosts if they’re forced to retreat to their cores they reform as was, but apparently, since they’re still partially living, schrodinger's people and all that, halfas have to regrow their body from scratch. At least that’s what he’s understanding from Frostbite. 

But how come he has to deal with it? It’s Dan’s fault for trying to pull such a stunt! Oh, it’s either him or Vlad? Well fuck, he might have calmed down and is going to therapy in both the living realm and the Zone, but he’s waaay not equipped to raise a child except for like, monetarily wise. 

Well dammit, how long will this core incubation thing last, he has his new job in… let him check which offer he accepted again… He has his new job in Coast City that he needs to finish packing for and then all the rest of the stuff to do. 

What do you mean it’ll take months?! He doesn’t have months?! Urgh, fine. At least being a mortician isn’t that exciting, nor dangerous. Just hand him Dan’s core and he’ll figure things out for the living side of things. He’s sure Tucker and Sam wouldn’t be against helping, if only to try and claim favorite aunt or uncle spots. 

#dcxdp #dpxdc #prompts #Coast City is where Hal Jordan lives hilarious enough #I just chose a random city but honestly a green lantern city is hilariously on brand for where Danny would choose to move #He’s just a cheerful space core dude who is glaring down several ghosts & helping others move on while he’s working #He’s also slightly uncanny valley to people outside of Amity & doesn’t realize it #He runs into a reporter Wes at some point & okay the fact he looks like the lady doing math meme when seeing Dan? #Utterly hilarious #Danny holding a newborn with matching slightly pointy ears and claws :) #Wes who is *pretty sure* Danny is cis but is second guessing everything now: #Danny is going to do his best to avoid any hero BS #He’s trying to do his JOB #Who cares if he brings his baby to work he needs to eat and he isn’t going to hire a babysitter #Bby Jordan tried to set the house on fire during his last tantrum do you THINK anyone else can deal with him? That’s what he thought now ou #Ellie visits as well & straight up melts out of the wall sometimes like a horror movie #She has weaponized her goo powers and is also excited to show her dad her new gravity ones #Space Core Danny + Fire Core Vlad = Sun Core Dan #Ellie has a Moon core (something something phases of the moon & travelling across the night sky) #Danny is encountering so many rogues and heroes and just doesn’t acknowledge it because he has a literal BABY who can destroy the entire JL #He’s very tired and would like a nap now

[extra-somethin-somethin]

If nothing else Koenma is a Kuwabara stan and I'm right there with him o7 (I need to write the kuwameshi fic that goes with this fr)

#maybe one day i'll write that au i have sitting in my head #ever since the comment he made about making kuwa spirit detective instead ive been thinking about it #like...what if yusuke is still recruited same as canon but like #kuwa was already spirit detective? doing assignments for the guys upstairs and all #and they made yusuke help him after his resurrection instead of going solo #and it's hilarious because they still have the ''rivalry'' set in place so it's like #now i gotta be coworkers with this guy i was in a fist fight with last week? #yusuke is like you can't be serious you want me to fight DEMONS with the guy who cant even beat ME? lmaooo okay #kuwa would be more in tune with his powers atp in this au and super offended like hello #why would i use my reiki on a FELLOW HUMAN CHILD you DICK i can hold my own on my assignments just fine #but he's actually really excited to be able to spend time with yusuke doing something besides getting his ass handed to him #they're both genkai's students (she's endlessly annoyed but they grow on her) #i just think it'd be fun cos like #it'd be harder to exclude kazuma from shit if he's literally been involved in this shit before he even met #kurama and hiei #kuwabara isn't really told about yusuke's resurrection so things go mostly the same up til he's brought back #they're both called to koenma's office and it's the spiderman pointing meme 💀 #it's koenma's first time seeing kuwa in person as he usually just sends assignments with botan #yusuke has already seen him cos of the resurrection arc #and koenma is SUCH a fanboy ''kuwabara it's such a pleasure. you know you're my best worker 🥺'' #''um urameshi am i seeing things or is that a fuckin baby'' yusuke will NOT stop laughing #it fucks koenma up so bad he makes sure he's in his adult form when he's around kuwa next #cos he wants to be the respected boss but also guy that you can chill with!! he's so cringe #okay yeah i need to write this it's such a fun concept #kuwameshi #yu yu hakusho #kuwabara kazuma #yusuke urameshi #koenma

