#im soooooooooooooo right now

[eddieintheocean]

im about to out-autism this lecturer whoever they are

#im soooooooooooooo right now #eddie learns the ocean #marine biology #snailfish

[mizugucci]

feeling extra bi lately <3

#currently in love with everyone but also i have a crush on a girl hehe #i havent had a crush in soooooooooooooo long i missed this #even besides my crush tho im digging girl group songs way more than boys right now #idk why #but im going to get into giffing them more i swear #mtxt

[anonymous-dentist]

Aaughhhh i just binge read the whole tag and now im rotating you deli superhero au in my brain like a microwave its soooooooooooooo!!!!!!! !!!!! Aaa!!! You know??? Aaa!!!! /very positive

Thank you! A lot of its actual mechanisms are stolen right out of every goddamn dsmp tommyinnit vigilante au only like. They’re actually interesting

#asks! #anon!

[jungwondazed]

yall im writing this jay fic right now and he’s literally soooooooooooooo driving me crazy like i can’t wait for y’all to read it bc this jay would actually heal the deepest darkest parts of my soul he could change me as a person

#jungwondazedrambles

[cosmicdream222]

im literally kicking myself in the foot for not doing something more worthwhile with my existance... i never knew of manifesting until recent years and while society likes to say its never too late sometimes it feels like that is it too late cause to learn any skill you have to have already learnt the techniques then have good practice abilities on top of it, like you cant just waltz into a sport for instance and take a gold medal you have to do it step by step but to do that again im fucking regretting so much rn cant i just bash my head into a wall and slowly die? or music for instance cant just pick an instrument and be good at it right off the bat again shouldve just fucking picked something and stuck with it

also i never had the likes of tiktok or anything internet for entertainment when i was a kid so in a way it shouldve been perfect chance to really do smth but as always situations got in the way and im regretting existing a lot rn. like why so many ppl so good at their niches or whatever it is they choose to do and theres so much more available now than there was back then but i cant seem to pick a single damned thing that i could realistically do at my age and still feel accomplished bc id just end up feeling behind or regretting not doing it sooner

sorry for ranting abt myself there just if only there was time machine or a literal realistic way of shifting to another damned reality cause this aint it like why im wasting so much of it doing fck all? it should be shameful honestly but like at the same time its kind of impossible with current economy being so crappy

for instance if u want to own a business (which i would do if i could even afford one with my own money but then u got to ha e the job and the know how on running it) seriously my ancestors had so many more things that were successful in their lives and some did have businesses bc shops were affordable back then, education used to be affordable too and housing etc etc. id be more inclinced to then have a family of my own if that were the case but it is not soooooooooooooo then its like even if you want a bog standard job it can still take months just to get something basic. i once did manage to manifest a free bus ride and my teacher not coming to college for a few days but thats abt it. other than that lifes kinda average sadly its not the 1950s and elvis is still dead asf.............. not fair

the other thing that puzzles me and sorry for making this so long but if we are supposed to have had past lives a) why havent we known about it before now and b) how come some celebs dont reincarnate or do the celebs that pass away just get a free pass to heaven and decide to stay put? (in which case i wont blame them but its also not fair that i have to still exist... or fail to exist i should say)

My dude, I understand where you’re coming from and I have been where you are. But you say you wish there was a way to travel back in time or shift realities - there IS a way to shift realities, travel back in time, and live whatever kind of life you want. Seriously. That is the whole reason I created this blog!! So please read through all the information I’ve collected instead of just complaining ok? 😭

All of that stuff you mentioned about your current reality is an illusion. Time is an illusion. It does not matter what you’ve done in the past. The economy does not matter. Your present circumstances do not matter. Past lives only exist if you believe they do.

Look around tumblr at void, loa and shifting success stories. I have shared many of my favorites. People in very difficult circumstances have regularly completely change their lives overnight, wake up in new houses, shift to alternate realities, change their genders, change their ages, bring people back from the dead, to say the very least.

None of it matters because we live in the literal matrix - a VR simulation - and you can have anything you want NOW.

[deadandphilgames]

Phil posted more Japhan photos? Who cares? I’m soooooooooooooo normal right now.

it’s fine im being so normal and fine about this

#asks #anonymous #!!!!!!

