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mwagneto · 3 days

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please please please please god please lower the budget please i need everything to look like absolute shit again

#CAN WE PLEEEEEASE BRING BACK THE DIRT AND THE GRIME AND THE FILTH AND THE WEIRD DAMPNESS OF EVERYTHING #4x01 ten and donna deciding to travel together is a massively important scene and it #takes place in a disgusting nasty alleyway with trash and yucky grey concrete everywhere. and it fucking slaps #first example i always think of but like the entirety of rtd era one looks filthy and unclean and it's so fucking goooodddd #im so sick of this mcu polish that's refused to leave since season 5 #it's kinda back w rtd but nowhere nearrrrr as much. please make it sick again PLEASE #rtd 1 tardis looking like it was cobbled together from random trash they found by digging through a garbage disposal I MISS YOUUU #doctor who #15th doctor

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stil-lindigo · 4 months

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50% of all revenue for my store, starting now, will be donated to CareforGaza and the PCRF.

[ PURCHASE MY ANTHOLOGIES HERE ]

hi there! i'm lindi. you may have seen some of my comics floating around in the past year or so.

if you’ve ever liked my stories and wanted to purchase a copy of one of my anthologies, I invite you to do so now. This policy will be in place indefinitely, and the list of charities/organisations may be subject to change depending on their effectiveness. Currently, the focus is on providing aid and food to the innocent Palestinians in Gaza, but in the future I hope to increase the scope to tangibly support the queer community and help fund independent artists in Australia.

below, I'll list a few resources for people who'd like to directly donate at the source:

credible organisations that are doing work on the ground in Palestine:

Care for Gaza:non-profit charity that distributes money, food and other resources directly to families in Gaza.They maintain a regular presence on Twitter and Instagram. You can donate to them via Paypal here.

PCRF / Palestine Children's Relief Fund: non-profit organisation that distributes essential food and resources to families in Gaza. Most recently, they delivered 30 tons of vital medicine, and 82,000 pounds of flour.

Medical Aid For Palestinians: deploys medical teams to treat Palestinians suffering under Israel's malicious bombardments.

help people leave palestine (donate what you can)

Save Sanaa and her Family (Gofundme)

Save Amjad Saher and his family (Gofundme)

Help a family of 13 escape Gaza (Gofundme)

Help a Palestinian children's book illustrator save her family of 12 (Gofundme)

#disclaimer: I do want to say that I'm also regularly donating a significant portion of my own personal funds and have been for a while #however I think these additional donations will make all the difference.#just donating alone isnt gonna stop the genocide happening in gaza but im trying to put my money where my mouth is #thank you all in advance for your generosity #i appreciate the audience ive cultivated here immensely #and if nothing else i hope this weeds out the trash that mightve lingered here. somehow.#dont dare try separate the art from the artist with me.#everything ive ever made and will ever make stands with palestine from now until it sees its liberation #free palestine #palestine

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sapphoscorner · 3 months

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Edit: please reblog this with some information about demisexuality, I did make a mistake here by saying "Cove doesn't understand sexual attraction" he does, so my bad on that part

SO, I usually don't get too involved in fandom discourse, but with how Baxter fans are acting about the loss in the MDDB I snapped and decided we should have a talk.

(This turned out longer than expected so more under the cut. I BEG YOU TO READ THIS AND TOP UNDERSTAND WHERE THE ANGER AND FRUSTRATION COME FROM.

This is all over place, I tried my best to make this as comprehensible as possible)

Specifically I want to talk about this fandom obsession with him and how, is getting to a point where people are legitimately re-writing the game and erasing Cove existence to have this fucking man instead.

And look, I want to say that I get the appeal, I do, but I don't because Baxter's route is genuinely the worst written one out of the three; Compared to Cove's and Derek's (and Derek treatment in the fandom is a WHOLE OTHER ISSUE) is really not. I'm not here to judge one taste, I am here to tell you that your love for him is ridiculous.

It is genuinely ridiculous how much popular he has gotten and so many of you are forgetting about Cove and how important he is to the story, and generally how he is important to a lot of marginalized people. Some of you keep forgetting that Cove is autistic and demiseuxal and that is such a rare representation to see and it is already erased in the fandom (especially his autism), but now is even more erased because people are grabbing everything that makes Cove Cove, and are applying it to Baxter.

