#if it sounds like I’m rambling it’s because I am

[genderfluid-insomniac]

I love your blog and wanted to make a request before I leave for errands

For nsfw can I have wukong and macaque ( separately ) that they get a call from thier fem lover to come over to her place at night cause she got a surprise for him. They go see her since she sounded nervous, only to see her wearing thoes sexy short silky night gown dress. It makes her look sexy yet innocent looking since she looked rather shy and flustered to look at them but wanted to pleasure them since they seemed busy these past weeks. If you want to do only one, I’m fine with wukong!

Thank you! I hope your errands went well! You have this amazing spicy request and expect me not to do both of them? I couldn't and my indulgence got the best of me 😅 I hope you like it!

“A lovely shy surprise” Macaque x fem!reader x Wukong (separately) NSFW

Wukong

You’d just gotten back from work and collapsed on the bed after working another 8-hour shift. Now scrolling through your phone until you text your friend back and see your lover’s contact. The amount of hoops you and the rest of the gang had to jump through to convince Wukong to get a phone and then to use said phone was a tough trial.

From your past conversations, you knew the past few weeks had been tough for both of you but certainly on Wukong because of the seasons changing from fall to winter and the intensity of the training ramping up. So you stood up and walked over to your closet, pushing aside different articles of clothing trying to find what you were looking for, and pulling it out.

You’d seen a light pink short silk nightgown with black lace trim that was usually expensive at a lingerie store but was half off today and you felt like treating yourself. As you’d bought it a couple of ideas came to mind that didn’t just involve wearing it for yourself and tonight felt like a good night to put that gown to use.

You called your boyfriend who picked up on the last ring with a lazy tone and you could tell by the happy energy that this was probably one of the highlights of his day. “Hey, sunshine! How was your day?” he said and you took a deep breath, schooling yourself on what you wanted to say and mentally saying it in your head. “Hi, Sun. It was- it was good but I’m glad I’m out of work. Now that I am though I have a surprise for you that I think you’ll like.“ you said and hung up before you rambled out anything more anxiously.

You didn’t like how it came out a bit more nervous than you would’ve liked but it would have the added effect of making him worry whether you were okay or not and get here quickly. It took a minute or two to slip on the nightgown and look around to make sure your room wasn’t a total disaster.

Just as you thought it only took 10 or 15 minutes for him to get here and enter the way he usually did which was through your window. He seemed on edge as he scanned the room and stopped when he saw you. “Hey, is everything alright? You seemed kinda nervous on the phone-” his voice trailed off and his jaw dropped.

Every inch of your body wasn’t left untouched by his eyes and you felt a soft blush creep onto your cheeks, hugging your arm and breaking your gaze after seeing the lust in his eyes. You shivered when you suddenly felt warm hands feeling up your body, one of his fingers lifting up the ends of the gown and the other sliding your shoulder strap off. “Well aren’t you gorgeous tonight~ What’s all this about, hm?” he asked and hummed.

You felt your cheeks warm and your mind went blank as he felt up your body shielded only a thin layer of fabric that he could easily shred like paper. “I wanted to do something for you since I know you’ve been busy and we haven’t been able to hang out as much,” you said and shyly kissed the back of his hand that was intertwined with yours, interrupting him again when he went to speak and assuring him you wanted to do this.

“Before you say that you should be the one spoiling me you are always pampering me and I want to be the one to pleasure you,” you whispered and gently guided him to sit on the edge of your bed, slowly slipping off his pants so they pooled around his ankles and rubbing his growing erection through his boxers.

Wukong groaned and gripped the bedsheets, lifting his hips and silently asking you to hurry up. You relented since you were the one pleasuring him and wanted to spoil your boyfriend with affection and lust. Quickly his boxers were gone and you steadily pumped his hard cock, kissing the tip and receiving a beautiful moan. You licked a stripe up his shaft and took his dick in your mouth, bobbing your head up and down.

