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nightcolorz · 5 months

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i’m late but for the ask game: armand 6, 8, 25

YIPPIE!! Thank u sm for sending this, I’ve been pretty severely injured lately and I woke up feeling so shit and sad, so getting this notif absolutely made my day. Armand !!! He is my favorite character in anything ever. I have literally never been so insane about a guy before. U picked some great questions so I’m super excited about this.

6. What's something you have in common with this character?

I identify strongly with Armand for a lot of weird little reasons. I think the root of it is transgender and autism stuff if I’m honest 😭 Im going to try not to get tooo personal 👍👍 but I will let’s be honest, I will get personal. I can relate to being fetishized and characterized for my sort of androgynous/pretty/boyish appearance while I feel like how I look doesn’t truly reflect who I am as a person. I definitely get the struggle of being demeaned and treated like a child bcus of the juvenile ish appearance transitioning can give you. I also can relate to being demeaned and treated like a child because of my social awkwardness (due to autism) that causes many ppl to assume I’m unintelligent or immature, need to be treated gently or talked to slowly, etc. I see these parts of myself reflected in Armand ofc in different more vampiric ways, and having a character who is infantilized and talked down to while also fetishized and sexually exploited for a perceived innocence that isn’t reflective of who he really is at all, a guy who is also very strange and awkward and doesn’t act right, who is also simultaneously very bad ass (imo lmao) in his shamelessness and his overtly violent and freak of nature attitude, is weirdly very validating and empowering for me, lmao. He is like the weak shameful parts of myself if the weak shameful parts of myself had teeth. 👍👍👍 Yeah 😁😁😁😁 Armand 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶

8. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you despise?

lmfaooo, I’m so happy u picked this one bcus I love complaining and being a hater 😍 I am sorry in advance if I say anything that ruffles any bodies feathers, just bcus I don’t like these things ppl do doesn’t mean I don’t like the ppl who do them, y’all do u I’m not stopping u. Anyways.

I don’t enjoy how a handful of amc exclusive fans characterize Armand, because you can tell they rlly only understand him based on Wikipedia reads and his brief appearance in the show so far, which results in this sort of glaring simplification of his character in fan content. This wouldn’t rlly bother me if not for how prevalent it is 😭 like it’s genuinely difficult for me to find interesting and in character fanfic about Armand bcus so much of it is uniformed. The amc fandom sort of dominates the tvc fandom, it’s just so big. I don’t like when Armand is reduced to Louis’s new scary hot boyfriend/Lestat replacement/potential villain. It feels like he’s often perceived through this lens of a role in the story, like “hm this guy seems like a potential villain”, “no I think he’s a new love interest”, which is a conversation I find no appeal in at all considering you can’t fit the Armand I love into any of these narrative boxes. This isn’t rlly smth I have personal beef with bcus there’s no harm in fans of the show characterizing armand based on there limited knowledge while they wait for the next season, but for me it’s a pet peeve you know, as someone who rlly rlly likes armand a lot 😭.

(This is the exception to my no hate to u if u do this disclaimer btw, all the hate to u). on the subject of amc fans, I also often see this hostility towards fans of book Armand, where I’ll see amc fans talking about how perverse he is conceptually in the books and how gross ppl who like him are, which REALLY makes me very mad, because ok. Listen. Show armand is not a character yet, any and all things you enjoy about armand as of now as someone who hasn’t read the books are 1. How he looks. And 2. Things from the books that you apply to him in a new context. Assad’s performance, the people working on the show, the writers, everything that you base your enjoyment of armand in, is from the books 😭 But god forbid someone enjoy the source material over the hypothetical character who barely exists yet? God forbid someone do the same thing u do (take smth arguably morally dubious and interpret it in a way that u find interesting and compelling while acknowledging the morally dubious source material) just not in the context of an adaption. Ok. God forbid I enjoy and identify with an adult character trapped in the body of a child who is misperceived for his youth and sexually abused, it’s not like this is the same concept of beloved amc Claudia anyway. It’s also not like I am capable of enjoying something while criticizing it and disliking it’s flaws, and coming to conclusions based on critical thinking and analysis of concepts that may have been executed poorly, that I still admire and enjoy, bcus I am capable of complex thinking, and I don’t need to blindly enjoy every part of smth and perceive it as flawless to enjoy it. We all know that’s fake ! Anyways sorry for the angry rant 😭😭😭 moving on.

