#i think ahead. i am one with the bit

[spaciebabie]

top 10 finals that make you want 2 shit glue out your ass

#spacie spoinks #. #houuuuuughhh #goes back 2 my self imposed quarantine #this is a scheduled post. im not here gang #quarantine started on sunday. terribly sorry ta anyone who dms me from mon - thurs b/c #im not on discord either!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 #reminder from me that i love you and will respond 2 u when im done w/finals #pray for me gamers 🙏 #the time i scheduled this 2 post is when im gonna be taking my differential equations final orz #yk for comedic purposes #i think ahead. i am one with the bit #anybeans

[egophiliac]

they have now revealed another character for ride kamens, hayate, and it looks like he's a kr jin homage? glad they confirmed that it's not only titular riders getting representation, but still, a pretty off the cuff surprise for me

yeah, Jin is a welcome pull, but a pretty weird one! I saw the post when it dropped (don't ask why I was looking at twitter at 3 AM) and the replies were. very confused. :') nice to see some Jin rep though! and if this opens the door to characters based on more deepcut riders, all the better!

of course, if they really want to stay true to the spirit of Jin, we know what he'll be like

#art #ride kamens #gun #(this is me still pretending like i'm not going to end up drawing all of them) #(gonna have to go back and draw saigo at some point) #i guess jin scored high in the algorithmically-generated list of characters popular with female fans #seriously though i am happy it's not going to just be main riders! the POSSIBILITIES this opens up... #in that case i'm gonna go ahead and say that one silhouette with the ponytail is absolutely gonna be brave #(which covers the ex-aid rep so i don't need to face the possibility of an ikemen poppy) #anyway hayate seems like fun! a bit of a 'what if jin was a small business owner' take which i am VERY into #i do think so far the doubleboys are my favorites #but we got two more reveals this week and many more left so we'll see if that holds! #who will tomorrow bring...

[the-holy-ghosted]

i dont think we talk enough about john bridgens and henry peglar. just like in general. and that is a crime

#the terror #the heron speaketh #john bridgens #henry peglar #bridglar #im like. having a day #i stayed up til like 3 am leafing through the book and realized that the chapters are in certain characters POVs and i went ahead and marke #off all of the peglar/bridgens chapters justfor myself. to enjoy #and i sat and read them all this morning and im having a LITTLE BIT. OF AN EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER #i m probably going to reblog and elaborate what im thinking ina reblog but i need to go pace around for a couple minutes and collect myself #briglar #forgot the other one oops

[greenscreen-dress]

I wish all Precure seasons that attempt to force a reciprocated romance between young teen magical girls and animal-fairy mascots that turn into Ambiguously Adult Hot Guys™ a very Stop That Immediately Dear Gourd Why. 🫠

#this is about yes precure 5 because thats what i'm watching right now #but i'm aware of at least One other series that does the ikemen fairy thing (Hugtto) and I desperately hope they don't do that there #& I get that teen girls can & will develop crushes on an older teacher-figure. two in one season is a bit much (nozomi AND komachi) but FINE #← grudgingly #but to have both Coco and Natsu (i Refuse to call him Nuts it is Too Dumb) act like they reciprocate those feelings / play into them... #blegh. not a fan #Coco holds Nozomi to his chest a few times & this episode at the resort he refers to her as ''princess'' and i KNOW it's the writers #and the fact it's an older show too. but i'm SOOO tired of it #and Komachi... Komachi my sweet girl why do they do this to you. why do they make Natsu say ''i feel calm around you'' #why why why why why. augh. so tired #i read the episode summaries for a few eps ahead of where i currently am (ep 26) and oughaohghh it's gonna keep happening :/ #🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠 blargh #anyway #yes precure 5 #precure... salt? crit? neg? are there rant tags in this community idk i'm sorry #not that this is like. a particularly controversial opinion i think. i hope. #hard to catch up-recure (saa minna de) #eMerambles #eMerambles in the tags

[shirogane-oushirou]

after a scary health day, i've decided -I- make the rules of my AUs and -I- decide the level of "plot" they have. no, brain, my silly little pkmn AU doesn't need some grand conflict for us to overcome. poke!ren can hit the same balance of "takes care of me in every way he can while also recognizing my autonomy" as the other rens. fuck you, brain. <3

