#i hope life treats all of you well!

[crabsnpersimmons]

Y'ALL HAVE ME LIKE

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID

BUT Y'ALL HAVE BEEN SO SWEET

I'M SORRY IT'S TAKING ME SO LONG TO REPLY

I WANNA DRAW THINGS BACK

AND I WILL

after my exam tomorrow :')

#i am overwhelmed y'all #my heart is so full #wish me all the broken legs for tomorrow :') #this second course is MASSIVE #there's just so many terms and acts and dates and formulas to rememberrrrr #like i swear they made this course 4 TIMES BIGGER THAN THE FIRST ONE just to weed out the weak #and i am not weak #i meant what i said when i said i was speedrunning this program #we have 2 years to complete it #and i'm trying to finish it in 5 months #but like #once i'm done #i have so much to unleash #i wanna draw more art for the hairdresser AU and start working on the fic #and draw more raincoat chibi DCA and maybe do a comic of their backstory? #and there's so many memes i wanna draw #and i have a new au i've been cooking up #it will most likely be a fic that's a series of oneshots (with some art but mostly a fic) #it's another slice of life au and very self-indulgent #but i hope it'll be a treat for some of you as well #might post a few crumbs of it sometime soon #it's been on the backburner of my mind for a while now

[mikoran]

if the duffers really wanted mileven endgame then why did like the entirety of their season three plotline happen

showing mike struggling to be honest with his girlfriend and balance time with her and his friends? showing eleven being much happier and better off without him? making them intentionally obnoxious and having their break up treated as comic relief?

ask anyone out there about a ship they like, and i guarantee you that none of them would ever treat their favorite couple like that

#who takes this amazing endgame favorite couple and then says “hey lets try and make the audience be as annoyed as humanly possible by them” #like what #if thats what they really wanted then ive got so many questions for them #granted they made a lot of... interesting choices in season three #but at least with other couples they didnt treat their breakup like comic relief #with jancy they treated their issues seriously and the downfall of their relationship as an actual threat and not a joke #jopper is on a weird line where their fighting is a jokey thing but we also keep getting shown how well they work together #hell they quite literally say that despite all the bickering they make a good team #meanwhile elevens over here living her best life with max and doing so much better without mike #byler #anti mileven #plus with jopper their relationship flipped back to all serious and shit in season four with their fighting practically gone #and yet mileven is... still fighting and having issues #jopper got past the petty bickering while mileven only devolved into more serious problems cuz theres a fundamental issue in their chemistr #i really hope you guys read the tags i write cuz thats where my best shit is

[toppercentageofrattata]

I have so many thoughts on Sua and I want to write character studies, but I suck at wording things so instead of writing anything I just stare at her and cry.

#I am so obsessed with alnst and just anything vivinos makes actually #sua calls mizi her hope that bloomed in the abyss #because she had nothing going well in her life before meeting mizi. her owners treated her like shit then she was put into alien stage #then she met mizi and her life started to look up. you see in the round one flashbacks she gets happier and more optimistic #but also it's all artificial hence why she also calls mizi her clematis #artificial because they're still competing to the death. they have to (alebit indirectly) kill each other. any hope they have is a lie #does that make sense I dunno I dunno I have zero braincells #this is just a sliver of my sua thoughts btw there is so much more I want to say but I'm embarrassed #alnst #alnst sua #alien stage

[sashimiyas]

one of my first ever moots deactivated and i’m yearning for a time that’s already passed

#reinas.inretrograde #i know it’s know it’s 2020 tumblr era anymore #and even i am hardly here #but miss you jenny and i hope life and school will continue to treat you well #and to all of my moots now that are here. i’m still thankful that you #guys were ever a part of my life to begin with #fleeting as it could have been. you guys will always be a part of my story

[babacontainsmultitudes]

[just venting a bit into the void you understand you understand 😌] Lately I've been feeling very caught between "I have a lot of thoughts on Sparrow and Normal and all that with the ending and teen talk and feel like I need to get them out and voice them for my own piece of mind and resolution" and "I am lacking the strength and energy to actually sit down and write it all out and kind of really just want to fully move on to other things (AUs, fics, anything else)" but my brain can't seem to commit to either and that's quite frustrating cause it's just left me very restless. *Sigh*. Idk! Just needed to complain about that a bit ig, it's silly but this is what has been ailing me as of late.

