Not me slithering here from Eden just to sit outside your door right now
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𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐬 𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐋 𝐂𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐒 ;
* . 𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐅𝐄𝐑 ;
— i'd kill myself to hold you one more time.
— we all know how it goes ; the more it hurts, the less it shows.
— but i always knew that in the end, no one was coming to save me.
— these crosses all over my body remind me of who i used to be.
* . 𝐀𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑 ;
— for the first time since I was a child, I could see a man who wasn't angry
— mama, just know i love you, and i'll see you when you get here.
— and baby, hell don't scare me ; i've been times before.
— let christ forgive the bones i've been hiding, and the bones i'm about to leave.
* . 𝐄𝐕𝐄 ;
— i can't let go when something's broken.
— i tried to be good, am i no good?
— i'm not scared of god, i'm scared he was gone all along.
— tell me a story about how it ends, where you’re still the good guy.
* . 𝐕𝐎𝐗 ;
— crying in the light of the tv static.
— if they strike once, then you just hit 'em twice as hard.
— head full of whiskey, but i always deliver.
— fates already fucked me sideways, swinging by my neck from the family tree.
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Lukas Inspiration || Poetry weaving
"Lukas didn’t want to be a monster - although now he supposed that was his role in the stories now. If he was to be a part of a bigger plan, he shouldn’t have cared so much for a human who he didn’t know the name of. He should have let her die. He was supposed to further a new gospel of darkness, and show that there was harmony there. He was supposed to play a role and maybe out of kindness change her - but a part of him couldn’t. He couldn’t do it. He couldn’t make her give up the choice and he couldn’t let her just die without trying. " From Jaws
" 'We need to show them the dark, then? People can be saved if we show them the dark?' Lukas said unsurely - like a small child trying to understand mortality. It almost made Lizzie smile - the fact that he was so simple to think that anyone would be saved.
'Exactly that, little mouse,'She said, watching him flinch slightly at the nickname. He must have remembered her whispering that when she was stabbing him. Pity she liked that endearment. 'Because we cannot show them through the light, we will show them through the dark. We will have people’s worse and not try to fix them but accept them. We will let them do their worst to test the light, and when it becomes a standstill, we will know that we were right.' " From A New Gospel
"He was used to that question by now, and carefully he had an answer that had happened quite organically after probing people on what they wanted in a group. It was actually pretty easy to cultivate a sense of belonging when you’re thinking of why others might feel alone." From Come with me Now
"Lukas wasn’t sure why he kept doing this, sitting outside in the courtyard of the Church he once ran. Perhaps part of him did it instinctually, he had on many occasions sat out here after all. It was a perfect place to contemplate everything, the good and the bad. Maybe it also reminded him of those twilights with his Sire, where she wasn’t so scary. The gardens of a church had been a place of peace - the last time he had peace. So he sat there quietly thinking, his hands clutching each other in a pretend version of a prayer, his head bowed for prayers he no longer thought God could hear.
Maybe this just proved he actually wanted to pray and turn to the light, but he was already a monster. He was chosen for this after all. Salvation for Lukas could only be through the darkness, so he should stop trying to hear the choirs from inside the church. He should stop trying to hold a rosary closely. He should move from his spot, even if just being near the old church gave him comfort. He didn’t need it anymore, and more importantly he didn’t deserve it. Surely though he could stay in the garden outside. After all, Eden was the place where good and evil were hand and hand until it tipped. Surely the snake had the same amount of rights to wander the place as did the rest of creations." From In the Garden of Good and Evil
" Lukas wasn’t exactly sure what was going on with the vampire in front of him but he knew well enough that people were willing to die for a lot of things. He stilled his face, in a similar way he had the day he died not wanting to set off whatever that was in the other. She reminded him a lot of his sire and he wasn’t quite sure if that was a survivable thing." From a Comforting Face
"'I don’t think most of the people here are going to live if someone doesn’t kill me. If I don’t kill them She will and I can’t stand to see the blood again. I keep asking God to kill me and he hasn’t, so everyone’s going to die and the only thing I can do is kill them before she tortures them in front of me again. No one is going to agree to go through this hell or be a puppet. I hate Her and her games,' Lukas said horrified, his eyes wide as the words seemed to pull from him before he could stop them. He hadn’t meant to say that and as soon as he did his mouth clenched. 'What exactly did you just do to me? What was that?” His voice was harsh, arms crossed as he felt the burns on his hands itch. He didn’t like thinking about this, and he didn’t know why it was pulled from him. " From Confessions in the Dark.
"He really was beautiful, and Lukas couldn’t help how his eyes widened and he paused. He only seemed to remember to breathe when Cassius stepped back slightly arm still wrapped around him as Lukas’s brain tried to catch up with what was being said and implied. The smile seemed too lovely to be for him, and part of him wanted to step back afraid of the last beautiful person that had turned him into a monster. While he had only wanted to be Lizzie’s friend, this close he wasn’t sure if he wanted to be Cassius’s. Not when he was this close to him. Hell - he didn’t want to be, and he really didn’t know what to do with that information. So, he just looked for a moment, and then realizing that he did need to speak if only for the other’s sake he tried to form words. Clunky and not at all possessing the confidence of a former preacher he whispered, 'I don’t want you to let me go. I really don’t. That’s dangerous, Cassius.'" From a Totally Normal Date
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I love Thuggory he exists to be cool and hype up Hiccup, everyone goes ‘wow, Thuggory, he’s everything a Viking’s son should be, he’s strong, charismatic, and leaderly’ and he immediately turns around and says ‘OKAY EVERYONE, WE’RE LISTENING TO HICCUP NOW.’