#so basically that whole long post i made? yeah it's going in the trash KJNASKDJN i don't have to spend a single minute of my #existence dreaming up someone who makes me feel more exhausted than i already am actually!!!!! #i can still have that 'LUGIA???? HUH???' moment without it being preceded by any amount of infantilization. #he'd be shocked even if i was able-bodied. like. hello???? #i wrote that whole thing as sleep meds were kicking in... and rewrote it as sleep meds were kicking in. so i'm gonna blame it on that ;;; #i also have that 'between hyperfixations' feeling rn so i think i was trying to create a spark of interest. somehow. #and it didn't work for obvious reasons imho lkamsklm. #anyway. new tv room ep dropping tonight so hopefully that gets the brain juices going + i see a doc tomorrow so maybe i'll get #some answers on that front...? and maybe get back to drawing a bit...? one can hope!!! #📌 [ my posts. ] #✏️ [ my scenarios. ] #🦔 [ used to be easy. ] #🐸 [ look ahead. ] #<- i also still need to change these tags omg every time i read 'you're my daydream' i think of avr.il lavi.gne instead of #the ark.nights song i got it from. :(

[trashmuis]

So... I bought my Chop Top wig already. But the one I got was a little longer bc I was all scared like

ooh what if I look stupid or bad with short hair

So I'm like ok fem!Chop Top costume then. Sure.

But then I wore it and I'm like.... hm. It's cute but... idk.

So I took the plunge and also bought a short sonny bono style wig.

I'm gonna see if I look awful but I want to give his actual design a fighting chance.

I'll return the one that looks worse imo.

I'm never gonna look exactly like him I mean I certainly don't have his piercing blue eyes and handsome features but I can try to look as similar as I can. Hopefully. Fingers crossed I look ok enough.

#My husband is going to be so startled by my appearance bc he already thinks Chop Top has a freaky af appearance and here i am imitating it #I got the teef too on the way. But when i get the wig in ill go ahead and do a makeup test at least. #I think the teeth will be a bit later so i will just imagine what they might look like idk #One day in the future I hope to meet Bill Moseley in costume and get a photo that's the dream #Oh!! fuckin also!! I forgot two of my husband's friends bought tickets for the convention too and aren't going in costume #My husband is going as Leatherface and I'm obviously going as Chop Top and we are gonna be absolutely insane looking #I have no idea what these friends will think. They might avoid us. Maybe specifically me lmao

[tvrningout-a]

OHHH THAT QUOTE THAT GOES SOMETHING LIKE "love is a stack of books on my bedside table" THAT'S CHIYO ACTUALLY

#AHHHH I'M CLENCHING MY FIST ABOUT THIS #especially bc i think that quote was a lil bit sad bc the couple was breaking up and the other person #thought that they weren't in love or something i can't quite remember #BUT LOVE TO CHIYO IS READING THE ENTIRE SERIES YOU LOVE OR RESEARCHING YOUR HOBBY SO SHE CAN TALK ABOUT IT WITH YOU #LOVE IS LISTENING TO YOUR FAVORITE BAND AND GOING TO THEIR CONCERT WITH YOU WHETHER SHE LIKES THEM OR NOT #LOVE IS WAKING UP AT 5 AM TO COOK YOU BREAKFAST BC YOU GOT A STRESSFUL DAY AHEAD OF YOU AND SHE WANTS TO MAKE IT BETTER #okay that last one is a slightly different category BUT YOU GET IT!!! #get ready to ramble | ooc

[purplehoodie09]

Dude i could NEVER be the creator of anything with a fandom because you bet i would absolutely go on twitter (cause im contractually obligated to) and just make every headcanon i like canon

#fandom #i think about this quite a bit #i think more indie creators should actually just be the queer artsy kids developing their ocverses #ocverse #oc #ive also been thinking about dana terrace and toh because of course i am so this is #yeah #i am infact one of the artists who just goes ahead and makes all of my characters gay with my gay little magic #its very fun being god #*makes some sort of media while working with a big company because i have no choice* #also me on my secret tumblr account that no one's quite sure its me or not: hey btw all of the characters are lgbt asf #im the creator and i said so #except its not just tumblr a meme

[eroticcannibal]

The child asked to do some English work today! And then decided the resource was shit and refuses to use it because it simply does not like doing listening exercises (im guessing "dont like" is related to sensory issues and processing). Im so proud, not only showing a desire to learn more and the motivation to get started, but also advocating for itself and setting a boundary with unsuitable learning materials!

