#i feel more appreciated by y'all

[nichiperi]

happy birthday to meeee~ ヘ⁠(⁠￣⁠ω⁠￣⁠ヘ⁠)

#i have a lot of schmoopy feelings about this year #it started off as one the worst times of my life #but then somehow it morphed into the absolute best #i have a lot of appreciation and joy that i feel for a lot of people now that i feel like i can't adequately express #but i guess the point is i'm actually excited for the future for the first time in years #and i feel like i wouldn't have stumbled down this path if it hadn't been for the encouragement i got from people when i really needed it #i've been really inspired to work at improving my art and to be more open about it #i tried a lot of new things #not just artistically but in general #i'm happy i'm here! and i intend to keep being here and to keep making things that bring me joy. #weird weird things. i intend to get weirder and weirder hehehe. hope y'all are prepared! >:D #so to anyone who said anything nice about my art and writing since i've been here #i know it sounds schmaltzy but the stuff you said meant more than you know. thank you for letting me know you saw me.

[theloveinc]

Shinsou had a crush on you since like, young kids days and never thought you noticed him, but that was good cause maybe you thought he was a weird kid, so once he beefed up and finally got the confidence to talk to you it gets shut right tf back down when you're like "Of course i remember you!"

I don't know which part is worse............................ Shinso being so absorbed in his own supposed loser-hood in his youth that he essentially ignored you for 5-10 years while he was working out his self esteem issues ... or the fact that you not only DO remember him, berry well at that, but don't really think anything of it because you thought HE was kinda... a jerk for never being nice to you back.

(Cuz on one hand, you're so sweet, smiling at him when he approaches you, genuinely, just like you did back when you were both under ten and you'd smile at him from the other side of the park... but on the other hand, you don't hesitate to turn right back to your own friends after he barely manages to answer your "how have you been" question and you give him pity eyes like you still think he's a shy headass.

It's just... he doesn't want to fuck it up a second time and lose his momentum... but all the confidence he put into the moment deflated the second he realized you were even more beautiful and more kind than he remembered you and it got him tripping over his words)

ANYWAY then there's another 2-4 months of him trying to get your number just to be a fool over text before even managing to convince you he's worth a fucking damn LOL.

(And he is worth a damn, so much more than a damn because he's willing to give anything and everything up for you but... doesn't know how to say it in a way that wouldn't scare you off for good...

Not to mention he's so fucking bad at texting. Yes, his dry humor is funny as hell but he's not trying to be funny with you, he's trying to WOO you and so the whole thing is just him making excuses to reach out to you even tho texting first for him is like plucking ass hair.)

#shinso #no bc shy people.... i love them but ... put in the work y'all i am doing all this talking for what??? #to be silently appreciated? no. I have my own issues too !!! and u don't see me hesitating to speak !!!!!! #<- how i imagine this reader bc shy ppl grate on me sometimes with feeling unable or scared to talk #so anyway being shy bites shinso in the BEHIND bc he didn't realize he wasn't just... a loser nobody saw... #but a loser everyone saw as being... mean. for not wanting to talk to them #even tho i know you were kind and gentle to him #he was never able to reciprocate out of feeling like he wasn't good enough #DISASTER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #anyway he's sexxy af now but you just think it's made him more self-absorbed #until you actually get to know him again and it turns out you were wrong too #LMAO I LOVE THIS DISASTER RELATIONSHIP #sorry if this went in a totally weird direction anon i couldnt help myself !! #caitie things #anon #gen

[coldgoldlazarus]

@most-likely-shadowhisker @tiredspacedragon @possessedscholar @0m3g45n1p3r4lph4 Thank you :D

#not a reblog #I wish I knew more about dragonball so I could make an appropriate Goku metaphor #but I feel like there is a goku metaphor to be made here #anyway I appreciate y'all ^.^

[charlotterenaissance]

one of the things i deeply love about gushing about people i find attractive on tumbr is that y'all are the only ones who Get It. to the untrained eye a majority of my crushes seem to be Just Some Guy, but not on here 💜

#i was thinking about that today #i was sitting there thinking about how cute mark mckinney is #and how people in the real world eg my family etc #have reacted to my crushes in the past and had that realization #it's super validating since my crushes tend to look quote normal or even odd unquote #and if i wasn't on here i might think i was weird for finding my crushes cute and feel alone #so yeah i really appreciate y'all 🤗 #should i tag my crushes? yeeeeeah #mark mckinney #brad dourif #bruce mcculloch #dave foley #scott thompson #kevin mcdonald #dennis christopher #harry anderson #john larroquette #tim robbins #there's more but that's all i can think of right now lol

[tired-reader-writer]

Progress on the WIP! I'm taking a break for the night.

