#like its just a lot to deal w lmao

[awek-s-archived]

it sure is hard having a 50 year old child when ur 25 lol

#im tired of raising my mom i rly am it takes such an emotional toll #i love her but its gotten to the point where sometimes she will just come home or walk into a room or #yell one time and it just drains my energy immediately #and every time i have like a bad mental health day or think back abt the decades of abuse im still recovering from bc of my brother #(it only ended last year so i have a lot of recovery to do) #i remember how she basically totally ignored all of it #and only took it seriously when it started to happen to her last year as well #and the other day she was like oh i had a panic attack once and she started trying to explain what they were to me im like mom i literally #have anxiety. im mentally ill. i get panic attacks all the time. #she thinks im a weirdo for it and that i need to grow up but when SHE had it it was different #like its just a lot to deal w lmao #obviously she helps me a lot but its like it takes more to raise a kid than giving them a roof under their head i feel like #a lot of ppl forget this #and we didnt even always have a roof either not that homelessness was any of our choice #but u know what i mean #like emotionally ive been parenting my mom since i was 5 years old its really srarting to eat away at me now #aweks.txt

[carcarrot]

i love my job that's like if you asked someone to design a place specifically meant to frustrate, torture and overstimulate an anxious person

#i cant do this anymore. i obviously will but like i cant do this anymore #you might think college-eduated professional people in a fancy office building would have some understanding of personal space and manners #but you'd be wrong! #i am staying in this job for everything aside from the actual job itself which i hate #im just here for the pay the insurance and the time off #and the fact that i can carve out important goofing off time during work hours. which just means i can be on my phone lmao #that being said i do sometimes miss my cafe job #i was more my own boss there and often worked completely alone (yay) #whereas here even though im kinda the boss of my own floor. i still have to deal w my dumb supervisor and coworkers and manager #plus at the cafe i had sole control of the music that played there. very important. lots of steely dan #sometimes when the work got really busy it sucked and was overwhelming but it would stil calm down eventually #and ill always hate dealing with annoying customers. but at least there they LEFT #here its the same assortment of idiots every goddamn day. and theyre always around #like yeah the cafe job had annoying things (taking out the trash from the basement. up stairs) #but it did have its fun moments #it just didnt pay nearly as good as this job and had no insurance or paid time off. oh well #this has me thinking abt what if i owned my own place. but i don't wanna

[bidokja]

hey so like. why did they do this. what was the reason. what is the point if it is not Exactly what we all think it is.

#if it was just this one instance yea this would be a stretch #an understandable one but still a stretch #but i dont think you can count the times qiao yi and ye zimu's feelings for ling chen are paralleled to each other on one hand #you DEFINITELY cannot count how many time ye zimus feelings fornling chen are paralleled to other romantic situations on one hand lmao #anyways. i know i say this a lot #but its not that i ship them so much as i cant Not think ye zimu is In Love w ling chen #this shit is so heavy handed this is literally one of the Lighter examples #never forget the whole multi-chapter long bit where ye zimu and ling chens whole deal was directly paralleled to ye zimus parents #a literal actually married couple who were DEEPLY in love #like. hello. #anyways im so normal abt this #villinit reread #villain initialization #mine

[girlwithfish]

my ex was saying men are only into me bc they have an asian fetish no comment. like idk what am i to do about that. idk i just try to root out the creepy ones from the normal ones. u just gotta b normal about that shit. idk. its not my fault lmfao im just existing. ur the one calling me an asian slut whore cunt whatever go dieee

#can u tell im still pissed and hurt and angry at him #ill move on eventually #its just like oh the person i thought id spend my life w is kind of deeply troubled and has mistreated me so much and also said really nast #shit to me lmao #idk hownto move on #and im repressing a lot of stuff that i just kinda let slide and tried not to think abt like the violence and when id get scared #its all in some hidden attic in my head :/ #wah #i have soo much trauma #sometimes i can think its not that bad but ik theres sm lol #It starts off w verbal abuse and disrespect and they just push u further cuz they know they can get away with it #then its pushing u on the bed and saying its not a big deal its just onto the bed. Breaking ur stuff. and the response after matters #its always so lame hed never even feel that bad or always excuses #:p im hateful but im allowed to be idgaf