On a separate note, I also sometimes have beef with how fellow book armand fans portray him. This is small and sort of petty but it bothers me when Armand is drawn as like, very small and skinny. Maybe it’s bcus I head canon him as chubby and sort of cherub-built, maybe it’s bcus in TVA armand describes himself as strong in build and “not waif-ish”, but either or it does feel sort of wrong and off putting when I see Armand drawn as like, so small and petite that it’s emphasized. To me this reads as a missing of the point, if you will. An emphasis on physical qualities representative of innocence and youth that aren’t reflective of Armand’s character, only rlly how some other characters see him. I can often tell when an Armand fan enjoys him for the superficial qualities (eternally young, angelic looking, etc) over who he is, and it always encourages me to steer clear. I hope I’m making sense lol. This is also sometime present in fic but it’s more subtle and difficult to describe. Anyways

25. What was your first impression of this character? How about now?

I was thinking about this yesterday! I was first introduced to Armand when I was maybe 11 or 12, my dad put on 94 interview with the vampire for me and my twin sister while he did work around the house etc. he started watching it with us (he loves 94 iwtv) but by the time Armand showed up at the half way point he got up and started doing other things, so my sister and I were alone in front of the screen. For some reason lost to time my sister and I were very excited about seeing Antonio Banderas, maybe because we knew him from Zorro, so in the aftermath of the buffoon scene with Santiago that we found really funny, when Antonio Banderas appeared on screen we were hyped tf up. We were so enthralled in the moment of his cunty ass entrance we started cheering and clapping and screaming 😭 I think shrieking ARMANNNDDD!!!! At the screen (with no knowledge of who armand even was) Till I started laughing to tears is in my top ten formative moments. My first viewing of iwtv was just like that 😭 there was smth in the water that had my sister and I loosing our fucking minds with excitement over that movie. Anyways, I only immersed myself into the fandom and got rlly into tvc just last year, when I read interview with the vampire (smth that’s always been in the back of my mind since my first viewing, I really did love that movie) and then the rest of tvc. When I was reading interview with the vampire I had that subconscious excitement over Armand’s half way point appearance brewing from the get go (every time my sister and I have watched iwtv together since we were 12 we’ve done the same screaming at the screen ritual for armand) so when I was re introduced to him I was instantly attached to him. I very quickly discovered how much I was enthralled by this guy, like by his first appearance and description it went from a weird little nostalgic affection to a “omfg I feel many inexplicably strong feelings for this guy”. He was just so magnetic and weird, I was intrigued by every thing about him, like Louis lol. I started drawing him a bunch b4 I’d even finished the first book, and by the time I was introduced to him in tvl he was my favorite character. Tvl really solidified my armand obsession, and queen of the damned made me the person I am today 😭 insane. I think my impression of him now should be obvious at this point 😔 he is my silliest guy every morning I wake up and he is the first thought in my mind I cry about him daily I worship him like he’s my god sometimes I see a blender and I am so overwhelmed with emotion I want to scream if a professional looked into my brain and saw all the armand in there they’d diagnose me with super mega autism. I like him a lot. 🫶

Thank you sm for sending this ask once again! I’m sorry it’s so long lol, hope my responses were interesting. This is the ask game in question for anyone who may potentially want to send me more asks: https://www.tumblr.com/nightcolorz/734243514562510848?source=share I would cry with joy if so.

#tvc #the vampire chronicles #vampire chronicles #vc #armand #The vampire armand #interview with the vampire #Iwtv #anne rice #Armand iwtv #armand tvc #armand vc #ask game