#arslan senki #the heroic legend of arslan #heroic legend of arslan #wolfpack au #winds of wolfsong #arslan #areyan (arslan) #rotten egg's shitty art #anyways I have no fucks left to give about like the anachronism of forearm crutches in fantasy ancient Persia #maybe I'll customize them a little more to make them feel less modern in the coloring stage (you guys got any ideas?) but #if Tanaka gets to have scrambled geography and flying talking apes I should get to have this #his tattoos and design are such a process to draw #but I'm okay w how they look #I painted every single bead on his necklace y'all had better appreciate it #where's that post about mobility aids in fantasy #anyways here y'all go

[butwhatifidothis]

🔥 Hubert?

It is entirely possible to like Hubert and not like Edelgard and vice versa like. That is an absolutely insane thing to see MANY different people say/agree with. Even with how deeply they are connected to each other they are characters that act pretty damn different from the other and it's possible for folks to vibe with one over the other because of that.

For another take that might not be hot but I still wanna get out, I find it frustrating that Hubert's one support that has someone bring up whether his undying loyalty to Edelgard is actually helping her at all when he never directly challenges her and thus never actually lets her grow as a leader - an idea that's actually incredibly interesting to delve into as it challenges Hubert's ideals and shows off how surprisingly childish he can be when criticized ("when I do literally everything Edelgard wants without question you call me a doormat but when I go behind her back and do things without her notice you call me unhelpful!! what I am supposed to do then??" "bitch TALK to her??? that thing you failed to do EITHER TIME????") - ...gets dropped so unceremoniously in favor of "I like you Ferdinand" "well I like you too Hubert." Actually meaningful discussion that both shows how genuine Ferdinand is in actually helping Edelgard and brings up the question of whether Hubert is actually helping Edelgard with how little he directly challenges her gets thrown out the window in favor of shallow compliments and gift giving that in the verse of the supports comes so out of nowhere Ferdinand genuinely thinks Hubert got sick; it's annoying as fuck

#ask #ask meme #like y'all sometimes it really isn't misogyny sometimes people just like evil cackling butlers more i promise it isn't that deep 😭 #for the second take i ain't asking for Hubie to GO NUTS or anything I just wanted him to grow enough to express his opinions to her face #or at least appreciate Ferdie's attempts of doing so outside of “you may be a useless bitch but you're always happy and that's neat” #maybe have it to where Hubie still doesn't express his opinions to EdeIgard BUT he expresses them to Ferdie so SOMEONE can know #what he actually thinks of this-or-that plan #and they can discuss it with each other and grow closer through THAT instead of a random compliment fest that feels empty and unearned #just SOMETHING that naturally continues from the B support please 😭

[slymanner]

I think my favorite thing adventure time does is give so many thing's to us but never really answer them per-say, just giving it to the viewer and saying "hey, this is for YOU to figure out, have fun!" like how did finn and jake die? IDK THAT'S UP TO US, what happened to this character after a long time of their disappearance? that's YOUR story to tell!!! I always enjoyed that, it gives the viewers and fans so much material with so little, gives the brain a challenge to look at the small details and come up with our own ways to how this certain thing ended!!! sometimes the actual answer is more disappointing than what we as a collective fanbase theorize, when it's open up like that it's inherently more interesting <3

