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OKAY OKAY. PLEASE DONT TAKE THIS THE WRONG WAY! PLEASE.... can you rewrite some old stuff. Not in a bad way. I think you've improved as a writter and wanna see the change?! Get it? I get it if that's too much to ask!

I get you. I was thinking about doing this because I've always thought that one was kind of weak.

Summary: Childhood friends have a habit of drifting apart. Usually, it's a natural thing. Usually, there's a slow detachment. Adrian never wanted to detach from his best friend. But he thought he had to.

Tags: Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Family Drama, Grief/Mourning, Friends to Lovers, Canon-Typical Violence, Fluff and Smut

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The Chase's and the L/N's used to be inseparable. Or, more specifically, their children were. Despite the fact that Adrian was a year older than Y/N, they spent every second they could together, in and out of school.

Living next door was the thing that really brought them together. Not to mention the fact that Y/N's older brothers were friends with Gut Chase, and Adrian found it nice to finally have someone who didn't pretend he wasn't there. Y/N took the time to play cars with him, so he returned the favour and was often caught coming up with soap style plotlines with her and her Barbie's. (Although he would claim he was just humouring her when his brother would tease him about it, he really enjoyed playing with her dolls.)

It had been like this since kindergarten. They had become best friends from then onwards, even if they didn't really understand it at first. Adrian was a quiet child, preferring to remain inside whenever possible, but Y/N was different. She was bright and curious, eager to learn and make new friends.

As such, Adrian soon became one too, especially when she dragged him to the playground during recess where everyone else played and tried to get him to join in. When he refused, she kept insisting, saying, "Come on! I want you to come and play with me!" Every time it happened, he gave in, always following her around until it became tradition.

And that's how it went until Adrian had to go to middle school a year before Y/N. He hated being away from his best friend, and was always looking forward to when the bell went so he could rush to her school. It wasn't far, but he made sure to hurry there and, without fail, she'd be at the gates, waiting for his arrival.

"Is that your girlfriend, Chase?" Someone behind Adrian called out as the pair walked home.

"No. This is my friend Y/N," Adrian replied, keeping his gaze ahead, not wanting to look back. He knew who it was. Frankie Oswald. The guy who had been making Adrian's life a living hell at middle school.

Y/N did turn to look at the older body with a weird sense of bubbling fury in her eyes, but Adrian quickly grabbed her arm and pulled her away before she could say anything. "Let's just ignore him," he said quietly. Y/N nodded and kept walking, though she seemed rather reluctant to leave.

Eventually, they were out of range from Frankie and she finally asked, "Who was that?"

Adrian sighed and looked down at the ground. "That was..." He trailed off for a minute, considering his answer carefully. If he told her he was bullied by his classmates, she might try to help and get her ass kicked too. That wouldn't end well for either of them. "...that was Frankie Oswald."

"Oh," she said simply. That name meant nothing to her, and she couldn't figure out why Adrian would be bothered by it. "Do you know him?"

"A little." Adrian hesitated once again, wondering how he should explain the situation without causing Y/N any unnecessary worry.

All seemed well until the days got colder and on one walk home, Adrian noticed his little buddy had goosebumps all up her arm. So, without thinking, he took his jacket off and handed it to her, exposing all the bruises that littered his arms.

"You should take this," he said with a slight smile.

Although, she didn't take the jacket, not at first. She brushed the fabric away so she could see the big dots of purple on his skin. "Did Gut give you those for taking his Gameboy again?"

Gut didn't give him them. Frankie Oswald did. But, she didn't need to know that, so he lied, "Yeah. I wanted to play Crash Bandicoot and he, uh, wanted to play Mario." He felt stupid lying, but Y/N just nodded and accepted the jacket, shrugging it over herself as they continued walking home.

Then, over time, she noticed again and again and again. His sleeves would be pushed up his elbows and showing her new marks, and he started to look kind of nervous, almost...shy. It worried her. Why wasn't he telling anyone? Did someone tell him not to? She wanted to ask, but Adrian never liked talking about the things that hurt him.

Halloween came and the pair were all dressed up in their costumes. Hercules and Megara. After dealing with the paparazzi of both sets of their parents, the pair were allowed to trick or treat on their street, Rockefeller Place, and the next street over. It was great. There was such a good haul in the beginning, so much candy they hardly needed to share it like they had originally thought. By the time they got to Bishops Close, honestly, they were just trying to get as much as they possibly could stuff into their plastic jack o'lanterns.

Everyone seemed to love their costumes too. Adrian was very pleased that his cardboard breastplate was such a hit and he'd refused to wear a skirt, that was a little too far for him because Gut and his awful buddies would use it as blackmail, so he was glad people understood what he was going for with the long shorts.

Though, he had to admit, sandals definitely weren't his thing.

Originally, Y/N had said she wanted to go as Hercules, but no. Adrian insisted. So she had her hair up in a fancy looking ponytail, equipped with a long purple dress and sharp tongue. She was a perfect Megara.

After getting to the final house on their Trick or Treating journey, some other, taller kids came by. Some of them wore scary masks that the pair recognised from some of the movies they'd seen their brothers watching.

"Hey, Chase!"

Oh no. Oh, no oh no oh no oh no. Frankie and his crew. Just his luck. He turned towards them, trying not to cringe, but Y/N was quick to notice the fear on his face. "What's wrong?" Her voice sounded unusually small as she approached him.

"Nothing," he replied hurriedly, turning away from the group. He needed to get Y/N out of here as fast as he could before they decided to start harassing her. He heard her footsteps catch up to him.

"That's an awful lot of candy you two have there. Want to share?"

"By the looks of you, you've had enough," she retorted, sounding much braver than Adrian ever could. He turned to look at her, surprised that she dared talk back to Frankie like that. Of course, she was also scared, and rightfully so - he was almost double her size.

Still, she held her ground. He saw something flicker across Frankie's face. Anger maybe? Hurt perhaps? Whatever it was, Adrian hoped that it passed quickly. Unfortunately, it didn't. Frankie lunged towards her, grabbing hold of her shoulder with one hand, while grabbing a handful of Y/N's ponytail with the other.

"The candy or I pull the princess's ponytail off," Frankie threatened, glaring down at Y/N who simply gathered her nerve and spat in his eye, surprising even herself. In total shock and disgust, his grip loosened but he managed to push her over, knocking her to the concrete beneath them.

Frankie can bully him as much as he wants, but laying a hand on Y/N was a no-go in Adrian's mind. For the first time in his life, he felt the blood rush to his ears and his jaw clenched.

"Leave her alone!" Adrian exclaimed, jumping between Y/N and his bully.

"You're actually defending her?" Frankie laughed bitterly, shaking his head as he wiped the spit from his face. "Aw look, little Chase is mad because I hurt his girlfriend. What are you going to do you limp fucking chicken-"

Without warning, Adrian punched him square in the nose, breaking it instantly. Blood spurted everywhere as Frankie fell backwards. With an expressionless face, Adrian helped Y/N up. "Don't fucking touch my friends," Adrian warned coldly, turning away from Frankie to lead her away, but Y/N didn't go away.

Before they got too far, she turned around, swung her foot back and kicked Frankie in the stomach. "Leave him alone from now on!" She warned, adding another kick after every word. As soon as she was done with her sentence, Y/N grabbed Adrian's hand and ran back to her house.

Going through the back gate and into the garden without notifying her parents, the pair climbed up into her tree house where they had already placed blankets and pillows. Once they arrived, they flopped down and lay there for a few minutes, just catching their breaths.

"The bruises are from him?" It wasn't really a question since she knew the answer to that already. Adrian didn't respond, and Y/N sat next to him. Taking one of his hands into hers, she stared down at the bruising on his knuckles.

At that, he pulled his hand free from her grasp. His reply however, wasn't what she was expecting at all. He chuckled softly and shook his head. "My knuckles are nothing compared to this." He turned her hand over. When she got pushed, she'd scraped her hands up pretty badly, leaving her hands raw and red.

In all the chaos, she hadn't noticed this until now. She frowned and leaned her head onto his shoulder, asking, "How long till they look normal again?"

"A couple of days."

To ease her, he lifted her palm and pressed a quick, comforting peck against her injury. "There. I kissed it better. It will take less time now." A small grin appeared on her lips, and she looked up at him. He gave her a confused stare and asked, "What's with that face?"

"Nothing," she giggled. He blushed and smiled, scratching the back of his neck awkwardly before wrapping his arm around her shoulder. They sat there for another couple of minutes before Y/N spoke up, "Adrian..."

"...huh?"

Her eyes flickered back to his bruised knuckles. "Why didn't you tell me sooner that he hit you?" Her tone was serious, yet gentle.

"Didn't want to scare you. Not everyone at middle school is like Frankie."

"Do you think he'll try and fuck with you again?"

"I hope not," was all he could say. She didn't press any more though. Instead, she just nodded slowly, then wrapped her arms around him and cuddled closer in the hopes she could hug away all his hurt. She wished, not only for his bruises to fade, but for everything he'd gone through that day, especially with Frankie.

If she could have helped, she would've taken that pain away for him. But she didn't know how. All she could do was sit there in silence and hope he felt better, even if only for a little while.

"I got my dad to record Wild Force. Want to go inside and watch it?"

"Oh, hell yeah."

The pair went inside and watched Power Rangers until Adrian had to go home, which was at an earlier time than usual as his mum had been told about their little fight. Apparently, Frankie had a broken nose and a broken rib and a wounded ego.

Punishment was that they weren't allowed to hang out for a week. It didn't really work as their windows were opposite each other and they had walkie-talkies so they could easily communicate with each other. From his room Adrian could easily see into Y/N's and they would just sit at their desks, chatting in secret.

It was at that point that Y/N finally asked something that was bugging her. "Ade, why didn't Frankie's friends help him? They just stood there. Over. "

"Maybe it took 'em a little time to realise that he was a bigger loser than they thought. I don't think they like him very much actually." She nodded slowly. That was probably true, Frankie didn't exactly strike her as someone she could stand, let alone like, so why would anybody else like him?

"I'm sorry he hurt you," he apologised softly. Even though she couldn't see it, Y/N was sure that her cheeks reddened slightly as he whispered into the microphone, "But you did look really badass. Over."

Smiling to herself as she leaned back in her chair, Y/N exclaimed, "Says you! That punch was like kachow! So cool!...oh yeah, over."

She heard his laughter coming through the radio and rolled her eyes playfully. It seemed like nothing else mattered anymore, at least in Adrian's world. The days passed swiftly, almost too quickly, with both him and Y/N spending most of their time together.

Middle school got easier for him when she arrived. Sure it had been rough, but he had her now - his girl. And she was always looking out for him. Whenever Frankie came anywhere near them, whether it be in school or in the garden, she made sure to put herself between them. She made him feel safe and protected and loved. Everything he had wanted, and more.

As time passed, he began to notice more things; things she said. Her smile. Her laugh. Sometimes, her eyes. Sometimes, her whole personality. He started to notice everything about her. He realised he couldn't live without her. If she left him, he didn't know if he'd be able to function properly.

Yet, high school was hard for Adrian. There were more bullies and it didn't help that his parents were fighting every single day. His mother's constant screaming had begun getting on his nerves and his father's never ending lectures became unbearable at times. At least he still had Y/N though. He spent most of his time at her house watching movies or playing video games, just talking about their days. They'd talk until late at night, just enjoying each other's company.

Sometimes, he caught himself smiling. Just thinking about her brought a smile to his face that he couldn't wipe off. He wouldn't admit it out loud, but she was the only reason why he thought about staying in Evergreen after high school.

"What do you want for your 14th birthday?" She asked, nudging him to distract him from his PSP. Adrian lay on her bed as Y/N attempted to do her homework next to him.

Arguing could be heard from next door.

"Peace and fucking quiet," he complained. He had been grumpier recently, but she knew why. She understood why he felt as he did, but she didn't like seeing him upset either.

"That's lame," she laughed, pushing his shoulder as she got up to quickly close her window in the hopes that would stop the sounds of his parents from being heard in her room.

He groaned as she'd caused him to die in his game.

"Sorry," she apologised sheepishly, sitting back down beside him. She picked up her pen and started on her homework again. She checked up on him from time to time, trying to make out his expression. He was engulfed completely in his game, so she decided to leave him alone for a while. She didn't want him to get too stressed and start feeling miserable, so she tried to focus instead of worrying about him.

After some time of doing her homework though, she sighed in frustration. "Ade, can you help me?" She asked, smiling sweetly. He sighed, dropped his game, and sat up to lean over to look over her homework.

Looking over it himself, he took her pen from her hand and started correcting it as he told her all about it. He'd done this shit last year too, so she'd learn quick enough. As he pointed out where she needed to fix, he'd sometimes glance up at her from the page to watch her face as he explained everything he was teaching her.

Completely distracted by how cute he looked when he was focused, Y/N didn't listen to a word he said. His eyes narrowed as he concentrated and he always pushed his glasses up with his pointer, making his eyebrows scrunch together. His hair fell over his face and Y/N reached up and brushed it aside gently. Before she could pull away though, his eyes flicked up and locked with hers.

They stared into one another's eyes. Neither one moved or spoke, they just sat there silently and held eye contact. She saw his Adam's apple bob as he swallowed, his breath shallow, and her pulse sped up a notch. Then, as soon as he realised what he was doing he snapped out of whatever daze he was in and looked down at the floor, cheeks flaming red.

"Y/N," he squeaked, clearing his throat, "Can you maybe finish up your homework so we can watch a movie?"

"Oh, right!" She replied, tearing her gaze away from his to start working again. He cleared his throat and continued reading through her work to check up on mistakes she hadn't managed to solve correctly yet.

After another half hour she finished her work and laid down, staring at the ceiling. Adrian shuffled closer and laid next to her, turning his body to her. With a small huff, she turned onto her side facing him. A smirk grew across his lips as he stared at her, totally amused.

