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willowfey · 9 months
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starting to think maybe waking up with an anxiety stomachache every single morning and then needing to spend the entire day trying to get rid of said anxiety just to maybe have a few minutes in the evening of feeling relaxed before going to bed is perhaps not normal
#the first thing i do when i become conscious is check my phone to make sure nothing terrible happened to anyone i love while i slept#i never ever ever have plans and if anyone Else has plans i feel sick with anxiety until they’re back from them#if i have smth planned that week i feel completely tense and on edge until it happens#i didn’t used to be like this i hate hate hate it#i used to feel safe in my little house in the forest where i knew everyone in town and knew my way around with my eyes shut#it’s still the only place in the world i feel safe. that’s so unfair#my separation anxiety is ridiculous. if my mom goes to the store and doesn’t answer a text right away i start panicking#if my sister goes to a class or smth idk what to do with myself until she gets back#if i’m in the shower or have the fan on or headphones in suddenly i’ll think i hear someone shouting and i’ll have to quickly turn it off#ever since i moved here it’s been getting worse. i don’t feel safe here to begin with i feel so out of place it’s unreal#but then covid and trauma with my mother’s health and my uncle dying and multiple relatives getting sick and things happening to my friends#i know i have ptsd from very specific things that happened and i live on a hospital path so every day i hear sirens#and every time i do it fully triggers an anxiety attack in me for at least an hour. and my mom too#since being here my hometown burned and friends i thought would never grow apart did and my brother moved out#i know a lot of that is just Being In Your Low Twenties but also some of my worst trauma has happened in the last handful of years and now#now i’m just always scared. always uneasy. always worried. never fully relaxed. never feel fully safe. & idk how to be myself through that#i’m always paranoid and i never trust people irl anymore. ppl my mom or sister meet. i am so suspicious of them constantly.#if anything small changes at all i can’t handle it. my ability to deal with change has gone so downhill#in the last 5 years of being here i realised i was autistic which led to me unmasking a bit and that. comes with pros & cons doesn’t it#my own health has declined. my body changed a lot in ways i wasn’t prepared for and i had to get rid of most of my comfort clothes#sometimes i just wanna sit on the ground and cry about it and not have to also be the one that picks myself back up. y’know???#but at the very least i’d love to just wake up One Day w/o feeling sick with anxiety already. just one day i want to wake up feeling rested#i want to be myself again but can i start with not being scared? not being tired? i don’t know what to do anymore#i just watch my comfort videos and read my comfort fics and stay in my daydream world
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theshinsun · 4 years
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Hello again! Here I am sending more 😂 Do you mind doing character thing with Kasamatsu, Imayoshi, Wakamatsu and Otsubo? If it's too much, can you do with the first three? Thank you 💕
Hello again! ^^ (So sorry for the delay I was half done and then I got hit with homework and classes and didn’t have much time to do more analyses, but they’re done for the week now! I’m free!) 
I don’t mind at all! But if it’s alright with you, I probably will just do those first three, not just because it’ll be ridiculously long otherwise, but because I don’t really? think I have any strong specific feelings for Otsubo? Idk why, I like him I just didn’t connect that much with him I don’t think... but I’ll gladly talk about the others!
Kasamatsu
How I feel about this character
GOOD SENPAI. I love this guy so much and wish he got to interact with more of the cast, I really vibe with his character design (his eyes are just... damn, also SOCKS), and I love the relationship he has with his team. He’s ruthless but obviously cares about all of them working together well, and is just looking for the respect he’s due as captain. Boy puts up with so much bullshit from his team of chaotic flaky weirdos, someone needs to cut him a break.  
All the people I ship romantically with this character
Kise (KiKasa ftw, the character development Kise goes through because of Kasamatsu is excellent, and almost instantaneous after he joins the team [“I liked being Kise of Kaijo”]. it’s really easy to interpret his behavior toward Kasamatsu as a crush; there’s no denying they’ve got chemistry and work well together... and even tho Kise drives his senpai nuts, they obviously both care about each other a lot)
Aomine (I’ve said it before, I’ll say it again. They have one [1] interaction in canon, but that one interaction sold it for me. Aomine showing deference to someone and calling them “senpai”, helping him up after he got knocked down which seems... pretty unusual for him at the time, I’m so down for these two being in a relationship, it’s such a different dynamic than I usually see with pairings featuring Aomine, and there seems to be some legit respect to build off of there)
Imayoshi (I blame Lysapadin’s fic The Long Game for this, the way these two play off each other there and also canonically is... hilarious, the flirting, the Banter, please give me more quality captain ships I have a need) 
Hyuuga (MORE QUALITY CAPTAIN SHIPS. I talked about them a little in my list for Hyuuga, but I just love the idea of both of these tough, exasperated captains getting to be vulnerable with each other)
and this one is a crossover but
Oikawa Tooru (maybe because he reminds me so much of Kise, and Kasamatsu so much like Iwaizumi, I feel like they’d have a similar dynamic, but it’d be interesting to see how, unlike Kise, a hardworking somewhat self-destructive person and a fellow third-year like Oikawa would get on with this guy.) 
