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Sunsets and footballers (Part 77)
Lucy Bronze x Reader (63) / Alexia Putellas x Character (33) & Jordan Nobbs x Leah Williamson (17)
Masterlist (other parts here)
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YFN POV
“Morning, little one,” came a warm, husky voice in her ear. She pretended to not hear it in hope of some more sleep. Lucy nuzzled her ear. “Ignoring me, are we?”
She groaned and pouted, refusing to open her eyes. She felt Lucy’s lips on her ear, and then her jaw, cheek, nose, eyelid. “Time to get up, little one. You’ll be back asleep soon in the hospital.”
Her stomach growled and Lucy chuckled. “And no food before the surgery.”
“That isn’t helping you convince me to wake,” she mumbled. “Yummy food in my dreams.”
“Dreaming about me, then?”
She opened her eyes just to roll them as they settled on her favourite person. Lucia Roberta Tough Bronze. Those kind, loving green eyes behind her metal framed glasses today. She reached up to stroke her cheek, one of her fingers gliding along her sharp jaw. “I like that you’ve been wearing your glasses more recently.”
“You made me realise it was okay.”
“Mmn. Much more than okay.” She smiled. “It’s you.”
She then noticed the arm she was holding herself up with, her head in her hand, and saw her bicep bulging against her shirt. The urge to drool was high. She reached out and stroked that muscle, earning a shiver from her.
Lucy repaid the gesture by leaning forwards and kissing her forehead tenderly, her lips then travelling down over her eyebrow, eyelid, cheek, to find her mouth.
She kissed back a little until, “Luce,” she groaned. “I need to brush my teeth.”
“You taste like your toothpaste still, love.”
“You’re just saying that because you love me.”
“And because it’s true…”
“And I don’t know where your mouth has been.”
“Mmn,” she smiled as she reached down to nip her bottom lip between her teeth. “I know where it can be.”
“O…oh…” she replied, stuttering. To her, Lucy was the sexiest person alive so it was very difficult to avoid being so affected by her.
Lucy leant down again, teasingly, and just as YFN was following her mouth with her own, trying to touch lips, she pulled back. “It’s a shame we don’t have time.”
Lucy jumped up out of the bed, much to her shock.
“Don’t have time?!”
“I wanted to let you sleep,” she shrugged. “We have time for a shower, and to go.”
“I really wanted to go to Manchester today.”
“Me too, love. But you come first.”
“We come first. And… oh shit. We said we’d drive Jords back to Birmingham today?”
“I’ve already spoken to them. Leah is taking her.”
She couldn’t help the smile on her face. “And she’s okay with that?”
“Apparently so. She seemed… eager. They came by while you were sleeping to drop off your clothes and peace lily.”
“God, I wish I was awake to say thank you…”
“They know you’re grateful, love.”
“I hope so. Have you spoken to Alexia?”
Lucy nodded. “Barely. She’s leaving today.”
“Today?! So soon.”
“Yes, but we’ll stop by on the way to the hospital, okay?”
“Do we have time?”
“I’ve allowed for it.”
“And that’s why I’ll always love you.”
“Not because I’m gorgeous?” She asked, taking her shirt off to reveal her unnecessarily toned physique. Her eyes immediately dropped down to her abs and v line and suddenly, she was horny. God, she was such a tease. But she didn’t let herself fall for it.
“Come get me,” she said with her arms outstretched.
Lucy grinned and squatted down in front of the bed at a position that YFN could hug onto her like a koala from behind and be carried. “To the shower, peasant woman.”
LEAH POV
Waking with Jordan in her arms was the happiest Leah had been in a long time. She hadn’t realised how terrible she’d slept over the past year until she had her back. Jordan made no sound as she slept, though she was soft and warm, small and very cuddly. Her head remained tucked in by her neck most of the night, and even when they’d been too hot, they’d shifted together. Stayed together.
And it wasn’t anything less than perfect as they woke. No awkwardness or overthinking. Just stretches and yawns, followed immediately by a conversation about how they’d spend their day. That to Leah, was perfect in itself, because not acknowledging the fact that they’d just fallen asleep like they used to, made it that much more natural.
