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#hmmm maybe im not really good at encouraging people to make something and believe in themselves
aenslem ยท 5 months
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are you open to particular scene gifset requests from sgu? fighting for my life trying to make one but i lack your skills ๐Ÿ˜ญ
I guess... depends ?/
I can make a request, but it depends on the scene, if i have an episode with the said moment, if it's long or short scene, if it includes characters i kinda don't like and don't really wanna gif, etc.
i still have some requests that were sent to me *checks* 6 months ago lol im sorry to those nonnies who sent them to me, and even though i do have episodes i just don't feel like doing them, if it makes any sense ?? so even if i do make it - it may take... forever
so i don't wanna give any promises here, you can send the request and if i don't make it in the nearest future i probably won't make it for the next year or ever
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illfoandillfie ยท 4 years
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5 Simple Rules For A Successful Fake Relationship: The Perfect Match (Epilogue)
5 SIMPLE RULES MASTERLIST
Pairing: Ben Hardy x Reader
Summery: What happens after you tell Ben you love him?
Warnings: SMUT (18+), oral sex (f receiving, implied male receiving), fingering, nipple play, itโ€™s mostly just fluffy bullshit lmao
Words: 7129
A/N: Epilogue time! Apologies for taking so long to get this written, itโ€™s been a rough few weeks. But weโ€™re finally here!
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Being in Barcelona with Ben was like having a fresh start. One without intrusive photographers or the pressure of being walking advertisements for a movie. You almost had to physically push Ben out of the hotel on the first morning you were there. He was reluctant to leave you but, being lead actor, couldnโ€™t exactly skip work. At any rate, you wouldnโ€™t let him. It wasnโ€™t so bad spending the day holed up in his suite. You went back to bed after heโ€™d left and then, once properly rested, put music on as you caught up on emails and the like. In the afternoon you popped downstairs to explore the square the suite looked out on, visiting a quaint little bookstore, a shop full of touristy knickknacks, and a cute cafรฉ that sold maybe the strongest coffee youโ€™d ever had. Having so much time to yourself also gave you a chance to call Felicity and have a long conversation with her, filling her in on exactly what had happened after you got on the plane. She was thrilled to hear it had gone well and took a large part of the credit for herself.ย 
โ€œAfterall, I was the one who told you to get off your arse. If I hadnโ€™t youโ€™d still be crying in bed,โ€ You laughed and conceded she had a point, โ€œbut youโ€™re not the only one who gets credit,โ€ โ€œFine, but itโ€™s like 90% down to me.โ€
But, even with so much to occupy you, by the end of the day you were eager for Ben to get back, bored of being on your own, ready to have the conversation youโ€™d both been too tired to fully have the previous night. When he di[d finally walk through the door it was obvious he was just as keen to see you. You heard the thump of his backpack hitting the floor just inside the door and then him calling your name. He found you on the couch and rushed up behind you, leaning in for a kiss when you tilted your head back to greet him. โ€œI love being able to do that,โ€ he said softly as he sat down, making you smile. He asked how your day had been as you shuffled closer, letting him drape an arm around you and pull you against his chest. And for a while that was all you talked about, your day and his, everything youโ€™d got up to. His had been a little busier, working with the stunt coordinator and fight choreographer in the morning so they could film the scene in the afternoon. Completely different from the prep youโ€™d done for The Perfect Match, but you could tell how much he enjoyed it from the way he spoke about it. Even if he did end up with a few bruises as proof of his hard work. Before long though you had to address the question hanging over your heads, had to have the talk. It wasnโ€™t an easy conversation. It took some time and meant being open about the previous few months โ€“ the insecurities and fears that had kept you from recognising and acting on your feelings, the impact being in the public eye had on you, the pros and cons of dating another actor and, perhaps most importantly, potential challenges you would face because of your previous history. You both readily admitted thereโ€™d been some rough moments when youโ€™d handled things poorly and the question had to be asked of if youโ€™d be able to move on from those patches and any wounds theyโ€™d caused. Any lingering reservations you had about Ben and his willingness to make it work were quickly put to rest. He was the first to offer up his vulnerabilities, both personal and professional, and discuss the space where they intersected with you. It was all you needed to be fully assured he was in it for the long haul. Of course, you reciprocated his openness with confessions of your own, harder to get out than youโ€™d imagined, but he was patient and leant you a reassuring hand squeeze when you needed it. It wasnโ€™t exactly fun but it was a necessary evil. And by the time you were done you both knew exactly where you stood and were in agreement about how to move forward, making it all worthwhile.
Neither of you felt much like going out afterwards though so you ordered room service, making sure to get a bottle of wine with the food, and celebrated quietly. Ben ran down to the nearest store and bought a few candles to make it seem a little more romantic and promised to take you out on a proper date the next night. โ€œSo would that be our first date? Or does everything from before count too?โ€ you asked around a mouthful of food, looking at Ben across the candle lit table. โ€œHuh, good question. I think it counts,โ€ โ€œReally?โ€ you laughed, โ€œI was about to say it doesnโ€™t. It was all planned by other people and not reallyโ€ฆreal,โ€ โ€œHey, not everything was planned out for us. That date where we painted mugs was all my idea and, might I add, something Iโ€™d thought about specifically to impress you. It was on my list of potential dates in case I got the chance to ask you out after we wrapped. Same goes for that brunch place I took you and the ice skating rink. Also those dates were part of what me fall for you so they kind of have to count.โ€ You had to smile at that, โ€œWhen did you know?โ€ โ€œUh,โ€ Ben dropped his gaze to where his hand lay on the table, โ€œOur first date.โ€ โ€œReally?โ€ โ€œIโ€™d already liked you for a while and then you went and decorated a mug with lyrics from the song I heard every time I looked at you.โ€ It wasnโ€™t until after heโ€™d finished speaking that he lifted his eyes again, giving a small shrug. โ€œThatโ€™s so ridiculously sweet, Ben, I might have to kiss you about it.โ€ โ€œWell Iโ€™m a sweet guy Y/N,โ€ he was almost laughing when you made good on your threat, standing up from your side of the table and nearly pouncing on him. He just pulled you further onto his lap, the dinner forgotten as you revelled in the knowledge that making out was allowed now, encouraged even. โ€œYou wanna move this to the bedroom?โ€ Ben asked, illuminated by the dancing flames more than the lights youโ€™d left on. โ€œI donโ€™t normally sleep with a guy on the first date,โ€ you said, pretending to weigh up your options as you twirled a strand of Benโ€™s hair around your finger. โ€œWe just agreed itโ€™s not our first date. Closer to our fifty first probably.โ€ โ€œHmmm, you make some good points, babe,โ€ His face lit up and you nearly fell of his lap as he sat forward, โ€œare we allowed to do pet names again?โ€ You groaned into his shoulder but he just chuckled โ€œYou wanna move this to the bedroom, cuddle bunny?โ€ โ€œI hate you,โ€ โ€œNo you donโ€™t,โ€ you could tell he was grinning, even with your face buried in the crook of his neck. โ€œLittle bit.โ€ โ€œAww cโ€™mon cuddle bunny, donโ€™t be like that. Iโ€™ll make you feel real good.โ€ โ€œI donโ€™t know Ben, youโ€™ve got a lot to live up to.โ€ โ€œI do?โ€ โ€œYou donโ€™t remember? First night I stayed over at yours you made some pretty big claims about what you were capable of. Said if anyone asked I should tell them I came like three times,โ€ you put air quotes around his words. โ€œSo youโ€™re saying if I prove that I really am that good, you wonโ€™t complain about cuddle bunny or any other nickname I come up with?โ€ โ€œI never said that,โ€ โ€œYou basically did and the challenge has been accepted.โ€ You broke into giggles as he pushed you from his lap, only to lurch forward and kiss you, smiling himself. He led you into the next room, discarding clothes along the way.
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You laughed as you sat on the bed, watching as Ben hopped through the doorway on one foot, trying to kick his pants off his other leg as he went. Your shirt and bra had been lost somewhere between the table and the bed, his shirt discarded even earlier. He gave you a slightly sheepish smile as he finally managed to free himself from the jeans and followed you towards the bed. You leaned back, still on the edge of the bed, propping yourself up on your hands to keep your eyes locked on him and he followed, caught your lips again though softer than before, one hand hovering just above your shoulder, fingertips barely grazing you. It was miles from the first time youโ€™d slept with him, when youโ€™d both been full of alcohol induced confidence and a lack of clear thought. You pushed yourself closer to try and let him know he could be firmer, that youโ€™d like it if he was. Instead he pulled back even more. โ€œIs something wrong? Do you not want to do this?โ€ โ€œNo, no I absolutely do. Just,โ€ he smiled again, the shy half smile that made him seem even more boyish than usual, โ€œyouโ€™re gorgeous and I kinda canโ€™t believe this is happening. Again. Just give me a second to let it sink in.โ€ โ€œBenjamin I swear, if you start crying,โ€ โ€œIโ€™m not going to cry,โ€ he chuckled, โ€œprobably.โ€ You waited, watched his eyes roam over every inch of you from your hairline to your waist, leaving a trail of warmth in their wake. Finally he kissed you again, already almost breathless, his hand cupping your jaw as if he had to work up to touching you elsewhere. Slowly his touch fell lower, neck, collarbone. When he grazed your breast he pulled his hand back again but you hummed at the contact and he replaced it. You stopped holding yourself up, let yourself lay back against the mattress as his lips moved to your throat, his thumb teasing the nipple it found to a stiff peak. It left your hands free to wrap around him, hold him against you. โ€œDo you mind if I leave some marks?โ€ โ€œGo ahead,โ€ you said, far more concerned about losing the feeling of his mouth on you than what would be left when he was done. You felt him nuzzle his nose against the underside of your jaw, and then a tingle down your spine as he found a spot to leave a large purple bruise, close to where heโ€™d first given you a hickey at your request. You made a low hum and tilted your head to the side, exposing more of your neck to him, and he delighted in filling the space with more marks. Three along the column of your neck, one on your sternum and one on your right breast. โ€œHowโ€™s it look?โ€ you asked, as he raised his head from your chest. โ€œPerfect. But that could just be because your boobs are right in my face. Very nice view.โ€ You gave him a light pinch for his cheek but he didnโ€™t react, far more interested in creating another hickey on your chest. โ€œHope you werenโ€™t planning on filming any topless scenes anytime soon,โ€ he mumbled, moving to repeat the process on your other breast, โ€œmakeupโ€™ll have a hell of a time covering all these.โ€
By the time Ben was ready to continue his trail lower you were aching for more. Your underpants were slick with your need, nipples hard as Benโ€™s saliva caught the cold air he blew over them. Again you were struck by how different to last time it was. Then it had been fast, only minutes between being pushed up against the door and having his fingers in you. But now? Now Ben was taking his time. You understood why, of course. Back then youโ€™d been trying to reach the end before either of you could think for half a second about it being a bad idea. Youโ€™d been drunk and clueless about how much youโ€™d both wanted it to happen. All youโ€™d had to do was palm him over his pants and he was raring to go. Not so much this time. He was certainly worked up, youโ€™d found as much when youโ€™d tried to cop a feel. But he stopped you before you got too far, laced his fingers through yours so you couldnโ€™t stroke him off. He responded to your whine with a line about having a reputation to live up to and then let go of your hand as he slipped off your lap to the floor. He made you wait as he tugged your pants from your legs and then left another mark on your hip. You opened your legs wider for him, earning a small nip against your thigh. โ€œWish Iโ€™d done this for you last time,โ€ he said softly, kissing the spot that was still tingling from the scrape of his teeth. You propped yourself up on your elbows to watch, โ€œIf youโ€™d done this last time Iโ€™d have confessed my love a whole lot faster. Could-coluldโ€™ve saved me the cost of the flight here.โ€ You voice shook as he pressed his tongue to your soaked underwear and you briefly wished youโ€™d packed some actual lingerie and not just your every-day sensible cotton knickers, but Ben clearly didnโ€™t mind. โ€œCute panties,โ€ he said between sucks through the material, โ€œthat wet patch from your pussy or my mouth?โ€ He laughed as he pulled them off you, dropping them unceremoniously to the side as he sat up higher on his knees.
The next thing you knew was Benโ€™s fingers on either side of your lips, pulling you open. He glanced up at you, grinned when you whined softy, didnโ€™t break eye contact as he dragged his tongue over you. No more build up, no more playful comments as he took his time exploring you. Just his mouth on you, determinedly pushing you to the edge. You let your head fall back with a squeak as he nudged your clit with his nose, following it up by sucking the nub into his mouth, pulling a moan from you. Your breath caught when he slid two fingers along your slit, coating them in your arousal and a whiny expletive was your response to one entering you. Ben pulled back and gave you a wink as he added another finger. Youโ€™d have told him off for being so cocky if you hadnโ€™t felt so good. Instead you fell back to the mattress completely. โ€œThat feel good baby?โ€ He asked between licks, stretching you out, trying to find the same spot heโ€™d reached last time. โ€œSo good Ben,โ€ โ€œI love the way you say my name.โ€ He pressed a third finger into you, shifted the angle slightly, and without thinking you twisted a hand into his hair, let him hear his name again. He hummed though you werenโ€™t sure what caused it, only that it felt incredible, his lips wrapped around your clit. With soft encouragement he made you tip over the edge, squirming under him as you rode it out. He was gentle when he pulled his fingers from you and left a kiss against your thigh, waiting for you to come back to earth before he began gloating. โ€œThatโ€™s one. How do you want the next? Same thing?โ€ It took you a moment to figure out what he meant but he filled the time by kissing a path back up to your lips, shorter than the trip down had taken. โ€œWell? What next?โ€ he asked again when it seemed like you werenโ€™t going to reply. โ€œI could blow you,โ€ you said, once again dropping your hand to try and rub him through his underwear. โ€œSave that for another time. Iโ€™ve got a promise to make good on and an adorable nickname to give you.โ€ โ€œI was hoping youโ€™d say that. Really want you in my pussy.โ€ Ben laughed and leaned in to kiss you again, evidence from your orgasm still on his lips and chin, before pushing himself away to finish undressing. You watched him closely, taking in the V that was exposed and the light trail of hair leading under his waistband, the way his thumbs hooked into the material, the slightly theatrical wiggle he made to shake his pants off, how the second he was free of the fabric his hand came up to stroke over his length, seeking some brief relief. He turned away to grab a condom and you made yourself comfortable on the bed, moving to lay back against the pillows rather than hanging over the edge. And then Ben was practically diving on top of you, making you giggle as he kissed you again and again and again. Until he stopped to sit back on his legs, tearing open the condom with his teeth. โ€œCan I?โ€ you asked, pulling your lip between your teeth. โ€œSure,โ€ As Ben nodded you sat forward, took the condom from him and closed your other hand around him. โ€œShhhhit,โ€ he breathed out,โ€ โ€œCโ€™mon babe, โ€˜m already h-hard. Just wanna be in you.โ€ You hummed in agreement but took your time rolling the latex down his shaft as you pulled him into another kiss, thoroughly enjoying the noises he made in response. Soft throaty sounds, little whines muffled by your lips. You would have been happy just jerking him off except for the needy throbbing between your legs that made you hyper aware of how empty you were. โ€œLie back for me,โ€ he said softly as soon as you pulled your hand away. You did as requested, settling back against the pillows once more. Ben nudged your legs open wider and finally sank into you, both of you gasping at the feeling. You moaned softly when he slowly pulled back and thrust forward again, wrapped your legs around him because it was the only way you could think of to get him closer. Carefully he took one of your hands in his, laced his fingers through yours and then repeated it with the other hand, holding them against the mattress as he fucked into you. His forehead dropped to yours as he let a curse slip into the air, โ€œDidnโ€™t a-appreciate your pussy enough last time. So fucking tight.โ€ You couldnโ€™t think how to respond, just squeezed his hands, your breath catching in your throat as he rolled his hips against you. ย He kept the pace steady as he caught your lips again, less coordinated kisses that didnโ€™t always get you full on the mouth as you moved with each measured thrust. Each one seemed to make it harder for you to breathe, your breaths coming in short pants, often accompanied by small whiny noises as you felt yourself getting close again. โ€œYeah?โ€ Ben asked against your ear, a response to a particularly drawn out whine, โ€œthat good, huh?โ€ If youโ€™d been able to form coherent sentences you would have come up with some sort of witty way to tell him you needed more stimulation to actually get off. Instead all you managed to do was stumble through the words close, please, more as he nibbled on your earlobe. โ€œShow me,โ€ he rasped, releasing one of your hands so you could slip it between your bodies. I wasnโ€™t long before the speed of your fingers on your clit outstripped Benโ€™s movement, your growing need to finish pushing you to rub faster, press harder. He groaned into your neck as you finally hit the edge and pulsed around him, pulled out before it became too much. You let your legs fall from where youโ€™d hooked them around him though you whined at the loss. โ€œDonโ€™t worry,โ€ he said softly as he took your hand and lifted it from your cunt, โ€œmore where that came from.โ€ Ben pulled your hand towards him, leaning in to close the gap and suck your fingers into his mouth. You were sure you could have cum from that alone if he hadnโ€™t already made you cum twice.
