#im so dead serious rn

[lieu-rey]

thinking about javier after the gang fell apart...

uhhh some thoughts below⬇️

what javier did between the events of rdr2 and rdr1 has always been in my mind. I just think he was an absolute mess. he wasn't coping with the fact that he not only lost the family he tried so desperately to hold onto, he also realized that he fucked up horrendously, and there's no going back to fix it and the guilt and regret eats at him like nothing else.

he really just. stops taking care of himself, I don't think he cuts his hair short yet but he lets it grow and doesn't care for it like he used to. he doesn't sleep, he never bathes, he drinks and cries when he's alone, he just wanders between cantinas in nuevo paraiso, hoping he stays under the radar of the government.

i like to think something happens that makes him snap out of it, whatever it might be. when he does, his hair is so matted he just ends up cutting it all off with his knife

like those 12 years are something I want to elaborate on bc it's still wild to me that rdr2 javier and rdr1 javier are the same person

#rdr2 #rdr #red dead redemption 2 #javier escuella #red dead redemption #im bonkers over this guy im so serious #i need to sleep its so late rn and i gotta wake up early #2am angst<3 #ps im going back to my roots [using the default pencil brush on firealpaca] #my art

[puppyeared]

they could make a new we didnt start a fire song with the amount of dystopian fuckery going on

#genocide and colonization; AI takeover; greedflation; american election; photomatt; covid pandemic; measles comeback #human rights violations; war crimes; tiktok; elon musk; low wages and layoffs at an all time high; ceo paycuts; online censorship #climate change; oil spills; car centric infrastructure #just to name a few off the top of my head. im not even saying this to be funny im like dead serious full on depressed #i hate being so negative on main because it feels defeatist and sends everyone into a spiral #but i really want to change the world if i can help it and that means not ignoring everything thats going on even when my brain is #screaming 'its so over.' i want more ways to change the world but thats exactly why the current systems in place thrive on supression #more ppl should hate the way things are instead of accepting it because none of this should be justified in the first place #please dont be sad. be angry because i think we all deserve to be the way things are going rn and i want to punch elons teeth in #vent #yapping

[final-milf-ratchet]

I think there's a big untapped market for shockwave/female autobots. Mainly cause I wanna see shockwave destroyed by like 6 different spikes.

Remember girls! He can't do evil science if he's too full of spike to move! 😇

#shockwave #g1 #valveplug #im dead serious rn #ive got a fic in my head where shockwave goes into heat and plans on dealing with it alone. and the autobots brea #ive got a fic in my head where shockwave goes into heat and plans on dealing with it alone. #and the autobots break in at the same time to steal stuff #and get suspious of the lack of cons in the tower (shockwave sent the rainmakers out on long term patrols to keep them away during his heat #so they investigate #and what do they find but shockwave #in the middle of heat begging for spike #and then shockwave gets bred by 6 different sires 😇😇😇 #and the autobots wake up 4 millions years later to peace on cybertron #elita 1 #chromia #firestar #greenlight #lancer #moonracer

[justknoxville]

HELP IM DROWNING

#johnny knoxville #no im serious #mtv jackass #jackass #mtv #jackass tumblr is so dead rn so i’m doing my part #jackass the movie #bam margera #viva la bam #jackassedit #steve o

[wyldblunt]

okay my thursday night beer-and-bong grothmar confession. i think chef mellitus is so sexy. like for real. he's so cute and fun. i did a few rounds of the helping him in the kitchen event earlier today and by the end of it i was like.... hey........ hi........

#im CRUSHING. im beint so sincere rn dead serious #ALL HIS DIALOGUE IS SO CUUUUUTE THE DELIVERY IS SO CHARMING.... #HE HAS CAPTIVATED ME

[moonscape]

my name change was rejected i need them to kill themselves

#''you need a solicitor to sign it'' you didn't say that on the government website you dumb cunts #told my mom i'll just do it unenrolled because i was misinformed about the process before sending the application and unenrolled is easier #but no she's arguing to do it ''officially'' and she's not taking no for an answer #tip: i am so fucking mad #they made me wait nearly three months just to tell me i was rejected. kill yourselves im dead serious #also. bug is humping my blanket rn. i just got home from swimming can i rest for five minutes before shit keeps happening

[aemiron-main]

seeing byler doubt atp is like whiplash to me because its like. i have zero doubt about byler im trying to figure out how many fucking henries there are. 