She wanted it back.
Jordan made them some breakfast while Leah was showering. Again, something she loved. No asking questions. No strangeness. Just working together and using each other’s things as if they both shared them. Because that’s how they’d always been.
She’d taken a risk by wrapping her arms around Jordan as she was cooking, and she responded by leaning back into her. They were getting back to themselves again.
Eating breakfast, they realised that they’d forgotten to give YFN her things, and so after breakfast, they dropped around their house. Lucy was awake, though YFN was still very much passed out according to her. “Come in, just be quiet.”
“Oh no, that’s okay,” Jordan said. “We don’t want to risk waking her.”
“Fair enough. What are you two up to today?”
“We were going to take Blu to the park and have lunch and then I need to go home…” Jordan trailed off as she realised she may not have a lift.
“Oh shit! We’re going to the hospital today. I can take you afterwards…”
“I can take you…” Leah offered, her heart beating faster at the idea of more time with Jordan.
A week ago she would have questioned it, but today, she didn’t. “Really? It’s not too much trouble?”
“Not at all. We’ll make a day of it. I’d like more time with Blu anyways…”
Jordan looked up at her and almost blushed. Jordan Nobbs, a little…shy? It made Leah wild. “Then yes. I’d like that.”
They smiled, completely lost in each other until Lucy spoke. “Do you even need to go back to Birmingham?”
“Huh?”
“Well it’s the 28th today. There are internationals, and the WSL isn’t back until the 9th so… you should at least have the next week or so off. Are you coming to the games?”
Jordan shifted as she thought. “You know what, you’re right actually…”
“So no Birmingham trip?” Leah asked. “You can stay with me. I’ll get us tickets.”
Jordan’s eyes glazed over a bit as she thought. “I’d like to go with you. I… my stuff is home. I need to get things. But… if it’s okay with you, then I’ll stay for a little bit. Until you get sick of me, at least.”
“Never. You know that. You can stay as long as you want. I’ve still got your key…”
They became lost in each other again, their little smiles showing as they thought about how relieved they were at more time together.
Soon enough, Lucy cleared her throat. “Sorry to interrupt whatever this is, but I need to wake my girl up for her surgery.”
“Of course!” They both said at once.
They said their goodbyes and gave their well wishes to pass to YFN. Jordan demanded updates from Lucy on how the surgery went.
From there, their day was at an easy pace. They stayed in town to have lunch and play around with Blu, and then decided on an overnight at Jordan’s place in Birmingham to split the drive. Lucy kept them updated with YFN and sent photos which had them both reeling with empathy. At least she had Lucy to look after her. She’d do anything to take care of her, that one.
Leah drove them to Birmingham and refused when Jordan offered to drive. She didn’t care about her driving her car as she had multiple times, she just wanted to take care of her, like Lucy with YFN.
They pre-ordered and picked up dinner as they arrived in town, taking it back to the house. When they arrived, Jordan grabbed one of her bags and the food, while Leah had their other bags, and Blu. She stood behind Jordan as she was unlocking her front door and noticed her hand shaking as she tried to put the key in the lock. Leah knew Jordan. It wasn’t a cold shaking, but a nervous one. She reached out and took her hand in her own, guiding the key into the lock. Her head was over her shoulder and as she held her hand with the key, she turned to kiss her temple.
“I’ve got you, Jord.”
There was moment of silence before she responded so quietly Leah almost couldn’t hear it. “You’ve always had me, Lea.”
Leah shivered.
There was a lot more tension that night, but the good kind. The sexual kind. Leah was so worried to make the same mistake as last time, and knew she’d never be the one to initiate it this time. Their night didn’t go that way, though. It naturally was more domestic than that. Dinner and packing for Jordan’s trip, bantering and getting ready for bed.