[ratgingi]

woe characters inspired by some of my cats be upon ye. info on them in my tags lol

#dialtown oc #jack dlc #twerpys head is a sledgehammer bc the cat theyre based on was born in a wall lmao #he works at the petstore with outis bc i got said cat frm the local petstore #lilys head is a fluffy couch pillow thing and she works at an animal shelter bc thats where i got the cat shes based on #twerpy is genderfluid bc we make jokes that my cat twerpy is genderfluid a lot #also i feel like shed be aroace if she were a person. its just the vibes yk #lily isnt labeled as anything shes just vibin #the 2 are part of a big sorta found family type shit that consists of chars based on my other 3 cats i just didnt feel like drawin more rn #twerpy is really mean and stuck up but is secretly super sweet it just takes them a long time to warm up enough to someone n show it #shes also secretly incredible at like. comforting people and helping them out. but again only shows it for people hes warmed up enough to #lily is super confident and full of herself and spoiled. she thinks shes super fuckin smart but she is very much Not /lh #she loves attention though and gets her feelings hurt super easy #also shes Huge on physical affection. she loves giving people hugs and holding hands and shit #like. shell be like oh im so fuckin hot and cool literally no ones on my level and of ur like eh idk that fit isnt really that good on u #she will start Crying. and get mad that youre being mean to her for no reason while sobbing #and probably will hug onto you while doing it #twerpy also gives really good hugs but they Hate being touched. so if it willingly touches you then youre incredibly lucky special #also lily loves sitting in peoples laps #if youre friends with her she is far more likely to sit on your lap instead of any chair in the room nd thats just smth youll have 2 deal w #dlc wiki

[narwhalandchill]

ANYWAY now that ive gotten my firefly rant off my chest and on a more positive note about the story overall; i Really liked it!!!! and character-wise specifically the biggest surprise for me in a huge W way was actually acheron??

& given i was actually somewhat committed to pulling her anyway (well. initially as kafka replacement to pull my first lightning carry after losing 50-50 but. Well. she had mercy on me at the v last moment thank goodness 😭😭) so actually ending up liking her character this much just cemented that resolve for good too. cant wait for her!!! like i am still meh on her base design not bc its that bad by itself but simply bc seeles existence just cheapens it so much like. Why are they so similar. but its not bad lmao

anyway to her actual characterization. first of all. the VAs delivery omg yall beidous english voice is already one of my all time favorites in genshin and shes doing an amazing job as acheron like. she started talking and im just INSTANTLY warmed up to her just from that KDJSKDKJK i love love love her attitude and energy!!!!!

n personality wise too??? like ive seen others mention a similar sentiment but its just the way how. even after getting the warnings from now Two separate characters that shes up to no good. im just like. "nah id win" abt it SHSKDKSI like throughout the story she comes off as so damn likeable and grounded and realistically friendly (as in not like. too open n aligned w the player from the get-go to feel believable for the character as opposed to a plot contrivance) that i just. even if shes bad news im team acheron truly.

she has genuinely funny one liners too ??? like not necessarily jokes outright but the kinda comments she says are just . very realistic in that dry witty way that comes off as natural and entertaining shes so charming!!! i love her. the more contemplative stuff she says too

but also like. girl whats up w the ominous red text ily but are we cool 😭😭 and the whole shredding us into thin slices on first encounter in the dreamscape like. Ok uhhhhhhhh ik i said nah id win and team acheron forever but this is kinda. worrisome

BUT that just means im so fucking excited to see her go apeshit too lmao like. oh shes an emanator here to do murder and spread death? COOL i hope she has fun!!

