My sweet Heidi! Congrats again on your 1K bby!! You deserve it and even more!! I was wondering if I could put in a blind drabble request with my love Frankie and numbers 22 and 301. Iโm so proud of everything youโre doing and am so glad to call you one of my best buds. ๐๐๐
Meet Cute in the Garden Section
Wildemaven 1k Celebration / 1k Masterlist
Pairing: Frankie Morales x Reader
Warnings: 18+ Blog; No warnings, just fluff!
Prompts: "This doesn't smell like roses." / "It was nice meeting you."
You donโt mean to stare. Actually you do, because itโs the cutest thing youโve seen in a while.ย
Between reading the tiny plant labels and filling your cart with an array of plants you had been looking forward to purchasing for your growing garden, you canโt help but notice a Dad and his daughter an aisle over doing some planting shopping of their own.ย
He seems a little lost, removing his tattered ball cap every once in a while to comb through his chestnut locks, as he examines each plant his daughter holds up to him. His furrowed brow gives you the impression he doesnโt shop for plants often.ย
As you continue your browsing, you find yourself in the same section as the cute shopping duo. In closer proximity you decide the Dad is quite cute with how his eyes crinkle when he smiles at something his daughter is saying and you think you see a hint of a dimple through his patchy beard.ย
โThis one is cute too Papa! Look at it.โ The sweet little girl, who looks to be around 5 or 6 years old, says to her Dad holding up the tiny potted plant. โCan we get this one too?โ
He takes the plant from her tiny hands, squinting as if he either forgot his glasses at home or thinks he doesnโt need them and continues struggling through reading small print.ย
โI donโt know baby, I canโt really tell what the little symbol is, if this one is saying full sun or partialโ maybe no sun?? This one might be a little more difficult to take care of.โ He tells her as he goes to place it back in its designated spot.ย
โActually, those are pretty easy to take care ofโ perfect starter plants too.โ You say, giving him a reassuring smile so as to not come off as some creepy stranger in the garden department. โSorry, didnโt mean to bother you, just thought you should know.โ
โThanksโ thank you. As you might have guessed, I know nothing about plants, or gardening for that matter.โ He says, laughing at confessing his lack of knowledge about plants to a complete stranger. Thereโs definitely a dimple, way more prominent when he laughs.ย
โThatโs okay, we all start somewhere. So far, all of your choices are great ones, you shouldnโt have too much trouble getting things going.โ You tell him as you glance over their selections.ย
โSo thereโs hope for us then?โ
โDefinitely!โ
โPapa! This doesn't smell like roses!โ The sweet little girl, who looks like a copy and paste version of her father, declares while shoving another plant into their nearly filled cart.ย
โThatโs because itโs a succulent, no real scent to them.โ You say, and guessing by her confused expression, she doesnโt know what one is. โItโs like a cactus, but none of those pokey needles on them. Theyโre fun to take care of because they donโt need a lot of water to grow and love the sun, very low maintenance.โ
โThatโs just what our garden needs, low maintenance.โ
He doesnโt have a ring, but you're aware not everyone wears one these days, so you use your sleuth skills to ask about his marital status so you donโt over step any sort of boundaries.ย
โWell, Iโm sure your wife will be happy with everything you two have picked out.โ
โOh, weโre not marriedโ I have her on the weekends and sheโs been begging to plant a garden since she has one at her momโs place. And I have no clue what Iโm doing so Iโm just guessing as we go.โย
Cute, and single.ย
โIโm Frankie and this is Isabella.โ
You give him your name and you continue to talk him through his gardening hesitations, really soaking up everything little detail youโre sharing with himโ wishing he had something to take notes knowing heโll probably forget most of it by the time they get home.ย
โIt was nice meeting you. I hope you both have fun and I wish you the best of luck in your gardening ventures.โ Realizing you had definitely overstayed your welcome, but wishing you could chat more with Frankieโ and not just about plants and their needs.ย
You give them both a friendly wave goodbye, turning back to your cart to make your way to pay for your own plants, looking forward to an afternoon of planting and deciding what to make for dinner.ย
You had finished loading your car with your collection of flowers and a few bags of potting soil, when you hear your name being called, and turn to see Frankie and Isabella walking in your direction.ย
โHey! More gardening questions?โย
โYeah, I meanโ not really. I was wondering, umm if I could maybe get your number. In case I were to have any questions about garden stuff, I could text you or call if you preferโ or I could turn back around and head to my car and we can pretend this lame attempt at me asking to see you again didnโt happen.โ He sounds nervous, his one hand firmly tucked into the pocket of his jeans and the other securely around Isabellaโs tiny handโ his irresistible smile and charming personality has really won you over.ย
โIโd love to give you my numberโ for gardening and stuff.โย
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I've gathered thatvthis space is safe to vent to so I'm going to do that and... maybe ask for advice to lol. uh tw for lots of ableism btw!
