#i’m filled with coffee

[why-the-heck-not]

Just signed up for the bachelor’s thesis course (today’s the deadline; very on character, gotta leave till the last possible day) Crying screaming throwing up??? I’m hella stressed abt it

#and not sure about the topic #I didn’t yet need to be but I’m afraid I didn’t write enough like ’’what are u interested in’’ bc mf how would I know????? #so in january I’ll just see what group I’m at and figure the topic from there it’ll be fiiiiiiiine #and if not; it’s only 6 months like I could handle 6 months with a shitty topic I think (barely and not well but like doable) #also rn it’s 7am lol bc I basically filled the form last night & decided to sleep on it just in case and now it’s way too early to be #feeling this frazzled #i’ll have more coffee; surely caffeine will help #2023 #december 2023

[ocdeeznut]

Sat in a coffee shop waiting for my car to be serviced.

Now i love people watching, but sometimes…

they watch me back.

and nothing is as scary as the total rando you’ve been theorising about in your boredom looking you directly in the soul-windows through a thin sliver of NOT TINTED glass.

Reminder! They can see you!

#odesrambles #people watching is fun #being people watched is less fun #boredom is my least favourite emotion #the coffee shop is filling up too #i’m taking up a 3 seated i’m scum #my feet hurt the car shop is so far away #just a poor tired lad let me rest

[ghost-proofbaby]

question: if i changed how i go about my taglist… how would y’all feel?

to clarify:

option one means people could be bumped off tag lists as i would not do more than 50 tags per fic. my everything taglist has 10+ members right now, meaning i only have about 40 slots, give or take. i also would not do reblog tag lists. example: the taglist for coffee shop blues is currently full, but if someone asked to be on my everything taglist, i would remove the most recently added person who only wanted to be tagged on that specific fic to make the room. (this one just feels plain mean to me 😅😅😅)

option two would mean you’re tagged on ALL writing for that specific topic. everything obviously is tagged on everything, eddie only is tagged only on eddie fics, and steve only is tagged only on steve fics. each taglist would have a limit of 50. this means more spaces as i would do reblog lists (it would be the everything taglist). however, it would mean you can’t opt in for only certain fics, which i know can get annoying. also, i’d have a google questionnaire for this one for everyone to complete if they want to be added. aka if you didn’t fill it out, then you wouldn’t be added! (it’d be anonymous email wise, just having to provide a username obviously to tag)

option three is self explanatory lol 😭

anyways. lemme know.

#i’m partial to option 2 or 3 #but i understand if people prefer being able to choose only being tagged on certain fics #it also means redoing the taglist for coffee shop blues #because it would be only people who filled out the form or just doing away with it for the reblog side blog #GAHHHH tag lists can get so complicated wah

[akkivee]

things samatoki has done in arb to juto that i think is charming:

makes coffee for him enough for juto to get a craving for it

on a rare day where juto was allowed to leave work early and had the following day off, samatoki schmoozed his way into a night out drinking with him and going shopping the next day

also sweet talked juto into buying samatoki’s fav style of fashion

juto barely got out a greeting to doppo (and hifumi lol) before samatoki pulled juto away lol

samatoki repeatedly telling juto, on said man’s birthday, if he’s grateful for the gifts he can return the favour with his body :)

got out of jail this one time and wanted to celebrate by drinking with juto

upon juto running away from him after expressing desire of the above point, samatoki hunted juto down, broke into his home, and dragged him out on that night out he wanted lol

on a different occasion where samatoki got out of jail, juto was in osaka and therefore unavailable to celebrate with samatoki and samatoki indignantly responded to this by saying, ‘wtf could be in out there in osaka when i’m here?????’

#vee queued to fill the void #it’s been a very long while since i’ve listened to samatoki’s and juto’s lines so i might be conflating two unrelated lines???? #but i’m pretty sure samatoki has a coffee making line that relates to juto wanting to drink samatoki’s coffee lol #i think samatoki being entirely into juto’s space all time in arb is funny lol #lol and that osaka trip event and the rosasa samajuto art that spawned from it lmao #like sasara sent samatoki a vid of juto in those bunny ears going ‘i’m a lonely only rabbit that’ll die if i’m left alone’ #and the 🤝 vibe between them lmao #since we got that voting thing going on rn for sequel events #the samajuto fans on my feed posted a list of all the events where samatoki and juto are just together #and goddamn there are a lot lmao i should buy previous stories since someone on the arb team likes to provide feasts lol #who knows what else i’m missing between them lmao

[neixins]

the sword and shield part of the prophecy is soooo vague that i’ll rotate every possible theory inside my silly little head and then go “or it could be smth else”. absolute net zero conclusions reached but i had fun.