(and ik i said firefly rant over but. what the actual hell is that post firefly merk dialogue option where the games like very heavy handedly implying ur supposed to be blaming ACHERON for "letting it happen" in some emotional frenzy???? bro what 💀💀 0/5 moment i would never. n even if she plausibly did im just. dude her being cold towards firefly is just a plus for me when the narrative has just railroaded the TB into being sooo charmed by her magical presence lmao i Liked that acheron was suspicious n cold)

overall Definitely wasnt expecting acheron to establish herself as such an instant favorite for sure but. shes here now and im v happy abt it im super looking forward to seeing those more dubious goals of her come to the forefront in the future like. im so curious about whats up w her and her memory and that red text and everything

#also honestly unintentionally hilarious moment from acheron when she jist. asks for directions to the lobby too 😭😭😭😭 #anyway. overall i wonder if theure like. making a point of setting up the 'suspicious' characters to turn out far more benign #than appears at first glance #and have the more like. omg friendly people. turn out more involved in the shady stuff #like to a degree it already happened with aventurine. whole time everyones playing up how shady he is but #ultimately he really didnt do that much in terms of actually harming us? he was surprisingly straight (lol. lmao) w us throughout #like Obviously hes acting in full self interest but i do overall v much agree w black swans assessment of him too #that as a businessman it does matter how he handles his deals. now obviously he could turn out a whole lot different in the future #but nonetheless. point being he wasnt all that nefarious compared to how he was presented as #whereas both acheron and (sigh) firefly do kinda have that initial friendliness and then later on turn out to be #Not what they seem . which isnt like a twist or anything its just interesting #tho i suppose its less whos more or less trustworthy at first glance and more just. everyone lies on penacony #just depends on what their aims are to truly know whether they stand in opposition w us ultimately #acherons strange bc like of the cast rn. truly would trust her the most just based on vibes . which might not be smart 💀💀 #logically the most quote unquote trustworthy are swan n aventurine methinks . swan bc she said she wants more of my memories for her stash #so she wants us alive on both a personal basis and as a memokeeper #n aventurine bc he sees us as his own investment in whatever gamble hes undertaking #so cold as it is. we are very valuable to those 2 as assets so like they might hide things n mislead but they dont want us dead lol #anyway v much looking forward to the future developments #hsr #rambles #hsr spoilers

[minglana]

the japanese kids (that only speak japanese) (and they dont have a translator or anything for them) are running around the dorms... if i go to the dorm worker shes gonna say 'oh but theyre just kids🥺and theyre so adorable🥺' and wont find a way to tell them to stop running......

#god the afternoon workers are so useless i swear. they are fine as ppl. especially the younger one #the older one (the one im talking abt) is.... not annoying but she gets on my nerves a lot lol she takes everything too calmly #but anyways usually anything is fine w the afternoon workers. loud music? ppl running in the halls? ppl banging on the doors? its all ok!!! #they wouldve had a stroke 6 yrs ago. ive seen videos of guys smashing yogurts on doors and putting water bottles on other guys' doors #so that when they opened the door the water would go into the room #and my first yr they literally put rice dye (like the fake saffron they put in paellas) on the shower heads #so the water would come out yellow (and the cleaning ladies had more work to do). oh and how cani forget my friend SNEAKING HIS BF #in the dorms to sleep w him the entire week (we werent allowed to bring ppl from outside) AND also ppl drinking and going to dinner drunk #(its me im ppl) also the guys would throw firecrackers at ass oclock at night (like 2am) #i just wonder how these two workers would deal w all of that this yr lmao #z xarre

[ultrasopp]

Game review from real gamer. i am not finished at all but saga of sins. Yeah. Platformer where everything looks like stained glass and u turn into monsters to enter people’s minds and fight sin. U can pet the dog and also enter the dog’s mind (he is free sin)