"You've gone crazy with a biro," he joked and licked his thumb to wipe the pen off her chin. His thumb gently swiped over her skin, causing her breath to hitch and her gaze darted to his.

Then it seemed as if he was going to lean in closer, but before he could, her father could be heard coming up the stairs. Both Y/N and Adrian jumped back so fast, they nearly fell from the bed. Their faces were bright red as her dad entered her room and asked, "Alright, what are you two doing in here?"

"I'm just helping Y/N with her homework."

"He's just helping me with my homework."

Suspiciously, her father looked between the two teenagers. Y/N was blushing furiously, while Adrian refused to meet his gaze. Her dad simply shook his head and gave a smile as he teased, "Are you staying for dinner, loverboy?"

That affectionate nickname was something that Adrian was used to at this point, but he still had to clear his throat and respond, "It's taco Tuesday, right?" Her dad nodded. "Then, hell yeah."

Mr L/N smiled and then left the room, muttering something about the kids growing up too fast. Y/N smiled to herself and turned back to look at Adrian who was staring at the floor. She reached over to flick him on the nose, earning a light glare from the boy in question.

"Stop glaring at the floor, you're making me feel awkward."

Eventually, his parents separated, which was a relief to all members of the Chase family as they were getting rather fed up with each other. That didn't mean that they finally got on, god no. But, they were better than before.

Gut would hardly be at home. When he wasn't working, he'd be out with friends. Especially that Smith boy that Y/N had met a couple of times and always thought, 'huh, he's got a huge head'. Although, she wasn't a fan of how the two treated Adrian as if he were beneath them.

"Y/N, what's a thimble?" He questioned, raising an eyebrow as he looked at her curiously. His brother and his friend had given him a nickname that he was very excited to learn the meaning of.

It was probably something cool.

"It's used for sewing. Why?"

"Is it big?"

Y/N let out a laugh. "No, dummy. It's small. It goes on top of your thumb so you don't poke yourself with the needle," she explained and watched as his face fell in disappointment. She reached out to give him a little pat on the cheek, trying to cheer him up. "What's up?"

"Nothing," he muttered, not wanting to speak anymore, not even to Y/N. But he wasn't going to mope around for long, she decided and quickly set her ipod in its speaker, turning the volume up so the sounds of Barbie Girl could be heard from all around.

To brighten his mood, she did the worst dance moves she could think of. First was the robot - an absolute classic! Then onto a just awful attempt at a moonwalk, which made his lip twitch up as she almost tripped over her own feet. Pretend snorkelling? Done. The Beyonce hand wiggle was next and he finally broke into a small laugh. That made her happy as he was finally looking a bit better.

Holding onto his hands, she moved them back and forth in time to the music, leading him to dance along with her. It wasn't anything fancy, but she figured they could use some fun, right?

Soon, he was laughing uncontrollably with her and dancing without any shame whatsoever. He forgot that he'd been in a bad mood before, which is exactly why he needed this. Even the music was helping. She danced in circles around him, giggling wildly. He joined her, copying her moves as much as he could.

They both ended up falling to the ground because they were laughing too hard, and soon enough, they were laying on the floor. He stared at the ceiling and laughed softly, feeling his heart slowly come back down from racing it up earlier. He glanced sideways at her and found her staring up at the ceiling, too.

There was silence for some time as he studied every little detail about her face, committing each and every freckle, mole, scar, and blemish to memory, even the small ones he loved. The longer they lay there, the more he started noticing more about her that he never did before. Like the slight curve of her smile, or her eyelashes, or the way her hair fell into her face.

Everything about her seemed to capture his attention in some way and he couldn't figure out why.

"Y/N," he mumbled after a moment of silence. He nudged her gently with his elbow. She turned her head towards him and raised an eyebrow curiously as she waited for him to go on. "Thank you."

Her eyebrows immediately furrowed and she gave a confused frown, "For what?"

"For understanding me. I know I'm not easy to get at first, and you usually do what you can to be nice, but you've stuck with me all this time. I... I don't know what I would do without you," he said quietly, looking away sheepishly. His cheeks flushed pink and he looked like he was struggling to make eye contact with her again. He was being honest, Y/N knew he was, but... it felt nice to hear anyway.

"It's nothing..." she began, but decided it would be nicer to just scooch over and give him a big hug, burying her head into his shoulder. He hugged her back without hesitation and squeezed her tightly. They stayed in the embrace for a few minutes until they both pulled away awkwardly.

As Y/N got up she noticed her father standing at the doorway watching the pair with a fond expression on his face. He looked down at his daughter and gave her a gentle but knowing smile, crouched down to ruffle Adrian's hair and then walked back downstairs. She let out an awkward laugh to herself and turned back towards Adrian, smiling at the sight of his bashful face as he stood up from the carpet.

After that day, Adrian kept seeing new aspects of his friend that he never really paid attention to before. He tried his best to hold back the goofy grin that formed on his face whenever he looked at her, but every now and then, when he least expected it, his mouth would twitch involuntarily upwards into a wide smile.

When she got to high school, it was clear that she had the chance to be popular. She was pretty enough that it would be easy for her to date one of the dumbass football players if she wanted to. She didn't want to date those guys though. She liked someone else; someone who deserved her respect and kindness more than anyone else.

Neither of them had many friends, maybe a handful. They didn't need them. They had each other and that was more than enough.

Yet, there was something about Y/N - maybe it was the loner x popular kid romance trope - but some of the jocks seemed to be into her. Not that she noticed, god no. She was too busy defending her friend from their insults and teasing. But Adrian heard how these boys spoke about her in the locker room, how they acted like they knew her personally. And it bothered him.

If he were a girl, he would've hated hearing that kind of thing and he would have punched the guy in front of him, but that would result in getting his ass kicked multiple times by multiple jocks at the same time. One he could deal with. Two a stretch but he'd do it. Three plus? He'd be in a hospital bed.

Often he dreamed of a future when he was big and buff and strong enough to beat up anyone he wanted to. Sadly, reality didn't quite match up with his imagination.

For now.

In her sophomore year, she had a paired project with the most popular guy in school: Grant O'Donnelly. Adrian knew he had no chance against that. In one of their study sessions, they sat at her desk that was right in front of her window, meaning that Adrian had a front row seat to their interaction as his window was opposite hers.

Adrian always felt like a pervert every time he glanced into her window and gazed at her. There was one time when she had forgotten to close the curtains before she had taken her shirt off and his brain nearly exploded.

Grant was handsome, he was smart, he was athletic. Hell, he was conventionally attractive. And here was his best friend sitting across from him, unaware that Grant was clearly trying to make a move on her. She caught him staring once and rolled her eyes at him, obviously annoyed that her work had been interrupted.

Once they were done for the day, Grant started asking her questions. He asked her all sorts of things, ranging from what classes she had, what movies she liked and, this was the kicker, "Why'd you hang out with Chase?"

"Because we're friends." was all she responded with, which only made him look even more confused.

"Yeah, but why?"

She shrugged, "We just are."

A small 'hmph' escaped his lips as he crossed his arms over his chest, seemingly accepting her answer for what it was. He still had that weird glint in his eyes whenever he spoke to her and she wondered what it meant.

Well, she found out what it was when out of nowhere he suddenly leaned in and kissed her. Her body stiffened instantly and she pushed him away with a horrified expression on her face. That made him stop and gawk at her in confusion, not having anticipated her reaction.

That was her first kiss. She had been saving it for Adrian when he was ready, but this guy just took it. Grant opened his mouth to say something, but before he could, she shook her head furiously. "No!" she exclaimed, "Not a chance!"

"Wha-" he stopped short, shocked at how quick she was to reject him. "I just wanna see if your lips tasted as good as they look."

"Please leave."

"But-"

"Leave."

With a final pout, Grant reluctantly left the room with one last look her way. She breathed a sigh of relief when she saw him leave and collapsed back onto her chair, closing her eyes briefly and letting out a small groan. She lowered her head to her desk and lightly banged her forehead against the wood, trying to calm herself down, or maybe to bash the memories away.

Out of nowhere, her Motorola Razr buzzed.

Ade: Trying to give yourself brain damage?

Y/N: Come over?

Y/N: Please?

Ade: Technically I'm grounded because I threw a stink bomb in Gut's room last week

Ade: But I'm a bad boy so...

She looked up to see him climb out of his window, which was over the garage - a lucky thing since he often left that way instead of through the front door because it allowed him to avoid his mother's questions - and jumped over the fence between their houses. The fence had been changed years ago to one that was more jumpable since he'd pulled the same move and knocked the last one down.

He reached her window and moved her dad's ladder over so he could climb up, gracefully flopping into her room when he got to the top. He landed next to her with a loud thump and she rolled her eyes, pulling him to his feet before she wrapped her arms around him and pulled him into a tight hug.

Usually, when someone hugged him, he had no idea what to do, but she had done it so often that he had become accustomed to it. Being touched and touching people weren't his favourite things to experience. He had no idea what was socially acceptable. But, with Y/N, he felt so comfortable that she could do anything and he'd be at ease. He couldn't explain it, but he trusted her enough to allow himself to relax around her.

"You okay?" he questioned when she finally released him after hugging him for a while.

"Am now," she replied softly, running her fingers absently over the fabric of his shirt, "You?"

"I'm good."

Interrupting their calm moment, Grant reappeared and exclaimed, "Fucking Damher?" People at school called Adrian that because of his glasses, and it doubled up as a way to call him gay, so it was twice as effective. "I forgot my textbook, but I don't think I want it back if you were planning on fucking Damher over it."

Adrian pretended not to care, handed Grant the textbook and politely retorted, "Here you go."

Grant snatched it from his hand and angrily huffed. That didn't go down well with Y/N. "Are you going to leave now?" she asked in a stern tone, her eyes boring into him intensely.

"Why? Want to get me out of the way so you can get fucked by this fa-"

She knew what he was just about to call Adrian. The boys at their school always called people they didn't like that slur. It was nothing new, but she wasn't going to stand there and let him say it either. Instead, she reared back and plunged her fist right into his face. Grant fell to the ground immediately, holding his nose in pain as he cried out in agony, clutching it tightly.

"What the fuck?!" he screeched, looking up at her with fear in his eyes. He scrambled backwards and attempted to get up, but Y/N grabbed him by the collar of his tshirt before he could fully get up and pushed him out of her door. He stumbled outside and landed on the ground with an audible thud.

"Don't ever come back again. You don't want to see when he bends me over THIS FUCKING DESK!" she snarled. She slammed the door shut and let out a sigh of relief. Thank god both of her parents were out. She wasn't sure what possessed her to do such a stupid act, but she didn't regret it. Not one bit.

The sound of Grant's footsteps down the stairs and the front door slam was a relief to hear. She turned back to Adrian to apologise profusely, but was surprised to find his gaze fixed on her with... With? Concern? Shock? Disbelief? No words formed in his mind at first, but he managed to ask, "Did... Did you just punch Grant O'Donnelly in the face?"

"Yeah...guess I did."

"Holy shit." He sounded completely stunned and amazed at the same time, which caused her face to flush slightly. His eyes then flickered down to her bruised knuckles and back up to her face, a hint of a smirk on his lips as he beamed at her. "That was so ho-" He changed course before he could add the t. Phew, he came so close to admitting that she was attractive to him. "Cool."

"Yeah...it was, wasn't it?" she said with a shy smile, feeling somewhat proud of herself. Although she would never admit it, she actually enjoyed punching that asshole in the face. "Nobody calls you that on my watch."

Sheepishly, Adrian went to inspect her knuckles to assess the damage. They were swelling nicely, and she winced when he gently touched them and flinched at the sting. "Sorry...You shouldn't have to..." he started to apologise, but decided to joke, "Hey, at least you got your first kiss out of the way," instead.

So he did see.

"Urgh, don't remind me."

But, as jealous as he felt, he couldn't help but inquire, "What was it like? Wet? Slippery? Was he all French and use tongue?"

"Oh my God! No! Shut up! It was just a kiss." She laughed at him and punched his shoulder playfully. He smiled and chuckled as well, making her feel better about the whole ordeal. "I think it would've been nice if it was with someone, I don't know, someone I liked, but it was with that jerkface. Can you imagine?"

Yes. Yes he could imagine kissing her. He did often daydream about how it would feel to kiss her.

"Imagine? Imagine w-what?" he stuttered with a nervous laugh, his cheeks flushing red. He averted his gaze towards his lap awkwardly, unable to meet her gaze as he rubbed the back of his neck nervously. What he would give to tell her the truth about his feelings. He wanted to tell her everything. But he couldn't bring himself to.

For now.

"I don't know, just imagining, like, kissing someone you trust and love and actually like being around."

Before he could stop himself, he asked, "Like me?" He cringed instantly. Why did he say that? He hadn't meant to say that aloud, but he still had to hear her answer. There was no turning back now; she had heard what he'd just blurted out. He waited for her answer anxiously, but when she stayed silent, he continued, "Not me, obviously. Someone like me. I know you don't want to, uh, I know you don't want to kiss me."

His heart dropped as soon as those words escaped his mouth. He should've kept quiet. Why did he open his big mouth anyways? Why did he even say those words? He sighed and leaned back onto her bed with a heavy heart, staring at the ceiling in silence. This whole situation was awkward and uncomfortable. He didn't know what to do. He didn't know what to say. He didn't even know where to start.

"Well, I'd prefer to kiss you than Grant" she said softly, and he whipped his head round to look at her. Her cheeks were pink as she tried not to make eye contact with him, but she couldn't hide the smile that was forming on her lips.

"Really?" he exclaimed, his voice soft and almost disbelieving.

"Really."

"So...if I said that I would like you to be my first kiss, that wouldn't be weird or ruin our friendship or anything like that?"

"No, we would be friends, right?"