#Then there's also a part of me that's like “does anyone even care at this point? haven't I already talked about them too much?” #but I have seen many a take that irk me... #and perhaps at the center of it all nagging at me is that persistent conflation of love and pride #Less about that in Normal's mind so much as in Will's and the fandom's 🤔 #Also that reoccurring issue of the fandom going ''Normal thinks this therefore it is The Truth'' though I believe I've discussed this befor #And... Hooks Will could have grabbed onto but didn't... Quite a few of those... #And the double standard/negativity bias in fandom of ignoring that Sparrow says both that he loves and likes Normal while doodlerized #But not treating those with the same legitimacy we do the pride thing. And ignoring Sparrow's demonstrations of love and change... #And what the love wolf scene actually implies about Sparrow (as I see it) with his own explanation of the pride thing in mind #But also!!! Also on Norm's epilogue and how despite everything taken at face value (i.e. no teen talk influence) I don't actually hate it #and I think it's plenty salvageable #And gah also that like *regardless* of how things turn out with Normal and his dad- #Well I haven't listened to much of the teen talk just the directly Sparrow-relevant clips #so I don't know quite how cynical Will is or isn't about Normal's future #But like. UGH. What I'm trying to say is even if things didn't find resolution vis-a-vis his dad #(which tbh I could go either way on- it's the meta misinterpretations of Sparrow that Bother me not so much Normal's) #(Well that's complicated. Again it comes back to the love vs. pride thing gosh this is so vague of me lol) #With all the positive influences in his life (and just the fact that life is long? and therapy is a thing?) I just don't see Normal- #being Miserable for the rest of his life. Like. I mean I won't elaborate here really but damn it no he can absolutely turn out alright stil #blugh #BUT YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN THAT'S A LOT OF STUFF AND THAT'S ONLY VAGUE RAMBLINGS ABOUT *SOME* OF IT #Like I'm proud of a lot of my essay posts (which I'm hoping to eventually compile in a masterpost eventually actually) but they take a whil #And if my heart wants to do other things... Ah idk... #ANYWAYS a vent to vent a vent to vent

[feral-cockroach]

I hope you have a good day, I know you can't feel it but I give you a hug every morning.

i almost dont want to respond because i want to keep this in my inbox forever but you deserve one so im going to respond here and then im gonna make this my pinned post so i can still have it at the top of my blog forever

this is literally the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me. it cannot be expressed nor overstated how much this message means to me and it has not left my mind since i saw it when i woke up this morning.

thank you so much for taking the time out of your day to say this. it is more appreciated than you could ever know.

i will be returning that hug every morning from here on out. thank you.

#ask #feral roach thoughts #fr thank you so much #i see u in my notifs all the time and i love u #i dont even know ur name but i hope that life treats you well #because you deserve it

[radiomagdalene]

WHEN MICHAEL ROMANCE BROKE UP THEY DROPPED FRANKIE AIRO IN THE BONG AND SMOKED HIM. SAD! WELL THERES OTHER RHYTHM GUITARISTS

I will have you know that this fucking ask had me searching millions of terms. Examples of such listed below:

“My Chemical Romance”

“My Chemical Romance news”

“My Chemical Romance Break-up”

“My Chemical Romance Break-up 2023”

“My Chemical Romance Break-up 2024”

“Frank Iero”

“Frank Iero My Chemical Romance”

You must understand that I am fragile and gullible and pathetic. In any case I am FURIOUS because I have been ding dong ditched except Frank Iero was left in a bong at my door. Zonked out of his gourd

#hello cult of sheep I hope you are well #how has life been treating you? #do you feel any guilt after these malicious pranks? #all the best I am so stoked to hear from you!!! ❤️

[g4rchomp]

I bought myself flowers!!!! the weather is gloomy and this week was really tough so it definitely feels like a nice reward 🌷

#I tried dropping hints to my partner that I'd like flowers since valentines day but he didn’t get it ahah #(which is fine I'm not expecting anyone to pick up on subtle things like that ofc ofc) #I'm just really glad I decided to buy them myself and not resigned to getting no flowers at all #anyways. I hope life is treating you well despite the difficulties I love u and I'm sending you some strenght mwah

[arthur-r]

testosterone meeting complete?!?!?!?!???!!!

