#i have been the one who wont shut up

[anxiously-sidequesting]

You know what I love more than just heroes and villains going up against each other is when the hero and villain have a certain respect and acknowledgement to the other, have a special relationship or connection with the other, or just a general interest that's between just THOSE TWO GUYS and not anybody else Grandfather Spider Morganthe Schismist Soldier Duncan Grimwater

Like I could easily see the YW teaming up with almost any of those people (see: only GFS and Morganthe the other two are crazy) not out of maliciousness or because they switched sides but because they're just compatible with them in ways where it just makes sense. Like for example the YW fighting back-to-back with Morganthe or having in depth magical discussions with her because we understand her on a level no one else does. Like in a crazy season finale where the Savior of the Spiral would not even Dream of Ever Working With Those Ruffians but when they have to they're like so magical (no pun intended) together because they just click. Like in the original Teen Titans where Deathstroke and Robin were like fighting in Hell together and they were on the SAME WAVELENGTH despite being bitter enemies THAT'S THE SHIT I LIKE. I think maybe that's the reason why I resonate more with these guys than Malistaire because imo it's just so much more interesting and emotional when we get two people on opposite sides of the morale scale able to come together and work so fluently. This is also me saying I want a Schismist Soldier and YW Roommate Sitcom.

#im dissociating like a motherfucker rn so this post may read as disjointed IM SORRY I JUST THINK THIS IS COOL #and the best part of this post is that it doesnt even necessarily have to be in a “romantic” sense. you can work so well with your rival- #-or enemy without having romantic implications at all #not saying i dont ship the wizard with the soldier because i do. DJALSHEOEJ #honestly though i would have loved to see us team up with morganthe #BUT WE DID KINDA GET THIS WITH OLD COB WHEN WE WORKED TOGETHER but we didnt really know each other then #IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN THIS DYNAMIC WELL. SOMEONE CAN TRANSLATE THIS FOR ME IF THEY WANT TO #this is also me saying the Mirage final boss fight has been stuck in my head for 4 straight years #grandfather spider: we know each other so well so imma resurrect your mortal enemies from the dead to beat ur ass <3 #also im gonna be honest. my little oony also i spired this post JALAJFKRJRJ #ask me how my little pony inspired this post. any one of you ask me how i dare you. #wizard101 #w101 #wiz101 #text posts #no i wont shut up about the soldier i dont care who the IRS sends

[cowboy-robooty]

now that wiener has changed me i can show my true colors to you all. this is the equivalent of me posting my little prince on the internet okay because i genuinely think this is cringe and stupid but i cant help it i have autistic rage and everyday i fight against it. anyways the reason why its so big i like wieners itapan is bc this is how i actually feel about itapan

its okay though because everyday i fight to cure myself of these aids (once i opened my social media app and saw itapan and my day genuinely felt significantly worse. ruined even. i am fighting so hard).

#BECAUSE I FOR REALSIES THINK ITS SO DUMB TO GET ACTUALLY DEADASS MAD AT FICTIONAL SHIPS #WHO THE FUCK CARES #AINT NOBODY CARE ABOUT THAT SHIT SHUT YO DUMBASS UP!!!!! #but my weakness... is itager... because idk im ill abt them its not a joke #ive been this way for like 6 years now #i can handle reading fanfics of germany x other characters bc germany literally never loves them #like all the fics i read of him x other characters is just him being tortured by them and he doesnt even like them #the only way he reciprocates their affections is literally after white room torture and getting turned into a different person #i believe that i think thats true thats the only way he could possibly show romantic affection to someone other than italy #i only can tolerate and sometimes enjoy content of germy/itatard x other people if its onesided and they dont love the other person #bc then im like yeah seems legit cuz theyd only love eachother in all universes #and i feel this way abt basically all of my ships i care abt bc im a monoshipper #but usually i wont give a fuck if i see them with other people im like that sucks lol but not my house not my soup! #BUT ITAGER....... IT MAKES ME CRAZY #IT MAKES ME ACT LIKE A FREAK ! I DONT ENDORSE MY OWN BEHAVIOR #thats why this is my shame............. this is my one true cringe and something i genuinely consider a flaw of mine #one of my few if not only autistic rage inducers............. please accept me for who i am. i am trying to fight this (ngl im losing but #we still try our best bc i want to have no weaknesses) #one of my few weaknesses..... #robooty dick pic

[nobody-expects-the-inquisitorius]