And then when we were chatting later, it was explaining how it "doesnt need" to work on English because it can already read and speak and write well enough (and yeah, I'd agree, it has developed the skills it needs to get by in life and then some) just from "doing things" and im like yeah you're right, like everything else you do or learn involves English. You do just fine and you'll keep learning without realising. So the plan now is just leave it be and let it learn by exposure and just clarify any bits as needed. We can always do more if it decides in future that it needs better English skills for whatever it wants to pursue.

#tbh its well ahead with everything but spelling anyway so im not gonna worry #the spelling is less of an issue for its generation and also its showing signs of dyslexia anyway so we aint gonna win that one #and yes im sure if it tried it could be the next shakespeare BUT #and i realise this is another bit schools get wrong #not all potential should be realised #the child could do a lot of things very fucking well! its very capable #but there are only so many hours in the day. only so much energy before u burn out. u cannot pursue every opportunity and every goal #if the child wants to prioritise other things that it enjoys more then i need to allow that #its. very fucking difficult actually. given my education history as a prodigy child #but 'good at everything' did not benefit me emotionally or academically #so i am not going to bring that thinking in to the child's education #word of god

[hnrye]

ok well. i can never be normal again btw ❤️

#watched the episode... its sooo <3 #agh. now i want to change pfp to willow but i just changsd to this tome one so i'll leave it a little longer. #ohhh theyre all so :-) theyre so theyre so #god. i dont think i can have. super coherent thoughts yet. im going to go to sleep and tomorrow i'll watch it again and form real opinions. #but god :-) i liked it. #rewatched ftf as well since i forgot what happened in it. wasnt a big fan the first watch but it was a bit better second time around. #gosh :-( all their future redesigns made me so. i love them. #ESPECIALLY HUNTERS Um um um. erm i am looking respectfully. #gosh. ok actual spoilers in the tags ahead beware. #obsessed. w the titan guy. gave me asgore vibes a bit but like if asgore was sillies. #ummm. ok sorryg realizing that yea i for sure dont have a ton of coherent thoughts yet. #collector was so good in this episode. bit where luz realized that he genuinely doesnt understand death fucked me up a little. #ALSO UM. WELL SPEAKING OF. LUZ. DID THAT!!!!! #it didnt affect me a ton when it actually happened since i didnt think itd be permanent at all. but obsessed. w eda and king in that part. #eda is soo good in this ep methinks also btw. her and king r so sillies i love them :-) #what else. did i mention already how much i loved collector... hes such a little guy your honor hes just a little guy :-( #god. i felt so sad 4 him. #ok. thats. all the thoughts. for right now. goodnight ^-^ #shut up henry #toh spoilers

[salsflore]

#its always the fucking chemistry projects that ruin my life #not ready to go back to school ... getting home late & eating the same food everyday & having less free time & hanging out with the same few #people i honestly! don’t even like that much.. zzz i don’t wanna receive my test results either – esp not for math #and i KNOW it gets 100x worse in a college/uni/work environment i think i’m just being a bit of a crybaby but i can’t bring myself to #look forward to anything at all. pass my exams & graduate yay ^__^ -> immediately go back and study some more #then i’ll have to get a job and afhjdkf... maybe i’m thinking too far ahead but it all feels inevitable anyways so does it matter if i am? #i don’t know why i’m struggling so much compared to my peers who don’t see any of this as an issue at all #was i cursed to be sad since primary school #i can’t even talk to anyone about it because my dad [ though he has good intentions ] almost always ends up feeding me a variant of #think about your future Or thats just how student life is. meanwhile my mom will begin a competition of Who Has It Worse?! #my sister has her own stuff going on and my religious aunt will say something along the lines of [ have faith & go with the flow ] #i wish i had someone to confide in but i only ever really have myself i think. it sucks cuz no one seems to get it at all #i know objectively thats probably not true but. ahh i feel so disconnected from everyone #cw negative #cw vent #i didnt intend for this to become a whole thing but i got carried away #💭

[once-and-future-alaskan]

I'm gonna be real, basically none of my ocs are safe from the fat beam at this point. I did it to Nika and Sam ffs, they're like my two """"main"""" ocs. If I can come up with excuses for them, I can come up with a reason for anybody.

