#i hadnt had one in years

[kabutoden]

HAPPY HOMESTUCK DAY EVERYONE!!! 413!!!

#homestuck #homestuck comic #413 #homestuck 413 #hehehehe this is how i was drawing melosas redesign before i drew her in bugstuck #SHES SOOOO CUTE EEEE SHES 14 YEARS OLD HERE AND SUCH A LITTLE GUY #i adore her so much its crazy she had so much silly and so much gender #BEST FRIENDS!! moirails!! this comic has been brewing since jan but i hadnt finished til now. originally i thought i had nothing 2 post 2 c #SO YAYYYYYYY #POSTING POSTING #homestuck oc #fantroll #melosa tranql #i made her one year older than me so shed be more mature. and people online would think I was more mature. when i was 13 #LOL

[beatcroc]

Would love to hear your thoughts on/interpretation of Brick :)

my actual most pressing thought about brick is im distraught more people don't realize he [and gustavo] are every bit as much a kirby reference as they are a mario reference

look at him!!! look!!! his name is RICK.

you dont know him??? youve forgotten him??? my beloved son??? rick the hamster?? rick was quite literally what got me into the kirby series so i have very strong convictions about him.

aside from that i mean. well. he is a rat. i'm not sure how much there is to "interpret" here fgjjgffgh. i do at least have a minor hc that the Giant Fuckin Rats like that only come from the tower. tower rats just built different. built six feet tall. everywhere else just got regular little rats like in don't make a sound & tower rats are generally not well-known outside of areas immediately around the tower+places it affects/connects to.

gus probably has him registered as a service/therapy animal so he can take him places but brick is definitely not actually Trained for it. i don't think he really Needs training though since he's, like, intelligent enough to smoke and play poker apparently; and he's also generally pretty tolerant, relaxed, and well-behaved otherwise. he does still perform the occasional service duty in the form of "laying down on top of peppino when he is having an Episode" this is usually at gustavo's behest and fake pep will do it too

#anxious old men get squashed under fatass therapy beasts. he hates it but it does help #tbt when my little sister had her rats registered as therapy animals so she could keep them on college campus #bc they didnt allow pets otherwise. based bahaviour #this one is going in the tag solely for rick awareness. look at him #pizza tower #gustavo and brick #did u kno when the kdl2 animal trio got revealed for star allies i actually for real cried #they hadnt been in the series for TWENTY YEARS and theyre finally back...

[spearxwind]

Honestly i Get It now i do get why people build things constantly

#i built my first two furniture pieces with my bf and im still really giddy about it. the previously empty room thag i used as a study is my #fave room now. my new shelf is full of things i love and things ive made and things my bf made and its got sm space left to keep filling it #my new table is a godsend and im genuinely so happy with it. its so lovely making things on it #and building this lil model plane plus the new one I've been working on today is so so so relaxing and nice #i love doing manual things I've really wanted to do more of this for a long time and now i have and its so good #i built another thing this morning too that i was gifted a while ago.. a little 3D puzzle of a weird creature #hadnt had the chance to build it yet bc i never had anywhere to put it but now i have #thunderclap #honestly im really sorry if it takes me 60 million years to get back to my regular art and ocs but this is really nice in the meantime

[suckishima]

aksjahkas

#lmaoo i already screenshotted the first one bc it was funny on its own and #i remembered it hadnt made it into the anime but then i got to the end of the chapter and had #completely forgotten about the bonus aljksha #hq #kageyama #tsukki #hinata #kageyama 'doesnt get jokes' tobio lmaooo #2021 reread #x #first years

[moltenhair]

It's funny to be an adult who didn't realize they were queer until they were grown. Turns out those "crushes" on the cool boys weren't crushes. It was gender envy, but I didn't have the vocabulary to convey that

#lgbtq #nonbinary #i have such a distinct memory of a boy in middle school #i remember nothing about him but his look #he was one of those cool tall lanky emo kids who wore what he wanted had painted nails and dyed hair #even had the classic emo hair cut #he was also a sweet kid #if my friends hadnt made my “crush” weird i think i could have been friends with him #we talked every now and then but then when i went on to high school i never saw him again #i think his name was chris #i remembered him a few weeks ago and i realized it was never about having feelings toward him #it was how cool his vibes were and wanting to be more like him #not in a following a trend sort of way but a #'i finally have a visual representation of how i feel on the inside' #but at the time i was an awkward little girl with crooked teeth and badly bleached hair with stupid pink streaks my parents put in it #wondering why i didnt feel at home in my body #high school came around and i found a friend who was into emo bands and metal who had tattos and long hair #he was the nicest coolest person i knew and we were friends all 4 years and i finally felt seen #i didnt have a 'crush' on him but he was the cool dude friend i could always talk to and i took so much inspiration from him #he was even a huge artistic inspiration for me

[sonknuxadow]

i feel like a movie shadow voice actor reveal might happen soon and i feel like their choice is either gonna be really good or really bad with no in between

