#i rly dont wanna fix it

[campbellschunkybear]

Vampire!Reader/self who was transformed years and years ago and only recently gotten over the grief for their normal life, meeting Viktor, a human, who is fascinating and intelligent and sharp-tongued. Viktor who isn't wary of them, doesn't question their refusal to go outside during the day, who takes the same evening courses between TA work that they take bc its easier to take classes at night. Viktor who is so so clever, dropping his realization that the reader/self is a vampire in casual conversation (but when they are alone, not in public, because he'd never put them in that position). He has so many questions, fascinated by their condition, how long they've lived, the means they go to feed. They never felt comfortable letting anyone know about their condition, but Viktor is so earnest in his desire to learn, not pushing when things ache.

Viktor, his own illness taken on fast, impossibly so, and who shares that he doesn't want to die. It's something you've spoken about before, Viktor's frustration with his body, but your own fear of yourself, of the regret, of everything you might be stealing from him if you turn him. His illness changes that. Thinking about him being Gone, just when you got him, hurts somehow worse than your own life being lost. You talk about it. Your fears and his, you want to make SURE he knows exactly what it would mean before he decides. He's certain. He wants you to turn him.

You make the day it happens a good one. Trying to ignore the strange somberness that permeates everything, you treat him to whatever he wants; fancy meals and drinks if that's it, a day out, visiting friends, anything. And when night falls, he's laid out in bed, a few towels down Just In Case, undressed and trembling but so sure, determination in those pretty gold eyes. The light is low, all curtains but the one facing the moon drawn, illuminating him in moonglow and city light. You ask him once more- you know his answer, and it hasn't changed. But it's one last out. He doesn't take it. So your descend on him, holding and kissing him, letting his tense body relax, soaking him in love and oxytocin, before finding his pulse and sinking your fangs into his neck.

Later, floating in the night air, you hold him as he learns to use his own powers, giggling at the way his new fangs affect his accent before he learns how to retract them. Vampirism doesn't take all his pains away, even floating weightlessly his bad leg doesn't move much, tense, and he'll still need his brace and cane. But he's here, with you, cool in your arms and positively glowing with new life.

#f/o: viktor #self ship: vikcon #self ship #self ship imagine #f/o imagines #arcane #viktor x reader #viktor x self insert #viktor x gn reader #vampirism #vampire au #i changed terms like halfway through but #i rly dont wanna fix it

[sharks3ye]

Random ass doodles for today gang

Today you shall receive surgeamy i dont seem them paired together often

Ngl im so tired me omw to sleeepp snooree mimimimimimii

#please i need to lost more often mb ill FIX THIS I SWEAR #post… i meant post.. holy shit i cant spell #school is just SO overwhelming i rly wanna draw but these fuckers hand me free artblock like gtfo STAY AWAY #rhats why theres also no color… i js dont have the energy man #sonic the hedgehog #sth #sonic the hedghog fanart #sth fanart #amy rose #amy rose fanart #surge the tenrec

[tsundcku]

#ts4 render #sims 4 render #ts4 edit #my sims #simblr #sims community #back at it w the renders again #im also rly unsatified w my renders/edits these days😭 #idk i wanna change the editing style im so bored of my current but idk whattt style i wanna do #and im struggling to even figure out what direction id like to take my blog in #i want a cohesive theme but i feel like i dont rly have one #its just so random lol #also pls ignore the terrible shadow issue around the lace #idk how to fix that #and i can't find any easy tutorials to follow😭 #if anyone knows a fix tell me how. i'd love u forever lol

[dailykyoob]

#happy belated halloween ^_^ #hope we're all ready for things to get a little scary. uhmm a little spooky. #dare i say even a little macabre ? #jsab #just shapes and beats #jsab cube #jsab blixer #jsab square #ic #ch2 #GOD. THERES A PANEL I JUST NOTICED LOOKS RLY OFF BUT I DONT WANNA FIX IT

[vrieseasees]

Just wanted to draw the lil man Fuery... :3c

#also i love one sided funny bsns #i dont think i ship these two anymore.. not like i did in highschool haha #height diff ships are powerful man #anyway i drew this some time ago and didnt like it til i fixed how I drew fuery #i like my lil glasses guys haha i wanna collect em and give em pats on their heads and put them in aggravating situations #uhh yeah ok #sorry fma community of tumblr ill retreat back to my niche bubble derived from another fandom hahha #kain fuery #jean havoc #favoc #...? even tho it isnt rly lol #fma #str8 frm the ol tab

[evisxerate]

Once again totally blown away by the power of visible mending and DIY. I love you patches I love you handsewing I love you crust pants I love you hand-me-downs I love you preserved memories I love you crustpunk