Leah showered first and was just finishing up putting Blu to bed when Jordan appeared still steaming from her shower. She walked straight up to Leah and took her fingertips softly in her own, guiding her to her room. Leah had wondered a few times where she’d be sleeping, and was overwhelmingly happy when she realised that it would be with Jordan. She followed her into the bedroom, Jordan flicking the lights off as they went, and Leah took care to notice all of the things in Jordan’s room that used to be in theirs. Her slippers in the corner. A spare jumper near the bed because she was always cold and needed it sometimes. Her hair ties on the bedside table. The smell of Jordan everywhere. Is this what it was like for Jordan at Leah’s apartment the night before?
They climbed into bed, Jordan on her usual side and Leah on hers, and they met in the middle. She already knew there would be no sex, as they weren’t there yet, however Jordan did kiss her goodnight. It was a simple, sweet kiss though Leah felt more than that. As it lingered, she felt the emotions of Jordan. The yearning, the passion, the love.
“Good night Lea,” she whispered so close that her lips brushed over hers as she said them.
Jordan ducked her head down under Leah’s chin and she felt her warm breath on her neck as she pulled her closer.
“Good night Jord,” she breathed, knowing she was the happiest she’d been in a long, long time.
ALEXIA POV
Alexia stared at the blank, dark wall opposite the bed and sighed as she realised where she was. Her hand reached out to touch the pillow that shouldn’t have been empty, and she stayed there staring at it until Chiquito’s little body wriggled against her as he stretched awake. He’d always been an energetic cat and so she wondered if his sleeping so much as of late was because he was missing her. She reached down and rubbed under his chin. He loved that.
They stayed only a little while longer before getting up. Alexia fixed the bed and left the room led by Chiquito, closing the doors behind her as if it were actual closure. On the other side of the doors, she took a deep breath and told herself that now she was ready to move on.
She wasn’t sure if she believed it though.
Alexia found Ona in the kitchen with Benjami and Richard, her eyes locking onto her as she approached.
“I thought you’d left.” She said, worried. “I couldn’t find you anywhere until Benjami realised where you were.”
Alexia ignored that and greeted the men who were setting the table up for breakfast. They’d made an array of English foods, it seemed, and Alexia was grateful for it.
“I say to Benjami we make England food for you breakfast,” Richard said in his broken Catalan. “Before both you go to home.”
Alexia smiled. “Thank you. Both of you. This is really thoughtful.”
She insisted they join and the four enjoyed their meal together.
“I’ve booked our tickets home. We’re leaving soon.”
“Okay.”
“But we don’t have first class because it was too last minute. Apparently there’s an event in Spain.”
“That’s okay,” Alexia shrugged. “It’s a short flight.”
They finished their breakfast and while Richard started to clear the table, Ona went to pack her things. When they were far enough away, Benjami turned to Alexia. “You’re leaving?”
“Yes.”
“Ah. Will you be back?”
“I don’t think so…”
By the look in his eyes, he already knew everything. “You are always welcome here… she’d have it no other way. She insisted actually.”
“It’s not my place,” she said lowly as Richard passed by.
“I do believe it is now…” he said. “I know Ridley. She wants you to be happy wherever you are. She’s very much okay with you staying as long as you want. In her mind, she’s finally putting this place to use seeing as her brother…” he stopped himself.
Ridley had made this place for her brother. It was her attempt to make a home, as she’d done so often before and failed every time.
“A house is not a home.”
“No.” He shook his head, though in agreement. “It is not. But she hasn’t let anyone in to learn that home is love, just yet.”
Alexia was shocked by his frank truthfulness. He truly did know her.
“Do you know when you’ll see her again?”
“Perhaps never,” he sighed and took Alexia’s hand. She didn’t usually like physical contact, though she didn’t mind this. “I just want to say this to you. She’s a good person, through and through. The best I’ve ever met. She does take responsibility and blame herself for everything, though. She doesn’t believe she deserves to be loved, and beyond that, she doesn’t want to inflict her pain onto somebody that she loves. And she does love you. I know that. I’ve seen that. I’m only telling you this because I need you to know that she’s a good person and I may not know everything she did, but I do know it would have all been for you, la Reina.”
