#im so done. they deserved so much better

[nova-rpv]

"i have a sister now! thank you, granpa! we are going to do so much stuff together!"

(trans masc newborn shado btw. tag as ship and ill kill you)

#im so done. they deserved so much better #im getting atatched to maria now and its #its not easy. shes basicaly a pure white girl but also a completely blank canvas #yet im so. shes so.. i hc those earings are a gift from her parents they gave her jjst before she moved to the ark. she always wears them #she was a human being with her own identity but neither her granpa (the person that raised her) nor the narrative treats her as such #there had to be some fucked up shit she went through psycologicaly that not even shadow got to know #its actually painful for me to draw her not happy. its too much #also shadow is trans masc and just a few days of age thats why maria calls him “sister” #sth #sonic #sonic fanart #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #maria robotnik #nov.aart

[ithinkdogshouldvote2]

So not sorry when i say that I’m a tracker hater and a Nara fan.

#if her and kristen get back together I’ll be so fucking angry #Nara i love you they could never make me hate you #shes literally done nothing wrong?? and shes SOO hated for what #what if i say tracker shouldn’t be in a relationship and shes literally using Nara for her money #and influence #Nara you deserve sooo much better im so sorry that ppl hate you for no reason #if shes evil i dont even care she deserves to go apeshit because this shit with tracker is so not fair #princess nara #princess naradriel #tracker o'shaughnessey #kristen applebees #fantasy high junior year #fantasy high #d20 #d20 fantasy high

[episodeoftv]

Here’s the link to the Worst Finale submissions form! (there’s a lot of questions but only the first four are required)

It’ll be open until November 10th

EDIT: SUBMISSIONS ARE CLOSED

Submit as many as you want‚ just not the same finale more than once please!

You all voted for multi-part finales to be allowed‚ so I have three sets of questions so you’ll have space for those episodes.

@tournament-announcer

#for me half the fun will be reading everything your tv shows have done to you guys. #I already know you deserved so much better. #episodeoftv #tournament #tournament submissions #season2 #worstfinale #submissions #this will be a smaller bracket probably #im thinking of capping it off at 32 or 64 depends on how many submissions

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Some healing otters for my mum

#bc she had chemo medicine injected directly into her liver monday #i never kno whats going on with her cancer stuff. like technically shes stage 4 #bc it started in her uterus now its in her abdomen. liver. maybe her thyroid? #idk but its like not that aggressive of a cancer so fucking idk but ill be v sad when she dies #hopefully thats a long time from now but like shes done so much chemo thats gotta take time off ur life reguardless of the actual cancer #idk its just not fair. she's a good person and doesn't deserve this #original art #otter #lol sometimes when i draw otters blogs devoted to gay otters will reblog it and im like lmao hi 👋 #ugh. i could have drawn this better but time time. who has the time?

[intotheelliwoods]

Gonna ask this to a few people that inspire me, but how do you take inspiration from things without feeling like whatever you make is just bad in comparison? Or like a downgraded version of the thing(s) that inspired you?

(If this is too negative feel free to delete/ignore, I'm sorry)

Oh gosh this is such an interesting question since, I dont think I really have feelings of thinking my version is bad? Or that I am just a copy?

I am honestly just grateful my work became as popular as it is in the first place haha- low expectations going in to begin with. That and, I am very aware my art style isnt as defined and polished as other peoples styles, but I have come to terms with this! And hey the improvement in my own artwork over the past year is a massive trip if you go back through some of my older stuff- I am improving, slowly.

I mean, 2AL started by complete accident, and was "inspired" from me wishing the Leos from OMO or MNMC would hug it out already- but if you were to compare 2AL to one of those, they are very different. Hell even comparing OMO and MNMC, same starting point, but still very different.

I think my only advice to other people trying to make an AU is to try and find some core theme/idea and work around that, rather than gather a bunch of little things from other sources you like into a big pile. Find some key message to start up a base with.