[spacecowboyhotch]

Hello :D don't know in which fandom phase you are currently, but I saw this cute biceps beard man and it made me smile and think of you, so:

hope life is treating you well ✨❤🎶

jas hello my darling!!! im FIRMLY planted in my oscar phase right now he’s just soooooooooooooo

i just got out of session to these pictures and good god almighty. thank you for feeding my obsession!

im doing alrighty, how are you? 🥰

#jas 🍭 #oscar ask #replies

[windswords]

oh man. 911 S6B is amazing so far. in a flash was a bit. Hm. Strange. the editing didn’t help either 😭 BUT it was good setup for what was to come!! and then - in another life?? recovery???? FUCKING AMAZING. im so happy with the direction they’re taking the show in!!!!

i still have some gripes with the way it feels like the dialogue is a bit less natural and more platitude-y. their usual back and forth feels forced at times, and it just.. disappoints me. it used to be 911’s strongest point, and it just sticks out so much now. but maybe that’s just me? feel free to tell me if im wrong 🥲

BUCK’S ENTIRE COMA DREAM ALTERNATE REALITY RAAAAHHHHHHH IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO COOL the tk dream episode is cool this coma dream episode is cool its so cool how different it is from the usual 911 episode formats IT STANDS OUT IN THE BEST WAY POSSIBLE!!!!!!!! you get so excited when they suddenly change it up it was so strange and fun and awesome….. ASSHOLE BOBBY YOU WILL BE IN MY HEART FOREVER. eugh doug made me nauseous. kill KILL KILL ermmmm daniel was silly. NOT THE DOCTOR ON SURGEON VIOLENCE GOING ON IN THE DINNER TABLE that was funny actually

i immensely appreciate the fleshing out of wendall and bobby’s relationship, and the full circle moment when bobby continued on wendall’s wonderful legacy of always helping when he saw someone who needed it. it is beautiful, truly, and im glad that his death - while absolutely tragic and devastating - lead to the saving of everyone in that rehab center. i was so angry that they killed off a character who i barely knew and was genuinely excited to get to know. but i feel comforted in the fact that it meant something now, that he saved them. that he didn’t go down without a fight. he saved bobby, he saved tamara, and it was all by being a kind, loving, selfless person. I LOVE HIM OK DONT TOUCH ME.

the buckley-han family debacle is - quite something. i dont know why the buckley parents are suddenly nice???? i mean its nice and all but????? where did this come from. chim is right it’s a bit erm suspicious ? but perhaps after jee they did some personal growth, we shall never know.

buckley sibs my everything, overbearing maddie my everything, HER SCHEDULING HER COWORKERS TO CHECK ON HER BROTHER NAHHH SHE’S DOING THE MOST

BUCK FEELING TIRED OF EVERYONE AND GOING TO EDDIE’S HOUSE TO HIDE AWAY GET AWAY FROM ME IM ABOUT TO GO INTO SICKO MODE THEYRE SO INSANE. Shut the fuck up eddie diaz your gayass haircut is making you even more annoying somehow i know it (AFFECTIONATE) (SO MUCH AFFECTION)

theyre suddenly TALKING ABOUT THE SHOOTING?!!???()))( EDDIE REMEMBERS NOTHING BUCK REMEMBERS EVERYTHING FUCK MY LIFE OR MAYBE EDDIE’S LYING AND HE DOESNT WANT TO SAY “i remember that you stared at me like you were the one who got shot” or something fucking gay and crazy like that they should be put down. sorry. love you guys.

ermmmmm wow i love 911 its stupid and dramatic as shit sometimes but i do truly love it and they did so good with buck and bobby im so happy i love them i adore them thank you for everything

#911 fox #911 on fox #someone yell with me lets take copium together #911 6x11 #911 6x12 #911 season six #911 spoilers #911 s6b

[diamondnokouzai]

okay fine ill be serious anway din are there any new books or movies you've enjoyed recently?

IM READING THE SLYNX RIGHT NOW AND I LIKE IT A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its a russian post post apocalypse story and its soooooooooooooo effing good. rly good. also im watching all of mystery science theater 3000 from the beginning because theres a problem in my brain. and i have a cold :( OH ALSO BOOK FROM LIBRARY: accidental influence & filial cannibalism by tina lu. abt late imperial chinese literature. fun!

[rinbowaman]

I get what your saying.

And why niki and sunoo. Its niki bcs he's playful, tall and loves to tease his memebers.(i have a thing for tall boys😩) I find the things he does endearing. For sunoo, i love his sassy energy and his duality!! He most of the time drives me mad CAUSE SUNOO IS THE FUCKING SUN BROOOO i couldn't choose from both of em so i said , " why not just have two?"

