#i wasnt really bothering her

[quitetheketch-moved]

She got tired of my snapping pictures and went to go sleep next to her big sister instead, which obviously did nothing to stop me

#joke of course #i wasnt really bothering her #i was just amused that after being asleep there an hour she finally got up and moved

[the-light-of-stars]

got reminded of the hades 2 odysseus design and ugh. ugh. I know it's silly but ugh I simply do not like that design!

You can just let a 50 something year old disshevelled sad guy that's been lost at sea for a decade after being at war for another one look like...well like a guy like that would look like! You don't have to make him a conventionally attractive 20 something with maybe the tiniest bit of stubble.

Genuinely if someone showed me Patroclus sprite from game 1 and Odysseus' from this one and asked me which is which I would not have guessed correctly

Also they hit Artemis's face with the 'conventionally attractive cutesy anime girl' beam

#hades 2 #hades game #sorry for the negativity ive been bothering the discord with it too but its just. #I dont like the way we have to make all characters more conventionally attractive #they did it to all the characters too is the thing #I really liked how Aphrodite's face wasnt just a typical hot model face in game 1 but now they changed it to the face of a beauty tiktoker #same with making Demeter look way younger and taking her square jaw and looser old woman skin away #or with Hecate's vacuum sealed abs

[haunted-xander]

Been seeing people make these and finally managed to find the site to make them with!

Banana <3

#her name was like a half-joking one bc i didnt initially think id get so invested in the game #so now i have to retro-actively make up lore for why shes called banana #i decided that what happened was that when she was brought to aldenard she went 'hey i want a Western Name' #except she doesnt know how western names are structured and since there arent really many au ra in aldenard #she kinda just went eith watever #she heard some lala names and went 'hey that sounds cute' and based it off of that #the other peppers (aka her and my family) didnt have the heart to tell her #and it wasnt until she was like 16 that she realized what shed done lol #but at that point she was too used and attatched to it to bother changing it so she kept it #it didnt cause problems aside from a bit of teasing anyway lmao #banana pepper #warrior of light #wol #final fantasy #final fantasy 14 #final fantasy xiv #ff14 #ffxiv

[roseworth]

Hi sorry not to be weird but you're the local Rose expert and I was wondering if you could help me? I'm trying to figure out what ethnic group Lili Worth belongs to. I know she's from Cambodia so logic says she would most likely be Khmer, but the fact that she was fleeing the Khmer Rouge puts that kinda in doubt for me? I've seen a few things saying she's Hmong which would make sense as they were a minority group during the Cambodian Genocide but they're a pretty small portion of the population and I haven't seen anything canon supporting it, just fan posts. When it comes to Lili I've really only read Deathstroke the Terminator (1991) so I'm not super familiar with her. Sorry for any trouble!

!!! no trouble at all <3

as far as i know it never specifically said which ethnic group she was pre-52, but in deathstroke #15 slade says that lili was a "local princess in the siem pang"

honestly i dont know a lot about the different ethnic groups in cambodia but google says that the common ethnic groups in the siem pang are the khmer and lao. i guess we can assume shes lao since she was fleeing the khmer rouge? but unfortunately the real answer is that marv wolfman put 0 thought into any of this

but then. in deathstroke #43 suddenly she says she was trained by the khmer rouge??? idk if this is a retcon or if we're supposed to assume that they trained her to fight while she was imprisoned???? odd choices all around tbh

so short answer: its not specified and wolfman probably didnt even consider any of it for more than 5 seconds

but!!! during rebirth in deathstroke (2016) she and rose are confirmed hmong!

and they've been hmong ever since <3

#once again i know very little about cambodian ethnic groups and most of my knowledge comes from spending the last hour googling #so i could be way off #but i’ve probably done more research in the last hour than marv wolfman ever bothered to do about it #anyways. the change from cambodian -> hmong in rebirth is so strange bc there wasnt really a reason to change it ?? #but if dc ever stops mentioning that rose is hmong ill start killing tbh! #bc it was never mentioned pre52 </3 then in the new52 suddenly she was white and lili didnt exist <////3 #but rebirth!!!! she had multiple arcs about her heritage #and an extensive story about her connection to her moms family vs her father then giving up being ravager #(williamson kys for undoing it) #so her being hmong is an important part of her character in ds16 in a way it never had been before <33333 #christopher priest if u ever need $1000 or a kidney just hmu ill do anything for you

[notmerridew]

Drawing One Piece characters in order of appearance (until i give up)

0 - 6

#lucky roo #made me forget my artstyle halfway through the second part #can you tell five was drawn on a different day than four #gol d roger #luffy #shanks #i really dislike my shanks i think hes very pink but i couldnt be bothered #makino #benn beckman #i want to see him again soon #yassop #got the order off a random video so forgive me if i skip some #i saw apis wasnt on it but maybe i’ll squeeze her in #i dont care if its filler i loved her #and her annoying grandpa ryu #did not enjoy the second filler though that was rough