#SCARED... #best case scenario is an actual voice actor (or even one of the voice actors hes had already) #but i dont think it is because theyve said before theyre talking wiht ''a big name movie star'' #but that was also like almost 2 years ago and the person in question hadnt even accepted the role yet at the time #so things could have changed #but. if they wont get an actual voice actor id be willing to settle for a knuckles situation #where its somebody that no one really expected and they may not have the most voice acting experience #but they do care about doing the character justice and their voice is tolerable and they dont do celebrity casting for every new character #(if there even are new game characters being introduced aside from the already confirmed shadow and maria)

[vampirebiter]

ive been a dick about horror since childhood. i distinctly remember being a kid watching the nightmare on elm street movies and being like "wow these arent scary at all and i dont really like them" even when i had basically no point of comparison besides reading goosebumps and scary stories to tell in the dark. i did still watch all 8 of them though.

#i actually read a lot of childrens horror besides those two. i just dont remember what anymore #and i think by the time i saw nightmare i actually had started reading adult horror too. my mom got me reading stevie king young lmao #but honestly his writing isnt scary either even to me as a kid so. skill issue. #ghost.txt #one of these days i do want to sit down and rewatch them all since its been like. over 10 years since ive seen most of them #i watched the first one with my wife a couple years ago since she hadnt seen it before. she liked it. i still thought it was meh. #but i wanna see my adult opinions on them all. especially since ive gotten less serious over the years so i have less of a stick up my ass #about horror comedy. like i wouldnt have liked the chucky movies back then either but i really like them now

[magentagalaxies]

honestly so mad nobody's paying scott and paul to be oscars commentators because oh my god ideal viewing experience. scott showed up an hour late because he didn't realize the show started earlier this year. paul had seen almost every movie and had a lot of opinions. scott had seen none of the movies and somehow had even more opinions. paul got ridiculously hyped when what was i made for won best song. scott was thirsting over john krazinski any time he appeared onscreen for two seconds and the comments got increasingly strange and specific. the three of us losing our minds for the entirety of john mulaney's bit. during "i'm just ken" scott was like why is this so homoerotic so i had the pleasure of explaining to him the lore behind cock ring ken (bellini already knew about cock ring ken but that's because i explained it to him back in august). jfc i want to do this every year. someone hire the three of us to host

#iirc paul had seen all the nominated movies except the shorts‚ the documentaries‚ a few of the animated features‚ #and a few that were only nominated for vfx. but everything else he had actually seen #if it hadn't been for bellini i probably wouldn't have watched the oscars this year bc i didnt really care about any of the movies #(hadnt seen most of them. the ones i had seen i wasn't a huge fan of) #but i'm so glad this somehow happened it was so funny

[oatflatwhite]

goddd the girl who played blonde meg served so hard. genuinely rip to an early icon of spn

#she was great in a crimmy minds ep too #i remember when i heard the news she died i hadnt thought about her in years #but then i remembered her and how fucking iconic and wonderful she is. god. s1 spn had flaws but she was NOT one of them #spn #liz.txt

[jirai-kei-freak]

why does it have to be this way

#Why #I was doing so good this past year #There were times I was literally crying tears of joy because I haven’t felt as happy as I was in years #Now shit’s coming back and I don’t like it #Every fucking time man #“Well life is supposed to have its ups and downs” HAVE YOUVE WENT THROUGH WHAT I WENT THROUGH #summer through all the way to the end of 2023 was one of two of the most miserable times I ever went through #I was almost never happy #Had cheap laughs for like 20 minutes then back to misery #There wasn’t a single day were I didn’t wish i was dead #Literally I would wake up and i immediately wanted to start crying #Thats how bad things were #You could see it in my face how lonely and miserable i was #I hadnt felt that empty for like a good few years since then #It was to the point where I thought there was never going to be light in my life ever again #I went through some fucked up shit and now im traumatized 10x more then i was before #The first day of school was a weak after some extremely traumatic stuff happened man #Then the new year started and everything was starting to get better #I started taking medication #I was much more happier #My self esteem boosted up #I started working on myself and became a better person #I dont think i ever had a period of my life where i felt THAT BETTER #Like I said i was crying because I had felt a massive weight lifted off my shoulders #It literally felt like i saw the light #I legitimately thought things were getting truly getting better #It’s just gonna be the same damn cycle over and over again huh? #For several months I feel depressed as shit #Then for a few months things start to clear up #Then suddenly and abruptly things go back to the shit

[sunmisbf]

i can’t believe wayv survived lucasgate n is actually finally releasing the 2nd full album like at one point this album just became a myth n didnt matter anyways bc disbandment was at the DOOR like weishenville was troy n disbandment were the greeks 😭

#except there was no trojan norse moment it’s like if the greeks said fuck it lets just give them another year #one thing about me is i’m going to start pulling up parallels between the iliad n wayv for no reason 😭 #i’m actually really excited n looking forward n happy for them i hadnt reallt thought about it until now #if some old chinese politician wants to die again he’s going to have to wait . like u had all year yangyang wouldn’t be able to take that #kind of hit again 😭 #.txt

[majimassqueaktoy]

Honestly the funniest thing about Haruka's idol story line in y5 (and dont any of you come at me with the You're Lessening Mirei's Evil Heinous Actions shit, I know she was the antagonist, blah blah) is the fact that as far as traineeships go Haruka's.... wasn't all that unusual- Living on your own away from your parents? Par the course. Having older figures be unduly harsh about your talent/looks? Also par the course. Insane schedules? Creepy fans? Yep. In fact Haruka is older than a lot of people are when they start traineeships nowadays... Like that aspect of the game could have been played up for even more dramatic value than it was.