So, when we first started realizing our system, we quickly decided to be anti-endo. As far as I know at least, I don't have the greatest memory in the world haha. But over time, we got fed up with it. We got fed up with the hatred of endos and our opinion started changing a bit, and by the time this next bit happened we wouldn't really be considered anti-endo at all, but we still followed and interacted with anti-endo blogs because we didn't want to push back and get harassment for uhhh, not hating endos. look, it's happened before, I've seen it a lot, so I was scared. So we just said nothing on syscourse.
But then, something happened. I had a realization. We aren't just traumagenic. Like, half my subsystem and a few of our main systems alters are likely endogenic! And now I don't know what to do. I feel like I don't fit into either spaces anymore. This is the only blog that feels safe right now. I don't know how to go about understanding ourself as endogenic as well, which is the part I thought you could maybe understand better than me
So I guess also, thank you? For giving me a nice place to go when I'm worried. Also you don't have to post this if you don't want and sorry if I was wrong about it being OK to vent here or something. Have a good day/night.
Well, strangely enough, I went through an extremely similar thing myself a few years ago. It's only been in the last year or so that we've been open about our origins and our support of non-traumagenic systems.
So, first off, I want to say: it's ok to change over time! It's ok to grow and have your opinions or outlook on life to drastically differ from who you were even a few months ago. That's the beautiful part about being here, and in case no one has said it recently... I'm really proud of you!
As for not knowing how to go about this sudden realization... I think the most important thing is to be patient with yourselves, and be open minded. You're already doing great on both of those fronts from where I'm looking at it, so you're on the right track!
Figuring out you're not quite the same as you thought you were can come as a big shock. But it's what you do with that information that matters, y'know? You know now that this is who you are. Now, you just have to learn to love the new you, wholeheartedly and unabashedly. That's really what most everyone I know is trying to do, even singlets.
If you're looking for a specific term that fits you, there's a couple I could recommend! There's multigenic, mixed origins, polygenic, isoscegenic, etc... I'm not trying to overwhelm you, just trying to let you know there's options :) I suggest going to this Pluralpedia page and seeing what resonates:
I hope this helps!!! Please feel free to follow up if you need or want to! /gen
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HI MARI ๐ธ๐ i hope ur doing well!! i was thinking for the wip roundup something from open mind open heart?? ๐ฅ๐๏ธ (alsoo coral island oc *screams* YAY ๐๐)
hello allegra!! ๐ I'm doing great thank you for asking <3 I hope you're doing well too!! @finding-comfort-in-rain @onehornedbeast and hello Charlie and Ice!! thank you all for asking about this one ๐ the game's so much fun and writing for Bonnie is a blast sksks
so this is a silly little thought I had about Bonnie just getting completely wasted for the first time in years and Luke, bless him, he just wants to make sure she has a good time. the last time I posted a wip of the day after. this is from the actual night
โWhy hello there, handsome. Free tonight?โ Bonnie speaks into the mic when she spots Luke. Her voice echoes through the bar.
He ignores the initiation of her next โperformanceโ and keeps walking up the stage.
โMy boyfriend isnโt around. How about we slip away for the night?โ, she whispers โ as if everyone in the building couldnโt hear her like this โ with a dramatic emphasis on the word โslipโ. Ironically, in this very moment, Bonnie slowly tilts backwards and almost slips off her own feet.