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ididkn0w · 11 months

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Baby good morning😞 I’ve missed you so much I’ve been thinking about ur face. So lemme tell u ab my day so far. Babe I don’t want u to get up alrrrr😞😞 I haven’t stopped imaging us together like us pretending to be babies and sad for a kissss😭. We would hold hands everywhere n talk like best friends and take the coolest pictures of each other and laugh all the time. Ok so I’m at a resturaunt now I typed everything from before yes like nothing but bc bro I’ve been on this tour n I haven’t been able to have anyone off my fucking ass n when he talks n we stand there like I can’t be on my phone. So basically Idek if I alr started but idc I’ll repeat myself. So we hadda leave and whatever and we met up with the tour guide and I was not feeling good at all man I had the biggest headache n I was so nauseous man I was feeling so so bad like horrible. We got on a like team I guess from the city and we got to the first place and he was explaining shit I never payed attention bruh I’ve been bad in the morning and then the rest of the day I think I’ve been like hella dissaciated I’m ngl I might not even say much cus the whole day I’ve just been feeling like shit n I rlly was not like present. So then this was at like 9:30. Bro I can’t with my grandparents they treat me like I’m 7 all day every day it’s so much bro. Ok so then they were going into this sultans palace and Ik all ab this btw😅 I like history especially the ottoman one. Ok so we alr went there when I came like two years ago so I was like aight imma head out like u guys go check that out I’ll wait for u guys here bc they haven’t come before. So I waited for them and so i fell asleep on a bench😭 for two hours😭 like straight up public bench at a park n ofc I woke up every once in a while but I was so bad like I couldn’t keep falling asleep n like everytjme I woke up it was random ppl sitting next to me and whatever n I would check the time like damn they’re still not back. But thankfully I was sleeping bc wtf would I have done for two hours n then finally I woke up all super good n happy n motivated I felt so much better and then I was like fuck like how much longer will I have to wait like awake doing nothing. N thankfully they came like 15 min after. So then bruh I literally don’t even rmb what we did lemme see my pics. Oh yes there’s a pic of a baby bc I want to have a baby with u. And that was the bench where I slept at. N then we went to a cafe nearby n we tried postres and I had this drink it was rlly yummy. And more moon underthink sorta signs. Then we went to this underground thing and like I wasn’t having it so whateverrrrrr n like it used to be an aqueduct for the sultan some shit like that. And it was actually cool n they had Roman gods and goddesses in there bc the ottoman used to be scared of the Roman’s. Then we went to a very pretty mosque. I LOVE GOING TO MOSQUES. Middle eastern countries are def my second favorite place to go/have been after Thailand. Yes Ik our number one is Thailand😆😆 I love that we twin like that I love you. Ik we’re gonna go together. I need to be rich and travel with u. My number 3 is Russia. U have to take me to Ghana. Then we went to a market obv spice market but they had other stuff especially fake stuff this is where I brought my fake yeezy slides😭 imma buy another pair😭 easy to like trash them yk what I mean n I also want a fake bag but u might convince me otherwise lmk (u my stylist) imma go to those shops tomorrow. Then we went to a rooftop n im showing u my pimple. Then we left n then we got on the metro n we’re at this popular restaurant I took pics of ppl who have been here before for u that yk. Bro oh my god I just got up the did a whole show for us they even threw a plate and they made me hold this bread that said Colombia I was so fucjing red oh my god. If I didn’t give u much details or I’m not all being funny n shit perdon Bebe I’ve been pretty mad. I’ve just been wanting to get home n talk to u. Acabo de comer bebe now I’m in the bathroom shitting. The food was very yummy im just anxious bc I just wanna talk

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cookiescr · 1 year

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lol I work with a lot of ppl like this and it’s so sad that no one will back you up in discussions, those lame ass cowards will only say afterwards how brave and right one person is for speaking up but they never take action themselves. That’s the main issue we have still that many bigots running around and ruining society

Yeah I’m dragginggggg, like I don’t have to visit lectures mandatorily so I just don’t visit them and cry about the stuff to learn later on. And I like only take 1-2 seminars per semester, so I can plan according to my work schedule. Thankfully we have a lot of freedom with our curricula at uni and we don’t pay a fee for like 8 years in total with the masters

Tbh I think you are below the federal tax rate on the ph, like in Germany you have tax free income below 10k a year. Try to inform yourself first before you spend money on something which is not rlly necessary

Oh that sucks ass a similar thing to calling out someone who said some problematic shit and everyone turning against you and calling you sensitive or woke as an insult like 😭

That's dope that you have more freedom! What are like the seminars for :0? Always thought uni stuff is super strict and very time consuming with how much I see people joking about it being fine if the lord takes them already and I'm like it's that bad??

I'm a bit confused on the part honestly which is why I'll probably maybe just ask about it first! Wait in Germany you don't have to pay taxes for less than 10k a year? So does that mean if you like make idk 2-3k u don't have to pay taxes?