Im a multistan so some of my biases are the maknaes AHAHAH

For example:

Stray kids: Jeongin

BTS: Jungkook

&TEAM: Maki

I do love all the members, the bias thing for me just represents the members that get my attention more

For the rest, they drive me mad too 😤 like they are the standard!!!

And yang jungwon has been yang jungwoning me lately jus to let you know

Omg Jungwon had been doing some things to me as of late! He’s been waaaaay outta line, especially bc I took a screen shot for a project I’m finishing up and it is…..it’s soooooooooooooo bad. Really…..he’s the worst right now and with his stylists exposing his forehead….bruh….I’m dead…

[rnoonsetter]

am i a lesbian? and more questions i ask myself late into the night

#dear listeners #evidence points to yes? #but that doesnt feel right either #cos im aro #soooooooooooooo #???????????? #bruh i really wish i could stop questioning my identity for once in my life #i'm tired of it i just wanna not have to think abt it #and i felt the same way when i started identifying as aro!!! that i was tired and didn't wanna think abt it #and aro seemed to fit the best so i slapped it on and tried to stop caring #but now i feel lonely again and idk maybe it's quarantine getting to me but yeah #anyway im just rambling im gonna try to go back to sleep #i just wanna hibernate until the end of quarantine :///////////// #this shit really threw a wrench into literally everything huh

[pedropstanacc]

Before I leave lemme just give a big shout out to Oh Sehun for always making me the happiest person in the world I love you baby!! 🤧

#im soooooooooooooo 💗💗💗💕💕💕💕💕right now hes really my joy 😖 #thanks chanhun for making the song of the year ily bye goodnight 😖😖😖💛💛💛

[azure-stars]

i was going to try to write before bed but now im in such a SHIT FUCKING mood i am just going to try to sleep maybe find inner peace

#like i literally do not know whats wrong with me that i cant attract people who arent pieces of shit to be in my inner circle #every day im like 'maybe i should just stop speaking words and thatll fix it' #but self repression is so fucking tiresome so theres no point in bothering anyways #i wish i was an introvert SOOOOO bad and that being alone didnt make me insane and su1c1d4l #azure talks #actuallly im feeling redacted right now so maybe there is NO fucking answer to my problems and i just get to bear the brunt of people being #shitty to me for the rest of eternity and thats FINEEEE THATS FINEEEE I LOVE THAT SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH #i am so upset for NOOO reason and its fine

[sangyeonsofthours]

omg i’d looove to contribute to your hogwarts!au idea which is AWESOME but i don’t know that much about the hp au ☹️ however the simple thought about wizard sangyeon is hOT AF !!!! you could make an entire tbz series for this and i would totally eAt like breakfast \(//∇//)\ so excited

btw i always get slytherin as a result so if one thing im 100% sure about is that hyunjae would get the same house as me since we also have the same mbti type HEHE and mean/evil hyunjae is VVVVVery Hot ^_^ have a nice weekend !! 🖤

oh, i'm glad someone answered that! thank you so much ♡

tbh i don't even know if i'd be able myself to write something really related to harry potter and hogwarts. i'm still reading the books and english isn't my main language, so since i read it in my own first language, maybe it would be kinda difficult to put some things together (i mean, it's a fantasy story, there's so many words that were invented by the author, you know?)

but i do have some simple ideas i'd like to write about 👀

BUT you made me think about a lot of things now

I see Sangyon as a Hufflepuff! Kevin said he thinks Sangyeon is a Hufflepuff and we have this

and also this edit

(whoever made this THANK YOU I LOVE YOU!)

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO im going to make some bullet points about how i think things would go between hufflepuff sangyeon and slytherin reader!

you being a slytherin while sangyeon is a hufflepuf would be freaking cute!

we all know that being a slytherin comes with this mean/evil aura around them, even though they're not always on the wrong side of the story, right?

so if we're talking about hyunjae being a slytherin.... he's this kind of slytherin that has a lot of friends in other houses because even tho he’s an annoying little shit... he's cute and caring towards his friends too... he does know how to make friends and he doesn't care about this pure blood bullshit, really

soooooooooooo hyunjae is friend with hufflepuff's cute prefect sangyeon 👀 and you're hyunjae's friend 👀

and you have a huge crush on sangyeon!!!!!