Luke catches her and the mic at the very last moment, pulling the woman close to him and keeping her secure with an arm around her waist.
โOh, getting right to it, are we?โ, she teases.
Again, he pays her comments no mind while dragging her off stage.
Bonnieโs steps are short and uneven. Itโs a miracle this girl can still stand, she can barely hold her own head up.
โDo you need any help?โ, Noah asks with an amused look on his face.
As soon as Luke is convinced that Bonnie is secure on her feet, he lets her go and turns his attention to the other man. โThank you, Noah but I think weโll manage.โ
Just as he finishes the sentence, Bonnie tilts once more. Thanks to Lukeโs quick reflexes he manages to catch her again before she can hit the ground.
Despite his amusement, Noah shoots them a concerned look, โYou sure?โ
โShe can do this.โ Luke eyes Bonnie for a moment and adds, โRight?โ
She doesnโt answer, her attention lays elsewhere, staring into the distance even though the bar is empty by now safe for the three of them.
Luke was about to get her attention when Bonnie calls out an enthusiastic โyesโ, followed by a bright smile.
He doubts she even knows whatโs going on, but it doesnโt exactly matter. He sighs in defeat and puts a hand on the small of her back, leading her towards the door. โCome on, letโs go.โ
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Hi, if you don't mind and they're still open could I please have a LOTR and The Hobbit matchup? ๐ฅบ๐๐
I'm fine with either a male or female ship, though I think it's important to note that I'm Asexual. I'm an autistic adult who also has arthritis, scoliosis, asthma and a bunch of other symptoms like feeling faintish too.
I tend to cover up a lot clothing-wise because I sunburn easily, but that doesn't mean I don't like myself. I'm actually pretty confident, or at least don't feel the need to change myself for others. I'm also a huge nerd who enjoys nonfiction books and informational videos, especially on subjects like archaeology, science, botany, paleontology, witchcraft and history. I can infodump about just about anything, and I know tons of trivia, especially about those subjects and my favorite authors. I'm also learning how to sew and crochet, and I write a LOT. I have an ongoing journal that I've kept for years now.
My style can be best described as "Cottagecore Ms Frizzle" tbh. It's also very important to note that I'm 4' 10" because of a disability that stunted my growth. If you're not American that's about 147 cm so yeah, very tiny. I also have glasses and very long wavy brown hair.
I'm very sweet and I try to be friendly to everyone. I can also be a little sensitive at times, but I'm also very wise and I give good advice. I often write about very deep issues and I can think very big picture, but I also appreciate small things in life. I think you can find beauty everywhere if you really look for it. Though I can also be stubborn and once my boundaries are crossed I don't forgive easily, I will admit. I love caring for people though and if someone is sad, I'll often ask if I could get them anything (mainly tea because I love tea) or rub their back to comfort them. Focusing on little things and helping people is what keeps me going in a world that is constantly wracked with disaster tbh.
Thanks so so much, I hope you have a great day hun! Take care of yourself and drink lots of water!
Absolutely take care of yourself babe! ๐ฅฐ
First I ship you with Galadriel! ๐
She makes tea every time you are in Rivendell always making it herself and making sure it is always the way you liked it
She loves watching you write and reads it after never taking the sweet smile off of her face every time she reads the things you write
She doesn't mind that you are shorter than her nor the fact of you having a disability doing research on what you have and what it does to you
She always checks your glasses when you leave them next to her when you shower or fall asleep cleaning them if they are dirty and replacing them if they are damaged somehow
She loves that you always try to give the best advice to anyone in need of it whether they are going through a rough patch or unsure of something
She always listens and enjoys your info dumps no matter what it is or how long your talks are she is always happy to listen
She always reminds you to take care of yourself from taking your meds, drinking more water, eating when you haven't eaten in awhile, or to sleep when you're clearly exhausted
Finally I ship you with The bard
He likes hearing you info dump whether it's about something you like, how your day was going or went, what you and the kids did or were going to do, or just anything at all making him smile
He repairs your glasses if they get broke making sure to always replace the glass if need be necessary and to tighten the sides as well
He always makes sure to remind you to drink water especially when you're sick, to eat food when he knows you haven't eaten in a while, to sleep even when you haven't been sleeping well, and to take your meds on time even when you're dealing with things around you
He loves seeing you give advice to others when they're in a situation especially when needed and even giving advice about bullying and growing up to the kids helping them making him love you even more
He never minds that you have a disability and that you're shorter than him because of it and doesn't mind helping you when you need help with getting things
He always loves reading what you write even having a few he will have copied or write down to keep somewhere
He makes tea for you every day always trying different flavors and ways to make it and keeps track of whether you like it or not
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Hope your chapter turns out well and that it doesn't stress you out!! You are a good writer!! If you are still doing these 12 and 13, if not hope you have a great day!!