#thanks for the ask #osa #my monthly income is not always consistent but i feel like it's getting to the point that i might be making enough to pay taxes #ofc if i still am able to fill my slots next month esp with the 80 half body thing #woof that one i was so anxious about didnt know if anyone was interested kfjdnd #anon #i only know about the mini job thing where theres a certain period you can only work and you can only earn a little

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1d1195 · 12 days

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brothers are a whole other thing LMAO they’re crazy. they will literally call you the stupidest person they’ve met in their life but then buy u ur favorite ice cream at 2AM.

i always tell my sister that i’m so grateful i had her to help me grow up and that i get so sad when i realize she never had an older sister. her response is always that she never thought of it like that but she thinks she was made to be an older sister. i swear you guys are built different, not everyone can handle being an older sister and i have SO much appreciation for u all !!!

i promise you that your mom is 100% right. she probably ADORES you but just doesn’t wanna admit it bc youngest sibling pride yk ?😭 i refuse to believe otherwise bc i sincerely feel like you’re PERFECT sister material. dependent, funny, mature, so sooo kind.

new songs on rotation !! i’ve rlly been enjoying What I Am by zayn and Tejano Blue by cigarettes after sex

i hope you know all i can think about is Ding part 3 :) like omg it’s just been on my mind 24/7 and i can’t wait to read whatever you have. idk if you have this planned out yet, or not, but how many parts do you see this series being ??

I DID SLEEP HAHA i’ve been feeling off these past few days and i woke up SICK today🙁 it’s not too bad just a sore throat and a runny nose but i do hope it goes away soon because i have a friend’s engagement party to attend on the weekend (but im literally drinking a cold diet dr. pepper rn so i have no clue how i expect to feel better lol)

have the best day ever sam !!!

~🎶

That's so sweet about brothers 😭 I could have used that too growing up!

My sister and I sound WAY less mushy than you and your sister (no shade, just different relationships obviously) but that's so sweet! I can totally see where she's coming from I don't think I could be a younger sister. The vibe would be so off and you'd be able to tell I was not meant to be a younger sister hahahahahaha YOU'RE SO SWEET 😭😭 my sister calls me every day (even when I don't want her to because I have been girl-rotting all week on my vacation and have nothing to report) so I get annoyed with her pretty easily but I do enjoy talking to her. I wish she would put a little more effort into idk taking care of our parents? I don't live at home anymore so I feel like I'm still doing all the grunt kind of work that she could just do because she's AT HOME? but idk. she's a Drama Queen™ or maybe I am and I'm just being bossy 😂

I am putting the final touches on Ding part 3 so it's ready to go for Monday hehehehe I'm really excited about it! I think it will be my favorite part honestly. At least right now. I have it outlined for 7 parts right now! (I think i told someone 8 at one point but I did it in roman numerals and I'm dumb and can't read). But 7 is what I have right now. However it could change because I think parts 4 and 5 could end up being one part. I'm really not sure. Part of my outline for part 5 literally says "filler episode" so it's meant to be a next to nothing update.

UGH! I'm not sure where you're from but I live in New England and it's starting to be spring around here and I usually get a allergy-attack-turned-cold around now and I'm dreading it because it's SO unfair to be sick during the warmer weather. Maybe mix in some water with your Dr. Pepper hahahah Also! I truly believe cranberry juice has medicinal values. OOH I haven't listened to too much Zayn, tragic on my own part. I've heard clips of his new song Alienated though and I'm loving it! I've never heard of Tejano Blue, I will give that a listen as well!

I just made my Spring 2024 playlist--it's a lot of old stuff I've listened to in the past (don't listen to the Stuck on the Floor song I have at the bottom--it's for sad-girl hours hahahaha)

Hope you feel better!

xoxo

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edgaralienpoe · 1 year

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hi, i’m back as promised. my actual reactions are under this post (and it’s reblogs) it’s well documented 🤣 also forgive me!! this ask is quite a long one 😭

we’re in on it for the same reason!! 🙃 i discovered park jihoon earlier last year bc of at a distance spring is green and i was hearing news abt this new show he’d be in that his character strays away from the boy next door types he’d been playing.

initially, i thought the show was quite unrealistic (the part where they managed to successfully stop some huge scheme that was going on, yeah, high schoolers?? fr??) and i hate seeing that in shows that someone mirror reality but i changed my mindset, started just looking over the unrealistic parts and immersed myself in the found family of the trio 🥹 (big mistake, really fucked myself up there). also it’s true what you mentioned abt the violence bc it’s somewhat a peek into why people did what they did to survive in the hellhole of a school (or show lol)

i thought it was well done for something so short (minus the first quarter or first half 😭) specially loved it when we started seeing into the trio more? I LOVED THEM SO MUCH AND I KNOW THAT IF CIRCUMSTANCES WERE DIFFERENT THEY COULD’VE BEEN REALLY GREAT FRIENDS! you can’t tell me otherwise :(

about bumseok, my thoughts in the posts/rbs are not representatives of how i think of him today pls do not take me seriously 😭 i was just rlly mad at him and looking for someone to blame when i knew (or know now that) it’s not his fault. i think all he ever wanted was a place where he felt like he belonged and for acceptance and for ppl to look at him as their equal rather than smth to look down on. while i think he really misinterpreted the situation with sooho, we also can’t blame him for feeling that way bc it’s all his ever seen so far :( i hurt for all three of them but presently, i hurt for bumseok most bc i know that everything he did wasn’t his fault (it was his decisions to do the things he did, yes, but everything leading up to were beyond him).