It didnโ€™t make it easy to catch your breath or calm down entirely, but Ben was content to wait, thoroughly cleaning your fingers before he released them. He pressed a kiss to the inside of your wrist before he let you take your hand back. You let out a shaky breath as you looked up at him and almost laughed, โ€œJesus,โ€ He stroked your leg gently, โ€œStill one more to go, if youโ€™re up for it. Not too sensitive?โ€ โ€œA little but I should be okay.โ€ โ€œGood. I really wanna give you that nickname. Annoy everyone else with how fucking adorable we areโ€ โ€œShouldnโ€™t have reminded me what the stakes are, maybe I am too sensitive,โ€
โ€œWhat if I said I just wanted to fuck you until I cum then? More acceptable?โ€ That did make you laugh, โ€œMuch more acceptable.โ€ Ben grinned, his tongue darting out from between his teeth, and then readjusted your position. His arm wrapped around your hips, pulling you up into the air, as he leaned on the other and slid back in, deeper than before. โ€œThis okay?โ€ โ€œY-yeah, yes,โ€ As soon as he knew you were okay with the new position he began moving, faster than before. The angle he held you in meant he was hitting your sweet spot consistently which, aside from feeling good, meant your clit got a bit of a break. It felt even better when he dropped his head forward and gently tugged on your nipple with his teeth. You brought one hand up to grab his hair as he switched to soothing the nipple with his tongue. You had a hard time getting out anything other than a few curses and his name as his thrusts became more urgent but Ben had no trouble telling you how good you felt. Well, some trouble. His words came out stuttered and breathless and interrupted by curses of his own or sometimes muffled by your breasts. But that was a turn on in itself. Hearing Ben losing control, coming apart, because of you. It was enough to make you want to cum faster so you could hear him moan through his own release. You remembered what he sounded like last time and were eager to hear it again. So once again you let your fingers find your clit, shivering at the slight discomfort as you tried to match Benโ€™s rhythm. โ€œGod Iโ€™m gonna,โ€ you managed to choke out, fingers tightening in Benโ€™s hair. โ€œP-please Y/N, cum. I ne-ed you to cum.โ€ Your voice caught in your throat as you tipped over the edge again, Ben doing his best to hold you up as he lasted about a second longer, pretty moans spilling from his lips.
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Afterwards you could barely find it in you to move. You stumbled on jelly legs towards the bathroom as Ben cleared away the condom and straightened the sheets, ready for you to curl up with him. You had just enough energy to fall into bed and lean your head on his chest. He pulled the covers over your legs and stroked your hair with one hand, his fingers catching in the odd tangle though he was careful not to pull too hard. His other hand smoothed up and down your arm, so gently it took you a few passes to notice. He was quiet for a while, watching you relax against him. And then, seemingly out of nowhere, โ€œThink that means I win, right cuddle bunny? Or do you prefer honey bunch? Snuggle bug? Sugar bear? I could go on,โ€ โ€œI think cuddle bunny might actually be the lesser of all those evils,โ€ you mumbled. โ€œYou sure thatโ€™s not cause you got used to it and now you kinda like it?โ€ You gave a non-committal hum in response. Benโ€™s chest shook as he laughed but he protested when you made to sit up, assuring you he liked having you leaning on him like that, โ€œTold you before, I like being the boyfriend and what kind of a boyfriend would I be if I didnโ€™t let you use me as a pillow?โ€ You couldnโ€™t help but smile when you heard Ben refer to himself that way, happily settling back against him. He was right, the title suited him. You couldnโ€™t wait to introduce him as such to Felicity and your other friends.
You stayed in Barcelona with Ben for a few weeks. Once or twice you snuck a peek at a gossip blog or a twitter hashtag, but most peopleโ€™s attention seemed to be diverted from you onto other unlucky couples. There were a few threads about you not being home and a handful of photos of Ben and other cast mates taken from their Instagram accounts, sometimes accompanied by speculation of if their relationship was purely professional, but nothing much else. You were both thankful for that. It was easier to find your feet as an actual real couple without being hounded about it or seeing speculation about yourselves. You were free to visit restaurants and tourist spots on dates, explore the city together on days Ben wasnโ€™t filming, just be more or less normal. A few times you accompanied Ben to set or out with the rest of the cast, listening in as they teased him for how much happier he was now that youโ€™d arrived. There were a couple of sticky beak questions about the breakup the first time you joined them for dinner, but you laughed it off as nothing more than misinformed rumours and they readily believed you. Aside from being contractually obligated to keep the secret, it was just easier to pretend the previous few months had been real than try to explain it all. Of course, pretending was made all the easier by Felicity and Joe knowing. Joe had been happy when Ben told him the good news. Heโ€™d been a little annoyed too and threated Ben with the silent treatment, claiming itโ€™s what he deserved for being so stupid, the sudden click of him hanging up startling you both. Benโ€™s phone rang again about thirty seconds later as Joe called back to claim responsibility for your reunion. โ€œI totally knew you idiots liked each other and if I hadnโ€™t helped, Y/N never would have got to Spain.โ€ Ben leaned in to where his phone rested on the table, speaker on, โ€œIf you knew why didnโ€™t you tell me she was into me?โ€ โ€œPretty sure I tried! But you were too hung up on being all heartbroken to listen to me.โ€ โ€œUmm incorrect,โ€ โ€œShould have heard yourself man, boo hoo Y/N doesnโ€™t love me like I love her, wah wah wah. Didnโ€™t want to hear anything else.โ€ Ben flashed you a disapproving look when you let out a snort of laughter and then turned back to the phone, โ€œYouโ€™re such a dickhead,โ€ โ€œCall me cupid, Benny boy, Iโ€™m the reason youโ€™re not crying in the shower anymore.โ€ โ€œYouโ€™re fucking full of it, cupid,โ€ โ€œGo on Y/N, tell him Iโ€™m right,โ€ โ€œWell,โ€ you said, trying not to laugh again, โ€œJoe did tell me where to find you,โ€ โ€œExactly!โ€ came the shout from the phone, โ€œY/N, Iโ€™ll give you some of the credit for actually flying to Spain, but Itโ€™s like 85% down to me.โ€ โ€œYou should meet my friend Felicity. Youโ€™d get along.โ€
On quieter days when everyone was doing their own thing and neither of you felt much like leaving the suite, youโ€™d sit around and help Ben learn his lines or stretch over his lap and work on a crossword puzzle together. Although, that was if you made it out of bed. Ben ran through his condoms in the first week you were there, both of you eager to make up for the missed opportunities and all the time youโ€™d spent pining for each other. More than once he came back to the hotel to find you wearing nothing but one of his shirts, which invariably ended with him between your legs in one way or another. Or, when he was flushed and sweaty from whatever action scene heโ€™d been filming that day, heโ€™d slyly announce he needed a shower and suggest you join him. But eventually the real world called, quite literally, in the form of Mary letting you know youโ€™d got the part in the witch movie. It deserved a celebratory drink out at a bar the cast had found, where you and Ben riled each other up so much you had no choice but to relieve the tension the minute your door was shut behind you. And then again first thing the next morning. Unfortunately, you couldnโ€™t stay more than a few days after that. You had to fly back home and begin prepping for your new role. Thankfully it was being filmed around London, saving you from having to head out to the US straight after getting home from Spain. But it did mean leaving Ben, an occurrence neither of you were thrilled about, feeling like youโ€™d not had as much time together as you would have liked. You decided to do something special for your last night so Ben booked a table at a nearby restaurant. He met you there straight from set, wearing nice pants and a dressy shirt rather than the trackpants and ratty tee you'd seen him in that morning, where you surprised him with a bouquet of flowers similar to those heโ€™d given you on your make-up date so long before. โ€œI love them,โ€ Ben laughed, kissing your cheek as he pulled you into a hug, โ€œI think the colours make my eyes pop,โ€ You playfully shoved him away towards the restaurant but he grabbed your hand and pulled you against him. He was about to kiss you when a familiar clicking sound distracted him. Both you and Ben looked around, surprised and confused, and saw a young woman walking down the street, fingers quickly taping against her phone. Ben ushered you inside the restaurant and, as soon as you took your seats, pulled out his phone. โ€œBad news. She tweeted it.โ€ โ€œGuess that means the honeymoonโ€™s over,โ€ you sighed. โ€œAnd we were so close too. Fucking busted with about 10 hours to go.โ€ โ€œOh well. Sโ€™pose everyone was gonna find out anyway. If it wasnโ€™t now it would have been in a few weeks when you get back home.โ€ โ€œNot like we arenโ€™t used to it. So how about,โ€ he poured you both a glass of water from the bottle on the table, โ€œa toast. To being so fucking interesting the whole world wants to know if weโ€™re fucking.โ€ You laughed as you clinked your glass against his a took a sip.
The pre-production part of your new movie kept you busy which had its pros and cons. On one hand it was tiring and a lot of new information to take in. On the other it kept you distracted from the distance between you and Ben and the barrage of questions you were receiving about him daily. You met the women who were playing your sisters and spent a lot of time rehearsing with them, particularly focused on learning how to pronounce the spells youโ€™d be casting and the names of the potions youโ€™d be mixing. Ben chuckled when you told him youโ€™d spent an hour being coached on how to pronounce a single word, a process which included a basic Latin lesson and lots of repetition. โ€œWell at least I didnโ€™t end up with a black eye from it,โ€ you said, pointing at him through the video chat screen. Over the weeks youโ€™d been apart youโ€™d relied heavily on phone conversations and face time calls to keep in contact. Thereโ€™d been a visit or two when you had the chance but both of you were busy and keen not to be splashed through every gossip rag around so they were few and far between. The calls were easier, more private, and quickly became part of your wind down routine โ€“ come home, snuggle up on the couch, and talk to Ben for a few hours. โ€œHardly having fun if you canโ€™t accidentally get knocked out by a poorly thrown weapon,โ€ โ€œI beg to differ, but you do you Benny,โ€ you laughed, reaching for your coffee. The mug Ben had painted for you. He smiled when he saw it. โ€œAside from learning Latin and not being beaten up on a daily basis, howโ€™s the movie going?โ€ Ben asked as he reached behind him to adjust the pillow he was leaning against. โ€œGod it's been so good so far. The girls are so lovely and fun to be around. Plus, yโ€™know, as someone who spent a lot of her childhood making mud potions in the backyard and playing Harry Potter, getting to run around throwing spells and stuff is kind of a dream come true.โ€ He laughed again, โ€œyouโ€™re such a nerd, I love you.โ€ โ€œShut up. Howโ€™s it going in Spain?โ€ โ€œWell I have a black eye and I miss you so... Nah, itโ€™s all going really well. Copped a bit of shit after you left,โ€ Ben rolled his eyes, โ€œapparently I was depressed. But this shoot has been so good. Gonna be kinda sad to be done.โ€ โ€œHow much longer have you got?โ€ โ€œCouple of weeks, I think.โ€ โ€œYou should come over to mine when you land, Iโ€™ll cook you dinner,โ€ โ€œYeah? Iโ€™d like that.โ€ โ€œCourse you will, nice home cooked meal, a blowjob, whatโ€™s not to like.โ€ โ€œIโ€™ll let you know when my flight is so you can prepare โ€“ buy ingredients, do jaw stretches. Whatโ€™re you laughing for? Iโ€™m serious, we both know how big I am.โ€ He laughed, breaking the faรงade of seriousness as his tongue stuck out between his teeth. โ€œAre you ready for it?โ€ โ€œBeyond ready, I miss sex.โ€ โ€œNot what I meant. There were a few paps waiting for me at the airport last time I was coming back from visiting you. Mostly yelling questions about if weโ€™re really back together.โ€ โ€œHow bad is it?โ€ โ€œNot as much attention as we were getting while we were doing press for the movie but itโ€™s pretty annoying.โ€ โ€œTheyโ€™ll calm down. After they see us a few times and they find someone else to lose their shit over.โ€ โ€œYeah, probably. But youโ€™re still good with this happening, even with the extra attention?โ€ โ€œY/N, babe, we talked about this already. We always knew it was likely to happen and nothingโ€™s changed since then. I still want to be with you.โ€ โ€œJust checking,โ€ โ€œI know. Now, I donโ€™t have to be on set for another half hour so why donโ€™t you tell me more about this blowjob I can expect.โ€
Ben was right, though it took longer to die down than youโ€™d have liked. Felicity alerted you to a number of articles both in print and online after Ben got home. It almost felt like the days of promoting The Perfect Match โ€“ photos of you walking hand in hand and sitting at cafes and sneaking kisses on street corners being tweeted and commented on, articles about your latest date and speculation on if another breakup with imminent. The difference was this time you didnโ€™t recognise the people taking the pictures. But, after a month or so, when it became clear you werenโ€™t going to start arguing in fancy French restaurants again the magazines and websites started posting less and less. โ€œItโ€™s like Mary said,โ€ Ben shrugged when you brought it up, โ€œpeople like conflict and weโ€™re not giving them any.โ€ And that was true. Without the pressure of keeping your feelings hidden from each other or yourselves you were less prone to sulky silences and terse words. Plus no one was telling you to break up for attention. In fact, the months after Ben came back from Spain were better than youโ€™d let yourself believe they would be. You were still working on the witch movie, working title: Toil and Troubles, spending most days and some nights bent over cauldrons of smoking liquid nitrogen and pink slime, or running through forests hoping your pronunciation was correct. Ben visited, sometimes to take you out to lunch or to drop off items youโ€™d left at his place that you were bound to need. Convenient excuses. But welcome nonetheless. At the very least it was good practice for when you introduced him to your friends and family. Felicity insisted on meeting the man whoโ€™d caused her best friend so much heartache within the first week of his arrival, a situation that gave you more anxiety than any of the paparazzi ever would. But your worries were for nothing. Ben was perfectly charming and took Felicityโ€™s one or two snide comments with good grace and a suitable amount of remorse. She pulled you aside later to let you know she approved and could see why you liked him so much. You breathed a sigh of relief at that, not needing her approval but glad to have it anyway. That first meeting made you less nervous about the ones that followed, even when it came to your blood relatives. And then, of course, you had to make good on your promise to his mum. Heโ€™d had to smooth things over with his family first, having made such a big deal about breaking up with you before he took off to Spain. Theyโ€™d been surprised when he told them things werenโ€™t working, having believed you quite happy during your visit, and more surprised when they saw you were back together. But if they thought Ben was making a mistake with rekindling the romance they didnโ€™t show it. Angela and Keith welcomed you back to their home with warm smiles and more food than the four of you could eat. You left, still giggling at some of Benโ€™s baby photos, with a plate of leftovers in one hand and an invitation to come back soon.
It wasnโ€™t until after Toil and Troubles wrapped that you decided to move in together. Ben suggested it casually one night while you were eating dinner in front of a rerun of Friends, the one where Chandler moves in with Monica. The suggestion was accompanied by a joke about how youโ€™d been dating for nearly a year if you counted all the Perfect Match stuff, but you knew he wasnโ€™t really joking. Youโ€™d been thinking about it too. You flipped a coin to see whoโ€™d be selling their place and didnโ€™t complain when it was you. Benโ€™s house was already your second home, might as well make it your only one. Luckily, with your movie having started post-production, neither of you were filming and so were free to jump into the process of packing and decluttering and moving. It wasnโ€™t long before you were carrying a box of your clothes up the stairs of Benโ€™s house, your house now. He followed with another, dumping it in the middle of his living room and telling Felicity to put hers down with it as he ran out to help one of his mates with a bookshelf. The requisite pizza was bought for lunch and beer provided as thanks for everyoneโ€™s help before they left, leaving you and Ben with a living room full of boxes and no inclination to go through them. Instead you weaved your way through the blockades, flopping, exhausted, onto the couch. You stretched out, Ben laughing as he lay on you, his head on your chest. โ€œJust a little break,โ€ he said with a yawn and before you knew it youโ€™d both dozed off, warn out from the days exertions.