My non-romantic OTP for this character
Hmmm.... I’m gonna have to say Imayoshi again, even tho they work together as a couple too. The way they interact is so good, whether it’s platonic or not, and I’d love to see more one-on-one interaction with them. It could just be because the way Lysapadin handles their respective personalities in multiple fics is so perfect, but if they’re not romantically involved I’d at least like to see them as snarky semi-begrudging basketball buddies. 
My unpopular opinion about this character
I don’t know? If I have one? Mostly bc I don’t really know what the fandom itself thinks about Kasamatsu, he didn’t get a lot of press even in KNB’s heyday. A random opinion/hc of him tho is he seems to be a bit of a pessimist. Whenever he’s commentating he’s just talking about how the team’s gonna lose, and even before his own game he seemed to just be thinking about how he lost before. Idk what else to give ya, just something I observed that I don’t really see talked about or portrayed for this guy.
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.
*deep inhale* MOOORE SCREEEENTIME. And not just as a commentator/attachment to Kaijo where Kise hogs the spotlight, give this guy some time to interact with other characters and flesh him out some more please! I know I’m a broken record but that’s the only thing I can think of to improve him.
Imayoshi
How I feel about this character
I didn’t used to have much opinion of this guy tbh, when I was new to KNB… but NOW, damn, I love him every time he appears. He’s hilarious, I love how sassy and clever he is, I love that he has an accent (tho it’s only pointed out in the manga), I love that he gets to have little tidbits, like that he’s bad at drawing but good at mind-reading, and how he wears slippers in a school environment and just goes around teasing everyone, whether they’re teammates or opponents. Love this guy. I love how extra he is and I’m living every time he’s on screen.
All the people I ship romantically with this character
Aomine (ok I talked about this quite a bit already in my Aomine rant analysis, and I mostly blame Lysapadin’s A Firm Hand series, but I just can’t get enough of the idea of these two together… [also this comic ] Imayoshi taking Aomine in hand and knowing how to handle him when no one else does, and gradually warming up to him when he stops playing tough and finally shows his soft side. good shit)
Momoi (also probably bc of A Firm Hand, but I could see these two having a very interesting relationship. They’re both extremely smart, and good at understanding people, and I really like the idea of Imayoshi taking Momoi under his wing so she doesn’t have to suffer in silence and handle everything by herself. I feel like they’d be surprisingly sweet to each other, but lesbehonest, also a potentially terrifying power couple that I almost never see done)
Kasamatsu (again, just like above, a unique dynamic and a lovely rarepair that doesn’t get talked about enough. they didn’t get nearly enough time to play off each other in canon but what we did see was damn good) 
Hanamiya (ok so… I’m not immune to this ship. I’ve seen some art, a couple fics, and it doesn’t seem to be much of a thing anymore, but still, why the hell not. they’ve got history, they’re both smart slightly evil [or very evil] shits, and they’d be such a disaster of a couple that’s why I love them)
My non-romantic OTP for this character
If not Kasamatsu, then probably Susa. They only got a little time to bond in canon, but I do love their dynamic and how chill they seem to be with each other. They remind me of a team mom/dad duo (tho I couldn’t tell you which was which lol). I could probably be talked into shipping them romantically, but I also just like the way they get along as friends and teammates. 
My unpopular opinion about this character
This is more an argument I keep having with my sister… but I actually, genuinely like this guy’s design. She thinks he looks creepy and too evil and doesn’t like that his eyes are drawn closed, but esp in the manga, he looks really polished and I like that you can tell when he gets serious by whether you can see his eyes open. (or as I say to my roommate “oh shit he’s got eyes they’re in trouble”)
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.
I wish we got to see more of him just hanging with his team. Idk maybe I’m biased, but I feel like Touou in particular doesn’t get that much time devoted to, like, practice and normal everyday shit (maybe bc we got to see Kaijo twice and Shuutoku got a whole training camp plus some, but all we get of them is the hot springs scene and a very short scene at the beginning and end of the show imeanwhat) I would’ve liked to get to know this guy better and see more of how he runs his very strange individualized team, but that could just be me.  