what hurts more is that nothing will ever be the same from this point on and there’s no happy reunion for them (also weak hero the webtoon is more on sieun’s life in that new school). and even if they meet each other further down the line, i don’t think i’d like to be happily friends with someone behind my being a comatose and we just have to live with that conclusion.

if there are specific points you want to talk to me with, feel free to do so bc i need prompts to bring up those traumatic memories (the show) HAHA i’m just thrilled that someone else has watched the show bc i have been suffering in silence for a MONTH. i actually got sad for days after watching it so i feel you. i hope talking to someone else abt it helps with the post-show depression 😭

ok so I just woke up and I wrote so much... I don't think my phone nor Tumblr are gonna like that://

some clothing piece that was rEd and read 'keep pushing' at the back like a warning or maybe it was positive. then bumseok being almost naked while his dad was hitting him, when he's generally fully covered and you can even see his arms when he's at school or hanging out -could also be to hide bruises and stuff :((-

like you, bumseok made me feel so conflicted, cause we kinda know why he ended like he did but also, a person can't just excuse everything on their trauma.

I loved the first scene on episode eight, when the three of them were together but sieun is left alone, because that's just how the show started and sadly, how it ended. and like you said, even if they find each other I don't think it would be the same because all of them hurted so much from that to the point that I don't think they're the same people anymore, would you like to see them back together? A lot of people want to.

who was your favorite character? What made them your fave? (I saw you talking about keep watching because of suho but maybe that changed) do you think there was something else between suho and bumseok? I saw people take the whole situation as bumseok having a crush on suho -that would make sense because of how impulsive he got - but then some people took it as bumseok just wanting to be like suho and reading too much into what he was doing (kind of what you said) again sO complex

#good thank you so much for talking about this with me #sorry for writing so much #im truly sAD thinking about them </3

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kissingclits · 1 year

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A, Y, & Z

A = Anal: Is Anal more fun than frontal penetration?

sad: it depends on my mood! sometimes I’m not in the mood for anal, but when I am, I really enjoy it

cherry: I don’t actually enjoy any kind of penetration, i’m a clitoral stimulation kinda gal (i do rlly like when sad eats my ass tho 😇)

Y = Yuri & Yaoi: Are you in to it? Does 2d get you going?

sad: tbh I wasn’t familiar w the terms prior to this ask 😅 hentai in general isn’t a go-to for me, but I do enjoy/reblog a lot of that type of stuff when it comes up on my dash!

cherry: I hadn’t heard of these terms before this ask either so i’m not rly sure but I do think hentai can be a turn on sometimes!

Z = Zzz: Have any fantasies involving sleep?

sad: tbh i’m such a somno slut 🙈 we did a scene a while back where cherry woke me up & that was hot af; I’ve also been getting paddled to sleep recently (those are the nights I sleep the best 🥺) prior consent is obv v important (somno does fall under cnc, & the first c is obv crucial) but as long as we’ve agreed upon it before hand, cherry’s always welcome to play with me in my sleep 🙈

cherry: I think somno is def rlly hot, I just always wake up before sad 😭 but like he said, consent is always #1 and he always has my consent to play w me in my sleep 💕

ask us kink alphabet questions!

#💞#ask #anon #about us

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saintobio · 2 years

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saint :( so i saw this tik tok about single fathers and how lonely they must feel once their kids leave after their weekend with them. someone said that they can’t even imagine the kind of pain it must feel to come home after work to a quiet house that’s empty, going to sleep with no one home, no one to talk to and ask about your day, to tell you goodnight. just sitting down at a table made for 4, eating leftover dinner from the fridge and then all by yourself on the couch watching tv just for background noise and to pass the time until it’s time for bed. this, all while knowing that there once was a time when you had a family to come home to and do all these things with :( and i’m just thinking about gojou and how that must have been what he felt like during the years and how it might possibly be for him in the future. just imagining that if they have shared costody of sachi and gojou’s just like, “i know i can’t make it as well as mum does, but i made you your favorite” or him sleeping in sachiro’s room when he’s gone cause his sheets smell like him :(

THATS SO SAD HELPFJD IM CRYING :((( the loneliness i feel for the dad

Anonymous said

I'm making a guess it's gonna be like a marriage story with scarlett johansson and adam driver🤔

A divorce and separation with closure for both gojo and yn with shared custody.