You woke to Ben digging through the box closest to your head. โ€œWhich one of these has all your kitchenware?โ€ he asked when he saw you watching him. โ€œShould say kitchen on the top in blue sharpie, why?โ€ He stood up and walked to another stack, shifting a box off the top of the pile, muttering the word kitchen to himself over and over. You let him search, taking a moment to stretch out the stiffness from napping on the couch. โ€œDid you see those magazines Felicity left?โ€ he asked as he moved another box out of the way. โ€œNo, where are they?โ€ โ€œKitchen bench. Youโ€™ll laugh.โ€ You ducked into the kitchen and opened the first one, a copy of Womanโ€™s Weekly, flicking through the pages until you were met with an image of you and Ben walking down the street together. He was looking at his phone and you were talking, head turned toward him. A red circle drew attention to your hand and underneath it was a slightly blurry close up of the same section. Scanning the paragraphs beside the photos the word engaged jumped out at you making you snort. โ€œKnew youโ€™d find it funny,โ€ Ben said, peeking over your shoulder. โ€œItโ€™s not even a proper ring, just some cheap costume jewellery. And itโ€™s on the wrong finger. Bloody hell theyโ€™re desperate.โ€ โ€œLook at the other one,โ€ Ben stuck the kettle on to boil, glancing over to watch you as he opened his cupboard of mugs. You pulled the issue of Heat out and riffled through its pages too. โ€œOh my god,โ€ Ben laughed, โ€œI know right! Pregnant, really?โ€ โ€œIโ€™m never wearing that dress again. In fact Iโ€™m going to go find whichever box itโ€™s in and throw it in the donations bag right now,โ€ Ben caught you around the waist before you could take a step, โ€œDonโ€™t do that cuddle bunny,โ€ he pouted, โ€œI love you in that dress. One of my favourites.โ€ โ€œBecause itโ€™s easy to take off?โ€ โ€œBecause you look cute in it. Being easy to take off is just a bonus,โ€ he pulled you in close and kissed you as you laughed, โ€œspeaking of, with you moving in weโ€™ll have to give you a proper welcome. Iโ€™m thinking start up against the front door, work out way through every room,โ€ he pinched your bum suddenly, just to emphasise what he meant. โ€œCool your jets horndog, gotta move boxes out of the way before we can even get to the front door. And I think I need a coffee before I even think about sorting boxes.โ€ โ€œItโ€™s a good thing I was about to make us coffee then. I found your kitchenware by the way.โ€ You looked for the first time at the counter where Ben had set out the makings of coffee. There, amongst the canister of sugar and bottle of milk sat two mugs. The two mugs youโ€™d decorated for each other, side by side.
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Ok hmmmm fake dating art school au with Malec, Claia, Lukemaryse and (platonic, obviously) garrowbane where hmmm magnus is with an ex at the start and tries setting up Luke with people
well this got really cracky really fast
okay so im gonna go ahead and say that i have no idea how art school works in the US so for the sake of My Convenienceโ„ข imma go with the way it is in Brazil, which is "there are numerous kinds of arts going on in the same institute/college"
so im thinking..... clary obviously is doing visual arts, painting, whatever its called (this is probably where i should warn you that i know nothing about visual arts). maia is not really an arts major, but she's doing a course on technical/scientific drawing since shes a biology major and that's useful for her field studies. magnus is on the same course, except hes like an engineering major really. im a slut for inventor Magnus so yeah he wants to be an engineer to develop new kinds of technology so technical drawing is important for him. meliorn (watch me slip meliorn in literally everything i can) is a theatre major, and Luke and Maryse r both studying music
Luke and Maryse r older and like idk how common that is in the US but here in Brazil some ppl (spec retired ppl) come back to college to study something they have Always Wanted To but that wouldnt bring them money. i know that the whole "no free college" thing makes that harder but they can be post-graduates i guess. or Luke is and maryse is a regular major but shes a super rich hotshot lawyer who after the divorce decided to be less stuck up and dedicate herself to things she enjoys, and since shes rich, she has the money to do a major or a music course just for fun
anyway! Magnus is the kind of guy whos friends with everyone from all ages and courses. he quickly becomes friends with maia (shes on his course after all) and meliorn (who is a theatre major but takes classes in everything they can because.... they can)
i just realized maia/meliorn has a LOT of brotp potential but ok anyway
magnus and maia bond greatly over their shared interests (yeah shes a biologist and hes an engineer but magnus' interests vary a lot and also hes a fan of biochemistry. they also have relatively similar life stories and a similar sense of humor, even if maia is sharper at the edges - which is something Magnus likes, really. she's fierce and fun and unafraid and he wishes he were more like her sometimes. they have a mutual admiration and kind of protection pact). meliorn on the other hand is kind of the local queer cryptid in a way, which of course means magnus immediately befriends him, and Maia is just delighted at how much of a trickster they are. magnus also likes meliorn a lot because they're so... chill and easy and unbothered by social conventions to the point of being nearly unaware, which makes Magnus feel so comfortable. and meliorn thinks Magnus is interesting, and they all get along.
maia kind of brings luke into the group. luke is kind of maia's adoptive uncle. she lives alone but once she ran away from home luke was super nice and helpful and also one of the ppl who most encouraged her to go after her major like she wanted
luke and maia are clearly close and have each other's backs, but they also tease each other a lot. so when one day luke teases maia over her crush on clary, she retaliates by looking DIRECTLY at meliorn and being like "he's just jealous. did you ppl know he hasnt been on a single date in years" and meliorn, who thrives on the chaos, is like "oooh we should set him up" and magnus of course jumps at the opportunity
so the three of them keep trying to set ppl up with luke, and it just ...... never works. like doesnt come even close to working. its kind of a disaster actually. its awkward, it never clicks, and at this point luke is begging them to stop but you know thats not gonna happen. so as a last resort, luke lies that he's dating a woman from class. cue him asking maryse, whom hes never talked to in his life but is the only eligible woman his age at class, to like, please do him a solid. and maryse is just so shocked by this random (but handsome) man's life, shes like. lmao sure. look shes a post-divorce woman she wants to be free and cease giving fucks
and maryse kind of has fun pretending to date luke, but she's a busy woman and she doesnt hang out with them often, and they are like [BANGING POTS AND PANS] WE WANT TO ACTUALLY MEET HER
and luke is all like "well maybe if all of yall singles got dates we could have a date together otherwise get out" so maia asks clary out purely out of spite and turns out it works, but Magnus and Meliorn are like "uuuuhhhhh,,,,,,," so meliorn is like "what if we pretend to be together lmao" and Magnus is like shit we're gonna do that aren't we
i know its not exactly Magnus having an ex but look im struggling to put all of this together okay udhdhdbd also im not big on the whole "breaking up because of someone else" trope ya feel
god this is just the setup for malec to meet, im,,,, a mess
so anyway Magnus and Meliorn are determined to totally sell this to luke (maia knows its a scam of course, she can smell bullshit from miles away). and luke and maryse are also totally determined to sell this cuz everyone is an idiot. so they keep having, like,,,,, dates together, until eventually they kind of become a solid group of friends. they all welcome maryse and are really impressed by how critical she is of her pre-divorce self and how it did wonders for her, they think shes really strong. she even shares about how she struggled with her son being gay and her daughter deciding to become a forensic pathologist instead of a lawyer like her, you know. in short they all become good friends
so now everyone (but maia and clary who are happy and drama free and laughing their butts off at Magnus and Meliorn) is in a difficult situation because now theyre all friends! what are they gonna do, confess it was a scam all along? pretend to break up and make the whole thing awkward? they're trapped in their fake dating and it looks like they're just gonna have to, like ... deal with it
and in luke and maryse's situation it's even more complicated because they are kind of getting into each other, and theyre like groaning because theyre grown ass adults they shouldn't be living this trope. and yet
anyway as they become closer they start going to maryse's (shes the only one with a large enough place) and that's when Magnus meets Alec and meliorn meets izzy
which,,,,, despair
because they had been doing a great job of fake dating so far, excuse you, they are partners in crime. they're a well oiled lying machine and they work together flawlessly. magnus is not even a good liar but shit if meliorn didnt teach him every trick on how to not technically lie, and also they are very close and the kind of ppl who are comfortable with sharing affection, so yeah they drape their arms on each others shoulders and hold hands and kiss each others cheeks NO PROBLEM but now theyre both interested in someone else
hell, theyre both interested in maryse's kids
fuck
shit
goddamn
meliorn is all like "i told you we should have pretended to have an open relationship" and Magnus is like luke KNOWS im monogamous he would KNOW we're lying and meliorn is like FUCK and maia and clary are losing their shits
meanwhile luke and maryse are becoming more and more domestic and oblivious to the world. they will b like "you kids put the movie on, we'll make dinner" and be all like fluffy asshole
izzy quickly picks up that its a scheme cuz shes smart, and flirts with meliorn when maryse isnt around, while Alec is like SHIT dude i cant believe ur into a TAKEN MAN what the fuck kind of sad gay stereotype r u
but their pull is like,,, stronk and they frequently find themselves getting lost in their own little world and lowkey flirting and just being a liiiiil too close (especially in alecs case since hes like ..... stoic extraordinaire) and then theyre like AH SHIT WAIT and they jump and pretend nothings happening
and look, izzy would tell Alec about the scam, but she's, como se dice...... having way too much fun at his expense. she and meliorn start dating on like day 1 and make a pact to see how long they can keep the act up and enjoy the show
maia and clary have eaten their combined weight in popcorn by this point
the intrigue. the chaos. the misunderstandings
it gets more and more ridiculous as time goes by but Magnus is still determined to yknow keep the act up and not expose his and meliorn's lies
they just,,,,,,, live like this
it lasts for so long
like ..... months of ridiculousness
and alec is suffering because hes into a taken man whos obviously very in love with his partner and he feels guilty and all of that shit
and magnus just.... doesnt know what to do with his predicament. look he has anxiety this was a bad idea how is he gonna walk up to Alec and b like "hey so I'm not really dating meliorn it was all a scam so we could spy on luke and ur mom but it went too far" and the more time passes the more awkward it gets
the dam probably breaks when magnus finds meliorn and izzy on a date on accident, and hes like rjrhrjrjdnc SO THEY KNOW???? and meliorn is like nah only izzy knows we wanted to see how long itd take for u and alec to get ur shit together. and magnus is like oh my god and meliorn is like "in my defense i didnt think it would take literal months!!!!!! and then it started to feel awkward to just tell you to go for it"
so magnus is like FINE i guess i will TELL ALEC and ask him if he wants to DATE ME IN SECRET so we can keep NOT HAVING TO CONFESS WE LIED TO HIS MOM
and then i guess he tells Alec???? and he still isnt sure whether or not Alec likes him so he isnt planning to ask him out immediately afterwards, just, you know, let him in on the secret, and Alec is like "dude my mom is lying too" and Magnus is like what she and luke are like married
anyway knowing about that gives them full permission to come out as lying bitches so they're like "how dare you lie to us like this.. but also we did the same thing"
eventually luke actually asks maryse out
i dont even know whats happening anymore god im done
this is your fault anon
if anyone wants to actually write this, feel free rjrhdjdn honestly id read it
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(feel free to mix the questions and the cats btw!) cuckoochirp, nightthroat, rosepaw, otterpaw, chubstream and 14, 18, 28, 50, 66, and legally i have to say 69 cos im gay
โ€œ69 cos im gayโ€
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im doing all bc i AM bastard and love to chatter abt my bastard ocs
14. Do they have someone that they consider to be a family member, even if theyโ€™re not related to your character by blood? What was one of your characterโ€™s favourite moments with them, and what makes them so special to them?
CUCKOOCHIRP || hmmm letโ€™s seeโ€ฆ.excluding his family (breamcloud, eveningscale, mintcloud, vervainstripe), then that would have to be Appleleaf, the ShadowClan seer! Iโ€™ve mentioned before that hazelnose was suffering from memory loss/degradation towards the mid/end of cuckoothroatโ€™s apprenticeship and appleleaf was the one who stepped up and helped him with his training. Cuckoochirp came to both care about and admire appleleaf and they are always the first cat that cuckoochirp turns to when he needs advice or tips. Theyโ€™re a very talented medicine cat and clever/crafty, which cuckoochirp also looks up to a lot; the duo developed a mentor-apprentice like relationship from early on and theyโ€™re both always excited to see each other. Cuckoochirps favorite moments with appleleaf were probably general training times! Appleleaf naturally couldnt just up and leave shadowclan for days, so theyd come by and visit or cuckoo would scamper on off to shadowclan for seer advice and lessons! ย Cuckoochirp thinks of the times when theyโ€™d both walk around the territories and examine herbs and their uses very fondly!ย 
NIGHTTHROAT || OUGH OBVIOUS ANSWER BUT vervainstripe! Vervainstripe was the first friend nightthroat ever made in riverclan and i just dropped a little fic that touched up on their kind of dynamic just now but!!! Theyre very close and best friends, and nightthroats pretty much been absorbed into vervainstripes family because of how vervain as an apprentice would basically drag/invite night onto every endeavor or task at any opportunity he could!!!! Nightthroats favorite moments with vervainstripe would be their time alone when he and vervain would/do go out on walks. Vervain tends to ramble about a lot of things all at once and night might not believe in everything vervain chatters about he still listens fondly and endearingly bc he just loves it when his little buddy talks!Hes also pretty close with his apprentice shrewpaw! Theyre both rather mellow/logical cats and shrew actually went to night first about his gender issues and once he worked through it with nightthroat he went on to tell his family and the rest of his clan!
ROSEPAW || rosepaws got quite the growing amount of friends HAโ€ฆbesides his blood family in riverclan (hornetflower, beestorm and lightningface, honeystream), rosepaws closest to sootpaw, rookpaw and minkclaw! He used to be really close to swallowfang (his old windclan mentor) but after swallowfang helped orchestrate rosepaws escape from winclan (in secret) she had to drop contact with him in case yellow or gray go too suspicious. Besides that, rookpaw was one of rosepaws only friend in windclan (sycamorepaw/smokepaw/willowpaw were/are his friends but they were usually bustled away from contact with rosepaw bc the adults just. Wanted the kids to stay out of the drama). Rookpaw had been rosepawโ€™s best friend since their nursery days and when rosepaw was confined to the seerโ€™s den, rookpaw would often worm his way into the den despite the disapproval of others and care for/curl around rosepaw (heโ€™d bring him food and groom him as well). Rookpaw took a lot of care of rosepaw when he was still in windclan and he still keeps a good ear out for him now that rose is in riverclan!Now onto SOOTSY ROLL and MINKSTERโ€ฆ.sootpaw was rosepaws first friend when he joined riverclan and as ive mentioned before they hit it off real quick due to their feelings of not having enough ties within riverclan! They quickly became best friends and, thanks to the fact that their mentors are also best friends, the duo practically do everything together in riverclan! Rose often drags soot along for things and soot makes sure that his dumb ass doesnt like, slam face first into a hive of bees (they have a very hornet-mink kind of friendship except soot can also be pretty reckless, but sheโ€™s grown a bit more hesitant/careful since the event with ashpaw happened). And mink/rose are obviously close because mink helped with roseโ€™s rescue mission and now, as his mentor, the two spend a lot of time together. Rose has come to view mink in a very comforting position - almost like a better older sister or maybe even a mother figure (though he typically jokingly refers to hornetflower as mom). Theyre very attached to each other and care abt each other a lot!!!