Thank you for your kind words. I have finished the chapter and now wait another day to go over it again. Thanks again๐๐
12. Pretends to be so tough, but is the softest teddy bear
Dax is a beast. Everyone with functioning eyes can see that. The grumpy expression he wears just adds to it. People expect him to be a tough motherfucker, and he just turned into exactly that. You better not mess with him, because he'll tear you down - verbally or physically. That's what he is trying to make the world believe.
Little do people know that he suffers from RBFS - resting bitch face syndrome. He isn't really grumpy, even though his face tries to tell you exactly that. You know that, and it breaks your heart that no one seems to ever notice his adorable dimples when he smiles. The sparkle in his eyes when he talks about things he loves. The way he wants to cuddle all the time. He's your personal teddy bear, and people don't get your relationship. While in the beginning, it bothered you, it doesn't matter any more. You know who he truly is underneath the tough shell....and you're secretly happy you don't have to share teddy Dax with anyone.
13. Will always call you to say goodnight
Yoots is madly in love with you. He used to be with you all the time, but ever since he's joined BCC and his efforts finally resulted in more TV time, he also has other responsibilities: Interviews, random appearances, all while training with the rest of BCC. He knows you miss him just as much as he misses you, so no matter how busy his day was, how beat up and sore he is, there is one thing he needs to do before he falls asleep: call you to hear your voice. God, He loves your voice. He'll always listen to what you tell him about your day before he tells you how much he loves you and that he misses you like crazy before saying goodnight.
Bonus points for Wheeler: When there are time shifts he makes sure to not call too late
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Well! You did it! You survived your first foray into the new year! In just a few days it'll be a full week of 2024. As exciting as that is, it's a little daunting. This week, good or bad, is just that- A week. There are 52 more weeks (And chances) to right wrongs, and keep any rights going! No matter what, You Are Enough; You don't have to be perfect, you're still growing, you can say no, you're doing what's best for you, you don't have to know everything. You are enough. Short and sweet this week! I hope 2024 is better to you than 2023 was, and I know this year the universe has great surprises in store for you. I hope you get to do something you enjoy this weekend. I hope you have some time for yourself, you get to watch your favorite show, and that you get to relax. I am cheering you on and rooting for you through this week!