Looking at you, Tensa.

#Tensa's over here canonically chugging emergy drinks like water needing a mobility aid at 23 because of her knee injury and with an #obsessively doting gf and she really thinks shes safe just because i put her in the military? #girl. you have an entire post service life ahead of you and there is already unpublished chub art of you. #you knkw who else used to get ''noncanon'' fat art? THATS RIGHT GIRLIE. NIKA AND SAM. NO ONE IS EVER SAFE. #ffs Eirines already getting a tiny bit of tum and Phrens already got a mom bod. no one can stop me. i am inevitable.

[willowfey]

sometimes life is boohoo sad and then ur mom brings u back a creamy mango lemonade freeze with mango boba and hello kitty halloween spa things and suddenly u are woohoo glad

#it is not even a little bit frozen anymore but it’s SO GOOD i don’t even care #i accidentally killed a frog last night and got locked out of the house and had to throw pebbles at my window until my sister noticed #and then she teased me and called me a murderer for accidentally killing the frog and that made me feel like an EVIL PERSON #so that was traumatising #also the hot guy on hinge who said i was ‘very very cute’ & looked like i walked right out of a disney movie & was asking abt my hobbies #and almost accurately guessed my meyers briggs except for one letter i think is ghosting me #which i guess was to be expected bc we have like Nothing in common and both matched on looks alone…. still #i’d hoped to get a Little more fun out of it first #aaaand what else…… my room is a mess i have a million things to do & instead i’m sitting on the couch with my neck pillow reading fic #and i think. i THINK. i am done descending into a hole of depression. and i might have the strength to at least sit still for a minute #before attempting to climb back out #i am still very sad about a lot of things and i still feel tired and helpless and anxious and all sorts of things but #it feels like something i recognise again as opposed to some eldritch beast taking over my body #maybe it’s because i cooked yesterday that tends to help. maybe it’s experiencing emotion vicariously through little fictional guys #something like that. also the road in the neighbourhood was repaved today #a new path ahead of me it seems. #anyway if u see this pls come tell me about ur day ! i want to connect with other humans

[cornerihaunt]

also uhm.

#weird rant soliloquy stream of consciousness thing incoming. be warned . #the thing with hinge guy is. i don’t think anyone has liked me in a romantic way in my 24 years #which i am not exaggerating or like pitying myself. it’s a fact (i don’t have anyone confessing to me or shit. got some vibes but. vibes * #*can be wishful thinking. i digress.) #and he’s so open about liking me it’s so weird to me . no one ever was ! to my knowledge! #i am also quite wary about it all. like it’s too good to be true yk? idk. #i also have been talking about it with my bestie and she told me ‘you are so overthinking this’ and i’m like. yeah but. i’m being ahead of* #*the game. i am a mastermind. /j. fr tho like i know it seems overthinking but it’s 1) my nature 2) i am taking care of myself. in this s- #situation it’s only me who can do that. #also he’s a gemini (like me so don’t be overly mean) so i’m a bit wary of scheming and the like #but i also know that it’s me and my trust issues. hoo boy my trust issues are making an appearance in this situation #ok i’m done . #rambles

[unproduciblesmackdown]

already thinking "and by 'religious' really i mean 'christian'" re: how the term "religion" is not really useful when it's largely like, from a christian perspective, what is considered "equivalent" of christianity, see: perhaps a "rival"/obstacle to some person or group being considered christian....and even if not thinking about converting anyone, resulting in some at best misinterpretation / misrepresentation based on framing it through/as [element of christianity] and limiting of any more accurate language

like how tumblr recommends me a post about someone thinking about "religion" in general and concluding that it's Weird and perhaps Wrong for anyone who is a "true believer" in their religion(tm) to Not be proselytizing / trying to Convert everyone. like yeah why isn't everyone being an evangelical christian, they ought to be, benevolently informing all those around them that they're going to hell, otherwise. don't see any problem with this conclusion, or that someone's getting antisemitic in the notes already in agreement, or that That's Not How This Works and you don't just know how All "Religion" works based on considering it to be an alternate version of christianity (which in itself doesn't All work like that either)