#adventure time #fionna and cake #just a random thing im thinking about #i feel like adventure time is just very smart with how it treat's it's world and the answers and also the non answerable thing's in the #world it creates!!! #like yes adventure time THANK U for promoting to use my brain sm on this small detail or mystery y'all have displayed #the more i watch clips and watch this series the more i appreciate how smart it is #like sure no show is perfect and adventure time isnt ethier!!! #but the stuff they do well is one of my fav things of ANY show out there

[synthshenanigans]

I cant believe fine im fine lost by 1.4% crying

-Please listen to both instrumentals if you can! While there are the popular songs, there's a lotta good ones out there that aren't talked about enough!-

Instrumental Links:

Nerd

The Bidding

[Reblog for more of a sample size of you'd like]

#the randomizer rlly put Jash's most listened to spotify song against the least favorited tmph song damn #also gonna say that y'all better listen & appreciate Nerd cos it deserves more love aight #not saying to vote for it but this song is so damn good & the refs are so fun #for everyone that puts that song low on your tier list. know i am biting your ankles #number 1 Nerd appreciator right here #tho with this. idk what to pick cos like Nerd has so much goin on in it & it makes me so happy to listen to #but like. its The Bidding you know? its so damn good #og is already catchy as hell & i love the way CJ did his cover of it #idk im torn. i like both a lot #chonny jash #chonnys charming chaos compendium #cj tmph #i wish you the best luck Nerd. you deserve much more #also Nerd has the funni skeleton riff guys #feel like that's important knowledge when voting #also tho bidding has the FUNKIEST bass & electric bits that rot my brain #also also has the most passive aggressive xylophone ever #also that marimba part tho????? especially on hearts “piece of shit” line? like hell yea bro fuck it up on that long ass complicated piano

[transgenderastarion]

How can i actually be the only gale/wyll/astarion shipper on god's blue tumblr

#bg3 #gale/astarion/trans ftm!wyll means everything to me #i get sick over the implications of wyll forced to be hypermasc to be transitionally accepted but also. its ok #bc im hypermasc trans masc let me have this. #but god astarion and gale showing him he doesnt have to puff up his chest and ready his blade 24/7 #i could go on abt gale and astarion but y'all need to appreciate wyll more #also t4t astarion/wyll + gale makes me feel like I'm gonna throw up (positive) #bloodbladeweave

[theghostofashton]

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#not me seeing a tweet that was like 'where are all the fic writers y'all on strike too'........ #something something media is just Content nowadays and there's so little thought given to the time and energy it takes to create #it's about quantity not quality nothing else matters #people need Something To Read and it is our job to deliver #idk. the humanity feels lost in all of this #appreciating fanwork as art and creativity and just......idk not something you just continue to consume until you've exhausted the reserve #and then beg for more #that's just so fucking bleak and i hate it i hate what instant gratification and shit like that have done #not to be all old man yells at cloud but. fuck lmfao

[tangledinink]

i'll probably not answer any of the asks i got, at least not publicly, coz i don't wanna be a bummer, but thanks gang ; w ;

#i appreciate the vibes and the support really and truly #i am still sad but i took a break drank some water watched bluey and drew some stupid tmwn content #and i feel better #personal #vent #sorta #more like post vent but ill tag it anyway #but everything y'all sent i read and i appreciated fr #file this under “things ill talk abt w my therapist”

[emersonfreepress]

not to sound like an english teacher but honestly i'm just glad to getting any sort of writing from you 🙏 you're good at what you do. i'm trusting the process.

thank u, for real

#lovely anon #<3 #i appreciate that i really do feel like #a crushing weight to get my shit together because i want to publish more things #i tend to beat myself up for not writing so #yea im trying y'all #casual reminder that i am like Mentally Unwell 😅 #been to a LOT of doctors the last few weeks #and the last few months have been very unkind to my undiagnosed unmedicated ass lol #but that's changing significantly this year i hope and think #so yea #more stuff this weekend and hopefully more stuff soon after that #🤞🏾

[craycraybluejay]

throwback to when I was in elementary- I think 4th grade- and at Halloween, I was in my standard princess getup and there was this really pretty fellow dressed as the phantom of the opera- my favorite musical. I went to say hi and shake his hand, and he brought it close and kissed the back of my hand with a wink.

