#i hate this country's internet!!!!

[suckerforfluff]

is it fucked up that as a filipino i dont know any filipino mc streamers or filipino streamers in general? like the ones who actually stream in tagalog/bisaya/ilocano/ilonggo/whatever dialect???

like im so envious of the ppl who are like "so and so was my childhood im excited to see them in qsmp" and here i am like "wow filipino streamers huh can't wait to meet them ^_^"

#qsmp #i would also like to preface this post by saying im from the middle of mindanao and i spent all my life hating manila #motherfucking manila why do they always get all the conventions and concerts #most of the ppl from manila ive interacted with online/irl when they learn im from mindanao say 'wait you have internet?' fuck off fuck you #actually now that i think about it maybe i dont want filipinos on the qsmp our country is so fucked up it's like the tower of babel #like what if theyre out of touch rich kids or worse like what if theyre from manila? like i cant handle that #dapat yung laki sa hirap dapat yung probinsyano #coco martin for qsmp #payag ako na tagamanila kung laki sa hirap #ALSO WE HAVE SO MANY DIALECTS LIKE HOW DOES THIS EVEN WORK? #like are they only recruiting tagalog streamers or are there cebuanos and ilonggos too? maybe even maguindanaoans? im reaching #when q said he was researching a country with an interesting culture i hope it was us #pilipinas as a country is just a whole can of worms and it sure is interesting #i also spent most of my life hating spanish ppl for colonizing our country haha and now im learning spanish haha how ironic #actually no im like cellbit im learning mexican #hi mexican ppl did u know our countries are like colony twins #girl no one is reading this

[lee-kangin]

i rly do think there is a line between being critical of saudi, their involvement in football, where all the money is coming from, the millions of human rights violations that the government perpetuates and covers up via sportwashing … and then just straight up dunking on football cultures outside of europe (specifically england/germany/italy) and acting like the fans there are inferior in some way (even if they are smaller in number that does not mean that the football being played is worth any less) and implying consciously or subconsciously that the footballers who grew up in the system there don’t deserve to play football. i’ll be honest, way too many ppl cross the line.

#fine to rb #sorry but it’s actually infuriating to me especially with this henderson business how so many ppl are like #haha lol he passed up moving to a smaller pl club and now he’s playing in front of 5 fans instead of playing in front of full stadiums 🤪 #like yeah he should be criticised absolutely for buying into the sportswashing and especially everything regarding lgbt ppl #but some ppl move WEIRDLY like there are other countries outside of europe that have a footballing culture or just are genuinely interested #in footy and to demean the fans and the ppl that are not involved in sportwashing is crazy to me icl #like the inherent xenophobia idgi #maybe i’m deeping it too much but i grew up watching asian football and i was frequently one of like 100 ppl in the stands #it didn’t mean any less to me. and i hate the condescending tone taken on the internet when it comes to this. #rahul.txt

[twpsyn-who]

Talking a little bit about 'boycotting Eurovision' under Keep Reading, feel free to scroll down if is not what you want to see.

The most used argument on the matter of banning Israel from Eurovision is the fact that Russia got banned from Eurovision, which is the worst argument anyone could bring.

Kindly reminder that Russia didn't get banned because of the war with Ukraine. Russia got banned because many countries has threatened to withdraw from the competition. Sadly, that's a big difference.

Yes, the countries has threatened to withdraw because they support Ukraine and see Russia as the party in the wrong. That was their reason. EBU's reason for banning Russian was because those countries threatened to withdraw, not because the war was bad and Russia must be stopped.

This situation isn't the same. Why? Because many countries support Israel in their genocide. Because this time around Palestine is the party in the wrong. Because we're taught to believe that Israel isn't in the wrong here.**

Boycotting Eurovision won't work. There are people out there who don't know the truth and want to watch Eurovision. There are people out there who don't care and will watch Eurovision regardless of the situation. There are people out there who, despite having the facts, still don't see Israel as the bad guy in this situation and will watch Eurovision. Sadly, boycotting won't work unless everyone does it.

The only way Israel will get banned, in my opinion, is by going through the same thing as Russia. If other countries threatened to withdraw- and not any countries, but the ones investing the most in Eurovision, then yes. That will get Israel banned.

Otherwise? The only thing we do is hurt artists that don't deserve it. Artists who use Eurovision as a way to get more exposure and experience. Artists who deserve to be heard.