"Right," he agreed, nodding his head enthusiastically, "We're best friends, aren't we? So we should probably be able to kiss each other without thinking it's weird. Right?"

Her grin stretched and she nodded her head enthusiastically in agreement. "Right."

"So, if I kissed you right now and it didn't ruin anything between us, you wouldn't be weirded out if you kissed me back?"

"No, I promise you I wouldn't be weirded out at all."

And he leant forward.

"Okay. Good to know."

Y/N gasped as soon as he moved closer to her and wrapped her arms around him instinctively, closing her eyes tightly as his lips pressed against hers hesitantly. They slowly moved together, neither wanting to rush it, both afraid to screw it up. The kisses were light and chaste, but their hearts seemed to beat faster than ever. Neither wanted to pull away from each other. Yet, neither wanted to push it further than it already was.

They pulled apart and stared at each other in wonder and anticipation, waiting for the other to make a move. Y/N broke the trance first, leaning her forehead against his and giggling quietly. She couldn't believe that just happened. It felt so surreal. And yet, here they were, standing in the middle of their bedroom, sharing a kiss.

A real kiss.

"Was that okay?" he asked quietly, his eyes searching hers desperately for answers. She smiled, took his hands in hers and gave him a little nod.

"Better than Grant's."

Neither of them spoke about the smooch again, but ultimately was over the moon that it happened. Everything stayed the same until she graduated. He stayed in Evergreen and found a shitty job. But she wanted to go to college. Evergreen didn't have a college. It would be the first time that they would have to be apart for more than a couple of days.

And Adrian would be by himself to deal with his family. Sure, her parents would still let him hang out at her home, but it wouldn't be the same without her there too. She promised to visit him as often as she could, and though she knew he hated talking to her over the phone, she swore that she would call him every night.

Every single night.

Frankly, when she told him she'd been accepted to a college in Chicago, he was devastated. He didn't care that she had a dream and he didn't. He cared that she left. That she would leave. That she would leave him behind. Because she was leaving for college, and he only stayed because of her.

Now, he had no friends of his own (he very often would bug Gut and Chris and their friends despite the fact that Y/N often had to comfort him after their hangouts), and had nothing going for him but his deadbeat job.

Before she left, he had been hiding from her for around a week, unable to come to terms with the fact that she wouldn't be next door to him anymore. He didn't realise what an emotional toll it would take on him until the week before.

She had to say goodbye. That was a must. So, she let herself into his house and opened his bedroom door to find him under his duvet watching YouTube on his iPod. She closed the door behind her quietly as she approached his bed and lay down beside him, curling up against him and resting her chin on his shoulder. He didn't look away from the screen.

"What you watching?" She whispered to him, smiling when his body calmed slightly upon hearing her voice.

"Video."

"Can I watch too?"

He glanced at her briefly and then returned to the screen with a hum of acknowledgement. As she watched the video over his shoulder, she couldn't help but smile widely. He looked so adorable with this cute little pout on his face. She couldn't help but wrap an arm around him, squeezing his waist gently in an attempt to comfort him.

"What are you doing?" He finally spoke.

"We are having a sleepover, didn't you hear?" she explained. His eyes instantly brightened, but he tried to hide it. "It's not as if my parents can ground me for it."

Video after video after video, Adrian kept watching them. Y/N snuggled closer to him and nuzzled her nose against his neck, enjoying the warmth radiating off him. He turned to face her and placed his hand on her waist as well, pulling her closer to him, and rested his head on top of hers, keeping her close to him for as long as he had left.

Who knows how many stupid clips they watched before Y/N fell asleep peacefully, curled up against him, her fingers idly stroking his arm, her cheek nestled against his shoulder. A smile formed on his lips as he gazed down at the sleeping girl beside him, admiring every feature of her pretty face, admitting it to his memory since he wouldn't be able to look at her for a while. He placed his iPod down and brushed a piece of her hair behind her ear.

"I love you," he admitted and lightly kissed her forehead, placing his hand on her waist to tug her even closer. He shut his eyes tight, trying not to cry, fighting to control himself, and silently wishing that he could stay awake forever. He missed her already and she hadn't even left yet.

Chapter 2: Fatal Flaw

#adrian chase #vigilante #vigilante x reader #adrian chase x female reader

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leonleonhart · 10 months

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how have you been enjoying FF16 so far?

(i'll try to be as vague and spoiler free as much as possible out of respect)

its honestly in my top favorite final fantasy games (maybe games ever) when i really thought it wouldnt appeal to me. its an honest to god ff game and gives me the same feeling of world exploration that, let's say, ff9 does for me. tho it took me forever to catch on to wade's name lol, feels natural in the setting

the active time lore is there just in case you get overwhelmed by the, admittedly, numerous cutscenes and the names they throw around. (i personally dont use it cuz i forget its there half the time. the detrimental effect of playing while hitting the bong)

the character writing is excellent too, you understnd motivations clearly even when you know its something that you definitely dont want to happen you kinda actually want it to happen because of how much it makes sense

i think its very easy to be endeared to a characters quirks almost immediately (if i see any Mid hate i'll riot) i dont think i've interacted with a quest npc that even if i cant remember their name i can remember what they were like. the hideaway completely accomplishes what (in my opinion) skyhold is supposed to feel like in dragon age inquisition.

like you kill this one character and you know theres the looming threat of that coming back to bite you in the ass the moment it happens. and there was a hope for a certain something i genuinely didnt expect to become a real twist but it did and it was so worth the lead up to the reveal

clive is such a great ff protagonist. he gives off that typically broody aura around him when you see him but when you hear him talk you can feel the way his upbringing comes through. very good dialogue and very good voice acting. 100% 10/10 would watch him sobbing, naked on the floor again.

i've personally never been the biggest fan of childhood friends turned lovers trope but its done just perfectly with jill and clive that i'm cheering for them while playing now. the first scene where there was an almost kiss was heartbreaking to watch

but yeah. its a great game near perfect if official reviews are anything to go by. everything ff15 kinda wanted to be ff16 blows it out of the water. like, imagine having good world building lol

#i want cid and wish that clive got a quick yaoi break in the middle of it all #game good 👍#nero talks

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gizkasparadise · 4 years

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cdrama rec/review: le coup de foudre

KDRAMA AND CDRAMA MASTER LIST OF REVIEWS

Series: le coup de foudre / love at first sight / i don’t like this world, i only like you Episodes: 35 w/ a special Genres: then & now, slice of life, high school to adult life, romance, reunion/getting back together, working with the ex Spoilers in the Rec: for set-up/light ones for character backgrounds If You Like, You’ll Like: the reply series, sad-looking dogs that are loved very much, because this is my first life (VERY similar male lead), sibling love, my sunshine but if people were nicer and had significantly better hair, multiple couples that are all a lot of fun

Rank: 10/10

PREMISE

flashback to 6-8 years ago (because the OP here can’t remember lol): it’s desk selection day in qiao yi’s classroom! a very dramatic moment for all high schoolers, qia yi has to select who she sits next to. because she’s at the bottom of the class ranking, she gets last pick, which essentially narrows down her choices to that creepy kid who writes love poetry to every female student in the class and yan mo, the scary genius student who has placed 1st in their class since...forever.

taking a gamble, qiao yi goes with yan mo. yan mo eventually agrees to tutoring qiao yi outside of class and they become friends. then...friends? if you know what i mean. it’s very sweet and cute. only problem is that yan mo is both a genius and from a Family of Means, and so is already planning on attending cambridge (yeah, fucking cambridge) after graduation. not wanting to separate, yan mo asks qiao yi to come with him and she agrees to study hard so she can get accepted to a university in the UK, too.

but then, well, bad shit happened.

qiao yi ended up staying in their home town, yan mo left for cambridge, and we got two v heartbroken teenagers on our hands.

4 years later, yan mo returns after studying in the uk, and by chance they end up bumping into each other. angry because qiao yi hurt him, yan mo puts up an ALOOF AND COLD AND I DONT CARE AT ALL front that she sadly buys. but after he leaves for the big city to pursue a business opportunity, qiao yi harnesses some amazing big dick energy to go after him, in a sort of inverse DONT LET HER GET ON THAT PLANE! move. very abba.

the plot bounces between their (and their friends’) high school years, their lives as reunited adults, and their future lives as married folks. i love it very, very much.

MAIN CHARACTERS

zhao qiao yi

as a high schooler, qiao yi was a quiet girl with low self-esteem, who consistently ranked at the bottom of her class and was always attempting to retreat into her school tracksuit like a turtle. despite this, qiao yi has some solid friends and is always kind if somewhat shy or uncomfortable in certain situations. as a adult, qiao yi works as a television producer and is clearly more confident.

she buys truly awful graphic t-shirts as thank you gifts that one feels obligated to wear. falls for scams easily. will help you fold 1000 paper stars for your boyfriend even if she hates your boyfriend because she’s ride or die like that. look at how cute she is no one is allowed to be mean to someone as cute as this.

yan mo / “frank”

if you liked se hee in because this is my first life, you’re in luck because here is a 10% angrier version. at first, yan mo seems cold, aloof, snobbish, pretentious, arrogant...

okay, but he’s ALSO got a lot of feelings and will help people out. well, at the start of the show, he’ll help two people out. but that expands to like 10. so, progress! in high school, he falls for qiao yi in the typical Cannot Spit It Out fashion, buying her sentimental cans of coke, PUTTING IN ONE EARBUD SO SHE CAN LISTEN TO THE BEATLES WITH HIM, feeling Weird about her tying his tie, and single-handedly ruining a for-profit afterschool tutoring business in about 30 seconds, because they weren’t teaching qiao yi anything, and he knew he could do it better. tbh he completely fucking destroys a lot of things and people in under a minute. #ruthless

he’s very protective of qiao yi and rather than explain it, here is a clip from the special episode where yan mo confronts another student who left a love confession meant for qiao yi in his desk by mistake (subtitles have to be selected under settings, but it’s subbed in english):

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zhao guan chao

zhao qiao yi’s twin brother, who has always placed 2nd in their classes after yan mo. despite his high grades, he comes off as a laidback teen heartthrob and has a reputation for being a flake and a playboy. BUT he’s legit a chill dude and clearly popular for a reason--he gets along with (almost) everyone. he loves his sister and is extremely protective of her, especially since she’s so shy and has low self-esteem for Reasons That Will Be Explained in the Tragic Backstory. he’s such a good brother. the best brother. also looks out for qiao yi’s best friend, wu yi. understands the value of shoes.

hao wu yi

qiao yi’s best friend, and another classmate of The Crew. i say this with so, so much love, but she’s got a lot of chaotic dumbass energy. struggling along the bottom ranks with qiao yi during high school. she has the worst taste in men as a teenager, falling for the guy who literally bullied her in like. ep 2. thankfully she’s got qiao yi and guanchao.

the trio are close, and that doesn’t change as they grow up. wu yi ends up becoming a novelist who writes pop and steamy romance novels and has a significant teenage girl fanbase. it’s amazing.

fei da chuan

my boy. another classmate, he, qiao yi, and wu yi make up the official Dumbass Trio of their high school class and have adorable adventures + solidarity in it. he’s also yan mo’s uncle. somehow. because rich people families are wild. while he’s got a place to live, he more often than not crashes at yan mo’s, who Does Not Like It. but da chuan does not notice or care.

abrasive but 100% sincere about everything and toward everyone. people will think he’s an asshole or a gangster but then he’s secretly feeding abandoned kittens in the corner or something. as an adult, has the best business casual outfits. serves as a big brother figure to a lot of people, but qiao yi in particular. cannot, cannot fucking do math.

SUPPORTING

“alicia” / cheng youmei. an old family friend of yan mo’s who is very posh and rich and dignified. studied abroad with him at cambridge, and is cold toward qiao yi after arriving back in china. cosplays B)

teacher gao. everyone’s high school teacher who later owns a bar that seems to be there only for dispensing advice. seriously. there is no way this bar is economically sound as the only customers you ever see are gao’s students coming in one at a time for Wisdom and you never see them pay for anything. also the bar has no fucking roof and is directly above traintracks. i have hang-ups about this bar

lin shu. yan mo’s mother. very sweet and pretty and a ballernia turned program director. is almost never home but clearly loves her son. du chaun’s sister. somehow.

zhao suyin. qiao yi and guan chao’s mother. one of her kinks is roleplaying condor heroes characters? okay okay okay

tian weimin. qiao yi and guan chao’s stepfather who works as police officer. best dad award. he’s so sweet and corny and peak dad humor. he loves them kids & they love him back

grandpa. yan mo’s dog in high school. a very old basset hound with sad eyes:

dollar or d. i cant tell you anything about him, other than he used to be a stray and yan mo says he’s ugly, which, rude.

DRAWBACKS

plot...hm. there’s SOME plot, but this is about characters + romance + friendship + family. if you’re looking for scheming mothers-in-law or tragic car accidents or secret destinies this isn’t the one for you. similar in vibe to Reply 1988 (they even watch the show in the show :’D / make references to it)

OKAY SO every plot summary i’ve seen says that yan mo is in a relationship with someone else when he gets back to china. no he is not. i say this because it was a huge turn off for me/initially put me off watching the series. he is definitely a one-and-only type. there’s no cheating in this show. lmao, hell, neither of the mains are even interested in anyone else but each other

i liked du chuan and his love interest a lot, but they definitely didn’t get as much screen time as the others

while it’s clear qiao yi + yan mo are the mains, another couple gets a lot of screen time as well. this might be a skip if you don’t like multiple couples/secondary relationships in a show

i surprisingly enjoyed the high school storyline a lot more than the adult one? which is super weird for me, but idk i was sad when it was over because it was so cute.

some...weird technical decisions. every once in a while, the camera will have like a nostalgia filter and then it disappears and then the edges get a bit blurry and idk it feels very film school 101 to show that what’s on screen is a ~memory. the soundtrack/music is sometimes also too loud--to the point where it can drown out the actors (particularly janice wu in the high school arc, since qiao yi is soft-spoken)

REASONS TO WATCH

the lead actors (janice wu + zhang yujian) are legit two of my favorites and they have great/easy chemistry. all the actors are amazing. everyone’s loveable

SIBLING GOALS the zhao twins are amazing and they’re both each other’s biggest fans. gaunchao had some really heartwarming brother moments

i love love lmao. this spoke to a lot of my favorite dynamics: exes reunited/having to work together, childhood sweethearts reuniting as adults, “gangster” and princess, childhood friends turned lovers, bickering couples, cold man who actually has a lot of feelings, lots of people being overprotective, idk. everything was just great. 0 complaints on any of the ships.

i genuinely liked every character other than that one piece of shit poppa zhao. even alicia, who’s put into the stereotypical rich bitch role, was actually really fun and subverted a lot of expectations for this trope

it’s just. real cute y’all. probably my favorite cdrama and definitely in my top 10 (maybe 5?) dramas overall.