[nerdie-faerie]

Seeing what presents my baby sister gets and realising I really drew the short straw by being the firstborn

#Demon Spawn #+Extras #tell me why this three year old got a pet budgie for her birthday? she cant even spell yet #none of my siblings have ever had personal pets i wasnt allowed a hamster when i was 12 and neither was anyone else but the 3 year old?? #she got her own heat pool for her birthday as well and a barbie dream house taller than her for Christmas #and what did i get childhood trauma perfectionism a fear of failure and anxiety #my mum always goes over the top with the youngest girl it happened with my middle sister in that 5 year gap before my mum got pregnant again #i didnt even make it 2 before my mum was pregnant so i never really got to reap the rewards of being the youngest #the lil ones get spoiled to hell and they get a mum with a fully developed frontal lobe and chiller parents #being the oldest sucks there are no benefits to it only responsibilities #btw im not mad at my sister or whatever its nice for her that she gets to have these things #but what do you mean i got the shtty childhood parents and i still have to argue to be allowed to bare minimal at 23 when the 3 year old #gets special treatment that the rest of us wouldnt even bother asking for cus we dont have all the things that came before that point #my issue is that the preferential treatment she gets is useless to her. she didnt ask for a barbie dreamhouse and she cant even play with it #because shes too short whe doesnt need her own pool because she cant even swim yet she doesnt need her own tablet she cant read yet #she shouldnt have her own pet when she cant understand what it means to own a living creature #especially when we dont currently have any other pets in the house #my issue is that the spoiling doesnt even make sense for her age she cant enjoy it cus it doesnt make sense yet doesnt mean anything to her #my mum wants to spoil her cus shes her littlest girl but shes had 7 kids before this she knows whats age appropriate and this isnt

[the-knife-consumer]

I need references for the OLD sages all of the search results are just sidon and tulin and riju and yunobo GRRGRRRR

#i wish they were shown for. more then five seconds #ever since i found out they actually modeled the faces of riju and sidon's ancestors ive been. #houugh?? why would they model two of them. and not the rest. and its not just a eandom npc model bc #sidon's anscestor has tge same eyes as him. they bothered to give her the same eyes. riju's ancsestor also has green eyes like her #and they gave her yellow lipstick. which i cant recall another gerudo npc having that lipstick color. at least i think #the goron's face wasnt modeled at all and the rito's was. kind of there?? weirdly?? i think?? #anyway point being i want to draw my takes on them but there are NO GOOD REFRENCES. CRIES AND DIES. #it really seems like they planned for the sages to reveal their fasces at one point but scrapped it :(

[milkweedman]

Sighs. Am trying to make dinner (on one foot, mid migraine, in a horrible flare up) which my sister said she'd help with. She did a few things (washed the carrots, cut up the beets which were supposed to be whole) and then said i clearly had it under control and went back to the computer. Still have tons left to do. Have no energy and am not even hungry.

#feels like the more help i need the more literally everyone is like. hm. good luck with that. and then they leave #especially doctors but also my sister as well #i know she's not my caretaker ! am well aware ! #just kind of dont understand the lack of reciprocity. i take care of her whenever she's sick #asked her to pick up my last couple meds from the pharmacy #which is attached to the store she was going to anyway and was like 'dont bother if theres a line but if there isnt one could you ?' #after she just saw me struggle massively on my crutches when we got coffee this morning #and she said it wasnt good timing and she didnt know if people can even pick up meds for each other #they definitely fucking can bc ive picked up her meds plenty #anyway am out of my migraine meds entirely and really have zero hope of getting them for the next while #at least until i can walk on my right foot i guess #just feel. what's the words. frustrated and abandoned and alone. and too fucking disabled. #chronic illness #complaining

[fellhellion]

90s run PAD has this rlly annoying trend where he very often write a female character being in love w miguel and suddenly her entire character shrinks down to the scope of what drama this provokes and it's near continually in service to the narratives of men (Gabriel and Miguel interpersonal drama for example). even when there are actually interesting things to be mined from this angle like w lyla its like. this is a pattern w you dude.