#like. i think hak being the sword is one of if not the most popular theories and i can see it bc well. look at the guy #but it’s the specifics of the wording that give me pause #‘WHEN the four dragons are gathered the sword and shield which will protect the king SHALL AWAKEN’ #when hak’s been there from the beginning + there’s also ik-su’s warning that hak will die if yona doesn’t find the dragons #which. there’s definitely ways to interpret him still being the sword (or shield!! that’d also be a neat twist) even with that in mind #but ngl i’m also a sucker for the idea that he’s just. there bc he loves yona. no connection to the prophecy whatsoever. #like both options make sense to me and i can see either one happening #anyway my personal favorite theory rn is that riri is the either the sword or the shield #not saying it’s the most probable option. just the most fun to meeee <3 #and ngl it only occurred to me during the latest chapter bc she’s clearly gonna play some kind of role #so it’s not like i have like a mountain of compelling evidence but i do have more than just. a feeling #like she has the sociopolitical standing and the ability (or at least pluckiness) to fill either role right? #and she was introduced and grew as a character only after all four dragons were gathered #which fits with some of the only things we know about the sword and the shield #do u see what i’m getting at?? am i making any sense at all?? #it could also ofc be a literal sword and shield which. tbh i think is the most likely but also less fun to speculate about #anyway i also think tae-jun will have a bigger role to play. either as a part of the prophecy or not #but also how might zeno’s recent actions impact the prophecy……. much to think about as always #but that’s enough theorizing for one day! time to grab my iced coffee from the fridge and work on my silly little fic <3 #akayona

[antiquesintheattic]

well that was the worst interview of my life and my old job won’t take me back until may so i think it’s really over for me 😍

#i want being interviewed with multiple ppl and the main guy goes well i think i was done ten minutes ago #was* #in regards to questions #and it’s like girl fuck you why would you say that in front of me as if i wouldn’t start sobbing immediately #and then 99% sure i heard him say well that was a bust when i walked out the door #anyway i’m getting coffee now cause it’s free since i filled up my punch card 🙁

[just-rogi]

Ik I’m not white passing bc every Arab restaurant owner who sees my face can instantly clock me as brown and give me extra food and discounts and ask if I speak Arabic and if I’m staying in school and where my family is from and my thoughts on soccer, like sorry Emxly on tiktok just who learned the word white passing last week thinks that I’m not brown, but the Azerbaijani pizza shop staff cheer when I walk in the door so maybe it’s a skill issue?

#literally just got a $23 pizza #and I got to the counter to pay and he said ‘oh for you it’s $15 I’ll charge you for a small cheese’ #EVERY TIME WITHOUT FAIL #like granted I’m a regular and he knows me but it’s still so funny #and ik it’s NOT just them being nice #I went to a market with my white friend once and she went ahead of me in line #and checked out #when it was MY turn to check out they smiled and asked if I was Arab then went to the back to get me fresher figs than the ones I picked out #and then filled my bag with fruit candy and coffee candy for no reason #this happens all the time and every time I’m STILL shocked #I once got a bag of basmati rice off the shelf with a $20 sticker on it and the guy took my $20 #asked if I was middle eastern #THEN GAVE ME BACK SOME CHANGE WHEN I SAID YES #absolutely shameless behavior #I love it

[mycharmingpalsqna]

I think I’ve gone bonkers

I’ve literally spent the last two days writing a FIFTH-TEEN PAGE essay, about my theories and notes on welcome home, I think I’ve gone crazy..(crazy? I was crazy once, they locked me in a room. A rubber room, a rubber room filled with rats, rats make me crazy.)

#silly goofy mood #welcome home #partycoffin #wally darling #welcome home project #welcomehomearg #yippie #I’m tired someone get me some coffee #I don’t even like coffee- #Oh whatever #hehehehe :3 #im insane in the membrane #Insane in the brain #crazy? i was crazy once #they locked me in a room #a rubber room #a rubber room filled with rats #rats make me crazy

[arthur-r]

need to poll my friends, does anybody drink black coffee like just coffee from inside of a coffee pot and you don’t put anything in it?