#+ saving money and shit there are so many benefits #i feel so deeply deeply fulfilled and amazing when im wearing things ive patched #lately almost all of my outfits have been patched in some way and it feels so good #like giving myself a hug #and im about to try to fix our comforter and my old backpack from high school #both things i thought id have to throw out eventually but i know for a fact i can make these last #and i genuinely love how much money i can save while doing this. i dont rly feel the need to buy new things #when i can just fix them to be what i want #like lately ive been able to just. rip the sleeves and legs off things to make them wearable again #and every time i think abt all this or im wearing a bunch of it or when im sewing i just feel so full of love i wanna cry and explode LMAO #wish the sewing part wasnt so hard on my body but 🤘😔 its worth it usually #diy punk #roach.txt

[uwooyoungs]

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#im So Close to done with this final and i Do rly want to get it over with and submitted bc technically its already past due #((dw i got an extension)) #but i am. So tired. and i wanna watch one single youtube video before i pass out #also i just dont wanna make this fuckin fact sheet #probably it'll actually be super easy but the thought of it is making me feel murderous #I already have a 10 page paper what else do u NEED #also did i mention im so fuckin tired #oh and yes i will be submitting the final almost completely unedited bc i simply cant be bothered to try and fix spelling or grammar

[labratboygirl]

God Mothafuckin Damn i should consider going back 2 therapy !!!!!!!

#casually spills guts #physically . in the world around me and in my actual body . everythings ok ! nothings rly been going wrong lately ! #but mentally ! i am in Shambles !!!! #i keepgetting this weird gross mix of nostalgia and ptsd from all the bullshittery that happened last year MORE THAN EVER #and The Urges r way more intense than usual !!! #i need 2 talk 2 someone about it DESPERATELY #but i dont wanna dump everything on my friends #and i can never bring myself 2 bring it up 2 my parents !!!! #goin back 2 therapy would fix me methinks …………

[nomaishuttle]

comparison (new on left old on right)

#As you can see i was mainly working ln fixing the distortion on the poles i did get a bittt carried away and add like a ton of oand but its #ok. also i did the math and its sitting at abt 40:60 land water ratio #rly its 41:59 but 40 60 is far easier #ive also still got to add rivers.. i have a few lakes as you can see but i haven't gone through and added rivers yet #ill probably have to do mountains first then rivers.... #ive also been thinking abt making a sideblog solely for worldbuilding posts but im shy LOL so itd probably judt be 4 me #i wouldnt be opposed to sharing it with anybody whos interested i just dont think anybody rly is... #im also working more on the language its kiiiind of rly frustrating me.. #i also have gaught to add a new island in the middle of the ocean bc ive been thinking while at work. but idk if i Actually want to use #those thoughts 4 this or keep them seperate.. whatevrr #but yeah. as mentioned the edits arent perfect yrt theyre kind of difficult to do 😭😭 map to globe doesnt allow you to draw directly On #the globe and the umm. sketch thing they have is kind of rlly annoying #like you can colorpick Once. but after that you have to reload the page to colorpick again #+ the likee. drawing you do on it is super artifacted and weird... + theres no way to just get the finished image idt. i may be wrong #but yes. anyways if i do make the sodeblog i wanna name it after the world but the issue is the world doesnt have a name 💀 #and to make the name i need to work on the primary conlang some more 😭😭😭 but its frustrating me i think its bc i started with the #written form which like. every guide im looking at says you shouldnt do that 💀 #so i might just scrap it and start from the ground up

[baekuras]

literally crying waiting in the dentist office because our region wide chef basically acted like i am stupid and unwilling to work after 3 weeks of me being in pain which is now at it's peak

I have a literally open wisdom tooth and a headache on the other side that's also stabbing me open with pain-add to that the brainfog bc uh pain and general nausea

and his first question it to ask me if i hadnt considered taking painkillers

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OH NO SORRY YOU OH SO WISE MAN I HADNT CONSIDERED DOING SO FOR THE PAST 2 WEEKS I WILL RETURN TO WORK IMMEDIATELY APOLOGIES YOUR MAJESTY

he was upset i dared leave work AFTER finishing everything for the ppl who had appointments today because I hadnt done enough apparently

only the complicated things no one else can or will do (: which was the only reason i even came in in the first place because otherwise I'd have gone to the doctor asap and left my coworkers to bathe the bs storm out (:

#txts #rant #ii only have pain stretching over my jaw into my head and possibly even bothering my neck lol its fine #just for weeks now and today even painkillers cznt stop it completely qnd i am at my limit #and just the pure inhuman disrespect....wow #i know he doesnt value us who actually do the work and bring in money #but still....wow #i am tired and exhausted bc pain so just let me leave to get it fixed #i am fully expecting my wisdom tooth to be pulled #even if it isnt the source of the pain rn #just to prevent future issues bc...tooth meat is exposed #and has been for a while #and i know its infected around it or near it #tbh i dont think the wisdom tooth itself is the issue #but i also dont think i can convince ppl to keep it longer #best case tbh would be an appointment on monday to get that shit delt with and a week off to recover #i can deal w tooth pain i have been doing that all my life #but the uncertainty and pain combinations is just exhausting now #also the disrespect i have just been shown by regio man rly makes me just wanna take sick leave till i legally cant anymore #need a vacation here lol #crying didnt help the headache and i still wanna like #claw my ear insides out and away #but hey...at least we may make progress sooner rather than later