That is also not touching the fandom treatment of Derek and how overly criticize his route his compared to Baxter's, like...DEREK'S PARENTS ARE GETTING MORE SHIT THAT BAXTER CANONICAL BIGOTED PARENTS LOL, WHAT IS THIS?? Are you guys serious?? I've seen a fanfic with Irene being transphobic, why the fuck would someone write that when Baxter's mom is right there?

And Derek shitty treatment doesn't end here because people are straight up erasing the guy and not ?? talking about on how well written he is ?? He is not erased sorry, he's forgotten, no one cares about him. And when people care is a) rare or b) so criticize to the point where is no longer a criticism but just you bitching about it.

And it doesn't end there! Baxter is so talked about that people are more interested in him making a cameo in OL:N&F than the main characters of that game, THAT'S HOW THINGS HAVE GOTTEN, We've gotten to a point where people cares more about some white man than Qiu or Tamarack, which are way more interesting than him as characters but neither of them are white skinny man so lol, who cares about them.

AND TO TOP THIS SHITSHOW IT SOMEHOW GETS WORSE FROM HERE BECAUSE PEOPLE DON'T EVEN ARE CARE ABOUT THE INTERESTING ASPECTS OF BAXTER'S CHARACTER!!

Everyone is molding him like clay to create this, confident rich white boy when he is not?? and that's...the whole point of his route?? That he shouldn't need to put up this mask and to actually be a fucking human being?? THE FACT THAT HE IS A QUEER KID WHO HAD TO CUT OFF HIS PARENTS AND HAD TO BE INDEPENDENT FROM THEM AND LEARNING TO NOT DEPENDENT ON HIS PARENTS? (monetarily wise that is)

And like, people forget the man is queer, he is queer, he's a queer person who had to hide who he is to his parents and then had to cut them out for his own sanity, and no one mentions it.

The fandom as a whole erases queer identities,when this game is literally made FOR queer people don't you love it when straight people come into our spaces and erase our identities lol, that is a problem that more people should acknowledge, alongside the fact that Baxter's stans have taken over this safe space, overtook the main love interest, and ignore the genuine interesting aspects of Baxter's character to make him their own little doll they can play with and not appreciate a guy who is trying to learn how to stop being that mask everyone in the fandom has fallen over.

And I know, I know , I will get shit for daring to go against your favorite white boy, but consider that some of us played this game because an autistic character was in it, consider that this game is queer friendly and the fandom is also erasing that queerness to make horny fan fiction**, consider that some of us fond comfort in Derek and Cove's story and now we see everyone overtaking their stories by a white boy (that you can find in every other game), consider that his talk is tiring, consider also the fact that Baxter is technically queer and no one ever talks about it, consider that this game was a safe space for marginalized people and now it no longer feels that way

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**with horny fanfiction I mean people re-writing Cove whole personality (and sexuality if we're being honest here) and making him this...horny big man when...he is not? He got stressed out by simply having to share a bed with MC, he's extremely shy around the subject of sex and he gets incredibly nervous about it.

I personally think that is due of both his queerness and autism (and yeah his personality, but autism affects ones personality so lol, sue me) since demisexuality means he genuinely doesn't understand how people can feel sexual attraction, and mixing that with autism means he probably doesn't understand the SOCIAL pressure around sex and having sex.

Granted that's speculation on my part but as someone who is (probably) autistic and asexual I can tell that, at least a majority feels this way and Cove is literally is the type to have this kind of mentality, he does not understand how Baxter can flirt with him after mere seconds of knowing each other

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silviakundera · 5 months

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"how do you, as a fan of [insert character here] deal with [list of this characters's idiocy and/or misdeeds] ?"

.... bestie... my girl, my main man... do u...? think I can only enjoy characters who are good people and smart? 🤔

I don't need to deal with anything. Yes, that character can be awful & makes frankly the dumbest choices. I'm not pretending this character is a whole-ass different person who did different stuff. Then they are someone else, so what's the point?

I.... just come 'ere, I need to understand what lead you to such a ludicrous conclusion. Me & Katherine Pierce wanna understand why you're trying to right my girl's fabulous wrongs.