OTTERPAW || once again excluding his blood relatives (lampreyface, shrewpaw, harrierpaw and cricketkit!), otterpaw is closest to hollypaw and chubstream! Ur gonna see a lot of really close-knit mentor/apprentice relationships in this story FHBDSHFD its rare to find a set who didnt like each other (i mean it happens but its just unusual)Hollypaw is otterpaws best friend since the nursery days as well, and although otterpaw is skilled at caring for kits and nursery issues, hollypaw is the one who steps up and takes care of otterpaw. Otter tends to be reckless when paired up with cats his age, and with his history with his father elmfoot, holly is quick to jump to otters defense in any time of need. In fact, it was hollypaw and sootpaw who were the ones who rescued otterpaw from his dad one day and holly literally fought elmfoot for otterpaw while soot ran off to get help. Theyre still super close and because of how close they are gorsefang is also on relatively good terms with otterpaw - they can be rather brunt and emotionally distant but theyve accepted otterpaw into their family as hollypawโ€™s best friend and gorse will get involved in trouble if it means protecting their son and his best friend from danger!Chubstream is also naturally close to otterpaw because chub is his mentor! Chub was ecstatic when otterpaw came to caretaking and was assigned as his apprentice and chub is a very encouraging and sweet figure in otterpaws life!Also of course rosepaw and otterpaw are growing closer but theyre not like family close lol theyre just good fwiends
CHUBSTREAM || CHUBBY BUBBYโ€ฆ i mentioned earlier that otterpaw/chubstream are close of course so besides that and his blood relatives (briarflower, minkclaw), chubstream is particularly tight with craneheart and even gorsefang, surprisingly! I mentioned earlier (again audhfusidf) that gorsefang had good terms with otterpaw, and as both chub + gorse are caretakers they found themselves hanging out more and more as otterpaws training went on. Chub however has always been pretty close with craneheart, and he was particularly involved in sootkitโ€™s (and ashkitโ€™s) nursery days when they were brought to riverclan. The three are good friends and although gorsefang comes off a little distant, they all care abt each other nonetheless
18. ย Does your character believe the ends justify the means? No matter who they have to step on to reach their goals?
CUCKOOCHIRP || nnnnnnnnno honestly. Cuckoo is very empathetic and the idea of hurting others or stepping on others reaaaally doesnt sit right with him. He doesnt agree that the ends justify the means especially if youre hurting, damaging or even killing someone in the process and this is one of the few things that can land you in permanent hot water with mr cuckoochirpย 
NIGHTTHROAT || hmm this one i gotta think about. I think nightthroat would agree with this but thereโ€™d have to be a limit? Of course he doesnt agree with getting others hurt bc huoy but he also doesnโ€™t like the idea of being stagnant just because ur afraid of confrontation. Hes good at speech and talking and if theres something that needs to get done heโ€™d rather talk it out or talk out a way that doesnโ€™t end up hurting anyone emotionally/mentally or physically - but he does understand the idea in the most extreme circumstances.
ROSEPAW || another toughy! Rose doesnt agree with hurting others but hes okay with playing with peoples feelings and hes known to flirt and be cutesy/pretty when he wants something (hornetflower has given a lecture or too bc sometimes rose will try to flirt with an apprentice in another clan to will them to give him their most recent fresh catch lmao) but he doesnt agree with it if its like. Physically or extremely damaging, you know? In minor cases hes okay with it and even does it but in the grand scheme hes not fond of it lol
OTTERPAW || also a BIG no like cuckoochirp! Otter dealt with a lot of horrible shit from his father that could be boiled down to โ€œthe end (making otterpaw stronger for survival) justified the means (abusing him)โ€ so he doesnt agree with it at all. However hes not exactly the most caring of others? He cares a lot about kits in the nursery and works well with them, but cats his age and older he can come off as kinda stand-offish and when it comes to drama like someone getting hurt by another persons path, he tends to stay out of it
CHUBSTREAM || another no! Chubs empathetic like cuckoo and he actively will get pissed at you if you hurt someone just because they were in the way of what you wanted. Hes not easy to anger but this will be something that really pisses him off
28. ย When your character was younger, how did they picture themselves growing up? Does it differ from how they really turned out?Leaving otter and rose outta this one bc they are stillโ€ฆ.relatively young lol theyre only about 10 - 11 moons currently
CUCKOOCHIRP || cuckoo had a lot of self esteem issues growing up. He wasnt bad at training as a warrior, but he wasnt happy and it wasnt sitting with him so around them he probably pictured his grown up self as just. Another face in the crowd? Nothing special or important - when he went into seer training, his mood brightened a lot but his moods take major dips after losses, especially after the loss of robinstream and hazelnose. then , his future self would switch based on his mood: sometimes he pictured himself as well liked and a crafty seer who went down in history with a positive note, or on bad days he imagined heโ€™d end up as a disaster seer that ran riverclan into the ground. Nowadays hes a good seer - heโ€™s good at his job and heโ€™s great at making friends and alliances, and pretty popular amongst the population of the season change setting!
NIGHTTHROAT || nightthroat when he was a kid probably didnt see his future self as..even existing. His mother constantly told him how hard life was and he trained under her strictly learning how to survive - his mother had lost litters before due to inexperience and by the time she had night, her biggest focus was making sure he had learned enough to survive. Any idea of his future self that night had wouldve boiled down to either being dead due to external forces or a hardened rogue living on his own, and rather lonely. However he joined riverclan and now heโ€™s got friends that he loves and cares for deeply and his life isnt nearly as hardened or lonely as he initially imagined it would be
CHUBSTREAM || pretty cut and dry! He imagined heโ€™d live a long happy life with his mother and sister in riverclan, and heโ€™s growing up that path right now! Heโ€™s very content in life and with the place heโ€™s at right now
50. ย Whatโ€™s their earliest memory?
CUCKOOCHIRP || goofing off with his siblings in the nursery den as his mothers watched on fondlyย 
NIGHTTHROAT || hiding out with his mom underneath a man-made object from the rain, seeking shelter until the storm passed and his mom would take him out onto a hunting trip
ROSEPAW || wrestling or playing a game with rook while his older siblings campionfang and thriftfoot watched on, occasionally dipping in with their own game for the two kits - heโ€™d rarely see his father or yellowtail, but at least he had those three.
OTTERPAW || squashed beneath harrierkit as he tried to get away from a bath session lampreyface demanded, before wriggling out from underneath his older brother and shuffling next to shrewkit, safely wrapped up in lampreyfaceโ€™s thick-furred, warm tail
CHUBSTREAM || minkkit nibbling on his ear in the middle of the night, only to get shushed in frustration by his very-tired mother because dammit minkkit stop trying to wrestle chubkit and go to sleep!
66. ย If they were free to do anything, be it cruel, kind, or otherwise, without fear of repercussions, what is it that your character would do?
CUCKOOCHIRP || wander freely between other clan territory! He may be allowed to venture into shadowclanโ€™s territory since shadowclan and riverclan are on good terms (and b/c apple and cuckoo are close), but windclan and thunderclan warriors wouldnt take kindly to cuckoochirp stepping over their border boundaries willy-nillyย 
NIGHTTHROAT || talk about his own emotions without fear of how others would reject or react to him - maybe even ask someone specific out on a date. Heโ€™s a good mediator and heโ€™s great at debating + speech but he rarely opens up about his own feelings
ROSEPAW || meet up with his friends whenever he pleased. He doesnt really care about borders as much, and heโ€™d love to be able to cross and visit his friends in their camps whenever he wanted to!
OTTERPAW || wordโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆ..probably just have a night to himself away from the camp? Or maybe just him and the cats close to him? Sometimes being in a large group gets overwhelming and he just wants to take it slow for a day
CHUBSTREAM || this isnt really a whole โ€œfear of repercussionsโ€ thing but chub would love to raise a kitten/litter of kittens who viewed him as his dad one day but the opportunity hasnโ€™t showed up yet. He wants 2 be a dad yo
69. ย Do they enjoy facing their fears? CAN they face their fears? If not, what do they do in a situation where theyโ€™re forced to face them?
CUCKOOCHIRP || huoyโ€ฆโ€ฆcuckoo definitely doesnโ€™t enjoy facing his fears but he can do it. He can even stand up to someone whoโ€™s terrified him - and he will which you guys will see happen in action eventually on. He has his own ways of standing up for himself/for others and being defiant against what heโ€™s scared of
NIGHTTHROAT || :)โ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆhe deals with a great big fear in the comic and youโ€™ll just have to wait and see how he handles that huh ;)))
ROSEPAW || nooOOOoooo he wonโ€™t even go near windclan territory because heโ€™s scared of it. Heโ€™d rather chase his own thrills or what heโ€™s comfortable with rather than deal with whatever petrifies him the most. Heโ€™d probably lash out and grow aggressive if placed into a situation where he had to face those kind of fears/trauma
OTTERPAW || another great big no to both! Otter has developed a severe fear of water/being in water due to his father, so he stays away from venturing into water. He grows sick/queasy when heโ€™s so much as paw deep in water and often crosses the territory via dry spots. He relies on hollypaw heavily when heโ€™s scared and he would panic and flounder if dropped into the water randomlyย 
CHUBSTREAM || i think chub could face his fears - heโ€™s deeply worried about losing those he loves, especially with how close he came to losing minkclaw when she was injured by that fox as an apprentice. However if he ever did lose someone he was close to, heโ€™d grieve but he would move on, eventually. Life goes on
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All of the want to know me asks!
bro,,, i literally said in the tagsfdjkdsjk,, itโ€™s alright letโ€™s do this
1: My name?
Ellie
2: Do I have any nicknames?
technically Ellie is my nicknameย 
3: Zodiac sign?
sagittariusย 
4: Video game I play to chill, not to win?
spyro: year of the dragon
5: Book/series I reread?
carry on by rainbow rowell
6: Aliens or ghosts?
both??
7: Writer I trust enough to read whatever they write?
rainbow rowell and victoria aveyard
8: Favourite radio station?
depends on my mood
9: Favourite flavour of anything?
strawberry maybe??
10: The word that I use all the time to describe something great?
โ€œwildโ€
11: Favourite song?
doNโ€™T EVEN ASK
12: The question you ask new friends to get to know them better?
me?? making new friends?? never heard of it
13: Favourite word?
โ€œfuckingโ€
14: The last person who hurt me, did I forgive them?
ehh thatโ€™s a complicated question
15: Last song I listened to?
meant to be by bebe rexha/florida georgia line
16: TV show I always recommend?
lost
17: Pirates or ninjas?
ninjasย 
18: Movie I watch when Iโ€™m feeling down?
i donโ€™t really have one??
19: Song that I always start my shuffle with/wake-up song/always-on-a-loop song?
donโ€™t have one eitherdjsj
20: Favourite video games?
SPYRO: YEAR OF THE DRAGON
21: What am I most afraid of?
s o c i a l i n t e r a c t i o n ย 
22: A good quality of mine?
iโ€™m honest
23: A bad quality of mine?
i donโ€™t sugarcoat things (which could also be good but)
24: Cats or dogs?
dogs
25: Actor/actress you trust enough to watch whatever theyโ€™re in?
tom holland
26: Favourite season?
winter
27: Am I in a relationship?
nope
28: Something I miss?
not having to worry about my grades
29: My best friend?
iโ€™ve got a few
30: Eye color?
blue
31: Hair color?
brown to dirty blonde-ish ombre
32: Someone I love?
Niall Horan
33: Someone I trust?
Niall Horan
34: Someone I always think about?
Niall Horan
35: Am I excited about anything?
TO SEE BLACK PANTHER ON TUESDAY LETS GO
36: My current obsession?
B L A C K P A N T H E Rย 
37: Favourite TV shows as a child?
House of Anubis was my shitย 
38: Do I have someone of the opposite sex that I can tell everything to?
Nope
39: Am I superstitious?
Depends for what
40: What do I think about most?
the fact that i donโ€™t want to go to school
41: Do I have any strange phobias?
veins
42: Do I prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it?
behind it
43: Favourite hobbies?
writing and readingย 
44: Last book I read?
The Woman in Cabin 10 by Ruth Ware
45: Last film I watched?
itโ€™s been awhile i donโ€™t rememberย 
46: Do I play any instruments?
nopeย 
47: Favourite animal?
dogs??
48: Top 5 blogs on Tumblr that I follow?
@thumper-darling x5
49: Superpower I wish I could have?
to fly
50: How do I destress?
blast music or read a book
51: Do I like confrontation?
hmm it depends on the situation but usually no
52: When do I feel most at peace?
when listening to music while reading
53: What makes me smile?
one direction and marvel
54: Do I sleep with the lights on or off?
off
55: Play any sports?
lmao no
56: What is my song of the week?
it was just released but boss by nct u
57: Favourite drink?
caffeine free diet coke
58: When did I last send a handwritten letter to somebody?
a few years ago,, to santa,,,
59: Afraid of heights?
kind of
60: Pet peeve?
iโ€™ve got so many donโ€™t even
61: What was the last concert I went to see?
Niall Horan
62: Am I vegetarian/vegan/pescatarian?
N Oย 
63: What occupation did I want to do when I was younger?
air traffic controllerย 
64: Have I ever had a friend turn enemy?
yes
65: What fictional universe would I like to be a part of?
MCU
66: Something I worry about?
my grades
67: Scared of the dark?
kind of
68: Who are my best friends?
iโ€™ve got a fewย 
69: What do I admire most about others?
i donโ€™tsdjs
70: Can I sing?
i like to sing but i donโ€™t really have a good voice
71: Something I wish I could do?
s i n g
72: If I won the lottery, what would I do?
donate a lot to charity and help my family, and treat myself a little bit
73: Have I ever skipped school?
yes
74: Favourite place on the planet?
my bedroomย 
75: Where do I want to live?
New York or Boston
76: Do I have any pets?
nope
77: What is my current desktop picture?
itโ€™s a painting of blue smears
78: Early bird or night owl?
night owl
79: Sunsets or sunrise?
sunsets
80: Can I drive?
nope
81: Story behind my last kiss?
never had one
82: Earphones or headphones?
earphonesย 
83: Have I ever had braces?
yep
84: Story behind one of my scars?
when i was little i kept picking at my mosquito bites
85: Favourite genre of music?
donโ€™t have one
86: Who is my hero?
donโ€™t have one
87: Favourite comic book character?
Peter Parker or Deadpool
88: What makes me really angry?
anything politicalย 
89: Kindle or real book?
real book
90: Favourite sporty activity?
donโ€™t have one
91: What is one thing that isnโ€™t tight in schools that should be?
girlsโ€™ dress code and encouragement to express your opinionsย 
92: What was my favourite subject at school?
english
93: Siblings?
two ofย โ€˜em
94: What was the last thing I bought?
coffee and a croissantย 
95: How tall am I?
5โ€ฒ 4โ€ณ
96: Can I cook?
some thingsย 
97: Can I bake?
if it comes from a box then yes
98: 3 things I love?
writing
reading
one direction
99: 3 things I hate?
gun violenceย 
racists
homophobes
100: Do I have more girl friends or boy friends?
girl
101: Who do I get on with better, girls or boys?
girls
102: Where was I born?
in a hospital ( อกยฐ อœส– อกยฐ)ย 
103: Sexual orientation?
queer
104: Where do I currently live?
on the east coast
105: Last person I texted?
my friend
106: Last time I cried?
when rewatching the finale of lost
107: Guilty pleasure?
oof i canโ€™t think of one
108: Favourite Youtuber?
i donโ€™t really watch youtube anymore
109: A photo of myself.
nope
110: Do I like selfies?
nope
111: Favourite game app?
subway surfers
112: My relationship with my parents?
itโ€™s good i guess
113: Favourite accents?
british and irish and australian and scottish
114: A place I have not been but wish to visit?
new york and london
115: Favourite number?
2
116: Can I juggle?
nope
117: Am I religious?
yes
118: Do I like space?
y e sย 
119: Do I like the deep ocean?
no
120: Am I much of a daredevil?
no
121: Am I allergic to anything?
i have seasonal allergies and iโ€™m low-key ehh with corn
122: Can I curl my tongue?
yes
123: Can I wiggle my ears?
no
124: Do I like clowns?
n oย 
125: The Beatles or Elvis?
neither
126: My current project?
,,,,,,,
127: Am I a bad loser?
totallyย 
128: Do I admit when I wrong?
iโ€™m never wrong
IM JUST KIDDING YES USUALLYย 
129: Forest or beach?
beach
130: Favourite piece of advice?
hmm idk
131: Am I a good liar?
yes
132: Hogwarts house / Divergent faction / Hunger Games district?
slytherin, erudite i think, and i donโ€™t know about my districtย 
133: Do I talk to myself?
no
134: Am I very social?
no
135: Do I like gossip?
kind of,,
136: Do I keep a journal/diary?
yeah but not in a traditional way
137: Have I ever hopelessly failed a test?
yes
138: Do I believe in second chances?
depends
139: If I found a wallet full of cash on the ground, what would I do?
see if there was id inside
140: Do I believe people are capable of change?
maybe
141: Have I ever been underweight?
yeah
142: Am I ticklish?
yes
143: Have I ever been in a submarine?
no
144: Have I ever been on a plane?
yes
145: In a film about my life, who would I cast as myself, friends and family?