#txt #its scratching the history/religion/art fixation part of my brain so good #u are a littel priest and u fight the demons in sinners’ minds to free them but… are u really freeing them or are u committing sin urself?? #its a lot of this tortured littel guy being all ‘hey what is sin REALLY? love thy neighbor but cannot fuck?? hello god whats up w that’ but- #-in a plagued by demons sort of way #what is the morality of it all? idk man the priest just got back from the crusade and have been just as many comments on how noble that is- #-as there have been ‘hey not cool’ and ‘why r u trying to purge sin when wrath made u kill fellow humans’ etc #im not expecting an answer on that exactly as the game is *very* european lmao #anyway i think its gonna end with either fighting god or fighting the devil OR u turn into the devil. some hell on earth kinda deal #also. hope no one reads so far but this dude looks like how i draw ye ole medieval nicky and i have brain worms. so its a bonus #but by itself. im fucking LOVE the stained glass look of it all #its not terribly original game play as it is a platformer but man never seen a game with this look #so 10/10 for aesthetics lol #yike im done now. sudden need to tell everyone abt my fav game of this week u know how it is

[aro-aizawa]

[challenge link]

Audio Transcript:

Question number one: What is your name and username? Urm, my name is Danni, uh my username is aro-aizawa. Urm.

Question two: What will you use to-- trim grass? Lawnmower *laughs*

Three: What region do you come from? Uhhhh basically, West Yorkshire in England which isss pretty big. So Yorkshire *laughs* Um.

Four: What terms do you use to call gym shoes? Well. Trainers.

Question five: What do you call your grandparents? Grandma and Granddad *laughs*

Six: What is that bubbly carbonated drinks called? Pop!

Seven: Do you think-- personally think that you have an accent? [more natural sounding] Oh yeah, obviously, everyone has an accent *laughs* The only people that don’t uh people who have the generic american accent y’know that’s in all tv shows and movies and whatever. Urm. So that’s basically the default of the English speaking? Urm. And that’s why some people, will you think “oh they don’t really have an accent because they sound ‘normal’ but they do have an accent-- everyone has an accent. Urm.

Question eight: What will you-- you use to fee-- feed a baby? Bottle. Wha-- What are the object a baby/infant will suck on? A dummy *laughs* urm.

Seven: What do you do in a pool? Swim! My brother used to mispronounce this all the time as a kid and he would say squimming. Which was adorable.

Uh. Ten: What machine is used to do the dishwa-- dishes-- blebblebbluh. Dishwashers!

Uh. [11] What do you call shuttle bu-bags? No clue.

Uh. Two. [supposed to mean 12]: What do you call a close friend? Bestie!

Um. Sev- Thirteen: Where do you-- dump refuse? The bin. *laughs*

Fourteen! What do you call the thing with wheels used to carry groceries in the supermarket? That’s a trolley.

Fifteen. Where will you go to buy medicine? Um. Pharmacy or in like the medicine section of a supermarket. Um. Or get it delivered *laughs*

Um. Sixteen! What do you call the object you use tie up long hair? Uh bobble or scrunchie. Um.

*trying to find place* Seventeen: Who is responsible for advising students in a college? Urm, Advisor? I dunno. I. Didn’t go to college *laughs*

Eighteen: what do you need in the dark? Urm, a torch. Or using the ‘flashlight’ app on your phone. Or function on your phone.

Urm. *quieter* Hang on I lost my place... *regular volume* oh! Yeah, nineteen. What utensil will you use to drink water? That’s a cup with a straw but I don’t really bother doing that so water bottle.

Urm. [20] Choose any book and read a random passage-- I didn’t prepare this beforehand soooo I’m not going to bother *laughs*

Twenty one: What is the full meaning of e-mail? Electronic Mail.

[22] What will you call the daughter of your brother? Well, my brother’s not going to have kids sooo, but I know that it would be niece!

Urm. Twenty three: where do musicians stand to perform shows? On the stage.

