#its 1am who cares

[biocrafthero]

Could not get this out of my mind after beating the secret boss

#rambles #art #my art #isat #in stars and time #isat loop #isat fanart #in stars and time spoilers #its a little messy but I literally don’t give a shit #its not even Thursday. who give a fuck #I know I’m posting this at 1am but who care #I’m having fun #ISAT spoilers

[skrimblo]

Hear me out; lcb is technically tf2

Reasons why:

1. There's wide variety of characters from different nationalities

2. Said characters are all co-workers

3. They have a boss who's fucking scary (vergilius, administrator)

4. Said boss has an assistant of some kind who's trying to keep employees in check (miss Pauling, Dante)

5. There's a fucked up german with glasses

6. Their boss has a child (Olivia, Charon)

7. They kill each other on a daily basis

8. Found family :)

9. Both games in lore had wars (smoke war, gravel wars)

10. One of the characters is french

#this obv a shitpost dont come agfter me HWHW #Its 1am what am i doing with myself #text post #limbus company #tf2 #shitpost #ok but scout and don would be bffs #big emphasis on would #also olivia is technically graymanns (grayman?? i forgot) child #not administrators #and grayman was never a boss of thr mercenaries #but who cares honestly its funnier this way

[ekholocationn]

get yourself someone who looks at you the way aziraphale looks at crowley

#this can be taken romantically or platonically i dont CARE #i NEED someone in my life who looks at me with that much love in their eyes #been watching so many gifs of them lately and i just #ogh #its 1am and im thinking abt these idiots again #ekho thinks #txt post #good omens #ineffable husbands

[whumpy-wyrms]

I LOVEEEE ART

#okok #i drew something i am soooo insanely proud of #NOT NORMAL ABOUT IT AT ALLLLL #maybe i will reblog it on here. idk #i’m super proud of it i need everyone to SEEE IITTTTT #and honestly do i Really care about people here knowing my main art account? i’m not sure anymore #like idk telling everyone irl about my silas and aspen ocs really just made me think and. huh #what’s the point in keeping everything a secret #like whump ain’t even weird it’s just horror who cares if people know abt this account right #unless i’m wrong and like idk #what am i talking about i have no idea i just spent the last six hours drawing something reeallllyy cool #maybe i’ll reblog it here cuz like also #i have more mutuals here. i have more friends here and im more active here #what even is a main #anyway it’s furry art if that changes anything #🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇 #BATS <3 #anyway ITS ALMOST 1AM????? FUCK?????? #wyrms says stuff #i reblogged it on Aspen’s blog so it’s there if anyone wants to see :3 #oh yeah @dead-aspen-tree don’t follow it cuz it’s mainly cringe /j #it’s cool art i am very proud of it haha #anyway gn tumblr im eepy

[your-subby-creature]

Yall ever cry (/pos) because of how much you care about the people you've met on kinky tumblr or is that just me?

#Creature rambles #creature is having big feelings #but like i have so much love in my heart for all yall #and im so grateful for all the people ive met and all the ppl i will meet #special shoutout to my phenomenal Dom who ill have been subbing for for 5 months on thr 27th #which is mindblowing to me and not something i thought id ever *ever* get to have #and to all my mutuals i love yall sososoSOso much #double shoutout to the person who made me fanart the other day i have literally no words to describe how flattered i am #love you and your art soSOsomuch #yeah i just...idk i used to describe myself by saying “i care about everything all the time” but in this case i care about everyONE always #ALSO PPL IN MY ASKBOX YOU ARE JOYS IN MY LIFE I WILL GET TO YOU AS SOON AS POSSIBLE IM SO SORRY #BUT ITS 1AM HERE AND IVE ANSWERED SO MANY ASKS TODAY AND IM EEPY #BUT I LOVE YOU AND VALUE EVERY ASK AND WANT TO DO IT JUSTICE I PROMMY ILL GET TO THEM

[squeakyclamart]

Playing around with pixel art with my silliest bugclan antagonists

#clamart #clan gen #clangen #warrior cats ocs #//oc group: bugclan #obligatory oc tag #Honestly don’t really like how wettooth came out bUT ITS 1AM!!! Who care. Explodes

[luxen-summers]

It hurts my brain to think about how insignificant I am in the face of the grand passage of time. I won't matter in 100 years. The people I know will forget about me in 10. Across the world there's children learning their family recipe that's been passed down through the generations. Across the world there's a gymnast practicing, dreaming for the Olympics. Across the world there's a businessman who only wishes for a break. Across the world there's an old lady regretting not cherishing her youth. And yet here I am. Not learning, not practicing, not dreaming, not wishing, not cherishing anything. Most people I see everyday don't know who I am or what I've been through. I don't know either. But we're all on this blue planet, in a star system amongst many, orbiting a black hole in the never ending universe. This world is so big. And yet I simplify it into my own self contained universe. My world revolves around me and there's nothing wrong with that it's just that I'll be forgotten in 100 years.