#*slim shady voice* would the real henry creel please stand up #im working on the analysis rn but like #the blood splatters change on his outfit exactly when his hair changes which also coincides with the bodies of the kids changing and moving #and with the blood stains in the rainbow room changing #so far theres at least 4 henries. im dead serious #whether theyre actually Different Henries in a clone way or if its just diff timelines/peception fuckery remains to be seen #but like. in a very physical production sense. there is absolutely 4 different white outfit w blood costumes for him #like yeah yeah mike is gay but why does henry's face look like a completely different person between shots

[everybody-hit-the-pyro-cue]

im going to cry this is actually healing me

#dan and phil #dan and phil games #okay like #this is EXACTLY how the old videos were?? like humorwise??? #but it's 2023 and cringe culture is dead and they're gay and happy and making jokes about it AND THE FUCKING ANNOUNCEMENT MOOSE. THE FUCKIN #THE FUCKING MOOSE WHISTLE #like sometimes when media i like is revived im low-key unhappy with it because it doesn't tickle my brain the same way but #they did it so so rigt and im not sure how but this is the most i've laughed in i don't know how long #thank you guys!! #im silently wheezing through my tears im going to go on a dan and phil games binge now :thumbs: #starting with the fnaf ones of course trying to manifest a spooky week #i really needed familiarity rn!! and unproblematic media and just good lighthearted fun i am absolutely reverting and i will be so fucking #unsufferable if you do not want to see that block the tag!! #im genuinely serious was not doing great today this video made me so so happy #okay yeah actually leaving to binge now will return maybe later to rant in tags #cue rambles

[modernbaseball]

Romangirls are going through it obviously but id like to take a moment to recognize that kengirls are actually braver than any US marine for still sticking with him after that episode...may the series finale grant you some Kendall pathetic and sympathetic moments

#im dead serious its probsbly so hard for yall rn #succession

[simonstamenovic]

i know at least some of yall are not taking me seriously. fucking block me. or him. i am not fucking around.

#bloodletting #until i stop being so angry i will unfollow or block on sight. 150+ bucks is not uh. mild. and blocking without a word is scummy as shit #after four days or less of not talking. its fucking disrespectful. god fuck. #we run in the same circles enough for us to have not lost followers. im dead serious. #i dont give a shit rn. im a second away from @ing him and asking what the fuck he was thinking.

[ariminiria]

twitteroids leave and take your stupid p*rn bots with you

#go back where you came from we dont want you here if all youre gonna do is try to make this place more like twitter and infest it with bots #im dead serious when i say the bots are because of the twit influx #we lived in peace for the most part once they left with one exception of tha staffbots in like 2020 #but as soon as they cane back so did the p*rn bots

[dr-reversebeartrap]

I think Hoffman could have been saved by owning two guinea pigs

#drrbt talks #im dead serious and i have arguments #theyre cute hes lonely they would fulfill his need to control and care and he would actually have the power to pamper them and keep them #mostly safe they would exhaust him so he would sleep they would be crying for dinner at specific times #so he couldnt go to the bar and he would worry when hes not home #he needs two of them bc they get lonely else #anyway bunny or cat would be cute but guinea pig feels gap moe #watching saw v rn

[hauntingblue]

LUFFY!!!!!!!!! I HAVE BEEN CONVERTED!!!! LUFFY BELIEVER FULL TIME!!!!! LET US WORSHIP THE SUN!!!!

#luffy deflating like a balloon..... be serious 😭😭 #MOMO NOT BEING ABLE TO HEAR LUFFY!!! oh kaido going for the others now..... law could hear his voice too??? #NAMI BEING THE FIRST TO STEP UP!!! CHILLS!!! THIS TIME STEPPING UP TO WITNESS THE HORRORS!!! YEAH!!! #yamato really does carry the spirit of oden straight up.... motivating his son and everything... #i feel like i am going insane... I CAN HEAR THE DRUMS!!! nami telling luffy to not die and fulfill his promise WHO ELSE HAD A PROMISE???? #is this why his fruit awakened.... because nami reminded him of the promise... omg..... THE DRUMS!!! CHILLS!!!! THE SMILE!!!!! IM SO HYPE!! #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 1070 #i am smiling so hard rn. contagious #also the cp0 that died for this ajdja.... suffering from success.... #THE BOUNCING SOUNDS!!!! THE DRUMS!!!! THE SMILE!!! SANJI JUST VOLTING AWAKE??? see the clouds over his shoulders remain.... as i was saying #you know this has me realising maybe shanks isn't all that bad and stole the fruit from the gov so they couldnt get hold of it #hiyori saying how oden kept hia promise but also how he wanted to keep the promise of opening wano for joyboy #THE KANJURO THING!!! HIYORI WATCH OUT!!! oh its gonna burn orichi by accident YEAAHHH!!!!!!! FUCK YEAHH!!!! #the animation is so fun.. luffy just junping around and shit while hia destruction power is MASSIVE #this is so!!!! kaido complaining about being bored and having fun thru fighting AND HERE COMES LUFFY WITH HIS LOONEY TOONS GOOFY FIGHT!!!! #they knocked this shit out of the park!!! also END CREDITS????! #episode 1071 #momo saying kaido got fat 😭 actually kaido got pregnant <3 yamato you're going to be a big brother congrats!!! #the eyes 😭😭 damn luffy flew away and exploded... 😞😞 skipping rope with kaido omg.... everyone should go outside and see this... #we are welcoming here in the luffy believers... barto is gonna enlist hundreds of new members #law is luffy believer number 1 damn the speech he is giving kid... omg kaido bonked him ajshaksjak that was so good he needed witnesses.. #nami worried abojt luffy being dead and when he appears she is just like WTF IS THAT!!!!!! HUH???!! #wait a second ooohhhh kaido is goong down too fuck yes akdjaksj momo and yamato peeking over the island jahdksk #THE DRUMS BEING HIS HEART I CANNOT GET OVER IT!!! Kaido shoukd be puking up his insides by now but alas this is so fun BOIOIOIOIOING #FIRST TIME SOMEONE ASKS LUFFY WHO HE IS AND HE DOESN'T SAY MONKEY D LUFFY FUTURE KING OF THE PIRATES. HE SAYS ITS HIM. STRAIGHT UP!!!! #NVM HE SAID IT!!!!! GOD IS THAT YOU????!!!! #episode 1072