Wakamatsu
How I feel about this character
My dude puts up with so much shit. I mean the first we see of him he’s getting kneed in the stomach by a certain dickish first-year, and he just always seems… so done with what’s going on around him. When he’s not yelling about it, which… mood, tbh. He’s relegated to little more than a background character in the anime, and only gets a liiiittle more development in the manga (as well as lots of really good faces), but tbh I’d love to see more of him. I’d love to know what he’s like as a captain and see more of how he gets along with the team; he’s the kind of hotheaded noisy player they make into the protagonist of other shows and I want to know more about him.
All the people I ship romantically with this character
Momoi (k a couple of my friends @spaztictwitch and @hadenxcharm actually sold me on this one. It’s a really really rare pair, but now I can’t stop thinking about it and I really like the possibilities of them as a couple.)
Aomine (again I talked a little bit about this in my Aomine essay, but I’m a sucker for this kind of ship… the love/hate dynamic, I mean. that doesn’t get old does it. and yet I don’t think I’ve ever seen content for these guys together, maybe I should take it on myself)
Sakurai (hot-tempered senpai/captain and anxious apologetic mushroom, sign me tf up these two would be Hilarious as a pairing, oh my god. I love it)
Kiyoshi (k listen. LISTEN. yes all I’ve got is the fact that they’re both centers and they only interact, like, twice, but the idea popped into my head and I think I could actually totally see it. any takers?)
My non-romantic OTP for this character
Imayoshi. I don’t know if I’d ship them as a romantic pair (tho like with most things, if someone made a good case for them I’d consider it), but I do like their canonical interactions, like Imayoshi explaining the exceptions made for prodigies in sports (“do you know the golfer Tiger Woods? How about Shaq?”), and passing the proverbial hat to him when he retires as captain (“no worries, you’ll do fine!” like he’s reassuring a new parent or smth lmao). They’re good teammates even if Touou is not really about teamwork, and I like the mutual respect in how they seem to get along.
My unpopular opinion about this character
Not just a one-note guy who yells all the time. I mean, yes, he does yell and he’s got a short temper, but so does Kagami and people don’t portray him as a guy with only one emotion and that emotion is Anger. I mean… usually they don’t. Idk maybe it’s because most of his screentime involves him butting heads with Aomine, but he seems to get along with the rest of the team alright. He respects his seniors and the spirit of the team too, he’s just an all-around good guy that seems to get the short end of the stick a lot.
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.
I have a MIGHTY NEED to see how this guy does as captain, I want to know how he does things differently than Imayoshi and how he handles all the bullshit the team throws now that it’s all gonna be landing on his shoulders. We only got a tiny scene at the end of the show demonstrating his policy about Aomine, and we barely saw him at all in the Last Game, is he doing okay?? Is he ruling Touou with an iron fist or getting into screaming matches with his kouhai? I need to Know.
Thanks so much for asking, I really appreciate the show of interest! <3 Sorry again about the delay!
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bleedpure · 5 years
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         mark lee vc: LEZ GEDDIT   !   i’m al or ally, i’m nineteen, i’m in the cst timezone aka the midwest, so u know what that means   !   it sucks   !   i don’t even know how to transition out of that. i’m so bad at talking about myself, so i think we’re just gonna not do that.......   we’ll talk about seulki instead, which i can assure u he’s 100% more interesting than i will ever be   !   u can find his info under the cut and if u wanna plot hit that like button and i’ll come to u or u can hit me up on d*scord  ( which i would love tbh bc it’s easier than tumblr ims )  @ the jonas brothers did that#7625.   okay, onto the intro   !
- ̗̀✰ • 【 LEE MINHO, CISMALE, HE/HIM 】 ❝ did you see KIM SEULKI on the train back to hogwarts? they’re a HALF-BREED (VAMPIRE) in their THIRD year as a TWENTY year old RAVENCLAW. apparently they’re the ENIGMA around the grounds; most likely because they give off an aura of DROPLETS OF CRIMSON LIQUID DRIPPING OFF PEARLY WHITE FANGS, FORM FITTING JEANS THAT HUG JUST THE RIGHT SPOTS, HEART SHAPED LIPS CURLING INTO A DEVILISH SMILE, THE FEELING OF A PIANO PLAYING EERILY IN THE ROOM NEXT DOOR. of all the social media platforms, they’re definitely most obsessed with their INSTAGRAM; probably because they’re ELOQUENT, but also MANIPULATIVE. however, on the new manifest app in mr. carlos’ english class, they’ve already managed to anonymously steal the username: BLOODLUST. 