FINAL THOUGHTS

i love them ;;

#le coup de foudre #janice wu #zhang yujian #eden zhao #ma li #cdrama #gizka does kdrama #!my post #why yes i am procrastinating please have another in this trying time #this one's my favoriiiiiiiiiiiiiiite

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Oh my, I need yandere alphabet for Ren😏

I gotchu 😏 @kumanekoworld I saw your request too so here it is.

REN JINGUJI YANDERE ALPHABET

Affection: How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get?

His way of showing affection, at first, doesnt change. He would still shower his darling in gifts and compliments, making time and taking them places; it almost seems normal. But at some point, it's like a flip switches, and he becomes more clingy. Always has to be around you, going out becomes less and less and when you do leave the house, he always has an arm clinging to you.

Blood: How messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?

He doesnt even realize how messy it gets until it's done. These overwhelming feelings of expressiveness and obsessives get the better of him and seeing another person threaten you or worse, try to take you from him, makes all rationality leave his brain. At first, he'd try to hide it from his darling, but he becomes sloppy and its not long before they realize it's blood on his shirt, and not paint.

Cruelty: How would they treat their darling once abducted? Would they mock them?

He would act like nothing happened. As long as he behaves normally, things will go smoothly, right? Pretending that they've always been together and that life was a jolly holiday. At some point, especially if his darling is testing his patience, he might lash out at them and mock their cries and attempts to plead with him.

Darling: Aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will?

Oh yes. Love is an intimate thing, even when it's this obsessive. He not only forces them to stay with him, he also forces them to touch him, both sexually and not, because that's what 'real' lovers do.

Exposed: How much of their heart do they bare to their darling? How vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?

The main reason he would even cross over this line is because he needs love. All his life hes been neglected and played; finding his darling was the best thing that has happened and he sure as hell is going to give his all. He becomes open, and vulnerable, always honest with what he wants from his darling and where they stand with him.

Fight: How would they feel if their darling fought back?

He'd become annoyed and not understand. He gives you everything and more and you're FIGHTING him? It's almost like he turns into beast mode and he will fight back. It gets ugly with yelling and he will put force into it if you start to get physical. He feels so betrayed and hurt that he not only locks you away, but he leaves himself to cool off. After all, theres no way you actually hate him. It must've been something smaller than that. He'll figure it out.

Game: Is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?

Kind of. At first, he thinks its cute how strong willed and determined his darling is to escape him, but he does become annoyed. Why wont you love him? Why don't you appreciate him? He will hunt you down each time, he has connections to make someone else get you for him. There's no escaping him. He is Mr. Worldwide.

Hell: What would be their darling’s worst experience with them?

The worst thing he's ever done to his darling was lock them up for a week straight in his designated dark room, only giving them water and not letting them sleep. The malnutrition and lack of sleep quickly got them, and though they lost a few pounds during that week, Ren was pleased with his efforts. A weak darling is a darling that cant leave him. They relied on him for everything for a while after that and that's what it's all about; him being the the provider, the protector, the one you need to rely on.

Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?

He really wants to keep it as normal as possible. He wants to get married and go on adventures with you. No kids though, he cant have you sharing your attention and taking most of it away from him.

Jealousy: Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope?

At first, he's his natural self. Understanding, carefree, but something irks him inside and he quickly becomes annoyed. He doesnt lash out, at least not in front of his darling; he'll find the man/woman in private to have a 'chat" and publicly ruins them.

Kisses: How do they act around or with their darling?

Again, he tries to keep it normal. Light kisses and soft touches. Loving words and tight hugs. A typical relationship on the outside. A fairy tale for anyone else.

Love letters: How would they go about courting or approaching their darling?

He's very blunt. He likes it, he gets it. He charms them with words and sweet promises; soft affections and making himself seem like the best possible joice. Prince charming, in a way.

Mask: Are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?

Oh yes. To everyone else, including his friends, hes this light hearted, goofy guy. Perfectly easy on the eyes and the heart. But behind closed doors, something that only his darling gets to see, hes a beast. Wild and stalking his prey; fiercely protective over whats his.

Naughty: How would they punish their darling?

He's not a stranger to actually physically harming his darling and they have had cuts and bruises on them. But he doesnt like to ruin their perfect skin so he usually locks them up, sometimes for days on end, and goes back to weakening his darling physically.

Oppression: How many rights would they take away from their darling?

He's actually not known to take many rights away. His darling is free to do what they want as long as he knows what they're doing and where they are. It only becomes a problem when they go somewhere outside of, lets say, the city; he needs to be there in that case. Always by their side..he cant have you running of now can he?

Patience: How patient are they with their darling?

As much as he wants to think he's patient, hes really not. He gets temperamental and annoyed really easily and doesnt like it when his darling fights back.

Quit: If their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?

If it was an escape scenario, he'd do everything in his power to get them back, and he WILL be successful. However, if they die, I dont think he'd move on from that. Giving his all into someone and 'molding' the perfect darling took a toll on him and he would genuinely be soul crushed.

Regret: Would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? Would they ever let their darling go?

No. He absolutely has no guilty feeling whatsoever mainly because he doesnt see a problem with his actions. This is all for love.

Stigma: What brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)?

Childhood trauma and the feeling of loneliness. Not having a mother, his father's hatred, and the constant quarrels with both his brothers and childhood friends like Masato and Ranmaru, formed a whole in his heart that he was never able to fill, no matter how many women he toyed with. His darling is the first person to make him feel full again and theres no way he'll let you go now.

Tears: How do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?

He hates it. He tries to keep the peace and make them as happy as possible with gifts and himself. Why are you crying? What brought these feelings of sadness? Why are you yelling at him? He becomes mad but also concerned; obviously someone mustve hurt you. It just never occurs to him that he's that someone.

Unique: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?

He probably gives his darling more freedom than some other yanderes. Again, he wants things to seem as normal as possible to anyone else.

Vice: What weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape?

He does tend to get vulnerable with his darling and let's his guard down, especially on the anniversary of his mother's death. You could easily slip something in his drink or food and have a chance to escape; however, you have to remember that he has ears and eyes everywhere due to his connections so your escape might be short lived.

Wit’s end: Would they ever hurt their darling?

As much as he hates to admit it, he HAS beaten his darling. He always feels bad afterwards and tends to their bruises and cuts, but its really your fault for trying to leave.

Xoanon: How much would they revere or worship their darling? To what length would they go to win their darling over?

Body worship is a big thing of his. They are perfect to him, gorgeous, stunning, beautiful. I wouldn't say he has a whole shrine or anything, but his phone is full of pictures and he has paintings of them, both NSFW and not, on his walls. Before they ended up with him, he even went as far as to install cameras in their house and on them.

Yearn: How long do they pine after their darling before they snap?

Honestly, not very long. He keeps up with it only for a short time before his true colors start to show. Of course, only his darling would know that, which is mainly why no one else would be able to help them out of this situation.

Zenith: Would they ever break their darling?

Oh yes. He manipulates them both mentally and physically to rely and depend only on him. He's good at it too and it takes less time for him to win his darling over than some other guys.

#uta no prince sama #uta no prince shining live #utapri starish stillnotsorry #quartet night #starish #utanoprincesama #utapri headcanons #jinguji ren #yandere alphabet #yandere

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peg-legz4 · 4 years

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peggy's klance fic rec :)

this is my first fic rec and i know its really sloppy but one of my friends said she wanted it do I an forced to post it after procrastinating finishing it for a month. enjoy!

Best Friends to Lovers

Hearts Don't Break Around Here - klancekorner

AHHHHH okay okay okay this is the first klance fic i ever read and it set the bar soooo high. basically keith and lance have been bestfriends since foreverrr and it jumps between flashbacks and present day where keith is realizing hes just been In love with lance for like the whole time they've known each other and lance calls him snickers and its s l o w b u r n bc they're both oblivious idiots but theyre also pining and aghhghhh AND THE WAY THEY START TO REALIZE THEIR OWN FEEELINGS IS! IM- it's super cute pls read!!!

with love - allinadayswork - 8,888 AHHHGGGGGGGs high school au! this is so cute they're both so smitten basically they're best friends but lance is also keiths secret admirer and ahhhhh!!!!!! so cute pls read i beg of you + valentines day and overprotective shiro!!!!

Your Smile Makes Me Awkward - Lancelee (ashleeforreal) - 8,791

another best friends to lovers (hehe) lance gets his braces taken off and keith is in a gay panic because lance looks hot and he doesnt know what to do and theres miscommunication but its all good in the end this was so cute

One Heart Missing - starlightment - 24021 HSWOQSJKNQJNIU BEST FRIENDS TO LOVERS AU IM A SUCKER FOR THESEEE they’re in college and keith finds out he loves lance nd then they have a fwb thing going on and ppor keith but also poor lance for reasons i can’t disclose anD THE REOCCURRING THEME WITH THE ICE SKATING ITS SO CUTE AND DEHQIJOjqsk please just read it oh my god

Soulmate AU

between two points - Alltheroads - 20,589 red string of fate au!!!!!!! keith is one of the few people in the world who can actually see the strings though, and lance seems not to have a string, just like keith. its them falling for eachother and keith teaching him how to repair a motorcycle and 50′s themed diners its amazingggg

Tell Me It’s My Name Written In Your Skin - Ivnars - 15,636 soulmate au where the name of your soulmate appears on your wrist once you fall in love with them (i think?) and lance thinks his is unrequited and of course he also has a martyr complex and is willing to die for the team and almost does and then omgomg i just its so great pls read

Bend It Like Soulmates - Reader115 - 23,998 HHHHHHHHhh SOCCER SOULMAtE AU AND THEYRE SO GOOD TOGETHER AND OMGOMGOMG SO MUCH PINING AND TENSION AND IT SJUST SO HAPPY AND AMAZING IT HAS THEM BEING THE FAMOUS SOCCER SOULMATE COUPLE PLEASE READ READ READ YOU DONT EVEN HAVE TO KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT SOCCER

there, nestled against his pulse - hiuthyn SHAOAMALAL ITS A SOULMATE AU I LOVE THESE HJDJSJSJSS AND ITS CANONVERSE (im pretty sure this was a one shot first and then I came back and it was a multi chapter fic and I read and it was like 1000× more amazing ajsjska) this was one of the very first klance fics i read and it’s definitely the first one that made me like gasp and scram cause oh my god,. okay basically the first and last words your soulmate says show up on your wrists and keith hides his wrists because he thinks he k words his soulmate and there’s miscommunication aND KEITH’S BACKSTORY AND IT GIVES LANCE SO MUCH DEPTH??????? and it has a really happy ending and its slowburn and angsty and pining and i’m a sucker for all those things which made this amazing!!!!!!!

College AU

i just wanna be (with you) - aknightley - 8,020 COLLEGE ROOMMATES AU LETS GOOOOOOOO there’s a lot of tension and pining and they give eachother gifts all the time i’m sOFT pls pls pls read

reasons why keith is the worst - MellodramaticLawliet - 5517 lance and keith are roommates and to cope with his hate for keith, he starts a list of why he hates keith and it just turns into a journal abt keith and lance is so oblivious and there’s also fencing tournaments which is cool hadjalkj read ittt

You Should Date Me - petalloso ahhhh lance and Keith are both freshman in college and they have little adventures and it's just super cute and fluffy ajskkasna

Canonverse

The Art of Secret Telling - jilliancares - 4,880 so to form another coalition, voltron has to form another coalition and lance has, 1, never kissed anybody and 2, has a crush on keith hehehe

a culmination of things - viscrael ahhh it's super cute and short and basically jumps around in time and they're just in looovee

instincts - godsensei lance n keith are getting their groove on when red mistakes Keith's pleasure for distress and comes crashing through the wall ajsksksmsna

i can’t help but want - aknightley lance and Keith's lions get stranded on different islands but their comms get through so they're just talking and bonding and falling in love while they get their lions fixed akssjal so cute pls read!!!!

never saw you coming - dimpleforyourthoughts HOLY HELL OG MY FREAKINGNS JUEUSS I LOVE THIS FIC SO MUCH IVE READ IT LIKE 20 TIMES AND EACH TIME IM BLOWN AWAY BY HOW BEAUTIFULL ITS WRITTEND AKAK its canonverse and goes in depth with my boys and lance has a martyr complex and keitHS BACKSTORY AND LE PETIT PRINCE AND THEY WOULD DIE FOR EACHOTHER AND ALMOST DO AND IT MADE ME CRY AND GINGER THE TABBY CAT PLEASE READ OH MY GOD ITS SLOWBURN AND THEYRE BOTH S O SMITTEN AHHHH

Terminal Velocity - speaks tHE ANGSTTTTT. i'm like, a whore for angst. but basically. voltron gets captured by these alien empaths and this guy feeds off of other people's pain(???) and so he tortures lance and makes keith watch and oh my. this is so good I felt so many emotions pls read.

