#i worked very hard on this so im gonna tag it with

[silverlistenstothings]

Polyamory win! The goth punk seeker of darkness and the perky peppy chipper cheery mascot kid are both dating the Joker!

Most poses based off this polyam art meme!

#i play it so cool over here but ive been losing my mind abt marloakworthy lately #shout out to cal llumimoon my marloakworthy partner in crime were developing new mental illnesses together #im gonna be rly annoying abt self rb for this post btw. bc i worked so very hard on it and need the validation #<- hasnt properly drawn anything in.. so long #dungeons and daddies #marloakworthy #scermie #oakworthy #normscary #hermie the unworthy #hermie unworthy #scary marlowe #normal oak #silver scribbles (art tag)

[cathalbravecog]

first thing i drew on my new tablet to test it out is the tv beast themselves

#gonna take a while to get used to... tfw u get an intuos for the buttons but realize u have #way too much muscle memory for ur old keyboard shortcuts (im talking YEARS. of the same/similar shortcuts. like. when did i get my first #tablet???? 2015??? YEAH.) (not my latest one btw i went thru a few tablets but yknow) #oh well!! ill see #took a bit to get used to but eventually i got into the swing of it since the work space on this is a bit smaller than my old one #i LOVEEEEE how the pen feels tho like the brush strokes its more consistent and i think ill be able to do good if ... my hand isnt hurty #and once i get less shaky with it!!!!! its sooo good. then again my old tablets pen had...its nib for 2+ish years #YEAH IT WAS BAD BAD....kept asking for replacement nibs but wouldnt get em #oops... oh well! anyways we ar the SMOOOOFFF zone HEE HEE #anyways i misse ddrawing cathal............. the skrunkle . the him. care him much very much a lot #trying out different ways to draw him too #and not try to be as on model as i was before... just have fun yknow??? get stylized and funky with it!§§§§!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HEEHEHEHEHEEE #soarry my brain wants to amsh buttons randomly rrly hard rn so its evil laugh time #ok normal tags time GO #toontown #toontown corporate clash #multislacker #cathalposting #guz art

[smrtnik07]

family guy death pose

#marcy wu #amphibia #art i made #scar #scar cw #family guy death pose #i love family guy death pose #amphibia spoilers #??????? #man i miss amphibia. this was fun to do #im moving away from pm content for a bit. working on a comic in secret. but also this :) #im just gonna use tags to rant. comic making is very hard!! mad respect to everyone who managed to finish one. #my writing stage took so long im finally moving to sketching the first pages :)

[perexcri]

happy one year to her and one of my better opening lines for a fic <3

now, because i'm curious:

#to hell and back again #i genuinely can't believe it's a year but i guess that's how time works huh :') #anyway umm gonna leave some retrospective thoughts in the tags: #1. i hold this fic near to my heart but also have a very complicated relationship with it now- #mostly bc i feel like my writing has improved so much and it's hard for me to reread parts of this lol #2. i honestly feel like it's a product of its time? like i think if i was publishing it now people wouldn't like it nearly as much #(especially with the opening line wHICH HAS A POINT AND COMES FULL CIRCLE AT THE END OK JUST TRUST ME) #3. on a sadder note this also means it's been a year since we had to put my family's eldest dog down #i remember i was gonna post this first chapter later when i had finished another fic up #but then our dog just like. straight up started dying on my mom's bedroom floor #and my mom was too distressed/upset to take her to the vet so i had to put her in my car and take her on my own #and then had to go to work right after that #so yeah i was upset and was like 'well dammit im gonna post this then bc it's silly and makes me laugh and i am sad' #so yeah!! some thoughts and behind the scenes info for anyone who's bothered to read this many tags #idk these things just feel like Tags thoughts not Post thoughts #anyway thanks for all the love this one has gotten!! i'm glad people are still enjoying it though *will voice* it's been a year mike #byler