[orcaog]

thinking about mist looking after newly summoned dewdrop

#mist has bandaids at all time because new ghouls are a little wobbly on their legs and dewdrop was no exception #mist having to explain the concept of a tap because dew knows that he can produce water but why can the tap #“taps are water ghouls” - baby dew #mist sets timers every half hour for dewdrop to do a lil check in #“are you hungry or thirsty?” #“go to the bathroom” #mist finding dew and aether cuddled up on the couch together after a tiring practice for the tour #she forces one of the bigger ghouls to help her carry them to bed #this is for u luci <3 #only happy things this time #mist ghoulette #dewdrop ghoul #dew #mist #mist and dewdrop #ellie rambles

[kaidanalenkosprmanager]

THE BEST OF PRIORITY: TUCHANKA (PART 1)

Featuring: Cmdr. Sophie Shepard, Urdnot Wrex, and Urdnot Bakara With: Dr. Mordin Solus, Primarch Adrien Victus, Dalatrass Linron, Urdnot Wreav, and Comm. Specialist Samantha Traynor This will be the defining moment of Krogan history... Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)

#mira makes gifs ✨ #sophie shepard #urdnot wrex #mordin solus #mass effect #mass effect 3 #me3 #mass effect legendary edition #dailygaming #tuchanka is here baby!! she’s another two parter bc she was a chonky one for good cutscenes #i was gonna enjoy some ME3 last night bc i have to redo the coup for reasons™️ but scottina released reegar returns #AND THATS MY FAVORITE QUARIAN ON THE CITADEL (plus everything scott makes is stonks!!) #so we restored the ME3 install and divvied up the tuchanka footage into gifs instead while textures reinstalled lmao #but onto the gifset commentary as per my usual tag ranting: i adore tuchanka!! it’s one of my favorites for priority missions!! #wrex and bakara have some absolutely FLAME dialogue throughout the mission (especially bakara’s speech) #i usually pick a quote i like from the mission to subquote the post with and i wanted to use bakara’s but i decided it made a better gif! #also wrex head butting wreav is hot as fuck thanks for that one wrex you kinda ate on that #the first set is kinda boring compared to the second set but i love that the dalatrass comes in #and tries to make a shady little underhanded deal with shep!!! like that’s one of the more interesting ME3 plot points imo #i myself would never side with her bc i love wrex too much and disagree with genophage politics too much #but for her to come in with a shady little deal and be like ‘you should sabotage the cure and we’ll help you instead’? #i gotta respect her shady motives even if i hate her tbh lol #i will say i wish companions had a bit more dialogue in the cutscenes in the front end (and the back end too) #priority tuchanka feels a little? light? on the commentary from EDI and james #they both deserved so much more dialogue during the mission bc this is SUCH A BIG ONE??? this is such a huge deal??? #i wish they had more to say here!!! bc i feel like they would both have so many thoughts on everything going on!!! ESPECIALLY kalros?? #and wreav?? the city of the ancients?? like there's so many concepts that get the BAREST of touches and i wish they were touched on more!! #bc the city of the ancients is the best part of the mission imo.. like it's gorgeous and i wish we saw just a touch more of it!! #like c'mon i KNOW the companions would have SOOOO much to say in the bigger conversations!!!

[thedeadthree]

🌿 YELENA VORONIN (fo3) in the commonwealth, thrilled to at last have all her friends in one place to have the holiday party she’s always wanted!!!!!

🚄 MIKA MINEGISHI (bullet train) thrilled now that the man who stole her birthright has bit the dust.. now she’s spending all of his money! good for her!

🕰 EDELGARD VANDERWEYDEN (fernweh saga) visiting her family in germany for the holidays with reese! and still very adamant she is not head over heels. <3

🧥 ISIDORA VARGAS née dalí (call of duty) can’t stand holiday parties but her and alejandro invited the besties and her and her spouse have a contest for who’s the better gift giver and she will win.

TAGGED BY the darlings @risingsh0t, @jacobseed, @chuckhansen, @echo3-1, @shellibisshe, @leviiackrman and @jendoe to do the dears in this cutest meiker! ty ty! <3

TAGGING: @feystepped, @griffin-wood, @kingsroad, @aartyom, @unholymilf, @denerims, @arklay, @morvaris, @queennymeria, @adelaidedrubman, @marivenah, @florbelles, @phillipsgraves, @confidentandgood, @leondaltons, @thee-morrigan, @yennas, @jackiesarch, @veisshaupt and you!