Keith McClain - orphan_account 🥺🥺 keith sees visions of him and lance in the future on the space whale and its v soft

In English, Please - orphan_account this is a fic I'll always remember omg so lance flirts with Keith in spanish but pretends they're insults and he thinks Keith wont find out (he does)

how not to be a cat: 101 - jilliancares- 8,113 kEITH KEEPS accidENTALLY TURNINg INTo A CAT aND THEN ENDS UP CUDDLING WITH LANCE I”M SOFTTT THIS FIC BROKE ME WITH ITS CUTENESS HAHIUSJK

moderation - Katranga - 21, 613 HSJHKJAJOIHQQ keith gets bitten by a love bug and sees lance first and then allura gets bitten and sees hunk so he just tries to act how allura acts so it doesnt give away his actual crush on lance hsjksskjs

Public Displays of Affection by hattricks lance n Keith are undercover on a mission and they see guards and they hide by making out ajkaka

the waiting game - they frick frack a lot but basically Keith and lance make eachother wait through a week without sex and only teasing sksjakak

To Bite, Or Not To Bite - jilliancares - 11,433 lance gets bitten by a vampire!!!! and he turns into one!!!! need i say more? and the way it like happens AND THEN THE WAY HIM AND KEITH DECIDE TO OMG IM THIS IS GRESR

feelings on fire i guess i'm a bad liar - melancholymango - 22679 a witch curses lance and now he can’t lie to Keith or anything having to do with Keith and its really funny i cackled sjhkah

The Loverboy Trials - PM_Writes - 20,838 THSIEIHWHIJIHJI I LOVED THIS ONE AHHHHHHH.basicaly the aliens think keith is their god of fertility and stuff so they’re like oh we need to do a ritual thing where people fight for his virginity and voltron is like oh fuck no so then lance has to compete to save keith i can’t get over it it’s- i’m softttt

Sorry, Who Are You? - sjskakaja lance and keith were childhood best friends but keith is bad with faces so when they meet at the garrison lance is really salty and keiths backstoey and the way he find out i'm- its great trust me pls

it might not be that bad - Katranga - 16,416 omg i adore this fic okay so. basically. keith doesnt know the difference between jealously and attraction because of him clinging to the closet in middle school and now hes trying to find out why his and Lance's definitions of jealousy differ and Keith's bad at feelings please readd

Everything Else

read all about it - starlightment AHAKAKAL HIGH SCHOOL AU!!!! i just read this one and it’s great!!!1 Lance is on the newspaper and writes and articles professing his love for Keith, the star quarterback that everyones in love with. it's such a good read and oh my goshh this made me throw my phone and squeal out of freaking excitement i love it so much 🥺 idk how but this made me feel as if i was living out senior year through this fic??? it was just that amazing

it's you that's haunting me - perfchan

suuuper cute youtuber au where Keith hunts gosts and enlists lance as his cameraman. (includes a haunted mansion ballroom dance scene) and its just great oml oml i love it so so much!!! there’s also like 4 sequels so that makes it even better!!!1

Dirty Laundry -

this is a staple and if you havent read it you're either new to the fandom or living under a rock but its a fake dating au where keith spends winter break with Lance's family and they bondddd and its great!!!!

alright i just realized the author took it down so uhhhh

adaigo by shipstiel

lance moves in next to keith and Keith likes to play piano at the ungodly hours of the might where lance is just trying to sleep. this ones so cute!!!!!!

eyes to you wide with wonder - aknightley

an office au where Keith is shiro's secretary and lance always comes up to his desk to annoy him and they mask their affection under playful banter and lance also ends up being Keith's knight in shining armor ajskssnns it's so great!!!!

okay i know that you are not my type (still i fall) - quidhitch

ajoasbak nyma cuffs lance to a bed during a party and then leaves but then the bed turns out to be none other than....Keith's bed!! so they like talk while Lance is only in boxers and cuffed to Keith's bed

you never stood a chance - kagshina

it's a snapchat fic!!!!!!! lance accidentally snaps keith a shirtless pic and then Keith snaps back and it's just 😳😳 the whole time it's great omg

Cold Hearts Looking for Love - swang_is_trying typical enemies to lovers where lance is the son of a rich businessman and visits the orphanage that Keith hangs around to visit Pidge??? but its fricking jam packed with them thirsting over each other sshsksksm (i must warn you, its incomplete)

Of Don Juan And Elvis - shipstiel

Keith is a starbucks barista and lance always comes in and orders with really weird names ehehe

And Now Presenting: Rielle and the Forbidden Meringue

tsbkakaK this ones so cute keith is a galra guard and hes guarding a garden (ooh alliteration) and climbs a tree and then falls into lance's arms (who's an altean guard) and its really cute sjkssahajaj

how to not keep a diary, or, lance’s terrible, horrible, no good, very bad semester - glitterfreezing sjskasla they're sophmores in college and roommates pidge forces lance to keep a diary and he just ends up ranting about keith but he’ oblivious to his won feelings heheh

Lance and the Search For Keith's Boyfriend - haikquu - 9497

lance is jealous bc everyone keeps talking abt keith’s boyfriends but he doesnt know who he is (it’s him)

bus buddies - WhatTheBodyGraspsNot - 8033

lance notices Keith doesnt have a bus buddy on a 3-day-trip to save the bees so he goes and sits with him and it's so cuteeeee

got got got it bad - kairiolette - 10,377 so keith is bad at feelings so he asks what its like to have a crush on someone and then basically tells lance that he has a crush on him and lance just casually brings it up

Only Fools Rush In (but I Can't Help Falling in Love with You) - Fangirl_on_fire_ - 13,524

OMGOMGOMG LANCE IS A MAFIA .BOSS AND IT STARTS OFF WITH A ONE NIGHT STAND AND THEN THEY AHAAKSJSKSM ITS GREAT PLS READ

The Bitter And The Sweetness - The_Real_Karaage - 66337

its a klance youtuber au!!!!!! I love these!!!!! okay so keith makes like conspiracy theory videos and knife throwing ones and lance does like vlogs or storytimes with pidge and they also do dance and then they meet irl but lance doesn't know keith is the YouTube guy cause he hides his identity and omgomggg also Keith is from Texas so he acts like a stereotypical emo cowboy and as a Texan I find it extremely funny

nobody puts baby in a corner - orphan_account - 3,950

its like the 23rd century and aliens are on earth and keith is a royal galra and lance goes clubbing and and they meet and dance and wOOHOO

okay thats all for now but i'm probably gonna make a part 2 cause i have a whole bunch saved to my notes app lmao have fun reading y'all

#klance #klance fics #klance fic rec #voltron fic #keith kogane #lance mcclain #keith kogane x lance mcclain

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azrcxlfatale · 4 years

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under the cut you’ll find saint’s intro, its just a brief run down for now until i get bio pages up but it should help get a sense of the boyo all the same !! he is gentle and friend shaped is all i can say ajjdfg. THIS HAS NOW BEEN UPDATED WITH LIKE FIVE EXTRA LIL MORE CURRENT HEADCANONS! [ they r just like for his own growth nothing major has happened with saint and he’s still fundamentally the same as he was bc he’s always been a more laidback and less tragic muse but feel free to read em bc they do help contextualise how he’ll be career wise and with grandmami] :

CHWE SAINT:

so for the best part of his life saint was raised with his ‘grandmami’ as he terms her, but she’s better known to the whole island as ajumma solmi. for this reason he’s very doting toward her and a real grandma’s boy. he bakes with her often and they can often be found on street corners selling cheap priced but some of the finest flowers to the citizens because it’s grandmami’s tradition and its mostly done in hope to uplift the islanders and bring joy to their day in a small way and act of love.

when i say doting i mean doTInG, he will help her in and out of chairs, help her cross streets, hold the groceries for her as she crosses, open doors for her even if grandmami insists he stops fussing because ffs saint ur making me look ancient and i’ll have u know i am still fighting fit and could knock any idiot on his ass with a fliCk of my finger. ajdhf. she is v fiery, if saint is like the picture of elegance and good manners then grandmami is the sTARK contrast. she has one hell of a potty mouth and just a no time for ur shit attitude. if anything saint is keeping her in line, not the other way around.

his quirk is warp gate. he rlly just uses it to entertain himself mostly and help give his pals quick escapes when a prank of some sort has gone wrong. he can basically create portals out of a dark fog which can either be emitted through his breath or openings at the end of his fingers which he can activate, anyone can also use his portals to travel so long as he’s given them permission.

he just exudes sunshine rlly. is well known round the island for his out of this world smile which has been known to charm many. he is a very eligible and sought after bachelor but saint is like...not interested mostly bc he just like has no romantic awareness ahdhfhf not bc he doesn’t want it. and also bc he doesn’t like the way it’s mostly super young girls and guys just like awestruck by him. it feels a little too much like he’s a collective childhood crush by his groupies so yeah he is OBLIVIOUS.

very humble and incredibly polite. just really down to earth whenever spoken to but being raised by an elderly person kinda makes u a little outdated, for this reason saint is kind of demure and bad at conversation mostly due to the fact he can easily talk for hours about his plans for baking with grandmami later, the book he read her this morning, the lovely walk they took in that gorgeous spot which he rlly recommends etc but he is god awful at talking about like typical young people stuff.

lot of ppl think he plays hard to get, this is not true, saint just fr does not know how to fuckin speak and is the most oblivious person in the world to how to flirt, he’s easily flustered but bad at knowing when he’s being flirted with or if this person is just rlly nice and is usually too shy and respectful to rlly push luck by flirting in response hfhfjkg. USELESS.

very 70′s/80′s aesthetic bby boy, sweet summer child. he is obsessed with old classic black and white films, had a collection before he moved to the island which he misses like everyday but luckily he has memorised ten million quotes. also collected records. obsessed with anything retro, is a collector of gaming merch. but he didn’t get to sneak much to the island :-( the only thing he rlly snuck was a small record stash. liked roller skating, bowling, drive in movies. dresses very retro but refined and classy with lots of layering. rlly good knowledge of classic literature.

most likely to find him at the arcade in the funzone now on the island, he is a master at all the games but esp the old retro ones, usually goes early morning or late evening so he can spend hours uninterrupted on them and beat his high score everyday a bit more. if not there then he’ll be at zen’s computer gaming instead. he likes all tech really but prefers retro, he’s still figuring out modern. before coming to the island he was rlly getting into VR. if he’s not in either of these places, he’ll be on the beach in a volleyball match or doing a jog. still v much into his sports.

ultimate sike power cause people think he looks like ur typical jock fuckboy but jokes on u he is pure of heart and dumb of ass himbo just blessed with ethereal looks, he is the breed of good lil boyo and that is all.

obsessed with milkshakes and popcorn at the diners if he’s ever there u can guarantee that is what he is snacking on or treating himself to. his weakness is churros he fucken thinks that shit SLAPS. he’ll do anything if the prize is churros. sMH someone help his diet. also loves fiddling with the jukeboxes there ajdjd.

has two pet geckos one is peach colored and called zelda, the other is black and white leopard spotted and named zeus and he also has a chonk of a fluffy grumpy white cat called yoshi. he is the best. saint is a huge animal lover but probably still not on nyx’s level of dog worshipper.

weeb. not as big of a one as nyx but he likes haikyuu, kuroko no basket, given, fruits basket, free! and yuri! on ice. he is very into anything that is slice of life or sports anime.

has the nickname ‘koda’ bc of the movie brother bear, nicknamed after the lil baby bear cause he just reminds people of a baby bear ahdhd.

he studies art, spends half his life in the studio working, big art nerd. once he gets in the work mode, he just does not stop for anything but water and snacks and goes at it all day into half the night. usually does big projects bc he loves a challenge. mostly paints, sometimes sketches. u know those vids of people mixing paint colors like a swatch of gold and turquoise? saint fuckin loves those so bad unf he does that all the time to calm himself.

still lives with grandmami currently, he’s looking at getting his own place bc everyone tells him if he ever wants to have his own life then he needs to but he’s just v anxious about leaving grandmami on her own bc she getting older by the day and she’s all he has sO she cannot get hurt!!

also in a bit of a dilemma with his art bc he kinda wants to make something out of it, like maybe teach some classes sort of thing and use it more as a career but right now he does not have the confidence in his ability and is mostly just doing it for fun and as a calming thing ( he’s an idiot he’s rlly fucken good pls someone make him take himself seriously )

never cusses but does say bitchin a lot, only ever uses fuck in bed basically so if u ever hear him say it then u know something next level has gone down bc saint refuses to swear even if he stubbed his pinky toe.

looks like a cinnamon roll but HE FUCKS!! boy is a kinky freak however saint has no shame or embarrassment like he will discuss it as casually as a discussion of what to have for dinner not bc he is like lewd but purely bc to him its rlly natural and like another form of art and he does not get the embarrassment or secret nature of it all like it is just factual to him that we come into the world like that and ppl enjoy it sometimes ajsj.

gardening enthusiast!! has a fascination with studying plants and insects tbfh. still uses 70′s and 80′s kewl kid slang like unironically someone help him pls. sjjdjf. cute bonus fact: has freckles all over his shoulders and down his back. UWU.