[nexttothelamp]

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#oh god its actually been a year and a half im almost done transitioning 🤣 #if this chinstrap neckbeard combo doesnt fix itself in the next six months im peeling off my skin and just growing a new face #trans shit #pecks are really startin to shape up tho #i make a sexy ass fat guy 😎 #mightve settled firmly on nonbinary now too; not sure still mostly dont care #easiest i can explain is im a nonbinary lesbian #also im attracted to everyone but cismen? idk what that is but assholes can pry the lesbian label from my cold dead hands #i didnt fuckin claw my way outta backwoods wv wife in hand to lose that now lmao #...i just had my bloodwork done at the queer center thats whats happening #my old coworker from the center was on the cover of a magazine #theyre labeled ''our hero of pride'' #really proud of them. all theyve ever done is give to others #sigh. anyway goin home #also tumblr friends i miss you. im sorry im crap at talking to online friends #autism is what i wanna blame for it but honestly im just too tired to maintain more relationships rn #i got like 5 people i rly care about and thats too many 🤣 #i mean like. obvs i care about everyone in general but i mean like. 5 people i know care the same amount about me and that i love yunno? #damn im out of it and not evem high maybe they took too much blood this time 🤣✌️ #id say delete later but i wont

[chisatowo]

Mason <3 *throws them down a flight of stairs*

#keese draws #oc art #ocs #oc posting #eternal gales #fixed my main brush a bit so now it doesnt sometimes have soft bits in it so woo 🎉 #no more unfortunate fuzzy lineart or coloring 🎉 #I doubt anyone even noticed that stuff tbh but it was bugging me #anyways as per usual with my random stalien angle headshots I like how this turned out theyre fun to draw #also I messed around with mason's colors a smidge and I think I like this better? either way I rly need to make them a new ref soon #I also wanna make my human au mason designs at some point in the near future but I hate outfit designing so probably wont dndjdbdjf #they dress like if a lovecore tumblr girl was also a clown #and I dont wanna design that myself dndjdbdjf #I do love them though since in both human aus theyre like actually a good person lol #they are in pre current timeline in canon too but that version of them doesnt exist anymore so 😔

[flovverworks]

more ppl needs to go take pics of cats with akira

#stardust speaking ! #was thinking about and the fact its like...only yan qing thats.....been there when akira has done so ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️ #i shoved sacri onto kaitlyn but thats also about it...............for someone who mentions akiras love for cats a lot ooc i sure dont write #about them a lot (if u think i mention them a lot ooc u should see ingame💀💀 LMAO #i rly wanna send asks but its either 1) things that require more building 2)thoughts mushy after this stressful time->cant think of stuff.. #reading mainstorypt2 will surely fix me #(thinking) on the other hand the amount of catboys akira has met is Massive (its 90% venom)

[toastsnaffler]

my flatmate just got bg3 I feel like the only person in the worrrrld not playing it

#i dont usually play that sort of game but u guys are having so much fun over there...... #but I cant justify the price tag + dont rly wanna go thru the hassle of pirating it so ill just sit here and enjoy ur gifsets #maybe I can convince her to let me sit and watch her play some... #she said she could lend me her copy when shes done but I feel like the buzz will have died down by then #and if shes moved on from playing it then it wont be as fun to talk abt #its okkkk maybe i should start another new game tho instead to make up for it hrmm #ive been rly struggling to like *carmy voice* do things for enjoyment or amusement lately #but idrk what will fix that. my period starting hopefullt #aaanyway. #excited for her hehe. she aced her interview btw but she did too well and they told her she was overqualified + would find it boring #we have literal opposite problems.... shes got another one next week tho so fingers crossed #not 2 overshare abt someone elses life lol #aight imma go see if the waters heated up enough to shower byeee #.diaries

[arolesbianism]

Considering redesigning Dancer a bit to go with his new backstory.... His design is an og so part of me doesn't wanna touch it too much, but on the other hand I just feel like its just so noticably blander than like every other stalien. I'm probably just gonna give him more scars, but I might also adjust his colors a smidge and maybe give him some other markings idk

#rat rambles #eternal gales #I dont wanna change it Too much since I rly dont think his current design is like bad or anything #and I definitely dont wanna make it too complicated #but I think he could use just a lil bit extra yknow? #like without his scarf he just looks bald Ive gotta fix that #Im also planning on sitting down with a few other staliens and considering possible redesigns #mainly for butter tbh I like their markings but its like Way too much I think #I'd idealy like to simplify it while still keeping a similar vibe but idk how dooable that would be #idk I can try