#haven’t tried black coffee since i was like ten and i hated it then and now i have mixed feelings #the biggest problem was that it is way too warm i am all burnt up now #that’s what milk is for really is just to drown out the heat turn it into a regular temperature beverage #anyway it tastes well enough and i guess the point of black coffee is it gets the job done #that being said caffeine usually makes me feel unwell so don’t ask me why i went for it today #pro tip if you don’t want to aggravate somebody’s heart problems don’t pour coffee near them when they’re sleeping #(‘‘sleeping’’ what i mean is eyes closed head on desk still perceiving things. not strong enough to wake me up from a dream or anything) #anyway if you pour coffee near me and i’m currently tired out of my mind i’m gonna ask to have some there’s no way around it #so um not my fault i was aided and abetted and i play no role in my own destruction #anyway i’m also feeling entirely fine shdhdf i’m nearly convinced it’s been a chocolate allergy this whole time #and if i stop drinking mochas then i’ll stop reacting cause it’s not the caffeine that’s the problem. we’ll find out soon #anyway who drinks this. do my friends drink this?? do my friends have tips on how to drink this #for example how do you make it not be warm but also not be filled up with milk #do you just blow on it. like an old man in a fable about a satyr who thinks humans are the strangest creatures #the taste is kind of epic honestly like it’s not good but it’s kind of good #at the very least it makes me feel like an old academic #anyway hi it’s senior skip day and i’m playing the system by showing up at the school building and skipping from here #shdhdf i’m gonna go to class from here on out though. just had to skip physics cause i never did the essay and i’m afraid of confrontation #that’s also not my fault because who assigns an essay in physics class???? i dont know this stuff well enough to write about it?? #although of course that’s the point of assigning an essay is to see if we know everything well enough to write about it shdhdf #so anyway i’m here to ask my friends who drink black coffee (if there are any) what do you do to help it cross the line to just being good? #cause right now it’s like good in several ways but it’s too warm and it tastes a little bit silly. i need pro tips for college #cause honestly i love the taste of coffee and like i said the chocolate might be the problem so i’m turning away from mochas #probably they’re both a problem. but let’s say i start drinking decaf black coffee. what do i do to make it incredible. please and thanks #shdhdf mostly i’m just checking in though. how is everybody? i really hope you are doing well!!!! #i’ll be around for a bit then heading to humanities class eventually i can’t skip on the teacher who invited me to her book club #also like. lunch. and like i said i have integrity now. gonna go to the rest of my classes #but so anyway i hope everybody is doing well!!!! let me know if you need anything!! listen to corrections by poolboy if you feel like it!! #me. my post. mine. #alright this is my last tag but i’ll be around. hope you are well and let me know!!

[hmslusitania]

Why yes this book IS a currently 33k ode to my fear of losing my ability to type thank you for asking

#me: *fills a coffee flask with dismembered fingers* #me: surely this isn’t symbolic or anything #so I’m writing a novel #its. a bit fucked up

[heckahecker]

loaded up sta.rdew va.lley after a year+ of inactivity 🙇

#personal #i stumbled into sebastian’s 10 heart event and AUGH 😭 MY HEART #when he leaned over and kissed me i was like 😳😳😳 sebby i’m MARRIED………. #so of course the next logical step was to save up for my divorce with elliott but 🥺 then elliott is like #‘come here let me give you a massage 🥰 i made us a pot of coffee and i fed all the animals and filled our cat’s water bowl 💖’ like cmon now. #this is all on console btw 😤 i got so furious at shane on my pc save that i haven’t opened it up on my computer in over a year SKXNSSKNSKSDN

[mrs-kelly]

Ouch ouch owie :(

#the end of volume 2 is still making me sad :( #no spoilers don’t worry!! #but I had such a hard time sleeping last night #I just felt so so so upset #and I woke up so :( #plus I was telling one of my sisters in law yesterday about my bad dream #and I was telling her that it happened cuz I have this ‘burden meter’ in my head like #every time I do something wrong it’s filling up that burden meter until that person decides they’re done with me #and my other sister in law was like ‘you don’t need to worry about that! the things you ask for are normal and your mistakes are human’ #and the other was like ‘well actually… you might want to be careful about becoming a burden’ #and it was like 😶 #mostly cuz. I just wanted reassurance like. because I always feel like I’m a burden on everyone #and I know she meant well and her thought was that she would tell me her family’s experience with that so that I could be careful #but all it did was make my anxiety shoot through the roof #and now I’m trying to fight off my brain’s desire to lock myself back up in my head so I don’t do or say anything wrong again #like it’s not her fault; she couldn’t have known and she meant well #but I just feel awful now :( #I just feel scared of that burden meter again #ah anyways I’ll feel better after some food and iced coffee but #right now I’m just :((((( #ren speaks #vent tw