Alexia swallowed the lump of emotions building in her throat and felt her eyes prick with tears.
“That is all I will say on that. It was lovely to meet you, and I hope we see you again in the future.”
Alexia and Benjami ended up sharing their numbers. She very much wanted to keep in contact with him and visit them when she was in London or they in Spain.
Lucy and Blau stopped by to say their goodbyes before the hospital, and Alexia almost didn’t let go of Blau. There was something about her that was so comforting, and she wondered if it was because she knew Ridley or just because it was her.
She requested updates on her surgery, and then the two watched as Ona and Lucy shared as awkward hug. Ona looked like she didn’t want to let go, her wide eyes staring up at Lucy who was being polite in return. After they left, Alexia packed and got dressed for the plane ride home. Ona and Benjami loaded their things into the car, and Richard attempted to coerce Chiquito into a crate, which gave Alexia the space she needed to walk through the penthouse one last time. She didn’t need to, though, as she already had last night. Instead, she went up to the library where her painting was. Taking out her supplies, she put the last finishing touches on and stepped back to admire it.
It was her best work.
Benjami found her there. “We’re ready to go Alex- my, my. That’s incredible.”
“He’s very fun to paint.” She said, staring at Chiquito’s painting. “Benjami, could you do me a favour?”
“Anything.”
“Could you hang this up on the wall opposite her bed, please? It’s too dull.”
He was silent for a few seconds and when she looked at him, he was smiling. “Of course, la Reina.”
The couple drove them to the airport and said their goodbyes there. To be honest, from there on was a blur. They arrived at the check-in to be told that they’d been upgraded to first class. It didn’t matter to her either way, she just hated to say goodbye to Chiquito and put him in his crate. He was unproblematic but she knew he didn’t prefer it.
“See you soon, my boy.” She whispered to him as he was taken away.
They boarded the plane and found their seats, just keen to get home to her apartment and her bed. She put on her noise cancelling headphones and wondered if Chiquito would like it there, in her place. He had a lot of room to play, a lot of sunshine and beaches which she knew he loved. He was strangely a water baby which suited her perfectly. She thought about what toys to buy him and where she could take him that would allow cats. Her mind was very much focussed on that when Ridley knelt in front of her.
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literary-motif · 2 days
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Hiiiii love your work I was wondering if you could write an Isaac sicfic where pickle is under the weather it’s okay if that bit up your alley still love your work ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Take Care
Isaac Rhoades x Reader
You sneezed again, holding on to the bookcase as you nearly fell down the ladder. Isaac was not joking when he said your first week would be the hardest. There was dust everywhere, being a while since he had bothered cleaning the less eye-catching places, such as the top shelves. 
“You’re not sick already, are you?” he asked, leaning against the doorframe to watch you work. He took another sip of his coffee — his third today at least — and narrowed his eyes at you. 
“It’s the dust,” you lied. 
Truthfully, you had been fine when you woke up this morning. You shot up in bed well before sunrise, drenched in sweat from your nightmare, and decided to make the most of the extra time as you felt it impossible to fall back asleep. 
The eerie peacefulness before dawn, when you knew the world was still asleep and time seemed to tick by very slowly, immediately put you at ease, allowing you to wake up properly as you sipped on your tea with honey and tried to get rid of the itch in your throat. Thinking up a list of tasks for today, you decided that you had put off dusting long enough. 
As noon passed and the sun took its course in the sky, the tell-tale signs of a cold had hit you like a bus. It started with a headache, which was more annoying than anything else as you worked. Then, the pain in your throat had worsened, causing you to cough and disrupt the dust you were trying to wipe away. The house had grown cold, and your energy had steadily depleted until you felt utterly terrible.
Asking Isaac for a day off was out of the question. 
You had just started working for him and the embarrassment of telling him you were sick and needed time off already, when he had told you before that you should look after yourself to ensure that would not happen, was simply too much for you. 