-- ๐๐ Victoria
โAlthough no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.โ - Carl Bard
vic's friday positivity
the first week was something. both good and bad but i can't complain too much. it's had it's beautiful moments and those are the ones i am choosing to sit on for right now. one of those which includes our friendship which i value so much. i am so glad last year brought you into my life. i hope this year treats you with as much kindness as you treat everyone else. โค๏ธ
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The main year-end assessment for me is now I would like to share with you๐โโ๏ธ. 2022 was a great year for meโ๐ป, I ignore the negatives I have experienced and leave it to positive sentences๐. I have not achieved much academic success, but I promise myself Erasmus if I can, I will share this here later. My family, first of all, my parentsโค๏ธ, who have been with me for twenty years, I am glad to have you. I guess if I was born again, if I had the right to choose my parents, I would still choose you. My sister and brother๐ซ, of course, we had a lot of fights with you , but we are three musketeers who do not break their hearts no matter what. I'm glad you honeys (Furkan, my biggest fun with you was sending weird animal videos to each other this year and helo, I can't finish if I write my countless beautiful memories with you.) It's my second family, my friends, nura๐, first of all, you are my sister in a parallel universe or something, whatever happens between us, that sincerity between us and my love for you will never end, I'm glad baby. Hilo๐, you sum up my childhood. I realized how much I missed while writing these, I can't even find the words to write for you, but you are one of the best things that happened to me in my life, I love you. Mero๐งก and Arjin๐, who are behind every decision I make and support me no matter what, if I were locked up in the same house, I would never get bored with you, I'm glad you're in my life. Zeliha๐ and helo๐, we are the trio that realizes being together in the school life after high school that everyone dreams of. Although we were close in high school, we are like three sisters here, thank you for being with me even in my worst times, I am glad you are in my life. Heleniuuuy๐, if we come to my love, a lot has been written about you, but my favorite is the laughter we had together, I hope that the bond between us never ends. Raperin ๐ซถ๐ป my Stockholmm, The most successful, the most innocent, the sweetest person I have ever met in my life, I am so happy to know you this year, I hope our bond will never break, es bueno conocerte. Emrah๐ฟ, we last met in primary school and we've been close friends again for a year, I'm so lucky to know you, you're the male version of me, I'm so glad I know you, my mafia dude. Emrecan๐, the love of my thirties, I feel like you will cheat on me, but I hope you find a beautiful girl than me, I love you too, bye. Deniz๐, the last person I knew from my male friends, you may be the second most compassionate person I have met in my life. I got to know you in a very short time and I will remind you of this article if you have a daughter in the future because I am very sure that one day you will have a daughter and that daughter will be very lucky. Good to know you. I think these are the ones that come to my mind and all my other friends are about to enter the new year, I hope the new year brings health, happiness, peace and money to all of us in Turkey, I wish all your wishes come true. Happy New Year๐๐โโ๏ธ๐
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MOODBOARD MASTERLIST
part 2
* = request # = jo's favorites
ENHYPEN
jungwon
๐ฑ fluttering wing beats in my heart ๐ฑ
โฅ๏ธ don't fly away with my heart โฅ๏ธ
๐ฑ plants need water, but i need coffee โ๏ธ
๐ฟ hold my hand when you cross the street ๐ค
๐ญ im afraid it might disappear ๐ง
๐ฆ i cant get rid of these butterflies๐ซ
๐ you have stolen my heart // never let it go ๐ผ
๐ what if i just hold on for a while / baby there's no drug quite like denial ๐
๐ผ you are a masterpiece ๐ผ #
๐ wonderland? no, i was in outer space ๐พ
๐ฑ when i woke up, we were together, and i realized it was a dream โ๏ธ #
โ ๏ธ please swear you'll try to remember me โ ๏ธ
๐ when your friend is having a hard time, you should be there for him ๐
๐ผ it's like a polaroid love ๐ #
heeseung
๐น scraped my knees falling (for you) ๐ค
๐ณ all my pants are grass-stained ๐งบ (with yuna)*
is that a gun in ur pocket or are u just happy to see me? ๐ฉธ
๐น the forest has claimed us as its children ๐ณ
๐ท i have a confession to make ๐ต