but you don't really know what to do about it bc even though you hang around hyunjae and some of his friends a lot

whenever sangyeon's is near you, he seems to be oblivious to your crush!!!!!!

poor boy is too shy and too preoccupied with a other things to think that your flirtatious glances and pickup lines towards him are DEAD SERIOUS YOUR WAY TO SHOW YOU LIKE HIM

and all the boys are awfully aware of the situation

some of them (like griffyndor jacob and hufflepuff younghoon) tried to tell sangyeon that you're into him

but he's shy and he doesn't believe a pretty slytherin like you would have feelings for him

though it kinda changes on a cold saturday when you're off to hogsmeade with a few friends of yours

you're well aware that sangyeon is off to the place as well with some of his friends

it's bloody cold because it's winter time

and it's almost christmas!!!

hogsmeade looks so beautiful all decorated and stuff

it’s even romantic, i swear

but you’re still with your friends, there’s no sight of sangyeon around 

and you went to the three broomsticks to drink some hot butterbeer to warm up

you're ending your second butterbeer cup when you see eric entering the pub

he's an young ravenclaw boy who's too energetic and tag along to sangyeon's group of friends once in a while

at that, your eyes perk up with the idea of sangyeon coming to the place

sadly sangyeon is not with him

the time is ticking by so you and your friends decide to go back to hogwarts before there's a snowstorm

and off you go

buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut

to make yourself a bit happier you decide to just enter Honeydukes quickly to buy some candies

yall say your goodbyes and you enter the shop alone

you go straight to the aisle you know you'd find the candy bars you were craving

"oh, well, look who's here, my favorite hufflepuff ever"

you speak just as your lover boy is about to pick a chocolate bar from the shelf

the infamous Lee Sangyeon turns around to look at you with a expression that reminded you of a deer caught in the headlights

you can't believe you're just so lucky to meet him like this

he looks sooooo cute wearing all black while his sets of scarf and beanie proudly show his house colors!!!

his cheeks and nose are red from the wind outside

and he's wearing specs

"o-oh, hey y/n, how you've been"

and you make small talk

you feel so lucky to meet him all alone in you favorite place ever

you can’t stop smiling lovilling at him

and it's pretty clear that he enjoys talking to you and that he's super happy to be with you

but it is also clear that he won't make a move any time soon

so when you finally create the courage to ask him out-

"oi! hyung, are you coming with us?" his friends appear out of nowhere

sangyeon glances at you quickly before waving at his friends

"no no, you guys go ahead, i think i'll stay for a while" and he smiles at you

you wave at his friends too, noticing hyunjae is among them giving you a thumbs up while smirking

and suddenly you’re so shy

blushing like a tomato and doubting yourself and that courage you had just seconds ago 

“wow, i didn’t know slytherins could blush” WAS SANGYEON MOCKING YOU? bitch- this guy has the audacity-

“w-what?”

“well, i barely said something, but you sure look really cute when you’re blushing, it doesn’t matter the reason” SO SANGYEON IS FINALLY SHAMELESSLY FLIRTING WITH YOU BUT YOU JUST CAN'T ANSWER BECAUSE YOU’RE SO FLUSTERED!!!!

and here comes the part that almost gave you a heart attack

“for a always so fast forward slytherin you’re being too quiet today, love” sangyeon said approaching you with delicate fingers coming up to put a few strands of you hair out off of your face

and even though it’s your romantic dream coming true

your slytherin nature with a silver tongue picks up at his teasing

 and you answer him before you can even think

“oh, you’re one to say, if you’re the one giving all the cards today just ask me out already, you dummy”

and both of you are chocked for a second

before falling into a fit of laughter

“okay, you cute slytherin, care to have butterbeer with me?”

“only if it’s a date, yeon” you say

“of course it is a date”

“thanks merlin, finally”

“okay stop mocking me or im leaving you already”

“wow, hufflepuff, you’re really being too ambitious and witty today… that’s sexy”

AND YOU DID IT

YOU BROKE HIM

SANGYEON WAS THE ONE BLUSHING NOW

AND HE TRIES TO BABBLE OUT ANY EXCUSE BUT HE’S SO FLUSTERED

cutest thing you’ve ever seen in your life

“ha! who’s blushing now?” you ask giggling

and i think that would be one of the main aspects of your relationship

you’re all and about flirting and making him blush and you’re a teasing little shit

but he loves it so much!!!!!!! and it brings him out of his comfort zone

like, he’s able to flirt and make you blush just as much as you do to him

being by your side kinda makes him more confident about himself

and you’re a lot more calm and patient around him

you’re super cute

and you’re fit like puzzle pieces 

it makes your friends gag at how cute you are together

and i think that’s it 

basically drowned all my creativity on this one HAJSDKAKSDKS

#sangyeon #lee sangyeon #hogwarts au #the boyz #sangyeon fluff #the boyz fluff #sangyeon imagines #sangyeon x reader #the boyz x reader #the boyz drabbles #sangyeon drabbles #the boyz imagine