Sucking with hollowed cheeks and fisting the rest of his cock that you couldn’t take. Many pleas and praises were said by your lover and he gripped your hair as he came, rubbing circles on your cheek and panting as you swallowed his cum. “Now wasn’t this a pleasant surprise~,” he said and lifted you up to cuddle for a bit.

Macaque

It had been your day off since the roof of your workplace collapsed due to the heavy amount of snow weighing it down but you weren’t complaining about the free time you now had to put your plan into action. The “gift” you wanted to give your boyfriend was one that you thought of a couple of days ago and it took a fair amount of effort to make sure all of your work was kept secret. Today despite the blizzard that plagued the city a day ago Macaque has shows scattered throughout the day so he would be busy enough for you to not worry about alerting his prying ears.

You made sure to keep the fire in your living room going so it didn’t get freezing in your small home and went back to your closet, pulling out a dark lavender short silk nightgown with black lace trim that was usually expensive at a lingerie store but was half off today since the store had grown bankrupt. The fabric was so soft and a bit cold as you stripped and slipped it on, patting out the invisible wrinkles and turning in the mirror in front of you. “Hopefully I managed to keep this hidden from him but ugh what if I can’t do this?” you murmured and ran a hand through your hair, worrying that your shyness would be your downfall and jumping at the sudden ringtone of your phone.

Of course, the text from your boyfriend saying he’d just finished his last show didn’t help quell the nerves in you and push out a breath for your own will. You quickly type back that you have a surprise for him and that he can come over if he wants to, only for him to text if everything is okay since you seem a bit nervous and he said that your heartbeat was faster than normal. You typed back yes and didn’t get a response, now nervous that he would come straight here instead of taking a usual 5-minute break.

“Lotus everything good? Your heartbeat was pretty fast?” he said and you heard his voice getting closer, stopping when he came into your room and his concerned expression turning into one of amusement. You made a noise of surprise at his sudden appearance and turned quickly to see Macaque giving you a teasing smile, dipping into a portal, and coming out right behind you. “Well well~ What have we here? Is this the surprise you were talking about?” he said slyly and tilted your chin up.

His tail coiled around your waist and his hands felt your figure up, eyes taking in your sexy body and growling when he felt how thin the fabric was. His claws pierced little holes in the silky gown and looked up at you with hunger in his eyes. You blushed and felt your heart speed up, “You’ve been busy with your shows and I felt like you deserved something nice.” you said shyly and wrapped your arms around his neck.

Macaque cupped your face and rolled one of your straps between his fingers, looking into your eyes and smiling when you slowly got down on your knees. You gently guided him to sit on the edge of your bed, slowly slipping off his pants so they pooled around his ankles and rubbing his growing erection through his boxers.

Macaque groaned and gripped the bedsheets, lifting his hips and silently asking you to hurry up. You relented since you were the one pleasuring him and wanted to spoil your boyfriend with affection and lust. Quickly his boxers were gone and you steadily pumped his hard cock, kissing the tip and receiving a beautiful moan. You licked a stripe up his shaft and took his dick in your mouth, bobbing your head up and down.

Sucking with hollowed cheeks and fisting the rest of his cock that you couldn’t take. Many pleas and praises were said by your lover and he gripped your hair as he came, rubbing circles on your cheek and panting as you swallowed his cum. “How about I return the favor~,” he said and lifted you up to lay on your bed.

#lmk x reader #lmk macaque x reader #lmk macaque #lmk sun wukong #lmk sun wukong x reader #lego monkie kid

[aaronsinferno]

'buck and tommy only had a one episode build up' no if they had a one episode build up that would be fine, tk and carlos were fucking within like an hour of meeting and i have no issue with that because they have an actually palpable instant attraction and connection rather than being thrown together randomly for shock value, their relationship actually developed really well after that, they're both very well developed characters, neither of them is significantly more invested in the relationship and their makeout scenes don't look like somebody frenching their dad lmao.