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7 Songs (or: Here's A Bunch Of My Driscoll Playlist)
i was tagged by @idealism-sits-in-prison (i absolutely cannot find your correct blog to properly tag, i'm so sorry???) almost fully two weeks ago to do the top 7 songs on my "on repeat" playlist, which i absolutely dragged my feet on because i didn't think i had that playlist.
and then. spotify. provided it?? to me???? very aptly timed. so now i have the songs and don't have to pick them with my heart lol. anyway, here they are!:
Sing To Me by MISSIO
Wasted by 8 Graves
Trapped by Once Monsters
Human (feat. Barns Courtney) by Tom Morello
Lion by Hearts & Colors
Walk by Saint Chaos, Sam Tinnesz
Neons Away by Unlike Pluto
honorable mentions to:
Colors by Kulick
Mercy by Bo Baskoro
BOOM by X Ambassadors
tagging: @asexualbookbird, @gaywinemommarianhawke, @emoclone, @six-of-ravens, and anyone else who wants to play!
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if i made a vashwood playlist it would be entirely just orville peck and hozier if im being honest
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companion tags bc I can ❤️
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@idealism-sits-in-prison oh yes exactly, it’s this expectation that heartstopper encompass the whole of queer teen sexuality except we don’t ask shows where the main couple is straight to represent all straight people do we?? and i understand the frustration bc some of the people who get shitty about hs (at least on the booktwit/booktok side of things) are authors who have had their books challenged for sexual content, but the thing is, hs also gets challenged! it’s not exempt just because nick and charlie don’t do more than hint at sex and then blush, it’s not “rewarded” for the wholesome feel to it. that “cute & sweet” aesthetic is there bc people like it (and it applies to all the characters not just the gay ones. like, tao isn’t out here getting laid every night, he’s just as stupid & awkward as nick & charlie are!)
and yes, i think people roll their eyes bc they were fucking a lot in high school but damn not all of us were akskdk do we need to be saying stuff like “teens aren’t that sexless” maybe i was bitch there’s no need to be judgemental!!
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Don’t know how people can listen to From Eden by Hozier and not scream and cry and sob and throw up and fall in love about it
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From Eden hours 🌿
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personally i would say that From Eden is hoziers best song
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I'm curious if your new url is a reference to something (if you don't mind sharing)
it is and I don’t mind!!
it’s part of a lyric from my fav song, Berenstein by The Band CAMINO (I know everyone is shocked that my fav song is a song by tbc)
“You were always certain that it did exist
Imagination so intrinsic all at stake.
All the things we said when we were younger
Did it bend or did I break?”
it’s about the Mandela Effect, specifically Berenstein Bears vs. Berenstain Bears, and a past relationship; remembering it differently than how it actually was and in another place and time, they’re still together.
but specifically “imagination so intrinsic all at stake,” to me, is so relatable. this person is so sure of something that their mind and the way they see and think about things is at stake if it’s not what they’ve always thought it’s been. and I just find that relatable for a plethora of reasons that I won’t get in to (not cause I don’t want to but because it’d literally end up being a book)
the best word I can think of to describe Berenstein is “haunting”… it’s raw, it’s beautiful, it’s sad. the passion and emotion in the lyrics is unreal. I genuinely, with all my soul, think every single person should listen to it at least once.
thank you for asking 🥹♥️
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Describe your character's moral compass. Is there anything that would make them abandon or shift their morality? If so, to what extent? If not, why not?
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So believe it or not, Lukas is the one I've thought the most about and he's probably the hardest to explain, but it very much depends on human vs vampire Lukas.
Alive, Lukas would be the closest to Aquinas's ethics which follows pretty well with Catholicism's teaching. While he was still not an absolutist - and saw a lot of grey things, he was rather structured in it. Essentially, he was a pretty virtuous man that considered everyone around him and tried to do correct actions as well as have correct good/ virtuous reasons (i.e. he was kind, not because it was the right thing to do, but because he genuinely was just kind).
Undead, Lukas doesn't quite have a moral backing, now having it violently swing. The closest would be a relativist perspective, notably him trying to pick what would be the least harmful giving his own circumstances (i.e., it's better if he killed someone because he'd make it quick, rather than his Sire who wouldn't). This causes him a lot of distress because he knows it isn't right, but he doesn't know how else to be.
He has, in many ways adopted a new 'philosophy' that he is supposed to act like a monster, to 'balance' something, but this is absolutely a lie. He assumes he is supposed to be a monster. It's something that he's saying to comfort himself, and something he does not actually believe. There are moments that he is acting completely separately from what he believes, and it does cause his actions to not reflect who he is. Still, it's sort of a "which one will win" thing .
TLDR; Lukas was a pretty virtuous man, and now he's fighting with his own moral compass right now. Damn these virtues got hands.
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Favorite song at the moment?
My favourite song is always moddi- house by the sea but I'm currently the most haunted by hozier - from eden
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oh and "from eden" as well. fuckin,,,,,hozier
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Is it too late to say Happy Birthday??
Regardless
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!🥳🎉
nah this isnt too late thank you this is so sweet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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