No, you were stubborn. You would tough this out, hiding your feverish shivers and hacking coughs from him to make sure he was not disappointed already — to make sure he didn’t reevaluate the idea of taking you in and giving you the most stable life you had ever had because he saw you as an inconvenience after all. Most of all, you did not want to be a burden to him, and if working through a fever and the spinning in your head as you dusted the bookshelf was what it took, then so be it. 
“Are you sick?” Isaac asked, furrowing his eyebrows. He set his cup down on the coffee table, plucking the cloth from your hands a moment later and resting his cold hand against your forehead. You suppressed a sigh at the feeling, the coldness soothing you immediately. “You’re burning up,” he sighed. 
“I’m fine,” you said, reaching for the cloth. He held it out of reach for you. “I can work. I’m fine. This is nothing, I’ve had worse.”
He shook his head. “I don’t care. There is no reason for you to clean when you are not well. I want you to be healthy when you work for me, so go to bed and rest. The dust won’t go anywhere.”
“But—” you tried to argue, only to be cut off by a coughing fit. Your eyes watered at the dryness of your throat. You turned away from him, wiping away the tears escaping your eyes without permission.
Isaac put a hand on your arm, fighting against his instinct to draw back as he felt you tense. “Here,” he said instead, handing you a glass of water. 
You could only nod in thanks, downing it in the hopes that it would soothe the scratching feeling in your throat. “Thanks,” you croaked after the coughing had subsided, silently cursing fate for having him here to witness it. “I’m—”
“I said I don’t care,” he interrupted you, taking the glass and looking at you sternly, leaving no room for disobedience. “I don’t care if you think you’re fine. I will not have you working if you’re sick, so go to bed and rest. I don’t want to see you running around again today.”
You hung your head. “Alright,” you said defeated, reaching for the cleaning supplies only for Isaac to take hold of your wrist.
“I will take care of it,” he said, “go.”
His tone sounded so harsh and dismissive. You tried to shake the feeling of being a complete failure as you walked up the stairs, convinced that this was it and you would be fired in the morning. Why he had taken a chance on you was beyond the reasonable anyway. It must have been a lapse of judgment, and Isaac would surely realize this now. 
You got into bed, throwing on one of the comfortable sweaters he had bought you and resting against the soft pillows. Nothing distracted you from your feverish thoughts now, so you stared at the ceiling, waiting for sleep to wash over you. 
This would be the last time you got to sleep in this bed, the last time you could curl up under the comforter as you nuzzled your face into the pillows. You sighed, closing your eyes. You could pretend the silent tears running down your face were from the fever. 
“Pickle?” You sat up with a start, shaking off the hand on your shoulder immediately as you looked at the figure leaning over you with wide eyes. “Sorry,” Isaac said, raising his hands placatingly, showing you he was not a threat. “How are you feeling?”
You laid back, exhaling deeply as your heartbeat calmed. “Fine,” you said, grimacing at his disapproving look. “Better, I mean. A little better.”
“Can you sit up?” he asked, tucking an extra pillow behind your back, assuring you were comfortable as you leaned against the headboard. “Here,” he said, placing a tray on your lap, “I made you Okayu.”
Your gaze flickered between him and the rice porridge. “You didn’t have to,” you said confused, taking the cup of green tea he pressed into your hand and sipping on it as he looked at you expectantly. “Did you add ginger?”
“I did,” Isaac said, giving you a small smile as he placed his hand on your forehead to check your temperature. “She— This is what my mother used to make when I got sick.”
You handed the cup back to him, and Isaac placed it on your bedside table, waiting for you to eat. “I’m sorry,” you said, looking down at the rice, “I didn’t mean to inconvenience you.”
Isaac scoffed. “It’s not your fault you’re sick,” he said, cocking his head to the side as he sighed. “It just happens sometimes. It’s natural.”
“Yeah, still,” you said, slowly digging into the rice, “I wanted to get the broad cleaning done this week and now I can’t. I mean, I could if you’d let me. It’s just a cold, after all.”
