#im not being normal ab this at all

[mcmuppet]

this actually means the world to me

#lando is bi agenda is AGENDAING #im not being normal ab this at all #lando norris #i love him more than words can express

[sepiamestus]

New beginnings 🌼

#Im very normal ab atsushi and white dahlia symbolism. Obviously #Idk i think atsushi has a lot if mixed feelings ab birthdays #Probably due to the fact that most of them were less 'happy birthday' and more 'a year closer to being able to get rid of you' #Atsushis first bday with the ada.. goddd i think ab it all the time. Fambly :') #Art tag #Bsd #Atsushi bsd #Bsd atsushi #bungou stray dogs #Bungo stray dogs

[craycraybluejay]

You said in tags once that pedophiles and child predators aren't the same, can you explain why? /GEN

For the same reason that people with any kind of attraction to anyone ever aren't all rapists/don't all pursue romantic/sexual feelings that could or definitely would hurt the other person. Because paraphilias are simply the morally neutral state of experiencing attraction and rape/grooming is Not That. Because people *choose* to hurt others, but not what they feel. Because a good majority of child sexual abusers aren't even pathologically/paraphilically attracted to children, they *just want to hurt them because they can.* Because they're dissatisfied with something in life, or want a punching bag, or want to feel powerful, etc etc.

It's not really different conceptually from physical abuse. Do people do it because they have icky feelings about liking blood or violence? No. They do it to feel powerful. Sexual abuse is not about sex but about power. Hope this answers your question. I've answered it a good million times on this blog but eh I'm in a generous mood.

#anon response #pro para #girl imagine if ppl blamed randomass sadists for me getting beat up as a kid #like. no. thats not how that works. if they got off on hurting me in a literal sense they mightve been a little nicer ab it. #honestly its just flat out offensive to equate thoughts and feelings with abuse #regardless of someone's pathology you can always choose to do good and always choose to do evil #what you do with that ability is up to you. but rather than focusing consequences on random 'freaks' maybe focus them on #'normal people' who decide to covertly abuse their kids. or the priest who got tired of being godly and did some fucked shit #it is not the freaks you should fear but those who put on a face of normalcy while treating others like garbage and hurting people #also mostly those that are self aware know how to Be Good so to speak and im saying this broadly ab all 'dangerous' thoughts #ppl who know they can get triggered into violence will usually avoid sais triggers. ppl who spiral out of control during an episode will #have someone watch over them or find some way to offset any possible damage #even for people in whom some sort of harm is an instinctive reaction and not a conscious decision #steps can be should be and are taken to minimize problems and recover from anything that needs it #i trust a big 3 paraphile easier than an unstable person in power with no self awareness #because ive met both and only one has ever seriously hurt me. guess.

[lemongogo]

@livindeddreamz-rbs-and-nonsense bro im litrly at work rn but i saw this and ive been dying 2 talk ab his trinkets SO BADDD‼️‼️

do u rmbr when when meryl hands back the stuff bernardelli confiscated from him in like chapter 67 or whatevr.fthrowinf UPPPP like we hardly see anything but .the little doll he has.. the pen from the sandsteamer/kaite arc T_T .. the key 2 idk where but somewhere he probably called home for a bit .. IM SICK!!!IM SICK

#SRY TO PULL THIS OUT OF EVERYTHING ELSE IM FR GOING TO GET BACK TO WHAT U WERE SAYING WHEN I HAVE TIME #DRIVING ME CRAZZYYYYY THE THINGS U WERE SAYING AB HIS CLOTHES BEING SIMILAR BUT DISTINCT ENOUGH #2 BE VASH!! THE STAMPEDE !!! the form fitting vs flowing stuff IM GOING 2 DIEEE #FRRR #trigun #trigun maximum #vash #this os stuff from generoa rock too like imagine he kept anything from his time w ww after yk .. #or when he visited home .. or from millie or meryl over the yrs .. Aughh. OUGHH.. #idr when generoa was but thats like .. dominique / fifth moon era rifht . or no. actually i dont know my timeline is all messed up. #i think so though.man im so sentimental over normal regular objects so seeing him get these back im lkkeSHUT UPPPPP #geneora*god damn

[tamagotchikgs]

i did end up coming extremely close to passing out after doing the starting stretches and maybe,,, 6 ? moves in the air :( so i had to go sit down n then i threw up whihc was very embarrassing but i dont think anyone noticed since it was around the corner in the garbage. im sad i had to miss out on another day tho ,,,,,,,, also,,, i feel like such a failure. i only got like 4 classes in before my ab injury n now this o(-< the instructor told me twice it's good i know my limits n to follow them and that she's proud of me for coming back but aaa,,,