Interesting thing, saw a video about a japanese single father and apparently japan doesn't have shared custody laws? From what i remember only one parent has the kid while the other is basically gone from their lives if i remember the video correctly.

oooh i haven’t heard abt scarlet and adam’s marriage story until now :0 and also thanks for the info. it seems like japan has strict laws when it comes to child custody 😵‍💫 guess who has to make tons of research again

@htmlk4sa said

i just read sincerely yours episode 1 omg shitting tears rn,,,

i feel so bad for toji :( he deserves the best fr

and the netizens, they’re so vile 😭 it’s scary i feel bad for y/n

and aaandnwndn sachiro omg waiting for more scenes with him he’s so cutee

and for satoru’s mom, i understand why she’s mad and i get where she is coming from but i rlly feel bad for y/n :( she was just trying to protect herself

also when satoru woke up I’M SCREAMINXGHDDBDBFB pls he deserves the world :( i hope him and sachiro can bond soon it will be so cute

thank u for reading, i’m glad that u enjoyed it :’)

Anonymous said

Is this song applicable to sincerely not or maybe the gojoxyn relationship overall?

https://youtu.be/2B50RUXbs-8

And one of them (toji, yn,gojo) is gonna vibe with this song by the end i think

https://youtu.be/eX9SfxybQX0

ty for the rec, i’m about to check it out. need some rly sad songs rn :’)

Anonymous said

don’t mind me while i just-

satoru at the hospital:

It was the same thing Gojou asked himself, but couldn’t answer. And it would be cruel for him to answer it at all. “Dad, I…”

“Don’t call me dad!”

The ground beneath Satoru’s feet was collapsing because of the gravity of his guilt…What hurt him was the fact that the father-in-law who had always treated him like a real son, was now seeing him as a traitor.

y/n at the hospital:

digging crescent marks on your flesh until you could numb yourself from the sting brought by your guilt. “I’m sorry, Mom… I… I really had no idea.”

“Please don’t call me Mom.”

She shook her head, massaging her temple with one hand while pacing back and forth. “I’ve known you since you were a baby, Y/N. I’ve had a good relationship with your mother, but I never thought you would become this spiteful.”

it’s the disappointment and hurt of their maternal and paternal figures in them because of the things they’ve done to each other 🥲 to think that gojo grew up looking up to y/n’s father in replacement of his own and y/n growing up under gojo’s mother’s wing and caring eyes after she lost her’s and now the two of them have lost them both </3

love the juxtaposition !! i never rly realized how much they parallel each other’s experiences until now :0 painpainpaaaain

#saint ♱ asks #series: sincerely yours

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mrkis · 2 years

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i had another dream about mark okay so in this dream he was in the same university as me and we had the same class together but my dream didn’t told me what subject it was 😦 our professor wanted us to have a class group chat so our classmates can keep with each other and i knew that mark was famous but in my dream i ddint rlly stan nct it was weird but.. it was kinda a flex that i had him as a classmate and now i’m in a groupchat with him 😎

i didn’t talk to him a lot in my dream since he always had other friends around him.. he still acknowledged me he’s not arsehole in my dream BUT whenever i has trouble with work, i would text him and we would videocall or meet up in the school library or the nearest cafe! it was so dope it felt warm and comfortable being near him like he has this good energy or vibe radiating off of him and during breaks we would fu- i mean we would talk about ourselves and his smile IS SO CUTE 😭😭

anyways then i woke up and got sad but a dream about mark always makes my day <3

the way i smiled while reading through this :( I WANT THIS. WHY CANT I HAVE SOMETHING LIKE THIS???? i’ve only ever had two dreams abt mark and the one i wrote down in my notes because it was so weird and hot (he basically just fucked a bunch of girls for his pleasure but he wouldn’t let them touch or look at him apart from me because i was special n shit <3 he spat in my mouth. was hot as fuck) and the other dream was just him being jealous over donghyuck because he was cuddling me on a sofa smoking with me <3

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karatficrecs · 4 years

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~ Long Weekend Fic Recs ~

because it’s labour day, here are some fics about the 00’ line + chenji to read on your free day(s)!