#Like in real life right now theres kids who have moved /countries/ to become idols #At as young as /12 years old/ #and some of them dont see their families for years like Haruka's whole situation is less wild than a bunch of real people #god i got a random kpop video of a 17 yr old boy [who is already in a debuted group????] #and he was surprised with seeing his mum AFTER 3 AND A HALF YEARS ??? #like he hadnt seen her in person since he was 13 and now hes 17 and...... How is that legal #Also that video fucked me up bc he wasnt even like happy he looked confused and shy and awkward like God send that boy home rn #all the therapy hes gonna need.... Anyway suffice to say #Having Haruka's storyline esp when you consider the people writing the games are in the JP entertainment industry was pretty interesting #Like they clearly have feelings and critiques and I liked that they tried to do something with that #Also one of the girls in y6 was a former idol who had her career ruined bc she dared to be seen #smoking with a male idol when she was 20 or so and got fired because of it- so i mean at least rgg gave her some work idk #this post is just a stream of consciousness rambling about how i find the idol industry interesting and odd #Some aspects of it i think are clever but other aspects are so HMMMMMM #20-30 years from now maybe even sooner i feel like theres gonna be some INTERESTING tell-alls

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

theres so many ways 13s era could go every time i try to watch one (1) scene in my head im immediately writing like 700 alternate seasons

#not better ones. just different ones #what if she was different abt gender. what if she fell into sheffield 3 years earlier. what if grace lived. #what if yaz had let her walk away. what if she'd told them stuff. what if she hadnt died. what if she tied her hair up. #what if she didnt have a sonic. what if she kept the clothes. what if she fought the master. what if she could explore her anger. #what if she teamed up with the master and killed tecteun. #like i said not better ones. just different ones. and so many of them

[lexa-griffins]

Suffering from the epic highs and lows of having a uterus

#ignoreme.jpg #i hadnt had cramps like the ones i did today in YEARS #like wanting to throw up from the pain bad #we are back to mild now #but a hot water heater on my tummy in 30°C weather isnt all that fun

[llumimoon]

i adore my phone case i think its soooo cute but i think i gotta change it till i can fix my flower pop socket 😔 its ok bc i have a back up phonecase rhats also cute im just sad to part with it

^ this is the one im retiring (the flower bit keeps coming off so i need to clue it or secure it some way to the pop socket bit)

#cal rambles #the one im switching to is purple w/ cute white bunny drawings on it #i like it a lot too but it doesn't have a protector for the camera so im nervous abt shattering the lenses #bc i shattered the lenses on my old phone had awful photo quality for years lol #funny story abt this flower phone case #i got it off a store and didnt realize till i ordered it that it was def a scam and i was like DAMN IT. fifteen dollars wasted 😭 well whatev #i tried to get a refund after i realized and saw that it definitely hadnt shipped yet #and then they took like. weeks to respond and when they did respond they shipped it out the day before and was like OOPS LOL CANT REFUND YOU #and i was like okay. sure. but i let it slide and got a second phone case fully expecting to jusy never get this one ever #BUT IT ACTUALLY SHOWED UP ????????????? #the flower pop socket was from an anime convention lol #i thought it matched perfectly and that it was soooo cute #by refund i mean i tried to cancel the order essentially #forgot to clarify that lol

[nabaath-areng]

It's rough cause the hives cannot be opened and inspected right now given how cold it is, so we don't know how the bees are doing in there. Can only hope they take advantage of the maple trees blooming like they did last year, cause spring flowers are an outright rarity these days.

#i wish the fields hadnt been ruined #they were literal color explosions of numerous flowers #red clover sham rock daisies buttercups thistles raspberry wild strawberry etc etc #but then my dad had to make decisions while in the pits of depression #and renting out the soil for the most incompetent guy ever to use #even IF you started trying to salvage the grounds now it wouldnt show results within my lifetime #not all of those flowers are ones bees take pollen from #like last year we DID get an explosion of flowers in JUNE but #unfortunately few if any are relied on by tame bees #like our lilac bushes in the garden bloomed for the first time in 20 years #but even IF bees took from those itd force us to swap out all the frames and replace the wax #it just gets stuck solid #anyway i still dont have a tag for my rambling #silvi talks #that'll do