[volfoss]

actually yeah im making a quick poll on this. for anyone who has been around long enough to remember when i made my massive clamp readathon situation (in which i read every single one of the works they put out) be everyones problem. hi. im doing it again but much worse now. reading about 400 volumes (and more if i can find more) of tezuka osamu's work. i am just curious on the general consensus of if i should upload thoughts as i read each one (ie: one post being like i finished kimba/jungle kingdom, heres my thoughts) or just have a MASSIVE post of hey. read them all heres my thoughts (as i did with clamp. which is when i found out tumblr had a max text limit)

#twist rambles #i KNOW this is smth most of u do not care about. however comma. im curious what would be better. esp as like... about 50?? i think percent #of these have no translation fan or official. so its smth where i think discussing the plot/characters/art or whatever could be fun :) #but its also like. obviously a lot. for comparison the clamp stuff was abt 90 volumes (half of them being holic and trc). so this is far #worse. i could read all of naruto 5.5 times over in the time this will take me to complete it. so its smth where i do want to like... get #opinions on. either way i dont plan on liveblogging for most of it other than if i find a silly panel (the really good mw panels u will #ALWAYS be famous <- i post them every time i read i think. theyre very good to me). i do however plan on coloring a panel or page from each #series as my OWN personal way of having a physical way of holding onto my memories w it. sorry this is so long and rambly but im gearing up #for this massive project and by god i need to get ppl to read dor.oro. <- my goal or something. please. its very good. #tzkposting #<- all of my posting abt this will/has been under this tag so its not... in the main tags lmao. #sorry for the rambling but. hi. please vote :3 im making a big spreadsheet for stuff bc like... a lot of his stuff is hard to source so onc #im done w that nightmare situation ill probably post that somewhere bc the days of work ive done on all this should be put out there lol #gonna srb this a few times through the day to get like... an idea of what ppl would prefer :)

[luck-of-the-drawings]

DOODLEPAGE COMMISSION CREATED FOR THE WONDERFUL @reallybelt do YOU want me to draw you a doodlepage of your blorbo? im still doing commissions!! more information here. cmon down!! get em before the 15th when they put me down witha really big hammer

#cw gore #cw blood #NOT SURE WHAT ELSE TO TAG THIS AS.... #but i WILL SAY OUH MY GGOOODD THIS ONE KICKED MY ASS FOR A MINUTE.. drawing guns is so hard.... #im RLY HAPPY N PROUD WITH IT ALL THO.... i love the lil birdies... #ALSO BELT UR CHARACTER IS JUST RLY COOL N INTERESTING TOO #THEIR WHOLE BACKSTORY IS SO INTRIGUING AND TRAGIC... #im prouda the mildewy effect i did for the bg aswell.. ALSO prouda my line work just in general #im also very happy w the blood and gore n such #i LOVE a good sliced eye ball!!! i also enjoy the detail of the glass eye not being as bloodshot or expressive as the other eye #alright uuhh uhh what else do i even say here.. its 2 am and im sleeepyyy im sleepy im falling asleeeep imm gonna go to bed now. #love you guys sleep well #also PLEASE feel free to commission me. could REALLY use the money. got big things coming

[killjoy-prince]

Happy Sonic Prime Season 2 Day!!

#prince's art tag #shadow the hedgehog #sonic prime #sonic prime season 2 #sonic prime s2 spoilers #sonic prime spoilers #sth #shadow sth #ok to reblog #this is the second time i've ever drawn shadow but the first time i've ever posted it #For this piece I decided to limit the color palette #and w/ the exception of the blue light ring I took the colors from two characters of a game the just got a port release recently #it was gonna be only one but the character didn't have the colors for the tech so i had to use two #im very surprised how well the character i used for Shadow's colors work well for him #also decided to make it lineless which is hard to do without using vector properties #but I did it! #I made this screenshot redraw for three reasons #1) I love Shadow and figured I was due to draw him #2) I binged watched season 1 of sonic prime and the first episode of season 2 and lost my mind over this screenshot #3) to tell the following story of what led me to binge watch this show last week #(and no it wasnt so id be ready for season 2. I didnt even know it was coming back this soon. that was a coincidence) #so when the trailer dropped for season 1 I was like 'oh this looks cool! I should watch it when it comes out' and then forgot about it #but recently someone I follow was reblogging and posting stuff about this show and it reminded me of this show but still didnt watch it #but then last friday I took a nap so I'd have energy to stay up the whole night doing something. I hadn't figured out what tho #and during my nap I had a dream that sonic and shadow were working together to take down a common enemy #and at one point in the fight Shadow got hit and slammed into a stone wall and there was a cracked indent where he slammed into it #so when I woke up I took that as a sign to start watching this show #and about 6 hours later I was head deep into this show and the tags reblogging everything in sight #(if you're a follower of mine and your dash was covered in sonic posts that night that was why) #and then it turned out the show was coming back today so that worked out great for me

