#i’m not gonna do it

[karis-the-fangirl]

I think that a Lanfear fanvid set to Wrecking Ball would be. so fucking funny.

#lanfear #wot on prime #wheel of time #i’m not gonna do it #bc I have no idea how #I just think it would be hilarious

[gently-decaying-flowers]

i am not going to explode and release my pent up anger on my friends i am not going to explode and release my pent up anger on my friends i am not going to explode and release my pent up anger on my friends

#char’s diary #i’m not gonna do it #they don’t need that #sometimes you gotta accept things how they are and move on #(i am not moved on and it hurts and im gonna ignore it)

[disasterhimbo]

How do y’all cope with feeling like the world is a terrible awful place and it’s not gonna get better

#my post #personal #negative #depressionposting #my mental health is soooo bad rn #like all I’ve done the last few days is kind of eat #I haven’t showered in a week #suicidal ideation #I wanna die so bad tbh #i’m not gonna do it #but I want to #I feel so broken and powerless #may have done a little too much doomscrolling idk

[shoutsindwarvish]

i had an especially nasty 30+ hour migraine from friday through saturday and then spent yesterday without my adhd meds because i had to ration them since my psychiatrist didn’t submit a new script and then first thing this morning i had therapy that dug into some good stuff but has got me low-key sad

i think i deserve to be on my phone all day tbh, i’ve done enough already

#i’m not gonna do it #but the struggle is especially real #i’m okay re: sadness it really is background #but it’s there #my posts #brain blogging #trauma blogging #because that’s some of what we were diving into #i’ve been in recovery for 10 years and i’m still finding things to unpack #it’s a bummer

[shutupdevvie]

sooooooo grand rapids huh

#i’m not gonna do it #i was just thinking about it #unless #👀

[comradebestie]

oh the temptation to ask my mom “would you still like me if i got top surgery?”

i’m not gonna do it girl, i’m just thinkin bout it

#i’m not gonna do it #i’m just thinkin about it #i know her opinion about my body doesn’t matter #but it would be nice to have the reassurance that she won’t think i’m bad or gross or misled or trigger happy or whatever #i wish i could have the surety that she’ll be happy *with* me #so i don’t have to temper my elation with somberness and anxiety around her #top surgery #genderqueer #nonbinary #neoboy #finboy #androgyne #transmasc

[m0llygunn]

imagine if I started hand writing my stories and then just posted scans of my notebook papers like how authentic would it be to see words like cock and balls in my personal hand writing

and like the clear evidence of my excitable rushed scribbles as I get really into it………….

#just thinking…….. #I’m not gonna do it #but just thinking….

[lunityviruz]

*clenched fists* I’m not gonna be an angry annoying bitter bitch today

#rants n rambles #i’m not gonna do it #because I’m gonna do it tomorrow! #like fuck you I am the biggest hater rn 🤗 #but at the same time it’s just my hyper active brain making up things that never even happened

[rotisserierosier]

the real question is what if i make james and evan just suffer through this entire fic.

#i’m not gonna do it #i was just thinking about it

[melat0nin-gummi]

TW SUICIDE, DEATH, BLOOD, EYESTRAIN, OTHER TRIGGERING THINGS!!!

I made more baldis basics vent art!!! Due to the sudden change of my surroundings, (friend shit view my last post for details) I MADE ART OF ONE OF MY BABY GIRLS KILLING ITSELF AND JUST DYING IN DIFFERENT WAYS!!!

Test is my second favourite character :]

#baldis basics #baldi au #fuck im tired #I’m not GONNA do it #Let me vent I’m not going to kill myself guys

[linnea-bowiesversion]

My reason for living at the moment you ask??

Oh idk just the unreasonable many hours used on AO3, Tumblr and Pinterest.

But hey :D at least I’m alive right!!

#i wanna kms #don’t worry though #it’s fine #i’m not gonna do it #probably #ao3 fics #pinterest

[dogsofthepod]

what if i went to toronto for my 25th birthday to go to the eras tour again like what if

#i’m not gonna do it #or am i #listen we’re signing up for a code and if i get one maybe it’s a sign #taylor swift

[shutupdevvie]

doing that thing again

#you ever do the thing where you think about removing your bones #ripping the little bones and tendons and everything out of your wrists #because i do #i’m not gonna do it #but also im scared im gonna do it

[astral-catastrophe]

I’ve cried off all my mascara at this point

#Damn it. This is not okay #And I could tell the brother was trying not to cry #I know him well enough. That was his sad little face #The sad little. Stay quiet and I won’t break down in tears. I know because I do that too #I’m trying so hard to push away sh urges holy shit holy shit #I’m not gonna do it

[nicoandindy]

me absolutely pissed off: yeah

#i’m not gonna do what i was told to #i’m not gonna do it