#asks #no seriously 2al was by COMPLETE accident #and then it exploded so I kept it going #oh well #also like!!!! #seriously #the people you are probably comparing yourself too #chances are just have wayyy more experience and practice than you #like!!!! dude sometimes it hits me how many of my friends and other “big blogs” are either #1. professional artists who do this shit for a living anyways #or 2. have been drawing digitally for way way longer than me #digital art is still new territory for me so I am giving myself some slack here #that and I have no interest in art for a career #this is just my side hobby! #yknow!!!! #for FUN!!!!!!!!!!!! #and wheres the fun in going #“damn this person who has years more experience than me and draws for a living is... somehow better at drawing than me this is so unfair” #answer: theres no fun in that #but also fr- #I have only been doing digital art consistently (in this style specifically) for. #a year- #deadass. #I have not done much art before all this outside notebook paper doodles #and the occasional once every month or two painting #all this is so new to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #im learning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #I deserve to give myself so so much slack!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #I have also improved so much in the past year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #oops tag ramble

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

why is job hunting.

that's it that's the post

#this is both radicalizing me even more & absolutely harshing my mellow #why. do i need. to communicate with a 'virtual assistant'. to apply at hot fucking topic #you know? maybe i Dont need to apply there. who wants em #everywhere is like you need This This and This #oh look an entry level job! aaaand i need a thousand certifications #Excuse Me Where Do People Who Have Done Nothing With Their Life Thus Far Apply??? #why do jobs exist. why cant we all just vibe huh #each application feels like a new death sentence #cant wait to work myself into the ground for a company that views me as nothing but an easily replaceable part! yeehaw! #cant wait to sacrifice my personal time / hobbies / wellbeing for a nine-to-five 5 days a week job i hate! #absolutely unprompted #this world we live in is miserable and infuriating and i want to SHAKE PEOPLE #fucking!! look outside!!! value yourself!! the company is not your family!! they are not worth dying for!! we are all worth so much more!! #gonna go out in the middle of a field and SCREAM #humans are made for art and kindness and for enjoying the short life we're forced into #why make an already doomed existence even worse huh. #why subject ourselves to that. we deserve better. our pasts deserve better. our futures deserve better. #sorry sorry im just. ARGH. this world!!! this life!!! could be so good!!! #but late stage capitalism rampant corruption among Many Other Issues said noooooooo #happiness is illeeegallllll #what if i BITE you. huh. what then. die #every time i sit down to apply i have to actively Not Think About It or i'll delete all my tabs and stop before i start #we as humans are not built for this life... we did not evolve proclivity for kindness and art just to stress ourselves to death #over silly jobs that do Not require the level of dedication we are forced to apply #abolish the 5 day 40+ hour work week... decrease the horrifying amount of funding given to cops and the military... etc... #i think i need to go lie down for a minute im feeling Too Much Anger at the absolute state of things #so happy to be an american. (sarcasm sarcasm sarcasm)

[shadeandthedugeonofcringefanart]

brb, gonna write a sonic x rewrite/what-if but it's more focus on after the events of sonic adventure 2 and instead of Chris saving sonic from the pool, it's Chris and Helen saving Shadow after he washes up on the shore after he supposedly sacrifices himself.

Shadow has amnesia like in sonic heroes but it's now more focus on Maria and her promise than the previous revenge motivation in SA2 (still distrusting of humans though)

(probably gonna be part of my crossover universe: SX-side)

#also this version is also combined with the movie verse because I love that too #combine sonic x and the cinematic universe and you get the best of both worlds #sonic the hedgehog #sonic adventure 2 #sonic x #shadow the hedgehog #sonic X helen #chris thorndyke #Big brother shadow #im on a crossover brainrot (always have been) #btw i'ma say this now #CHRIS AND HELEN WHERE DONE DIRTY BY THE WRITERS #they deserve so much better thats why I'm rewriting them #sth #sonic heroes #sonic au #sonic x au

[mleemwyvern]

this is now an anti-moon blog

#this is about the mcyt npc polls i do not hate the actual irl moon #i do however hate the big one over in hc s8 #it killed my boys! hels! evil x! WORM MAN! they all deserved so much better #the moon isnt even a character it was an Event #do moon voters have any idea how impactful the evils were to the fandom #and how much worm man means to us zedaph enjoyers #i want that rock Obliterated. kill violence destroy etc #(this is all for fun im not gonna hate on anyone because they voted moon im exaggerating) #but yeah. moon needs to go down #and not down crashing into hermitcraft its done that already #i say we pull a tango and explode it #evil hermit and zedaph fans assemble! we can do this! vote Against the moon!