THIS IS SUCH A HARD QUESTION I DONT KNOWDJKDS
146: Have I ever been overweight?
no
147: Do I have any piercings?
yes my ears
148: Which fictional character do I wish was real?
Peter Parker,,
149: Do I have any tattoos?
nope
150: What is the best decision I have made in life so far?
to kick a boy out of my life tbh
151: Do I believe in Karma?
no
152: Do I wear glasses or contacts?
glasses
153: What was my first car?
never had my own car
154: Do I want children?
maybe
155: Who is the most intelligent person I know?
myself?? IMDJSKAK
156: My most embarrassing memory?
donโ€™t even make me think of one
157: What makes me nostalgic?
the smell of sweat pea hand sanitizer from bath and body works
158: Have I ever pulled an all-nighter?
yes
159: Which do I value more in others, brains or beauty?
brains i think
160: What colour mostly dominates my wardrobe?
black
161: Have I ever had a paranormal experience?
i donโ€™t think so
162: What do I hate most about myself?
my lazy eye and my double chin
163: What do I love most about myself?
i can read a book quicklyย 
164: Do I like adventure?
ehhh
165: Do I believe in fate?
ehhh
166: Favourite animal?
dog (didnโ€™t we already go over this??)
167: Have I ever been on radio?
no
168: Have I ever been on TV?
yes
169: How old am I?
16
170: One of my favourite quotes?
โ€œgo confidently in the direction of your dreamsโ€
171: Do I hold grudges?
yes
172: Do I trust easily?
no
173: Have I learnt from my mistakes?
yes
174: Best gift Iโ€™ve ever received?
one direction tickets and autographsย 
175: Do I dream?
yes
176: Have I ever had a night terror?
yes
177: Do I remember my dreams, and what is one that comes to mind?
yeah thereโ€™s a few that stick out
178: An experience that has made me stronger?
the whole of 2017
179: If I were immortal, what would I do?
thatโ€™s,,,,
180: Do I like shopping?
yes
181: If I could get away with a crime, what would I choose to do?
rob a bank
182: What does โ€œfamilyโ€ mean to me?
,,,,,
183: What is my spirit animal?
whatever is really lazy
184: How do I want to be remembered?
,,,,,,,
185: If I could master one skill, what would I choose?
writing
186: What is my greatest failure?
a great questionย 
187: What is my greatest achievement?
a g r e a t q u e s t i o nย 
188: Love or money?
love
189: Love or career?
hmmm depends
190: If I could time travel, where and when would I want to go?
stay in my area and go back to the 90s maybe??
191: What makes me the happiest?
reading
192: What is โ€œhomeโ€ to me?
my bedroomksddsm
193: What motivates me?
competitionย 
194: If I could choose my last words, what would they be?
โ€œplay one direction at my funeralโ€
195: Would I ever want to encounter aliens?
hm i donโ€™t think soย 
196: A movie that scared me as a child?
didnโ€™t have one
197: Something I hated as a child that I like now?
moussaka
198: Zombies or vampires?
vampires
199: Live in the city or suburbs?
city
200: Dragons or wizards?
wizards
201: A nightmare that has stayed with me?
oof
202: How do I define love?
never experienced it so i wouldnโ€™t really knowย 
203: Do I judge a book by its cover?
yes
204: Have I ever had my heart broken?
no
205: Do I like my handwriting?
no
206: Sweet or savory?
both
207: Worst job Iโ€™ve had?
never had a job
208: Do I collect anything?
snow globes and pop figuresย 
209: Item of clothing or jewellery youโ€™ll never see me without?
bracelet and ring
210: What is on my bucket list?
go to london
211: How do I handle anger?
sometimes i start crying or i go on tumblr and blast music
212: Was I named after anyone?
my grandfatherย 
213: Do I use sarcasm a lot?
so much oh my god
214: What TV character am I most like?
Charlie from Lost
215: What is the weirdest talent I have?
donโ€™t have one
216: Favourite fictional character?
Peter Parker,,, youโ€™re the one๐ŸŽถ๐ŸŽถ
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thank you for asking falen tbh i love u sm and i love doing theseย 
omg is this ask for this ask meme i literally almost posted this along with the wrong ask fml
1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk?
more cereal than mik because.. i dont eat cereal with milkโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆ i love the crunch
2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day?
as someone who lives in a tropical country is that what its called idk we dont have seasons and it never gets lower than 25 degrees so yes that would be ideal
3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books?
hrmmmmmโ€ฆ i just remember the page number?? or try to lmao if i dont remember i just skim through the pages and try to recognise where i left off
4: how do you take your coffee/tea?
with at least 2 packets of sugar tbhโ€ฆ. i dont drink coffee
5: are you self-conscious of your smile?
omg story time i went 2 get my braces removed and the dentist wanted to take pics so he was like โ€œsmile with your teeth!โ€ and i was like ok! but then he kept saying i wasnt doing it right lmaoโ€ฆ guess whos never smiled b4โ€ฆ (me) so he told me 2 practice my smile lol i didnt answer the qn but ya,,, i am probably
6: do you keep plants?
i used 2 be very against plantsโ€ฆ now theyre okay i guess i dont rly keep any
7: do you name your plants?
refer 2 6
8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings?
art??? i havent drawn in awhile
9: do you like singing/humming to yourself?
no LOL
10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach?
on my side!!!! i cant sleep on my back bc i gotta hug smth.. and my stomach is out of the qn
11: whatโ€™s an inner joke you have with your friends?
๐Ÿ…ฑ๏ธโ€ฆ and .. same brainwavesโ€ฆ. poor mans ____โ€ฆ. this is all from the shady hq im so sorry my other pals
12: whatโ€™s your favorite planet?
the moon for no real reason
13: whatโ€™s something that made you smile today?
hMMm, watching astro and mx perform??? and just being shady with bell lmao
14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like?
thisโ€ฆ question,,,..so im thinking of a bright place with white walls and translucent curtains so the light call fill the (living) room perfectly and everythings really ??? sunny and shit idk its warmโ€ฆ the floorโ€™s made of (fake?) wood and theres a small kitchen bc i cant cook and idk if my friend would be able to lol.. theres 2 bed rooms both are painfully small but it works.. theres one other room with a closet for clothesโ€ฆ the bathroom is just a shower, sink and toiletโ€ฆ theres no washing machine rip and ?? thats about it poor mens life
i watchd the like we used mv again and i realized ...... that is literally where i got this imagery from thanks the rose i love a relatable band
15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is!
heres a fact (?) from me first: it rains diamonds on one planet ?? mecury maybe?? mars??? whomst.. this isnt even a fact its ,me trying to recall shit
ok real fact: There are thousands of other planets out there. sorry lads this website doesnt wanna have fun
16: whatโ€™s your favorite pasta dish?
is spaghetti bolognese a pasta dish
17: what color do you really want to dye your hair?
im chill with my current hair colour??? bc its brown sometimes idk shitty hair
18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up.
i asked my irl friends (group name: panic support group) and this is what they said
K: everything
E: when u were one hour late (i dont remember this happening but i do know im always late but never for an hour past me wyd)
19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it?
goDD i dont but i sure want to
20: whatโ€™s your favorite eye color?
this is strange but every eye colour is my favourite although ppl with two or more colours in their eyes are so cool
21: talk about your favorite bag, the one thatโ€™s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces.
its just my school bag lmao i got it 4 years ago and i take it everywhere even if the event is โ€œsmallโ€ and they ask us to bring โ€œsmaller bagsโ€ ill bring my big ass school bag anyway it looks like this (i dont have to but linking stuff is so fun)
22: are you a morning person?
technically.???its the holidays but i still manage to get up before 10 (most of the time) and โ€ฆ even if i have like 5 hours of sleep i manage to feel awake really easily????
23: whatโ€™s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?
tf i just use my phone lmao this is what ive been doing for like a month nowโ€ฆ i could watch every vlive i havent watched yet, i could make video compilations i could practice my art butโ€ฆ even though im out of school im still procrastinating.. legends only
24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets?
mmmm falens the closest to that
25: whatโ€™s the weirdest place youโ€™ve ever broken into?
my classroom
26: what are the shoes youโ€™ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit?
white converse?? ย i have 2 get new ones every like 2 years since theyre also my school shoes and break easilyโ€ฆ.. other than those i have my blueblack converse too (i dont wear them as much so theyre still in one piece)
27: whatโ€™s your favorite bubblegum flavor?
i dont eat bubblegum bc im always afraid ill swallow it and die and im p sure its illegal here
28: sunrise or sunset?
sunset but i dont look outside enough for either
29: whatโ€™s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing?
hmโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆ with jen its when she sends me asks on anon despite it being super obvious like im not a Fan when my friends send me asks on anon bc sometimes i cant tell and i get a sense of false hope but w/ jen its okay but i know its her
with bell its when they reply to my keyboard smashes with their own keyboard smashes lmao and when they just??//?? say smth cute abt their faves (lately its been sanha thank u sh)
30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared?
ya lmao when i have 2 sleep alone and its completely dark i have half a mind 2 believe some random supernatural being is out for me
31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks.
hmM. socks are great i always wear them bc i wear shoes almost every time i go outsideโ€ฆ i dont have any weird socks bc im Boring but i have 3 pkmn songs and 1 gudetama socks/.. bUT I DID buy my friend those socks with individual toe pocketsโ€ฆ it was so funny when my other friend saw it she choked on her drink and almost spat it out. we laughed so hard we hit our heads against each other i love friendship.. i have 2 wear white socks for sch bcโ€ฆ aesthetic? god if i know lmaoโ€ฆ.. i only ever wear ankle socks bcโ€ฆ.. socks any higher than that? cancelled.
32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends.
listen ive never stayed up later than like 1am ok maybe 2am??? but i was working on like a project that was due the next day for school with my groupmates (friends) so does that count lmao
33: whatโ€™s your fave pastry?
breadโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆ. sugar donutsโ€ฆโ€ฆ.. i am Aware that thats not how u spell it but wtv
34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?
why does this ask so many qns in 1 qnโ€ฆโ€ฆ. i had a cat?? it had pink stripes and it didnt have a name bc i dont name my stuffโ€ฆ even my pokemon.. and yeah i still have it except its in a big dusty bag where all my other toys are kept
35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often?
i kinda have to use stationary for school so ya.. p often is correctโ€ฆ pretty pens??? i dont rly see the point whoopS!!! in exams u can only use black or blue so
36: which bandโ€™s sound would fit your mood right now?
im listening 2 day6 so like day6
37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean?
my room isnt even my room i just go there to sleep .. the place im always at is like a study area except its open?? so everyone can see me lol and . its not messy?? if u look at it from far but the shit on the desk and shelves are so fucking messy god i need to pack those
38: tell us about your pet peeves!
aLRIGHT LADS welcome 2 megans ted talk
(skip this if ur not fond of drama)
so something (refer to the song he said suits myday) happened with jae recently and ive seen fans trying to defend him by @ing him and saying that they love him which is fine - great even! but what i dont approve is how everyoneโ€™s basically forgotten about the whole matter because they had concerts so instead of @-ing him and asking him to explain himself, they tell him what a great concert it was which is also great bc their concerts are honestly amazing. basically my pet peeve is when ppl dismiss the problematic action of some people just bc they like them.
another thing is that there were some fans who started guilting others for wanting to drop day6 completely because of what jae did and in my opinion i think it is totally cool to want to drop a group if they did smth bad like??? its ur life???? u can choose who you want to like. what is not cool is pulling out all the good things the person has ever done in their entire life and try to remind others about the positive sides of the person. yes. theyโ€™re an encouraging person, etc. but that does not cancel out the bad things theyโ€™ve done until they explain/apologise. what is infuriating is just the manner some people took it?? they literally went ahead and tweeted shit like โ€œwould your parents drop you if you did smth wrong?โ€ and โ€œyouโ€™re seriously gonna drop someone whos been nothing been nice because of one incident?โ€ yes. people will and you dont have any fucking right to stop them? so dont go pulling out receipts.
another thing. its also okay to want to stan the whole group even if someone has done smth problematic. like? to me youre cool if youre able to see and acknowledge the bad shit someone has done and still stand by their side while educating them at the same time its nice to have faith in your idols. however, i wont say much when your idols dont respond and/or respond in a way that shows absolutely no remorse. its cool if you want to support them too, despite that.
tldr; dont fucking excuse someoneโ€™s behaviour/action just because youre so far up their fucking ass. dont pull out shit from before either, be it good or bad. and lastly, its okay to want to drop/continue supporting them, its your life.
i just wanted to talk about this tbh,, it was nice to see a few mydays trying to urge jae to explain the whole situation but seeing as he still hasnt and couldve it really irks me :-/
okay update its been a day and i havent really thought about this but im kinda conflicted now bc jae still hasnt talked about the song and im probably just making a big deal out of smth that will never happen again but it really doesnt sit right with me knowing that jae recommended that song to his fans and said it suited mydays?? bc looking at the lyrics... i SURE hope not... idk i have neither forgiven or forgotten but heโ€™s okay now.? i cant stay mad at someone for that long anyway ill never forgive him 4 it though lmao petty ppl only
another thing... jaeโ€™s still an amazing person to me with all the encouraging words he says to mydays but this one incident is just soOOOOO hrm and i did go off tangent with the question as usual lol
39: what color do you wear the most?
i wear a lot of colours tbh??? but bc its rly hot out ive just been wearing the same shirt every time i leave the house and its black so
40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: whatโ€™s itโ€™s story? does it have any meaning to you?
i dont wear jewelry rip
41: whatโ€™s the last book you remember really, really loving?
challenger deep
42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it!
hm,, ive only ever visited this coffee shop like more than once bc the girl i used 2 like showed it to me b4 like 2 years ago and it was nice i liked their mocha frappe and its cozy i guess??? sometimes i go there with friends to study/just eat but i havent gone in awhile.., its two stories and it has an open air sitting area too i prefer sitting inside bc the sun is a big no thanks.. the ceiling is kind of like?? going downward?? like the kind iin attics???? idk man it was nice
43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with?
u cant see shit here sorry
44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything?
cant relate
45: do you trust your instincts a lot?
yea?? sometimes i just gotta bc my brain wont shut the fuck up
46: tell us the worst pun you can think of.
suddenly all of the puns i know have left my mind thanks @ me
47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe?
vegetables
48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today?
the dark and whats basically in it???? like ghosts zombies and shit u kno the scary shit
49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?
i like buying albums?? theres a CD in those so it counts lmao i bought sunrise by day6
50: whatโ€™s an odd thing you collect?
boxes??? like containers????
51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them?
boxy and letting go by day6
52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far?
YOU KNOW I HAD TO DO IT TO THEM and oh worm
53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them?
me: rocky.. ?????? from astro.. /?? no ive never heard of any of those and i saw the word horror so u wont hear abt those from me any time soon
54: whoโ€™s the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face?
i literally havent been outside for 2 days
55: whatโ€™s the most dramatic thing youโ€™ve ever done to prove a point?
be petty aka yesterday i changed my twitter icon from jae 2 brian bc jaeโ€™s being a child rn so hes out
56: what are some things you find endearing in people?
when they ramble abt smth they like thanksk buds
57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics?
is this the song from p!atd i have it in my playlist lmao oh i fucing hate this song i always skip it im not listening
58: whoโ€™s the wine mom and whoโ€™s the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why?
idk what either of those are but bell and boxy
59: whatโ€™s your favorite myth?
idk any
60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves?
anything that eunwoo has ever written
61: whatโ€™s the stupidest gift youโ€™ve ever given? the stupidest one youโ€™ve ever received?
ive given eggs for karissaโ€™s birthday b4 and i got a kermit its not stupid tho its just the closest thign i could think of
62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind?
i drink water juice everyday every minute every hour
63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be?
my books are all in shelves lads i just ย heard the fucking keys rattle im not doing this shit im logging off night
ok day 3 and im back like i said previously my books are on shelves i tried rearranging them by series b4 but my housekeeper rearrnaged them randomly the next day so i gave up
i make playlists for songs that i like, really like (i still skip them sometimes rip) and songs that my friend recommends me i have a seperate playlist for the songs i like in japanese 2
64: what color is the sky where you are right now?
light blue?? like its actually p white bc its cloudy
65: is there anyone you havenโ€™t seen in a long time who youโ€™d love to hang out with?
m not rly
66: what would your ideal flower crown look like?
just. leaves maybe??