We are really discovering who the harpies of the family are huh

#its weird #because my mum and i have been at each other’s throats for like two months straight #but now we’re united against a common enemy ig??? #like my uncle who wont shut up abt how awful it is that he has to dip into his savings #to fund the funeral #you own two houses. worth millions. shut the fuck up elon musk #and just like. generally degrading everyone #and the other bloodsuckers who will only show up to snoop #feels like its me my mum and my aunt against the rest of the world ngl #bc we’re the only ones really trying to fix things #everyone else is in it for themselves #but even then. mum kept going on abt how she lost a diamond #bc he used to help her when she was looking for work and sort out her documents and stuff #i lost more than a fucking typewriter. i lost my best friend. #every single one of them is convinced theyre just permanently in the right #i want him back #why did the best one of them have to die #AND HIS FUCKING WIFE. #whats the dress code??? have you hired a videographer or should i get my own??? #will not stop texting. #your husband is dead and all you can think about is who’s going to film you at his funeral. #i hate them i hate them all #except my granddad. and the kids

[humanveil]

you guys ever dip your toes back into old fandoms out of curiosity and immediately want to die

#is there anything worse than widespread/popular fanon. i don't think so #like having fun is one thing i also like to be delulu BUT when people treat popular fanon as sacred and like. shit on people who dare not #adhere to it. i'm always like................ ? #babygirl you made that up. (which again i think is w/e.). but someone is not 'reading the text wrong' if they don't agree with you. #like you know when people literally treat it as the 'better' version of the text. or way the better way to engage w a text #and they get so hostile with it. i've even had fic comments before like 'i don't agree with this part bc my headcanon is __ but i enjoyed #the rest of it. next time you should _______' and it's like ????? next time you should shut up #i guess also bc more often than not fanon is just like. less complex versions of canon characters now featuring 20 tropes! #which might've been fun when i was 15 but not now. the way i approach stuff is just different now lmao. but anyway #confirms that i likely wont ever return to being involved w [redacted]. despite the special interest brainworms.

[nakeurnes]

oououuuowowaah story of undettale

#TSUAUSUSBGGHyzhaa i HATE OUR BROTHER I HATE HIM SO FUCKING MUCH NO MATGER HOW HARD I TRY all GHE SHIT I DO TO TEY AND SYMPATHIZE WITH HIM HE #FUCKING THRNS AROUND AND IS A DICK TO ME FOR NO RESON AND !!!! YLS AT ME FOR NO REAON SOMETIEMS SHUT UL SHUT UP YOURE LITERALLY 13 STFU #i fucking hste it here i hate being fcjingg 18 and having to share the sMe room with him i have sincd he wzz BORN. #GOD. ONE FUCKING NIGHT ALONE WIYHOUY HIS ANNOYING ASS I CSNT EVEN JERK OFF OR STAY UP LATE OR LISTEN TO LOUD MUSIC #AND LIKE IM HALDWy fhinking OH! OM BEING IRRATIONAL jd spLITTING AGAIN AND I AM. BYT HE IS JST A DICK I HATE TEENAGE BOYS I HOPE HE DIES #hes SO FUCKING MEAN hes cslldd me slurs and a bitch multiple times in the most derogayory way and i hate him #he knows abg the zysfem too snd just CHOOSES TO IGNORE IT APPARENTLY DOESNG CARE WHO HES TALKING TO. #auuggh moments i regret being ghe host i hate it here. #i hate our familh theyre just fu jing mean yhis shit builxing up is whzg made me snap in the first place!!! and couldng host for a long time #andd now im upset and spiralling and i dont wang to be a bother espcially sijce spe ific ppl i wantto talk to arsnt thefe an d it makes me #very very bvery sa d i msis my friends #i cry everry day miss ing them i have beene really liking remembering things with nicki #no onee knwos wht im talking about or wjo i am #i dont want to be useless please need me i jave no other purposs #im a nuisance to ppl whow ant to front #i sit here living in the past that doesnt exist anymore and pray every day for it to come baxk knowing it wont ever come back #i miss . my friends i dont tthink they like me #im too pushy when im happy and when im upset im too cold i never make anyoke happy an d i talk too muc h and it hurts wberyone #icant even ve of goo d use to mmy actual children in headspace im an awful mother i cant stay stable enough tk help anyone or do anything #me being here has only caused problems and I remember why i left before #me when i spiral and makenmsyelf sonmu h more upset than before #vent #shelly