Regardless, the attraction between the two is real. They’re in a non speculative and canonically proven romantic relationship that’s been said to be healthy and will come off as a romcom. Just wanted to get that out of the way before I got into anything.

Evan and Tommy weren’t a slow burn. They didn’t see each other across a room and go “I’m gonna take you home later” or anything similar to that. It was just one guy unaware of his attraction towards another until the other guy in question made the first move. (Which was bold asf btw)

There’s no one way to jumpstart a relationship. Sometimes it’s taking a leap of faith and acknowledging your feelings in whatever way you can.

The kiss was always going to be shocking hence the uproar of homophobic outrage afterwards. If Evan, for whatever reason, kissed who you wanted him to kiss then I’m positively sure you’d still be pretty surprised that the kiss actually happened. A scenario that will live and die on the internet btw.

And you’re right to imply that Tommy isn’t a fully developed character. There’s still so much we don’t know about him. I’m assuming that if the writers want him around more, then not only will they build onto his character and background, but they’ll also build on his and Evan’s relationship.

I’m assuming the dad thing is you making fun of Lou’s age. I don’t have a problem with it. Unfortunately for you, though, neither does Evan. We’ve seen papa Buckley before, and I hate to say it, but Tommy doesn’t give that at all.

And I love Tk and Carlos, but using characters who have been sure and open about their sexuality since before their series began as a “gotcha” moment for Evan and Tommy is a bit odd. They know what they want and have experience identifying partners and forming relationships. Evan just came to realize that he’s bisexual. It’s new to him so it’s understandable if he’s not making moves like TK.

It’s a show. Let things fall into place. The story is still being told. Exhale.

#if it sounds like I’m rambling it’s because I am #bucktommy #evan buck buckely #evan buckley #tommy kinard #tevan #kinkley #oliver stark #lou ferrigno jr #911 abc #911 season 7 #911edit

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

it does something incomprehensible to my little writer’s soul whenever alex articulates a phenomenon of the writing process i’ve always picked up on and then goes on to describe it in exactly the same way

#when i first heard him say this when i was watching the interview i legit had to pause the video for a moment #because it was like he’d actually taken my words straight out of my mouth #literally for years i’ve been fascinated by the little timeless pocket between dusk and dawn where there’s so much freedom #to explore creativity uninhibited and unobserved and without fear of consequence #the way it allows you to create things almost as if they don’t really exist #or like the rest of the world doesn’t #and the magic of that freedom #like if you create things on the cusp of dreams it’s almost as if they don’t count #they’re liberated from any usual self doubt or self criticism that invades the imaginative space during the daylight #why am i making myself sound like a creative vampire 😭 #i’m going to stop rambling in the tags now sorry #i fear absolutely none of this makes sense #kudos to anyone who’s read the whole way through this #the gist of what i’m trying to say is that it’s such a special feeling when someone whose writing you adore and connect to so much #puts into words elements of the process that have always resonated with you #and this is just one example too #right i’m going to stop rambling now #but one last thing before i go #on a more superficial note: can we appreciate how softly spoken and soft fluffy haired he is here?? 🥺 #alex turner #humbug era #arctic monkeys #alex vid #lulu posts

[tongues-and-teeth-and-reblogs]

Silly sketches I did like a week ago.

Idk but the way they’re framing Dark Cacao rn with the whole “a bunch of people broke in tried to my steal my (fake) treasure and called me a fake immortal” backstory for Mystic Flour combined with the whole yin/yang symbolism in that one frame from the trailer and the fact that she still seems to want what’s best for cookiekind added onto the fact that Dark Choco (a character about second chances and forgiveness) is showing up in BY book 4…. Idk makes me think that maybe she’s getting redeemed or something.

Not a serious theory or anything, I’m totally wrong but it’s fun to think about. The beast updates actually being about the 5 heroes Friendship is Magic-ing their way into helping the beasts like come to terms with their situation and learn to coexist with the two halves of their soul jam.