Uh fourteen [24]: What will you enter to fly from one country to another? A plane.

Twenty five: Where will you carry all your stuffs? Urm, a backpack or a bag. *laughs*

Urm. [26] What is the full meaning of MS Word? Microsoft Word.

Seventee-- Twenty seven: Uh what do you call it when rain falls while sun is shining? Urmmm, aw I forgot the word but uhh light shower? I guess?

Urm. Twenty eight: What will you call the head of a company? CEO, Boss? I don’t. Really. Care? *laughs*

Uh twenty nine: Where will you go to relax overnight? Honestly? I don’t. Particularly know what this means, but I’m guessing either a hotel or I dunno, bed...room? I don’t? Know?

[30] What do you call someone that cooks? A cook.

Do you use pet names? *excitedly* Yes! All the time. I use babe, sweetheart, love, hun, urm... a bunch of different things but all the time. Like. Constantly. Urm.

Thirty...two... how is the head-- family head referred to? Um. Matriarch? But I mean. There’s nev-- Those aren’t. From my experience, those aren’t really formal...um positions? They’re just, like, assumed so theres no really title for it, like in my family, the uh head of the family was my grandma. Because she had five children, and um, and all of those uh, all of those children got married. Well all apart from one. And urm, even their husbands and stuff, they would refer to my grandma as head of the family. So y’know. Even when my granddad was still alive, she was the head of the family, so. Martriarch. But uh yeah.

Um. [33] What do you use to change channels on TV? A r-- remote.

Uh [34] What do you do with a phone? For me? Ignore it! *laughs* Read fanfiction.

Uh thirty five... list the most popular social network-- face-- sites, whatever. Uh. Facebook, twitter, reddit, tumblr, um. I think that’s about it.

Ummmmm thirty six what will you obtain to travel to another country? Passport.

Um thirty seven. What do you call a food you eat in the morning? Breakfast!

Urm.... *pause* thirty eight, say three words or phrases that come to your mind. Um, I really like the way that I say ‘with’ which is when I just, talk, regularly and I don’t really focus on m-- on the meaning! Like for example, um I went to the shop wit-- wi’ my mum the other day? Um, basically I just go wi’ and so, I-I like that. Urm. Another phraase... Urm. No clue! *laughs* But uh-um-I do. that kinda thing a lot. urm. in that when I’m typing I use shortened words and stuff and in my accent its because uh I have similar kinda thing when I’m not really paying attention on the words? So urm I’ll just shorten it so like because is just b’cus and uh all that stuff. Uh *laughs* and urm. Yeah! I also laugh a lot when I’m just talking urm as a substitute for lmao and lol which I do a lot! Urm. Yep! So that’s been my accent. Thank you for listening.

#shut up danni #long post #audio #accent challenge #lots of erm and stumbling over my own words there ahahah #my speech is a LOT less stumbly when i'm not reading off of a thing or if i talk in long sentences #bc then i get into a good rhythm and i don't really do that if its just short thigns #the only thing abt uk accents is usually you can pinpoint ppl's home city from them so like rip if any of y'all end up guessing where i live #i mean its not a big deal im just v cautious abt internet safety and all that lmao #esp since i live in my childhood home #lemme know if i should put this under a cut i hesitated to bc its not accessible that way but i also don't want to clutter ppl's dashes w th

[xythlia]

im having such an identity crisis w this blog rn

#like... i kinda stopped playing om bc the cash grabs were getting insane n it turned me off but im excited for nightbringer regardless #but other media has more of my attention rn like i play a lot of genshin lately n watching op + other shows #om has kinda shifted its not even on the burners anymore its on the damn countertop lmao #idk but now im like well ive really only interacted w om fandom the most im not super active in any others #n honestly those other fandoms scare me they got a lot of unhinged ppl in there n im not someone who deals well w ppl coming at me weird #ik it happens to every writer at some point or another no matter what fandom they're in but idk im just nervous to fully branch out ig #like what if my shit sucks lol