ALSO   !   if u want a better look at him, u can check out his pinterest board here  ( follow me too that’d be so sexy of u )   ! 
information.
i’m gonna just do this in bullet points bc i’m lazy and have had a really long week so if it’s choppy.... i am so sorry u are just gonna have to deal w it KMSKSMK
seulki was born in seoul, south korea to a kang insoo, a wizard man, and kim eunbin, a vampire woman, seulki himself being her first born
he doesn’t remember much of his own father, the only image he has of him is his bloodied corpse after his mother ripped his throat out when he was five years old
she was a cruel woman is what he had learned from that moment on
most half-breeds are misunderstood creatures, but the kim line of vampires were the monsters they told u abt in horror stories, the ones that hid under ur bed and took u from ur room in the depths of the night
being descendants of vlad the impaler, yes he really was a vampire!, had death and destruction lacing through their veins, darkness and deceit wrapping around their bodies
growing up, he watched his mother give birth to three more children, all of which were full fledged vampires, unlike himself
at first, he never let it bother him, he was raised up to be a vampire, to let the magic gene within him go dormant. he fed off humans and shed the blood of other’s with the influence of his mother, but even being her puppet was never enough for her
secretly, she had always resented her falling in love with a wizard, a human, someone that wasn’t of their own kind. because she did actually fall in love with him, only to be blindsided by her own family, a powerful clan of vampires pulling who she was and who she had always been out of her
because of the resentment matted in between her bones, the anger and frustration of her family ruining her life, of insoo ruining her life, she began to see the human traits within seulki even more often than not, creating a drift and a barrier between the two of them
seulki was the eldest brother, the one who took it upon himself to help raise them, to protect them, to never let their bright souls be diminished by the thought that they were monsters. they loved him and he loved them, but his mother didn’t like that
she didn’t like how they cared for each other because they cared for each other  more than they cared for her. she was selfish, wanting the love she never was able to receive, wanted to feel smth for all that she didn’t
his mother hadn’t been fond of him for a while, only using him to do her bidding and while him and his siblings got closer and closer, she got angrier, knowing that they were each others’ heartbeats and she wasn’t included in that
so because of her selfish and deranged nature, she wanted to eliminate her younger children to cause torment to seulki. ganging up on the children one night with the intent to kill them, but she didn’t get as far as she wanted to
she severely injured her second oldest, giving a few scratches the the other’s before seulki came in, eyes black and charging towards his mother. it was a bloodbath after that, the two youngest pulling their sister to safety as they called for seulki
their cries and calls snapped him out of his loss of humanity and in front of him was his injured, but not dead mother unconscious. it was then that he took his chance, packing whatever he could that was valuable and fled with his siblings
they spent time spent a long time running, bouncing from city to city more bloodshed falling onto seulki’s hands to protect the only people he held dear to him and he would do anything for them.
he struggled a lot actually with maintaining his humanity as it would slip from time to time due to the trauma even if he had his siblings to tether him down. at some point, seulki, while strong, felt himself getting exhausted from being on the run and it was when they’d found themselves in scotland being found by hagrid of all people offering seulki a place at hogwarts and his siblings a place in his hut
at first, seulki declined, not fully trusting the man with his siblings even though he would be right in the castle near by. but, after some thought and the push of the second oldest, they accepted the offer and seulki’s been attending hogwarts since he was eighteen and his siblings have found a residence with hagrid
tidbits.
he ages like a normal human up until he’s twenty-one when he quits aging and begins the phase of immortality.
seulki can and will drink blood to survive, but if he goes without it it’s not detrimental to him until he quits aging altogether which means he can eat regular food, he actually quite enjoys it.
he has fangs, he can go out into sunlight, but not for an excessive amount of time or he’ll get a rash. seulki does have inhuman speed and strength, but nothing overpowering u know? when he loses his humanity, his eyes go full black and when the vampire takes him over, his eyes are red, and his regular eye color is brown.
losing his humanity means he loses his heartbeat, most of the time either due to losing the things or people that make his heart beat or from intense and severe anger or negative emotions such as the like. though, it can be voluntarily done as well by switching it off  ( kind of like tvd . . . fucking disgusting ). but, seulki being only half-vampire has an easier time, unlike his siblings, to regain his heartbeat back and for his humanity to fluctuate when it’s lost because of his human side. his siblings are his heartbeats actually, so that’s where the intense need to protect them comes from as well as just being their brother.
seulki is a Big Bi   !   loves it fucking all.
he’s not super great at magic since his magic gene was pretty dormant until he came to hogwarts, so he’s pretty much just skirting by at this point.
his siblings mean the world to him, he would do absolutely anything for them and wouldn’t let a single person harm a hair on their heads. but   !   no one knows they exist, though i’m sure if there were special people in his life they might   !
while he sleeps around a lot . . . he’s a secret romantic. he’s always wanted to find love, but it way too terrified of it. 
oh yeah he has a blood kink............ that’s important ig
personality.