67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel?
Horror Movie
68: whatโ€™s winter like where you live?
oh winter is fucking fantastic it never gets colder than 25 degrees celsius here and if it does rain it lasts for like 10 minutes
69: what are your favorite board games?
i used to rly like snake and ladders and monopoly :-o
70: have you ever used a ouija board?
im not ready for that kinda death
71: whatโ€™s your favorite kind of tea?
english breakfast or earl gray??? those r like the standard right
72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else youโ€™ll forget it?
ya but i never do bc i either forget to or am just 2 lazy
73: what are some of your worst habits?
being lazy + procrastinating :-D
74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns.
okie :-o ..
theyโ€™re great ok ive talked abt them like 10 times in the span of 2 months but whatever folks
theyโ€™re super nice, kind and just all of the positive adjectives out there in the dictionary ...... theyโ€™ve helped me multiple times and theyโ€™re always there 2 lend me a listening ear (or in our case, eye lmao) idk??? im just super comfortable around them always and im honestly so thankful we became mutuals (and subsequently friends) last year!!!! i cant say a lot bc ill just get v repetitive but overall theyโ€™re an awesome friend and im glad we still communicate daily via twitter and sometimes our skype sessions even if theyโ€™re kinda awkward bc i never know when 2 talk bc im scared ill speak and theyll say smth and itll turn into a MESS which actually happened lmao ย 
im looking forward to the day our skype sessions become super smooth and easy going!!!
75: tell us about your pets!
i have none but id die for boxys cats
76: is there anything you should be doing right now but arenโ€™t?
well yeah always tbh but its not smth i have to do but more like want to do im just 2 lazy to get around doing it
77: pink or yellow lemonade?
?? i almost said lemons arent pink but i Remembered...... yellow lemonade
78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub?
i feel like this is an Attack? okay LISTEN so story time again.
on the flight back from japan i watched the alien covenant and i couldnt even get past the scene where the baby alien was gonna kill the poor guy who ended up being locked up with the infected dude as soon as i saw the blood and the alien emerge from the guyโ€™s back i bolted lmao
so to calm myself down nd block that memory from my mind i went ahead and watched despicable me 3.. which HONESTLY im the worst critic ever but in my humble opinion.... the movie was good????????? idk i didnt watch minions the movie though i got lazy again whooopS!
anwyay i sidetracked but im neutral im not a fan but i wouldnt go out of my way to call minions annoying?? bc they really arent? i feel like its only seen that way bc of how people make posts abt how annoying minions are even tho.. they arent??
79: whatโ€™s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you?
my memory hates me so every specific thing my friends have ever done for me has left my mind but .
the cutest thing? everything my friends do for me
80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why?
theyre yellow and no i didnt theyve been there ever since i could remember
81: describe one of your friendโ€™s eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of.
lava cake
82: are/were you good in school?
yeah i was good in school for like the first three years and this year i just flopped so badly lmao and its my important year too oh well my exams r over and i still dont have a backup plan in mind
83: whatโ€™s some of your favorite album art?
all of dance gavin danceโ€™s albums have awesome art
84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones?
back when i was really into 5sos i thought of getting a tally since that was their logo at that time but now no not really unless i decide to get lanceโ€™s face tattooed onto my forehead on impulse
85: do you read comics? what are your faves?
im keeping up with hq, bnha and tg manga!!!!
86: do you like concept albums? which ones?
idk what those r but sure
87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives?
big hero 6
88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy?
who wrote this whats up with these questions
i googled and.. not really?? they all look nice
89: are you close to your parents?
close enough to stand being in the same room as them but not close enough to want to initiate conversations
90: talk about your one of you favorite cities.
tokyo was really cool (literally) and if i ever go again id love to go with friends so we can explore more??
91: where do you plan on traveling this year?
japan was supposed to be the only plan for this year but my grandad passed away so i had to go to malaysia multiple times earlier this year ik this wasnt the qn but ive already went to the planned destination tm so
92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch?
BARELY SPRINKLES A PINCH im anti cheese
93: whatโ€™s the hairstyle you wear the most?
um. like?? i tie the sides of my hair that cover my face back??? bc i dont like hair in my face
94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday?
bell
95: what are your plans for this weekend?
hopefully something useful
96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot?
i also click remind me tomorrow lmao
97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house?
infp-t, capricorn, hufflepuff (same as falen nd jen yay)
98: whenโ€™s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it?
uh ive never been hiking and i dont plan on it sorry body
99: list some five (or id never shut up) songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.
currently......
when you love someone - day6
like we used to - the rose
crazy sexy cool - astro
death of a strawberry - dance gavin dance
if it means a lot to you - a day to remember
idk if these actually โ€œresonate to my soulโ€ they just sound nice
100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why?
oh worm.. i wouldnt miind either???
i know i have 2 choose but like
if i go back into the past i could be less annoying?? but the past has actually helped me be the way i am today and i think im learning to be a better person?? im definitely way better than how i was previously 5 years ago and im just grateful i was able to learn from my mistakes???
so i wouldnt go back to the past.
if its in the future i can see how ill end up and if its not good i might end up being able to change myself so i dont get my โ€œbad endโ€..???? maybe or i can just see what happens in the future and i can look forward to it
itll also give me a chnace to have the most fun while i can if its not too nice
so my decision is to go to the future
thank you so much for asking falen god this got so long lmao
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๋ผ์˜ค LAO๋Š” ๋ผ์šฐ๋กœ ๋กœ๋ธ”์Šค Lauro Robles์˜ ํ™œ๋™๋ช…์ด๋‹ค. 2001๋…„๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ํ˜ผ์ž ๋ฐฐ์šด ๋””์ œ์ด์™€ ํ”„๋กœ๋“€์‹ฑ์œผ๋กœ ๋‹ค๋ฐฉ๋ฉด์˜ ํ™œ๋™์„ ๋ณด์ด๊ณ  ์žˆ๋‹ค. ์ง€๋‚œํ•ด 9์›” ๋“œ๋ฆฌํ•€, ์—˜๋ฆฌ์‹œ์•„ ํฌ๋žจํŠผ, ์น˜๋…ธ ์•„๋ชจ๋น„, ์ž„์••์Šค, ๋“œ๋ท”์‹œ ๋“ฑ์˜ ๊ณก์„ ์—๋””ํŠธํ•œ ใ€Žํ”ผ์†ŒPISOใ€๋ฅผ ๊ณต๊ฐœํ•˜์˜€๊ณ , ์–ผ๋งˆ์ „ ์—์ฝ” ํ“จ์ณ๋ฆฌ์ฆ˜ ์ฝ”ํผ๋ ˆ์ด์…˜์—์„œ ใ€Ž์ง€๋ฐœ๋ฐ” ๋ฆฌ๋ฏน์Šค Xibalba Remixesใ€๋ฅผ ๋ฐœ๋งคํ•˜์˜€๋‹ค.
์š”์ฆ˜ ์ „์„ธ๊ณ„์ ์œผ๋กœ ๊ฐ€์žฅ ์ฃผ๋ชฉ๋ฐ›๊ณ ์žˆ๋Š” ์•ž์„  ์ƒ๊ฐ์„ ๊ฐ€์ง„ ์–ธ๋”๊ทธ๋ผ์šด๋Œ„์Šค๋ฎค์ง ํฌ๋ฃจ ์ค‘ ํ•˜๋‚˜๋กœ ๋งฅ์‹œ์ฝ”๋ฅผ ๊ธฐ๋ฐ˜์œผ๋กœ ํ™œ๋™ํ•˜๋Š” ๋‚˜ํ”ผN.A.A.F.I.๋ฅผ ํ•จ๊ป˜ ๋งŒ๋“  ์ฃผ์š” ๋งด๋ฒ„์ด๊ธฐ๋„ ํ•˜๋‹ค. ๋˜ํ•œ ์ต์Šคํƒ€์‹œ์Šค ๋ ˆ์ฝ”์ฆˆ EXTASIS Records์˜ ์ˆ˜์žฅ์œผ๋กœ 2012๋…„๋ถ€ํ„ฐ 21์žฅ์˜ ์•จ๋ฒ”์„ ์ถœ์‹œํ•˜์˜€๋‹ค. ๊ณต๊ต๋กญ๊ฒŒ๋„ ์ต์Šคํƒ€์‹œ์Šค ๋ ˆ์ฝ”์ฆˆ์—์„œ๋Š” ์˜ค๋Š˜ [2017๋…„ 2์›” 10์ผ] ์ด๋‹ค ๋”œ๋Ÿฐ Ida Dillan์˜ ์ดํ”ผ ใ€Ž์•ค์ ค๋ฆญ ์Šฌ๋žญ Angelic Slangใ€์„ ๊ณต๊ฐœํ•˜์˜€๋‹ค. ๊ทธ๋Š” 2014๋…„ ํ† ์ฟ„์—์„œ ์—ด๋ฆฐ ๋ ˆ๋“œ๋ถˆ๋ฎค์ง์•„์นด๋ฐ๋ฏธ์— ์ฐธ์—ฌํ•˜์˜€๊ณ , 2015๋…„ ๋ฐ”๋ฅด์…€๋กœ๋‚˜์—์„œ ์—ด๋ฆฐ ์†Œ๋‚˜๋ฅด ์ถ•์ œ์—์„œ ๋ฉ‹์ง„ ์‡ผ๋ฅผ ์„ ๋ณด์˜€๋‹ค.
์˜ค๋Š˜๋ฐค ์ผ€์ดํฌ์ˆ์—์„œ ํ”Œ๋ ˆ์ด์— ์•ž์„œ ๋ผ์˜ค์—๊ฒŒ ๊ทธ์˜ ์Œ์•…๊ณผ ๋‚˜ํ”ผ, ์šด์˜ํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ๋ ˆ์ด๋ธ” ๋“ฑ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด์„œ ๋ฌผ์–ด๋ดค๋‹ค.ย ์˜ค๋Š˜๋ฐค ๊ณต์—ฐ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด์„œ ๋ณด๋‹ค ์ž์„ธํ•œ ์ •๋ณด๋Š” ์•„๋ž˜ ๋งํฌ์—์„œ ํ™•์ธํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋‹ค.ย 
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ํ•œ๊ตญ์— ์ฒ˜์Œ ์˜จ ๊ฑด๊ฐ€์š”? ์–ด๋–ค๊ฐ€์š”?
๋„ค, ์ฒ˜์Œ ๋ฐฉ๋ฌธ์ด์—์š”, ๋„ˆ๋ฌด ํฅ๋ถ„๋˜๋Š”๊ตฐ์š”, ์ •๋ง ์—ฌ๊ธฐ์„œ ๊ณต์—ฐ์„ ํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋  ์ค„์€ ์ƒ๊ฐ๋„ ๋ชปํ–ˆ์–ด์š”, ์—ฌ๊ธฐ์„œ ์ €์˜ ์Œ์•…๊ณผ ์ €์˜ ๋ ˆ์ด๋ธ”์„ ๊ด€์‹ฌ์„ ๊ฐ€์ง€๊ณ  ๋ณด๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์„ ์žˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ์•Œ๊ฒŒ ๋˜์–ด ๋„ˆ๋ฌด ๊ธฐ๋ป์š”. ๋งฅ์‹œ์ฝ” ์‹œํ‹ฐ๋„ ํ•œ๊ตญ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ์ปค๋ฎค๋‹ˆํ‹ฐ๊ฐ€ ์ปค์ ธ๊ฐ€๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ์ค‘์ธ๋ฐ์š” ๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ๋” ํฅ๋ฏธ๋กญ๊ณ  ์™„๋ฒฝํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋งž์•„ ๋–จ์–ด์ง€๋Š” ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™์•„์š”.
๋งฅ์‹œ์ฝ” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์œผ๋กœ ํŠธ๋Ÿผํ”„์˜ ๋ฏธ๊ตญ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด์„œ ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ์ƒ๊ฐํ•˜๋‚˜์š”?
์†”์งํžˆ ์‹ ๊ฒฝ์“ฐ์ง€ ์•Š์•„์š”, ๊ทธ๋Š” ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋‚˜๋ผ ๋Œ€ํ†ต๋ น๋„ ์•„๋‹ˆ์ž–์•„์š”, ๋‚ด ์ƒ๊ฐ์€ "๊ทธ๋“ค"์ด ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค๋กœ ํ•˜์—ฌ๊ธˆ ์šฐ๋ คํ•˜๊ฒŒ ํ• ๋ ค๊ณ  ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™์•„์š”. ๋งฅ์‹œ์ฝ”์— ์žˆ๋Š” ๋งŽ์€ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ๋งŽ์ด ํ˜ผ๋ž€์Šค๋Ÿฌ์›Œํ•˜๊ณ , ๋ถ„๋…ธํ•˜์—ฌ ๋ฉ์ฒญํ•œ ์˜จ๋ผ์ธ ์›Œ๋ฆฌ์–ด๊ฐ€ ๋˜์–ด์„œ ๋งค์ผ๋งค์ผ ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ๋‰ด์Šค๋ฅผ ์˜ฌ๋ฆฌ๊ณ ์žˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์€ ์ข€ ์Šฌํ”„๋„ค์š”. ๋‚ด ๋ง์€ ์‚ถ์€ ๊ณ„์†๋˜๊ณ , ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ๋‚˜๋ผ ์•ˆ์— ์žˆ๋Š” ๋ฌธ์ œ๋„ ๋„ˆ๋ฌด ๋งŽ๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š”, ๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ๋‚˜๋Š” ์šฐ๋ฆฐ ๋” ์ด์ƒ ์šฐ๋ คํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•„๋„ ๋œ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ด์š”. ์ง€๊ธˆ์ด ๋ฏธ๊ตญ์ด ์„ธ๊ณ„์˜ ์ค‘์‹ฌ์ด๋ผ๋Š” ์ƒ๊ฐ์„ ์žŠ์„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ์ผ์„ ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ์ ˆํ˜ธ์˜ ์‹œ๊ฐ„์ด์—์š”.
๋งฅ์‹œ์ฝ”์—์„œ ์–ด๋””๋ฅผ ๊ธฐ๋ฐ˜์œผ๋กœ ํ™œ๋™ํ•˜๋‚˜์š”? ๊ทธ ๊ณณ์— ์–ธ๋”๊ทธ๋ผ์šด๋Œ„์Šค๋ฎค์ง์‹ ์€ ์–ด๋–ค๊ฐ€์š”? ์Œ์•…์„ ๋งŒ๋“ค๊ธฐ ์ข‹์€ ์—ฌ๊ฑด์ธ๊ฐ€์š”?
๋งฅ์‹œ์ฝ” ์‹œํ‹ฐ์— ์‚ด๊ณ  ์žˆ์–ด์š”, ์ด ๋„์‹œ๋ฅผ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•ด์š”, ์•„์ฃผ ํฌ๊ณ , ๋งŽ์€ ์ผ๋“ค์ด ์ผ์–ด๋‚˜์š”. ๊ทธ ๊ณณ์— ์‚ฌ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด ์ข‹์•„์š”.ย ์ง€๊ธˆ์€ ์ Š๊ณ  ์ž๋ฆฌ ์žก์€ ์Œ์•…๊ฐ€๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ ๊ฑด๊ฐ•ํ•œ ์‹œ๊ธฐ๋ผ๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ด์š”. ์Šฌํ”„๊ฒŒ๋„ ๋งฅ์‹œ์ฝ”์ธ๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ๋Š” ๋กœ์ปฌ ์•„ํ‹ฐ์ŠคํŠธ์˜ ์šด๋™์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ์—ฌ๊ฒจ์ง€๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•ด์„œ๋Š” ๊ตญ์ œ์ ์œผ๋กœ ํ™•์ธ์ด ํ•„์š”ํ•ด์š”. ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ๋ฐ ์ง€๊ธˆ ์‹œ์ž‘๋˜๊ณ  ์žˆ์–ด์š”, ๋งŽ์€ ๋ฏธ๋””์–ด๋“ค์ด ๋งฅ์‹œ์ฝ”๋ฅผ ๋ฌธํ™”์™€ ์Œ์•…์˜ ํ•ซ ํ”Œ๋ ˆ์ด์Šค๋กœ ์ง€๋ชฉํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š”. ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ์‹์œผ๋กœ ํ˜•์„ฑ ๋˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™์•„์š”.
