#im in so much fucking pain

[go-to-the-mirror]

NOTHING IS ENOUGH I NEED TO REWATCH S2 THROUGH 4

#ARRHDDHSHDHXHHDDHH #IM IN SO MUCH FUCKING PAIN #(listening to vale decem) #doctor who #tenth doctor #my lonely rambles

[bunnyb34r]

God I hope my fucking meds get here today I stg

#im in so much fucking pain #i want to stab my spine to paralyze myself so i won't feel this pain anymore. just cut off the major source #my ribcage and back hurt so fucking badly that i cant sleep it fucking hurts to breathe and im feel like i jumped off a building #i called it in LAST Tuesday. been off since last Friday. i wanna fucking die man it's so bad #and i cant like go to the hospital for an emergency dose bc its a compound medicine and idk what i can do to make it stop myself in the mean #time like fuck man #im seriously gonna start bawling if it doesn't come today man like idk what ill do it hurts so bad #like i dont think i can do anything bc the pharmacy would be like sorry we mailed it dont know what to tell you and the post office #would be like youll fucking get it when you get it. order sooner you piece of shit #id call off work but i really dont want to be stuck sitting around in pain all day. at least work will give me something to pass the time #marquilla

[pibsboots]

being disabled is so fucking expensive for no reason I hate it here. like. all I need right now at this very moment are over the counter braces/compression garments and a cane that actually fits. I've been slowly getting things for a month and it will take me probably 2 more to get everything. but most of it is like. bandaid shit until I can get the things I need long term.

I really need forearm crutches but I can't even think about them right now because like. I dont even own a knee brace. I need those custom finger braces for hypermobility, but my insurance will laugh me out of the room until I'm done with the diagnostic process that will take god knows how long.

And like. even with all of this shit that I need and cannot obtain. I know that I am one of the lucky ones. I have insurance. My medical needs are over 90% mobility aids and braces - my insurance covers all my prescriptions. Once I get a decent library of aids, my medical costs will go way down. if you're diabetic, have a feeding tube, an ostomy bag, anything that requires disposable medical products, you don't get that. you get artificially inflated prices over shit that takes almost no money to make, and you pay it over and over and over again. I fucking hate this country and the fact that they see disability as nothing more than a profit margin.

#vent #i hate it here #im in so much fucking pain #and the people who are supposed to help me only give a fuck if i pay them more than my entire income #ableism discussion

[humanveil]

how did i manage to pull my back without doing anything

#im in so much fucking pain

[aredpenny]

guess who finished the dragon tear and master sword quests 🙃

#im in so much fucking pain #this game is so good #tears of the kingdom #totk spoilers

[nataliewaitegf]

why do my knees feel like they’re on fucking fire

#🤍 #like if i didn��t wanna (redacted) that would be great ! actually ! #im in so much fucking pain #and due to circumstances which will remain undisclosed . it’s only getting worse from here for a while :)

[queer-crusader]

INCREDIBLY homophobic that I can't work from my bed while on my period

#tw period mention #im in so much fucking pain #but i need a full ass keyboard a mouse and two monitors to do my work efficiently and comfortably #at least i finished another round of training so i can work from home again #but jesus im being slugged with a sledgehammer this time around #anne speaks

[str4wberry-cr3am]

im so fucking tired

in ways that sleep can not remedy or ease

#but doing anything else would be 'selfish' so here we are #im in so much fucking pain #everything hurts and i cant even begin to convey that to anyone in my life #i just wanna get drunk and cry

[thebestofthebestofthebestof]

Ive started the year so fucked. Sick with a chest cold and missing days of work, i may or may not have pink eye or at least a bacterial infection in my left eye, my right inner ear wont unpop so my fucking head is in pounding pain. i wish i could get back to sleep. I wonder if ill have to see the doctor....covid test came back negative tho so thats a plus at least.

#im in so much fucking pain

[whateveriscatchy]

x

#im in so much fucking pain #fuck my back why is it acting up #its usually just sore #im currently on the floor hoping to get some reprieve

[carefisher]

no bc i actually legitimately feel so fucking empty and everything feels so pointless. i just want to be with him. i want to go see him i want to hold him i want to kiss him and see his little tail wag when i come home and its not fucking fair none of this is fucking fair i dont want to be alive without him i just want my baby back

#im in so much fucking pain #its so far from okay that i have the rest of my life without my love #i dont want to do it #hoth.txt

[fayethefae]

I should be allow to have more morphine actually when my leg literally feels like what has been done to it which is LITERALLY DRILLED INTO AND CUT

#mine #im in so much fucking pain #after surgery diaries

[nova-rpv]

"i have a sister now! thank you, granpa! we are going to do so much stuff together!"

(trans masc newborn shado btw. tag as ship and ill kill you)

#im so done. they deserved so much better #im getting atatched to maria now and its #its not easy. shes basicaly a pure white girl but also a completely blank canvas #yet im so. shes so.. i hc those earings are a gift from her parents they gave her jjst before she moved to the ark. she always wears them #she was a human being with her own identity but neither her granpa (the person that raised her) nor the narrative treats her as such #there had to be some fucked up shit she went through psycologicaly that not even shadow got to know #its actually painful for me to draw her not happy. its too much #also shadow is trans masc and just a few days of age thats why maria calls him “sister” #sth #sonic #sonic fanart #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #maria robotnik #nov.aart

[fizzysgayassposting]

WHY DO THEY CALL IT A RESTROOM. IM FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE IN HERE

#HELP ME #IM IN SO MUCH FUCKING PAIN

[lovphobic]

i am never fucking making bacon ever again i can live without it

#i burnt my wrist and also set off the fucking smoke alarm #im in so much fucking pain #my neighbors out here like why is this bitch screaming like a looney toons character. BECAUSE IM GETTING BURNT

[rakkuntoast]

so normal about them <- been a sobbing mess for the past 7 hours

#qsmp #qsmp philza #qsmp forever #philever #sugarduo #IM NOT OKAY THAT CONVO GOT ME FUCKED UP FR #ACTUALLY AWFUL #PHIL CARES SO MUCH FUCKKK HE CARES HE'S ALWAYS SO WORRIED ABOUT FOREVER IT PAINS ME IT HURTS ME #my art