[1eos]

fanfic fucks u up from a writing perspective too!! I've always loved writing but in middle school I got into fics and by high school that was all I wrote and now I struggle so much w my writing bc I have like.....no creativity w it lmao, like fanfic is all pre-made characters in one of like 10 tropes recycled over and over so now trying to write anything original my brain jst like flatlines bc I trained it to work in that brain dead space for so long!! character development is smth I really struggle w and it's like............was my stint writing Seventeen reader inserts when I was 15 worth it to be physically incapable of ever writing anything decent again lmao. Told my favorite English teacher in high school that I wrote a lot of fic and she told me that was stunting my growth as a writer and I got so indignant abt it then but she was RIGHT and I think abt her saying that any time I see u bring up fanfic😭😭

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! excellent points even tho im literally screaming at you telling your english teacher you wrote fanfiction back when i was in school that's really something you would take to your grave. but yeah :( these days aus come preloaded with tropes nd most people aren't like. doing complex character stories or even basic characterization sometimes. not that ANYONE can improve in a space where constructive criticism is considered taboo. anyways anon the creative brain is soooooooooooooo resilient take some time to enrich your mind thru reading, watching, observing good original content of any kind nd slowly but surely you'll beat the fandom brain!!!!!!!!!! it IS curable don't let the freaks on here convince you otherwise

[misterbitches]

Dude yong jie’s character is literally unbearable this is like how not to write a vharacter 101

Our first intro to him is stalking, then PUNCHING someone in the LIVER bc the person he “loves” was fucking drunk and he blames his best friend? Then his mom is like “lmao actually um hes psycho” so anything they try to do retroactively like how they peppered in HIS DAD DIED A BLOO BLOO but previously it was also his OWN MOM going “im afraid he’ll lose his humanity” so not only was there no breathing room then it’s bumrushing him into their lives as best friends and it doesnt work. This dude sucks and he isnt even fun to watch. You know how breaking bad has one of the most abysmal main characters of all time but all of us were fucking ENGROSSED but the show made it clear that every enemy he faces, even the DEA, we want THEM to win (it is also a class analysis but woreva) so i am like wtf they show us literally nothing here. He’s just there. Wasting space and being awful. What is the purpose of his character in ssu’s life? Once you rape someone it is fucking over full stop but he didnt even fucking manage to start off in any compelling fucking way. Absolutely bonkers dude Esp bc theres at least a base moral code ie DONT HARRASS GIRLS UR “INTO” and thats why mei fang the absolute mad lad beaut was like “lmao nah i hate u”

Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo?????????????????????????????????? WHERE IS THE WRITING HERE? WHAT IS THE SCRIPT? awhat is the PROGRESSION? This is such an insanely fucking dumb plo5 point i rly cannnnjnnntoeiwijshsgsgsgsgsgsgeggwiwowiw GORL

Lets talk abt the good things in the characters (theres none for yong jie hes just there being a little bitch)

Li cheng - himbo dumbass “manly” cutie and the manly stuff is fun cos it gets heaped on and yet every bit of him can be extremely “feminine” and jubilant. Great.

Muren - seems >:O but i rly like that hes actually pretty open in his own way. Side note: he is so thin and willow-y i rly loke tall pretty boys (and all women lmao) and he doesnt do it for me but He suits the character like his body and the way his character is. Also u gotta be weird and he is

Hsinng ssu (girl im never gonna learn how to spell their names it’s too much work cos the eng alphabet andnromanization is terrible) - mild mannered, good son, a homosexual confirmed confirmed g”(awesome!) great friend, good brother (and i guess his reward is being raped, great message!) and someone ppl like

The establishment of the three of them and their distinct personalities happens within minutes and then we meet