It was then I realised the power of a loli/shota/kodo. I remember trying to flirt with more adults after that, but I'll always remember that first guy, even though I'm an adult now

I would've killed to have experienced that 😭 who r uu tell me more stories

although i think if that happened to me i would have been crazy over it n probably went overboard,, i was a surprisingly not a very forward kid bc i knew i was like a dog w a bone when it came to anything i wanted. flirting turned to "dating" and feeling each other up right quick, anger turned to bridge burning and actual burning and destruction,, etc. If someone made the dire mistake of imbuing me with any sort of want it would be their problem 😭😂. give me a slice and i will make it my sole mission to have the whole cake. I've learned well to control the impulses involved but I still have the ambition to eat the world.

(also i feel like people do that stuff for the sole purpose of flattering the subject. in a lot of cultures its pretty regular that if someones dressed like a princess you act like shes a princess,, i should've dressed like royalty more.) (but ofc people on the recieving end sometimes like u or i get excited about it lolz)

#anon response #bro imagine if i was as open as a kid as i am now i wouldve been a total nightmare #'YOUNG MAN GET YOUR HANDS OFF MY COWORKER THIS INSTANT' #'STOP TRYING TO KILL YOUR CLASSMATE' #🥰 people were mean to me anyway i should've had more fun if i was gonna be punished even for doing nothin wrong #oh well still had a way crazier childhood than anyone i know by far #delete later #if people start being weird ab this #honestly tho i'd prefer y'all shoot me a dm if you have something that may come off controversial #for me to respond to #that way i can be a little less 'is this PR friendly' and worry less ab annoying assholes claiming i said things i didnt say #ive had people send me things i genuinely cannot publicly respond to #and while i am intrigued and really hella appreciative that they choose to share and WANT TO respond #i cannot and yall should be aware that it takes a lot of work to balance being 'authentic' and staying mostly unharassed on this site #but i do love hearing everyones stories and feelings and unique stuff so please dont be afraid to talk :3 #just know i cannot always respond to some asks for my own peace but will always accept dms #and know that i do read them anyway so if u just want me to see it and not respond thats ok too #i just feel super bad when i have juicy asks in my inbox i cant post

[dreamnotnapss]

alright y'all

#we've done like... no planning #just gauging how interested y'all would be :] #bc there's also the big bang and personal projects #i just think it'd be fun and it'd give some ships more appreciation :) #we'd probably line it up with twitter ship weeks just so y'all can contribute your stuff to both platforms :0 #if i can find what those weeks are as a non-twitter user rip #feel free to give us your input! #🍟

[da-proti-toku-grem]

also sorry if you tagged me/texted me/sent me an ask and i didn't answer or is taking me too long, i'm feeling really overwhelmed since yesterday but i'll get to them as soon as i can :(

#i promise i'm not ignoring y'all and i really appreciate when you interact with me :3 #i'm just feeling overwhelmed for many reasons so that's why i've been more quiet for a few days #idk of anyone even noticed but just wanted to let you now i WILL get to them <3 #maca speaks

[blackjackkent]

Thank you so much for answering my question <3 I really appreciate it, and it's definately helped. I've already restarted (mostly because I had already deleted some of the saves, and I wanted a fresh chance since I kind of got annoyed by the last one). I thought about how you developed Hector (he's one of my favourite Tavs) and came up with a small google doc about my tav's traits, just so I could keep a running tally on how he would approach things. Thank you so much <3

Eyyy that sounds awesome. :D Writing this stuff out definitely does help (I have another Tav that I started to romance Astarion and I have restarted her two or three times before I got a handle on her, so I feel you. XD ).

Would love to hear about your experience as you dive into the game! I really appreciate that you wanted to ask my opinion and tell me you're playing; it def brightened my whole afternoon. ^_^

#bjk talks #nice people #anonymous #the fact that people are actively paying attention to and even being influenced by Hector's story makes me feel very warm and fuzzy <3 #and also continues to blow my mind #i always feel like i must be being annoying when i get this jazzed up about something XD #so i appreciate y'all who are reading and chatting with me about it more than i can say c: #have a great time with the game nonny :D