#lifechanging honestly

[sword-opera]

yoink

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #my art #enver gortash #bg3 dark urge #durgetash #i really could not think of a caption for this lmao #in other news i got a slow cooker lately i think i mentioned and i learned to cook my fave curry in it??? #lifechanging honestly #also i totally could have tidied this doodle up more but honestly? kinda like it messy lol

[tobacconist]

#lifechanging honestly #this rendition specifically

[butch-with-a-deep-voice]

Something about my femme having gone back home has made me realize something so important about butch/femme love I didn't really register at first.

How much my gender as a butch was affirmed by my femme. She sees me for who I am in a light I'm not sure literally any queer peer I've had prior has. My two-spirit womanhood, my butchness, just felt... natural around her. The masculinity, the "silly" chivalrous tendencies, the way I naturally wanted to dress. It was all affirmed just by being in relation to my femme. I had literally zero gender dysphoria for basically the entire week. It was glorious.

I actually had one of the worst dysphoria days in months yesterday afterwards, almost like a whiplash effect. But, this also helps serve as a reminder of just how right butch is for me. How happy I feel specifically as a two-spirit butch, in relation to my femme.

Once again butch/femme has proven itself holy.

#there were so many tiny and big things that affirmed by butch womanhood this last week #it was honestly lifechanging #oh vampling... 💕 #bite me #butch #lesbian #trans butch #butch/femme #butch lesbian #stone butch #butch/femme culture #butch/femme things #two spirit

[scholarhect]

DYLAN BRADY PRODUCED IPHONE??????

#this is literally lifechanging information #although honestly i should’ve fucking guessed #but i didn’t know then! NOW i know. and now my life has been changed #post tag

[july-19th-club]

i think the failure of the yellowjackets approach and (to an extent, because it absolutely doesn't land perfectly all the time) success of the umbrella academy approach to the "teens in life-changing danger must reconnect all grown up" plot is that yellowjackets contains very grounded concepts treated with almost TOO much *oomph* and TUA contains very elaborate concepts that it treats elaborately. with yellowjackets whenever there's ten different chaotically overlapping plots i just get annoyed that they can't stick with one or two, settle down and really stew in them, whereas when there's ten different chaotically overlapping plots on the bad sibling show im like yeah comic book. that's exactly where you're supposed to be . but no that's not it actually. still thinking out loud. it's that yellowjackets sometimes deviates from its central question which is 'how do we live the rest of our lives with Who We Became Out There' to do other stuff that doesn't connect well and comes off over-the-top because it's disconnected. but TUA's central question is 'how do we live the rest of our lives with Who We Became Because Of Dad' and absolutely every single poor decision they make or relationship they bungle or disaster they fail to avert comes right back to that question no matter how wacky a path it takes to get there

#thinking about this because of my Idea #which is a little bit 'teens in lifechanging circumstances all grown up' . so i was combing through examples i know of the theme #and thinking about what i like and dont like about each of them #the thing is that if the plot is 'you fuck each other up and save each other's lives and alter each other forever' is that like... #once you have that element that element becomes the driving force. #yj sometimes gets too into its present-day intrigue in ways that DONT tie strongly enough back to the crash . they sometimes spin out weird #like the adam plot which was only very tangentially to do with shauna's issues #or the walter plot which was just sillygoofy misty times and honestly a waste of elijah wood tbh #but really far mroe than yj or tua or anything else the idea is animorphs-inspired #not in the aliens and space battles and all-out totally unsubtle war novel facets. but just. the question i think might open up my idea #from 'here are some characters' to 'here's why they're even in the same story'. is: #when your protags are thirteen-year-olds irreparably damaging each other in order to save a world that doesn't know they're even doing so. #and THEN THEY GROW UP. every single thing that happens to them comes back to that

[unlettered-heathen]

Holy shit these ADHD meds are the SHIT! I've been on them for nearly a month now and have:

1) cleaned out 2 email addresses' inboxes (over 15000 emails total!). Not fully organised yet but that'll be a work in progress as I decide how to organise going forward then resort the old stuff.

2) set up a fairly realistic monthly budget broken down into what is paid with each cheque, including savings for yearly expenses such as vehicle registrations, oil changes, clothing, etc. that's easy for my partner and I to follow when brain fog hits.

3) become FAR more active with household chores I usually struggle with n shit to the point that soon we should be able to set up a schedule of sorts to maintain the level of clean I need for my mental health.

4) I CAN MAKE PHONE CALLS AGAIN! WITHOUT A HUGE-ASS BUILD UP FIRST <3 <3 <3 this has been a HUGE issue for me now that I don't work in a job where I have to make calls regularly.