He rolled his eyes at your insistence. “You have a fever. You’re not doing anything, “he said, narrowing his eyes at the downturn of your lips. “We’ll see how you feel tomorrow.” You hummed in agreement. “Regardless, you’ll have plenty of time to clean. There’s no need to rush. I’ll be needing you for a long while still, I suppose.”
“Promise?” you said, only half teasing as you finished your rice. You could not tell how he figured out what bothered you, but you were grateful for his perceptiveness. Perhaps it was a coincidence, but his reassurance was sweet nonetheless.
Isaac chuckled, taking away the tray and placing a wet cloth over your forehead as you lay down again. “I promise. Rest now, Pickle.”
“Pickle, huh?”
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krynutsreal · 3 days
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For the Ishimondo hcs... I imagine Mondo having trouble falling asleep, specially near other people because he's always on defense mode (he has PTSD, no one can change my mind) but near Taka he just sleeps very peacefully with no trouble at all
ALSO Taka being the type of person who wakes up too easily meanwhile Mondo sleeps like a ROCK, the world could explode and Mondo would continue a mimir
(Sorry if the hcs are kinda bad I just woke up uhhh)
ough YEA I already see mondo as more of a night owl so him having trouble falling asleep makes sense to me. I can also see him getting nightmares/night terrors which also prevent him to sleep peacefully so that combined with having to sleep with someone else is just. not a great time for him RAHHG but ...taka....grabs him and shakes him. Maybe it's due to how close they are that mondo gets calmer when sleeping by him? I can definitely imagine that after a particularly bad nightmare mondo ends up opening up about his trauma related nightmares to taka (even if taka wasn't there to necessarily see him have a nightmare). Then from that point on it just helps him sleep better knowing that taka is right by his side.
also, I feel like mondo would snore, and since you mentioned that you hc taka as being a light sleeper I can imagine him just. Waking up every now and then because he hears something and then turns out it's mondo snoring loud as hell
or like they're sleeping/having a sleepover whatever and there's something going on outside. Mondo wouldn't even budge while takas eyes open wide immediately once he hears the noise. He'd probably hear crickets and wake up for sure 😭
Thinking way too much about this but man I can imagine a situation where they both NEED to wake up. Idk something important or they both are late to something and taka immediately waking up and trying to wake up mondo (also struggling to get off the bed because of mondo clinging onto him),, hes gotta fuckin push or shake him around tho cause mondos such a heavy sleeper not even takas yelling would wake him up</3
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nocreativityfornames · 5 months
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I like talking about my ocs and I like hearing about other people's ocs, so let's talk about them because why the hell not ( part 1? )
Question, what was your MC doing right before they arrived in the Devildom for the 1° time? I'll start: Magnus was peacefully sleeping inside a bus while making their way home when they got summoned & pulled inside the Council Room, falling on the floor ( ouch ) in front of the brothers and Diavolo.
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fidgetspringer · 8 months
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leaffiii · 1 year
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Hey.
First of all, bless you! I hope that sickness isn't bothering you too much and that you are getting some good rest! Get those z's
Second, i got another headcanon to share:
Metal man is lowkey intimidated by Hard man because he is too quiet and stands menacingly. Everyone at the "base" is, let's say, pretty loud about their 'quirks' and life goals and ect., even Gemini and Snake are have some level of vocal about it. But about Hard man there are nothing in this department: he's just standing here and there, occasionally doing his task and thats it.
I just think that Metal is got used to having a weird and weirder colleagues and when here comes the one that's just doing his 'job' normally and Metal's like "wait what". And then Metal just automatically wait till Hard does something out of box like everyone here. But all Hard does is just ether work or standing around and watching. So Metals waiting just growths into tension.
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Bonus points if Hard man actually so quiet that you won't hear a sound when he walks into room. Just imagine jumpscare he gives just by being unintentionally sneaky.
Sorry if i wrote this headcanon badly. Sometimes i just can't get idea on paper, even if it's on my head.
Hope you get well soon!