Yongjie - what about him? He may have an MI, okay, but we dont know for sure and oh gee that doesnt matter actually bc u have to get urself treated and also not be terrible. Not even psychopaths do the shit he does BC THEY HAVE TO GET HELP. Why the parents didnt get him help and are just realizing their son is terrible? Who knows . His purpose seems yo be “boy obsessed with brother like his actual brother” i dont care id they arent related in that way bc that’s not the fucking crux of incest and it is so insanely Fucked every thing to do with incest is almost always a disgusting powe r issue. WHAT PURPOSE DOES HE SERVE? WHAT DO WE ONOW ABOUT HIM OTHER THAN HE IS A FUCKING JERK AND AN IDIOT AND SUCKS AND I HATE HIM AND THAT HE WANTS TO STALK AND ATTACK THIS REALLY AWESOME FUCKING DUDE OK

There’s no returning point deom rhe line they croased byt theyb set him up for failure. Even in the fight hes a fucking cheater hes a goddamn immature rat they know he fucking sucks but he just sits there and waits for everyone else to move around him. A fucking selfish prick with nor edeeming qualities snd hes also a violent rapist stalker. Really great that thry have no clue how to make this dude actually have any humanity or likeability. Hes the man from 365 days basically except not even that hot and at least he kidnapped her but “WAITED” for “CONSENT” but in that movie’s world nothing mattered and it was bad and the point was to have a horny movie. But this show is for younger ppl and also IT HAS RULES AND IT KNOWS WHAT BAD ACTIONS ARE???? Soooooooooooooo in all these other dumb salacious books there seems to be just a mutual agreement that it’s fucked up but totally normal i their movie’s universee (it isnt and it is still just bad filmmaking)

Also it is up to yong jie to figure put how to get over it and understand that his brother is concerned for him. Bc it is. His brother. There’s a reason that incest is never advisable and thays bc there is no way in that situation that people aren’t somehow being coerced. There has to be a sort of split in the pursuer and the person being pursued bc one person is not thinking that way. (This is why people who find out they are related after the fact and havent grown up together is something thatms really unfortunate. They had no idea and they have to grapple with that but that is another scenario and it happens bc THEY DIDNT GROW UP TOGETHER.) i have experienced this from a (not immediate) fam member and i was the vulnerable one, had less powr, that is how it must go.

Thats why the power imbalance is scary and none of this is acceptable but it begs the question how did they get to this point? But the show doesnt even address that bc they cant bc theyre not original. And power imbalance does not mean automatic absolutely not territory. Theres things we dont like (in my casee i hate age gaps a lot) but i will avoid that.

I havemt seen “right or wrong” and i have no desire but from what ive garnered from ppl i like who liked that episode, the show outlined the moral issues with it. Idk if they did it in a way i would have preferred (again no desire) but at lesst from what ive heard it...tries? Idk i dont see the need for these if they dont give us a reason why these ppl should be together and there’s several lines that cannot be crossed that were. Basically it’s like stockholm syndrome now and there’s no choice for him, it goes beyond power imbalance and “legality” so to speak and now it’s just entrapment.

Theres not even avoiding or enjoying. Even for MODC as stupid as i found the secondary rship and negligent even like ok. Fine. Whatever. His boyfriend is 100 but at least it was semi agreed upon. It is what it is, go forth. I will criticize it but at least it was the story and as stupid and gross as i think it is and they will probs break up (idc what the show says) at least there are set ups that can make us see “why” it works and oh, gee, their whole rship relies on a different fucked up but at least at some point it could possibly be transcended. The foundation of youngjie is “rape entrapment and aw now they are in lvoe” BITCH NOOOO???? Where is the REASON? And why should we root for them? (There is none and when the Thing happens it is now impossible for that not to be absolutely foundational to their rship lmao and that is never something that goes away.)

I would like to say theres nothing romantic int he flashbacks i know thats what theyre trying to twll us but the actor is 30 and that child is like 8.

Im not missing the point bc i see it with my eyes and it sucks. If you cant even write the character well then how do you interest something heavy and work out the links? The only solution is yongjie dying i mean fucking off forever and hsing ssu not letting him into his lifeXni doubt we will get that but at the very least they cannot end up together and that will be their crowning fucking achievement over the waste of time bullshit plot this was. Imagine actual conflict that wasnt so deeply fucking traumatic and, oh, again WHERE ARE THE PARENTS? They fucked up SO FUCKING BADLY. This gives people the wrong idea about how these things work. God he is truly a shitty character and his ass isnt even fat so wtf bitch why am i here!

#history 4: close to you #history 4 #a thot #god my anxiety was thru the roof turns out i needed to eat