#idk like esp on this account

[buttertrait]

butter flop era

#i love when a post i’m really proud of just #completely flops #like i try not to care but #when a post i’m super happy with and super excited to share #gets like no notes #it’s really upsetting #idk like esp on this account #like on my acnh account i only have like 20 followers so i don’t care if a post has no notes #but on this account it’s super upsetting #idk i’m also upset bc like so many people randomly started following me out of no where recently #and now it’s like okay cool like why did you follow me if you don’t care about seeing my stuff #ahhh okay #whatever #i’m just upset #butter's thoughts

[writterings]

i'm unfortunately the office worker who has to get a bit high before the work day to function

#you would not believe how stupid people can get. esp in the nonprofit field. huge egos everywhere and a collective mindset that everyone is #too busy to do the 'menial' work themselves like hmm idk checking email records before getting angry at ppl for doing smth you don't #understand. even though you gave them permission to do so. #goddamn. everyday i consider that i could quit and would prob be fine for a few months but also. i then look at my bank account &suck it up

[ragingbullmode]

the way i wanna fight this girl at work & turn her into paste so damn bad but instead i gotta play mental gymnastics to make sure me & my friends dont get fired

#personal #idk what her deal even is man !! shes sent several fake emails from burner accounts making up claims were all rude to customers & paints #herself as p much the jesus of the store to the point upper management had gotten involved but they wont do shit bc they dont have ‘proof’ #which is like okay yeah its heresay but we all know its her & have proof its her but bc its outside of work shit we have we cant use it to #get her white ass fired 🙄 esp now that shes claiming my friends are doing drugs on the clock & planning to kill ppl #which is not true ????? but management hates the shit out of us so they arent doing anything to even help us while were getting harassed #in silence lolll like. man 😭

[silenthillbunni]

🏥🦷

#damn my teeth on my left side reallyyyyy fkn hurt #last night it started hurting so bad i couldnt fall asleep #i took some regular over the counter pain pills nd they brought down the pain a bit #so it at least didnt hurt as bad as it did first #but now after sleeping a few hours it still hurts :// #idk what to do... bc i've googled but it is like impossible for me to know what this is. could be anything rlly #nd w physical health stuff im not as terrified bc i can just go to the ER. when i was there it only cost $15 lol #but dental care is so fkn expensive i dont even have that in my account #anyway. i could get an 'urgent appointment' which i get financial aid for... probably. thats the thing. it's not 100% certain #idk what i should do bc like i could wait it out nd see if it'll pass nd then wait on my appt the 6th may #or maybe i should call my dentists nd ask them what they think nd if they can give me an urgent appt.. #i hate calling tho. i know that sounds ridiculous esp when im dealing w pain but my avpd makes it so so hard for me. i'd almost rather not #if i was smart nd normal thats what i would do. just call them nd see what they decide for me. maybe i'll wait nd see nd call tmrw.... #nd idk abt the pain. like it rlly hurts but it isnt extreme i think.. but when i press one tooth it hurts a lot nd makes me worried it's #dying 💀 nd like u can actually die from teeth pain nd complications... nd infections nd stuff. it's scary af 😭 #idk if my tooth is dying nd i need to contact a dentist rn or if its smth that can wait for a bit #i mean if i had a job nd a salary i'd book an appt for tmrw nd get it checked but i have to discuss w myself bc i cant afford lol #ugh this is the reason im terrified of dental problems. the pain is awful nd theres nothing u can do if you're poor #my head keeps spinning idk what i should do abt this 😭 i csnt make up my mind. just want it to go away on its own but i know it wont #nd it hurts so that i can barely sleep or eat or concentrate. so i rlly dont know..... #oh if only things were easy