#the littlest marquis duke regent of An #is a whole trash fire #good 4 him #let! characters! be! shitty!#why do i need to pretend rodney mckay was not at times a sexist condescending jerkface #thats his brand #im reading heart protection #and yan hui is such a selfish asshole who is sometimes a hero and i love her for it #qi rong from tgcf is like everything i despise thrown into a blender with extra hot sauce #but he is v entertaining on page #he is gross but fun #so 🤷‍♀️#the fact that he is deeply uncool and just gets ass kicked all the time #makes the character better

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nose-coffee · 18 days

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fuckin. had an argument w my mum yesterday bc i complained abt t sw*ft offhandedly and she for some reason decided to play devils advocate (??). eventually said that i thought her music was bad and out of nowhere my mum goes "well, i think some of the music you listen to is bad too" like 1. what the fuck 2. what does that have to do w/ what i just said 3. why did this suddenly get personal

#this woman hasn't willingly listened to t sw*ft once in her life #WHY did she decide to come out guns blazing like that #also i have NEVER claimed that all the music i listen to is good #cringe is dead. i enjoy trash things sometimes bc it makes me happy #im not some chronically online purist who believes everything they consume has to be morally correct #but the way she went for my throat there #where the hell did that come from #she baffles me every single day in new and nauseating ways #fuck off lou #my post #vent post

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savageboar · 1 month

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i have to keep telling myself it'll get better. my life will get better. i just have to live long enough to see it.

#because of my mom just completely getting worse and worse in her emotional abuse for no fucking reason #im like so close to having a full blown breakdown one of these days #and if she keeps treating claire like trash over natural territorial behavior i just might #she's my baby. we've had her for over ten years now.#she's getting old. she doesn't deserve this.#she's the reason i haven't killed myself yet #i don't understand people who treat animals like toys #i can't take it anymore #she's the reason i fucking drink!!! it makes everything hurt less!!!#she doesn't fucking see what's right in front of her eyes because she refuses to admit that she could be the problem!!!#when she dies i don't even know if i could fucking contain my rage at her funeral #fuck her i hope she rots and finally has a use as food for the maggots #hades.txt

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snekdood · 5 months

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ive been disillusioned with a lot of the left for a while, it's nice to at least see that other ppl see it now, though the reason why kinda fucking sucks.

#i used to think i could trust ppl bc of pride flags in their profile or them being trans or whatever #and then i put allll of my trust in that community not realizing theres a Multitudes of types of ppl in it #aside from even the fact some trans ppl can be nazis- some trans people- as much as it might make us look bad to admit-#are also predators and abusers and want to lie to you and use you for money and sexually abuse you and dump you like trash #and then accuse you of doing everything they did @u@;; ask me how i know!#so on the one hand im happy ppl see it now- it's not that leftists or queer ppl or feminists are better ppl- ppl more worthy to trust-#they're just as diverse and as good and as shitty as any other demographic of people.#you're gonna find shitty people everywhere. obviously you're more likely to find predators on the right but that doesnt mean theres not #plenty on the left too.#at a certain point calling yourself 'on the left' doesnt mean much aside from idk. thinking ppl need basic human rights?#and even then its apparent that some leftists dont think that. so who can say. maybe you wont misgender me? but nah- you will #if i disagree w you or if we get in a fight- i've seen plenty of leftists do this.#i just think the term is useless now.#i think the left is about to fracture into different groups at this point #anyways be weary traveler of ever putting all of ye trust into any group of people.#its possible to like ppl and enjoy being around them and still not fully trust them. and if something tells you to gtfo? you should #also putting all your trust in a group of ppl is a one way ticket into possibly joining a cult on accident #or at the very least a culty friendgroup

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skunkes · 10 months

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what do u guys do with non clothing items you dont want anymore and cant rlly sell.... need sum advice.....