#also she called me babygirl #whihc normally being misgendered would make me feel humiliated but like u know what. u can. nice lesbian lady ur allowed #she came over when i was sitting down trying my best not to pass out and/or puke again and was like aw are u ok babygirl :(( and i HBJAB... #she is so sweet tho even at the end she like split the silks in front of me in a dramatic way ((\o/))and was like HELLO hehe how are u doin #i like her a lot im glad she;s our instructor #the owner is actually very nice to she came up to me & said hi when she arrived #but aa there r soosos many more people this time round and theyre all like in their 40s its so scary #women scare me ill admit it i #LMAO #we have to all share now #i loved the group before when it was just like 2 kids and a few other ppl #the kids were nice n always just having a silly fun time & showed me how to do like a sitting hammock when i couldnt use my abs #i actually think they were like 14-16 but u know

[storm-of-feathers]

:')

#not to be a substance abuser on main but fuckign. oops. #the stress of the season got to me and guess who is out of ambien until THE TWENTYGODDAMNSIXTH #mmmmaybe earlier if i get lucky?? argh #i used a lockbox previously to help prevent me from doing this exact thing but i figured out the uh #damnit whats it called. the failsafe ig that shuts the timer off #im so annoyed w myself bc once ive had one for some reason ambien brain is like oh boy lets have more. #and ambien alex is an incredibly shitty combination of dumbass while having all the smartness of normal alex #so its not like i can hide them from myself or put them in puzzles or something #im so so annoyed w myself but i think like. not having it is the punishment i deserve #ive really tried to switch off ambien but its the only thing that works bc it slows my brain down for two seconds #which has the effect of Me Being An Idiot #vent #gooood i hate talking ab this bc ik ppl will always be like ''just do not be prescribed ambien/do not abuse it'' BRO I AM TRYING #ya boy used to be on hard drugs im doing my best here

[mydemonsdrivealimo]

"oh jensen seems so awesome" "he seems like hes too cool for everyone" NO STOP BC HE IS SUCH A LOSER. MANS WAS OUT HERE KICKING HIS FEET TALKING AB BRYCE TO LIYAH LIKE HE DOES NOT DESERVE THAT MUCH CREDIT

#okay he wears pretty outfits and has rbf. he is still a goofball at heart #but no fr after the chemical attack and everything he was absolutely on the phone w liyah all excited ab bryce #kicking his feet twirling his hair the whole thing #the night he told bryce ab all the shit that happened after he got arrested #and bryce just quietly listened like the most normal thing in the world #he was losing his mind #like yeah okay bryce thinking jensen was cool and having a crush on him and jensen being his demiro awakening. #BUT JENSEN HAVING A CRUSH ON BRYCE??? #they are so cringe and im obsessed w them for it #jensen valentine #bryce lahela × jensen valentine

[louismygf]

Louis Birthday Tag Game 🎉

thank you @faithinlouisfuture for tagging me 😽😽😽🫶🏼 mwuah!

when did you become a louie?

i don't exactly know when bc i remember for the longest time denying to stan louis (or anyone for that matter) 😭 but late feb (completely missed the defenceless project bc i didn't have twitter then lol) to april of 2021 i think... february being like, oh this guy from one direction is neat i really like his music and april being, wow i have fallen in hell in love with louis tomlinson he is the only man ever

your earliest fandom memory?

WELL, on tumblr, i remember long hair louis with a guitar walking through an airport trended. immediately after he posted the rockstar pic (april 10) of him on instagram 🙏🏽 AND THEN, as a twitter user... this is so cursed but #iheartawards #louies #bestfanarmy 2021 😭 i think i once told myself i'd only keep up with louis on tumblr but not on twitter,, but because i already made a twitter account in april (solely for voting), it just stuck and thus, after iheart voting ended, my stan twitter account was born lol

your favourite song (one off walls, one off fitf)?

i tend to pick two favorites so for walls it's fearless and only the brave and for fitf, all this time and lucky again

your favourite music video?

walls <3 and miss you when im feeling silly hehe

favourite gig?

ltwt manila 2022 😔😔😔😔😔😔🫶🏼 it meant the world to me 😭 louis was so happy and the crowd energy was so good. i don't know if anyone went live for my show but believe me when i say it was loudddd sksks louis was chatty and smiley and interactive and of course so so pretty. vocals were on point i could actually cry recalling the memories of him singing but Ugh it was 😔🫶🏼 those couple of hours were one of the best times of my life for real not even joking

favourite louis hair?

i love when louis' hair is on the longer side, live from london, walls hair or fitf but a bit longer, actual long hair louis Unstyled (now imagine how he'd look if it were styled), afhf hair of course like his hair in the documentary with him sitting and talking wearing his favorite black sabbath shirt And his hair wearing the iconic first ever 28op shirt. basically! long hair OR fluffy and messy <3

favourite louis interview?

the zach sang interviews and his interviews with olivia jones for total access

suit louis or tank top louis?

tank top 😋 but only by a tiny bit difference, he looks good in both!

favourite louis tattoo?