[mogai-sunflowers]

Am I the only one who really hated the year where the "nobody asked thing" happened a ton? It was used against me a lot whenever I overshared and as an autistic person I have trouble regulating that so I just stopped talking at all.

YEAH IT'S SO RUDE AND FOR NO FUCKING REASON??????????????? one time someone said that exact thing to me and i had a panic attack and felt so horrible but now looking back on it....... yes! yes you DID ask!!! because you made a public post with an opinion and gave absolutely no instruction as to who you wanted to respond! this is on YOU! /nay anon

#🌌written in the stars ; asks🌌 #im so sorry anon thats really sucky #u can overshare with me anytime and i wont be like that and im dead serious. #the way internet leftism practically requires you to be perfect is so fucking annoying #people act like if you aren't a part of a certain group that youre an asshole if you ever engage in convos about said group. #which is fucking RIDICULOUS!! #like for context #this person made a post sharing an opinion on unlearning racism. and i added my opinion because i too #am a person who has had to unlearn racism. what a shocker. #so i added on agreeing with their point and adding a little of my own insight. #and they responded saying they didnt ask for my white opinion and i needed to shut up #and its like. i understand and respect if you dont want white people interacting with your posts. but you DIDNT SAY THAT! #and sense you didnt i assumed that it was okay to add my opinion because THATS HOW HUMAN CONVERSATIONS WORK!!!! #it was perfectly normal for me to engage in a discussion on racism. i wasn't speaking on an issue i have no say in #i was simply talking about the importance of unlearning racism and doing the work because i have experience with that and its true. #this is true for all nuances and group dynamics im just talking about this rn #please dont get me wrong im not trying to undermine the importance of centering poc #and im not in any way trying to say that white people are always qualified to talk about racism or that we should always share our opinions #OR that poc are obligated to be nice to white people when they're disrespectful to them. #but my point is here that i was entirely within my lane #entirely respectful #but because i misinterpreted a social situation that was not at all clear i was suddenly the bad guy #and its infuriating because this has happened so many times. im not a bad person for getting shit wrong and its done so much and i mean SO #FUCKING #MUCH #harm to my mental health to think of myself as a failure because of my mistakes #it's just. ugh. stop

[ratgirrrl]

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#i need putin and r*ssian supreme court shot in the head im being so serious rn #lgbtq was pronounced an “extremist organisation” and everyone who is openly queer will get 12y in prison for “supporting terrorism” #what if i killed everyone #its not like its a surprise they have been qorking their way to banning evwry mention of lgbtq over the past couple years but its still so #fucking infuriating #wearing a pin with a pride flag can get you 6 years :) #i just want all of them dead is it too much to ask #very happy for everyone that that guy finally died but when is it OUR countrys turn

[cathedraldecay]

the chances of me seeing desert song live have just gone through the roof guys im so fucking afraid it’s going to tear me apart

#im dead fucking serious it will tear me to fucking pieces #i cant even watch the vids without shaking and sobbing #like it would be so fucking incredible but the emotions itll put me through.. #idk how ill live #im going to both jersey shows now too.. like #that song especially means so fucking much to me… #okay sorry im like so excited and terrified at the same time rn its giving me a headache