[sukibenders]

Seeing Devi end up with Ben didn't surprise me, because this is M*ndy K*ling's formula (no matter how much we all detest it) but still a little disappointing. Like they literally had to erase Paxton's arc just to elevate Ben, like that is sad. But what's even more egregious is the way some Benvi fans talk about Paxton, and Darren, is disgusting. Like calling them predators and a bunch of other names just to elevate your ship is weird behavior, especially acting this way towards a MOC and how some conversations can reach dangerous territory. Like some of these people need to stop. I may not like Ben as a character, nor ship him with Devi (his behavior towards her is atrocious) but you would not catch me acting the way I see some of them act towards these actors. Like, stop.

#nhie #nhie spoilers #nhie s4 #paxton hall yoshida #devi vishwakumar #ben gross #devi sweetie im so sorry you deserved better #mindy stop putting your woc with mediocre white men! pls #and to iterate im not saying that there arent some daxton shippers who treat ben horribly in fandom [e.g. antisemitic comments] #nor am i saying that i hate ben [i wish the show gave him more development and plot to work with like how they did devi & paxton separately #but that doesnt mean i still cant point out some of the things hes done that dont sit right with me #tho tbh i dont necessarily have much faith in mindy kaling when it comes to ben's story anyway bc there are some problems

[nyxofdemons]

four years for this show...

#IM SORRY. ITS JUST. IM SO. HHHHHRGN #its fine. its good. its entertaining to say the least #but from a writing perspective...... #im not an anti i am the worlds biggest helluva boss enjoyer the hellaverse is SO SPECIAL TO ME #but.. the more i see about hazbin s1...... #how in over four years was this what you came up with. how is the pacing this insane. how is this character treatment ok.... PLEASE #my sorta toxic trait is that as someone obsessed with media analysis; narrative devices; and story structure - #as well as just. someone who is an aspiring showrunner/creator working on my own huge projects - #is that every time i come across a movie or show that i think is done in a really lacking way. all i can think about is how i would #have done it instead #(this happens in a non-critical way too tbf if i really enjoy a book or game i'll be like they should let me make a based on film) #but hazbin. hazbin. all i have right now is 'i could fix her' in my head #I WOULD TREAT THESE CHARACTERS RIGHT I WOULD GIVE THEM THE NARRATIVE THEY DESERVE #there is. so much potential here. how is the execution so lacking #mine #good ideas!!!! good moments!!!!!!!! THE OVERALL CONSISTENT NARRATIVE IS NOT DOING SO HOT #as a side note though i really think this is why helluva is doing so much better in terms of pacing and writing. the structure of that show #is so much more accommodating to a long intricate story WHILE weaving in a billion different character stories #8 episodes for hazbin is insane season 1 needed twice as much #nyx crit tag

[lwprodz24]

#legacies #landon kirby #landonkirbyedit #has this been done before? #ugh this hurt to make #im unwell #he just deserved so much better #my gifs #my edit #this honestly hurts so much #anti legacies #anti legacies writers #ugh i miss him #i can't believe the writers did this to him #landon kirby didn't deserve this #i shouldn't have been able to make this edit #but whatever this needs to be pointed out #how can anyone treat a character like this? #this is so sick #they really did this #no one deserves landon kirby #except rafael and maybe hope

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#i walked into a situation today where my mom was effectively already dead. effectively bc her body was and is still alive. still breathing #painful groaning purrs. but her mind was gone yesterday. my dad said he showed her a picture of the mountains i took that day and told her #i loved her and she smiled. thats what he said. maybe he was just being nice. or maybe thats the last time she thought of me. i dunno. but #the human body is an incredible thing. shes got a heart still powering a broken body. too full of tumors to function anymore. stomach #streched like a pregnant mother. it happed really fast and now its happening very slow #im somehow probably better off than the rest of them. i only got here for the aftermath of a downslide. my daily life will b least effected #i only really saw her twice a year living so far away and she didnt text much. didnt call often. so life wont change much ill just kno shes #not there. which is sad. but theres nothing to b done abt it. life goes on. it hasnt been all bad tho. its nice to talk to my family abt her #how incredible she was. bc she was. wish her mom wasnt here tho. she doesn't deserve to b here. my mom wouldnt want her here. she didnt want #her here. but anyway. i wish her body would just let her go now. so we can sleep. so this can be over. so she can rest #but even like this shes stubborn and resilient. they say it could go on for days but i hope not. may the universe let her rest shes gotta b #so tired after 10 years of this. but i have no regrets. she knew how i felt abt her. and i dont think she had regrets either. she did so #much up to the very end. went out on a high note without the burdon of knowing it was coming #i dunno. its just such a strange experience to watch the empty shell of your mother sleeping like a gurgling baby #unrelated