Maybe that could be what the “Awakened” states are- becoming the whole soul jam light thingy. Or maybe just accepting their place as a half. Like I said, not a serious prediction it’s just fun to think about.

#can you see me struggling with Mystic Flour’s face? #bc an old HC decreed the ancient heroes had to look similar to the previous owners of their SJ #this was like a year before the beasts were shown in game soooo called it #anyway but whatever #also the way she phrased the stealing treasure thing kind of made it sound like SA but like. #they probably didn’t mean it like that #nobody even reads my tags so it’s like. eh #I really just ramble in the tags bc I’m embarrassed about using actual tags for my posts so my rambling really just acts like a buffer #am I repeatedly saying this isn’t serious bc someone vauged my completely joking post where I said Dark Cacao was a bit of an asshole? #because it was a joke. and also in books 13-14 she is an asshole #and in the post I made several other references to headcanons I had like Choco being transgender and DC having autism and also calling her #SHE/HER which she doesn’t use in canon? like I feel like you can tell that I was joking. #I’m not even mad I’m just befuddled #like I like their actual game analysis and respect them as a blogger but like???? why am I catching strays I think the post got like 7 notes #whatever it’s not that serious but like ???? they reblogged my art 5 seconds before posting it did they WANT me to see it??? like????? #anyway nobody asked normal tags now #girlblogging #crk #dark cacao cookie #dark cacao crk #mystic flour cookie #mystic flour crk #teethart #cookie run kingdom #anyway next update MF should tell DC to kill himself

[hawnks]

keigo pulling you against his chest and making soft little cooing noises when you need soothing

#I’m imagining him making like soft pigeon noises #or maybe dove sounds #like you start rambling because you’re working yourself into a lather and he just pulls you into his arms #‘I know baby. I know’ #and starts rocking you a little #and making bird sounds #you can feel it in your own chest like a cats purr #insomnia posting <3 #happy 5 am I can’t sleep

[selfrinsert]

#rambles #vent #vent-ish #am I….am I not comfy sharing [REDACTED]……… #f/os name removed because I don’t wanna vague about anyone #how do I say it’s only a single person that bothers me WITHOUT sounding like an asshole #help. does anyone else relate? like. it’s only certain people I’m really not comfy sharing with. everyone else is fine to share with #I feel like such a dick 😭 but it’s like #nnnnno that character would not love like that or want to be loved like that. #and also the dynamic is so dull this character needs some enrichment #I FEEL AWFUL for even thinking that about people I don’t even interact with I dunno I dunno #ANYWAY. just needed to get this out I am reflecting on myself and my stance on sharing my f/os. this evening

[cherrygummybears]

man. i am so scared. but i really, really, really want to start making moves to get better. i want to recover. i want to stop dragging the past around with me everywhere i go. i want to know what it feels like to unconditionally love myself. i want to learn how to be actually kind to myself. i want to put a stop to the continual whirlwind in my head, to live in the moment, to have energy to do things. i want to get better. I want to be free. and i know i can do it. i’m just. scared. i guess when you get comfortable with awful mental health like i’ve done over the past almost decade, it’s frightening to think about leaving that behind and walking into unfamiliar territory, even if it’s healthier and better. but god, it seems so wonderful to be better. imagining that the moments of true joy i’ve experienced before could be something actually familiar sounds. insane. i would go crazy for that. i’m just afraid.. im so used to how things are, and ive historically always convinced myself its not that bad, even though it is. but something needs to budge, right? i’m not going to live my whole life like this. i can change it. the power is in my hands. i just need to take it.