#only if you want to! 🤍🕊 #oc: yelena voronin #oc: mika minegishi #oc: isidora khalida dali #there she is! introducing bullet train dearie! she needs a cute operator name (I’m open to suggestions skjzjxh) but! she! #im a bit tardy so please feel free to pass if you’ve done this already!!!! ✨🤧🌿☺️ #TOMORROW IS EDDIES BIRTHDAY HAPPY EARLY DAY M’DEAR 🤍🤍😖 so i had to include her in honor of that! #u deserve all of the cute danish pastries eddie m’love ✨😖 #its like a whole contest every year between isi and ale sjjzhzh and she will! win! #its also likely the first holiday as well with the gang that she can bring ale to so the stakes are HIGH kssjhx #she thinks holiday parties are pretentious aksjxhxh queenie! #i will have the asoiaf babies in the next one i have 🤍😖🕯 featured the non fantasy babies for this onee!! #YOU STILL HAVENT FOOLED NOT A SOUL MY LOVE Kajzhxhx i mean the nonstop heart eyes at the funeral??? REMEMBER THAT EDDIE? ✨🤡🤍🥴 my baby! #mika THRIVING knowing that her plan worked (though not like she hoped she was looking to zero him herself but! it’s fine!) #and u know what! good for her! as she should! 🤍🤍☺️ #i have a couple people in mind to set up with her hehe <3 (we can already assume one from the 🍊 aesthetics she has <3) #YELENAA babieeee! i miss her so much! her and the d*ragon a*ge dears ✨😖 #this could also be so cute for no wasteland!yelena as well? a doctor helping people just like her dad in her canon and au 🤍🤍🥹🌿 YOU ANGEL YOU #leg.tagged #leg.ocs #t: picrews #OH THIS WAS SO CUUTE AHH ✨🥺 ty ty! totally not considering returning to this with like a modern au for the asoiaf babies u know? ✨👀🤍🥹 #IM MOVING AT A SNAILS PACE CATCHING UP BUT AHH GRATEFUL FOR ALL OF U ✨🤧

[andromedasummer]

do not understand people who hate babies on planes/in airports. was walking back to where me and my dad are sitting and caught sight of a six month old making angry noises writhing on the carpet and yelling at the lights and her mum for putting her down there and laughed so hard i started coughing

#shes SO FUCKING MAD BRO #she just got fed so theyre putting her down there cos its a flat surface and helps her digest while they set up her blankets #shes been moved to tummy time and is now making her angry noises at her dad for not letting her try his drink (beer. baby want beer.)

[trekkele]

Steph💅

Steph has a YouTube channel where she does a little bit of everything, she has a decent sized following but posts sporadically. Bruce is one of the only bats she consistently asks to guest star (because she thinks he’ll say no every time), and it takes three videos with “my godfather Brucie T (but call him Bruce)” before someone from Gotham realizes thats Bruce Wayne

Bruce likes doing make up videos with her (recommended reading: colour palette by @audreycritter)

#asks #purim asks #part of the elaborate backstroy ive created to explain Stephanie hanging out with the waynes involves the fact that bruce helped crystal get #to the hospital while in active labor #he actually refused to leave until Arthur got there #and had a college fund set up for baby brown bfore he even left #this was when he was barely batman or even before he was so meeting her years later after they fell out of touch was a shock #stephanie brown

[colgatebluemintygel]

toothpaste!!!! just spreading some love to the moots 2day,, hope you are well!!!!

REGGIE BABY HIIIIIIII <333 i am well, i've had a restful day… i am catsitting for my parents and am currently sitting in front of the fire w a cuppa pretending to do work but actually watching gardener’s world 💗💗💗 it’s me and monty don against the world

hope you're well xxxx sending the love right back 2 you !!!

#tho when i say my day has been restful it has not been without its antics.. #discovered a weird lil paper doll in the coal bucket w a photo of my baby niece’s face glued to it. so i sent my dad a text like ?????? #and he replied w: “Proto type 1” #…. okay !!!!! prototype of what !!!!!! #they also have a cage set up in the lounge that is filled w christmas baubles like a ball pitt and they call it tilly’s fighting cage #and tilly (the cat) gets inside and beats up the baubles. but she got stuck !! so help was required #this cat has been Through it i tell u.. she randomly turned up one day n just moved in. then gave birth to kittens n got hit by a car #she had 2 get her face reconstructed w metal and i always accidentally give her a lil electric shock when i pat her head 😭 #ummm what else. my grandad showed up in his lil one man digger asking for his favourite axe. and i was like sorry !!! idk where it is!! #then he just hopped back in his digger and peaced out. without a word. icon... #anywho rambles aside <3333 kisses !!