COUPLE OF CONNECTION IDEAS OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD??:

i would love for him to have a muse for art and/or to be someone’s muse. also and maybe interchangeably someone to kinda be his art mentor and be like saint u could pursue this fr if thats ur dream, then do it pls share this talent dont let ART DIE!!

someone he does gardening and insect studies with who gets his nerdy enthusiasm over it.

a regular who gets flowers from him and grandmami, maybe he makes a special bouquet for them every day which always has a different meaning in the flower language bc he is soft like that ajjfl

someone who he can take on loads of cute lil platonic diner dinner dates bc he is a huge foodie as we can tell. this one is super fun like I imagine they scam tf outta restaurants that are over priced and for the elite by being like we all kno married couples or people getting engaged, celebrating anniversaries etc tend to get better deals on their meals. so he’s essentially doing this one bc he likes ur muses company and enthusiasm for food but also bc it means cheaper high quality meals for both and a guaranteed good time.

someone to nerd out with him over classic literature or films bc that would be hella cute

maybe someone who is also close with his grandmami and rlly loves spending time with her as well so he kinda trusts them to take care of her and trusts their judgement when they r like saint chill let the lady live okay go and do ur own shit akskf

he usually jogs alone but it would be cool for him to have someone to do that with and like table-tennis and shiz cause he just loves fitness activities and active leisure stuff too.

maybe someone who is tryna teach him a little more about how to uH TALK LIKE SOMEONE HIS DAMN AGE AND STOP BEING SOME RETRO MAN STUCK IN MODERN TIMES AJDJD

UPDATES:

so a lot about saint hasn’t overly changed because like he just is and has always been a very wholesome laidback boyo but just a few bits of like additional info for his personal growth can be added:

he’s owner and manager of the florist now, grandmami is also there most of the time and handles a lot of stuff when she’s feeling up to it but with her getting more tired more easily from her illness saint needs to head everything really.

he grew up in a neighbourhood on hosu which like consisted of his entire street pretty much being full of his aunts and uncles so now like it’s a street just littered with all his tiny cousins who like to follow him about everywhere and play ball games etc on the street with him and kinda take it over shs. you can hear their joyful playing from like streets over it’s very cute.

his mother gave him up when she realised she was pregnant with him and too young to raise him and that it would hinder her from pursuing the life she wanted with his father. saint doesn’t hold any resentment for her choice, it only bothers him that his grandma has always had a serious illness since the early days of talks of her having no choice but to take him on and that despite this his mother allowed him to be left to her care and another burden on her when she was already so ill.

grandmami is now at a point where she’s hanging in there but she won’t have long left and saint is essentially now her live in carer till her final days which is hard af for him but he refuses to let it show. he’s not sure how he’ll function when he loses her. right now he’s trying to extend the florist business into a wellness one as well and more of an apothecary so he can keep himself stable and busy.

this is more just a cute fun fact but he’s a Christmas Eve baby. uwu lil boyo was born on the night before Christmas bc of course he was sdjdj.

#quirks:intro #listen saint just makes me think of that fucken scott mccall meme #WHERE R U GETTIN UR JUICE SAINT??!!#HIM INCREDIBLY CONFUSED: MY GRANDMAMI DOES ALL THE GROCERY SHOPPING???#SDJFJKF

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fellis-world · 4 years

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G for Eos, H for Aeris c: feel free to swap between them for each character tho!

Lets start with Eos and the G questions~

Is your OC close to their family?

For Eos there is nothing more important than his family. If he could do it he would lock them all up to protect them. But of course that isnt possible XD He always have trouble to keep them away from the danger. And he is always scared that someday they will die or get injured because he wasnt able to protect them. This tought dont let him sleep at night...

Who makes up your OC’s family?

His family have, with him included, four members. Of course there is Eos.Trahearne who lives with him. Eos’ Brother Aeris and Aeris’ Boyfriend Aquilius. And beside of that there are also Trahearnes cats.

3.Does your Oc find their family supportive? If not, what would be an example why not?

Eos little family is really supportive for him. His brother cares for the household because Eos is rarely at home and the cats and Trahearne make a lot of chaos during the day. Everywhere are papers and cat hairs. without Aeris it would be a mess XD But in a emotional way they are also his cliff. Trahearne at least because he loves him. He can be himself around him. And if Trahearne isnt there he can always rely on Aeris and Aquilius. Lately he have a good relationship to Aeris boyfriend.

4. What kind of childhood did your OC have?

Well, as a sylvari he hadnt a childhood per se but i will speak about that as his saplinghood. He was born in the cycle of night shortly after midnight. But he was very different from the other saplings. He was happy, cheerful...loud. He was so full of energy and nearly unstoppable. That caused him troubles under his fellow saplings. Because he wasnt like someone who was born during night, he behaved like someone who was born during the cycle of noon. But Eos gave a shit on that. He leaved the Grove as soon as possible to learn more about the world.It doesnt took long when he found his future brother Aeris...

5. Did they go trough any typical phases growing up?

He was a bit of a rebel in his early weeks. He dosnt wanted to listen to menders who wanted that he take a rest, he doesnt listen to the scholars who saw his potencial.And he called the firstborn a boring old man....well the last one was something he was really ashamed for afterwards because he didnt know who the man was.

6. Do they have any favorite childhood memories?

One of his favorite memroies is the song from Aeris when he heard him sing the first time.It was a song about hope and loyalty. But also a song with a bittersweet sadness within. Maybe this was the real reason why he decided to talk to the shy man he saved earlier.

7. Do they have any vhildhood memories they’d rather forget or be less affected by?

Indeed. Also a memory about Aeris. How he met him. It was Eos mission to destroy a camp of the nightmare court. It was one of his first Missions and the very first he did with Trahearne. Eos found in the prison of the NC Aeris. Chained, injured and nearly dead inside. He wanted to save him. Aeris took the hand Eos offered him but then a courtier shot him in the back. Instantly Eos baceme furious and destroyed the whole campf with one massive blow of his powers. Everything was burned. It was the first time he lost the control over his powers. The first time he injured himself. The pain and the fear he will never forget sadly.

A little cut because its rather long XD H for Aeris~~

1. What is your OC’s orientation, romantic,and/or sexual? Has it ever been a source of stress for them? Have they always been pretty sure of their orientations?

Aeris didnt know which orientation he follows. He woke up and was in the hands of the NC. He never had the time or idea to think about himself. Two years long all he witnessed was pain and suffering. He just tried to survive the abusement and the turtoring. When he was free it was everything new for him. But he never really tought about love. He is a very shy man and isn’t able to speak with strangers. So he tought no one would be interested in someone like him. But he never had preferences for genders.

2.Is your OC a toughtful partner, in whatever aspect of that you want to cover?

He loves Aquilius with all he have. It isnt easy always to go with him, since Aquilius isn’t that shy like Aeris. But Aeris tries his best to follow him. He would do everything for his beloved to make him happy. Even when it means to be in a large and loud town.

3.Does your OC believe there’s only one ideal partner (or multiple ideal if not monogamous) for everyone, or that there are many people who could be right?

For Aeris (and Eos too) there is only one man in his life. And thats Aquilius. He know exactly that he would never fall in love again with someone else. Its also his greatest fear that his beloved vanishs someday. But he try to keep that tought of his mind.

4. Does your OC believe in love in first sight?

No. definitly no. Aeris is scared of people so is first intention is running away or attack. When he met Aquilius for the first time he was very angry at the human because he destroyed his work. It took him weeks to gather informations about old ascalonian families and then he came and destroyed this work. He was very furious about it. Luckily he wouldnt see him ever again...well...thats what he tought. Aquilius had another opinion.

5. Does your OC believe in marriage? (or their culture’s equivalent)?

Sylvari dont really have a system for marriage but during his searches he always read old stories about marriage and such things. He know what it means to get married. He thinks marriage is the ultimate proof that someone loves you.It is a rather nice tought for him.Also he is very romantic (but tries to hide it) and is often daydreaming about that.

6. Has your OC ever cheated on anyone or been cheated on?

No Aeris is very loyal and he expect that from his partner too. he would never forgive it if Auilius would cheat on him.

7. What do they look for in partners?

Aeris havent any preferences in races or genders. All he ever wanted was someone strong. Woman or man it doesnt matter. He wanted someone who would be able to protect him. Someone he can lean on. Someone he can trust. But of course his partner shouldnt be someone without a brain. Aeris is a scholar and sometimes he want to talk about it. It would annoy him if his partner dont understand a single word.

8. What’s your OC’S idea of a perfect date?

Aeris is reeeeaaally romantic, so his dream is to be together with Aquilius during night. Just the two of them. Maybe at a fire. Watching the stars. Aeris enjoy the spare moments when he can be together with him. To feel the strong hands on his body. A warm chest he can lean on. And the tickling breath in his neck when Aquilius is teasing him.

9. What are some things that your OC finds to be an instant turn-off in potential partners?

Aeris HATE Violence. He Hate it if someone doesnt get treated with respect. Someone small, innocent would also be a turn off as potential partner for him. Friends yeah. But not lover.

Thank you sooooo much for that. I hope the answers could satisfy you <3

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jonathancrane-scarecrows · 5 years

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100 Important Character Questions

Part 1: The Basics

What Is your full name?

Mikhailo Aleksandr Milkovitch

Where and when were you born?

08/10/1994 in Chicago

Who are/where your parents?

Terry Milkovitch is my dad, my mother... dont know her name.

Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?

Yeah my sister Mandy. We are both close. Shes a fighter, strong like a Milkovitch should be. Shes not afraid to tell you what shes thinking and I love that about her.

Where do you live now and with whom?

Chicago with Mandy and Terry.

What is your occupation?

Thug, pimp, security

To which Social class do you belong?

Poor, never going to get anywhere but that's fine.

Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?

Fuck no. I'm as strong as they get... well if you consider family a weakness then yeah. They mean everything to me.

Are you right or left handed?

Right handed

What does your voice sound like?

Noel Fishers voice = Face claim

What words and/or phrases do you uses very frequently?

Fuck off, Carrot Top, Tough guy, Fire crotch, Fuck you, shut the fuck up...list goes on.

What do you have in your pockets?

Why the fuck should that matter? Wallet, money... maybe a gun.

Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?

I'm a jealous person... can get violent when it comes to Caleb... I dont like it when others touch what's mine. ( Hes really Caleb's but... you know.) I drink, smoke and do drugs. It's better than dealing with the shit I deal with. Have a hard time being who I am... if people knew I'd be in a ditch somewhere.

Part 2: Growing up

How would you describe your childhood in general?

Violent. I grew up learning how to fight and dealing with my father. Of course it wasent all bad. Mandy was there with me through everything. Even stopped our dad from beating the shit out of me when he found a kid kissing me. Was the first kiss I had from a guy.

What is your earliest memory?

My dad beating the hell out of a guy that didnt pay up for a service he had done for him.

How much schooling have you had?

Plenty. I dropped out but schools not for everyone.

Did you enjoy school?

Fuck no. People always think they are better than you and if your poor they look at you like your scum. I left when I could.

Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?

My father of course. Mother left when we were young so everything I know Is from him. The good and the bad but that's what makes us Milkovitch.

While growing up, did you have any role models?

My dad but now I'd rather be far away from him as I could. Always in jail, causing fights. What a great role model right?

While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family?

Never met my mother so nothing going on there. With Dad? Our relationship has never been the best. Mandy our relationship is amazing. I help her she helps me...Milkovitchs stay close to family. Through thick or thin.

As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?

Alive. Living the Milkovitch way is dangerous. All I want to to stay breathing.

As a child, what were your favorite activities?

Beating up the biggers kids, proving I wasent weak. Spending time with my sister.

As a child,what kinds of personality traits did you display?

Violent, jealousy, stayed with family through everything, need to be accepted ( Not very open with others about why), cautious, careful ( When he nedded to be), responsible.

As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like?

Fuck no. Never been the popular type. Friends? Not really I beat kids up more than anything. They all feared me.

When and with whom was your first kiss?

I was 13 and was a girl... dont remember her name. My dad told me I needed to show interest in girls so I kissed her. Made him happy and got him off my back.

Are you a virgin? If not,when and with whom did you loose your virginity.

No definitely not a virgin... havent been in some time. I was 15 and no one knows but I said it was Angie... wasent her. Was a guy.

Part 3: past Influences

What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?

Meeting Caleb. Might not be a big event to others but to me it was pretty big.

Who has had the most influence on you?

My father much to my distaste but hes all I've got beside my sister with family.

What do you consider your greatest achievement?

Staying alive. This world we live in it's not the greatest. The strong are the ones that will survive

What is your greatest regret?

Being a pussy and not admitting my feelings. Remaining in the closet.. afraid my father will kill me if I admit what I am.

What is the most evil thing you have ever done?

Does being a pimp count? I havent killed anyone yet. Came close many times with a gun pointed at them or me beating the fuck out of them.

Do you have a criminal record of any kind?

Fuck yeah I do. Been in Juvie a few times... ok more than a few. What can I say I'm a bad person.

When was the time you were most frightened?

When my father was beating the shit out of me when he saw a guy kiss me. The other got the worst of it.

What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you?

Well finding out you like it up the ass is something I'd say qualifies.

If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?

Not being such a pussy about who I am. I'd change that fact because if I did I could be with who I wanted. Yeah my dad would be coming after me but at least I'd be worth it for Caleb.

What is your best memory?

Not many good ones but meeting Caleb for the first time was... it changed me.

What is your worst memory?

Fuck... I have too many bad ones to really say which was my worst.

Part 4: Beliefs & Opinions

Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?

Neither I'm a realist. I know how things are.

What is your greatest fear?

Loosing anyone close to me.

What are your religious views?

Honestly I could give less a fuck... but my family is Christian.

What are your political views?

Not like I vote so it dont fucking matter.

What are your views on sex?

Best fucking thing ever! Helps with a lot of problems. People should do it more often. Less stress, issues... it's just better for you.

Are you able to kill?

Yeah depending on the circumstances

In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?

Be a pedophile, I'll fucking kill one if I see one.

Do you believe in the existance of soul mates and/ or true love?

Honestly... I dont know. I feel something with Caleb I've never felt with anyone... it's kinda scary.

What do you believe makes a successful life?

Not being a snitch, doing what your supposed to do and beating people that dont pay you like they were supposed to. It's not hard. Everyone has problems.

How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings?

Depends who I'm talking with. I lie all the time.. I have to so my dad dosent find out about Caleb. I tend to be violent when asked if I'm gay.. I can't help it and fuck if Caleb knew how I felt about him... I dont know what would happen.