#it went well the doctor was so much better than any doctor i’ve met ever in my life #treated me like a human being?? was familiar with my pre-existing conditions?? #saw autism on my chart and just acknowledged it and moved on?? no ‘‘are you sure you’re trans you’re just a confused autistic kid’’ ??!! #i have an informed consent paper to look at now but it’s all stuff i’ve already researched #i have officially decided that T is more important to me than biological children so we got this #(i was already basically there but i had an anxiety spiral a couple months ago about freezing my eggs which i’ve confirmed was just anxiety #‘​‘just anxiety’’ i sound like a fucking evil doctor but like. intrusive-thoughts-anxiety vs thing-i-should-listen-to. i don’t want bio kids #the one thing i’m nervous about is my singing voice i wanna make sure i get some recordings in before my voice changes #cause my voice isn’t mine but i’ve sure worked hard on it shdhdf and it has a high pitched anxious quality to it that you can’t often find #shdhdhf i just feel like the voice i have now is more unique than wherever i’m gonna end up. and i really want to sound like my favorite cis #men musicians but i feel like my anxious songs just won’t hit the same if it sounds like some guy is singing them #so i’m gonna make some recordings within the next month to put out pre-T demo versions of my songs (real demos not what i’m always posting) #and then i’ll be ready. cause i want to sound like some weird shitty man SO BAD. please just let me be some off-key guy with voice cracks #TO BE CLEAR i would sure like to be a talented singer on testosterone. which has happened for one of my dearest friends and can probably #also happen for me. if i keep working on my voice all the time. BUT i would rather have a shitty low voice than a beautiful high one #which i did a lot of thinking about and grappling with since i’m a vocalist and it’s kind of really important to me #but half the male musicians i listen to can’t even hold a tune. so I CAN HANDLE IT #anyway!! i’m going to latin now!! and then i have work and then asexual club and then heading home and maybe laundry #i hope everybody has a good day and i love you dearly #me. my post. mine. #delete later #medical cw #(? ask to tag)

[8aji]

hi 👀

#IM SORRY FOR LEAVING #without any sort of previous notice but ive been hella busy these past few weeks #and the tumblr break was really something that i need :') #im not sure if im coming back to this acc #or if im deactivating and making another one or anything of the sort #a part of me is very hesitant bc of the love ive received on here #i truly am not sure which route i should take #but in the mean time !! #i hope all of you are having a wonderful wonderful time #be it summer or winter or any other season !! #it was my first time spending so much time away from home and ngl i absolutely loved it #and and and that means im gonna be a lil busier than usual again bc uni is starting again and i gotta make plans so i can move out for good #on the brightside #im still writing !! and its going well :D i think ive gotten to a point in which i can trust myself and my process and my skill #theres always room for improving ofc !! but still #i hope life is treating all of you well !! #maybe we'll see each other soon :)

[01432853]

If you celebrate it merry christmas, happy holidays everyoneeeee

thanks for sticking around this bloggg

✨⭐💫✨⭐💫✨⭐💫✨⭐💫✨⭐💫✨

#appreciation timeeeee💜 #all my mutuals & fellow drama watchers i love youuu🫶 i hope life treats you a little more kindly today #let's have a good new year as well. #i gained more mutuals this year biiiiig yay to that skskjsk welcome and happy you are hereeee #mer gifs

[courageisneverforgotten]

times I’ve bought an item of clothing because it made me think of steve harrington counter: 4️⃣

#i used to hate buying clothes/dressing myself but it turns out the solution is to associate clothes with my comfort characters #jess.txt #also hii lovelies i hope life is treating you well or if not you still have Delights to embrace. kissing u all on the foreheads rn

[shinakazami1]

Congrats tumblr user shinakazami1 now every time I see a fern in a pot, whether irl or in fiction I think about your fernarrator for a bit

curse you fern man

-307

*reads the whole message* *sees the signature* *stims*

307 anon you are always just a delight to see in asks, you have no idea

I had the same thing at the start of sharing Fernator - I couldn't go out in town without thinking of each plant as Fernator, I had a plant in my room I couldn't stop thinking as him (it, unfortunately, got sick two months ago :< ) and just, the whole canvas is him, I feel so bad to all tsp creators cus anytime they make anything nature related, I instantly correlate it with my man oifshahiosfa

I curse you with a good day and thank you for showing up yet again :] your support always means a lot and just it's a delight to see you

(btw I have an exam tomorrow but after it, I plan on drawing for the rest of the fern posts!!)