๋‹น์‹ ์˜ ์Œ์•…์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด์„œ ๋งํ•ด๋ณผ๊นŒ์š”. ์–ธ์ œ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ์Œ์•…์„ ๋งŒ๋“ค๊ณ  ๋””์ œ์ด๋ฅผ ํ•˜๊ธฐ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”? ๋ฌด์—‡์— ์˜ํ–ฅ์„ ๋ฐ›์•˜๋‚˜์š”?
์ €๋Š” 15์‚ด์— ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”. ๊ทธ ์ „์—๋Š” ๋ผ๋””์˜ค์—์„œ ๋‚˜์˜ค๋Š” ํžˆํŠธํ•œ ๋Œ„์Šค์Œ์•…์„ ์นด์„ธํŠธ๋กœ ๋…น์Œํ–ˆ์–ด์š”. ์–ด๋–ค ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ด ํ„ดํ…Œ์ด๋ธ”์„ ์กฐ์ž‘ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ์ฒ˜์Œ์œผ๋กœ ๋ดค์—ˆ๊ณ , ์ „์ž์Œ์•…์ด ๋งฅ์‹œ์ฝ”์—์„œ๋„ ๋งŒ๋“ค์–ด์ง„๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ์•Œ๊ฒŒ๋˜๊ณ  ์—ฌ๊ธฐ์— ๋น ์ ธ๋“ค์—ˆ์–ด์š”. ๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ง€๊ธˆ๊นŒ์ง€ 15๋…„๋™์•ˆ์˜ ๋†€๋ผ์šด ๋ชจํ—˜์„ ํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋˜์—ˆ์–ด์š”. 3๋…„ ์ „๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ์Œ์•…๊ณผ ๋–จ์–ด์ ธ์„œ ์‚ด๊ณ  ์žˆ์–ด์š”. ๋‚˜์—๊ฒŒ ์ผ์–ด๋‚ ์ง€ ์ƒ๊ฐ๋„ ๋ชปํ–ˆ๋˜ ์ผ์ด์˜€์–ด์š”.
์š”์ฆ˜ ๋ผํ‹ด์Œ์•…์ด ๋‚จ๋ฏธ๋ฐ–์—์„œ ํฐ ์ธ๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ์–ป๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š”๋ฐ์š”, ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ์ƒ๊ฐํ•˜์„ธ์š”?
์Œ.... ์†”์งˆํžˆ ์ž˜ ๋ชจ๋ฅด๊ฒ ์–ด์š”. ์•„๋งˆ ์ง€๊ธˆ์ด ๋ผํ‹ด ๋ฆฌ๋“ฌ์ด ์–ด๋–ค ์กฐ๋ช…์„ ๋ฐ›์„ ์ข‹์€ ํƒ€์ด๋ฐ์ด ์•„๋‹๊นŒํ•ด์š”, ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ฉด ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ๊ฐ™์€ ๋ฆฌ๋“ฌ ๊ตฌ์กฐ์— ์‹ค์ฆ์ด ๋‚ฌ์„ ์ˆ˜ ๋„ ์žˆ๊ณ ์š”, ์•„๋งˆ ์ „์ž์Œ์•…์— ๊ด€์‹ฌ์„ ๊ฐ€์ง€๋Š” ์ƒˆ๋กœ์šด ์„ธ๋Œ€์˜ ์•„์ด๋“ค์ด ๋งŽ์•„์กŒ๊ณ , ๊ทธ๋“ค ์ค‘ ๋‹ค์ˆ˜๊ฐ€ ์ „์ž์Œ์•…์ด ํ”ํ•œ ์—˜์—์ด, ๋‰ด์š•, ๋Ÿฐ๋˜, ๋ฒ ๋ฅผ๋ฆฐ, ํŒŒ๋ฆฌ์™€ ๊ฐ™์€ ์žฅ์†Œ๊ฐ€ ์•„๋‹Œ ๊ณณ์„ ๊ธฐ๋ฐ˜์œผ๋กœ ํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ์–ด์š”. ์„ธ๊ณ„์—๋Š” ๋งŽ์€ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๊ณผ ๊ทธ๋“ค์˜ ๋ฏธ์  ์ •์„œ๊ฐ€ ์žˆ์ž–์•„์š”. ์ž์—ฐ์Šค๋Ÿฌ์šด ๊ณผ์ •์˜ ์ผ๋ถ€๋ผ๊ณ  ๋ณด๊ณ  ์žˆ์–ด์š”.
๋‚˜ํ”ผ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด์„œ ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐํ•ด์ฃผ์„ธ์š”. ๋‚˜ํ”ผ๊ฐ€ ๋ญ์—์š”? ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ๋งŒ๋‚ฌ๊ณ , ์™œ ๋‚˜ํ”ผ๋ฅผ ๋งŒ๋“ค์—ˆ์–ด์š”?
๋‚˜ํ”ผ๋Š” ๊ตญ๋‚ด ์ง€์—ญ์˜ ์žฌ๋Šฅ์žˆ๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์„ ์†Œ๊ฐœํ•˜๋Š” ํด๋Ÿฝ ํ–‰์‚ฌ๋กœ ์‹œ์ž‘๋˜์—ˆ์–ด์š”. ๊ฒฐ๊ตญ์—๋Š” ํฌ๋ฃจ๊ฐ€ ๋˜์—ˆ๊ณ , ๊ทธ๋“ค ์ž์‹ ์˜ ๊ฒƒ์„ ๋ฐœํ‘œํ•˜๊ธธ ์›ํ•˜๋Š” ์นœ๊ตฌ ์ง‘๋‹จ์ด ๋˜์—ˆ์–ด์š”. ๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ๋„ˆ๋ฌด ์ž์—ฐ์Šค๋Ÿฌ์› ์–ด์š”. ๊ฐ€์กฑ๋“ค์€ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์•„ํ‹ฐ์ŠคํŠธ๋“ค์„ ์ดˆ๋Œ€ํ•  ๋•Œ ๋งˆ๋‹ค ๋ถˆ์–ด๋‚ฌ์–ด์š”. ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ๋ชจ๋‘๋Š” ์šฐ์ •์œผ๋กœ ์—ฐ๊ฒฐ๋˜์–ด ์žˆ์–ด์š”. ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋‚˜์„œ์„œ, ๋งŽ์€ ๊ฒƒ์„ ๋งŒ๋“ค์–ด ๋‚ผ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ๋ณด์—ฌ์ฃผ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์— ์•„์ฃผ ํ–‰๋ณตํ•ด์š”. ๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ง€๊ธˆ์€ ๋‹จ์ง€ ํด๋Ÿฝํ–‰์‚ฌ๋„ ์•„๋‹ˆ๊ณ  ๋””์ œ์ด ํฌ๋ฃจ๋‚˜ ๋ ˆ์ด๋ธ”๋„ ์•„๋‹ˆ์—์š”. ์ด๊ฑด ๋ฌธํ™”์ ์ธ ์ƒํ‘œ/์‚ฌ๋ฌด์‹ค ๊ฐ™์€ ๊ฒƒ์ด์—์š”.
์ง€๋‚œํ•ด 9์›”์— ๊ณต๊ฐœํ•œ ์—๋””ํŠธ ํŒฉ ใ€Žํ”ผ์†ŒPISOใ€์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด์„œ ๋งํ•ด๋ณผ๊นŒ์š”? ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์—ดํ˜์ „ ์—์ฝ” ํ“จ์ณ๋ฆฌ์ฆ˜ ์ฝ”ํผ๋ ˆ์ด์…˜์„ ํ†ตํ•ด์„œ ๊ณต๊ฐœํ•œ ใ€Ž์ง€๋ฐœ๋ฐ” ๋ฆฌ๋ฏน์Šค Xibalba Remixesใ€์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด์„œ ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ์ฃผ์„ธ์š”.
์Œ.... ใ€Žํ”ผ์†Œใ€๋Š” ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ ๋‹ฌ ๋™์•ˆ ํ”Œ๋ ˆ์ดํ•ด์™”๋˜ ํด๋Ÿฝ ํˆด์˜ ๋ชจ์Œ์ด์—์š”. ๋งŽ์€ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ๊ณต์œ ํ•ด ์ฃผ๊ธธ ์›ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”. ์Œ์•…๊ณผ ์‹œ๊ฐ์ ์ธ ๋ฏธํ•™์— ์ค‘์ ์„ ๋‘” <๋ธŒ์ด์ผ€์ด VK> ๊ทธ๋ฃน, ์ดํ…Œ๋ฆฌ์–ผ ๊ทธ๋ฃจ๋ธŒ์Šค Ethereal Grooves๋ฅผ ํ†ตํ•ด ํ™๋ณดํ–ˆ์–ด์š”. ใ€Žํ”ผ์†Œใ€์˜ ์•„ํŠธ์›์€ ์œ™์ŠคWWWINGS๊ฐ€ ๋งŒ๋“ค์–ด ์ฃผ์—ˆ์–ด์š”. ์ธํ„ฐ๋„ท์„ ํ†ตํ•œ ์ฝœ๋ผ๋ณด๋ ˆ์ด์…˜์ด์˜€๊ณ ์š”. ์‹ค์ œ๋กœ ๋งŒ๋‚˜๊ฑฐ๋‚˜ ์•Œ ํ•„์š”๊ฐ€ ์—†์—ˆ์–ด์š”. ์‹ฌ์ง€์–ด ๊ฐ™์ด ์ž‘์—…ํ•œ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์˜ ์‚ฌ์ง„๋„ ์—†์—ˆ์–ด์š”. ์—์ฝ” ํ“จ์ณ๋ฆฌ์ฆ˜ ์ฝ”ํผ๋ ˆ์ด์…˜๊ณผ ์ž‘์—…๋„ ๋งˆ์ฐฎ๊ฐ€์ง€์˜€์–ด์š”. ๋‚˜๋Š” ๊ทธ๋“ค์˜ ์‚ฌ์šด๋“œ์™€ ๋ฏธ์  ์ทจํ–ฅ์— ํŒฌ์ด ๋˜์—ˆ๊ณ ์š”. ๊ทธ๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ ์—ฐ๋ฝํ•ด์„œ ๋ฆฌ๋ฏน์Šค๋ฅผ ๋ฐœ๋งคํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ์ง€ ๋ฌผ์–ด๋ดค์–ด์š”. ์ด๋Ÿฐ ์‹์ด ์•„์ฃผ ์ข‹์•˜์–ด์š”.
ใ€Žํ”ผ์†Œใ€์•จ๋ฒ” ์ปค๋ฒ„๋ฅผ ์œ™์Šค๊ฐ€ ๋””์ž์ธํ•ด์ฃผ์—ˆ๊ณ , ์œ™์Šค์™€ ํŠธ๋ž™๋„ ๊ฐ™์ด ๋งŒ๋“ค์—ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ์š”. ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ์•Œ๊ฒŒ๋˜์—ˆ๋‚˜์š”? ๊ฐ™์ด ์ž‘์—…ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์€ ์–ด๋• ๋‚˜์š”?
2๋…„์ „ ์–ด๋Š๋‚  ์œ™์Šค์—๊ฒŒ์„œ ๋ฉ”์‹œ์ง€๋ฅผ ๋ฐ›์•˜์–ด์š”, ๊ทธ๋“ค์ด ์ฝœ๋ผ๋ณด๋ ˆ์ด์…˜์„ ํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ๊ณ ์š”. ๋ง์ด ๋งŽ์ด ์˜ค๊ฐ”๊ฑฐ๋‚˜ ๋…ผ์˜๋ฅผ ๋งŽ์ด ํ•˜์ง€๋„ ์•Š์•˜์–ด์š”. ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๊ทธ๋ƒฅ ํŠธ๋ž™์„ ๋‘์„œ ์—†์ด ์ž‘์—…ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”. ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ์ž‘์—…ํ–ˆ๊ณ ์š”. ์ข‹์•˜์–ด์š”. ๊ทธ๋“ค์€ ๋„ˆ๋ฌด ํœผ๋ฅญํ–ˆ๊ณ , ์•„์ฃผ ์ง‘์ค‘ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”. ์•ž์œผ๋กœ ๋‚˜์˜ฌ ๊ณก ์ค‘์—์„œ ์œ™์Šค์™€ ํ•จ๊ป˜ ์ž‘์—…ํ•œ ๊ฒƒ์ด ์žˆ์–ด์š”. ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” 2016๋…„์— ๋‘๊ณก์„ ์ž‘์—…ํ–ˆ๊ณ ์š” ๊ฑฐ์˜ ์ค€๋น„๋˜์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
์š”์ฆ˜ ๋งŒ๋“ค์–ด์ง€๋Š” ์Œ์•…์ด ์ ์  ์–ด๋‘์–ด์ง€๊ณ  ์‹คํ—˜์ ์ธ ๊ฒƒ์œผ๋กœ ๋“ค๋ฆฌ๋Š”๋ฐ์š”. ์š”์ฆ˜ ์–ด๋‘ก๊ณ  ์‹คํ—˜์ ์ธ ์Œ์•…์ด ๋งŽ์ด ๋‚˜์˜ค๋Š” ์ด์œ ๊ฐ€ ๋ญ˜๊นŒ์š”?
๋Œ„์Šคํ”Œ๋กœ์–ด๊ฐ€ ๋”์šฑ ์‹คํ—˜์— ์ค€๋น„๊ฐ€ ๋œ ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™์•„์š”. ์Œ์•…์— ย ์ •์‹ ์ค„์„ ๋†“๋Š” ๊ด€๊ฐ๋“ค์„ ์ข‹์•„ํ•ด์š”. ๋ถ„์—ด๊ณผ ํ˜ผ๋ˆ๋„ ์—ญ์‹œ ์ข‹์•„ํ•ด์š”. ๋‚˜๋Š” ์…‹์„ ์ค€๋น„ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•„์š”. ํŽ˜์Šคํ‹ฐ๋ฒŒ์ด๋‚˜ โ€œ์ค‘์š”ํ•œ ๊ณต์—ฐโ€์œผ๋กœ ๋ถˆ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๊ณต์—ฐ์—์„œ๋„์š”. ๊ฒฐ๊ตญ์—๋Š” ๋‚ด ์ž์‹ ์„ ๋†“์•„๋ฒ„๋ ค์š”. ๋งŽ์€ ์‹ค์ˆ˜๋ฅผ ํ•˜๊ณ  ๊ฑฐ๊ธฐ์„œ ์ด์ ์„ ์ฐพ์•„๋‚ด์š”. ๊ด€๊ฐ์„ ๊ธฐ์˜๊ฒŒํ•ด์•ผ ํ•  ํ•„์š”๊ฐ€ ์—†๋‹ค๋Š” ์ƒ๊ฐ์„ ๊ฐ€์ง€๊ณ  ์žˆ์–ด์š”. ๊ฐœ๋…์ ์œผ๋กœ ํด๋Ÿฝ์€ ์ž๊ทน, ํ™œ๋ ฅ์„ ์œ„ํ•œ ๊ณณ์ด์—์š”. ๊ทธ๋ ‡์ง€๋งŒ ํƒ๊ตฌ์™€ ์„ฑ์ฐฐ์„ ์œ„ํ•œ ๊ณณ์ด๊ธฐ๋„ ํ•ด์š”.
์ต์Šคํƒ€์‹œ์Šค ๋ ˆ์ฝ”์ฆˆ์˜ ์ˆ˜์žฅ์ด๊ธฐ๋„ ํ•œ๋ฐ์š”. ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ๋ ˆ์ด๋ธ”์„ ์šด์˜ํ•˜๋‚˜์š”? ํ•จ๊ป˜ ์ž‘์—…ํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ์•„ํ‹ฐ์ŠคํŠธ๋“ค์€ ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ์„ ๋ณ„ํ•˜๋‚˜์š”? ์˜ค๋Š˜ ์ด๋‹ค ๋”œ๋Ÿฐ์˜ ใ€Ž์•ค์ ค๋ฆญ ์Šฌ๋žญใ€์ด ๊ณต๊ฐœ๋˜์—ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ์š”. ์•„์ฃผ ์ข‹์•˜์–ด์š”.