[kits-ships]

Hey, I was wondering how you were able to write captions next to your f/o pictures on your carrd? :Oc it looks really nice!

thank u!! my carrd is jerry-rigged beyond belief but shh thats ok <3 ill explain it as best i can!

the main container is four columns!

the first column has a gallery in it with the doctor, master, azi+crow, and campbell's icons!

the second column is where the captions are! its all one textbox with everyones name/status/tags

(ignore my spellchecker roasting me)

(same thing with the other half!)

this is the little page that splits up the container btw! it was way too hard to get 100% even but thats ok !

other settings if you like specifics:

#kit's questions! #i hope this was helpful even if the way its set up is very silly! #time to tag all my little fools in the pics #also #tw long post #long post #d; youre a book thats not quite finished but ill watch you fill the page #m; ive been fooled many times; but you seem to truly be mine #ac; as sure as god made black and white #c; i love everybody because i love you ! #a; baby are you coming for the ride? #h; inside the hollow word i can only hope this will do some good #f; im taking your girl and making her mine #e; cant your heart find its home in me?

[spookyheaad]

The KenUno actor AU has me in tears rn I am physically CRYING it’s so fucking cute

#I think I need to die like whole ass this counts as self torture #zaraki being bullied as a kid for having no eyebrows my baby we all love you #Unohana had to learn to move past a lot of self worth issues & insecurities but now she likes to have fun #Zaraki helped her open up even more because of how he tries to be kind and patient with ppl cause of growing up with very few friends #Unohana being afraid of falling in love with Zaraki at first because she felt she was not good enough #then Zaraki’s like ‘whoa I’m scared too!!’ Unohana’s like ‘why?’ - Zaraki goes ‘I have no fucking eyebrows that’s not really attractive’ #they’re both insecure & find each other on the bleach set & are instantly drawn to one another - but extremely afraid #Unohana immediately responds with ‘but you’re very attractive ur lack of eyebrows didn’t change that’ #then this big man has to hold back a couple stray tears cause no one’s ever said that to him before #I won’t just keep this in my tags I’m still writing this all out but yeah #KenUno #unoken #kenhana #bleach #bleach tybw #kenpachi zaraki #retsu unohana #yachiru unohana

[oceanmoss]

wait i need advice . i also need to stop treating the cat like she's my goddamn daughter bc she's not and i'm young and childless so these r some nice affirmations . i still can't sleep overthinking this shit . i also dk what to do and don't think i can do anything anyway wtfff

#ok so remember the other cat that decided to just . live w zanjabeel for the fuck of it and he looks like a fanxy housecat #anw he's a bit older than zanjabeel my baby who's only 3 months :( #AND i thought this new bitch is neutered but ig not??????????? and she isn't???????????? and now what i don't want him to hurt her or smth #and she hatws his guts but just doesn't mind him living around as long as he doesn't get close to her #but they keep lowkey fighting anyway but they're also chill but idk #ANYWAY WHAT IF THIS IS A CRY FOR HELP AND IM IGNORING HER OR SMTH #I'D KILL HIM WITH MY BARE HANDS #he's so calm and chill and sweet tho he's not like aggressive she's way more aggressive with him #and he's homeless and spoiled and sad and he'd prolly die if i just set him back to tje street #but i also dk who his owners r so i can't just put him up for adoption yk???? #well fuck me anyway #delete later bc -_- #🧷