[karamazovanon]

who is your favourite female character in Dostoyevsky's works!! i adore all the women in his stories to be honest. . . they deserve the world

OHHHHH THIS IS SUCH A GOOD QUESTION DONT MAKE ME CHOOSE BETWEEN ALL 78 OF MY WIVES....... i really do adore his female characters because truly madly deeply they are ALL UNHINGED in some capacity and that is the chief quality i look for in a woman. it's VERY close but i think in the end it's gotta be either nastasya filippovna or grushenka <333 honorable mentions list is too long but dunya, lise khokhlakova, and varvara stavrogina are also very dear to me—i just really really love morally complex women with devastating backstories who do bad things especially out of self-hatred/self-sabotage, extra especially if those bad things are to men <3 nastasya & grushenka did nothing wrong

#dont make me choose between nastasya and grushenka. my two weed smoking girlfriends #I LOVE A GOOD INSTIGATOR CHARACTER WHAT CAN I SAY #i do love the i can fix him archetype girls like sonya too dont get me wrong its just. self destructive characters get me every time #also i want to give a hug to lizaveta C&P and marya lebyadkina. they deserved better :( #thank u for the ask <33 pls discuss what are yalls favorite and why is it nastasya #also im very close to being done w demons..........expect art soonish. once im out of exam hell #i keep trying to draw pyotr but i swear to god every time he turns out looking like fucking long hair j/erma. i wish i was kidding #anonasks #very good ask!! a big part of why i love dostoevsky so much is because his characters are SO FUCKING GOOD and his women are always 11/10

[espectres]

so tempted to add npcs. extensive ramble in the tags.

#I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN. the urge is just worse now #ofc i had to be thinking abt smthing like this at the start of my FINALS MONTH. HHHHH #but anyway this will happen. probably. eventually #Shou's lackeys have too much of an influence on him idk why but i want this fact TO SHINE AND BLIND EVERYONE #becuz im constantly screaming this kid was not raised by parents he's raised by ppl #and it's the sole reason why he's so down to earth and so aware and so human unlike his tyrant of a father #but that doesn't mean that it was all entirely good #BUT SHOU IS A GOOD KID!!!! HE HAS A GOOD HEART !!!!!! and that's all thanks to experiences and advices and all sorts of #wackey nonsense he's been thru while being a part of claw #and it wouldn't have been the same without his team who weren't really different from him #just a bunch of ppl forced into a really bad place. even if it was a choice at the start for some of them #but that doesnt mean they dont deserve a chance at change and a better life away from the nightmare called claw #god.... goddddd #its just shou & his ppl & the horrors beyond ur comprehension that they faced everyday #and after all is said and done they ALL have to deal with it. HAVE TO LiVE WITH IT. on their own. no longer together.. #ショウ ; i realized that youth is grey. / headcanon.

[mayoiayasep]

it’s over

#undescribed #god im so upset i love the manga so much and i wish more stuff got animated and now the animes done the manga done and i just. #augh im gonna miss them so much i wish i could write so i could keep going with my own ideas but it never comes out right :/ #fuck this gay earth hrmy deserved better #horimiya tag

[evansbby]

I love snow piercer, i think it's cevans' best acting and I spent the whole movie like this 👁️👄👁️

I’m actually impressed by Chris’ acting like every time I watch a movie of his 😂😂😭😭 it’s almost like I keep forgetting that he’s a good actor but then ESPECIALLY when he acts with less talented actors ***cough ana de armas and emily blunt cough*** you can really see how good he is 😭😭😭

#yall know I don’t much like this man anymore but I’ll still say he’s such an underrated actor #and clearly Hollywood doesn’t see him as anything more than an mcu actor #which is why he’s going Netflix movies and hallmark movies with the rock #but he deserves better roles fr im just so confused 😭😭😭 why he isn’t being more ambitious about it #and now he’s most likely done lol #anon