#talkys #didnt wanna make the post longer but god #over the years ive just amassed little things ppl give me that i just have 0 space for. i hate owning things it stresses me out!#but its stuff i cant sell or idk how id give away and just throwing them in the trash feels horrible in every direction #both in like. wastefulness for discarding things and ''god im a horrible person'' way.#but i have no room for any of this nor a need to eventually have to carry it with me from home to home #an example im having rn (im cleaning + reorganizing my room) is once my uncle and aunt got me like a pack of 4 rubber ducks #from the dollar section at somewhere. and theyre like. not my style. one even has that unicorn headband thing. one says hoppy easter.#''bc you like ducks lol'' i dont want them. but its 4 chunks of Waste wtf do i do with them. UGH.#what do you do with ANYTHING i wish i cld throw everything in the trash and not feel bad and not harm da planet. i hate owning things i #dont want to own many items i hate having things

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cleromancy · 5 months

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dick stans who feel threatened by like. literally any other dc character than bruce are so goofy like... you dont need to. i promise you dont need to. youre biting your nails anxious defensive staring at the 2nd-3rd horses lagging halfway down the track in a race your guy's *already won*. like please be serious

#''like sure my guy has more merch appearances history adaptations and is overall treated by canon with more consistency and respect''#''but what if the 40 year head start vanished overnight bc everyone started liking the other guy more''#i dont think you gotta worry about that man.#and my condolences about the ric arc bruce stealing his robin tts everything etc but it could b worse:#ur fav could be practically any other dc character.#however. its also pretty funny of me to say this as a jason todd guy who was originally a dick grayson guy so #maybe you should feel threatened actually 🤷#anyway dickie ilu im kissimg your little forehead. dont listen to ur stans all ur friends and family love u #i always just wind up pretending the person was actually channeling dicks insecurities like #😱😱 what if donna DID start loving jason more what if tim DID replace me what if roy HATES ME now bc jason was telling him LIES #and then whatever annoying thing i saw circles back around to being funny.#like even in the cases of roy and tim briefly liking jason more in canon that. is already getting phased out and also at least for *roy* if+#that makes you madder than any of the other ways his character got slamdunked in the trash i dont wanna fuckin hear it from u

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gildinbainas · 2 months

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i also just remembered a live action naruto is on the way BUT at least kishimoto will be involved. all i know is that gaara is too pure for this world and he better stay that way.

that is all.

#i swear im done ya'll #live actions of anime just worry me #cos most of the time they end up being trash central #and naruto will not be easy to pull off #if the CGI is trash #it'll make everything else offputting #i mean say what you will about marvel #but MOST of the time #they make that shit look good #ex: dr strange which to me still has some of marvel's best effects #anyway im DONE NOW #﹙ 𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒅𝒖𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒔!! ﹚ ooc post

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robotsafari · 8 months

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this has to be a metaphor. for something

#robo ramble #im just going to read this as a thinly veiled metaphorical critique for the writing of the guild in xrd.#the writers made him faithful to the DQ blue raspberry misty float. all of his character development thrown in the trash completely #missing the point of the entire guild's story in favor of the dairy queen blue raspberry misty float coming back on the menu.#people liked the taste of the misty float but never got the point of its creation. it was only the taste they wanted. you could've easily #recreated this taste but they sought to return it in the worst way possible. without getting the point either.#that misty float ruined the lives of the people around him. and yet diary queen missed the point in favor of genre defining puppet characte #they wrote him back in and just made everyone around him feel like i guess everything is fine now??? its horrendous.#they made venom continue to be faithful to the dairy queen blue raspberry misty float. they tried to convince him that he had saved his #life all along or something??#like?????? the fuck. thats awful. horrible taste in my mouth-- LIKE THE HORRIBLE TASTE OF THE DAIRY QUEEN BLUE RASPBERRY MISTY FLOAT.#like if you wanted to make the dairy queen blue raspberry misty float playable again then just revive eddie and only eddie like tf?? you #could've come up with an excuse to make him live without a host. i mean you came up with bedman suddenly reprograming his bed in his final #moments what that doesnt make sense but ok..........#its better than diary queen blue raspberry misty float #i did it. these gifs have officially made me go insane. please dont read these tags.