[barkingangelbaby]

I feel like such a broken fucking person lol

I talked way too much in the tags don't read them

#fighting off the ideation like my life depends on it!! bc it does!!! #been good about not thinking certain phrases but F U C K am i feeling it. i want to turn into a pile of dust #i am so desperately trying to work on myself and change my patterns and bad habits and perspective but it feels like i always fall short #i try not to talk about it online but I'm just. having a very hard day with N because we experience our feelings in different ways #i isolate myself bc i struggle with regulating my reactions and tones when im having an episode but she needs me to talk through things and #i sometimes just. can't. bc I'm not done experiencing the negativity and am not in a place to have a productive convo bc shame spirals etc #we just spent a long time talking and being patient and i thought i was understanding and explaining myself well but i just. idk. #i don't know how to explain that of course i love her even if I'm isolating myself. of course i love her although I'm nonverbal today. i jus #t can't *make* myself talk when I'm like this i don't want to be nonverbal i don't want to isolate i don't want to be a distant partner i do #n't want to fall back into these patterns related to my grief i want to be better i am trying to be better i am working so fucking hard on #being better. i just feel so defeated bc this all spiraled from me not wanting to decide what to get for lunch n using a poor tone about it #I'm about to talk with her some more but I just. kinda don't want to exist right now. fuck dude. it feels so fucking awful when i upset her #like i love her so much she is so important to me and it breaks my heart that our entire day is shot bc i was tired and cranky #i just don't understand how that equates to me not loving her bc she is my whole world dude. I'm going to throw up #i also don't know how to explain to her that scrolling on tumblr is comfortable to me I'm not ignoring her it's just the SM that i scroll on #like we're hanging out watching tv together I'm gonna scroll a little bit. it's just not insta or anything #idk my mind is scrambled I'm crying I just want to be a better person who can calmly communicate my thoughts and emotions #today has just beat my fucking ass dude. i isolate so those feelings don't get translated into my interactions with others #i don't even know what i typed in these tags I just don't want to off myself or think about it I'm fighting myself so much 2day #rAMbles

[adulthooliganism]

im 2 whole days no smoking 😎 (chatting abt it a lil in the tags)

#which isnt a lot but it is about two days no smoking more than ive done in well. what. four years? almost five? #ive been working on quitting since the beginning of this yr and ive slowly tapered myself down #from 55mg/ml -> 35 -> 24 -> 18 -> 12 -> 6 -> 3 #and now im none not even 0mg juice just no vaping at all #its hard to talk about bc i dont want to be like. triggering to the ppl around me who have Already quit. but im very proud of myself #for making the goal of quitting by the end of the year and here we are and i think im actually gonna be able to do it #ive thrown all my shit away so its like Gone now. shes gone and thank god for it #thanks if you read my tags <3 i just need to get it out of my noggin

[kellystar321]

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#periodical life updates #man the second artfight ends someone remind me to start working on my selfship blog FOR REAL. i keep putting it off but i have so many #things to post about my little f/os oguhg </3 wanna make it look all pretty first and draw all the little things for it :> #anyway hi happy artfight!! my drawing tablet broke </3 im working on attacks with my sib's tablet. i am trying very hard. #i have some things queued to post though its mostly easy things and things i already had tags for in my drafts #im so. tired. feeling a little inadequate because it feels like i cant keep up with anything. im behind on af attacks and talking to people #and my queue and sht (i have so many drafts) and i want to do everything and im gwaughhh that i cant #but i know its just ''dont trust anything after 9 pm'' thoughts. im doing well. im making progress. i literally made a spreadsheet and can #visibly track the progress im making. im working on 25+ attacks. im trying. i give myself a lot of work and im doing my best #almost 4 am oh no! still gotta brush my teeth; thats why im still awake really otherwise id be snork mimimi-ing it up <3 #changed my discord avatar to an attack my friend moss drew for me <3 its of my boy stickers i love him!! #tomorrow im gonna work on a background for one of my animated pieces maybe <3 #hm... do i have any other updates... man i guess thats it :P #i love you <33 hope you're all well <3