5) Commited to taking the kids to the library anime club every week! This is the first time I've consistently had the spoons to be able to do this :)

#honestly this month I've almost caught up to all the shit I've had to put aside because of being sick from med side effects since June '23 #like it only took a MONTH to get back to this point #I am so glad I was able to get the mental state together to be ready to fight my doctor to try this instead of depression meds again #this is a LIFECHANGER if I'm feeling like this while still dealing with chronic fatigue n diabetes n shit #ADHD

[lultimagoccia]

( video essays i can play in the background while i do housework my BELOVED )

#;out for delivery [ ooc ] #( honestly learning that if i watch shows or listen to shit while i do chores #makes it MUCH less tedious #has been lifechanging for me )

[myrfing]

this annihillation easy as fuack. flamebringer and chongyue down and a rat and it’s win

#lin is honestly lifechanging. #arkn

[wabblebees]

thought id update to say; i survived opening night!!! and not only that, it went REALLY fucking well, and people seemed to REALLY REALLY like it omfg... god this is so crazy

#i was literally holding the script in a bigass binder for almost the entire show (sparing only the parts where i had to BULLFIGHT) #(bc i needed two hands -- one for the cape & one for the banderilla.)(yall i had to learn how to BULLFIGHT TANGO & SWORDFIGHT. in TWO DAYS) #but the audience said afterwards it was like i wasnt even on-book; they hardly noticed it was there??!! #yall this is my real life rn. im failing my classes but yknow what?? #i can pull it together enough to emergency understudy in a highly physical show 2 days before opening even with a script ive never SEEN #and apparently we made people fucking CRY. HOLY SHIT!!! HOLY SHIT #this playwright is just. incredible. the script is INSANE. BEAUTIFUL & CLEVER & HILARIOUS & TERRIFYING & VILE & TENDER & TECHNICALLY PERFECT #and apparently our production is like. only the eighth time this show has EVER been produced. for real #but god EVERYONE should know about this playwright's work. fuck i actually think tumblr would really love her. holy shit. #maría irene fornés is her name -- she was a queer cuban-american playwright+director who made radical heartwrenching magical theatre #im so grateful to be doing this & SO fucking sad for the original performer im covering for... god. bc this is just such lifechanging work #this play is queer in EVERY sense. its off-putting loving repulsive peculiar passionate holy and GAY AS HELL. its real its farce its SO CAMP #((IRENE & SUSAN SONTAG DATED. SONTAG AS IN 'NOTES ON ''CAMP''' SONTAG. ITS FUCKING GORGEOUS.)) #its gorgeous its gorey its glamourous its also literally the first part ive played that i think might truly fit my casting type exactly lmao #which is INSANE. bc the character is literally just described in the script as ''ISIDORE: an androgynous clown'' LMFAO #but honestly what could be more homoerotic than 2 ''men'' locked in a room together dancing tango+talking abt beetles+stabbing each other #hmm. maybe its the fact that after i stab the other guy i call him ''saint sebastian'' and then we LITERAL ACTUAL GAY KISS #which is crazy bc we only practiced that ONE TIME before opening #and youd think this shit cant get Any Gayer BUT. IT DOES. bc my scene partner+the director are gay+together irl... and uhh. #ive literally been their third. like. more than once. #ISNT THAT FUCKING INSANE. THIS IS MY REAL LIFE?? THIS IS MY REAL LIFE #ANYWAY #so now im headed back out to rehearse more before we perform it again tonight lmao #i hope it goes as well as it did last night #that audience was fucking incredible i really hope the next two like it as much as they did🤞🤞 knocking on wood #so. if u read this far. u should go find+read ''tango palace'' by maría irene fornés. mwah okay bye #bee speaks

[ybcpatrick]

i live at ybcpatrick dot tumblr dot com slash tagged slash art btw

EHEHEHEHEHWEFHEHEFHERHFHD STAAAAAAAAAWPPPP ITT IM BLUSHING 💝💕💘💓💖💘💝💕💗 I LOVE YOU TOO WAAA

#shut up kell #ask #thing 2 #everyone deserves a tiana. genuinely and truly from the bottom of my heart i hope everyone finds support and love like theirs #their kindness and enthusiasm about everything i create has been so unbelievably impactful + has legitimately challenged and shifted the way #— i view my own work. especially over time #so basically @ tiana this is me thanking you with everything i have in me. bc your encouragement is continually changing me as an artist. #and that's honestly kinda lifechanging. you've done quite a lot for my personal confidence and that's. that's really fucking big man #anyways. everyone should have someone like tia. i hope you all have the incredible luck to stumble into a friendship like this. #but get ur own bc this tiana is mine /j #🥺💝

