#its kinda disheartening

[meimeikyu]

hi tumblr just dance community i love u all *kisses u on the mouth platonicly*

#just dance #U GUYS R THE ONLY ONES I SEE NOT *CONSTANTLY* COMPLAINING ABOUT THE RECENT GAMES #like yeah theres stuff to be upset about n its fine but i cannot enter any other just dance page without only seeing ppl being made #n like yeah the recent games arent perfect but i really like them n its kinda disheartening to see ppl only be mad about them :(

[dungeons-and-dragon-age]

Uhh dunno buddy. If Sandal says there is a scary old lady then i am inclined to believe that there is in fact some sort of Scary Old Lady

#its always really hard to tell how much is just supposed to be (really bad) haha funny jokes w sandal #and how much thereactually is to it #but i stand by what i said; i doubt he is straight up hallucinating #maybe theres a mundane explanation who knows but also this is kirkwall so maybe there *is* more to it #laya plays dragon age #i love bodhan but it is kinda disheartening how dismissive he often is of sandal..

[kaladinkholins]

i think im gonna take a break from my fic to write my original work instead

#something something lack of engagement makes it discouraging for all artists and writers something something #i think the good thing about how i finished writing 'the stories we tell' before i even started posting a single chapter #is that the writing process was fun in the sense that i did it completely for me #there was no external pressure to write faster or try to write more 'interesting' chapters #whatever i wrote i wrote it for the sake of the story. because i wanted to #but posting a WIP and writing chapter by chapter? at least for me i def feel some pressure to please #and when i dont get much of a response on each update it's kinda disheartening #by response i mean people engaging with the actual like. contents. the lines i wrote. idk. #IGNORE ME IM BEING WHINY AND UNGRATEFUL #i genuinely love all my readers and commenters and everyone following along with the story #i just get too lost in my head and feelings sometimes #which is why i think its necessary for me to take a break and take my mind off it by writing my own original stuff for a while #at least for a few days #shut up haydar #on writing.log

[misscryptidart]

Searching Good Omens Season 2 Fix-It fics 3 hours post release while trying not to think about those last 10 minutes

#good omen season 2 spoilers #good omens #go #go 2 #ineffable husbands #look #im going to say it in the tags because i am a coward #but i am so tired of queer romances and the “tragic kiss” trope #dont get me wrong #its a fantastic love story #but its still kinda disheartening #i just want them happy together

[spectrearia-archive]

ugh been stuck in a pretty bad art block for a while now. been kinda picking away at the journal a bit, but both writing and drawing has been so difficult for literally no reason.

not for a lack of inspiration, though - my mind has been buzzing with ideas and concepts that I'd love to put into art or writing... so I really don't know why I can't just. Do That.

hopefully it'll clear up soon. I just want to be able to create again, gosh darn it >:c

#everything feels like white noise in my brain #like. ideas are there and so are the Feels #but the moment I try to actually? make something out of it #my brain just kinda short circuits #dont know why #its so frustrating #lol also i noticed my follower count on my art blog has been plummeting. by a Lot #i know numbers arent everything and it's probably just a bot purge #but it still feels kind of disheartening to see #kinda doesnt really make me feel like it's worth posting stuff #even if i do eventually manage to get something creative done #delete later #spectre says

[bruciemilf]

I think one of my fav fics had Jason like loving his mom deeply right- but also had him being like , that was not a good place for a child and she made some mistakes but she loved me and I love her ,

Cause like that’s what growing up is.. seeing your parents as humans ya? (Plus it paralleled his relationship with Bruce and stuff v good)

YES! EXACTLY!! everyday I'm.begging dc stans to understand imperfect parents shouldn't equate bad parents.

#ofc i know Catherine made mistakes but for me it's so disheartening to think abt bc I KNOW its so rooted into apathy for drug addicts #you can absolutely feel pain for jason due to his environment while understanding catherine: #a) did not have the resources nor the help to do something abt it due to the corruption in gotham making it impossible for poverty striken #neighbours to better itself. b) she died before she COULD #not to mention the outside influences jason CANONICALLY hated more than any drug. you can also acknowledge all the good sacrifices and love #and effort she made for him. trying to give him something in a system where they're NOTHING. #catherine was jason's batman before bruce #and in addition to that-- im kinda tired with dc stans rejecting any parental figure thats not cutter cookie perfect #you wont fucking get that in dc #asks

[thepastelpeach]

seeing all the interactions on my recent sanders sides artwork just reminded me a reason i loved being a creator in the fandom for so long, the interaction and engagement amongst fans is incredible

#pasteltalks #sanders sides #thomas sanders #its kinda a double edged sword tho #cause while i appreciate the fact that so many ppl enjoy my sanders sides work #it can also be a bit disheartening when i dont receive nearly the same amount for some of my other works #cause i do put just amount of time and effort into them #but eh i dont wanna come across as ungrateful or anything #its just a complicated emotion

[madame-mongoose]

I might just start posting on Instagram again lol I get way more interactions regularly there than I do here

#its disheartening ngl #my lastest post god okay traction!!! #but people actually leave comments on insta ajdhjs #and like idk its way more steady than it is here #tumblr kinda sucks really hard rn #monnie rambles