#cptsd ramblings #cherry speaks #i am trying to hype myself up to book a psychiatrist #because i need to and ive wanted to go back to therapy basically since my mom cut me off from it almost four years ago #I’m just nervous as fuck cause i’ve had too much time to get used to my own suffering and gaslight myself into thinking it’s not that bad #but the idea of getting better sounds like a wild dream. Unreal. #and the fact that i can make it real is crazy #i just need to find the courage #i need to find the courage

[lesbiansanemi]

I wish there was a way to communicate how overstimulated kids make me and how much I really wish I could reliably be in public spaces without hearing large families/children being insanely loud without sounding like one of those freaks that thinks children should be banned from public spaces

#like kids are loud kids are noisy kids need to learn to socialize #this is all fine and logically I understand this #however…… genuinely nothing sends me into overstimulation to the point of a meltdown faster than children #(it sounds so terrible and stupidly edgy but I’m also starting to think kids are some sort of trigger for me due to my upbringing esp kids #crying because… haha reasons we won’t get into) #and like I said I am WELL aware this is all a ME problem and is in no way the fault of the children or their parents #(well sometimes the parents) #(I do think some parents need to be better about comforting screaming/crying kids and teaching kids they can’t run around and scream #whenever and wherever they want) #but like. I wish I could communicate that I genuinely do hate being around children without sounding like I have overlap with the people who #are freaks about it and think kids are uniquely terrible and that it’s all the kids fault for… yk being kids #there’s not a solution here but I wish I could at least complain without having to add fifteen caveats about how I think children are ppl #and deserve respect and caring and it’s ridiculous to act like they shouldn’t be allowed in public spaces #because they are sometimes loud and annoying #but UNFORTINATELY there’s a very large annoying and loud group of adults who have INSANE opinions about children #so ugh #anyways I’m overstimulated so I went to go hide in the bathroom for a bit #but there’s a family in here with four kids and they’re all being SO loud and shrieking and laughing #and it’s making me want to bang my head into a wall #kaz rambles

[just-a-tiny-goldfish]

I actually thought of the name Starving Man for a while and I ended up thinking that putting ‘The’ at the beginning would have made it scarier? But I did feel like by putting ‘the’ in the name it made Oro’s villain name too wordy?

So I ended up trashing ‘The starving man’ and just going with Starving Man.

I still like it because I think it sounds properly dramatic 🤭 but I think it losses a touch of the fear I was going for. I just think that a name like ‘the starving man’ would easily fit into any horror media (like c’mon I’m sure there has to be one out there even now!) I just think it sounds scary! Imagine being told “did you hear?” “ hear what?” “The starving man was here…”

But I JIST DONT THINK ‘STARVING MAN’ BY ITSELF HAS THE SAME RING BUT GOD I CAN NOT IMAGINE READIN ‘THE THE THE’ OVER AND OVER😭

#I also contemplated going with I AM as an homage to I have no mouth and I must scream #but also tossed that one out because I just did not think it sounded as nice to my ears! #but yeah- just my little ramblings haha #but i don’t know why? I think putting the before starving man would make much a difference #but my brain sure thinks so #maybe becasue starving man sounds like a name in all the senses but by putting the #I am making it more abstract - no I make sense or am I crazy 😛 #I’m just a horror junkie okay? and k wanted some name that evoked creature vibes

[random0lover]

I can’t stand having to go into stores or food places. It literally makes my heart sink down into my chest, I’m so socially awkward/anxious. It’s not that I can’t handle having to talk to the employees or anything it’s the fact that I’m always over analyzing everything around me and over thinking everything I’m going to have to say so I come in feeling like I would rather just have to go home instead of dealing with the situation.

Venting below

Probably will delete later

For example this morning my brothers wanted a strawberry shake each so I did a mobile order for a place near by cause I know they usually have the machine going and all that by that time so it should be fine. Well the morning shift there at the beginning of the week have always been kinda weird towards me but this morning I come in (after it let me order said shakes) and I come up to the counter and everyone is just ignoring me and I’m kinda just standing there waiting (which I didn’t mind) until a guy walks by and looks at me and when he stops I tell him I have a mobile order.