[choccymilllk]

Hey what if I told you that your art is really good and the lineart is expressive and nice and the way you blend colors especially in sunny outside setting is fucking marvelous and not only that but you're also one of the funniest mfs on the planet. What then

WHAT IF I RAN TOWARDS U AT FULL SPEED AND HUGGED YOU??? WHAT THEN.!!💥💥💥💥💥

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what if i cried..!!!!!!! waghhh my bestie my friend my mutie im not good with words at all but

i wrote this on a page of my sketchbook so that i could look back on it, i really appreciate you saying this :,]] ..<333

#i actually saw this so much earlier but i wanted to respond as best asi could cos.. !!!!!!!!! yk #i appreciate your little asks theyr always so funny and lifechanging never seen before #wish you lived down the street so i could bother u always honestly #im going to think about this for tree million years #choccymilllk does a little speaking #i hope this conveys all the !!! <333 👍👍🫶🫶✊✊✊💥💥💯 i feel

[shigure]

nge is probably the best example of "yes the girls are sexualized but if you think it's for no reason you're completely missing the point of the show" because every instance of a woman acting out sexually is a clear response to trauma and every woman in that show is pitiable in a well written way. anyone with any handle on nge meta scorns the people who reduce the show to waifu wars, and the creators of nge themselves made a whole movie to spit upon people who reduced the girls to eternally marketable mindless tropes.

chainsaw man is another story where sexuality is actually explored instead of just exploited, and many of the characters in the story all have different and very human struggles regarding sex. it's art, telling a story about living in a world where sex is sold to you idealistically, and about learning that actual intimacy requires the input of two people who each have their own experiences and desires, and that what denji is actually looking for is well beyond sex and has much more to do with wanting an honest and unbreakable emotional connection with literally anyone.

both of these are not necessarily revolutionary for that. because people have been making art about sex for a very long time, most certainly including art that is poetic, emotional, sincere, deeper than surface level erotic imagery without shying away from eroticism. and we've had a lot of that scrubbed away from our perspective and our knowledge of art history, both to make us afraid of sex (so we won't seek intimacy) and to sell us sex (marketable, devoid of any deeper thought). which extends into seeing things like chainsaw man, assuming it's just sex-being-sold to the readers, and being resistant to the idea that it's anything else. people actually do make art about intimacy on a higher level of thought! it does exist, it's not that uncommon, and sometimes it can be very good! don't be so exaggerated in your distaste for anime titties and perhaps you will find a story you enjoy. perhaps you will even find a friend and boy (insert denji image of your choice here)

#honestly i don't even know if i'd say csm is That Good it certainly felt rather straightforward to me but i also binged it #it wasn't lifechanging but if nothing else it definitely conveys the point it's going for #and anyone who reduces that point to waifuism... probably has their value as a person. i just couldn't tell you what that is.

[misseuropadiscodancer]

Snack Review: EP 1 (Chacharoni Blackbean Ramen) 5.5/6 because it was missing something… maybe garlic or spiciness.

#Admin #Snack Review #Honestly I added Chilliflakes & garlic #some soy sauce would’ve hit the spot too #just didn’t have any #I thought I hated all beans but this hit the spot #Lifechanging

[monsieurenjlolras]

why didn't anyone tell me about the 2012 professionally filmed arena tour of Jesus christ superstar staring TIM MINCHIN AS JUDAS??????

#this shit is lifechanging #god its so good #it honestly doesnt make sense to me that ALW wrote jcss #no shade #actually some shade #but its just so different #jcss #live from the musain

[soysauceharry]

need 2 smoke a doobie w Jake

#I smoked a joint for the first time in forever last weekend #wow lifechanging honestly

[frogssincorner]

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#also on my main no one rlly calls me like a name or anything but any variation of my url is fine #totally cool w kitty as well bc thats the name im using on my sideblog so that works too #esp if you know me from there go ahead for sure #didnt like my old pinned post it just felt clunky so here we are now #also my labels and such were out of date so here we are #also tag navi isnt linked anymore bc that all went to shit lmao #i do not organise anything here #intro post #not an intro rlly bc from this u learn like ‚‚‚ 4 things abt me ‚‚‚ but oh well #will i ever do an intro post w like my interests n stuff ? #honestly that could be fun i might #screaming crying in writing these tags i have discovered that i can now edit tags #this is lifechanging #shut up frog #also everyone say hi to toast <33 loml <333