[juicedbeetle]

since your life's been super shitty...

posted with @bikinibottomdayz 's permission

please don't repost outside tumblr

#beetlejuice #beetlejuice musical #gif #mine #fav series #testing the giffing experience of the new 👢 bestie mutual gifted me for a gifset I've had in drafts for a while #and my life's been kinda shitty very recently so this gif is relevant #the quality is insane god bless. i thought my gifmaking website was gonna implode but actually we're good!! and it looks nice :) #sorry for just singular gif today i need to beef up my drafts bc i only have like 3 posts ready. thank u for stickin w/ me #like srsly i had major Shitty day and bj keeps me going and so do the nice tags and all the hard work from everyone including the masters #n im really grateful thats all #god bless mwah

[correct-bangtannies]

I don't even like men and I'm somehow already a military wife, what goes on

PS. Don't open the tags unless you want a big ass wall of text of me rambling on your screen

#hit #im just honestly so glad that I've become a lot more chill with the whole being an army thing #in the sense that i used to be a lot more attached and hyped over everything #i do still get very hyped and i do still have an attachment to them n their work but y'know just more toned down #(i mean i remember the days of staying up all night to watch award shows knowing damn well they'd always perform last) #(mma 2018 was an emotional rollercoaster like i legit cried a little from the tiredness and being overwhelmed with the performance) #so im glad im a lot more calm about the enlistment news than what i would've been say three years ago before they started to #take longer breaks and eventually announce the hiatus this year #it's like they did it in purpose so that the fandom would grow a bit more used to it n im glad to see that a huge majority are very calm #many are sad ofc but its not being treated as some kind of horrific news #if anything ppl are coping with humor including me lmao #so idk im mostly just happy for them that they're taking their VERY well deserved break before doing their service #i just hope everything goes well and is decently peaceful (as peaceful as enlistment can be at least lol) for them once they're there #now why am i rambling in the tags? bc i need to put my thoughts in order but i don't wanna clog my blog with a long ass wall of text 💀 #I'm at least relieved to know that they already have a set plan of when they're going to go and return + BH is sure af gonna keep putting #out a lot of content that they've filmed over all these years #i mean run bts; documentaries; probably even music and ofc not all of them are gonna go at the exact same time #and ofc stuff related to the HYYH and Chakho #them being absent won't as hard for most hopefully #and hey 2 years aint nothing ive waited far longer for stuff to come out than that we'll be fine! #*cries in silksong and the YOI movie

[volfoss]

sincerely i think the worst part of having bjds of different sizes and styles is you will get a guy bc u think he looks nice and then you realize his head is massive and doesnt mesh with ANY of your other guys...

#twist rambles #^guy that finally reached out to doa members to be like hi. HELP PLEASE. bc like... i dont normally have realistic sculpts so its really #scary for me. but its something where i think id like to umm. do a slightly different faceup than what i tried w him last time. bc hes a #robot to me. so i want to have the circuit boards and stuff showing. initially i wanted half his face to look like that but now im like... #small sections would look rly good of like. tiny bits of the skin peeling off to reveal circuitry. if that makes sense. but also its so so #hard for me as a guy w shaky handsssss augh #like. hes 70 cm tall and JACKED. and my other biggest doll is 68cm and pretty sldner so its so scary. this also reminds me i need to keep #wiping the old faceup/body paint off my other doll so i can like. well. make a silly b.lack jac.k doll ok :3 but i gotta get references too #hmm. much to do. but anyways. its so scary idk his eyes are a lot smaller bc his features are more realistic so like. im very scared about #it bc i just. yeah. its very different to my other guys bc like... i prefer a slightly less realistic doll. so its so scary. but i fell in #love w his face and his body ohhhh god yall dont even KNOW how bad and how much work thats gonna be. beautiful jacked so.nic the hed.gehog #body <- due to the fact he is blue. only partially tho. which is why im doing circuitry. bc i then dont have to um... wipe the 5 billion #spots of paint off. sorry thsi is so rambly in the tags but. its so scary for me #bjdposting