28! and the rogue + spiderweb is sick like the placement is v cool i think... tiny smiley on his thigh and duh the x smiley face too on his arm

favourite louis bodypart? (c'mon we all have one!)

big heart big brain big ass, the holy trinity. and actually also his hands,, and waist.... and. thighs yum...... and. ok im stopping here

thanks again for tagging me <3

#tagged #tag games #tag game #i forgor #sorry a bit late ! #i think i almost didnt stan louis bc of him nft posting in march being unmasked in mexico and just generally being put off with celebrities #my first real content of him was full time meals and ot was a charity thing so i was like ok hes cute im sticking around for a bit longer #but by late july i thought i was over it bc.... he'd only been tweeting ab football at that time lmfao 😭😭😭😭 #i thought that was my chance to become a normal fan and delete my stan twt or this tumblr or something #but afhf rolled around............ actually life changing #at that time it was the most fun ive ever had in the louie fandom... it's like. oh yeah. this is Really why i love him. it's the music!!!!! #excited for all the projects he has lined up <3 #yk im still so sad and bitter about asia tour. i think i set my expectations too high so ive since recalibrated them. im ok now 👍🏼 #he should do better though 😁 hehe ok that's it idk why i said all that

[peanutblowandjobsandwich]

i feel like this is the longest ive been clean in a while which is crazy lolz

#cloud nonsense #honestly like the more occupied i an the better my mental health #n self destructive behaviours #but it's more than just being occupied #bc uni is ofc abs occupying #but i guess there's like a diff #depends on who im doing what for #like at the end of the day my degree is still like for me #the work i do is like it's all for me whatever the outcome #so yy #idk sigh #want a normal brain grrrr

[victim9d]

oh to be in ur mid thirties and owning a cat cafe w ur husband who loves u dearly and has saved ur life so many times and brought u out from the abuse and poverty u endured as a child

#im normal about them!!!! #its so funny that im posting all soft ab benji and tate being in love bc on discord i am being a menace #discord is talking ab tate and physical trauma after the kidnapping incident but on the dash theyre just soft cat loving gays #tate overcoming all the shit and the false murder charges and everything thrown at him in his youth to live as a suburban cat dad…. #good for him

[deadsh33p]

Ur pokemon art gives me life, I'm sad I missed it by a whole year lmao

I still have hope one day I'll obsses over team rocket again🙏🙏tho maybe it'll take another year so, one day we'll get there🫡

#text #im saying ill obsses over it again because it always happen #even if less then the first time #like it happened with ba//tman. js//ab (a little bit) del//tarune. sc//p and others #also m//lp??? maybe??? i was obssesed over it as a kid #normally i obsses over things when they bring me nostalgia tho😭 sc//p made me think of cree//py pas//tas or whatever their name is #i gen feel guilty for not being into tr anymore tho lol like literally all my followers are here for it #also TYSM youre so nice #i always get junpscared (in a good way) when i see you in my notifs

[puppy-pokemon]

i know there's gotta be at least one person in the submas tag that plays tower unite

please i am begging i have nearly 200 hours in game and i cannor find any ingos or emmets i literally exclusively play as emmet in hope that someone will submas to submas communication to me

i need an ingo to terrorize ppl with pls hmu

#submas #tower unite #zeku barks #IM SO SRS #playing with an ingo or emmet would me maximum brain dolphin for me #i have seen ONE INGO in all my 200 hrs and i i i i i i need to be weird ab submas w ppl in this game so badd #THIS IS A PLEA #maybe i should start being weird in lobbies asking if there be submas fans AHAHHDJANDNSM #i cannot be normal ab my hyperfixation ok #i am desperate

[craycraybluejay]

yes i am an adult male who loves high school dramas this is because i literally never experienced normal coming of age drama like ever and am disconnected from the collective experience of having a relatable peer group forever hope that helps