seulki is definitely an interesting person. he’s wise and intelligent, having been through a lot in his life. he’s eloquent and good with his words, most would call him honey-tongued because of how he can persuade almost anyone to do what he says. seulki is kind of a dick or well, like a suave dick. he’s charming and flirty, his signature is a smirk and like arms crossed as he leans against a doorway u know? seulki is uh. how do i put this? kind of a whore. he doesn’t tend to care about others which is deep rooted in the fact that he’s never felt real love . . . his own mother hated him to the core. he’s overprotective of the people he cares about and will do absolutely anything for them. he’s an ass if i didn’t mention that before, it’s to protect himself and his siblings from ever being hurt again because he’s so terrified of letting people in for them to just tear him down in the process. he’s guarded and u never know what he’s thinking because he doesn’t show it on his face or let u know. UH I DON’T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY MY BRAIN DOESN’T WORK............ he’s p manipulative............. uh he cares a lot. but deep down and he doesn’t want ppl to know that........... he’s definitely a Big Brother type when he cares abt u, makes sure u’ve eaten, makes sure ur warm and are comfortable....... yeah idk that’s it i’m done
wanted plots.
A HEARTBEAT   !   — whether platonic or romantic, this would be someone who, just like seulki’s siblings, makes his heart beat thus keeping his humanity in check, they would be a WHOLE, WHOLE lot to him. 
A TUTOR   !   — as i mentioned earlier, seulki isn’t super well versed when it comes to magic, he’s not very good at it and it’s hard for him to navigate sometimes, so having someone to help him get his mf grades up would be lovely !
AN EX   !   — obviously, this didn’t go down well because seulki is terrified of commitment and people getting close to him. it could play out in so many ways, so if it sparks ur interest we can chat !
A ROOMMATE   !   — so which sucker is gonna have to live with the vampire who has a blood kink ?
A BEST FRIEND   !   — obviously this is pretty self explanatory, this would be someone that seulki trusts with probably his life and they mean a lot to him, even if he’s bad at showing it.
LOVE/HATE   !   — bruh give me that good shit. these two can’t stand each other, but because of that it’s formed some sort of fondness where if anyone is messing with the other they’re like who tf are u that’s my job   !
A BAD INFLUENCE / GOOD INFLUENCE   !   — self explantory . . . someone be a good influence for seulki and let him be a bad influence for someone else.
AN UNREQUITED CRUSH   !   — my friend gave me the idea to maybe have someone have a cute little crush on seulki . . . and i was like but that’s SO sad........ then i was like u know what i love pain so here we are........ also could be requited we shall see   !
FUCK BUDDIES, FRIENDS/ENEMIES WITH BENEFITS, FLINGS   !   — i’m just getting lazy at this point to explain this shit . . . fuck him, let him fuck u he’s a true vers my friends.
OTHERS   !   — cuddle buddy, old friends, confidant, rivals, skinny love, annoyances, a brother/sister type of relationship, and if there’s anything else we can just vibe   !   tbh we don’t even have to do anything from this list, whatever fits the muses, these are just ideas   !
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cgill11 · 5 years
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@arkvandeley tagged me in this (thanks by the way!!) so here it goes!
rules: answer questions and tag people to get to know them better
nickname: i mean my name is one syllable (claire), so i never really had a nickname, but sometimes my sisters call me claire bear
zodiac: aries!
height: 5’6” about
last movie i saw: probably spider-man: into the spiderverse; i’ve mainly been watching series lately
last thing i googled: aminé’s soundcloud
favorite musician(s): mainly aminé, brockhampton, and chance the rapper. i like a lot of childish gambino’s stuff too!
song stuck in my head: hey julie! by kyle and lil yachty, mainly because i listened to it yesterday to hype myself up to go to my 8 am math class
other blog(s): i made one side blog a while ago to use as like a way for me to store reaction images lately but it’s evolved into a reference posts/reblog-these-or-else post blog
do i get asks: i’m pretty sure i’ve only ever gotten one ask and it was anonymous, responding to something i commented on a picture of cara delevigne and her gf. cara had her hair in cornrows and i commented like “wtf is she doing” or smth like that and the anon was like “it’s not cultural appropriation tho” and i ignored it
blogs following: wow only about 65 i must have cleared out some inactive ones or smth lately
amount of sleep: well i like to get at least 8 but i have morning classes every day this quarter so it’s more like 5 or 6 tbh
lucky number: idk if it’s lucky but i always chose 11 for my number if i could when i played soccer (9 and 4 were my back-ups)
what i’m wearing: a t-shirt and basketball shorts bc those are my pj’s and i’m in bed
dream job: i’m pre-med and i want to be an on-gyn, but my dream job would be like doing that but in more of an aid work thing, like with Doctors Without Borders or something
dream trip: i like cities so maybe somewhere like tokyo would be cool?
favorite songs: uh right now it’s probably between hunnybee (remix) by aminé and like ten different brockhampton songs (ex: follow, team, san marcos, etc.)