#and even when it comes to having a Critical View of any belief system / way of living / spirituality it's like...people are on that already #without having to see it from a christian perspective or understand the only possible framework for it as [critiques of christianity].... #a dogmatic approach / doctrine of Salvation....not how it all works out there re: ways anyone can be anything besides christian #So Bizarre why everybody's not all trying to ''convert'' everyone else in the world....is it. #what; like; ''you'd think everyone would be launching an inquisition'' like would you. #even if you know fuckall abt non christian beliefs / perspectives / traditions/practices / identities / ways of life etc.... #we could maybe go ahead and question this conclusion. or perhaps go ''but also i know fuckall about all that so why am i theorizing'' like. #and again there are non ''western'' christian traditions....and of course individuals and philosophies within christianity who would also #not think you can only Truly be christian by going ''and i'd better be trying to convert everyone. or i'm being a jerk'' too #not actually the case that everyone thinks everyone else who doesn't share some ''religious'' factor is Damned To Hell or an equivalent.... #anyways telling tumblr actually this particular post? isn't for me. and i don't thank you #another tiresome factor of [mass at the benedictine monastery] like the homilies/sermons were especially exhausting #they always were but like ''what are you even talking about'' as one priest goes on about how it's silly for people to say they're #Spiritual but not Religious b/c the only way to be spiritual is to be christian lite & if you're Genuinely even christian lite then you #ought to realize you should go full throttle christian. like a) No b) why are we preaching to the choir here. we're all at Sunday Mass??? #not like any sermons ever feel that thoughtful when like too much analysis is like uh oh? a bit heretical are we??? which is not universal. #gee thanks for this [are we just supposed to all sit here feeling validated in our superiority; or...?] experience #wisdom you couldn't totally get from someone going on some self-assured monologue abt heathens these days over dinner or sm shit #really makes you think. and then someone will be really thinking & going ''shouldn't everyone w/a Religion be an Evangelist'' hmm: No. #and they aren't ''wrong'' about their own beliefs approaches perspectives identities traditions etc for it either. Done #anyways changed ''religious parent'' to ''christian parent'' for its own enhanced accuracy & precision alike....

[noxtivagus]

TODAY

#🌙.rambles #ARGHHH SCHOOL WAS SO ANXIETY FOR MOST OF IT BUT 😭 phew. i made it through #n talking w my friends at school n yk apollo n i staying later than we usually do bcs of our fair committee #it's rlly nice. that feeling yk #n this is the first time in so long that i've napped #my attention span is so bad rn so i'm prioritizing school first (i get so distracted still tho) #but. BUT #ohh earlier i rmb i was thinking otw back home abt how. recently life's felt so.. real & unreal #huh. it's rlly confusing but i've really just yk resolved to keep on moving forward. #my sleep's been rather messy lately for the past week bcs i have to wake up at 5:30 for school but #i've been hesitating less lately. i think. idk i don't know how to say it but #my attention span is so bad rn helpppp T_T i shld finish my part for this assignment n then #oh i have smth due tmrrw morning but i just have to write a few sentences to a question relating to like #smth w my fav 20th century lit n. IT'S SO HARD TO PICK ONE BUT #i'm gna write abt the giver a bit bcs it's rlly a special book to me. very integral in my childhood. #dystopian fiction n. utopias n stuff like that was smth i rlly grew up with as a kid. that concept #so i guess that says smth abt my conflict w my perfectionism n. the opposite. #i love late night talks so much yk something that's kept me sane is being able to talk w apollo on like #we have. very similar paths ahead of us. it's always intertwined n connected in some way. we're never really far. #i'm rlly grateful to have such a connection honestly even if apollo's an ass often (but i am as well) <3 sibling dynamic fr #resolved instead of dwelling on the past i'll keep on moving forward to. reach out to my many ambitions #i'll continue being productive for now n then i'll. get stuff done eventually.