Don't vote for Israel's entry. Don't stream their song either. Heck, turn off the TV when is their turn to perform.

**This whole situation (the war, not Eurovision) isn't only black and white. Civilians die daily because of this, all of them from both sides. Innocent people who has no fault. Let's not forget that

#Honestly I'm tired of the whole 'Russia got banned Israel should be banned too' speech because is truly bullshit #It has nothing to do with the war per se. It was because countries were unwilling to participate in support for Ukraine #If the whole situation was truly political then other countries wouldn't be able to participate either #Is it fair? No. But that's the situation #Alas Eurovision exist so we forget about the bad in the world for a bit and be more united. Have some fun. Stuff like that #I'm going to get so much hate over this omg. But this is just my opinion/point of view on the matter #Sadly this whole situation isn't even about helping the innocent put in danger by this situation. Is about hate like everything else #My wording is so shitty but people on the internet don't understand shit unless I call 'X bad Y good' so we go with that #eurovision 2024 #Also another reminder that THE WHOLE AUDIENCE chanted 'Cha Cha Cha' during eurovision 2023 and were rotting for Finland to win just to lose #Many entries got fucked up by the jury votes too. Our opinion doesn't matter as much as some of you might think lol #Jury votes GOT CHANGED during another eurovision under shitty reasons (I can't remember which year but there were 5 or 6 countries who got #their votes changed). Eurovision has never been fair #We always get annoyed over it and trash talk it then watch it the next year #Also this is not the same as boycotting brands and shit like that who support Israel. No money go from Eurovision to Israel. #This competition as far as I am aware (please correct me if I'm wrong) doesn't support Israel in any way #Be it financially or by donating arms or any other way #Their only fault is for allowing Israel to participate. That's all #Weapons* don't ask me why I said arms instead sorry #i'm tired lol #Fair warning I won't answer any replies to this post

[katyspersonal]

#personal #internets #at this rate I've unfollowed both of the kinda.. 'controvercial' blogs I've been following #since there was a good chunk of actually good takes about how bad media is now and society and braindead internet 'activists' that- #-had it too good in their western countries and NEEDED to invent the reason to bully and excile people #could honestly resonate with it despite some other posts causing genuine pain. but mostly about terribly handled media #like you know that thing when corporations do terrible ass rep to pretend that they care for minorities #or artificially fabricate online backlash against their new actors to show investors that people show interest for their product because- #-of all the clicks on their article? #like discussion of this kind sorta keeps me sober #as a person with BPD I get contaminated by opinions VERY easily and as an autist I will believe everything if it is put together 'logically #that's why I HAVE to be exposed to every possible opinion so I am forced to make out my own rather than being swayed anywhere #but at this point those blog became kinda.. bad? like they don't just have 'opinions' but they hate just to hate #but now my dashboard and recs are full of exclusively things I can fully agree with and I am scared that it will rot my brain #like.. emotions are always the same. where is the 'wait WHAT' effect? where is anger? where is self-reflection? #but ALSO I realized that 'those' blogs are no better than those western 'warriors' I despise and they become narrow-minded too in the end #they advertise themselves as 'open to debate' only to always sway debate into trying to win and not into actually discovering the truth #I cannot trust any side because they're all narrow-minded and hostile but I cannot trust people without any side because- #-they're fence-sitters without morals that side with the winner #is there a secret third thing? like is there a way to not take a side but to still HAVE ideals and opinions? #my problem is that if I am not exposed to people that trash everything I value I forget why AM I valuing [a thing] to BEGIN with #and that won't do will it

[thschei]

I swear I'm trying to type out the thing about my brain but I'm really not sure how much detail I feel comfortable going into... I used to be so open on here, but then uh, I had several big falling outs with friends and a couple of them started stalking me, so I left my blog on queue since 2014 and then stopped posting from 2016 to 2020. The only place I felt comfortable making posts relating to my personal life or mildly dissenting fandom-related posts was on a locked twt account with only 20-40 people on it.