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the1trueanon · 27 days

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man, very few things make you feel more useless and unaccomplished than trying to apply for scholarships TnT

#seriously #they ask for so fucking much #and then make you feel crazy for not having done like 90% of it #youre supposed to have done community service and gotten perfect grades and be poor as hell and have an active hand in literally everything #be friends with everyone and personally know a dozen authority figures and have hours and hours to write and film and edit and make project #no wonder theres thousand and thousands of scholarship dollars that go unclaimed yearly #NONE OF US CAN FUCKING MEET THE ASININE REQUIREMENTS #its even harder when youve taken so much time between school #ive counted at least 5 scholarships that ive tried to apply for that require a MINIMUM of 2 recommendation letters IN THIS PAST MONTH ALONE #DO YOU GUYS THINK IM IN CONTACT WITH THESE PEOPLE??#THIS LATE AFTER MY GRADUATION??#dear lord #literally so stressful #i feel like useless trash TnT #anyway back to my suffering #anon rants #school stuff #tw rant #tw rant in tags #anon rambles in the tags

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the-kipsabian · 1 year

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done with the second worst part of cleaning, i have vacuumed

#i still need to clean some tabletops and wash the floors #but then im DONE #getting a bit too late to my liking tbh but lmao im dysfunctional. at least its getting done #oh yeah and then i gotta put the rest of the laundry away. pretty sure thats everything then #would have loved to take out more trash but they didnt empty the bins today so i cant fit more cardboard in there #you wouldnt believe the amount of boxes i have in this house.... and yet only one fits a human head!#which reminds i should probably put that one away for the checkup i dont. think i wanna answer any questions #the giant kip banner on my wall might already prompt some questions and im not ready for that. like they shouldnt come in to judge my place #its purely to check the quality of the apartment and if anything needs fixing etc #but excuse me i have anxiety and like a two meter tall kip banner on my otherwise empty wall LOL #anyways. gonna wash floors. clean counter tops. put away laundry. make really late dinner. and then see if im gonna write or just pass out #yay productive day i guess. tho i am sweaty and tired lol #sorry ramble tags i need to pour my break into something lol #night is an absolute mess on main

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munch-mumbles · 2 months

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ive been a little upset about it all night so i need to write out all the things that happened at work today and are bugging me so i can TRY to get it out of my head and actually RELAX bc i just keep pacing in circles around it instead of just accepting it and moving on

#for context i was working frying chicken today. ok so i arrive and literally all the chicken out expires within ten minutes of each other #meanwhile to remake everything takes about an hour 20 #tried my best to get everything out and replaced and make sure i have enough of everything and then take my break bc with chicken there are #few narrow windows to take your break in you have very little control over when it is #get back and while im getting ready for my next fry one of the assistant leaders comes back and passive aggressively asks 'everything ok?'#and when i say yeah shes starts saying how shes 'just checking' because apparently i didnt have enough chicken out for her liking and went #on about how we're in a chicken drive (I KNOW. I WORK CHICKEN SHE NEVER HAS.)#etc etc. i just say ok and she leaves #like 20 minutes later she comes fucking back to rag on me again about how i need to choose my break times better and i need to have more #chicken out there as back up (extremely difficult bc there is literally only so much room in the fryers. the batches i usually make already #nearly completely fill them up) blah blah and then when i try to explain how i WAS making pretty big batches people are just snatching them #up fast she keeps trying to walk out the door right away and keeps stopping and looking over her shoulder to just stare at me while i try t #finish my sentence #and she just. doesnt say anything in response when i do finish she just leaves #so clearly she didnt want a conversation she just wanted to rag on me #then later for cleanup the timing of everything just kept lining up inconveniently so i kept having to get in and out of raw cleaning gear #and slowing myself down and i end up having to stay almost 15 minutes late to finish cleaning #during cleaning i have to go grab a key to the back door to take out my trash and this one coworker i have was standing in the way of the #door. i say excuse me and she just stares at me and goes huh?#and i say i need a key and she barely moves out of the way without responding and she has a look like im bothering her #why are you acting like im being douchey. i just need a key. thats something she does a lot she acts like im inconveniencing her by asking #basic favors . ive stopped asking her to help me open the back door (sometimes needed if i also have raw garbage to take out and therefore #cant touch the key myself) for some reason she takes it upon herself to almost completely close the door after i walk out so when i come #back i have to awkwardly use my foot to reach around and pull the door open #ive asked her before not to do it and she just ignored me #GRAH GRAH. and then like i said in my last rb i realized while i was drivign home i forgot to wash a damn pan #im mostly worried about it because ive forgotten a couple times in the past too . in my defense its a pan i personally dont use but it just #gets left behind from first shift sometimes and then second shifters end up having to make sure its clean #im just irritateddd and im mad im worried about it all. its all little things piling up on each other #LOL I WROTE A LOT MORE BUT THE REST GOT CUT OUT IG I HIT A TAG LIMIT. tumblr voice ok dude quit your bitching !!