#my GOD we lost kasey nash in the wars skdfhjkdshfkjs #like. it sucked. the fact she goes from a revolutionary to primarily a wedge between gabri and miguel SUCKS. #for some reason its like folks pretend PAD also literally wasnt writing the kronom arc where character assasination is happening #left and right to prop up dana as a martry. when like he was literally just writing that. #like im sorry i love the 90s run too and i have a lot of sympathy for the strain the team wouldve been under while corp bullshit was #exploding above their heads but like. the fact PAD appears to like. just not be fucking bothered to explain what #danas thought processes are flipping from one belief to a wildly opposing one is just bad and tbh LAZY writing #and this is happening dozens of issues before the worst irl circumstances for the team even cropped up #tunes talks critical #can u tell im on my period lmao #tunes talks 2099 #like even regarding xina. i think she escapes the worst of this writing treatment from PAD but like. the fact that the dimension PRIMARILY #explored in the text w her is around her relationship w miguel is honestly really disappointing. i LIKE that dimension yes but there is so #much more to explore with her! does she have friends outside of miguel (and if not does this tie into her apparent isolation from alchemax) #how does xina operate as a relatively independant and implied self employed individual in this world of corp monopolies #she CARES about the truth and fighting back against false narratives spun to consolidate power and profit so how does this extend into her #normal life? does she know about downtown when education wise this seems to be something utterly ommitted? what does she think about it? #what kind of hope did she hold regarding angela's work? #if she believes miguel to still work at alchemax why is this not a point of conflict between them? does she fear losing him? did she give #up trying? etc etc etc there are SO many compelling dimensions to explore w her and the text keeps them #largely sublimated to background details in the art. or what we can interpret as sublimated conflicts the characters dont want to address #but in terms of what is in the TEXT i want more. i want more as someone who really loves this fucking thing lmao

[bunnihearted]

🐇☁️🌷🐌

#seeing her actually went so much better than i thought it would #i was so anxious but there were no issues at all #the thing is she's such a chill and understanding person she really dont care if i jumble my words or say smth wrong or whatever #i dont need to worry abt sounding 'stupid' bc she just doesnt see it that way #so yeah my anxiety disappeared pretty quick c: #(i still feel like there's a wall between me and others tho my avpd isnt cured skskks) #and it was just nice. we walked a loooot. and sat by the beach and talked #she gave me lots of tips and advice abt applying for jobs and school stuff. she doesnt judge me for being 25 and not having started yet #and she's gonna start studying next year and suggested that we could study together sometimes to motivate eo #so hmmmm maybe it went a lot better than my doom mind thought it would #i rlly do believe ppl hate me but why would she even bother talking to me then?? #so yeah it was a nice experience :3 #it's been like 6yrs since i hung out w someone that wasnt my mom and it reallyyy is good for my mental health #i still feel like ohhh this isnt the friendship im craving but there are tons of different friendships. this is nice just bc it is. #i shouldnt let myself minimize it or think it's 'not real' just bc it isnt exactly what i long for. this is good still.

[butchez]

played p4 all day 👍 thoughts below

#1. kanji dungeon was possibly the worst thing ive experienced in any form of media #i was expecting atlus to keep kanjis sexuality kind of vague but they really . spell it out. slurs and everything #well its over now at least. surely there arent any other transgressions against the lgbt community left in this game 🙂 #2. i really enjoy the cast so far ... yukiko and chie especially i love when women interact with each other #not really big on the protag so far tho .....hes just not very transgender. sad #3. adachis so lame LOL youre telling me youre still killing people at 27 YEARS OLD ? GROW UP #i assume hes the killer at least ... i already know hes evil or smth #i was honestly shocked when he said he was 27 i thought he was WAY younger. literally checked his wiki page to make sure he wasnt lying #4. i loveeeee nanako i hope the game does interesting stuff with her. little girls who are so autistic about costco ❤️ #i remember her winning in some persona tournament poll against akechi and i was really hoping that wasnt just a meme thing #bc i love it when younger characters are written well ....stories usually never take them seriously or bother to give them actual character #jude talks #persona lb

[beauceronn]

My friend mentioned possible PUPPIES on FB and now I need to reach out. OUGH

#remind me in the morning she has had a big day and i dont want to bother her at this hour #but OUGH!!!!!!!!! #maybe next weekend. theres a random match next weekend but its being put on by a breed club i am totally uninvolved with so i probably wont #go #im really bummed about work right now for a plethora of reasons but one major one is i cant go to any dog events during the week period #i wasnt supposed to work mornings this semester but im working tomorrow morning... and #for the foreseeable future. #so my schedule is basically work-school-work school-work ... etc ... work-homework #i wont lie i need the money and i love my job but i tend to work overtime as it is. i mean alas but it is a hassle #i only get sunday blues over school too. going to work on monday is awesome and cool if that's all im up to #but i hate school so much #i want to graduate already 🤪 so i can just work

[caffeinatedopossum]

It's kind of jarring to be reminded that everyone around me has always had more than me (aside from a select few). Like I just forget until it comes down to something mundane like buying shoes and I don't know my shoe size because for most of my life I've had one pair of shoes that I wear until they break. And it was usually something someone either got me as a gift (horrified that my shoes were wearing out. As if thats not what shoes do when you wear them) or they were passed down and I grew into them.