random fact about me: yikes i’m never good with coming up with these but i guess that i have a twin?
describe yourself as aesthetic things: well i really like the color yellow and sunflowers and like drawings of the sun and stuff like that bc they make me happy, so probably that type of aesthetic i guess? also i love colorful journaling, like i literally love my color coded spanish vocab notebook
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maariku · 7 years
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He’s Well Hung & I Am Hanging On [Rockstar AU Prequel]
[Rockstar AU main thread] ; done with @oregashujinkaku​
[jheeny3000 has joined the chat]
[PABLOO has joined the chat]
jheeny3000: pabloooooooooooo
PABLOO: yo
jheeny3000: he in yet
PABLOO: nah man
PABLOO: but i got updates too yo
jheeny3000: yeah?
PABLOO: ye my bands playing at charlie's pub this friday
jheeny3000: noice u gotta tell skeeter
[noranora has joined the chat]
PABLOO: ye i will
PABLOO: yo nora
PABLOO: saw u the other night that was a sick show!
jheeny3000: yo noraaaa
noranora: hey
noranora: omg thanks
noranora: i didn't see you there!
noranora: is skeeter here yet?
jheeny3000: nah but yo pablo's band is playing at charlies on friday
noranora: sweeeet when? i'll drop by!
PABLOO: prob like nine that would be cool ye
noranora: jon hows your music coming?
jheeny3000: fucken stalled girl
jheeny3000: mikey bailed so we need a new drummer
PABLOO: what a fag
noranora: oh shit :( good luck with that
jheeny3000: yeahhhhhhhhh whatevs he was a dick
PABLOO: didnt he try to hook up with that guys sister
[princemalik has joined the chat]
jheeny3000: idr probably lmao he hooks up with everyone
[skeeter has joined the chat]
jheeny3000: SKEEEEET
jheeny3000: skeet man
PABLOO: yo skeet what up
skeeter: sup what i miss
noranora: pablo's playing at charlies on friday! :)
skeeter: sick gig man
jheeny3000: yo skeet u know a drummer? ours bailed
skeeter: nah man sorry
jheeny3000: shit
skeeter: karim might
jheeny3000: truuu
noranora: hey who is princemalik
PABLOO: idk hasnt said anything yo skeet u coming to charlies for me?
skeeter: i'll try man
princemalik: hey
noranora: hi :)
PABLOO: yo wtf wheres karim i got fken class in an hour
jheeny3000: dont sweat it pablo we'll tell him about charlies
jheey3000: you dont gotta spread it out to everyone like a flier lmao
PABLOO: shut up man karim got me this gig
noranora: oh cool! is he playing too?
PABLOO: idk i think so
jheeny3000: well now im def going
PABLOO: ur a faggot man fuck you
skeeter: just texted him he's coming on
PABLOO: FINALLY
noranora: he's in uni pablo he's probably busy
PABLOO: we're all busy damn man
jheeny3000: skeet did he get a new phone
skeeter: idk
jheeny3000: i asked his number he said he lost his phone last week
PABLOO: lmaoooooo you fuckin got skid man
jheeny3000: asshole wtf i cant believe him
[mkarim has joined the chat]
jheeny3000: fuck him
PABLOO: lmao nice
noranora: omg
noranora: hey karim
jheeny3000: yo man u fix ur fuckin phone
PABLOO: dude
PABLOO: duuude dont
PABLOO: karim yo i got that gig on friday
jheeny3000: IGNORED palbo damn
PABLOO: palbo
PABLOO: yo where is he wtf
noranora: you guys have no chill
mkarim: hey nora
mkarim: nice pablo thats sick im gonna be there all night my boys are getting trashed haha
PABLOO: sweeet hey man i'll see u there
mkarim: for sure
jheeny3000: karim u got a drummer i can use
mkarim: what happened to mikey
jheeny3000: got enaged r smth
mkarim: aw
noranora: awww thats sweet
mkarim: hey whos princemalik
jheeny3000: no its fukn gay
jheeny3000: dk he doesnt fkn talk just sqautting
mkarim: doesnt malik mean king
mkarim: prince king?
mkarim: your highness do you play or do you watch
princemalik: i play
princemalik: someone in another chatroom told me to join this one
princemalik: something about this song i wrote
skeeter: oh yo that was me hey man sorry i blanked
skeeter: karim dm him he has some stuff you should hear sounds like yours
noranora: ooooh can we hear it?
mkarim: oh yeah? cool okay
jheeny3000: sounds like his how
jhneey3000: like rip off or like what
skeeter: like style man
PABLOO: i gotta go to class
PABLOO: see u guys friday?