#wrote this instead of sleeping #wrote this at 3am #it was actually 1am but who cares? #angsty teen #teenager things #existentialism #im a teen #why am i having an existential crisis #its 1:30am #i gotta go to sleep #we going ikea tmrw #i need energy for when i fight the SCPs'

[spider-bih]

I didn't die I swear.

#its been ages #lawd #its 1am and at 10 pm i was considering a mental health journey #brain says im just being dramatic and i think i agree #but who cares about that #i miss writing #so much #mousey mind ya BUSINESS

[modifiedyincision]

Hi I am going around to everyone who reblogged that post with tags: please use this ask as an excuse to ramble about your ocs I want to hear about them

I had to sit on this one for a while because I just have so. Many. OCs. So I had to think about it! I'm settling on Skylar (and his friends I suppose, but mostly him), even though his story is still a bit nebulous, because I love him. Everything is below the cut to avoid me flooding dashes! It also gets ramble-y. You have been warned.

So Skylar (and his story/world) comes directly from a dream I had three years ago, in which I was Skylar. I really liked the main chunk of it, but as it is a dream, connecting everything coherently has been a hassle. If something sounds a bit off, that's... likely why. Anyway!

Skylar, unhappy with his old life, decides to completely ditch it. He stops by a small town and, desperate for friends, is willing to hang out with pretty much anyone that will give him the time of day.

Three people, a preexisting friend group, start talking to him. There are three others -- Andrew (name change possibly pending. Not sure that I vibe with it), Garrett, and Lillian. It isn't long before he finds himself getting swept up in their demon-cult-rumors, because this group recently found a half-ruined journal detailing a lot of weird ass shit. And, also, there's some unexplainable shit going on down in the hills.

They suggest checking it out.

Skylar buys exactly none of it, but he goes along with it anyway for that sweet, sweet human connection.

Now, the group decides to visit a 'ritual site.' A large, 5'x5' square of flat rock pressed a bit into the earth, with a red rune carved into it, slapped into the center of wild hills and forest.

They do the stupid young adult thing, which is to consult the journal for the ritual, which they then do.

Now, listen, the way the demons and rituals work is a bit convoluted because I'm trying to translate it from nonsense dream systems, and I don't really think this is something that can be skipped over or it all ceases to make any sense.

To make it simple: demons need to be summoned into a 'vessel' (a human) to get to Earth. But one ritual isn't enough, and it only partially binds a demon to the vessel and Earth. Five total rituals need to be completed for the demon to be fully tied to Earth and the vessel. These rituals increase in severity with each one, and each ritual requires a specific site to work. But, even with all rituals finished, the demon still relies heavily on the vessel to keep it in line. And not, like, killing everything.

If a vessel dies with a demon attached, the demon is released into the world. A few things can happen:

If it was the first ritual, little occurs. The demon is intangible and unable to interact meaningfully with the world. It can barely move at all, in fact. Imagine if your arm, just your arm, got teleported into another world. You can't do anything with just an arm out there! And it inconveniences you back home!

If it was the third ritual, this is the point at which the demon can cause real harm, as most of it is on Earth- it can influence creatures (aka possession a little to the left), move objects with some effort, and generally cause chaos. Still cannot be seen, except under extreme circumstances. However, it cannot move far from the general area the vessel died -- maybe a few miles.

And if the vessel died after the fifth ritual has been completed, it would be... very bad. The demon would have no human attachment able to hold it back, and it would just be out there in the world, a physical thing with full capabilities. It would be 100% on Earth. Nightmare scenario.

Never fear, though! It is possible to banish a demon at any time. Just stick it in a body and send it back with DIFFERENT rituals! The vessel will lose demonic influence and will be fine, as will the demon, but both will again be separate.

You can tie a demon partially stuck on earth to a new vessel with the rituals, then do the banishment when you're far enough along and have all its rogue parts in a vessel again.

Okay, that's all. Now. Moving on!