[todayisafridaynight]

arasawa 'but are they You Know' can be so funny check this out. literally any scenario involving ichiban being nosy

#snap chats #in the funniest and most ironic way i can say it its like when someones kids really wants their parent to be happy for once #yk what i mean there's like two ways a kid meeting a stepparent can go Abject Horror and Joy #i dont have to say who the first one is. i will though masato wants to scream Why Is Everyone But Me Happy #no listen if you've been reading the essays being posted here the past week i don think ichiban hates jo #and on TOP of that i think ichi thinks jo would be happy if he and arakawa could have One Nice Night and ergo he wont be so MEAN #just no worrying about the clan ichi and everyone else has it covered you can totally rely on them <- no you cant #its like when your parents go on vacation and you comedically wreck the house by accident while theyre gone #but then you SOMEHOW get it all fixed up right before they get home. cat in the hat kind of bullshit #i just think they should have their brooklyn 99 moment. you know the one #'RESPECTFULLY captain you and the boss need alone time' #jo doesnt even get what hes trying to say until he looks at mitsu who looks about ready to jump out the window yk #like 'aniki PLEAAASE shut the fuck up you're gonna get us hit' #and its BECAUSE they arent together Like That that its especially like Put A Cork In It You're Insane #in the alternate timeline/scenario where jo Does like arakawa like that i think ichi should be annoying about it too #listen if arakawa is the only thing that prevents them from maiming each other then it'll be fine #ichiban please be the worst wingman imaginable while jo tells you to leave him alone #hes going to bottle his emotions and store it in his chest and it'll just sit and ferment there until he dies #like are we seeing the potential here. its awful i cant open any new canvases or word docs EW #maybe if i finished my fuckin SHIT..

[townofcrosshollow]

Idk man if you're constantly talking about your crushing loneliness and feelings of being ostracised and left out when you ostensibly have a bunch of friends around you then maybe the feelings of loneliness aren't the problem there

#i would always feel really empty and distant and 'act out' after our hangouts #and i always framed it as like 'i get the high when i'm around people and then i crash afterwards' #and didn't really consider that maybe sitting in a vc for 4 hours feeling left out while other people have fun is just soul sucking #it was always framed as my behaviour that was the problem. 'you did this and you did that.' so i just kinda internalized that #if i felt like shit it must be my fault. everybody knows i'm the one who causes problems so i'm just causing more problems #if i say that something made me uncomfortable and the response is 'i wont make accomodations and how dare you even ask' it must be my fault #idk. we filled out consent forms in the game i'm really not excited to play and i was reminded that nobody ever asked my consebt #and when i tried to advocate for myself and voice that i wasn't consenting it was treated like i was causing problems by trying to say that #and i saw that as a reasonable reaction at the time cause i had been so deeply convinced that i was broken and horrible #that if i was trying to revoke my consent or even just negotiate it then i was ruining everything for everybody else #that if i was uncomfortable with what was going on i needed to just shut up and live with it #i wish i had realized that and dropped out months ago. maybe that could have preserved some semblance of my relationships with those people #far too late for that now. i'm trying to accept that #and all that effort was wasted anyway #i tried to say once that i was putting in a massive amount of effort and i felt like nobody was recognizing that fact #and i still kind of feel that way #i put hours of mental energy into trying to be enough for people who kept demanding more from me and kept giving me less in return #did that do me any good or did it just cause me 3 months of grief and an empty bank account from therapy? #the problem is that i still wish things had turned out better even though i know i had no control over that #if i had kept advocating for myself it just would have been over far faster. i guess that might have spared me a bit of money #if i tried to talk about the problems it would have just been dismissed with some quick quippy therapy phrase amounting to 'not my fault' #we're already living in the universe where i put all my effort into changing in the ways i was told to change and look how well that went #idk. the attitude was never 'let's fix the problems.' it was always 'you need to fix it.' and then when i did it was #'now there's a new problem. fix that one too. and this one. and that one.' #and to do all that work for somebody and then be told they thought you never even cared about them. man it just stings #idk. it's in the past now. but i can't build new relationships. i'm trying and it's impossible #i try meeting new people and they all suck. i try strengthening relationships with old people and they all get too busy or leave. #the only reason i post these things on tumblr is cause i don't have anybody else to talk to about it #the only person i could talk to has their own shit going on. there really just isn't anybody else #personal

[nomaishuttle]

sometimes you watch a show from anytime before like 2016 and its like woo this is awesome and then somethjng happens in it and youre likenog thus is from before 2016.