[fatcowboys]

getting your coworkers to like you is a game and i am winning

#i realize this maybsound like. idk a weird way of gameifying human interaction #but its really just like. idk work can be annoying and shitty #so i rlly make an effort to be a good coworker ans a fun person to chat w #and its so nice when i am successful lmao #ESP bc the annoying coworker in the equal position to me is. annoying and a lot to deal with lol #so my fav minigame is finding a way to be nice to someone hes just been a dick to #hes just a lot and its funny bc all the providers will go to him for stuff bc hes stuffy and wants to be a doctor or whatever #but the MAs and nurses and women will come to me #bc im not an asshole. im not gonna mansplain like. i read between the lines and don't just do black and white #anyway. yeah

[gatual]

last night i was thinking abt characters that love so so sO much that end up doing crazy shit bc of it my beloveds

#🍒 #makes me crazyinsane #i thought abt that moment when denji ws like if i ever die posses my body and live my dreams with it but then pochita was like no. ill give #u my heart and u will show me ur dreams STOPPPPPP😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 man stop😭😭😭😭😭 #or also homura dying and reversing time hundreds of times just to save madoka every single time.she was her purpose for everything she coul #could go through all that bc her love for her was so much😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭SOB why am i making myself suffer the worst is #idk if the worst but yk i feel like i truly understand this type of characters bc whem it comes to the people i love man oh mannmn #i would givey life kill die and everything else i feel like. sometimes love is so mcuh i feel like it doesnt fit in my chest so sjdbfnfkc #like when i think of my mom sometimes it makes me cry bc love is so much idk what to do w it so i cryehehdbfjfkdndn but that happens to #but in the way that some other times i also feel my chest full of love but i feel so alone and idk what to do with itANYWAY BYE #no way not bye yet something else that happens is that ive never felt ..loved like this🥲 okay now yes bye #NO WAIT JFNDBBJ SORRY anOther thing is think sometimes is that yk how we're all different..and express feelings in different ways and stuff #what if im not interpreting someones love the right way..like what if someone i love does love me back this way but their way of sharing #feelings and emotions is way different than mine (bc this is v possible too yk our experiences arent universal/) WHAT THEN. #im gonna hand this paper to everyone ik so they write w lot of detail the way they feel about me final bye. #wait lmao😭😭😭😭 this is so long i also feel that loving like this makes me a red flag LMAO bc by putting ppl i love over me and loving so #intensely many times i feel like what i do its not required and even though i deal w jealousy and negative feelings i always control them #and never act on them but so many things related to human relationships causing me anxiety and this and that make me feel that im the #red flag itshard to explain neway tru final total byE.

[bedrotboy]

sometimes i think about how multiple times ppl have thanked me for sharing my disabled perspective bc its not a perspective they get to hear often and i am always like whaaaaaaaaaatt

bc like damn dude how r u not hearing about this more? i literally never shut up 😂

most disabled ppl i know could infodump for days about their disabilities and probably do somewhere on the internet or afk if u bring up a related topic

just baffles me like it's rly not something you have to go all that far to seek out i feel like??? we r offering this info willingly and unasked constantly

#disabled #mobility disability #like i genuinely want to scroll their social media and figure out what content they r seeing that somehow has no disabled ppl #is it just like taylor swift blogs #gucci and prada influencers?? #like cmon even celebrities have cancer and MS and shit like is it hank green with cancer i dont remember #justin bieber has lyme and bells palsy iirc! justin bieber! #also it always kills me when the person saying it is involved in social justice stuff like dude #i dont want to get into that tho lmao #but yea its just goofy to me like i could get ppl being ignorant of like v specific niche stuff i deal with but like disability at large?? #like a lot of us are bored and burnt out with no filter like just ask a cashier how theyre doing or someone on ssi #ask a gig worker about their knees #im joking dont actually do that lol unless theyre chill w that

[frogmascquerade]

.

