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herequeeranfulloffear · 5 years

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Had a dude last night explain to me why everything I believe when it comes to spiritual and metaphysical shit is all 100% wrong because hes apparently the "most woke dude" my best friend knows. He told me you cant clear or cleanse a crystal to change the vibe of it you can only 'mask' the original energy, which is bs Ive cleared a lot of crystals for not only me but a lot of friends. My last ex gave me a couple for Christmas and holding them made me feel sick. This dude tried saying they werent ment for me but Ive had crystal that no longer where ment for me and holding them didnt make me feel sick it just felt like holding a rock but after clearing and cleansing the crystals I got they dont make me sick. But while thats apparently impossible according to this dude, the only reason I can clear the negative energy (which he also said is impossible for a crystal to hold because they all clear energy themselves) was because Im a 'messenger' and he didnt even try to explain that to me. But he just. Wouldnt stop contradicting himself??? Years back me and Blake went to a crystal shop near my house to check out one of their lessons. This person that was there was doing Spirit Aura readings after the lesson and Im a curious dude so I did kt. When told about this my friends friend wouldnt even let me finish before saying it was all bs cause the peraon had cards to help show and explain what they looked like and what it ment. Apparently you cant SEE a spirit aura. Mine was apparently scarlet red and looked like an Aurora. As soon as I mentioned Auroru Borealis he was quick as shit "Oh well if it looked like and aurora then youre for sure a messenger. Notice how I said you were before you even mentioned the aura??" And its like okay. But you. Just said it was bs cause you cant see an aura???? But now apparently you can cause it proved he was right about me being a messenger. I learned most of my shit from people who have been doing magic and all the fun spiritual shit since before this dude was even a thought. Im gonna fucking lsiten to them and not some dude who laughed in my face when I said I clear my crystals and when I said I dont 100% believe in chakra cause I havent really dont anything w it personally. Like Im sorry but Im not gonna believe something just because a lot of other people w similar beliefs do. Im very science driven and like to test the shit myself. But apparently thats hottible and I HAVE to believe in EVERY SPIRITUAL THING in order to say Im spiritual??? No offense to anyone but Im so tired of these New Age people taking things that were parts of various other belief systems for centuries and trying to tell me Im full of shit and "not woke" just cause chakras??? You do not have to believe everything to be spiritual I do not care what you say. But I also never said charka isnt real I just said I had been able to do anything w chakras to make me believe like Ive tried the whole put crystals on the chakra points but it didnt really do much and kts something Im looking more into but until I get it Im not gonna say its 100% real cause I like science too and I like to be able to prove stuff in at least someway but Ive also been doing some of this shit since 7th grade so what do I know I guess. But fuck man I never thought Id have a dude mansplain spiritualism and shit to me. Oh he also laughed at me when I said my friend is prolly an empath, cause she had just said "Sometimes I can feel other people emotions but I have a hard time telling it from my own" but thats not an empath because "emotions, vibes, and energy are all different" and yes emotions are but they help drive your vibe and shit to me and most people I know "vibes" and "energy" are basically the same thing right its the feeling you give off. But he laughed at me and then went on to say empaths are litterally what I just said. He wants me to trip w them but I wanted to punch him after only hour he was such a pretentious snobby asshole and I hate it dude wasnt "woke" he just did a fuck ton of drugs and read some wiki pages

#ignore me #ranting #shut up arilyn

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