Anyway, I'm Trying

#erin talks #text #I Think those people have moved on but honestly at this point I don't care as much #all of them have my address so if they were going to send me a bomb it would've happened years ago (they don't live in this country #so that takes part of the worry out of the equation) and I've started taking medication so I don't think I'd Completely fall apart if they #showed up in my notifs now compared to back then #so it's more a matter of forcing myself out of my comfort zone & reminding myself that unless I act like a complete asshole #with 0 regard for others then there's a very low chance there will be extreme negative reactions to my silly little posts #(but if you've ever wondered why I seem so hesitant to be completely honest about negative opinions or I put disclaimers on a lot of posts #it's not bc of like the whole 'twt is the only place where well articulated sentences get misconstrued. 'I like pancakes' 'so you hate #waffles?' no that's an entirely new sentence' thing . I feel bad that most ppl have this problem with the internet at large #since 2014 wrt rocking the boat the slightest bit but mine is from . teenagers who had similar issues that I did/do and didn't set out to #be 'evil' . I don't forgive them but they're not unforgivable ppl . you know?)

[cowgurrrl]

Just ate some Chick-fil-A like a god fearing Texan and now it’s time to write some dad!joel fluff 🫡

#listen #I love Chick-fil-A even though they hate gay people (me) #it’s just so delicious #and I’m moving out of the country in five days so like I can do what I want #june screams on the internet

[screw-u-vaanu]

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#not to be nuanced on the internet but #the war in gaza is scaring tf out of me both because of the increasing likelihood of genocide #of Palestinians i mean #and what this will mean for the people i love in israel #(many of whom are left wing and never wanted this in the first place) #i get being happy for israel to lose US support - tbh i’m happy about what biden is doing at the UN etc #but also like - israel failing is scary #israel voluntarily dissolving to make a binational or just multi-ethnic state would be awesome #but that doesn’t seem like it’s on the table atm #like i hate a colonial project as much as anyone else #but - maybe this is bc i live in the U.S. which is also a colonial state just an older one #most people in israel didn’t have tons of choice in being born there or even going there as refugees #like - european countries don’t want jews to move back #en masse #arab countries don’t want jews to move back en masse #etc etc #the us isn’t going to be like - sure millions of immigrants should move here #so yeah it’s all pretty fucked now #and this is why peace is the only real solution that won’t result in mass death #but the israeli right wing sure af doesn’t want it #and their actions in Gaza sure aren’t inspiring confidence among Palestinians that there’s a partner there #so it’s just all deeply sad

[itssideria]

when this barbarity one day ends—and it will. it will—i don't want to hear one fucking word about antisemitism within the arab community. i don't want to hear one word about the human rights those countries lack. i don't want to hear it. i don't want to fucking hear it.

#vent post #mari talks #im so fucking angry. i could write for so so long. #literally the only pr israel has left is its being a 'jewish' homeland #if it was american and british or some kind of evangelical christian colony #IF IT WAS MUSLIM LMFAO #the arguments that white western liberals cry of 'but the antisemitisim :(' would literally carry no merit #bc everyone understands when its a historically colonial nation doing the colonising #and theyre quite happy to be antisemitic in their own countries mind you!! #but when its arab and brown people they hate EVEN MORE #THATS when the white guilt flares up. bc we had nothing to do with ww2 or the holocaust. its all them. #THATS when the guilt flares up strong enough to justify genocide #and somehow. everyone understand when our regions hate america and britain and the colonial powers #but people are STILL going 'omg the arabs are saying antisemitic things....' when it comes to the colonial power of israel #OF COURSE THEY ARE YOU FUCK. THE GOVERNMENT IS EXTERMINATING PEOPLE IN THE NAME OF JUDAISM #WHAT IS A PERMANENTLY TRAUMATISED POPULATION MEANT TO DO? #GO ONLINE AND DECONSTRUCT THEIR BIASES? #THEY CANT FUCKING DO THAT! THEIR INTERNET IS CUT OFF! THEIR FAMILIES ARE *DEAD!* #im gonna be quite now. feel free to reply or whatever ill decide if i want this rebloggable

[snailcubezz]

ahaha . more of family's getting increasingly bad health complications likely from just living in this fucking house. Haha. Gets Scared