[mastersoftheair]

from appletv's instagram story

#heh. they don't even know about callum turner's secret instagram account #(in complete fairness tho it's private and it's pretty funny slash weird that i even know the damn thing exists) #also- obsessed with how they're highlighting all these 6 main guys like they're the Hottest shit #while knowing Damn Well nate mann doesn't have Any social media!! #all the behind the scenes pics and videos i combed through and Anything rosie rosenthal has literally been within the last few months! #oh how i Struggled! the Pain!! #also follow them or not. do what you want. all i can say is that in My experience- #austin butler posts less than nothing about MotA. ig his account is 'too professional' (all of 5 posts rn) but Give It A Rest my guy! #the most i've ever seen of MotA barry has been Exclusively through cary fukunaga's videos from 2021. zilch since then so idk #anthony is a very light Sometimes. like it Might happen. if anything he leaves a Bunch of funny comments on the posts of other guys lol #now Mr. Rafferty Law?? undying respect. go forth and follow him. he's posted So Much MotA shit for Years- esp in stories. so real for that! #masters of the air #hbo war

[todayisafridaynight]

List of rgg charas with in-universe Wikipedia pages. Go

ryo aoki

r. ryo aoki :)

#snap chats #HONESTLY UHHH prob the founders of the tojo and omi #the tojo and omi prob have wiki entries too and each succeeding chairman but like each entry varies in detail #like some chairmen realy were just. Whatever. and so their entires are like two lines or somethin #daigo probably has one on account of being the longest lasting chairman in recent time but idk bout gettin into his personal life #just. detailing all the major events that involve him like y4 and Allegedly the fire in little asia #maybe if tachibana didnt get necked maybe him... #tachibana real estate seems like it was. Bangin. but he prob woldve only gotten a mention and not an actual page #i dont think they woldve dug into . The Criminal part LOL. #prob just a Rumors section if that #as it turns out it takes A Decent Amount to get a wiki #HARUKA #HARUKA DEFINITELY HAS A WIKIPEDIA WHYA M I SO DISRESPECTUL #mirei park by extension would have one esp with her own idol background #like i cant imagine any of the protags having wiki entries #sure theyve Done A Lot Of Shit but nothing wikipedia worthy #shinada miiiight ?????? thats a BIG Might #if anything he might be mentioned in a wikipedia entry talking about the whole scandal #t-set.... #if ichiban got high enough in the business world... maybe...... esp when he was runnin for. #what the fuck was he running for in ijincho. dont know but he's got eyes and. a colorful history #maybe after aoki's death people would bother ichi.. but ichi would prob be too upset to actually answer anyone #kume probably to expand on that. maybe moreso a footnote... #oh arakawa's theater group maybe. at least because of toshio's murder #would that lead to arakawa having a page ??? maybe not. #i gotta stop here lest i overthink this 💀💀

[lesbiansanemi]

I’m only like, incidentally a ulquihime enjoyer because I think their dynamic is very interesting and fascinating to dig into, and I 100% see how it would be easy to glean romantic feelings from both ulquiorra and Orihime from canon subtext there, and I see how that adds even more to pick apart an already insanely fascinating relationship (plus the fan artists for them really make some banger artwork)

But I do always think it’s really funny when “anti” ulquihime ppl get up in arms about people shipping them because of the supposed age gap between them and that makes it problematic. Like for one, we do not know how old ulquiorra is, what age he would be considered, there is no frame of reference for how and if hollows actually age which I feel makes that whole argument obsolete anyways

But it also just proves that I don’t think ppl actually know what constitutes predatory and imbalanced power dynamics. Like even IF we had confirmation of an age gap between them, I cannot stress enough that that would be the least concerning power imbalance between an insanely powerful cannibalistic spirit who is the equivalent general of an army and his hostage. Also there being romantic intent really would not make the relationship any better OR more fucked up than it already is

And yet no one ever brings that up when talking about why no one should be allowed to ship it. Just the potential age gap that we have no confirmation of and may or may not exist lol

#its dumb is my point #and ppl lose all brain cells when it comes to discourse about age gaps and what actually makes them ‘predatory’ #esp in a fictional sense #but idk I have said many times #I think all bleach age gap discourse is dumb since like 80% of the cast does not age like normal fucking humans lmao #on account of them being. spirits lmao #kaz rambles

[dxringred]

don't go here presently, but going into the lesbian visibility week tag on twitter and before i see any ronance, i see art of trans ste/ddie twice instead. now don't get me wrong, i am all for trans headcanons, totally cool, and trans wlw couples are always valid! but when you take two male characters and make them trans just to plug your otherwise m/m fan ship during lesbian visibility week when the show has a canon lesbian character who's part of a popular f/f fanon ship (and has a canon love interest!), well... something about it doesn't sit right with me.