PABLOO: charlies?
jheeny3000: jfc pablo we'll be there fk off with the self promo
noranora: we'll be there! :)
mkarim: see you man
PABLOO: kk
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jheeny3000: karim yo you never told me about the drummer situation
jheeny3000: you got one?
noranora: i think he’s afk again
jheeny3000: jfc skeet can u text him or smth
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jheeny3000: skeeeeet
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jhneey3000: r u fuck serious rn
noranora: i'm sorry j :/ i'll try to be on the lookout for you
jheeny3000: fucking faggots jfc
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[private message: mkarim@ princemalik]
mkarim: hey your highness
mkarim: so you got a link to these songs?
princemalik:  yeah, hold on
princemalik:  https:youtu.be/dQwwWgXcQ
mkarim: I like this
mkarim: I really like this
mkarim: you do this alone? how long have you been playing
princemalik: yeah
princemalik: oh man idk since I was a kid, I started taking singing lessons when I was eight I think
princemalik: you?
mkarim: christ lmao
mkarim: one of those kids huh
mkarim:  I started like fifteen or something I think
mkarim: no I like this though skeet was right it does sound like my stuff
mkarim: kind of punk right?
princemalik: yeah, alternative I guess
princemalik: so, do I get to hear some of your stuff or what?
princemalik: so you started at fifteen... how old are you now?
mkarim: yeah sure here
mkarim: https:youtu.be/dXwqQjXcX
mkarim: thats one of the newer ones
mkarim: 20
mkarim: u?
princemalik: yeah, me too
princemalik: holy shit, this is really good, you have like a band or something?
mkarim: yeah we play a bit in bars and stuff
mkarim: small venue stuff
mkarim: we're playing at charlie's on friday after pablo's band, you should come, are you in LA?
princemalik:  nah I don't live in the states, actually
princemalik:  that sounds really cool though, maybe you could get someone to record it for me?
princemalik:  that's not weird to ask, is it?
mkarim: no we post live vids on our channel you can check it out
mkarim: we're called endeverafter
mkarim: shame youre not close would be cool to jam sometime with a guy with music like yours
mkarim: you thinking of starting a band of your own?
princemalik: yeah absolutely I'll check it out
princemalik:  I've been talking to some of the guys in my class about it, the guitarist's dad owns a bar in the city he told us when we get some songs together we can play there
princemalik: so, do you speak Arabic or did you google my name?
mkarim: right on you gotta take him up on that let me know how it goes
mkarim: lol I speak it I was born just outside cairo
mkarim: I take it youre native too?
princemalik: yeah, I will.
princemalik: hey, me too.  When did you move out to the states?  What's it like?
mkarim: maybe five ago
mkarim: its amazing I love the city here
mkarim: so much to do, tons of clubs, people are just generally into more stuff
mkarim: I could never go back after being here its like a whole other world
mkarim: its expensive though
princemalik: yeah?  Worse than Cairo you think?
princemalik: I've always wanted to visit, it seems like everyone is more chill there, more accepting, y'know?
mkarim: definitely steeper. I got an apartment I share with three other guys rn
mkarim: they definitely are
mkarim: are you in school still?
princemalik: oh wow that's a lot, sounds like it could be a lot of fun tho
princemalik: yeah I am, you?
mkarim: yeah, second year. I think I'm done honestly though getting tired of this and the bands doing so well, we're getting signed in a few months, probably start touring
princemalik: holy shit you're getting signed?  That's amazing, good for you guys.  You gotta make sure the tour comes through here lol
mkarim: lmao yeah just for you your majesty
mkarim: what are you studying
princemalik: that's right, a private viewing just for me lol
princemalik: music theory
princemalik: what about you, something boring?
mkarim: yeah
mkarim: the only way my dad would pay for me to move here and go to school was if I studied what he wanted
mkarim: worth it to get away from him so I figure why not I can drop it out once I save up my own money
mkarim: sorry you don't need to know that shit
princemalik:  it's alright
princemalik: don't get along very well with your dad, huh?
mkarim: no
mkarim: do you live at home?
princemalik: that sucks, sorry man
princemalik: yeah, with my father and my sister
mkarim: older or younger? she into music too?
princemalik: older and nah not really
princemalik: she's more into like clothes and stuff
princemalik: you have any siblings?
mkarim: ooh fashionista lol
mkarim: no its just me
mkarim: that I know of lol
mkarim: isn't it late there now? youre like ten hours ahead aren't you?
princemalik: yeah she makes her own jewelry and everything she's pretty good at it
princemalik: yeah but it's the weekend tomorrow I'll just sleep in
mkarim: fair enough
mkarim: so what else are you into
princemalik: not a lot, with school and practice that takes up most of my time y'know
princemalik:  I read a lot, mostly keep to myself
princemalik:  what about you, you seem pretty outgoing.  I bet you have groupies already
mkarim: hahahaa yeah I guess kind of
mkarim: we go out a lot here like I said theres a lot of places to go
mkarim: do you party?