siren by @dearncityy - [smau] [41 parts] racer!reader x exchange student/racer!yangyang

Y/n, under the nickname “Violet”, is the youngest, fastest and unbeatable racer in the illegal car races that go every Friday and Saturday nights in the downtown Seoul streets. No one knows her real identity; the heir of Kim enterprises, a very normal looking collage student. Liu Yangyang, the new exchange student from Germany, attends her competitions without missing one since he arrived. Until one day, he challenges her for a race.

notes : i rlly enjoy racer!aus and this is just another fantastic piece to add to my favourites :))

secret by @saturnznct - [smau] [75 parts] female!reader x na jaemin

in which y/n is keeping a life-altering secret.

notes : this fic isn’t even finished and i’ve reread it 4 times!! it’s insanely good and makes me cry, smile and laugh :’) 💓

til’ kingdom come by @honeyboyjeno - [smau] [25 parts] jeno x reader

in which jeno has a long distance girlfriend from canada, and nobody believes she exists.

notes : @honeyboyjeno always has amazing writing and you should definetly read all of their fics!!! 💖

the one with the ex boyfriend by @mistymark - exbf!renjun x reader

you and your ex boyfriend, renjun, take part in a video interview surrounding your past relationship.

notes : ive reread this a lot because of the happy ending and it makes me smile on sad days 😊 💞

vocalized feelings by @hinaaspanda - [8k words] garage band leader!donghyuck x retired choir member! reader

It was Saturday again, the clashes of symbols and guitar strings wrapped up in a melodic harmony ringing into your ears as you woke up. It was Saturday again, and that Donghyuck kid hadn’t left your mind for a week.

notes : the idea/prompt for this one is awesome and i could read it over and over again 💕💞

i’m so bad for you by @neomrk - [smau] [11 parts] badboy!chenle x reader

in which bad boy chenle (known for breaking hearts) surprises everyone with his will to change for you.

notes: i just read this a while ago, but it became one of my fav chenle fics 💗

8 letters by @xiaodejunletsact - [18.2k words] highschool!au, baseball player!jisung, a lot of angst and fluff. childhood friends to enemies to friends to lovers

4 years ago, you and jisung’s long term friendship came to an abrupt end. now in senior year, the two of you find yourselves being forced together again by your mothers. suddenly, jisung begins to ask himself what is more important: his reputation or you.; if all it is is 8 letters, why is it so hard to say?

notes: the writing is so good it makes me cry 😩 😭 i love to re-read this!!

-completely unrelated- i recommend reading girls of the wilds on webtoon/mangarock written by hun and illustrated by zhena,, it has amazing action scenes, humor, and awesome artwork :))

“Wild's High School, an all girls educational institute specializing in MMA, has a very special freshman enrolling this year. Jaegu, who fears women from being abandoned by his mother, is about to find out what girls are really all about in this action-packed school drama.”

please enjoy reading these recommendations, and have a great long weekend/labor day! until next time :))

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seungstarss · 2 years

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🐓🐓🐓🐓🐓 jungwon is a chicken shit little bitch 🐓🐓🐓🐓🐓 just kiss her alr i know u want to 🐓🐓🐓🐓🐓🐓 what the fuck r u waiting for 🐓🐓

IM TEAM YNWON BUT THE MORE MORSELS WE GET OF THEM THE MORE DEPRESSED I BECOME??????? bc idk if im rdy to find out what happened between them 💔 feel like they fought in their last words and then kapow friendship gone friendship OBLITERATED. i’m so sad rn 😭 THEYRE LITERALLY THE CUTEST TGT LIKE OH MY GOD HES SO CARING W HER AND DOES ALL THESE LITTLE THINGS TO KEEP HER SAFE I— &@$-)/&: MY HEART!???? THE BLANKET??? YELLING AT HER OUT OF CONCERN???? i feel like it’s kinda painful for jungwon to be around her given that he obv remembers everything so now i feel like yn is kinda lucky she doesn’t remember 💔 pls i just know he lost his shit when he woke up and saw yn sleeping in his house HONESTLY I JUST FEEL RLLY BAD FOR JUNGWON TBH BC I FEEL LIKE HE LOST SO MUCH??? LIKE YES YN CANT RMB ANYTHING BUT JUNGWON LOST HIS CLOSEST GIRL FRIEND / THE GIRL HE LIKES and his STUDENT PREZ TITLE AND PROBABLY ALL HIS FRIENDS FROM THE COUNCIL TOO :( AND HES STILL BLAMING HIMSELF FOR THE ACCIDENT like ok idk what happened but i’m sure it wasn’t entirely his fault but he’s probably just internalising everything hence why he went all emo n shit ☹️ heart been broke so many times i feel so bad for them now:((( let them be happy wtf sei why r u such a sadist 😭😭😭😭