[akkivee]

you know what i think is kinda neat lol??? the way kuukou has a preference for green tea, jyushi only drinks black tea and hitoya is a coffee connoisseur lmao

#vee queued to fill the void #this is brought to you by my intense desire to drink earl grey tea and chai I MISS!!!!! EARL GREY AND CHAI #i stopped drinking black teas due to a health issue and tho i’m cool to drink them again i’ve been hesitant to do so #*crying* but i miss my black teas so much 😭😭😭😭😭 the flavours the caffeine high i’m sorry it’s my drug #and you know who would UNDERSTAND me??????????? jyushi would get me he always does!!!!!!!!! #and then i recalled kuukou’s taste for green tea and hitoya’s for coffee and thus this post happened lmao #lol y’all know how samatoki➡️ichiro from the tdd soul swap drank some coffee and then he couldn’t go to sleep because of the caffeine high? #(samatoki juto hitoya coffee date event WHEN arb pls feed my crops) #kuukou would probably be a menace times 💯 if he had hitoya’s coffee lol can you imagine caffeinated kuukou lmao #like how wild hirono kuukou gets is probably caffeinated kuukou LOL #i had jitters the first time i drank coffee lol and tho i never experienced a caffeine crash #i can see kuukou being a generally annoying fck and sprawling himself over jyushi and hitoya just to be a nuisance #but winds up passing out IMMEDIATELY lmao #i’m sure he wouldn’t wake up with a caffeine withdrawal headache lol #but i bet he wouldn’t appreciate feeling like he’s on 1000 for hours like that lol #c: kuukou👑 #c: jyushi #c: hitoya

[sttoru]

your boyfriend sleeps on the couch after an argument you both had earlier that day. after calming your nerves and taking time for yourself, you realise that you might have been a bit too harsh on him.

☀︎｜tags. older bf!gojo satoru x female reader. fluff / angst / hurt + comfort. age gap (reader early 20’s & satoru early 30’s). nicknames used; ‘(little) baby’. he’s honestly just the perfect combination of gentle and teasing. subtle mentions of size difference.

satoru shifts on the couch whilst letting out an inaudible yawn. he was tired after an entire day at work and finally had the chance to settle down in the comfort of his apartment.

though, he couldn’t really relax just yet. the reason why being the undeniable tension hanging in the air. he was in fact home, but it didn’t feel like it. not when you were missing.

you had holed yourself up in the master bedroom after an earlier argument the two of you had. it wasn’t a big fight — just a little squabble between lovers. satoru didn’t rush after you when you had decided to walk away midst argument. you clearly weren’t in the right headspace to properly articulate nor communicate your feelings.

he figured that you just needed some time alone and thus decided to leave you be. he didn’t want to risk losing you by annoying you any further.

satoru scrolls on his phone out of boredom. the light radiating off the screen starts to bother his already sensitive eyes. with a sigh, he shuts off the device and puts it down on the coffee table.

it was dead silent in the apartment that was usually filled with your lively chatter. the sorcerer wants nothing more than to cuddle up with you under the covers and fall asleep. but, you needed space and he wasn’t going to disturb you.

he drapes an arm over his eyes and pulls the thin blanket over his chest. his breaths were steady and his thoughts were surprisingly calm. satoru almost drifts off to sleep, however his body lightly jolts awake once he hears the creaking of a door.

careful footsteps echo throughout the hallway and stop right at the doorstep of the living room.

satoru moves his arm to the side so his vision wouldn’t be obstructed. his eyes land on the figure standing at the doorframe — one he could recognise instantly.

it was you, standing there with your head held low and your fingers curled around the hem of your nightgown. you didn’t take another step forwards and just lingered in your spot for a few seconds without saying anything.

“hey, baby.” satoru breaks the silence. his voice was as soft as it could be, not an ounce of annoyance or frustration in it. even if he had all the reason to be upset according to you.

you remember just how childish you acted earlier; you had lost all rationality, shouted at your boyfriend out of frustration and ran off mid sentence instead of properly addressing the issue at hand. the way you handled that situation was wrong and immature.

in contrast to your immature behaviour, satoru had stayed calm and collected throughout the entirety of your argument. he hadn’t raised his voice at you even once nor did he blame you for anything. you felt bad for acting like a bratty kid who didn’t get her way.

you eventually move towards the couch, still not making eye contact with your boyfriend. he sits up and simply watches you with a raised eyebrow—curious as to what you were about to do.

you knew you had to apologise for your behaviour, but what you needed first was his validation. you wordlessly climb onto the couch and under the blanket satoru was using.

your arms wrap around his torso and you hug him tightly to your body, face buried in his shirt to cover your embarrassed and remorseful expression.

satoru’s eyes widen a bit at the sudden show of affection, though he wasn’t complaining. he reciprocates the gesture and nuzzles his cheek against the top of your head.