#this is abt spn and also orphan black sry. #orphan black hasnt had anything super odd as far as i remember.. Aside from tony my archnemesis and cosimas Fucking hair oh my god #i think like 90% of the reason i dont like cosima aside from she judt kind of annoys me a lot and has awful taste in women is her hair #its so weird bc shes like a lesbian stoner stem major so youd think id wont her So soso much given my track record. stares out the window. #but she annoys me so much sometimes its like Cosima shut the fuck up dump delphine and if you make me look at shay again im going to kill #you before your genetic disease does. WHATEVER #looking out the window wistfully I couldve made the show so much better #anyways. eith spn the Pre 2016ness is mainly The racism and The sexism and The cultural. everything #isrg theres this one ep of spn that i was like omf yass bc it had a little kid ghost who died from drowning. which given youd think #itd freak me out and it does bc drowning. but i also loveee a dead little kid ghost and i especially love adead kid ghost haunting one of #their friends/siblings whos old noe you know. so i was like woo #and then they were like and her nanny was black Maybe its voodoo!!!!! and i was immediately like excalibur #and then it was legit a rollercoaster bc i was like Shut up about voodoo shut up about it and they were like no it couldnt have been the #nanny it was the sister and i was like thats #better . and they were like THE SISTER IS DOING VOODOO qnd it was like oh my god okay. #idr what it ended up being in the end. i was so exhausted by the end of it #but the 2014ness of orphan black is mainly. ok im gonna be real its the episode after donnie and alison become drug dealers and theres that #montage of them on the bed with all the money. the cringe i cronged #it was like such a soberingreminder i was like Woo show show show i love show and then that happened and i was like This show is from 2014.

[considermygenderminecrafted]

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#maybe we shouldn't have a take as things are unfolding #maybe we shouldn't either decide someone is 100% doin summit Horrendously Awful #or tearin into a potential victims words to make it seem like possibility of her lying is irrefutable #maybe if there is legal action that can be taken and theres evidence people arent showin because of thst and they dont want to we should #not just. make judgements based on what we have #maybe we should treat like there's a potential serious crime havin been commited and wait for the people who have #actual expertise (not sayin police sayin people who make these judgements for a living no random people online) to go through thier process #and make that call. #like Jesus. #i hate. how we are expected to make these calls. as like. a 100% yes or 100% no when we don't. know everything #like maybe we shouldn't be doing hot takes!nn #maybe we shouldn't be refreshing social media every second for new updates! #.. i wont be postin any more bout this #obvs don't reblog but i can't stop you so #if you're not sure what this is about... i mean i guess check the tag but i wish i could point you in the direction of someone #whos got like a reasonable recap but ive not found one yet. #stay safe #victims im sorry youre having to watch this. this is not what justice looks like im sorry. #there are resources online to help deal with processing this typa thing i know this has brought up old shit for me #people eith hottakes shut up and log off #everyone stay safe <3 #cw: grooming #*check the dreamwastaken tag #list of people who shouldnt have hottakes: people who dont know whats happened #if youre right what you win... righteous superiority? and if you were weong congrats youve been part of a harassment campaign #even if you take i seriously posting about it is the same thing that happens with 'merely internet drama' #the material reality is treating it like drama #so just. log off if you can't not talk about it. go outside. fuckin bell.

[gg-selvish]

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#never shutting up about how in one fell swoop i wrote the most well-articulated sfw fic ive ever or will ever write #and at the same time invented the fandom's most detested rarepair so no one actually read it #the people who did read it were the nicest people who have ever interacted with me in this fandom tho. the comments and dms i got #from that fic were so nice and thoughtful #so even tho it lead to mass harassment and a new wave of people hating my guts i dont regret it. its still a good fic #plus by the time people found it i'd already been cancelled 3 or 4 times so i didnt care about people being mad #im like a horse getting shot at that just wont go down #sometimes i look at my shittier smutshots or like. home security and im like ok google how do i transfer hits and kudos to another fic #txt

[jvzebel-x]