Skylar (this used to be about him...) and the gang do the ritual. Nobody expects much of anything. Problem: Skylar's arm starts burning and shifts into something pitch black and iridescent, not unlike oil.

Everyone is very suddenly aware of Oh Shit, This Is Real.

They all hurry up to get the rest of the rituals done so they can banish the demon (if they can. Honestly, half the journal is fucking ruined, they're winging it, this is not going as planned). They decide to try banishing after the third ritual.

Skylar's mental health deteriorates, because he's experiencing unfamiliar thoughts and emotions (thanks, demon!). Plus the rapid-fire rituals are just taking their toll on him, physically - he's tired, and sore, and cranky, and not at all used to having a demon slowly infesting him. It makes all of the demonic stuff worse, harder to control. He both loves and hates that.

The demon very very badly wants Skylar to go on a deadly revenge tour. Be powerful, it says, be unstoppable, don't you want to make everyone look at you with fear and awe? And Skylar...

He starts to buy into it. Yeah, he SHOULD be powerful and unstoppable and scary. He SHOULD fuck shit up! But also he doesn't want to, that would be bad, he likes it here, he likes his friends. But it would be nice to go after that guy that was mean to him on his first day here, wouldn't it... no, he can't do that!

One day he does the fourth ritual by himself, making the demon stronger and the whole situation worse. They double down on trying to banish the demon, less concerned with the town's wellbeing now than their friend's.

I have a handful of endings for this part of his life in mind, but I haven't settled on any as the 'canon.' It depends on how bitter I feel that day, really.

In the best ending, it follows my original dream.

You see, throughout my dream, I would flash into the present, older, curled up in one big bed with my friends (the ones with me back then!) reminiscing on this like I'm telling a story. They are apologetic, because this experience has left me scarred mentally and physically. But I'm better, happier. The demon is gone, banished. My body hurts sometimes, still, but I met lifelong friends. Skylar's story would follow mine -- the demon is banished before the final ritual, not without consequence, but it gets better. He heals, is content.

The worst ending: Skylar succeeds in the final ritual and can't handle it. The demon has near total control of his body, Skylar's mind too addled and worn down to fight or disagree. His friends don't manage to banish it (in some versions, Skylar kills them outright). Skylar never recovers, in this one.

In the ????? ending, Skylar completes the fifth and final ritual, but his friends manage to banish the demon. There are so many versions of this one in my head, frankly. Ones where Skylar never forgives them, ones where Skylar gets better, ones where he tries to do the rituals again in desperation.

A lot of Skylar info right now, unfortunately, is based around this one story, because that was what I had in the dream as Skylar. The others have more concrete personalities, I feel, simply because I could observe them and wasn't actually them. But they aren't as interesting to talk about, because Skylar is essentially the protag, and has the most information and backstory. Listen, I just don't want to make him a copy-paste version of me :(

#my ocs #oh god thats so much nonsense text i think but its 1am and i wont cringe. i wont cringe i love writing im happy im pleased i will post this #and i wont feel weird about it. manifesting. #skylar #eye teeth #i should write. i should do that. hmmmmmmmmm #yeah i should do that... #look its 1am okay!! its 1am! and im full of things i want to do. and Oh God Its Night types of nerves. you know the ones. The Night Spiral. #is this coherent? who knwos who cares post now

[superchat]

Whenever my family recommends i do something with the pets and its just.

Ive already been doing that AND MORE for months. it really feels like

#'might wanna consider putting this medicine in-' i know his med routine already and already accounted for that #'what if you took the leftover and-' already give the leftovers to the other dog but also i give the other dog an entire plate too #cuz its better than just the dry food we have out #Im annoyed cuz these arent even My pets and im the one whose been taking care of them the most #i keep track of their food and water and give attention and take them to the bathroom #Im the one prepping and hand feeding the old dog twice a day #Im the one who checks on the dog when he barks at 1am #Im the one who stays around him cuz he hates being alone #On top of all this i take care of my cat too #Food water litter attention combing #Like dude #These are your dogs and im the one doing 90% of the work? #Its annoying.