Don't worry, I've been getting plenty of rest. I don't normally get this sick, so it came out of nowhere for me lol. I've been slowly getting better tho :]
Oh my GOD I love this actually KDGSJSV. Metal's typically the one having to yell at people to do their jobs and stop fooling around, and is generally quite calm compared to the others. So when faced with Hard Man, who's generally quiet and efficient, it makes sense that Metal is just driving himself insane trying to figure him out. It doesn't help that when Hard DOES talk, he's generally polite and nice to talk to. Hard could also pretty easily snap Metal like a twig, so that's another thing. (ALSO oh my gosh Metal's little antennas dropping is so cute hgnngnfb...)
I LOVE THAT BONUS THING TOO. Like Hard Man is very much like his classic self in that he is very big, very tough, and very heavy. Generally, you can hear his footsteps pretty easily, but imagining him just being completely silent offscreen is the funniest thing
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tkbrokkoli · 1 year
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as i was abt to head out of the door today i realized im wearing my kim kitsuragi clothes w a matching energy drink so i stopped to take a quick pic
[Begin ID: A person has taken a picture of the energy drink they are holding, angling downwards so their feet are visible. They are wearing black boots, grey cargo pants, an orange jacket and red driving gloves. The energy drink can matches the jacket in color. End ID]
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thethingything · 1 year
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y'know I feel like I deserve some kind of award for putting up with so many triggers (both for our PTSD and for our OCD and psychosis) while sleep deprived, essentially jetlagged (from flipping our sleep schedule in one day), experiencing a migraine so bad we can't stop shaking, experiencing sensory overload for 8+ hours a day from loud noises that are also making the migraine worse, and getting constant flashbacks for multiple days in a row
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lagtrain · 1 year
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unstoppable force (my ability to get really fucking hot during the night) vs immovable object (my constant need to have Something covering me so i can sleep)
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deeisace · 1 year
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Fucking christ
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puppygirldanhowell · 2 years
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oh its crying at 7am upset. ok
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whimsyprinx · 2 years
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my family never let me have a single candle growing up because they didn’t trust me not to knock it over and start a fire
#whimsy whispers#you ever so accident prone that your family nana you from lighters and candles and literally cooking itself#i wasn’t allowed to use the microwave for years#but ig in my families defense for that one i did accidentally catch easy mac on fire in the microwave#but it’s my moms faul for asking a half asleep 10 or 11 year old who’s trying to play poptropica at near 12am to make her a cup of easy mac#like ma’am make it yourself and you wouldn’t have had to put out a fire while i flailed around like a sim to the right of you#if anyone is curious I forgot to add water and also didn’t remover they foil packet that contains the cheese#my mom left the charred corpse of the easy mac on the stove for days as a reminder#i woke up my sister panicking#and as I said I wasn’t trusted to cook for years after that#like idk yeah I get it they’re worried I’m a walking disaster so#i like almost ‘killed’ my friend Marianna like several times in 8th grade#the first time I allegedly was the reason she sprained her ankle on the risers in chorus#both we were both fucking around on the risers when we shouldn’t have been and she took a step back and started to fall and the guy behind#her saw this and moved out of the way and because of that her ankle got caught between the risers and hurt so technically it’s three peoples#fault#then I almost ‘poked her eye’ out with rolled up presentation paper (I forgot the word for the big thick paper you use for projects)#and then I gave her a chocolate i didn’t want not knowing it had peanut butter and she ate it then immediately realized it was peanut butter#and was like ‘crystalline why are you trying to kill me?!?’ like im so sorry but like I’m a danger to myself and others at this point#I’m half asleep rambling again oh my god but I’m not tired enough to be able to sleep and I hate it here because we’re leaving the house at#like ​8 tomorrow and it’s 2:49am as I type this AHHH
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tsubasaclones · 2 years
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first thing i did trying to get out of bed was trip and fall so thats how my day is going
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toastsnaffler · 20 days
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okaaaayyy I can sleep on elvanse let's fucking go
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i keep having this thing where im in like. a sleep loop
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tht1person123 · 1 year
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anxieties being fucking rampant but for some reason reminiscing about the times i fell asleep in a discord call and specifically falling asleep listening to my friends talk is helping
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