[septemberbells]

episode 6 liveblog

#heartstopper liveblog #i think nick is trying to come out to his mom which!!! good luck nick #nick googling bisexual after pirates of the carribean with her tho #tara and darcy are so cute omg #darcy and tara hyping elle up about her crush on tao is so cute tho seriously toooooo #'there's still one person who doesn't know we're a couple' after they get caught in the practice room late for rehearsal just hangin out #'it always pays to be prepared with antihomophobia cheese' yes cheer tara up she deserves it #nellie is the goodest girl actress i love her so much tbh more nellie pls #i love how tara and darcy adopt nick like yes hello you're the baby gay and we can help #omg the meddling gays coming together to set elle and tao up #elle and tao sharing earbuds tho!!! so nostalgic tbh i used to share with friends in middle school #tara and darcy <3 they're stuck in the practice room together and darcy's being supportive #awww interlinked pinkies to support his scared boy at the movie hope the friends aren't assholes except the episode is titled bully sooooo #oh yeah on ep 7 now #nellie is being the goodest girl again on screen thank u puppy actress so good at act and be sweet #i think nick's mom is trying to help him come out without forcing him out of the closet #nick not letting charlie apologize for nick defending him is *snaps* #omg the lil 'tao and elle' at the bottom of the shoe potato drawing #tori loves her little brother so much!!! #mr ajayi!!! dispensing advice and love!!! #nick's mum just telling him she loves him and that he doesn't have to like girls and yes she knows what bisexuals are because #she wasn't born in the eighteenth century

[esyra]

After the hospital bombing, I finally heard back from my grandmother and confirmed that several of my relatives were murdered by Israeli bombing. Seven of them, to be precise. Three are still going, including her. We've been talking constantly ever since.

Asked if it was possible to head south, and was told they did but were also bombed there. So they decided to go back home, in Zeitoun. Their home was bombed and they were pulled out of the rumble, then driven by ambulances to the al-Ahli Arab Hospital. There were people in every corner. Gazans sheltering, sleeping on the floor. Gazans dying on the floor, waiting for beds.

Four were declared dead on arrival, three were in need of surgery and other three were just bandaged. Then, a bomb was dropped in the parking lot that made parts of the ceiling collapse, like Dr. Ghassan Abu Sittah reported in that horrific conference/interview. Those in need of surgery died.

By the way, just in case you didn't know: the Church of Saint Porphyrius, the third oldest in history, bombed by Israel a few days back, was located near the hospital.

When looking for new shelter, they saw schools with signs hanging outside, "We can't take any more families." They met families, sympathetic but already sheltering too many people. They're now staying in an apartment building they found empty. Sleeping in the corner of the living room. If the family comes back, they'll apologize and leave.

Told me she was saving her phone battery for when the bombing stopped, and she had to ask for help to rebuilt the neighborhood. But she doesn't think it's gonna stop anymore. The ones still with her are mute most of the time, like they're saving energy, but she feels lonely and wanted to talk. There's no internet and to connect to WhatsApp, people are buying "a card from the supermarket, there's a password and username." Not sure what she meant. Still, the internet is inconsistent and won't load neither videos or images nor pages, so she doesn't know what's happening on the outside world.

Told her there were a lot of people protesting to stop the genocide, she replied, "The bombings are getting worse by the day." The bombing yesterday was the worst she ever witnessed. The entire neighborhood is infested with the smell of death, of decomposing bodies. Bodies are piling up in the streets and she's not sure if it's because they ran out of places to store them, but most of them are in bags. The smoke of the bombings hide the blue sky—she hasn't seen the clouds for a while.

Asked if I could share their pictures, names and dreams with people and was told, of which I partly agree, "they're not entertainment." If anyone genuinely cared, they would be alive—I'd argue there are people who do care, but I'm not gonna lecture her pain. And they don't deserve to be used to fulfill someone's sick fantasy. Told me to remember what some Israelis do with pictures of dead Palestinians. And I do.

For those of you who are not familiar, many times before settlers got together to celebrate the murder of Palestinians. For one, in 2015, Israeli settlers set a house in Duma, West Bank on fire. An 18-month old baby, Ali Dawbsheh, was burnt alive. Both parents later died of wounds and only a 5-year-old, Ahmad, survived, although severely injured.

Two celebrations of their murder are widely known, one at a wedding and others outside the court in which two were indicted for the terrorist attack. In the wedding, guests stabbed a photo of the toddler, Ali, while others waved guns, knives and Molotov cocktails. Israel's Minister of National Security, Itamar Ben-Gvir, was present.

That's what happens in an apartheid. Palestinians are so abused by authorities that their "innocent civilians" come to accept the brutality as necessary or are desensitized by our suffering. After all, it's been 75 years—get used to it!

So I won't risk the image of my loved ones, in fear they are used in these kinds of depravity. I will say, though, the world lost a young footballer. Lost a female writer and an aspiring ballerina. Lost a kind father, who was also a great cook, and a loving mother that enjoyed sewing and other types of handicraft art. Lost a math teacher and a child that wanted to become one.