And he kinda just laughs at me? And says “yeah we can’t make that right now *cue another laugh* the machines down” and this is the point where I’m trying to decide what I’m going to do so I look down at my phone and then back up and he’s squinting his eyes at me with his head slightly tilted? Like he’s looking at me like I’m weird or something? Anyways I ask him how could I go about getting a refund and then he laughs at me again and says “what?” And I repeat myself and he just shrugs and says you’ll have to ask her (there was a lady behind him who I’m assuming is his manager or the shift lead) and laughs again when he turns away to tell her. At this point istg I’m crazy cause I’m like did I do something wrong or am I being weird 🤦🏻‍♀️

But the lady turns around and says “what” so I tell her the same thing about the order and I make sure to tell her that I’m not upset and that I know it’s not her fault but that I’m just wanting to get a refund which I’ve had to do there before because they didn’t have an item I mobile ordered before and they gave me a refund just fine. And I kid you not this woman looks at me and tell me that it’s not her fault with major attitude which is when I once again tell her that I’m not upset or angry and that I just want a refund and she says that she can’t do that and that I’ll have to call the number on their app or they can give me something else (mind you the app says you have to contact the store you ordered the items from for a refund 💀). So I leave because my nerves were up really bad and I knew she wasn’t going to help me. I called them when I got home though and they said I could come back in two hours when they turn the machine on even though I was told the machine is broken not just turned off 😭 I just don’t know how to feel about all of that y’know? I’ve been in there plenty of times and I’m always polite so I don’t know what I did…

I’m just wondering if I went about something wrong? I thought I waited patiently and made it clear I wasn’t upset about the shakes, I didn’t raise my voice or anything. What makes it even worse though is the guy was attractive and I understand to some people that doesn’t matter but when you’re getting laughed at it sucks but getting laughed at by an attractive person? That makes me want to crawl into a hole and die

#sorry for any typos- #anyways #it makes me want to cry because I don’t like having to do shit like that. that’s normally why I mobile order so I don’t have to be in their #way at all. so I can just come in and leave but I guess I did something wrong? #or am I overthinking it? #I don’t think so because I’m very good at reading situations and it seemed like the guy was laughing at me #I’m sure I sound crazy #idk anymore #random0lover rambling ♡ #random0lover venting #I was shaking and everything when I got home. this shit always wrecks me cause I don’t like being a burden to food workers or store #employees. it’s literally the last thing I want to do when it comes to being it public… I don’t want to make anyone’s job harder than they #have to be #i wanna cry #I hate feeling this way

[designernishiki]

im basically a god at this point

#my autistic ass notebook pages with lists of items and components and shit paid off……….I successfully have all equipment parts and #over 100 weapons and 70 gear items i am insane but i am free #also the only games I have left at this point are koikoi oichi kabu batting pool cell and shogi I think #which. sounds like a lot but considering I’ve gotten all the completion points for: poker blackjack baccarat roulette mahjong chohan darts #and every arcade game #yeah #doin pretty good #I’m so bad at shogi though hahchfjfjsh #like dude I can’t even play western chess. I’m not a smart man #oh yeah also it’s very satisfying to have some of the most WACK ass weapons in the game now hehehe #kinda wanna post a vid or gifs or something of majima using the guan and lotus swords because it looks so fucking cool. you get QTEs #as part of their main heat action it’s wild #I just have a fucking Arsenal at this point its. something #rambling #y0 #edit: ceelo autocorrected to cell earlier oops

[aurorasulphur]

First off, glad to see the DDDNE poll picking up speed in circles beyond my own.

Second, absolutely fascinated by the sheer variety of the nuanced explanations. (Idk what I expected, on this, the “my opinion is slightly different from everyone else’s” website.)

Third, I’m surprised and a little unsettled by the implied judgment in so many of the replies. Again, idk what I expected. Caveat that I’m both a linguist and a person from the USA, so sometimes my descriptivist training is at war with my stubborn “words mean SPECIFIC THINGS” mentality.