Do you have any biases or prejudices?

If we went off what my father thinks then I would.

Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it?

Snitch. I'm not a fucking snitch. The day I do that would have to be a fucking important reason.

Who or what,if anything, would you die for( or otherwise go to the extremes for?

Caleb aka. Carrot Top.

Part 5: Relationships w/others

In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how?

Depends if I know them. If I like them then they can see I'm a great guy. Of course if I dont know them and they piss me off they are going to end up bloody. In general you know me I'm a good guy, you dont know me I keep my eyes on you.

Who is the most important person in your life, and why?

Caleb... meeting him has changed my life.

Who is the person you respect the most, and why?

My sister. Shes strong and she hasent snitched on me. Thick and thin we are close and always there for one another.

Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.

I dont have friends.

Do you have a spouse or significant other?

Caleb.... we arent married or anything so fuck off.

Have you ever been in love?

Yes

What do you look for in a potential lover?

Red head, batshit crazy, packing 9 inches.

How close are you to your family?

As close as I can be. We are there for one another though dads a dick.

Have you started your own family?

Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?

My family, they wouldnt leave me hanging or in trouble.

Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?

Myself... maybe my sister... and perhaps Caleb. Why fuck you that's why.

If you died or went missing, who would miss you?

My family and Caleb... I hope anyways.

Who is the person you despise the most, and why?

My dad. He would rather see me dead than let me be gay.

Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?

Fuck no I fight with my fists, guns, anything I can get.

Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?

Sometimes depends on the situation.

Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?

No. I like who I like and large groups are not my thing.

Do you care what others think of you?

Fuck no ( A little)

Part 6: Likes & Dislikes

What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?

Fights... to an extent.. dont really have hobbies and I mostly do things for the family.

What is your most treasured possession?

One of Caleb's jackets

What is your favorite color?

Green

What is your favorite food?

Steak

What, if anything, do you like to read?

Dont read

Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs?

I do all three, helps with stress.

How do you spend a typical Saturday night?

Fuck, really depends on what's going on. Things pop up all the time.

What makes you laugh?

Caleb... he makes me laugh a lot.

What, if anything, shocks or offends you?

Being called gay... I tend to get violent. Even if it's TRUE, living with my father has made me this way.

What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?

Go see Caleb

How do you deal with stress?

Drink, smoke, do drugs, fuck... a lot of things.

Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?

Both

What are your pet peeves?

Girls hitting on me all the time, being my dads punching bag... yeah

Part 7: Self Image & Other

What is your greatest strength as a person?

Surviving

What is your greatest weakness?

Caleb

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

To be stronger... to tell my father who I am and live through the beating.

Are you generally introverted or extroverted?

Extroverted

Are you generally organized or messy?

Both

Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.

Good: Fighting, taking care of family matters, lying ( sometimes hes terrible but he thinks hes amazing at it)

Bad: Admitting my feelings, showing how I feel... to an extent, loving others

Do you like yourself?

What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime?

Get over my Dads hate for gays and come out

Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

In jail

If you could choose, how would you want to die?

Protecting my loved one

If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.

See Caleb, fuck, then go spend time with Mandy

What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?

Being the first gay Milkovitch why the fuck not?

What three words best describe your personality?

Attractive, energetic, reliable

What three words would others probably use to describe you?

Aggressive, dangerous, dedicated

If you could, what advice would you, the mun, give to your character?

Theres nothing to be ashamed of! Be gay be whatever you want! Your perfect the way you are even with the rough edges. Your doing good but you and Mandy need to leave your father.

Tagging: @sin-of-the-father , @magicalmusesandwheretofindthem

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freyasigtryggrsdottir · 6 years

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Missed parts, chapter 2. (Ivar x Reader)

Summary: Reader is Helga’s half sister and Ivar’s childhood friend. After a dangerous night, she moved to Kattegat, where she met with Ivar again. Pair(s): Ivar x Reader, Helga x Floki Notes: English is not my native language, so sorry for the mistakes. GIF is not mine.

Previous chapter Taglist: @mblaqgi @tephi101 @ivarslittlebadgirl @irishhiggins Enjoy! :3

We sat on a big stone high. We watched the boats and the vikings. Just like old times. If we wanted to be alone, we ran to here, because no one saw us, but we saw everybody, like the eagles. I leaned to Ivar's shoulder. One of his strong arms hugged my hips. My hand rested on his chest. This was the perfect moment. I was happy, because he was with me.

"When dad said we don't see eachother anymore, because of the wars, I wanted to ran for you and took you here" he sighed "Because you and Floki are the only one who loved me truly. Not because I'm the prince, but because you see my real me. But after I understood the real meaning of the Lothbrook name and my only goal was, became the strongest and fearest viking all over the world, kill the enemy and then a happy life with you" his face became gently and he smiled, when he imagined our future.

I imagined too. A little house with our kids. This was all I ever wanted, but we were so young and didn't knew the true meaning of love and we didn't did anything. And now, we sat in our secret place, with broken hearts full with hope and we didn't felt those separated years. It was like, we just said goodbye yesterday.

''That bitch, Lagertha, killed my mother and I lost my dad. I.....I... I was lonely, but it's not that good, which I felt with you, it's bad. Little by little I became the worst man in the world" tears gleamed in his eyes and my heart was broken more.

I hugged him tightly. His face rested on my chest. I felt his hot tears on my cold skin. This was the real Ivar whom I knew, not the crazy killer. He have a gently side. He just wanted love and care and I gave him. I caressed his hair and back.

"I'm here for you" I whispered for him.

I wanted to do more for him, but I was broken too, I was in pieces too, but I tried. I wanted to cry too, because I hated to saw him like this, with these scars on his heart. He was so lost, more than me. I wanted to be child again, when everything was almost good, when he protected me, no needed, but he was my hero.

"Promise me?" he lifted his head. His eyes was still teary and sad.

"Always" I answered and kissed his forehead. " I always here for you and we will be the happiest peoples in the world". I didn't said the "lovers" words, because I still was afraid a little.

He smiled and he hid his face on my neck. The big stone which was on Ivar's heart was broken now. His breath was easier, his body was relaxed. I tought this was not the perfect time to tell what happened to my mother, so we just sat and hugged eachother. I never wanted to let go him.

"We need to go back. Helga made a delicious dinner" I sighed, because I dont wanted.

"The only thing, that I want to eat, is you"Ivar winked and bit my lower lip.

I blushed a little. This was the typical Ivar, not the little lost. It was the future king. Because of his action, something has started in me. He knew, because he smiled devilishly. I shook my head and stood up. I helped for Ivar. In the beginning he growled a little, because he is the man, the big, fearless Ivar and no need to help, but he accepted.

I sat next to him on the table. Helga sat on Floki's lap while they smiled and hugged eachother. I was a little tired and I eat a lot, just like Ivar, but sometimes he watched me with hungry eyes. I hoped my new parents didn't recognized, because this was embarassing. In my old village I didn't watched men. The reason was Ivar, but the other was I was always afraid to show my feelings. I had some men who wanted to marry me, but I waited for Ivar. I knew, one day we will meet again and I just hoped he was waiting for me too. And he waited.

"Thanks for the dinner" I yawned "I go to bed"

I stood up, but Ivar grabbed my hand and in the next moment I sat on his lap and he kissed me. I closed my eyes. He was gently, like the spring rain, and full with love and a little lust. This was long waited. His lips were dry and sweet. I hugged his neck and deepened our kiss. I wanted more and more, because this was the first, but not last. Ivar caressed my hips and smiled.

"See you tomorrow, my Princess" he kissed my forehead.

I nodded and stood up. Helga's smile was radiant and Floki's face was joyful when he watched Ivar. I blushed and went to my room.

I lay on my bed and hugged my pillow. We loved eachother, this was not a secret and we don't need to tell, because we felt. His heart was the same when he was with me. Ivar was so gently, greedy, loving and caring. But I had remorse. My half part was completely, perfectly happy and in love, but the other was in deep grief, because of my mom. I missed her so much. I always dreamed, she was with me on my wedding. But now she was nowhere. I wiped my tears and I hid my face between the furs. Helga once told me, if we lost something, somethingelse will return. What if my mom was the price of my happiness? I shook my head. Crimes happened many times, it was just unluck and my fault. I knew I need to tell Ivar what happened, but he was sad too and mourned his parents. My dad died a long ago in a raid and I didn't knew him, because he was a few times dad. I saw him once a year, but Helga always visited me, there were times when she came every week. I loved that times, because she given me little gifts, like boats and dresses. And then she met with Floki so he came with my sister too. I remembered, at the beginning Helga was afraid, because she didn't knew how I will behave with his lover, but Floki was gently and caring, so I was friendly with him. We laughed and played a lot. My dad's memory faded away, because I had peoples in my life who loved me.

When I first met with Ivar, I was only five years old and I tought he was a poor boy, because everybody hates him and said bad words to him. Of course I saw him many times before, but on that spring day something changed. One of the boy in Kattegat thought good idea if he pour blood to Ivar's body and face, because he was a cripple. Ivar was so angry and sad in the same time and almost killed the boy with a bow. I ran to him and I hugged his body. He still trembled in anger.

"It's okay, everything will be fine, I'm here" I caressed his back and hair.

My grey dress and my hands became bloody, but I didn't care. That little boy got so many hate, he have many scars on his soul and I felt sorry for him.

Floki and Helga watched us from the meadow worriedly.

'' You....you... are not afraid of me?" he asked. His voice was full with deep sadness.

"No, because I see your real side. And this is yours" I gave to him a lilac flowercrown.

"Thank you" he smiled " I'm Ivar, Ragnar's son"

" I'm Y.N., Helga's little sister" I put the crown on his head and we sat on the grass.

I never forget Helga's proudly face. She was happy, because Ivar finally found a real friend, who accepted him with his pain.

From that day when I was in Kattegat, we were always together. I saw his bad and crazy side, but I saw his gently side too. I smiled, because of the memory.

I wanted to sleep, but if I closed my eyes, I saw my mother's dead body and that guy. I felt the tears, but I didn't let them go. I heard a quiet noise on my door and Helga came to my room. I quickly wiped my tears and I smiled. She sat next to me.

" I thought we could talk'' she caressed my hand "You arrived yesterday and we spoke just a few words"

'' Sorry" I hugged her "It's just new for me, but you know how I love you and Floki"

The truth was I was afraid, because if we speak, she found out, something was not good. Helga have a plus sense and she felt other people's feelings deeply.

She nodded and kissed my forehead.

"We love you too, and Ivar loves you too" she playfully smiled.

"Yes and I love him too" I blushed.

We never spoke about guys. When we were young, the Ivar and me thing was naturaly. Everybody thought this was just another childish love which will gone with time. But now we were almost adults and the connection between us still lived. I knew Ivar have some girls in his bed, but these were just sex, not feelings. His heart was always mine.

* * * * * * * * * * * The other day I woke up to loud noises. I slept, just a few hours, because of the nightmares. I was tired and sensitive. I want a peaceful night without dreams and a hot bath. I went out. The air was cold and chilly. I saw some guy, who took out our stuffs. I didn't understood. Ivar sat on a bench and watched his men with happy face.

"Good Morning, my Princess" he smiled and pulled me to his lap. Ivar covered me with his black fur, hugged me and kissed my forehead.

" Good Morning, Black Wolf" I yawned ''What's happening here?"

#ivar #ivar lothbrok #ivar the boneless #ivar vikings #ivar x you #ivar x reader #ivar x reader fanfic #ivar fanfic #vikings #vikings fanfic #fanfiction #alex hogh andersen #missed parts

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narcasse-blog1 · 7 years

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¥ Rate Emi and Sota -

Put ¥ in my ask and my muse will rate your muse on:@idontdeservethisshityo

SOTA

Looks: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10Personality: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10Attraction: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10Would they date them: yes | no | maybeNarsus could never see Sota as a lover. They’d have a platonic, partner-in-crime bromance kind of relationship, but he never ever thought about developing into lovers.

Favorite thing about them: Sota acts like the typical big-brother and more than once Narsus did liked the thought of having a big brother or simply a brother. He’s grown accustomed to being pampered since he was young, but gradually missed it when his maids/servants/father stopped pampering him. He admires Sota for the fact that he would liberally risk his life for Hiro and Ai, even if they were only his friends. Narsus also easily likes people with a manly attitude, and Sota is the very definition of it, LOL. Least favorite thing about them: He thinks Sota is slightly of an introvert and rather lonely in most times, though Narsus isn’t thoroughly confident if that’s the case - and if it is he wishes to fix it, but could think of nothing better he could do to help him, except for pretending that that doubt doesn’t exist between them.

EMI

Looks: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10Personality: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10Attraction: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10Would they date them: yes | no | maybeI dont think I need a reason …. Emi is 13 how is Narsus ever thinking about dating someone who is 13?!?!?

Favorite thing about them: Emi is a very independent and intelligent child. Despite her young age she never thoroughly relied on either Hiro or Sota, in fact she’s taking care of them in her own way. She’s also diligent and keen on learning new things - again, one of the traits Narsus really likes in seeing in people. He really, really likes it and it makes him happy to see people taking measures to improve themselves.

Least favorite thing about them: He thinks Emi is too independent and wishes sometimes she could be more like a child her age. Personally, Narsus did not quite enjoyed growing up and missed his childhood days, therefore he thinks Emi’s childhood days should have lasted longer, too, and she shouldn’t have to live like an adult so early.