People think Israel is testing new weapons on them. There's civilians arriving at the hospital with severe burns, which they thought was from white phosphorus, but apparently the pattern is different from the one caused by white phosphorus. It's widely believed Israel tests weapons in Palestinians.

Jeff Halper, author of War Against the People, a book on Israel's arms and surveillance technology industries, said: "Israel has kept the occupation because it's a laboratory for weapons."

They've ran out of drinkable water and the "aid" Biden sent was only for the South of Gaza and no fuel, for hospitals, was allowed in. Many shelves in the supermarket are empty. She said many are convinced that if they don't die from the bombing, they'll die from starvation or dehydration, or whatever disease will develop from the dirty water they're drinking.

Told me all people do now is pray, cry and die. Told me she hopes West Bank is spared. Told her Israel bombed a mosque in West Bank and dozens of Palestinians in West Bank are being murdered by settlers, so she bided me goodbye.

#palestine #free palestine #gaza #free gaza #may allah protect them #may almighty allah see our pain #hopefully she'll message me tomorrow

[actual-corpse]

I'm so excited to move out....

I can't sleep😫

#bruh #i also just realized that I forgot to pack yesterday while I was off #so ill have to pack today #start some laundry #dump my ex's clothes out of my tote #unload dishwasher #pack my clothes #prep stuff for my dad to help me move #KITCHEN TABLE?! FUCK #im definitely moving the cat last to try and avoid issues with her #i need to buy cat food and food bowl #set up the gravity water for my ex's cat (just because you dont like your ex doesn't mean you abuse their pet... I fucking love his cat...* #* She's basically my baby now... seriously I have that cat spoiled lol... If I can work out a living situation where I dont have to move in* #* with my cousin.... Im GONNA adopt another cat. i love cats) #i shouldn't have too much to move since I've downsized... a lot... sold my mini-fridge 😭 made the -easy- decision to leave my furniture* #*(an old power-lift chair that no longer works. some Mainstays shelves and entertainment center - they're almost 10 years old. cost $50 and* #*are made from particle board. they've been moved 3 too many times and they're falling apart) these were hard decisions tbh #im leaving a complete set of Mainstays dishes (cheap. i dont want them. my ex needs dishes. etc) #my mind is awake with all these plans... but I have to work tonight and i need to sleep (luckily I went to bed early) #i need a shower caddy. another (dedicated) dressing gown. a Jeep Wrangler (i hate them but they can tow mid sized campers and like. if I en* #*enjoy living like I will... Maybe I'll just make it my lifestyle) I know well-off people have made unconventional living trendy. but like.* #*Im a poor and it's more viable to live in the camper my parents bought on relatively cheap campgrounds #bro

[biteapple]

My god I've been sleeping at like 11am and waking up 4pm because the only time I can sleep is when it's light out. And tonight i was like hmm I think I'll go to bed early (: and why is it always crawling into bed that feels like I've entered an active hornets nest. Just for hours agonizing until I cave and get up and stay up until I can pass out in the mornings.

#The magnesium doesn't even work anymore. My body just tanks it #It feels more dangerous to fall asleep so I naturally just fight the urge #I wish moving my bed would work but I already know it doesn't matter if I sleep on the couch or not it just follows me #Hope cuddling with me at nights helps ... reaching out to feel she's still there is really the only thing that calms me #And she's such a big purrer.... my baby girl... she purrs so loud and lovingly #It's awful sometimes though because the night terrors even take advantage of that. Sometimes they make her talk to me #It's horrible. She usually doesn't have anything bad to say just warning me that somethings coming #But it's still fucked up how vivid they always are and how much they warp my reality around me #It's been so awful lately. Like everything feels as bad as the night terrors do #When I recoil out of them and back into the present it feels simultaneously better and dulled #Like yeah it's okay now but it simply starts feeling like an itch #Like. Yeah. It's good. But this means the night terrors are gonna get REALLY vivid if they can't seep out while I'm awake #It feels like a neverending well of poison I'm trying to bleed out however I can. And that it's worth it if it means it stops #I'll let it out if I'm supposed to. It can feel horrible all day and night if it all comes out #But I don't even know if that's what it is. I don't know if I'm picking at something and stirring an infection #Or re-breaking a bone so it can set better #But I don't think that's how night terrors work. I think they're nearly permanent