#🐠.txt #vent #i need out i need out i need out #i hate that i can't seem to get anywhere with my donation posts #begging on the internet does fucking nothing for me but i have nowhere else to go #i have no friends irl nor any friends online who live close enough to crash by or something #even then thats a temporary solution #i hate how cruel this country is #i hate how cruel this whole fucking planet is #i can't have anything #and my familys ''planning'' goes nowhere every time #and they usually just brush it off for another year or two #until something happens Again. and Again #currently half the planning is just buying more shit to ''make the current house better'' and complicate getting out even more #as if we're not living in a rotting biohazard #and im not allowed to make a gofundme or anything for whatever reason . they dont trust me with it but won't do it themselves #i hate it here!!!!!!!!!!!! i Really do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i wish i could just move with a friend or partner but thats even more money #and i think id be insufferable to live with tbh #but thats genuinely the only solution i can think of anymore. im never gonna afford my own rent or food from th commissions i rarely recieve #i literally can't get a job #i can barely stand longer than a few minutes #i dont even have middle school education much less anything further than that #i feel like im just doomed to sit here til i die

[rraaaarrl]

i really think that if my internet goes down during peak working hours because the company "needs" to do "maintenance" during said peak working hours (9 to 5ish) then they should fucking deduct those hours or whatever from my monthly bill because hey guess what fuckos I need an internet connection to do my fucking job, like what the fuck am I paying you for. But then it wouldn't be 🇺🇸MURICA 🇺🇸unless you were getting ripped off by megacorporations now would it?!

#fuck cox internet #hate this country so much #buyer beware #how about u provide the service i am paying for #you absolute chucklefucks

[jynjackets]

You can tell a lot about one’s education with the countries they romanticize

#not ppl surprised japan pulled #not yall surprised japan isn’t a third world country #I don’t really vaguepost moots so this isn’t at you pookies #this isn’t even a classist statement the internet is fucking free #the fact that brazilian kids have better computer literacy than the average usamerican #a 10yo knows how to connect to a vpn and a usa kid can’t even open a folder #I teach coding in both countries this is obviously anecdotal #xenophobia #myself included because damn I hate yall #not u pookies

[usernose]

How I'm feeling at the moment

#kosa #stop kosa #guys im really stressing out rn #what if i lose all of my mutuals #what if i lose my girlfriend #i really don't want to lose my girlfriend #and worse of all i will definitely cry if they remove Welcome Home #and all the other internet webseries that i love #i hate this country #'land of the free' my ass #THE GOVERNMENT SHOULD KEEP THEIR HANDS AWAY FROM THE INTERNET #Youtube

[regina-mortis]

Shame I must be so careful about who I follow.

#baltic demon #diary pages #there are too many with brainrot on here #too many fucking communist sympathizers #and I even end up unfollowing people who reblog too many quotes of russian writers or russian things in aesthetic posts #like do you not fucking understand there's a war going on? what that country is doing? #i'm not saying everything russian will always be bad i'm saying the country is commiting war crimes right now where's your fucking tact #do you know nothing of history? #maybe listen to people who do EdUcAtE yOuRsElF ugh I hate that phrase #but WHY when people still don't give up a russian thing it's always Dostoyevsky #that dude was an utter garbage person and his books aren't even that good #why are most people on here either radical left or radical right #the political spectrum is a circle you morons you are closer to each other than anything else you're rubbing butts #i guess that's what happens when you sit in the internet's fucking madhouse you can't expect sanity here

[lesbianlotties]

it's been literally just 3 days of the new year and im already in that "i will kill the president and set this entire country on fire someday and no one can stop me" mindset

#no one has experience hate for anything like i hate my country when the internet service fails #if it sounds overdramatic that's on purpose #i Am exaggerating but like. no internet is like the thing to set me off and make me go down the rabbit hole of thinking about all the ways #that this is the worst place in the world #i will get out here someday i will i will i will #im okay i swear im just losing it

[clockwrkpendrxgon]

how am i supposed to get my daily dose of rwrb and heartstopper contenr when my dash looks like this 24/7 like

#i hate it here #this is what it’s like to live in a third world country with ass connection ALL THE DAMN TIME #red white and royal blue #look away #heartstopper #heartstopper s2 #bad internet connection struggles

[br1ghtestlight]

i hate knowing so much about american politics WHEN THEY DONT EVEN AFFECT ME WHY DO I KNOW THE NAMES OF LOCAL AMERICAN POLITICANS I DONT EVEN KNOW THE NAME OF MY OWN PREMIER??? im sure my own local politics are not very interesting but they also are more relevant to me than who is in the fucking white house in a country ive never even visited before

#i just hate how american-centric the internet is sometimes #i know there are lots of americans but its not ALL that there is #and feeling like you have to be updated on issues that dont even affect your country kinda sucks?? #txt