#⚜ ┊ ❝ letters for the tactician ❞ ❈ ( ask ).#idontdeservethisshityo #moonlit-theft

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azreaelthefallen · 7 years

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Mun posts

Part 1: The Basics 1. What is your full name? Azreael Torsera Necros 2. Where and when were you born? January 4th long long time ago 3. Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.) Lucifer necros and mariluna necros My dad is the king of hell and my mom........yeah. 4. Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like? Theres michael and amberlynn. Lynn is the youngest. Michael is the oldest. Hes.....ok. Just a lil too by the rules. Lynn......needs to chill 5. Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people. I live in a moderately nice house with a young man named dean. Im taking care of him and trying to exorcise the demon thats possesing him. 6. What is your occupation? Doctor and demon hunter 7. Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks. Ugh do i have to? Fine. Grey and black hair with bright blue eyes a scar over my right one black and blue hoodie with gold shackles and jeans and demon tail. 8. To which social class do you belong? I dont know my dude 9. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses? ...........alchohol 10. Are you right- or left-handed? Ambidextrous 11. What does your voice sound like? Ive been told i sound like some dude from the show naruto. Uhhhh kakashi? 12. What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently? Fuck you. Uhhhh....can i order a large pepperoni pizza 13. What do you have in your pockets? My wallet. A thing. A small bottle of holy water i gotta be fucking careful with. My motorcycle keys 14. Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics? I do NOT Like being woke up. Part 2: Growing Up 15. How would you describe your childhood in general? Shitty 16. What is your earliest memory? Playing catch with my brother michael 17. How much schooling have you had? AL O T 18. Did you enjoy school? kinda? I liked collage 19. Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities? ....i dont wanna talk about that 20. While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them. Mmmmmmmmmmmmm probably my brother michael 21. While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family? My mom was the best as was mike 22. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up? ....a hero... 23. As a child, what were your favorite activities? Gardening 24. As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display? Determination and cleverness 25. As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like? No 26. When and with whom was your first kiss? A dude 27. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity? Why is this relavent 28. If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today. Im a an angel. Fallen now but i was born this way bitch Part 3: Past Influences 29. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far? .......italy 30. Who has had the most influence on you? Probably my best freind jackson 31. What do you consider your greatest achievement? Lol whats achievement. Kidding. Umm i once saved a train full of people 32. What is your greatest regret? Haaaaaaaaaaaa drinking 33. What is the most evil thing you have ever done? ...................lets not go there please 34. Do you have a criminal record of any kind? //SWEATS// meeeee oh heavens noooooo i dont have hahaha criminal record whats that...HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA 35. When was the time you were the most frightened? ........... 36. What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you? Woke up in a dumpster after doing weed 37. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why? ........................im not gonna say 38. What is your best memory? Probably when i met jackson haha. 39. What is your worst memory? .......................being alone Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions 40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic? Tries to be optimistic 41. What is your greatest fear? ........being alone..... 42. What are your religious views? No idea 43. What are your political views? Dont care 44. What are your views on sex? YOU DONT NEED TO KNOW 45. Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable? If they are hurting people i will kill them. 46. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do? No idea 47. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love? I guess??? 48. What do you believe makes a successful life? Happiness 49. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)? Not too honest lmaoooo 50. Do you have any biases or prejudices? No??????? 51. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it? Lets....not talk about that 52. Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)? Anyone whos close to me. Part 5: Relationships With Others 53. In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how? Treat other people nicely and ill treat you nicely 54. Who is the most important person in your life, and why? I dont know honestly. I have alot of people i care about extremely much 55. Who is the person you respect the most, and why? Thatd be jackson. Hes helped me so much and honestly i couldn't ask for a better freind. 56. Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people. I have alot of freinds. I think. I hope they consider me their freind. My best freind is jackson blutstrom. Hes technicaly an alien but hes a doctor and a scientist. 57. Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person. ....sorry haha...last one...kinda....ha........... 58. Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened. .....lets...not ok just....no stop 59. What do you look for in a potential lover? Just be there for me. And be kind. Love my faults as well as me. 60. How close are you to your family? Uhhhhh close i guess 61. Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not? I have 2 sons arrow and vector. 62. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help? Jackson. Or my brother Michael 63. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why? I dont want anyone to have to protect me im not worth it 64. If you died or went missing, who would miss you? Edward probably. Hes a good kid. Also Dean. And jackson. 65. Who is the person you despise the most, and why? Lets not go there either 66. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict? Argue lol 67. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations? I guess leader 68. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not? Its ok. 69. Do you care what others think of you? Yeah Part 6: Likes And Dislikes 70. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes? I like puzzles and tv 71. What is your most treasured possession? My scythe 72. What is your favorite color? Blue 73. What is your favorite food? Pizza 74. What, if anything, do you like to read? Stuff about science 75. What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)? Law and order lol 76. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit? I drink. I used to smoke. Im trying to quit drinking. Not by choice though SOME ONE keeps stealing my alchohol 77. How do you spend a typical Saturday night? Sleeping and reasearch 78. What makes you laugh? I dunno how to describe it >:T 79. What, if anything, shocks or offends you? Gasp or slap or cry 80. What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself? Research or kill demons or both 81. How do you deal with stress? :))))) 82. Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan? Spontaneous. Im reckless as fuck 83. What are your pet peeves? Part 7: Self Images And Etc. 84. Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted? Whats routine 85. What is your greatest strength as a person? NOTHING HAH eh though some people say its my patientce 86. What is your greatest weakness? Guess LOL 87. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? Everything 88. Are you generally introverted or extroverted? Whats the inbetween 89. Are you generally organized or messy? Messy 90. Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at. NOTHING AND EVERYTHING 91. Do you like yourself? N O 92. What are your reasons for being an adventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)? Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public? (If so, detail both sets of reasons…) killing demons makes me feel like im doing something good 93. What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime? You don't wanna know bub 94. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? : ))) 95. If you could choose, how would you want to die? Id like to be poisoned so i can suffer 96. If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left. Visit jackson. Make sure deans in good hands and apologize to some people 97. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death? I dunno id just like to be remembered 98. What three words best describe your personality? Patient sad and lonely 99. What three words would others probably use to describe you? Sweet charming and generous 100. If you could, what advice would you, the writer, give to your character AZZIE YOU BITCH WAKE THE FUCK UP PEOPLE LOVE YOU I SWEAR TO GOD Jackson belongs to @mrhoneystreak Dean belongs to @gumiixu

#azzie boi you #man

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silvorefrost · 7 years

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10o character devolpment stuffs

Part 1: The Basics

(WITH MY OC ENDY WHO IS IN MY ICON)

1. What is your full name?

Edward Moreno Fisbach 2.Where and when were you born?

The end, Mincraftia on August 20th 3. Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.)

Well i originaly thought my dad was Erebus Fisbach but i found out my father is really Erebus's brother Morpheus Fisbach.

My mom is Nyx Fisbach 4. Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?

Biologicaly wise i have my brother Nether and my sis....oh...right shes....more actualy my cousin now....uh...nonno i have my sister portia! im not letting some dumb thing get in my way of calling my sister my sister =3=

then considerd theres my big sibs, dank~! owo their so cool ;;w;;

5. Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people.

um i basicly live with my boyfreind meme! its a nice medium sized house~! with a nice front yard too~!

and as for meme hes just...so wonderful. he helps me so much even when he has problems of his own....hes as sweet as the cookies he loves to eat~! 6. What is your occupation?

ummm general dragon king of the end 7. Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks.

ugh do i have to? huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhh ok okok

im 6ft 2 with messy black hair and tan skin. i have amethyst color eyes and black birthmarks on my skin. i have 2 purple dragons horns, wings and a tail. i usualy have black clawed hands but sometimes those are hard to work with bleh. um im an enderdragon. um i really just kinda wear anything and my weights kinda in the....200 300 range? im pretty chubby nowadays especialy with lkhslkdhf yeah 8. To which social class do you belong?

i guess.....im rich? i think? i dunno dude im a freakin dragon 9. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?

mmmmmmmmmm...i care too much pfft. and uh well physical weakness right now is im pregnant pfft 10. Are you right- or left-handed?

left handed 11. What does your voice sound like?

uhhhh kinda between tenor and base i guess i dunno 12. What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently?

oh dear and i love you 13. What do you have in your pockets?

ummmm my 3ds....my wallet...uhhh....mmm my truck keys. OO! A COOKIE! 14. Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?

umm i have a habit of saying umm alot obviously and i stutter when im nervous and ill also play with my tail when im nervous.

i also sometimes need to chew on a block of wood

Part 2: Growing Up

15. How would you describe your childhood in general?

shitty

16. What is your earliest memory?

seeing my moms eyes

17. How much schooling have you had?

LMAO 18. Did you enjoy school?

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHHA 19. Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?

my mom and my "dad" or shitface mcgee as everyone calls him

20. While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them.

my mom 21. While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family?

nether and i....we kinda had a rocky relationship... 22. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?

free

23. As a child, what were your favorite activities?

i liked looking for gems. when i could sneak away it was so fun~! 24. As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display?

reckless. courageous. caring. 25. As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like?

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26. When and with whom was your first kiss?

................................................... 27. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?

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28. If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today.

dude i was just born this way

Part 3: Past Influences

29. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?

finaly kicking erebus ass 30. Who has had the most influence on you?

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31. What do you consider your greatest achievement?

beating erebus

32. What is your greatest regret?

.............(tears up) 33. What is the most evil thing you have ever done?

(sobbing) 34. Do you have a criminal record of any kind?

(more crying) 35. When was the time you were the most frightened?

.....................st op...... 36. What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you?

(sniffles) um......i ripped my pants once. 37. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?

(crys more) 38. What is your best memory?

(still crying) 39. What is your worst memory?

(full on bawling)

Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions-----AFTER 40 MINUTES---

40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?

(wipes face) uhhh i try to be optimistic.... 41. What is your greatest fear?

being alone. 42. What are your religious views?

nothing really. 43. What are your political views?

umm dont really care all i know is that trump guy is bad news and i wanna eat him. 44. What are your views on sex?

(face turns bright purple) uHHHH I-ITS O-OK I G-GUESS LKHLKDHG 45. Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dont like it unless someoen deserves it 46. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?

.......kill a child..... 47. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?

y-yeah! actualy i do. 48. What do you believe makes a successful life?

ummmmm i dont know haha 49. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)?

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what no that stuffs stupid.

51. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it?

kill a child. becuase ive already done enough damage.

52. Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)?

meme and everyone else i love. if i had to give my life up for them id do it.

Part 5: Relationships With Others

53. In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how?

i try to be nice to everyone. 54. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?

uhhh thats meme. well and my kids of course! 55. Who is the person you respect the most, and why?

uh thats a tie between my mom and my big sibs and my other dad sky! my mom well pfttt is my mom and dad well hes just so smart. but my big sibs. well their just so great! their so supportive and theyve been through so much! their so caring their just always there. their just (tears up)...god their so cool.

56. Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.

oh! ah my freinds are nonny, brynjar, miss loca, uhh dylan...jack....and alot of others! 57. Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person.

ah meme. hehe. hes so sweet and supportive and even if hes done something bad he tries his best to make up for it and he tries to learn from his mistake. hes so great. (smiles happily and closes eyes) hes my rainbow watermelon. and ill do anything to help him and keep him safe.

also his chub and eyes are just the best and they make me squeal becuase holy shit

58. Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.

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59. What do you look for in a potential lover?

i dont wanna answer this.

60. How close are you to your family?

pretty close! 61. Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not?

yeah i have 5 kids! one on the way! (rests hand on stomach) about 2 and a half months along. 2 of them are all grown up. aaron and asher. um...then theres kira and nile...their.....currently missing......but um then theres haku! hes techincaly 5. he um was born unsualy so really hes actualy only like 6 months old its a really long story. and then there kiddo number 6... their names going to be dakota. i cant wait to meet them

62. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?

mom or my big sibs. or nether. or meme. really anyone i care about. my other dad sky, definietly. hes so spportive!

63. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?

nether meme and my big sibs honestly. lord have mercy on anyone who goes up against those 3 64. If you died or went missing, who would miss you?

alot of people i guess.

65. Who is the person you despise the most, and why?

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA erebus my uncle 66. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?

avoid

67. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?

im a king i have to 68. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?

not exactly cuz my anxiety acts up but i have to do it anyway 69. Do you care what others think of you?

yes and no its complicated

Part 6: Likes And Dislikes

70. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?

POKEMON B O I 71. What is your most treasured possession?

a purple seashell and a plushie off myself that meme made me 72. What is your favorite color?

B O I 73. What is your favorite food?

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm bacon

74. What, if anything, do you like to read?

ye! i like to read all sorts of things 75. What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)?

POK E M O N 76. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit?

i did smoke but i had to quit . and why did i do it? it helped with my anixiety 77. How do you spend a typical Saturday night?

watchin gyoutube 78. What makes you laugh?

funny cat videos 79. What, if anything, shocks or offends you?

mm racist and homophobic transphobics assholes 80. What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?

pokemon how man times do i have to say it? that or anime 81. How do you deal with streSS?

i dont pfft 82. Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?

No idea. 83. What are your pet peeves?

i dont know???

Part 7: Self Images And Etc.

84. Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?

mm wake up eat watch meme play games nap wake up eat snuggle with meme play video games the sleep and disrupted i dont care

85. What is your greatest strength as a person?

hardheadnes i guess 86. What is your greatest weakness?

alot of things 87. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

everything 88. Are you generally introverted or extroverted?

dont know

89. Are you generally organized or messy?

messy im a damn dragon cmon.

90. Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.

good

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taking care of kids, giving snuggles and cooking.

bad

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you dont need to know pffttt

91. Do you like yourself?

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHHAHHHHHAHAHHAHHAHHAHHAHAH no 92. What are your reasons for being an adventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)? Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public? (If so, detail both sets of reasons…)

wut

93. What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime?

i dont know.

94. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

proably living with meme and our child 95. If you could choose, how would you want to die?

drowning.

96. If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.

ummmm the first thing i'd do is hard to explain but the second is say all my good byes. and uhh....i dont wanna say the last one.

97. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?

that i was nice

98. What three words best describe your personality?

loving

depressed

paranoid

99. What three words would others probably use to describe you?

...................... 100. If you could, what advice would you, the player, give to your character

endy plz calm it ok dude

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