“my little baby.” he chuckles, hands rubbing your back in attempt to reassure you that everything was and will be fine, “i’m happy you decided to come back to me — thank you.”

again. that tender tone satoru uses only with you and for you. the guilt from earlier hits you like a truck and your eyes well up with tears before you could stop the process.

“sorry,” your voice cracks once you finally muster out an apology. the warmth engulfing your cold body was enough to make you sob in his comforting embrace. satoru sighs and closes his eyes. he rests his chin on top of your head whilst holding you like his life depended on it.

no words were exchanged between you two for a good minute. satoru silently encourages you to cry it out and so you do. after calming down, you sniffle and pull your head away from his chest. your eyes were watery and a bit red.

the pad of his thumb sweeps the stray tears away from your cheeks, his touch precise and careful. he smiles softly at the sight of his teary-eyed girlfriend. you were so adorable and precious to him. even when you looked like a mess — a pretty mess.

“i just..” you start off, small hiccups interrupting your sentence, “i wanted to apologise for acting so childish. i shouldn’t have said nor did any of those hurtful things. i apologise for that as well.”

your lover nods along to your words. he hums in delight and kisses your forehead, his lips lingering there for longer than intended, “don’t worry, baby. i understand. thank you for apologising, though.”

you mutter a small ‘of course’ in-between sniffles. that was all the reassurance you had needed to hear from your boyfriend. though, you still felt bad and the guilt of your immature actions seemed to linger in the back of your mind.

you lay your head back on satoru’s chest and listen to his heartbeat — hoping that the constant sound would drown out any other thoughts. your lover lays on his back and pulls you down on top of him. his hands rub your sides, slender fingers toying with the silky material of your nightgown.

“i’m sorry for being immature sometimes. i’m sure it must be troubling to deal with.” you whisper as you enjoy the feeling of being back in satoru’s arms.

he grins and shakes his head in response. he loves every side of yours — even your immature one. if he didn’t, he wouldn’t be here right now. he truly loves all of you.

the older man places another soft kiss on top of your head and closes his eyes afterwards, “heh, i’d be lying if i said that you trying to act all tough earlier wasn’t cute.”

satoru snickers at the memory. he remembers how you pointed that little finger of yours in front of his face and how you tried to subtly stand on the tips of your toes so you could look him in the eyes properly. your attempts at looking intimidating were quite endearing.

it’s not like he was invalidating your feelings with that comment — he was genuinely trying to lighten your mood. and it wasn’t like it didn’t work.

“whatever.” you huff, playfully swatting his biceps and gaining an over exaggerated ‘ow!’ in response. you’re glad that things have gone back to normal between you two. if the situation had continued for any longer, you’d have lost your mind.

you aren’t the only one who is extremely relieved. satoru is beaming with joy because he gets to hold and talk to you again. that small period of silence between the both of you felt like an eternity to him.

no matter how many times you have those little arguments, satoru will still love you all the same.

#sttoru writes. #jjk x reader #gojo x reader #gojo satoru x reader #jjk x you #jjk fluff #gojo x you #jjk x y/n #gojo x y/n #jjk fanfic #jjk fic #jjk angst

[aqpippin]

now that i’ve had my little scream i can appreciate how good today was

#i got to team nurse with some of my favourite coworkers #i had a fucking good coffee this morning #a patient complimented my eyebrows #i got to leave early so i could visit the cne i’m covering #we made her a care basket #the joy on her face when she opened everything was priceless #i got to fill her in on all the goss she’s missed #she said she’s proud of me (!) #what a nice day i’m off to have the hottest shower known to man and make a little drinky drink #and then finish sleeping with strangers !!!!

[evqnescene]

WHY IS EVERYTHING MAKING ME CRY TODAY

#i’m a fucking mess oh my god #i stop crying for one second and then i’m right back to it #i was setting myself up for failure this morning with that iced coffee #the voices are gonna win #gonna cave and fucking text my dealer because i truly cannot #filled with unbridled rage and despair #i mean i’m sure i’m like just stressed about moving back and a whole new set of responsibilities i’m gonna have #jesus christ i need to do coke or something