[moldy-cheese-being]

i am TIRED of ppl in the comments of house tiktoks going "oMg iS tHaT nEiL PeRrY?!?!?!" YEAH AND HES FUCKING STUART LITTLES DAD

#just to clerify I'm not actually mad its just kinda annoying #especially when thats 70% of the comments on an insanely good esit #edits not esits #imagine how disheartening it is to work on something for hours and then everyone just talks + #about another character one of the actors played #house md #fandom rant

[bl00dw1tch]

Got my end of the month burst of motivation to get my shit together and did 10 push ups

#horse.txt #and some squats and some stretches. but wow those pushups did me in #funfact last time i weighed myself i was actually Under 100 lbs! one of the most disheartening things #'you never go out you dont have any friends why dont you ever go out to meet people??' i could be stuffed in a bag and carried away on foot #i am like flat stanley. i could be blown away by a stiff breeze. and i also just dont have a large appetite? #funfact 2 one of my biggest insecurities is that when i order small portions of food or salads that ppl will think im dieting or have an ED #neither of which are necessarily a Bad thing but ppl do sometimes start to. treat you certain ways over it #either theyre the woke type who start looking at you all pitiful or they start griping to you about their own weight problems in some way #worse in the rare blue moon where ppl with ask me how i stay so skinny. bitch i have adhd i forget to eat Constantly. im starving #its on accident but shit i cant just say that to ppl lol so its always just 'haha my metabolism 🤪' which they sometimes STILL DONT ACCEPT? #LIKE AS AN ANSWER? THEY'LL JUST ASK AGAIN LIKE IM KEEPING IT A SECRET?? #vent // #not really it kinda came out of nowhere honestly #sigh #very frustrated with myself lately in case yall haven't noticed! #god i need to get laid

[ratgingi]

i love looking at my own characters through 50 layers of misinterpretation just so one song in specific i happen to really like can fit them

#mr fox and the disheartened girl is all im listening to rn and its so charlie and lillithcore (its not its not its not its n) #i mean kinda. in a few ways. but to fit as much as i like to pretend it does you gotta warp the shit out of them #dialogue

[majidemah]

i really miss the sense of community i got from following other kin blogs.... i know kin tumblr is way smaller than it used to be and i kinda doubt that will change but i still love you guys <3

#feykin #faekin #what tags do people even use anymore. #hiiiiii . for the love of god hello #i don't really remember the tags for this blog at the moment #but if anyone's still out there #i've been feeling very lonely lately. don't have anyone i can talk to about being fey #i mean i could probably talk to [redacted]. they know i'm a canid #but euhhhhh they're very uhm. strictly atheistic and while they're very supportive of me being a dogboy #i think they just kinda assume its a furry thing. which it also is. #but like. idk. i just don't know if they would accept it as a spiritual thing #which would be way more disheartening for fey stuff than dog stuff even though its really all the same stuff. #anyway. #realized i hadn't made a post reminding people that i'm still kin and loving it in a couple years.

[cantsaythetword]

Went back to training today...

Man I'm more shit than I thought 😂😂

#he speaks #like ill get it back #but fuck its disheartening to go from almost splits in all directions and honestly pretty decent technique and fitness across the board #to whatever the fuck tonight was #like i struggled to do a good pushup #and even the shit ones i could only get to like 30??? #its gonna be a long road before i even THINK about putting my black belt on again #just sucks #kinda a vent post

[ladyimaginarium]

man... some ppl are just. genuinely fucking funny (/s /nbh) like. y'all realize we're& a professionally dxed & medically recognized system right lmao

#arcana.vents #this isn't at any of y'all btw & i& won't mention any names out of respect its just. #when your own kind who's also a system just doesn't blatantly recognize your existence its kinda disheartening bc like. #yall do realize we share the same oppression right lmao #we& didn't just pull this out of our& ass lmao #do not reblog.

[anx1oustig3r]

not to go on like im triggered but i do need to get some feelings out i think

it’s pretty scary being a trans person at the moment, and i would say i’m one of the lucky ones having a lot of support and so far living in a country that’s positive to progressive about these things (currently at least)

but seeing what’s going on in america and in the uk, seeing how the one time the english government completely shut down a bill from scotland was in relation to transgender rights, it’s fucking harrowing, because all it takes is enough fear mongering and the wrong people getting into power and you and people you know are next on the chopping block

it’s terrifying knowing that your right to life is conditional in the eyes of many and it can be taken from you. it sucks knowing that you just living is something that’s seen as a “debate” or a “discussion” or an “ideology”

i mean a child was murdered over the increasing transphobic rhetoric being spouted by people in positions of power and influence

so i guess, talk to your trans friends, let them know that you’re here. show that you care and you stand with them. that goes a long way in the end

#ramble #feeling disheartened in this chillis tonight #im not in a terrible way its just smth when i think about it i get kinda sad

[twosidedcherrytrees]

I'm so pissed at my progress as an artist rn. I'm literally an adult that's been drawing since I could hold a pencil what business do I have not being able to do angled views

#kai wont shut up #vent kinda but not really #i know i know i gotta practice #but i am!!! and nothing is working #its disheartening lol