2012๋…„ ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ๋ ˆ์ด๋ธ”์„ ์šด์˜ํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ์–ด์š”. ์šด์˜ ๋ฐฉ์‹์—์„œ ๋งˆ์Œ์— ๋“œ๋Š” ์ ์€ ๋ฏธ๋””์–ด๋‚˜ ๋Œ€์ค‘์„ ๊ธฐ์˜๊ฒŒ ํ•˜๋ ค๊ณ  ํƒ€ํ˜‘ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด์—์š”. ๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์Œ์•… ์…€๋ž™์…˜์ด ๋‹ค์–‘ํ•œ ๊ฒƒ์ด ๋งˆ์Œ์— ๋“ค์–ด์š”. ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ์•„ํ‹ฐ์ŠคํŠธ๋“ค์„ ์ ๋‹นํ•œ ์ง€์ ์—์„œ ๋‚˜์™€ ์Œ์•…์„ ์‹คํ—˜ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋„๋ก ์šฉ๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ์ฃผ๋ฉด ์•„ํ‹ฐ์ŠคํŠธ๋“ค์ด ๋Š๋ผ๋Š” ์ ์ด ์žˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ๋ฏฟ์–ด์š”. ์ฃผ๋œจ์ฃผ๋œจ ZUTZUT, ๋ชจ๋ฅดํ… ์—์ด์น˜๋”” Morten HD, ์›จ์ด์Šคํ‹ฐ๋“œ ํŽ˜์ด์ธ  Wasted Fates์™€ ๊ฐ™์€ ์•„ํ‹ฐ์ŠคํŠธ๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ ์™„๋ฒฝํ•˜๊ฒŒ ์ ์šฉ๋˜์—ˆ์–ด์š”. ํ”„๋กœ์ ํŠธ๋ฅผ ์ง„ํ–‰ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์€ ๋†€๋ผ์› ์–ด์š”. ์ด๋‹ค๋Š” ํœผ๋ฅญํ•œ ํ”„๋กœ๋“€์„œ์—์š”. 3๋…„์ „๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ๋‚˜์˜ ๋ ˆ์ด๋”์— ํฌ์ฐฉ๋˜์—ˆ์–ด์š”. ๋งŽ์€ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ๊ทธ๋…€์˜ ใ€Œ๋‚ซ ๊ณ ๋‚˜ ๊ฒŸ ์–ด์Šค ๋ถ€ํ‹€๋ ‰ Not Gonna Get Us Bootlegใ€์„ ํ”Œ๋ ˆ์ด ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”. ๊ทธ๋…€๊ฐ€ ์Œ์•…์„ ๋ฐœํ‘œํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ์ ์ ˆํ•œ ๊ณต๊ฐ„์„ ์ฃผ๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ์–ด์š”. ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ๋ฐฉ์‹์ด ํ˜„์‹คํ™” ๋˜์–ด์„œ ๊ธฐ๋ป์š”. ใ€Ž์•ค์ ค๋ฆญ ์Šฌ๋žญใ€์ด ์ถœ์‹œ๋˜์—ˆ์–ด์š”.
์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋‚˜๋ผ๋ฅผ ๋‹ค๋…”์ž–์•„์š”. 2014๋…„ ์•Œ๋น„์•ฐ์—์ด ์ผ๋ณธ, 2015๋…„์— ๋ฐ”๋ฅด์…€๋กœ๋‚˜ ์†Œ๋‚˜๋ฅด๋ฅผ ํฌํ•จํ•ด์„œ์š”. ํˆฌ์–ด ์ค‘์—์„œ ๊ฐ€์žฅ ์ธ์ƒ์ ์ธ ์ˆœ๊ฐ„์ด ์–ธ์ œ์˜€๋‚˜์š”?
์—ฌํ–‰ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ์ข‹์•„ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์ž…๊ตญ์‹ฌ์‚ฌ ํ•  ๋•Œ ๋„ˆ๋ฌด ์ŠคํŠธ๋ ˆ์Šค๋ฅผ ๋ฐ›์•„์š”. ์–ด๋–จ ๋•Œ๋Š” ๋ฌธ์‹  ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์—, ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ฉด ๋จธ๋ฆฌ ์Šคํƒ€์ผ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์—, ๊ทธ๋ƒฅ ์Šคํƒ€์ผ ๊ทธ ์ž์ฒด๋กœ ๋ฌธ์ œ๋ฅผ ์‚ผ์•„์š”. ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๋†€๋ผ์šด ๋ชจํ—˜์ด ๊ธฐ๋‹ค๋ฆฌ๋‹ˆ๊น์š”. ์˜์‹์ ์œผ๋กœ ๋‚˜๋Š” ๋„ˆ๋ฌด ํ–‰์šด์ด ์žˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ด์š”. ๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ํ•ญ์ƒ ์ตœ์„ ์„ ๋‹คํ•ด์š”. ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ง€์—ญ ์•„ํ‹ฐ์ŠคํŠธ๋“ค๊ณผ ๋งŒ๋‚˜๊ณ  ๊ทธ๋“ค ํ•จ๊ป˜ ์ž‘์—…ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ์ข‹์•„ํ•ด์š”. ์ง€๋‚œ์ฃผ ํ† ์ฟ„์—์„œ๋Š” ๋ ˆ๋“œ๋ถˆ ์ผ๋ณธ์ง€์‚ฌ์— ์ŠคํŠœ๋””์˜ค ์‚ฌ์šฉ์„ ๋ถ€ํƒํ•ด์„œ ์ผ๋ณธ ์•„ํ‹ฐ์ŠคํŠธ, ๋ ‰ Wrack, ์ผ€์ด๋”๋ธ”์œ ์—์ด K.W.A ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์— ์”จ ์ œ์ด์—”์™€์ด์—์ด MC JNYA์™€ ํ•จ๊ป˜ 4๊ฐœ์˜ ํ”„๋กœ์ ํŠธ๋ฅผ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”.
์˜ค๋Š˜๋ฐค ์ผ€์ดํฌ์ˆ์—์„œ ๊ธฐ๋Œ€ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ด ์žˆ๋‹ค๋ฉด ๋ญ”๊ฐ€์š”?
์˜ค๋งˆ์ด๊ฐ“! ์ผ€์ดํฌ์ˆ์€ ๊ตญ์ œ์ ์œผ๋กœ ์ด ์ปค๋ฎค๋‹ˆํ‹ฐ์—์„œ ์•„์ฃผ ์œ ๋ช…ํ•ด์š”. ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ์‹œ์•„์—์„œ ์—ฎ์ด๊ณ  ์‹ถ์€ ํด๋Ÿฝ๊ณผ ๊ฐ™์€ ๊ณณ์ด์—์š”. ๊ทธ๋“ค์€ ์Œ์•…๊ณผ ํด๋Ÿฝ ์‹คํ—˜์— ์ดˆ์ ์„ ๋‘๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™์•„์š”. ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ์šฉ๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ๋‚ด์–ด ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ณณ์ด ์„ธ์ƒ์— ๋งŽ์ง€ ์•Š๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š”. ๋„ˆ๋ฌด ํฅ๋ถ„๋˜๊ณ ์š”. ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ ์Ÿ์Ÿํ•œ ์ดˆ๋Œ€ ์•„ํ‹ฐ์ŠคํŠธ๋“ค๊ณผ ํ•จ๊ป˜ ์ด๋ฆ„์„ ์˜ฌ๋ฆฌ๊ฒŒ ๋˜์–ด ์˜๊ด‘์ด์—์š”.
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Is this first time in Korea? What do you feel? Yes, its the first time, im so very excited, never thought i will be here to perform, so happy to know that there's following of my work and my label here, also its interesting because in Mexico City on of the growing communities is S. Koreans so it just fits perfectly
What do you think about Trump's America as a Mexican?ย (Sadly all the crazy things are happening, now.) I honestly do not care, he is not my president, i think "they" are trying to make the people concerned way too much about it, it makes me sad that many people in Mexico is now super confused and angry doing stupid keyboard activism and posting every single day news about that, i mean, life goes on and we do have so many problems in the country, so i don't think we need more concerns. Its the best time to work an to make stuff and forget the idea that USA is the center of the world.
Where are you based in Mexico? Mexico City, i love the city, so big, and many things happen, i just love to live there
How things going on the underground music scenes the city you based on? and is it good to make musics there? I think it is a healthy moment for young and established musicians, sadly, mexicans need international validation in order to believe in local artistic movements, but its happening now, many media outlets point out Mexico as a hot place for culture and music and it is becoming that way.
Can you tell us about your music, when did you start make music and DJ? where do the influences in your music come from? I started when i was 15 years old, before i was recording dance hits from the radio on cassettes, but after the first time i saw someone manipulating turntables and also when i discovered that there was electronic music being produced in Mexico i really got into it, so it has been 15 years of an amazing adventure, and since 3 years from now i live out of music only, which was something i never thought would happen to me.
Why do you think thereโ€™s been big in Latin sounds outside South America recently? hmmm honestly don't know, but maybe it was just good timing for latin rhythms to have a moment, maybe some people was tired of the same rhythmic structures, maybe there are new generations of kids that are into electronic music and many of them are not based in the common places for electronic music to happen such as LA, NY, London, Berlin or Paris, there's so many people and aesthetics in the world so it's just part of a natural process i guess.
Can you tell us about the N.A.A.F.I, What is N.A.A.F.I? How you guys met each other? Why you guys make the crew? NAAFI started as a club night which promoted local and national talents, it eventually became a crew and a group of friends with the need of releasing their own material, so it was also something super natural, the family grew each time we invited artists, we are all linked by friendship. We are so happy to stand for it and to show that there are many things to be made, so by now it is not just a club night or a dj crew or a label, it is more like a cultural brand/office.
Let's talk about the edit pack PISO, and about ten days ago Xibalba Remixes released on EFC. hmmm PISO was a collection of club tools that i had been playing for many months and many people was asking me to share, i promoted it through VK's group Ethereal Grooves which is amazing and so focused on music and visual aesthetics, PISO artwork was made by WWWINGS with this idea of collaborating over the internet without the need of knowing in flesh or even in a picture who i was working with, also that's how the connection with Eco Future Corp happened, i became a fan of their sound and aesthetic that i made it possible to get in touch with them and ask them for the opportunity of a release with some remixes, i like it so much.
The album cover is designed by WWWINGS, and you also worked some songs with them. how was that? how was working with them? One day like 2 years from now i received a message from WWWINGS, they wanted to collaborate and there was very little talk or discussion about it, we just worked on the tracks back and forward, and thats how they do it, and i love it, they are so good and so focused. I have an upcoming release with WWWINGS, we have a couple tracks that we worked in 2016 almost ready.
I can tell your sound is getting darker and experimental recently, Why do you think there's so many dark and experimental sound came out recently? I think the dancefloor is more that ready for experimentation, i love the crowd that let itself go with the music, i also like disruption and chaos, i never actually prepare my sets, not even for festivals or so called "important gigs" in the end i just let myself go, many times i make mistakes which i try to take advantage from, also i have this idea that there's no need to be pleasant with the crowd. Club as a concept is a place for stimulation, recreation but also investigation and introspection.
You are the head of Extasis Records, How do you run the record label? how do you choose the artist you work with? ย Angelic Slang [EXTASIS021] by Ida Dillan released today! This EP is so nice! I run it since 2012 and what i like in its way to operate is that it is not compromised to please either media or the public, and that's why i like the music selection to be eclectic, i believe so much in what the artist feel that i encourage them to get out of the comfort zone and to experiment with music, there are also artists that get the idea perfectly like ZUTZUT, Morten HD or Wasted Fates so it's an amazing project to run. Ida has been an excellent producer that i've had on the radar for more than 3 years, many people play her music like her "Not Gonna Get Us Bootleg" bootleg so i wanted to give her a proper space to release her music and im so glad the way it happened. Angelic Slang is out now.
You've been so many countries, include RBMA 2014 in Japan, and Sonar 2015 in Barcelona. When was your the best moment in your tour? i love travelling, i also get super stressed at borders, sometimes i get judged by my tattoos or because of the hair or just my style, but besides that it's an amazing adventure, which im conscious that i am very lucky so i always try my best, also i love meeting local artists and collaborate with them, last week in Tokyo i asked Redbull Japan to use the studio and I started 4 projects with the Japanese artists Wrack, K.W.A and Mc JNYA.
What do you feel like for dinner tonight in Seoul? Korean BBQ for sure, i love food and that is one of my favorites, im also open to discover new experiences with food, so i will try my best to get a good panorama of Korean food.
What do you expect tonight at the Cakeshop? OMG! Cakeshop is very famous among the artist community worldwide, it's like the right place to be linked in Asia, i think they are focused on music and club experimentation, which not many places in the world have the courage to do it, so i am very excited and honored to be part of their amazing list of invited artists.
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hello i just wanna say how things went not quite good last year but after all those, here i am. :)
u know how i hate dramas and long ass words but, please allow me to express this. to express myself.
so lately, i dont know where my life is going it's like DUDE IM IN A FREAKING AUTOPILOT MODE :( and that sucks for real. been giving shits at ppl which i unintentionally ever wanted but yeah ok, its done na eh its like i always wanna care to the ppl around me? that i get so tired of giving a damn about them. that's why i tried to go back to the old version of myself where i shut every doors in my life. where i just want to talk to few of the dearest people in my life. yet i get so empty and wonder how and why and where and what did i do to become such a mess like this.
*just randomly thought that i will stop right here because i dont wanna get sad tonight or this year (pls)*
but okay here's why.
1. Ever since i got to college i feel like my world became small because of the people around me even though it will usually make your world big, because duh college has a lot of species haha. But yeah it made my world small. I miss my friends. I miss how i get a lot of sleep before going to school. I miss my life, my highschool life. But it's part of having this life, maybe. And speaking of acads lol yeah, i can "still" cope up with my acads but it's just simply draining and idk it's like, wow teka awat naman. Although i have a day to rest but bruhhh it's not. It's just freaking day to complete the requirements! College pa lng to potek pano na pag trabaho. HAHAHA! And did i tell you ba how i got low scores on my quiz specially to one of the subject that has a terror prof? well God bless me. That freaking day. Made my heart broke into pieces. Tears are real, but you can't cry because you still have a next class tnx p6. Yeah college is fun minus the requirements. But please Lord:( help me pass this semester. Good God please!
2. Here's to me having an indecisive 2018. Well you know how i got into this relationship naman diba with Gab. We good. But sometimes i feel like walls are building ule like hello i'm thinking about school and him and like i can't take the possibility of giving up something to make that one thing happy. Should i give up school? Of course not. Should i give up on him? Better not. It's just really complicated when we get into this small fights and thinking about other stuff excluding him in that scene and i was kinda like thinking of "hmmm why not?" and babalik ule sa dati, we good again. Like you know maybe i think of good stuff just to make me motivated but sometimes thinking about bad stuff will make you strive for more e:) That's one thing that i've learned. See the good, but don't forget the bad side. Balance is the key, always. Speaking of fights. We fight over the stuff that yeah will make each other guilty or sad or have regrets after. Like.... hello inom? this is the year where i could say that man we became a one real ass good liars to our parents everytime we do this. Everytime I do it. It's hard to lie din to yourself minsan e no. Telling yourself to stop it and it won't happen again and then you even promise. But pfft, promises yeahhh are made to be broken:) But still.. patience my friend, patience. Enjoy your youth!
3. The most awaited part... spiritual life. Man where do I start? Hirap. HAHAHA. Pinakamahirap to. Compare mo sa college life mas matimbang to! Minsan mapapaisip ka on how merciful and great the grace of God is ehh. Like man look, the things that i said above are just minor problems eh. This. This is a major prob. It will surely control your life, where you'll go. Okay i admit, i do not do my devos anymore. But i do read, sometimes, when i'm on the train. It's hard to convince yourself that you can do all this things through Christ but you don't really have the heart to praise and worship? Para saan ang ministry if your heart is empty. Minsan napapaiyak ako after i sing to the congregation because i am freaking unworthy to lead the people to God. Do you see how clean my heart is? No. Pero i can feel that it is very full of hatreds and fears. That i just wanna lay all day thinking of when will my time come. But everytime i got assigned to lead, I try to be stronger. I try to encourage people whom I know struggling and I believe that they have also burdens in their heart. Diba? Super ironic on how you feel so weak pero you are also the person who appointed to lift up someone's feeling. 2018 has taught me a lot. From my very downfall to my uphills, I can say that God filled this year with a lot of lessons through every heartbreaks, every tears, every fake smiles and laughs, every silence, every blank stares, every "i'm ok, all is good"โ€” God turned it to "and yet i'm still here".
2018 is such a terrible year. I lost some good friends along the way but I know it's all part of the plan. I lost myself, but God put me right back on the track. In every lost there will always be a gain. Keep on going;
Here's to more breakthrough 2019!
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