[marcmorrigan]

im not gonna make this rebloggable bc its just two unrelated drawings slapped together in layout but like. i put them next to each other to play compare & contrast and ended up HURTING MY OWN FEELINGS... beyond looks even more in love when hes next to L ouch ouch ouch

#my art #death note #beyond birthday #l lawliet #another note #also im SOOO happy with the way they like... dont LOOK like each other in the face but do give off similar energies #goal achieved i lov them both sm #also the level of connection and interaction between these two when i didnt draw them w Intent For That To Be There #is making me so excited about how good KatH is gonna look whenever i actually draw it #like if i can do this on accident imagine how hard its gonna hit when i do it on purpose #ANYWAY im trying to post more frequently on here and more casually bc i just want to like! #make art and post art and talk about art #so posting little edits and stuff like this with commentary is something i might start doing more often! its fun i love to talk #also its v funny to me that you can see very clearly that i switched my sketching brush in the time between these two sketches lol #cool that they still match so nice tho!!! #oh i wanna add in the tags. was listening to my B.B. playlist while working on him obvs. and the MAIN song i had on repeat from it #was 'adams ribs' by jensen mcrae #'this love letter begins: to adam‚ from your ribs' and 'adam‚ will you claim me as your own' hit especially hard for them #but the whole song is just devastating in general for me... its SO much. it eviscerates me

[sanchoyo]

interview in an hour send good vibes besties 🥺

#🧿….. #🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀…. #actually a little less than an hour aaaaa I’ll leave in like 20 mins I’ve been waiting All Day impatiently #I want it to be over 💀 #listen even if it doesn’t work for whatever reason. I am trying very hard to consider it practice for other interviews like even if it’s #not The Job it can be A Good Practice Run #nervous. also physically ill rn 😭 im going anyway but I feel like im gonna faint or puke can anxiety stoppp I am trying my best and I look #so cute in my little slacks. im wearing my binder too idk idk the compression feels like a comforting hug rn I need it 😭 #idk what im gonna say if it’s a place that actually asks my pronouns like the only place that ever did that was walmart actually #shit place to work but their more recent inclusivity stuff is better than other local places at least #sucks they’re shit pay and shit abt unions etc etc etc #but u could put whatever the fuck u wanted on ur name tag which was awesome there was a lady called granny and no one knew her real name #and gotta say I was a huge fan of that she ruled #sanchoyorambles #on the other hand what if they don’t hire me bc of my blue hair and pronouns (my hair is actually blue so this is even better . I mean #it would suck but the jokes I could make lol)

[pepprs]

retreat day 2 done. feeling good but weird

#purrs #for one thing i just ate three (3) (!!!!) bags of pretzels which are the first pretzels ive had in like almost a decade maybe. but for anoth #another…. idk. im not learning abt myself or having insights like i thought i would. im just kind of executing a thing. and also im having s #surface level interactions for the most part… but maybe that’s fine. it’s just i don’t feel like i fit with the staff but also im not a #student anymore and it literally does not matter at all but im in my head about it. except i don’t feel that very much or much of anything a #at all. today has mostly just been surviving and taking notes abt ppl in my pod (the pod is doing good btw they are still not going deep but #they are connecting and working surprisingly well together which is good) and not really using other parts of my brain and im not used to th #that. tomorrow is gonna be so hard though im scared lol. and im scared i’ll oversleep #idk why im not having thoughts. i wish i was. i kinda feel like im knocked out of orbit except i don’t actually feel anything at all #also covid has hit hard in surprising ways. literally no one is hanging out in the community room after hours. like wtf! that’s unheard of!! #retreat tag