princemalik: yeah, sometimes
princemalik: there's some really nice clubs here but my dad is pretty strict so I've gotta get creative
mkarim: lol youre 20 man why do you stay at home? move out, get your own place, party any time you want. why let him rule you?
princemalik:  I don't really have a job right now, I couldn't afford living on my own anyway.
princemalik: he's not too bad
mkarim: if you say so
mkarim: I gotta get going. rehearsal. i'll talk to you later, prince lol
princemalik: alright lol see ya
princemalik:  you up yet?  How did your rehearsal go?
mkarim: hey sorry I hardly go on the chats here
mkarim: jon keeps bugging me about everything hes really annoying lol
mkarim: you can text me though that might be easier?
princemalik: yeah absolutely just send me you number
mkarim:  5552814
Hey it's the king.  So how was rehearsal, you go to any wild parties?
the king huh lol it was fine, just practicing for friday. probably having an after party then we'll see we'll see ;)
Hey, I didn't name myself lol.  Nice, have fun.  I'm going out Friday night too, it's not gonna be anywhere near as wild as your party though I'm sure.
whats your sisters name I bet its like Amira or something lol. you gonna party or got a hot date?
No lol it's Ishizu.  Just clubbing with some friends, I'm not really dating anyone right now.  What about you, you got a girlfriend or something?
or something. nah not really with anyone now.
so I listened to a few more of your songs on your yt, you've got good chords man. i'm still reeling that you put all that together by yourself.
That means a lot, especially from someone with as much experience as you, thank you.  Hey, if you ever need some guest vocals you know who to call lol
haha yeah if you ever flew to LA to sing. wouldn't be bad though we all suck, we could use someone like you. shame. what do you play most?
Mostly just sing, keyboard.  I started learning guitar years ago but I'm kind of a wuss with my hands I hate he callouses lol. What do you play?
lol aw the poor royal hands. I love guitar, i play bass mostly though.
Got the short end of the stick huh?   You're really good at the vocals too, you have a good voice for it.  You could be lead if you wanted to.
nah i don't think ive got the right stage presence for lead or something. i like bass its ok
That's something you learn, though, right?  You seemed to handle yourself pretty well in those videos.
ahh you watched those eh yeah they're kind nsfw I guess but so are the songs
Yeah they were really good though, you're very good looking.
ahahahaa thanks. You make any videos?
What, of just me?  Nah, that's kind of weird and embarrassing lol.  Maybe if the whole band thing takes off we will.
nah do like acoustic stuff. Girls love that shit. Besides, if you're good looking too it'll get you more views
Do they? lol  Yeah, maybe I'll try it.  Something with my keyboard, maybe.
yeah and then link me. That's not weird to ask right lol
Nah it's only fair I guess.  I'll have to borrow my father's camera no way my phone is gonna do it.
lol okay well good luck with that I look forward to it
Did you still wanna see that video?  I'm kinda nervous about posting it honestly.
what video?
oh yeahhh oh yeah send it over
I sent the link in our chat.  Promise not to laugh too much.
i promise
damn thats good man.
i mean it sounds as good the camera allows but you look great too man lol your views will definitely skyrocket if you post that
Oh wow thanks lol.  Yeah I think I'm gonna do it.  May as well start getting myself out there, y'know?
you absolutely should. i swear its a lot easier to get noticed here though i think, like we've only been playing a year maybe and we're growing fast. it's just LA
A year??  That's so fast.  Man I've gotta get out there some day.
you sure do. how was your weekend?
Boring.  I spent most of it helping my father clean out the garage, wrote some new stuff.  What did you do, Mr. Rockstar?
lol what happened to that party you were going to? i went out man I don't even remember what I did last night we got so fucked
I didn't end up going we'll probably go this weekend instead.  Actually I might have some friends over Tuesday while my father's out of town.  It must've been a lot of fun then lol.
that sucks. sounds like a shitty weekend. does your sister live at home with you guys i can't remember if you told me
Yeah, I did she does.  If I'm extra nice to her she won't tell on me lol
lol better start doing her chores then. you wanna show me some of your new stuff? do you start with lyrics or music?
I already did her laundry today lol.  Sure, how do you want me to show you?  I always start with the lyrics, it helps me get an idea of where I'm going.  You write any of the stuff for your band?
yeah some of the lyrics but the lead does most of the music, he's just got an ear for it. whatever is easier for you, depends on how much you have I guess? we can call if it helps.
Not too much, its mostly bits and pieces.  Yeah we can call if you want that would be cool.
Alright give me a sec
[Incoming call: Karim]
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