Like that's just normal for me. It doesn't bother me either, this isn't a pity party. It's just surreal that it bothers other people sometimes

#i don't really feel like ive been that poor either #most of the things i needed and didnt get were things me/my family could have afforded but refused to #i figured 'if I'd rather save up my money to get some new coloring books than to buy some new shoes i probably dont need them that bad' #maybe those are decisions they havent had to make #i cant be jealous because i cant imagine what thats like #i simply cant imagine it #oof now im remembering the only time i actually had to ask for new shoes and i didnt #i was growing out of my shoes and getting blisters from it but i kept putting off getting new shoes #because idk i guess it just didnt bother me that much until it started to hurt really bad #and i didnt want to ask my mom for anything either because yeah #she was the type of parent you dont ask for things from #eventually someone else noticed and said something along the lines of 'if you dont get him new shoes then i will' to my mom #and then she got mad that i didnt tell her? #it was all so confusing to me then but i understand why now. she just wanted to hide the neglect. she didnt really care about anything else #its why everything was fine and she never thought i needed anything until someone else said something about it #even with my eating disorder... she knew what i was doing but she didnt interfere until someone else told her i looked sick #but that wasnt until years after the problem started. funny how that works isnt it

[orcelito]

Tally's just a liiiiittle bit fed up with my clinginess today

Can't help it tho. She's my baby.

#speculation nation #and i spent an hour in a panic spiral over her and then 5 more hours compartmentalizing and Not Thinking About It #she's fine though. just got a little sick this morning but she seems to be feeling better. #probably just ate smth she wasnt supposed to. it happens. #but ykno. i hesitate to throw around the word 'trauma' willy-nilly. considering it has a lot of weight to it. #but i really do think ive got some trauma due to the cat deaths. #how else would i explain me having a whole panic spiral over tally just throwing up? #it almost makes me wonder whether i should bother with more cats after them. but i know i couldnt live without them. #ive spent all but 3 years of my entire life living with cats. i cant live without them. #but after some untimely ends i am just... so fucking afraid. #tally's about 3 years old now. she should have plenty of life left to live. #but cassy wasnt even 2 years old. and look how that turned out. #i got young cats purposefully bc i didnt want to have to say goodbye to them for a While. and then i had to anyways. #and im always so fucking anxious that im going to have to again. constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop #so when Anything happens i end up a total mess no matter how minor it is... #im sick of it. im so sick of the uncertainty. sick of being scared ill wake up one day to another cat dying. #and theres not really any way to make it better. days and weeks and months and hopefully years #just spent waiting for the other shoe to drop. #i just hope it wont come for a while still. so i can have at least a few years of peace. #animal death ment/ #negative/ #sorry for the vent etc etc im just. i wish i could bundle them up and keep them in my life forever. #but it doesnt work that way unfortunately. lifetime disparity really is so awful.

[cosmicallyavg]

need people's opinions:

did the doctor love martha romantically? and was just really bad at showing it/was too caught up on rose to be able to reciprocate?

or

did the doctor not love martha romantically and he was just an asshole and made sure she knew he wasnt interested every chance he got?

#like i feel like the doctor could have loved her #but wasnt able to bc of rose #but also like #even if he loved her that was a really shitty way of treating her #even thirteen did better at turning down yaz even if they actually loved each other💀 #like he could have done the same #but nah ten was just hella arrogant and couldnt be bothered to let her know in a nice way #but i want to know peoples thoughts #like #did the doctor have feelings for her #eli dont look at this

[lunar-fey]

wait i saw a lot of you liking that grounding post and. i had an hrt apt and i cant tab over to tumblr or it fucks up so now that im back -

i just wanted to say theyve since apologized profusely & also realized they were wrong and stopped doing that by the time i was 13. in fact the 3mo lockdown was when i was 8. which is like kinda worse but point is its been over and ive been healed from it for a long time no worries <3

#I WASNT TRYING TO TRAUMA DUMP #i just have like. low boundaries about talking abt that stuff bc it so ectremely Doesnt bother me anymore #i was just really curious what op of that meant by 'grounding' bc ime theres multiple forms #also obviously the apologizing and shit doesnt absolve my parents but tee bee ach..... #my understanding is that mom would tell dad to come up with punishments & he didnt WANT to or know how #but as The Father it was his “job” + she didnt want me to hate her for being the one to dole out punishments #and his military trauma was only maybe 6 years old? and obvi thats not an excuse but #i really do think he panicked and reverted to that time. #so i kinda feel bad for him and accept his apology bc hes genuienly changed. #MOM on the other hand is still as slimy and manipulative as 3ver and i would like to crush her with hammers 👍 #//also i did have The Guys to help me through it. well at least like... #2-3 of them? #maybe more like. 5 or so by then