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green-loser-lover · 5 months

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Imitation X

oh my lawd im writing again

Professor Utonium

In imitation X the girls refer to him as father/professor, mostly the latter out of respect (think to kill a mocking bird)

The Professor chooses to be distant from his family. I wouldn't say hes negligent but hes no where near the attentive father as in the show. The reason being is after his wife died all he sees in the girls are her features. Hes a pharmacist! He was a scientist until the death of his wife (there was no medicine created for her illness yet).

There's not much to say about him. He has a temper on him though and is very quick to hand out punishments without listening to the "guilty" girls side of the story. Seeing as Blossom can very easily pass the blame to Buttercup or Bubbles this creates a rift between him and them.

Mojo Jojo

His real name is Joseph but its shortened to Joe (Jojo by the Professor)

Hes the oldest of the Professors children. I like to think he remembers their mom more than the girls do. Speaking of the girls he resents them! While the Prof definitely treats them wrongly he favors them over Mojo by a LOT and it shows. He spent their childhood terrorizing them; from teasing to hitting them, everything from scaring them with made up stories to locking them outside in the rain for hours and worse (ill explain later). Hes done it all with no shame and has no remorse about it.

He also spent an equal amount of time getting into trouble on purpose. He is smart so most of it couldve been avoided but seeing as negative attention is all he gets from prof? He gets caught on purpose. Until an ex of his came forth and admitted that he got her pregnant and the Prof kicked him out (enter the rowdy ruffs). Because of his behavior during the girlses (???) younger years he became their most common villian in their game which made them more scared of him which in turn made him more cruel to them (because he realized they were more scared and he just wanted to scare them more i guess). After getting kicked out he was taken in by his uncle.

HIM

HIM is a character who will remain nameless for plot purposes.

Hes the Professors flamboyant gay brother. Yeah. The professor sadly doesn't approve of his brothers lifestyle and hasn't so much as uttered HIMs name in years. This lead to the girls completely forgetting his name and just saying HIM much like their dad. He isn't in their lives since the prof doesnt like him. He however holds a lot of love for the girls and Mojo (he does not know the extent of what Mojo has done to them). The only time the Professor and HIM come together without prof being a jerk is the holidays.

Absolutely nothing else to say about HIM so yeah thats it bye bye

#powerpuff girls #professor utonium ppg #mojo jojo ppg #HIM ppg #Imitation X #belllum seduca and princess next prob #what do you think of the rrb thing?#i had to rack my brain to find a way to make them the girls age #idk i think of everything on the spot this is how im planning the au lol #i wanna write and draw for it so bad aaaa #loser lover trash-heap

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vivanightcity · 5 months

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talking RP makes me miss my little idiot who larps as a human from a regency era novel but has no fucking idea about anything at all.

#i am apparently incapable of having normal characters #cause this guy is like a weird little fairy freak from this liminal realm between faerie and earth #where everything lost ends up #and he found a vanished country house that had been left to rot in this like trash heap world #and just moved in and started playing pretend #cause he's so fucking alone and disconnected #and everything he learnt about humans was from the books in the library #so there's nothing modern #and he's piecing together modern humans from the trash they lose #and then he decides to start selling the better lost stuff back to people at carboot sales and markets #and living his best dodgy antique dealer life #and his physical appearance is like purposefully anachronistic against the personality he pretends to have #because the only humanoids he'd actually seen in person before making up his appearance were scavengers and looked rough #every oc I make is a mountain biking vampire witch from the future #and i don't fucking regret a thing #my favorite genre of character is : wtf is going on - but like - personified #followed closely by: im so fucking angy because i can't process grief #and then finally: dog

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