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#'wUtS sO wrOnG aBouT tRyInG tO gEt HawAiIaNs oFf tHe StReeTs--' #'im HaWaIiAn tOo n tHiS iS wHy wE cAnT gEt aHeaD--' #girl just say youre one of the extremely few hawaiians who grew up on those islands&had the privilege not to spend any time homeless #&shut the fuck up LMAO. #there is no 'pOliTiCs' to be on the right or wrong side of LMAO we do not need an outsider haole who owns land while the bulk of OUR ppl #left on the islands is fucking homeless&we sure as shit dont need him or any of his ppl telling us how they plan on assauging that fact #WITHOUT giving up their land or their power lmao like shut the FUCK up. #tell me w/o telling me that you dont know anything about the state of homelssness in the islands lmao. #he wants to set up tiny home camps to model after the one thats been up in kakaako for years like kakaako isnt STILL home to the largest #homeless camp on oahu or like ppl who are homeless&housing insecure-- ACROSS THE NATION not just in hawaii-- havent been talking for YEARS #about why these mini camps meant to mirror homelss shelters but w/ individual rooms to give the illusion of privacy #while 'advocates&volunteers' demand ID&talk down to you&refuse to let you bring in your own items or exist according to your own schedule. #tell me w/o telling me youve never dealt w/ actual land development issues in your life lmao even w/ these terrible plans #what PLANET do the protected historic lands need to lose protection so the state can work w/ PRIVATE LAND OWNERSHIP to build these places? #'i Am HaWaIiAn--' girl shut the fuck up why should that matter to me if youre sucking haole cock&telling us were all failing #bc we wont do the same LMAO. #hope sacrificing your integrity&connection to us is worth it white supremacy will have a ball using you until you act up.

[cubedmango]

i just think radio drama adachi <3 and radio drama rokkaku <3 and radio drama fujisaki <3 and

#cherry magic #my post #in summary i just think radio drama <3 #ik i talked abt kurosawa before but man . honestly all the charas are so good here #esp rokkaku they made him so much more endearing waaghhh i wanna hug him #and fujisaki too tho shes only been in one ep so far but i like her so far #if they go the manga direction w her maybe ill enjoy her less but im hoping they wont #and adachi . my guy. my boy. my son. what can i even say . bros..... hes too good #inner monologue of all time but hes also so earnest but also so cute but hes also so sad but hes also so #<- me having a kurosawa moment fr #aaaaagaghhhghh ep6 next week i dont wanna waaiitttt #its gonna be the sleepover stuff man am i excited to see how theyll handle it #if they include that little scene in the subway ill lose my mind i love that bit so much #hoping and praying !!!!!!!! #sorry to the ppl reading this who have no clue what im talking abt btw #ive decided to become the unofficial international ambassador for the cherry magic radio drama #will not shut up about it sorry i have Emotions about this show

[arcaneyouth]

i dont know if i will ever get used to people telling me my art is inspiring or im their favorite artist or comic author or whatever. i cant even get used to people telling me things that are objectively true, like "you have a bigger audience than me" like wh,,, what the fuck do you mean i just make shit,,,, but i DO have an audience,,,, what the fuck???? baffled confused and scared i spent like 4-5 years accepting my stuff would probably never get noticed and now apparently it is. hello.

#'i wish i could make art like yours' ???? I DONT EVEN HAVE A CONSISTENT STYLE HALF THE TIME.. #IM JUST SOME GUY WHOS BEEN DRAWING FOR 5 YEARS STRAIGHT WHAT DO YOU MEAN #'how have you managed to make such a cool story and have such cool art' ***???? I HYPERFIXATED I DUNNO*** #im thrilled to have an audience and people who like my ocs. its incredible. i also feel like '??? why are you in. my house' every day #love feeling this bewildered over having like 5-10 fans its hilarious AHFAFSSFHHGSGJDJHD #literally dont know how i got here i am just extremely obnoxious about my ocs and wont shut up and people like thay #ok this has been sleepy thoughts with willow its almost 3 am gn #just kidding one more thought. people saying they like my art doesnt do this to me cause thats just a compliment #but people say im inspiring and my brain blue screens

[monsterbisexual]

why does every (older than me especially) adult have to know if im in college why when i say no can they not just leave it at that aaaaaa!!!

#i remember last time i had to have lunch w my 2 aunts who are A Lot #i was dreading it cuz that but also the college thing like guys u bring it up every time #its been like 6-7 yrs let it GOOOO #this time was weird tho cuz i think one of em could tell i was gettin obviously uncomfortable n shutting down #n she actually said smth like 'do u wanna talk abt smth else instead' which was insane n YES i did thx! #like i get that to most ppl if im not doin school i shld at least be workin fulltime or doin like. anything #but w/e its fine who cares #like i get that random ppl like this guy painting our bathroom this week wont know its like v much a thing i dont like talkin abt #still makes me feel bad havin to tell him no i dropped out actually <3 yknow? #p

[loverboybitch]

hi yall im back from being in the woods for two days with some of my friends and every part of me is so sore and tired and exhausted but i had such a nice time, also this is pretty much the only pic i took on my phone before it died. could not tellu who that is or what was happening but it might be my friend falling into the lake cause he tried to stand in a kayak while drunk.//.