#asks #fernator au #307 #307 anon #how are you #how have you been #is life treating you well #a parasocial relationship maybe but #i just hope you are well #i hope you all are fine who read this #we might not know each other _ we might never be close #but I care #i care about you #and wish everything good in your life

[dramarants]

SEE YOU IN MY 19TH LIFE SHIN HYE SUN SINGLE HANDEDLY SAVING KDRAMAS IN 2023

#see you in my 19th life #the baby girl actress is amazing this entire cast is chef's kiss the timelines are interweaved so well i'm fricking fLYING WITH JOY #UGH baby girl about to cry treating not-believable-at-all-but-its-okay teenage seoha and his wonder - it's so pure and beautiful 😭😭 #can't wait to explore some of the other lives too (i saw you chae jong hyeop!!) #even the tone of the ost is perfect for the show even if it's giving me hs tvd era flashbacks aldkfjads #i'm so overwhelmed shin hye sun is a POWERHOUSE and the fact that it's 12 eps despite the complicated plot gives me hope that... #.... the script is as thoughtfully constructed as the beautiful direction of the first 2 eps seems to be #please don't fall flat on your face syimnl i believe in you #gosh maybe the multiple lifetimes thing is hitting harder on the tail end of tteotm/reading hyx and all but STILL IT'S DOING IT #IT'S CAPTURING THE MAGIC OF LOVE AND DEVOTION #HOME IN A PERSON #A JADED WEARY SOUL FINDING THE SPARK OF JOY IN LIFE AGAIN #MAYBE EVEN EXPLORING GRIEF AND LOSS IN ALL ITS FORMS AS WE GO #AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH #A STUBBORN FL SAYING FUCK IT TO EVERYTHING BUT HER GOAL #and shin hye sun once again a man in a woman's body around cha chung hwa LMAO #ranting

[natsmagi]

ok i find this VERY good timing since u just posted the lil thing abt lesbian ntmg but i just wanna say that this past friday i finally accepted that i myself am a lesbian and i honestly owe so much of that to your femstars ntmg art....... seeing these characters i love so dearly being lesbians and being happy and in love made me so happy and idk i just !!!!! wanna say thank you for the lesbian ntmgs they always make my day :) ntmg lesbianism real!!!

WHATTTT OMG ANON!!!!! IM SO HAPPY FOR U!!!! CONGRATS ON THE SELF DISCOVERY 😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕💕

that absolutely warms my heart tho awaawwa im glad my silly little self-indulgent art helped u in discovering urself :'))) more ppl should let loose and fully indulge in what makes them feel happy and seen!! as a lesbian myself drawing sapphic ntmgs has been soso joyous and healing and i think more people should just!! let themselves indulge!! its so much fun and also aids in figuring urself out!! i 100% recommend it!!

#THIS BLOG IS ALL ABOUT HAVING FUN AND BEING YOURSELF ✊✊✊✊ #LOVE YOU ANON I HOPE LIFE TREATS YOU WELL!!! #ask

[haitani-plague]

hello! it’s been a while but i have a not so surprising announcement.

i’m not coming back to this blog. it’s been a hot minute since i last logged on and even more since i truly felt motivated to post here, whether it’s content or just tidbits from my day. the love for writing is there but unfortunately the love for this blog isn’t, and it’s something i’ve been putting off since my last blog.

there’s a list of reasons for this and i’m not gonna go into them rn, but my mental health hasn’t been too great for a while now and i’m sure that’s one of the reasons my motivation has run dry. i wish it wasn’t the case but there’s some things i just can’t control.

i still love the friends i made here, and i would like to thank those of you that sent me asks! i feel terrible for not getting to them but i just don’t have the energy to do so. i’d love to give my mutuals my disc so we can stay in touch, but i won’t be checking on this account much after this post.

in terms of creating other blogs, i’m not sure it’s on the cards for me. i am writing! that hasn’t changed, although it is a long process. to put it clearly, fandom tumblr just isn’t for me anymore, and even though it’s upsetting, it’s just how it is. in the very unlikely event that i do feel the need to post, it’ll be on a new blog with a completely different pseud.

i really did love the time i spent here, and all the friends i was lucky enough to make. i hope life treats you well, and that you don’t face too much hardship. i love you guys so so much <333

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#this is queued bc i feel so anxious posting and being around once it’s done #but yeah #it’s been kinda rough over here #i do genuinely hope life has been treating you well. and i hope it continues to #you all deserve the best #and in case emi sees this thank you so so much for your entry to the collab 🫶🏾 #i read it and will rb after this posts