๐ when the world shoves you around, you just gotta stand up and shove back ๐ฟ
โ๏ธ every bed becomes king-sized when you're in it ๐ #
jay
๐ฅ i do whatever the fuck i want ๐ #
๐ฆข please don't let this fairy tale come to an end ๐ฅ
๐ my favorite study topic is male anatomy ๐
๐ฌ i cant imagine why you didn't suspect me๐ฉธ
๐ฝ everyone has things they can and cannot do. i'll do what you can't do, and you do what i can't do ๐
jake
๐ท this is a cry for help ๐ซ
โ๏ธ it's a scientifically proven fact that you are cute ๐
๐ sometimes i wonder if it's worth it to be good ๐
๐ i relive your kisses in my dreams ๐ #
โจ something tells me you're not from around here... ๐ธ #
๐๐ i could write a song about your lips on mine ๐๐ #
๐ชฉ i can hear it callin' from where you are ๐ #
sunghoon
โ ๏ธ tfw the (sexy) grim reaper comes to take ur soul when ur hanging out at an abandoned hotel teehee๐ชฆ
๐ชฆ how can i help you move on from this mortal plane? ๐
๐ค why do i always seem to look at you through rose-tinted glasses? oh... maybe it's the wine... ๐ท #
๐ life is like a pencil that will surely run out, but will leave the beautiful writing of life โธ
๐ท broken pearls broke my heart ๐
sunoo
๐จ earth without "art" is just eh ๐
๐ฃ i like it when you call me mean names โ ๏ธ #
๐ชฆ i go out alone at night hoping you will come for me ๐ค #
๐ง the city feels bigger when you're in it ๐
niki
๐ who are we supposed to be? ๐จ
๐กwhy would i ever want to leave my room? ๐
๐ณ i see the moon reflected in your eyes ๐
๐ฅ no matter how hard or impossible it is, never lose sight of your goal ๐
ATEEZ
hongjoong
๐ฟ i hold onto the corner of an empty room and cry ๐
๐ blue doesn't have to be lonely ๐ *
๐งโโ๏ธ๐ every time a baby laughs, a fairy is born ๐๐งโโ๏ธ*
๐ดโโ ๏ธ will you join us? ๐ก #
seonghwa
๐ you obviously have perfect lips ๐
name: park seonghwa age: 23 status: missing #
๐ if only i were anyone but myself ๐
๐ chasing after dreams and chasing after knowledge are not mutually exclusive concepts ๐ *
yunho
โจ๐ฟ honey to the bee that's you for me ๐ปโจ
โ๏ธ where do you want to go on our next vacation? ๐ท*
yeosang
๐ค i cant fucking take it anymore ๐ค
๐ live life one day at a time ๐
๐ช 'til death do us part ๐ *
san
๐ฐ you've got two choices ๐*
mingi
๐ฟ there's no truth quite like the one that's a lie ๐ค *
wooyoung
๐ฆ do you maybe wanna hold hands? โ๏ธ*
๐ฌ he's a bad boy but a great kisser ๐ *
TOMORROW X TOGETHER
soobin
๐ which will it be, the horns or the halo? ๐*
๐ meet me in the library at midnight ๐ฐ #
๐ฅ everything is fine fire ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ
๐ท running out of time & running out of wine โณ #
yeonjun
๐ im so hungry; gonky, one may say ๐
โฃ๏ธ it's about time to reveal the ace up my sleeve โ ๏ธ
๐ธ a toast to bitter drinks and sweet lips ๐ธ #
beomgyu
๐ค ivory keys and pearly fangs๐ฉธ*
๐ช are you sure this is the way? ๐ฒ
taehyun
๐ผ i've finally found what i was searching for โฐ
ITZY
yeji
๐ท good morning, angel ๐ท
๐ you taste like cherries โค๏ธ #
๐ tell those butterflies to fuck off ๐ฆ
ryujin
๐ you can take the girl out of the city but you can't take the city out of the girl ๐ช
โ๏ธ i know you're jealous of me โ๏ธ
yuna
๐ณ all my pants are grass-stained ๐งบ (with heeseung)*
STRAY KIDS
bang chan
๐ your call was declined. would you like to try again? โ๏ธ*
๐ข one more set; c'mon, you got this! โ๏ธ
lee know
๐ no need to be scared, darling ๐
hyunjin
โ๏ธ love ain't a science - because it's an art โ๏ธ*
๐ got paint on my face and in my soul ๐ #
๐ i'm just a kid and life is a nightmare ๐ฌ
felix
๐ some people are just meant to be golden โ๏ธ
i.n
๐ was this a good first date? ๐ท
ONEUS
ravn
๐ค hey babe, you wanna go on a date? ๐ง *
leedo
๐ป thank you for loving me ๐ค*
hwanwoong
๐ฟ hey, do you want to hang out with me? โ๏ธ
xion
๐ a dream is a wish your heart makes ๐ค *
๐ต is mint academia a thing? im making it a thing ๐*
NCT
jaemin
โ i never remember my dreams ๐ธ #
ONEWE
dongmyeong
โจ you fell to earth from the sky ๐ซ #
THE BOYZ
jacob
๐ it's beginning to look a lot like christmas ๐ *
eric
โ๏ธ besties can totally hold hands ๐ธ*
sf9
youngbin
๐ป while standing in a field of sunflowersโฆ they were bloomed brighter than any of these sunflowers here ๐งบ*
taeyang
๐ท coffee stained photos and coffee flavored kisses ๐ฟ*
๐ i adore my little green corner of the world ๐ณ *
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Congrats on the 400! You're wonderful and I love you're writing!! Do you think you could write something with Rex and a chubby Jedi reader? Anything fluffy and sweet honestly, I just haven't come across much with him and chubby or plus sized readers..