Fourth, all signs so far point to the fact that the broad misunderstanding that the primary purpose of the tag is “to indicate a lack of in-text moral condemnation” comes STRAIGHT from the first paragraph of the Fanlore article as it appeared from mid-2020 to literally this week. (When I bumped the info about the conflicting meanings up into the bit that shows above the infobox on mobile.) I feel Some Kind Of Way about that, as it underlines how seriously we should take our Fanlore edits, as well as how few people actually read the whole dang article.

Fourth and a half, I can only find TWO sources (tweets) from before the mid-2020 Fanlore edit that indicate the speaker believes the most important aspect of the DDDNE tag is that it deals with “problematic” or “morally questionable” topics without condemning them in-text.

Fifth, I completely understand why that Fanlore editor framed it that way (it is a rephrasing of Mostlyvalid’s original statement, after all) but seeing hundreds of tweets quote the statement verbatim without seeming to understand THE REST OF THE ARTICLE is alarming. And, imo, this phrase “morally reprehensible” has unintentionally contributed to the vitriol aimed at people who write fics tagged with DDDNE.

Sixth, the point, to me, is that the fic tagged with DDDNE may or may not explicitly address in-text the fact that its contents are (or could be considered) unpleasant, uncomfortable, disturbing, extreme, inappropriate, illegal, intense, “problematic”, immoral, or taboo. The tag serves as a piece of metadata to send up a flag (outside the context of the story itself) that the reader should carefully consider if they want to read a story where the contents (whatever they may be) might be presented as something other than what they would be in reality. It does not mean the fic DEFINITELY “glorifies violence” or “romanticizes necrophilia” or whatever phrase the kids are using these days. (Which is what the fanlore statement about “morally reprehensible” implies, imo.) All it means is that the fic might not have a flashing sign saying “hey this is bad”, so you-the-reader need to exercise your critical thinking skills and decide for yourself whether to read it at all, and whether the actions in the fic are something you should emulate in your daily life. Which, honestly, you should be using your critical thinking skills to assess this for every fic you read, regardless of the tags.

Finally, DDDNE is just the fic equivalent of the safety pop up on websites and applications saying “hey, did you really mean to do this? Are you fully aware of the consequences of sending this data packet to the server like this? Did you know you misspelled your own name? Are you sure you meant to type Wasingtn and not Washington? Do you understand what you are agreeing to? Did you read the tags so you know what to expect? You have unsaved changes, do you wish to exit without saving?”

By opening a fic tagged DDDNE, you are saying: “I, the reader, understand that this fic tagged X (a thing most people would not want to be jumpscared by) will contain X, and the treatment of X may or may not be subverted, glossed over, or otherwise toned down to a skippable cutscene. I agree that this is a thing I want to read.”

It’s hard to boil that down to a pithy statement that appears in the broad-strokes intro of a wiki article!!!!!!

#an aurora original #aurora is back on her bullshit #this is very rambly because I am currently waiting for my adhd meds to hit my system #how many tags before it no longer appears in the tag listing broadly? #fanlore #idk I also admit being Roman Catholic is influencing this #which sounds silly!!! #but tbh only god can judge so like #kinktomato my dudes #i don’t have a problem with it #if god does then he’ll take it up with you in the afterlife #dead dove #DID YOU KNOW definitions are nuanced? #words and their meanings are context-dependent? #shades of meaning exist? #and yet #a fic tagged CNTW and DDDNE and nothing else screams WRONG to me #i’m not perfect lmao #rory’s dead dove poll

[hannahhasafact]

I am truly too dumb to listen to podcasts where everyone has similar voices because I truly have a difficult time figuring out who is who

#ramblings #I have to tell you dnd shows where the dms do not do unique voices makes me SO CONFUSED #I’ve started listening to RHoDND and it’s fun but I am getting confused a lot lol #I keep forgetting there are two dms because to me they sound fucking identical #(also almost all of the characters have C sound names and it is VERY confusing lol) #like I’m not gonna name names but there is a dm I like but I have a hard time figuring out their characters because not much voice change #but yeah! still fun but I’m slightly confused lol