#ronance #from what i gathered #the two accounts dont generally represent #ste/ddie as trans but m/m #so like it literally was to plug essentially a m/m ship #during a week for LESBIAN VISIBILITY #while robin is literally right fucking there #i fear i'll be called transphobic for this but idk #idk it made me super uncomfortable esp. bc #of how much robin/ronance is Already ignored in favor of ste/ddie #despite the latter barely interacting in canon #again trans headcanons? trans wlw? trans wlw relationships? #all totally fucking valid !! #but making/headcanoning two male characters #as trans lesbians Just for this week feels...

[dutchwinter]

AUDIENCE OF ONE IS ANTHONY GREEN TOO?? HOW MANH FUCKING BANDS

SOOO . MANY just so many. also everyone should be listening to audience of one

#asks #i can name like 13 projects or something that he was/is in #which doesnt seem like that high of a number when u look at it but it is. it is #esp when taking into account like. all the stuff released with all that #also idk if its 13 that was just a guess i didnt count or anything #+ all of the features and shit . like goddamn. dont get me started

[hasarjunadoneanythingwrong]

Curse Servant concept: Foreigner Draupadi with her being possessed by C'thalpa

Given what they did w Yang Guifei that wouldn’t even surprise me. That being said she had 5 kids not six so it wouldn’t be a perfect matchup. Not that that’s ever stopped fate before

Honestly I get worried about draupadi getting put in fate for a lot of reasons esp bc even if they don’t do weird stuff with her origin there’s a very good chance they’ll look at things that say ‘yeah the inciting event for the kurukhestra war was her humiliation and desire for justice’ and be like ‘ah so all those deaths were her fault and her fault alone. Got it. Time to make weird comments abt her being tainted and obsessed with vengeance and sexualize the shit out of her despite her being a sa survivor’ which just. Leaves a very bad taste in my mouth because they’ve done similar things before in varying degrees and it’s definitely more complex than that, but how they’ve angled the war so far makes it seem like one where they want to remove the nuance to…idk make it more pro-kaurava? Or they’d do some wack shit like ‘she and karna were Secretly in Love’ or ‘she resented having 5 husbands’ or whatever and just. Idk man I don’t want to see that

And even if they DID write her perfectly and she was a fully realized human being given the respect she deserves the fandom is obsessed with ntr and goblin r*pe and I can’t deal with the knowledge people would put her in some scenario like that w/o understanding every guy who thought they could try shit like that ended up getting literally dismantled.

#there’s a lot of discourse about her and her relationships even irl-esp in regards to her spouses’ reponse to the dice game #and I just don’t trust a game like fate to give it any nuance rather than being like ‘well she was pretty and rude so’ #‘she was mean to karn in some versions so she deserved it :(‘ #‘oh but karn didn’t do anything wrong to her in our version don’t worry! he’s perfect ✋😊🤚’ #esp bc the dice hall was more like the last straw of a long line of insults to their family #and in some cases it was even planned by her and krish in some accounts iirc? #don’t quote me on that tbh #I’ve been thinking abt this again bc of bhim showing up and seeing a post where someone mentioned that fgo shys away from saying ashwa #killed children. which. yeah they avoid mentioning who he killed #and it does make me kind of :/ bc idk if they’d acknowledge how much she was wronged given they don’t for juna #tbh I do think she could be an avenger but I don’t characterize her as being ‘vengeful’ if that makes sense. idk #my asks

[anissapierce]

you can answer this privately if you like but which of the musicians on that poll is a creep/borderline predator? i don’t know too much about any of them so i want to be aware just in case

Fault odd boy theres some ppl who despute the pete n wendy story n the original posts that detailed it on tumblr r either dead or all of their links r dead. But idk i think at the very least it was a situation of him being a creep