[the-kipsabian]

i was gonna write a different post, but it went to places and lost the thought, so all im gonna say is that idk how i feel about the fact that literally nobody has in the past two months told me that they miss my art lol

#you saying it after i post this doesnt count btw #idk i kinda miss drawing but also the last time i tried i had a total mental breakdown about it so who cares #its fine im on a writing binge rn that makes me really happy honestly #im not gonna compare the numbers game in those two tho thats just gonna make me sad. im just saying #anyways. just a thought. i should go to bed my brain is doing funky things to me again woo #night is an absolute mess on main #like dont get me wrong. im very happy with what i create rn #just knowing that nobody talks about the visual arts is like #i knew i was doing something wrong with that. that it was not meant to be #okay yeah its definitely 1am sads hours i need to log out oof

[wormsdyke]

i am going to seek out every person who has a lonelyeyes spotify playlist that does not contain lonely eyes by the front bottoms and make them pay for their crimes

#i dont care if it doesnt suit the elias/peter dynamic its literally the fucking name #been at archive con all day and have had lonely eyes stuck in my head as a result #i think i could make an argument for the song lonely eyes suiting jmart #who are also arguably lonelyeyes #can you tell i get no bitches by the way i am yelling about a fiction podcast and the front bottoms in the same tumblr post at 1am #anyways. im going to bed see ya in the morning #tma #lonelyeyes #orating!

[solemnlyswearnogood]

happy new year to those who care 🥳

#no i dont care #but im being nice #cuz its now 1am so 2023 #whos excited #im not #ive already cried #so this years already proving to be AMAZINGGGG #i should goto sleep #im not tired though #i want to finish the next chapter in this fic im writing #that takes priority over sleep any day #but sleep #also water #but writing #but idk how to continue it yettt #2023 #something else exciting #how else do i tag #uh #ye thats about right #New year #other things

[roses-and-elixir]

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#the way my aunt acts more of a sister/best friend to me #is so fun #wish she didnt live so far away #who else will make me karak chai at 1am #and pulls me into the road when shes crossing when its not green and says random stuff like #‘if we die we die together’ when i tell her to be careful 🤣 #shes acc so reckless its crazy

[ickmick]

im on a booping misson!! im going to boop so many people!! this is the cutest april fools feature ever!!

#its 1am almoat 2am #but by god am i booping #its so cute #i keep stimming #everyone on my tl gets to bw booped #i dont care who you are or where youre from #you deserve a boop and your gon get one

[zwiebelii]

I have a flatmate whose room is right next to mine, and he's generally not a bad person but really really annoying as a flatmate because he's generally really not careful with anything. Like, he always slams his doors shut (even at night............) and managed to lose his keys within 2 weeks of living here, once almost turned on the washing machine at 11 pm (i held him back, since it's forbidden to use it after 10 pm according to the contract + we would have gotten in trouble with the neighbors), and left the air conditioning run at night at a lower temperature than allowed (to the point where we were all freezing).

All of this is a bit annoying, but kinda whatever

However, he also....... makes really weird noises??? Like the sort of noise you make when.... coughing up slime??? And also snorting???? idk it just sounds really really gross. When my boyfriend was visiting and heard them he called them "minecraft zombie noises" and honestly? that's a really accurate description. Also, he works from home, so every time i am here i get to hear that 🙃 But i also don't want to ask him about it bc it may be some medical thing, and also i am moving in another flat in 2 weeks anyways one of the reasons is that i find my flatmates annoying, oh well

the funny thing now is that he just put on some very very soft piano music, and tried singing to it, and honestly it would have been okay if he didn't interrupt it every 10 seconds with his "hrreghhrerhh" 😭😭😭

#my posts #another flatmate talks on the phone on speaker until 1am #also in general. the flat is pretty nice and we even have a CLEANING SERVICE once a week #yet somehow they still manage to get everything dirty and not clean up after themselves #my theory is that since the cleaning service comes here once a week they just go #'oh i dont need to do the dishes. the cleaning lady will take care of that in 2 days anyways!' #worst of all is one girl who leaves her stuff everywhere and doesn't clean up ANYTHING #and its especially annoying when it comes to leaving the dishes in the sink. like i understand 1 or 2 days even 3 if youre busy #but she leaves them there for a whole week 😭😭😭 #then when this topic came up in the groupchat that SOMEONE left the dishes there and the sink got really dirty #she goes 'oh no idea who that was' #'but i often leave my dishes to soak there teehee maybe that person also wanted to do that' #BITCH A WHOLE WEEK? YOU WANT THE DISHES TO DISINTEGRATE OR WHAT? #anyways. i hate it here and i am glad i am moving into another flat at the end of october #its cheaper and closer to uni AND prettier #AND one of the people who will be living there with me is an old friend from school