[sonic-adventure-3]

they should rename the chaos emeralds the chaos beryls

#for legal reasons this is a joke. but #EMERALDS ARE GREEN #i sound stupid for this take and rest assured i’m not that serious #however like literally classificationally emeralds are green #emeralds are green beryl #insane about mineralogy #anyway meet my chaos emerald spoofs: the anarchy sapphires #there is notably not a red one because red sapphires are rubies #if there were a red one they’d be the anarchy corundums and that just doesn’t roll of the tongue #rambles #oh goddamn i was right. i am crossing over new layers of autism with sonic at every turn #damn. music games art inline skating linguistics and now goddamn mineralogy? the autism potential of sonic the hedgehog is unreal

[book-tease]

wait the series finale of riverdale was last night??? might watch it with no context because like. that show started this blog. there’s such a soft spot in my heart for it

#mia rambles #i was thinking about doing that once i heard it was ending but now i just gotta yknow #i tapped out like mid season 3 not even because it was too crazy i just didn’t like how they were writing bughead lmaooo #i might one day watch the rest of the seasons bc it sounds like they were a ride lmao but #it’s 6am and i’m just laying here thinking about how riverdale literally is the reason i have this blog rhats insane #i had a blog for looking at sims cc before this one but that was it #but i wanted to talk about riverdale between season 1 and so i made this one #and now here i am. wild

[aemiron-main]

my gay mike analysis is like a son to me. I know I sound like a conceited little idiot man and keep hyping it up and I PROMISE I’m trying to finish it as fast as possible but i love it and makes me emotional because

a.) Mike ily and people around you love you and oh my god you have so many internal issues I just want you to be happy

b.) look at me now!! went from thinking 2 years ago that I’d have to be straight/pretend to be straight forever, barely knowing a single thing about sexuality or gender, now having realized a lot of things about myself in those regards and using my skills to analyze those topics in-depth!! it makes me happy ok!!

#it’s weird because i grew up with a fair bit of internalized transphobia #partially because people around me seemed to treat people as dumb/inept as soon as they found out they were trans #and my intelligence was always tied to being the perfect functional straight a’s daughter tm #and I constantly had to argue with my fmaily about politics etc when they’re ere in their super far right era #and so I knew that if I came out as any form of queer #they would immediately stop taking me seriously and I wouldn’t be able to change their minds about the rightwing bs #and it took 3+ years of harsh fighting and just awfulness all around but I eventually got through to them #and kudos to them of course for being willing to change to an extent even though I’m still not out as a trans #bc I’m still wary of how it would go #but like. when I was in highschool our premier was waging a social war on lgbtq people as a whole #but specifically trans people and my parents got very pulled into it and I internalized a lot of it and felt as if #being trans/wanting to be a guy was tied to a horrible part of me and that I would be throwing away any intelligence I had and just so much #stupid shit plus knowing that I’d never be able to convince my parents to get away from the rightwing bs if they had even a hint of #me being any sort of queer so it’s like me being queer was always tied to being used to invalidate my intelligence #that’s what I’m trying to say in this ramble ^ #but now here I am!! Using my brain to write about queer stuff #and not to sound conceited like I’m not the smartest person ever by any means I am #SO dumb in SO many areas seriously but it’s like. being queer doesn’t take away from #my ability to be smart yknow?? and that was something that was really embedded into me in addition to some other bs #my intelligence stopped existing the moment people realized I was queer like if my parents had known I was queer at the time #they would’ve used it to further the claim that I was delusional and naive and had no idea what I was talking about with politics #and that my ideas simply had less worth because of WHO I was #rather than the ideas themselves #so anyway I just. it’s so Nice to be using my brain To write about queer stuff yknow????? #me trying to convince my parents that trans people deserved human rights but they only listened to me BECAUSE they thought I was cis #and even then it took 3 years and a fuckton of other big factors