#like at the very worst id say it was a little ritchhard situation..... or close to it #on the not bad end its .....a prince situation #n the best way giving the most of ammount of good will etc its a Halsey offering kisses to her fans i guess? again i dont know a lot abt the #situation bc of the posts detailing it are long lost #n i have heard ppl say tht those accounts wwre fabricated n id be more willing to hear those ppl out if idk their arguments were better idk #im not going to discount either side entirely esp after the mitski stuff #asks #hadesfirst

[skyland2703]

why do i open things that make me burn into RAAAGGGEEEEEEEE

#yes I’m talking about a/o accounts #i don't interact but idk why i open #my hand just. goes *click click* #my self preservation instinct is smaller than a peanut #I FRICKIN HATE HATE HAAATTTEEEEEE A/O ACCOUNTS #and the g!j headcanons p a. i. n. me #because i can see that it's literallly there to negate j/a from the equation entirely #it's like. #it feels like a personal account #esp when you realise a/o/z is considered 'valid' but a/j is suddenly something that'd be so wrong so so wrong #adn that just shakes my entire belief sistem #I AHTE

[shivunin]

Hellooo! Thought I’d pop in and request number 13 from the OC codex prompts? Transcripts of an interview with Maria Hawke, about anything of your choosing! :3

I would be interested to hear about interview thoughts on Anders post-chantry incident though tbh. It’s touched on so little in Inquisition and it’s clearly hard for Hawke or anyone to discuss—whether they were with Anders romantically or not. But those difficult conversations can be the most fun to read or write, no?

With those thoughts aside, any interview you come up with would be great! Have a great day! ✨

Oooh, thanks for the prompt! I also think that her thoughts post-Chantry explosion are intriguing, but I need to think about that a bit more before I write it out. Here is an interview set just after Act 2 instead c: I hope you have a great day as well!

(Codex Prompts)

13. transcript of an interview with your OC

Interview transcript from Kirkwall’s official chronicler, dated 13 Harvestmere, 9:34 Dragon. Transcription notes by scribe apprentice Carmac Faragher. The name of the chronicler is not recorded here. Interviewee noted as one Lady Maria Amell-Hawke, though there is a note stating the lady in question contested that name. Interview conducted in Interviewee’s home.

Transcript begins: 

Chronicler: Good morning. This session is to record, for posterity, the events surrounding the Qunari incursion resulting in the death of Viscount Dumar. I understand your wounds are healing well?

Lady Hawke: Yes, thank you for your concern. I can move without my intestines spilling out now, which as you can imagine is a great improvement in my days. 

Chronicler: Ah. I see.

Lady Hawke: That was a joke. You’re allowed to laugh! I have it under good authority that it is an excellent set of intestines. Quite robust. Say, the fabric of your vest is quite lovely—is that Antivan?

Chronicler: Yes, it is. If we might return to the subject of—

Lady Hawke: You know, I’ve heard that Antiva’s had a bit of a trade war recently with Nevarra—have you heard of this?—I was just reading about it upstairs. Apparently, that’s why the cost of Antivan goods has dropped so much this past season. Some sort of issue with assassins, though in my humble opinion that’s the sort of trouble one courts when your government is run by said assassins. Pardon me; you look confused. Don’t mind me, I’m awfully cooped up in this place and nobody will let me go anywhere after—go on and ask your questions. 

Chronicler: [clears throat] Right. Can you recount for me the events in question, beginning with when you first heard of the trouble? 

Lady Hawke: Goodness, that’s awfully far back. Well, I came to Kirkwall during the Blight in—

Chronicler: Excuse me, no. Let me be more specific: I am referring to when you first heard of the imminent uprising by Qunari forces. 

Lady Hawke: Ah, an important distinction. Well, about a year ago—

Chronicler: No, no. Messere, please. 

Lady Hawke: The questions you’re asking me are horribly vague. Do you mean to tell me the city at large has been unaware of the massive contingent of disgruntled and behorned fellows occupying the docks for the last four years? Because I cannot believe that’s true. We’ve been on the brink of what happened for ages. 

Chronicler: [sigh] Let us begin again. 

Lady Hawke: Oh, please, let’s. Now, about your vest…

Transcript is accompanied by a note from the chronicler in question that indicates the interview was never completed. A follow-up discussion was scheduled, but no notes on said meeting remain in the chronicles or archives.