#i would say dan lewis probably had the most chill experience running w the doctor #of the nuwho besties #like okay to be fair i dont remember a whole lot of details from flux but i think everybody he loves is still pretty alive #diane did get put through the ringer LMAO she was cool tho! wish we could have gotten more screen time w her tbh #cause i was thinking like #well i was thinking like if i was the doctors companion how much would it ruin my life vs how much would it 'improve' >/ #it* #like seeing all those things that are amazing and terrible and like the sheer confusion and fear and wonder that always seems to come w #traveling w them #but then its like ofc its dangerous and would it put my family in danger. and to what extent like what happened w the jones family is #horrifying to think about #and how well equipped (emotionally and psychically) am *i* to deal with all of that (probably not very) #and then one day either i die or the doctor leaves or like whatever. like anything could happen and would my family even know #like oh god did 12 ever tell bills mom ????? about bill????? like jesus #well i dont know where i was going w this. but its scary to think about being completely lost on another #planet or in another time or universe or whatever and just. what happens to the people left behind? #this is supposed to be a FUN SCI FI SHOW #(it never was)

[agenderarkham]

Ghhhhhhh my tooth is still fucking w me and I need to make like three different doctors appointments and buy new shoes And I’m being put on the shitty shift for all of next week I am. Not having a good weekend

#my work boots are old and falling apart and my feet are starting to hurt a lot more than normal but I don’t wanna go get new shoes bc I like #the ones I have also apparently its ‘bad for your feet’ to only wear one pair of shoes nearly every single day for years and years and years #but I think that’s bullshit bc they’re shoes they’re meant for your feet #why is taking care of yourself so much work oh my GOD #I just got paid so I should go get the boots tomorrow and just get it over with but still .. don’t wanna #it will be my chance to finally get good black boots instead of brown bc they clash w my vibes <//3 lmao also so my feet just hurt less… #that’s be nice too if only for a bit #send me good vibes for having to deal with the horrors of buying new shoes #Arkham rambles #arkhamrambles

[mechawolfie]

why is eighth grade rated r that was the most relatable movie abt being a teen I'd ever seen. like.. teens should be able to watch this

#smudgy.txt #sorry i was just thinking abt this movie again & its like. #lots of ppls teen years are shit & so confusing & everyones always denying everything u say bc ur a teen #& for some reason everyones got it in their head that teens arent worth listening to or even treating as human #& having someone who Gets It is like. invaluable #from what i remember this movie is so awkward & theres so much secondhand embarrassment but #thats literally what being a teen was for me #& i feel like if i had this movie when i was 14 i wouldve been obsessed w it lmao #like just. ignoring who the director is #OR not actually bc while so much of his work is so typical Cishet While Comedian i feel like hes had a lot of valuable shit to say in his #more serious stuff #just his work that explores anxiety & depression meant a lot to me as a teen dealing w that stuff & constantly being told my #problems were nothing & that i should keep them to myself #i don't think hes funny (& i think mainstream standup as a whole is just. eugh.) but ill always value having that feeling of being seen #anyway where was i. #ok i was looking at commonsense media for the movies rating & i read the reviews on the front page #& this is just typical commonsense media bullshit but the parents were writing that this movie isnt for kids (young teens specifically) #bc the teens in the movie talked abt s3x. like. #one of them said that kids dont talk abt s3x. LIKE?????? #sorry. my siblings n i used to go on that website for the comedy of White Suburban Parent Panic & im still flabbergasted to this day #anyway the overall consensus seemed to be that the movie was good for kids 14+ bc it was so realistic #& encouraged talkjng w ur kids abt if it feels relatable to them/why & if they could see the mc as a role model for her bravery #so at least whoever put the movie up had some common sense. media. hehe #*oh wait ig its not #main consensus then itd be whoever added it #ANYWAY. break over i gotta continue cleaning