#imjustsittinghere #uploads #literally slept on the doc under only a blanket and the stars it was very beautiful except for the mosquittos #we made all our meals in a cast iron pan in the campfire < #very cool little day we just kayaked around and got wreckedlol #wish i could have like a decompress session lol 1 because i am exhausted but 2 because feelings and my friends both said some things to me #while absolutly off their fiucking rockers #my one friend going 'NO shut up i need to vibe with shane rn. listen. we wont remember any of this but i hope we grow old together' #baby......baby!!!! u mighta done too much k and not remember but baby i remember<3 same <3 #my other frined who i have always thought is jus so cool and charismatic n hot stopping me mid sentence to say 'god ur so much cooler thanme #shutup!!!!!!!!! but also i love you thank you <3 #anyway anyway im a little sunburnt n i have to fucking work a shift tonight lol shoot me in the dome please #but also im so tired n sore n i want to lay in bed and have someone rub my back honestly #oh lastly will probably elaborate at some point but yo just not being able to get texts cause i had no service then my phone died #for two days was like...blis.......... #whenever we werent doing something iwas jus looking at the stars or thinkin or getting firewood r somethn #was a grand ol time <3 also cause we wantd to do bushcraft shit #we endedup making a torch out of tree sap and some old carpet and yarn and it kinda worked!!! for like 15 minutes at least! #definetly coulda been better but good first try #also some of the sap dripped onto my hand and i have a big gross blister burn scab thing gross ouchie

[arolesbianism]

Thinking abt the random card au again. Why must it go so crazy hard I miss it sm

#rat rambles #random card au #no matter how far I drift from my bndori and sekai peak days the random card au keeps hitting me like a truck every now and then #it just scratches an itch that I havent been able to satisfy since my cr days years and years ago #I wouldnt say the random card au has super similar worldbuilding to my old cr stuff as that was much more large scale #but it still has a similar appeal to me I think #I think its the building entirely new worldbuilding based off of designs and general vague starting concepts and bringing them all together #that gets me invested as it feels so satisfying slotting it all together and then actually getting to play out the story in this new web #I loveeeee jumbled webs of worldbuilding and characters that all tie together in a way that makes it almost impossible to completely #seperate one cast of characters from another #I love the feeling of a world with a bunch of intertwining plots like that even if it makes it near impossible to format a normal story #like my cr stuff was just so much man I still miss it sometimes even if I hate cr itself #Ive become a much better story creator too now so I know I could make what I had so much better nowadays and I already like my old stuff #it just makes me all the more sad that I went so crazy hard on worldbuilding for a franchise that sucks ass </3 #it may have been two of the worst years of my life but Ill also never reach that worldbuilding high again I think #oh also it made me actually start the slow slow process of getting more ambitious with my art and doing more digital stuff #rly thats the biggest reason the random card au pains me so since I wanna post stuff for it but man do I not wanna draw anyone from it #first of all human characters so already eh but also Id have to adapt the cards theyre based on into a design I can actually draw #so as much as I wanna make a billion random card au animatics I cant even bring myself to draw them normally #you see olivia and jackie are easier to draw because I just made shit up for their designs and as such made their designs very simple #but I cant just make shit up for bndori and sekai characters they actually have designs and hair that Id have to adapt to my style it sucks #I just wanna draw doggy arisa is that so much to ask for (yes yes it is I dont wanna figure out her hood) #also rip mygo yall will probably never get in but who knows maybe one day Ill have my second bndori era and then y'all will get in #its rly just the fact that they likely wont have enough cards to properly add them for another few years #especially if that other band also gets in if that happens neither are getting enough cards until the servers shut down lol #like I Could just pick and choose but thats boring #kinda ruins the point of the au y'know? #like tbf Ive cheated in the past by reroling two and limiting my options with several sekai characters #but thats just because at the time most sekai characters had almost no usable cards for this au and the two I rerolled were also unusable #like Im sorry but I couldnt just add normal ass hagumi and masking it wasn't happening