#maria hawke #my writing #codex prompt response #prompt response #there's a reason cassandra needed to interrogate varric in order to get a clear accounting of events #it's because maria is a menace c: #re: anders though i have come to recognize that my understanding of him does not line up w either side of the fandom really #rather like the community meme where troy walks in w the pizzas and everything is on fire and burning and there's arterial bleeding #that's how i came into the fandom (kinda in general but esp w him) #and all that aside maria is not me and idk entirely how she dealt with what happened with anders #(though i can tell you for sure she Did Not want to talk about it with strangers) #shivunin scrivening

[todayisafridaynight]

What do you think Jo is ugly and it pissed off people?

no my friend nono you got it all wrong. no its the opposite.

#snap chats #WE ONLY SAY RESPECTFUL THINGS IN THIS HOUSE I WOULD NEVER SAY THAT BOUT ANY CHARA #esp not one mo-capped off an actual guy 😭 a very lovely and funny and phenomenal actor of a guy 😭 #get out of my tags everyone im explaining myself #IMA JUST LEAVE WITH those who remember my baddie baddies tier list know. they know the answer #😔 #stop im telling the story about my friend playing y7 for the first time again since this is related #i JUST told the story X days ago but its relevant to this topic #because its still funny as hell we got to chapter two and during the car ride to me getting us lunch we were like #Seriously talking about the game and she was theorizing what would happen next and just talking about how she loved ichiban #after all that like. we just sat in silence for like a minute or two #i cant remember if she brought him up first but im 99% sure i was like 'so whatd you think of jo' or something #and she was just Snap. 👀 #and then we spent the rest of the ride talking about him fjLKJELKAJ FUNNIEST THING EVER #no cause when i was doing my first playthrough of y7 and /i/ saw jo the first time i Also was just 👁️👁️ #idk what it was bro was just doin accountant shit aAEJLKA😭☠️☠️☠️ #and still i was like 😔hii 🥰😔 the rarest instance of me. in a sense. falling for a chara frame one ☠️☠️ very embarrassing ☠️ #and then the rest of the game unfolded and now we're here SO NO anon i DIDNT find him unattractive #it was terminal literal frame one and the sniper outside is to make sure i dont say anything INSANE and lose the respect of everyone #whatever respect exists. there's like. a drop of it left and i will cling onto it for my life

[riickgrimes]

i lowkey don’t understand why some ppl get so up in arms about changes made in the show or how true it is to the book when so much of the book can be left up to interpretation

#like so many ppl on twitter were pissed about harwin and rhaenyra’s relationship #when like harwin was barely even discussed in the book let alone the dynamic of their relationship #the book is already told from the pov of multiple second hand accounts #and i feel like almost everything except maybe the battles are basically summarized or told in a few throwaway lines #like even daemon and rhaenyra’s relationship was barely even mentioned #i haven’t read asoiaf so idk if it’s similar and that’s just grrm style #but i highkey prefer the show #things and esp characters are so much more fleshed out #and given so much more depth #house of the dragon

[4kadhd]

Yall wanna get on ppl for using language and parroting shit right wing/republican legislators can use and twist to fit their needs and it's crazy cause like...

Random tumblr user #8674883886 ain't apart of your local government or shit that can do shit against anyone.

They have no power.

So much energy and you cant muster past the anxiety of a phone call to actually get on legislators about shit.

#you will blatantly attack a queer person of color on tumblr before you actually go after the yt ppl in power in your community #or even hold them accountable #ive experienced that first hand on here its actually wild #some of you are parroting leftist tumblr posts that DO in fact make a point and have good sources and shit #but your firing it on the wrong fucking ppl #this queer black nb bitch in the south does not have the law making power to do shit for you fam #im just here tryna survive like...damnlb #my stuff #man idk if this makes sense i cant word right #ut i was thinking about an incident i was in on tumblr dot com recently and its just fucking crazy #and i KNOW it had to have been a bit racially charged #cause lord knows if the ppl involved were yt it would not have been the way it was #esp since we were pretty loud about being poc