#i JUST want to experience high school #without like. my whole shitty life thing having gone on #i want to go to high school and have stupid drama and sexuality crises and worries about grades #not... That #i never had that im never going to have that #can i get (one) permission to go a little crazy if i survive into a university #fuck everyone befriend and be-enemy everyone get all up in peoples stupid mind numbingly low stakes drama #i want that sweet golden experience where the worst thing ill ever fear is annoying my classmates #or accidentally spilling something on someone at a dance #i deserve it i deserve to have had a childhood and a young adulthood and a life #i deserve to have dealt with unserious issues to prepare me for bigger ones #rather than serious danger that leaves me permanently severed from normal people and life #and makes me incapable of reacting proportionally or finding it in me to care about less serious problems #like yes it sucks your mom is going to miss college graduation #but i thank my lucky stars that you are not dying or being abused or starved or beaten or exploited #i literally dont know how to take things seriously a lot of the time like im not able to even if i try #because to me the mildest real problem is someone purposefully isolating you and ruining your health #the MILDEST #i try to care ab simple stuff i really do i just CANT #and it sucks so much trying to be a good friend and kind feeling like i cant do enough #the loud thought 'i wish that hapoened to me/i wish i worried about that/i wish the people i love only had that as a problem' #i get so envious. like thank fucking god your parents divorced like normal adults when it should be over #thank fucking god that 'friend' cut you off when they were actively insulting you and betraying your trust #thank the fucking universe that shitty partner dumped you before you fkn hurt yourself over them #yk? #and its a 'mean/cold' way to think about it but i just dont have the capacity to think or feel the little picture #i can imagine my friends subjected to such horror even tho i dont want to

[bunnyb34r]

Well hopefully once I'm fully back on my meds I'll feel better bc oof

#little ball of anxiety ass fucker #marquilla #hopefully itll help my depression too bc it's a antidepressant i think? idr anyway maybe that will help but i know part of my depression #rn is grief & anger but the anger is at my cousins being horrible HORRIBLE little bastards ab us all grieving #and they'll say that they feel for those of us grieving but then will shit talk AID to hell and back including saying shes in hell #and like idk man i honestly think shes in limbo lmao but im not saying that outloud bc i have class but um enjoy being a 30 year old 10 year #old or whatever you disturbing little freaks ✌️ like even the literal sociopath/murderer (im not exaggerating i wish i was) is showing #more emotion genuine or not than you 4 combined but sure you're normal mhm) #anyway just got one shift this week lmao so sayonara you weeaboo shits ✌️ leaving newlady and NetflixCoworker together for a week sgdgdgdhdh #not my problem yall can both get fucked idc

[bitchvania]

Actually no himenoeatmyass Im not laughing about the destruction of my country's welfare state

#yoyo rambles #the lack of tact or just like emotional engagement w the situation is shit #which would be fine if u lot kept ur lil jokes to ur fuckin selves but apparentally u wanna try out for clown school #im guessing bc its mostly americans who want to feel some kind of morsl superiority over another country for once #when roe v wade was on this site every nonamerican had to grieve ab their governmental fuck ups but if u ask people to not trivialise the #human rights violations of u and ur friends THATS when ure being too much #and the fact it was compared to the elon musk twitter beef #like girl economic collapse is not the same as ur fave nerdboy punching bag doing something stupid #and the funniest thing is of this happened 10 years ago when anglophilia was trendy there would be sympathy #but u lot dont give a shit ab normal british citizens u just wanna sexualise the upper class twinks and mock the chavs #btw this isnt a like 'WHY ISNT ANYONE TALKING AB THIS WHERE IS THE SYMPATHY' #i dont see why non-brits should care all that much if it doesnt affect u #just dont come on the internet to laugh at the worst british recession in history #sorry to say it makes u look like an ignorant fuckhead with the humour of a 12 year old incel

[pirateborn-a]

writing roger is just            slaps his empty head         this bad boy can fit so many decelerations of devotion in him

#[ ooc ] ✧〖 bid farewell to weaver’s town 〗 #tbd. #[ shakes him!! freaking. #[ yep thats the pirate king alright #[ roger @ his crew: you are my heart my soul my flesh and blood i would burn the heavens and raise hell for you #[ i would pull the stars from the sky and declare war on the Sea herself at your command #[ i would close my eyes and smile with my open back exposed knowing there was a knife in your hands #[ i am yours as you are mine i am your captain and that will never change #[ i would let you go if you asked as you would and will for me and i could have never wished for a better crew #[ thank you for making life so wonderful and perfect thank you for being born and choosing me #[ if i could do it all again i wouldn't change a thing #[ fsddsjklds slams fist on floor he loves his crew so much #[ he loves his crew so god damn much head in hands #[ pspsps @ yall to--- dsfjdskl #[ but no he just #[ they are his and he is theirs #[ im normal ab this man