ANYWAY U ATEEEEE U ABSOLUTLEY ATEE THIS CHAPTER recall best smau award 💪 watch me eat my own words when i read bet tho

OH EM JAY HI MAI😳😳😳🤩 gosh jungwon and his lil tsundere act like we all KNOW ITS AN ACT SO STOP!! Oh em jay, everyone is so worried about the happy moments. LEGIT EVERYTIME I POST A CUTE MOMENT PEOOLE ARE LIKE "SHIT THIS ISN'T GOOD, LEMME REMIND MYSELF THAT THIS IS AN ANGST FIC" BUT WHO SAID THEY WOULDN'T GET TGT 😌😉 WE ALL KNOW JUNGWON PANICKED A SCURRIED AROUND THE ROOM FOR 10 MINS CONTEMPLATING ON IF SHOULD WAKE YN UP OR NOT :((( BOY REALLY LIKES HER AND HE REALLY DO BE TRYNNA CONTAIN IT😭 but yes, we'll get more info soon so you can connect the dots on the accident,,,, we still have that sus Yuri bitch and jeongwoo interrogation :0

NAURR,,, I JUST LOVE ANGST ITS SO GOOD STAYQGAJAUQO but girl you're so sweet for sending me this and always supporting me 😭 I cannot explain how appreciative I am of your feedback :"(( ily

#mai ☆#maiverie asks ♡#mutuals ଘ(੭˃ᴗ˂)੭ #— recall 𐀔

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nightcolorz · 6 months

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Same anon here, hello and sorry. I wanted to phrase earlier ask better but limit restricted me. My intention was to offer other perspective, why some ppl act what happened is permanent, since you wondered about why they feel like that. I did include too much of my personal opinions though & my tone was bad. I'm sorry if it gave pressure, it was attempt to discuss but landed poorly. You don't need to explain your views, feel free to toss that ask in the bin. I wish you well & won't bother more

ofmd finale spoilers keep scrolling followers who haven’t seen it, lol

Omg don’t worry about it 😭 I appreciate the follow up anon sm very sweet of you, but it’s all good. I don’t think you were rude in your original ask, it just (along with other comments on my post) made me realize that I didn’t have a good enough grasp on my opinions and my analysis to be having discussions about them yet. (considering i only saw the episode once before I went to bed, then posted that post like at 6:00 am when I woke up after I scrolled tumblr for a bit, saw some very sad posts that made me sad, and half conscious posted what I was thinking). I was frustrated but mostly sad that I was seeing very little theorizing and interesting analysis and a whole lot of sad posting about how the finale was awful and the show sucks now (I very much enjoyed the finale and very much love this show so I was ??) and I wanted to encourage the type of culture I remember when s1 ended and everyone was sad but excited for more (how I feel currently). The toxicity that’s starting to come about in the fandom (not the sadness, that’s understandable and valid, but the leaps of judgement and hatred and arguing) is really getting to me. I liked the finale a lot and I always trust these writers to ultimately make good decisions. I don’t know what direction they’re going to go in but I know they’re not out to hurt us and have a love for these characters and for this show and this fanbase that is rare to find. Whether it’s permeant or not I believe that 1. This isn’t the end of Izzy, and 2. Its going to be good. I was trying to encourage this type of thought with my post. But again, I’m not as confident as I’d like to be when it comes to writing and posting my opinions, so I took down my post bcus I knew I didn’t have a good enough grasp on the episode to discuss it with ppl yet. I wasn’t expecting all the engagement and I got overwhelmed lol. And the thing is, I don’t necessarily disagree with your perspective and I totally get the sadness and the disappointment, but at the same time I also do feel differently on some level that I couldn’t find the words for. I couldn’t rlly come up with a response, just am not in the place yet for discussion. I generally like to think through my feelings concerning an episode (or any piece of media that affects me strongly emotionally) before I post about it or analyze it, and it was my bad for posting smth that encouraged discussion when I wasn’t in a place for it yet. I’m going to rewatch the episode some time today hopefully, if not today tomorrow, and by then I will be more prepared. There’s no need to feel guilty! I understand the place u were coming from and I wish u well as well (and wouldn’t mind being bothered more if u so wish)

#Ofmd #our flag means death

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