Thank you so much, anon! That means a lot to me ๐๐ I hope this is to your liking!
"Just the Way You Are"
Pairing: Rex x fem Jedi reader
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"Glad to see you made it back, General."
It was the handsome Clone Captain of the 501st; Captain Rex who had come up to you as you disembarked off your gunship on Coruscant. You were a Jedi Master returning from a mission with your battalion of Clones. You liked it whenever you got to see Rex, even though he didn't serve under you. He was kind and actually gave you the time of day, which was something you weren't used to.
You were a bit larger in size than most of the other Jedi and it made you feel self-conscious most of the time. You weren't always as fast as the others or as acrobatic. The other Jedi never really said anything, but you still caught some judgemental glances here and there. You felt like you just weren't good enough in the eyes of everyone else. However, after being assigned to help Master Skywalker once on a mission, you met Captain Rex and he actually spoke to you like a regular person. It had caught you off guard at first, but you still liked it. After that, you started to consider him a friend.
As he came up to you, you said to him, "Thank you, Captain. It's good to be back."
"Another successful mission?" he asked you as the two of you walked.
You half-heartedly answered, "Well...yeah, I guess."
Rex looked at you with confusion. "You guess? What happened?"
"We took the base like we were tasked to, but...I had some trouble."
"What sort of trouble?"
"I, uh...had a difficult time keeping up." When he still looked like he didn't understand, you stopped walking and told him, the floodgates of your emotions suddenly bursting, "I'm a chubby person, Rex. I don't have the same agility or stamina as a lot of the other Jedi. I can't run as fast or jump as high, so that makes things harder for me. Even the Clones sometimes look at me like I'm worthless because I can't keep up with them on missions."
Rex's expression softened. "I don't think you're worthless, General."
You were going to say something in retort, but his words took you aback.
He went on to say, "So you're not the same size as most other people...your size has no bearing on the kind of person you want to be. I've seen you in action: you're still just as capable a fighter as any other Jedi I've seen."
You sighed. "I appreciate that, Rex, but it's not that simple."
"Of course, it is," he countered firmly. "If you were less than capable, you wouldn't be alive right now. You would have fallen in battle long ago. You're still standing and that's what matters. You could have given up when you realized things were difficult, but you're still here fighting for the Republic. You're courageous and you continue to do what's right. Any Jedi or soldier should be honored to serve alongside you because you haven't given up and continue to fight. I know I certainly am."
Stunned at Rex's words, you continued to gape at him for a moment. He was so sincere in his words and you couldn't believe it.
"Rex, I...I don't know what to say," you said back.
He held up a hand dismissively. "You don't need to say anything, General. If you're still concerned about how you look, there are things you can do to help that along. I could recommend some training regimens that could help you get more fit, but if you ask me...." He gave you a sweet, encouraging grin. "I think you're great just the way you are."
The genuine way Rex said that to you warmed your heart immensely. He really didn't care about how you looked like everyone else did. He believed in you and already thought so highly of you. Maybe he was right; maybe it didn't matter what your size was. He believed you were good enough already...and for now, that was enough for you.
"Thank you, Captain," you said to him gratefully.
Rex gave you a salute and a smile. "It was my pleasure, General."
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